What a testimony. Just so profound. I could see you being an amazing counselor to others going through struggles. xo

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww my love! Thank you so much :') I'd love to go into that type of role one day. It would mean a lot to me

It's definitely powerful when we can look back and see how far we've come, especially when we know how impossible it all felt back then. It's been amazing to watch you take back your LIFE and getting back to being YOU. It's awesome, and I hope you're letting yourself celebrate and be as proud as you deserve to be (which is a HECK of a LOT!).

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Becca, I agree. I think it is really important to do. I know I get so fixed on all that I know I still need to work on and change that I forget to think about how far I've come. Aww thank you so much Becca :') I'm getting there

I’m digesting this incredible recap of your journey from hospital with a feeding tube to where you are today. What really hits is that you had such a strong will to live and very specific goals: stay out of hospital, get out of the wheel chair, finish your education. And you kept focused on those goals. You are amazing. I just can’t think of any other superlatives. Amazing. Inspiring. Thank you for sharing this very intimate and honest journey from the brink to living your life on your terms. Amazing. ❤

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww my love, what a kind thing to say. I'm a very goal person, I find it really helpful knowing exactly what I am aiming for. Oh your comment really has made me smile. Thank you, so so so much :') xxx

This was really moving to see you acknowledge all of your progress. I remember so clearly watching your early videos and seeing how hard a yoghurt was for you and you said back then that one day a yoghurt would just be a yoghurt and whilst only you know how you feel about it now, it looks like you've reached that aim. It's a real privilege to watch you progress and to see you hitting your targets and milestones ❤️ You are so right about consistency! You've done it every single day and that's an incredible achievement and so inspiring! I took up running not long before you started KZread last year and every time I don't want to go or I want to cut it short and finish early I remind myself that you don't get to cut corners and I think to myself if Fi can fight through her challenges and push through even when it's hard then I can keep going 💪 You sharing your journey has helped so many others- you should be really proud of that as well! You've come such a long way and you're still doing it, I love the idea of you being angry at your snack but doing it anyway- that's what progress is, that's what strength is and you're smashing it!! 💪 So so proud of you and all that you've achieved and continue to achieve!! ❤️ You deserve all of the happiness and success!! Xx ps your pizza looked delicious!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Chloe! Aww thank you so much for such a lovely comment! It feels like so far away that that was my reality, facing that first yoghurt and all. Now I'll be having cheesecakes and all! Consistency is so so so important, well it certainly has been for my journey. It is the one thing that I tell myself consistently (haha) each day. Aww this really did make me smile so much, thankyou Chloe :') so so so much love! xxx P.s. the pizza was delicious!

As someone whose been following from the very start, it's amazing to see how much strength you've proven you have. There's SO MUCH more sparkle in your demeaner now. We can see how proud you are and it's just so heartwarming. I can't express the strangeness of following a stranger on the internet and feeling so connected. You keep going girl. I know the fight never truly stops but more so, it becomes second nature. So much love to you for sharing it all with the world. What you are doing is important work for others and not just yourself.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Oh my love! Firstly, thank you for following me for so long :') Secondly, I agree :') I've noticed a change too, I couldn't explain it at first but just a shift. Thank you for being with me, supporting me and believing in me even when I had moments I didn't for myself. That means more to me than I can ever explain. So so so much love, and sending the tightest hugs your way

Fiona - you are an amazing young woman. I don't even really know how I started following your journey. I think you showed up on social media, and something about you touched my heart. I don't have personal experience with an eating disorder. I am just a mom of kids your age, and I have been praying for your recovery from my side of the ocean. I cannot even begin to imagine how difficult your last year has been. How generous of you to share your experience in the hopes of helping others, and helping yourself at the same time. I am continuing to cheer for you, your strength, your time at university and your continuing recovery. And finally, it's okay to just eat the pizza! Good for you!!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Kathy! Thank you so much for this comment, what a lovely thing to say. Thank you for cheering me on across the ocean. In those moments when things have felt low, that cheering on really did and does keep me going. Thank you for being so kind and supportive. Sending the tightest hugs from the UK to you and your family Kathy

I am so insanely proud of you Fi. To listen to you recap this last year I remember watching the journey along as it went and that recap sent me on a mini rollercoaster ride of emotions. Lol. You are truly and amazing human!!!! And I know you will continue to do amazing things!! ❤❤

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Andrea! Thank you so much my love :') certainly a lot has changed since then... a lot. Thank you for being with me and supporting me through it all - it means more to me than I can explain. So so so much love! xxx

I'm so excited for your Christmas this year. So much more happiness.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Ahh so am I!!! Definitely :') xxx

I cannot describe how helpful your videos have been to me. I am not recovering from an ED, but I am attempting yet again to recover from severe, chronic mental illness and your videos not only give me hope, but make the complications of recovery and mental illness just that little bit more easy to comprehend. Thank you, so much, you are an inspiration and I wish you the very best of luck with everything ❤

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Fiona! Aww my love, what a kind message. I'm sorry to hear that you are going through so much, I can't imagine what that feels like. I'm thankful that I can be of any help at all! That helps me :') One day at a time Fiona. Sending so much love your way

I just watched the whole thing and honestly I needed to take a break. I was staring in the celling for few minutes realising how far you've come and how far I've come with you. I really hope you know how much you've grown since last year...and I want to say thank you. Not just for filming every single day (because thats amaizing how you manaed to find time in between all of that) but I want to thank you for staying with me from the biggining. I fight anorexia since last september and I was having hard times in and out of hospital. I kind of found a peace within your videos andI hope you know how much you helped me...as well as other people on here... We still need to keep going but our progress is such an amaizing thing worth mentioning every day!! I love you, Fi❤️❤️❤️

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Oh Hana!!! Thank you so much for your comment :') oh my love, this really did make me smile. I'm so thankful that I was / am able to help you in any way. This illness can be so tricky to navigate, so lonely too. Thank YOU for being there for me and helping me feel less alone. This really... it means so much to me Hana. Thank you for being you. I hope you are doing as okay as possible. Sending the tightest hugs your way

fi, you are a rockstar! i’m so beyond proud of you for getting through this past year, and continuing your recovery and staying accountable. you are a light in this world, and your smile radiates. i know this year has been anything but easy, but here you are despite it all, getting your life back in bits and pieces because of your commitment to consistency. ❤

Hey Fi, I really related to you when you said one of the most difficult things is the isolation. I don't have an ED, but a different issue that has at times has made me feel alone, stagnant, and behind my friends in life. I'm doing better now and I've learned that journeys of healing and growth, however slow and meandering, do not leave us "behind." You have faced impossible odds, proved yourself a fighter, and touched many many lives along the way. Not everyone can say that at your age. You are truly incredible!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Nat! It really is for me. I'm sorry you have experienced the same, it can be so difficult to manage. I'm so thankful to hear that things are getting a little better, it will always be a process that takes time. Aww Nat :') sending the tightest hugs your way my love

You have come so far. You are doing amazing. You should be so proud of yourself. We are proud of you. Keep up the good work.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey my lovely! Aww thank you so much, this really made me smile :') I will

@helenchrisriminirand

Жыл бұрын

@@Finding_Fi good I’m glad you are smiling. You are doing so well. Your back at uni and working. You are an inspiration to so many people

you managed to save yourself and thanks to youtube you also helped other people to do the same including me. you are absolutely amazing human being.. ❤ also off the topic your skin got so much better i can't even tell if you're wearing make up or not.. 😅

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww my love! This made me so happy. It means the world to me if I can help even one other person. Aww thank you! I don't think I've changed any of my routine (I say routine but use next to nothing :D). So much love

I’ve followed you since the start when I was on a unit and your vids have always comforted me and inspired me so much. You are incredible x

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Orla! Aww thank you so much my love! I'm so thankful that they were able to provide some comfort through what must be a diffficult time. I hope things are as okay as possible. Sending a tight hug your way Orla

Your determination is visible. Your articulation of you challenges are insightful. Keep focused and enjoy better health. Proud of you!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Kay! Thank you so much my love

Your gifts of perspective and the ability to express those thoughts are so powerful, Fi. Thank you for your brave transparency, you are an inspiration.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much my love! Thank YOU for your support, because it really is appreciated :') xxx

My darling Fi. Watching you relive this year was heartbreaking and joyful at the same time. You have not only recovered but you have become a much more confident person. We all get tired (especially those of us battling silently). My pride for all you've done is overwhelming. Seeing your joy now makes my heart and soul smile. You should know .. I'm positive you have found Fi. We will help you never lose her again. ❤️

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hello my lovely Allison! Thank you so much my love. It has not been an easy year, but one we have gotten through nonetheless. I think I have felt a little tired recently, but you are right, to be expected with all that has happened. Thankyou for your incredible support over the months Allison, it is appreciated more than I can explain. Thankyou for being with me and believing in me. So much love

You are amazing!!! Absolutely amazing. You look so good. You are glowing. You should be so proud of yourself.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much Alison! This means a lot to me :') xxx

So so proud of you. You inspire me to keep on going and we will get there. Sending you so do much love. X

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much Chloe!!! We will get there, together. One day at a time my love. Sending the tightest hugs your way

I loved this video and how you talked about your journey so far. I always look forward to seeing your videos. I only have three videos of my own up and keep wanting to make more but battling it for some reason. My kids keep telling me, mom just keep going....I am learning a lot from you as well. As a kid, I witnessed the struggles my older sister went through during her Anorexia way back in the 1980's. It is NOT a choic but she did made a full recovery.. Sadly she passed away from Cancer in 2018 but I cherish all the memories we had. I completely understand you, Fi and I will always be here for you. One day at a time.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hello my love! Aww thank you so much my lovely. I'm sorry you are also going through a difficult time. I'm glad these can help in any way, I really am. I'm sorry to hear about your sister, I can't imagine what that was like. Sending tight hugs your way

You are such an eloquent, intelligent, wonderful person, Fi. Thank you for helping us understand more about what recovery is. It's a lot more complex than what it looks like from outside, and you talked us through your struggles in such amazing way. It is amazing to look at how much of the mountain you have climbed. Massive congratulations!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww what a lovely thing to say! Thank you my love. I'm glad I can help in any way, I really am. Certainly a lot has changed :') so much love

Aww Fi...that's made my eyes well up! I'm so proud of how far you've come x

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww my love! Thank you for such a kind comment :') so much love

I always find it good to talk especially when it comes to food issues you help especially when I am having a rubbish day you need support everyone is here for you super star ⭐️

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much Suzy! Talking helps, it really does :') so much love Suzy

Amazing! So proud of you ❤️🥰

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thankyou my love! :') xxx

Your so amazing and I’m so proud of you, I love watching your videos ❤️🥰🇨🇦

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Mary, thank you so much! That is so kind of you to say :') so much love Mary

We are all clapping for you. You inspire us so much. Thank you

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Serena, thank you so much. This means a lot to me :') xxx

“Focus on the step in front of you, not the whole staircase” 💫 I always love watching your videos. You have done and are doing amazingly. Lots of love xxx

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

One of my favourite quotes! Thank you so much Samantha. Aww I'm so glad you like them :') sending the tightest hugs your way my love

This is one of my favourite videos. Your smile was so bright, and you look at ease. What an amazing year you've had, and the next year is going to be full of amazing moments as well

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww my love, I'm so glad! It has been a roller-coaster of a year that is for sure. Definitely! xxx

You look SO amazing!! You shine!!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much my love! :') xxx

Fi. This was such a heart felt video and I'm so proud of you. Thank you fr sharing. You are helping so many people.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Ava! Aww thank you so much my love. I just wanted to acknowledge it, it felt important. If I can help just one other person, that will be enough. So much love Ava

Here’s to looking back and making that next right step forward in recovery! I’m so very proud of all the work you continue to put into your recovery! You have come so far and learned so much! You’ve taught us so much! I’m right here if you ever need! Remember you can always have those days where you’re not OK and it’s OK not to be OK it’s what you do with not being OK that’s important and for that you have us you have me your wonderful parents and friends and your support system that’s what we’re here for we’re here to help you walk through that that time where you just can’t do it anymore. I’m proud of you and I love you Bright blessings Fi!!💜💜

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey my lovely! Definitely. It felt important to reflect as sometimes I become so fixed on everything that I still want to change and improve and forget to reflect on what has changed. Thank you for being with me on this journey and supporting me through it all, it really does mean more to me than I'll ever be able to explain. Thank you for being so kind as ever my love. Sending tight hugs your way

I'm sorry you have struggled so much, but you are so strong from working on overcoming everything! 💜

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Violet, thank you so much my love. I know I need to just keep on going, keep taking it a day at a time

😭😭😭 this video was SO GOOD! Thank you for sitting down on your bedroom floor and hanging out with us. This was exactly what I needed to hear today! 💙💙💙 always cheering you on from the US!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Amanda!!! This comment :') thank you so much my love. This really made me smile :') sending the tightest hugs from the UK! xxx

I am so insanely proud of you!!!!!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much Alie! :') xxx

You are such a beautiful soul. ❤

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much Dawn

Thank you for sharing young lady, an inspiration you are and will be❣️❣️

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you Susan :') so much love! xxx

Deep Deep Deep respect for you. You are a great example for many. Thank you and keep going. 💪👍

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much my love :') I will xxx

That thing you said about having insight yet not being able to do anything about it really resonates and you express it so well. Thank you for sharing your journey -💛

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Grace, thank you for your comment. I hope you are as okay as possible, sending hugs your way my love. Thank YOU for being here with me

Wow fantastic video I have watched u since the beginning you have got this such a strong brave inspirational person thank you for sharing xxx

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Jennifer! Aww thank you so much my love

what an articulate and heartfelt account of a tremendous year... I am so happy for your progress. Your brave engagement has been yielding a return to more vibrancy and your true self, with all her grand potential. Brava!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Oh lovely, thank you so much! It has not been an easy year, but one I know I've just needed to keep on going through. Thank you so much for your wonderful support :') xxx

You are just so inspiring!!!

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thankyou so much my lovely! xxx

I love everything about this video. Your openess and honesty is going to be a "light bulb" moment for someone who is in the midst of a struggle. Be proud girl, you have learnt so much over the last year and understanding brings clarity. Sending big squishy hugs your way.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Candice! Thank you so much for your comment. If I can help even one other person, that is enough for me. Thank you for being so kind and understanding. Sending tight hugs your way! xxx

Love you so much sweetheart!! ❤🎉 you are and will continue to bear this!! I believe in you 100%🎉

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww love you Nicole! Thank you so much my lovely :') xxx

I love seeing people come back to life as their recovery progresses it’s amazing to see the change and great advice about consistency and letting people in, that can be so scary, I guess like most destructive things it thrives on secrecy and isolation x

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Tina! It is a wonderful feeling - difficult at times, yes, but it feels good to be able to see how much has changed since last year. It is not easy letting people in, but something I know I need to get better at. One step at a time. Thank you for being so kind Tina

Wow what a powerful video. You look and sound so much healthier x

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you Emma! xxx

Yay!! love your videos❤

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much my love!!! :') Xxx

You continue to amaze me with your strength and determination. And the fact that you can reflect and share your thoughts so clearly and eloquently is really inspiring. You really have come so far in your journey. You really should be so hugely proud of yourself in every way. 👏 🌟 😊xx

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Susannah! Aww thankyou so much my lovely! That means so much to me :') certainly a lot has changed, I know I still have a way to go but I'm trying to remind myself of how far I've come too. So much love Susannah

Your such a remarkable lady your doing so well such a star ⭐️

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much Suzy! xxx

My Dear Fi as you know I have been here since the first video and this video today has me in tears! You have come so far and I know it was so hard at times but you are a fighter and I am so proud of you as always! I will always be cheering you on ! Sending much love your way ❤️

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

My lovely Lisa, your endless support, kindness and belief in me really has kept me going more than you'll ever know. Thank YOU for being you, for being there and being so... amazing. So much love Lisa

Wow!!! I've watched your videos since almost the beginning. You have come so far and I'm thrilled for you. Congratulations!! Your journey and your videos will help so many people. Thank you!

Thanks for sharing u made me cry I love this rings true to my journey

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Brandi! Thank you so much :') I really hope you are okay as possible

God has given you a special gift of telling the story of ED. You are amazing! I hope this video is seen by everyone that is struggling. You are an encouragement! ❤

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much Gwen! What a lovely comment :') xxx

Those early days sound pretty scary but you’ve come so far! Sending love and strength, you’re doing fab 💝💝💝💝💝

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Nicola, they were indeed. I hope (and will work hard to ensure) I never have to go through them again. Thankyou so much my love, that is so kind of you to say. Sending the tightest hugs your way

Gosh, Fi. I just love you so much. It's been a while since I've been able to sit and watch one of your videos, but I'm so glad I was able to watch this one! You have cone such a long way and I am beyond proud of you and all the effort you've put into healing yourself - inside and out. My first thought when I started watching this was, "Wow!" You have this glow about you and it's like I can see the happiness in your eyes. Keep on shining, lady! You are a gem.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww Tess! Thank you so much for this comment my love :') certainly a lot has changed, it's not been easy but I know it will be worth it in the end. Aww my love :') thank you

Fi 🥺🥺🥺 I get so much enjoyment watching your videos!! You are doing freaking smashing gal! You are amazing. I can’t even.. I just can’t. Even find the words. You should be so proud of yourself girl 🥺. Earlier this year, like very early on.. I was genuinely scared 🥺. But watching these videos… you’ve SMASHED this outta the water. Also… yum yums for the win! Xxx

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Sammi! Aww this comment :') thank you so much my love!!! This made me smile so much :') certainly a lot has changed over the last year, slow steps in the right direction... just keeping on going! Thank you so much for everything you have said my love

Thank you so much for this very honest video. It's been a challenging year there's no doubt about it but you have fought so hard to get to where you are today. I'm honestly so proud of you. It seems like you've learned such a lot about yourself and what helps your. This is such a big hurdle in recovery. I hope Uni is going ok and you're coping. Sending you so much love and strength ❤️💪 Congratulations in eating the yum yum and pizza. Keep fighting the good fight Fi 😘 your videos have helped me so much this past year , as you know I've been fighting an unexpected relapse and consequent recovery too. Your videos and this community have helped me feel less alone 🙏🌈✨❤️ Take care of yourself sweetie keep talking and allowing others to help you. You're one amazing lady and you have a lot to give in this life and also receive in return. Keep fighting for Fi 💪❤️ bite by bite, step by step, one day at a time xxxx

@catherinemitchell3721

Жыл бұрын

Thinking of you 💜hope you too are gradually feeling stronger. Make sure you save some live & kindness for yourself 💓

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hello my lovely! Certainly a lot has changed over the last few months, not easy but I know it will be worth it. It is going okay, I'm getting through

I absolutely admire your strength and courage 🙏🥰 You have the ability to help others by sharing this part of your story, that is incredible to me❤️ Thank you for being so real and forthcoming, maybe it will help you more than even you realize 😊

@lacieglaab5899

Жыл бұрын

You definitely have a cheerleader here in Louisville KY.🙏

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much Lacie! If I can help even one other person, that is enough for me. Thank you for such a kind comment my love

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Thank you Lacie :') xxx

Hi Fi🌻💖 I'm so incredibly happy for you. I've watched your progress over the past 12months. You are truly amazing. Yes,it's been so very difficult...but your persistence has paid off. You explained everything to elegantly. ED is brutal. Hope you find more & more balance in your life.Thankyou for your brutal honesty. I'm so proud that you've been able to talk and let people love. It's such a brave thing to do.Sending you lots of love 💓💖

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey lovely Catherine! Aww thank you so much my love :') you've been here through thick and thin, and that has meant more to me that I'll ever be able to describe. There have been ups and downs for sure, but overall I know I need to just keep on going. Thank you for always being so kind and believing in me even when I didn't myself. That means a lot to me. So much love Catherine

Fi thank u soso much for these wonderful words. I think it'simportant to look back sometimes! I need it some days, too, because it helps yes!!!! I really said today to a friend, that Iam proud now: because I life and yeah when you See the darkness you can see colours etc kind of brighter!!! Thank you for constant true and inspiring words!! Thank u !!!! I send all best hugs,wishes and love your way! 💕💕💕

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Lou! Aww thank you so much my love. I agree. It can become so easy to think about what needs to change going forward, I think it is also important to take a moment and see how far you've come. Aww Lou, that is so kind :') So much love and sending the tightest hugs your way

We are al here to help you up this mountain XXXXXX

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Thankyou so much my love :') xxxxxxxx

This video is another leap towards the end goal of recovery! Reflective awareness and reflective consciousness are a great attributes to have! The likely hood of ever bumping into you are slime to none so sending you virtual ((((hugs)))) 😊

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Naomi! Aww thank you :') that is so kind of you to say. Ah you never know! Sending tight hugs your way my love

It's amazing to see how far you've come!! I feel the same way when I look back and see what I'm able to eat now, and I'm so grateful 🥰 and choocolate in porridge is amazing 😋 xoxo ❤💕💕

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

HEllo my love! Aww what a lovely comment :') thank you. It was nice to be able to take that moment and see how much has changed, it can be so easy to forget it. Chocolate on porridge is absolutely amazing, so so so tasty!!! Lots of love

@AshleyBitton

Жыл бұрын

@@Finding_Fi 🥰

I think your diagnosis really flipped a switch - it was apparent in listening to you talk about it. Then it seemed all your goals were easier to hit. I'm so happy for you

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Randee, it was a big thing for me. It helped me understand why I process things the way I do, my struggles and also my strengths. IT made things make... more sense. So much love

I’m so proud of you ❤

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Aww thank you so much Autumn!

Fi, thank you for sharing your heart and journey. You are a very well spoken young woman; I hope you continue to have open doors to share your heart. The things you shared resonated with both my own anorexia recovery but also, my complex PTSD recovery. I also have so many thoughts like "I'll be able to manage (fill in the blank) in a month!" Then I get overwhelmed and fall apart. What a revelation to take things more slowly to have a more sustainable and strong recovery! Powerful message. Thank you again for your beautiful words and beautiful self.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hello my love! Thank you for your comment

You are just so sweet a soul. I have been struggling with Anorexia for 43 years and it is just so hard and I really like the way you expressed this. Congrats on all your incredible accomplishments.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Alicia! Aww thank you so much for your comment. I'm sorry to hear you've been going through this for some time, it can be so difficult and exhausting. I hope you are doing the best you can be. Sending tight hugs your way Alicia. Thank you my love

Fiona it was lovely to see you looking so well at the event today. I have watched your recovery journey and you are amazing. Phoenix hasn’t seen your videos in a while and you look so well he didn’t recognise you!

@Finding_Fi

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Ohh SO much love to you both!!! :') I had no idea you watched these! I only managed to catch the last bit of you both talking, but what I did see... I was in awe. You were both fantastic! Thankyou so much :') xxx

You are so strong and so inspiring! I think about the next day the night before all the time. Just the fact that I know I need to eat, but still feel anxious about it. It is very tiring and it takes all my energy. By the end of the day Im so exausted, Im ready to pass out! You are right about consistancy, it makes a lot of sense and I need to work on that. Watching your videos always make me feel so much better. thank you so much for sharing all of your personal thoughts and being so honest. I believe in you and will always support you. Love Loren

@Finding_Fi

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Hey my lovely Loren! Thank you (as ever) for your kind comment. It can feel like such an exhausting process, but one I know it is important to keep moving through because it will be worth it in the end. I'm SO thankful that I can help in any way - that helps me! Thank you for believing in me, it really does help. Sending you the tightest hugs Loren

@lorenspath6538

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@@Finding_Fi Youre so welcome! I will always believe in you no matter what. You are a huge help, and a great inspiration. i am in a very bad place right now, and Im trying to get well. Your support means the world to me. Thank you Fi! Love, Loren

Girl, I have been MIA for months now And I can DEFINITELY tell to are doing so well!! You are peppy, happy, and loving life. What a huge difference!! I'm so happy you've given this fight a Chance, and you are walking your dog!!! 💖

@Finding_Fi

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Aww Jessie!!! Thankyou so so so much :') certainly a lot has changed. Thankyou for being so kind. I hope you are okay my love?

Fi I'm so incredibly proud of you. I'm doing okay with my recovery but struggling with consistency and also having to increase fluids which I struggle with but I've also kept myself out of treatment and higher level of care

@Finding_Fi

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Hey Nicole! Aww thank you so much my love. I'm sorry to hear you're finding things so difficult. Consistency is not easy, but it is so important. Keep taking it one day at a time (one hour at a time if needed). Sending hugs your way lovely

You’re amazing 😻

@Finding_Fi

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Aww thankyou so much Lori! xxx

I think the ED took hold of your thoughts and it was SO hard to separate what thoughts were yours and what was the ED. You have made such GREAT strides, Fi! 💜

@Finding_Fi

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Hey Kim, I agree. It was very difficult to understand what was going on. More of a reason to never go back that way. Thank you so much my love

Fee you look and sound so good. Thanks for sharing.

@Finding_Fi

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Aww thankyou Nancy!!! xxx

It is hard to put into words how truly remarkable you are. This one had me polarized. You’re ability to tell your story is incredible, I learned so much. What a brave women. You look more beautiful every video, and so cute when you held up the bag of Yum Yums. A twinkle in your eye. (Sorry that didn’t taste great.) OK, time for a laugh: The wife was going through her closet, then suddenly turned to her husband. “Look at this, still fits me after 25 years!” The husband replies: “That’s a scarf.” ❤

@gwenvann7279

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😂😂😂

@Finding_Fi

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Hello Patricia! Aww what a lovely comment :') thank you so much my love. Haha I'm always happy when I've got yum yums :') Hahahahahaha I love that one :'D xxx

You talking about not seeing how sick you are is so so so relatable... i still remember how mad i got at peoples because i thought the were exaggerating about how unwell i was

@Finding_Fi

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Ah it can be so tricky to understand! That's where you really just have to trust others. I hope you are as okay as possible love

We love you Fi❤️

@Finding_Fi

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Aww thank you so much Jasmina! Sending so much love your way :') xxx

Just wow 💝💪💝

@Finding_Fi

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Aww thank you so much lovely! xxx

If you like yumyums, I would 100% recommend the one from the Lidl bakery. It is toffee filled. I love yumyums, but don't really rate the Sainsbury's ones. They tend to be quite dry and not a soft as I like. The Greggs ones are also good. 😊

@Finding_Fi

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Hey Kirstie! Ohh I will have to have a look! That sounds delicious :') I used to have the sains ones when I was younger so went for those again, but just didn't live up to the memories! I've heard good things about Gregggs ones too :) xxx

❤❤❤

@Finding_Fi

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💕💕💕💕💕

@Finding_Fi

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❤

@Finding_Fi

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Fi, have you tried Aldi's Belgian chocolate waffles? They're so yummy! Please stop apologising for looking rubbish...when you definitely don't look rubbish. You look as beautiful as ever x

@Finding_Fi

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Hey Ali! No I haven't!!! I will be going to try and find some now! Thank you so much my love :') xxx

@alimoore589

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@@Finding_Fi Enjoy! x

♥️🤝🌷.

@Finding_Fi

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Love pizza we make our own

@Finding_Fi

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Ohh that sound fun!

It's always surprising to me when you can say exactly how long it has been since you had a specific food. It really drills down for me how controlling anorexia is. I have a stepdaughter that I'm a bit concerned about. If you ever feel like it, maybe you could give parents warning signs and helpful insights. I'm sure if your parents had that, it could have helped them to help you. I need your insight so much. Thank you so much for sharing your life. I wonder how many you have helped.

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Trinity, I agree. It makes me sad when I realise if it has been a long time. But no time like the present to change that! I'm sorry you are worried about possible signs. I will definitely address this. For now, I would try to create a space for her to talk. A non-judgmental, safe space. I hope you are okay as possible

What is the yogurt you speak about? I'm so curious. It sounds like you're saying corny yogurt. Like yogurt with corn in it? I might be totally oblivious asking this. I love all things British and might like it too lol I love your vlogs btw! 💜 Forgive my ignorance, I'm just a curious American 🙂

@roieboat

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Haha it’s “corner yogurt” it’s yogurt that has toppings that you mix in 😁

@violetlefae7902

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@@roieboat oooh cool! Thank you!

@roieboat

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I heard it now that you said that it does kinda sound like corny yogurt to our American ears 😀

@anniesoernym

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Corny is originally a (I think) german musli bar (by a company named Schwatau(?)) and some years ago they started also producing yogurt with musli-like stuff in it and called it corny yogurt

@roieboat

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Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh omg!!!! My apologies violet!!! That was MY mishearing it and you were right!!! 😁😁😁

Always was helpful to watch your progress.. however I’m confused as to why you blocked me on Instagram. Good luck.

@Finding_Fi

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Thankyou LeAnne! Oh no, I don't think I meant to? What's your name?

@leanneeggenberger9127

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@@Finding_Fi my first and last name as it is on here. It is on your Finding Fi account.

What job do you have.

@Finding_Fi

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Thank you Nicole! Xxx

Hi Fiona. You do not know me. I am following you on you tube. I bought something for you, and would like you to give me your adresse so i can send it to you. Love Lisbeth Kinch. Denmark.♥️

@Finding_Fi

Жыл бұрын

Hey Lisbeth! Thank you for your comment my love. Aww that is so kind of you! There is absolutely no pressurre to though my lovely! xxx