Hi, I'm Fi, I'm autistic and in recovery from anorexia.
After a very sudden and difficult relapse, I am navigating my way through recovery. I want to get better, fully better, so... here we go.
Rock bottom became the solid foundation from which I rebuilt my life, and right now things feel pretty low. So, the only way is up!
My channel will be me fighting this illness, one day at a time. Finding Fi again. I know it won’t be easy, and I am scared. But I’m much more terrified of the idea of spending another minute stuck in this horrible illness.
Here’s to the next chapter ✨
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Happy to see you💕
When I first started watching Tiktok you were one of the first channels I found and watched consistently. Not sure why, maybe I am somewhat fascinated by a person's relationship with food. Mine is unhealthy, I use food to fill an emptiness. Watching you show your meals each day and finish them gave me a lot of emotional good will and hope that every day you would be successful. I have missed you there, and am glad to see these videos. I hope the fact that you look so good does not mean that you feel bad or unwell. Im always rooting for you, keep it up. You never know who you might inspire.
Thankyou for your videos. Im recovering from anxiety and your videos keep me going ❤
The roon is beautiful you look beautiful hope your doing well ❤
if i get a tube im prob gonna rip it out lol i refuse to get better and be ugly
Why would u comment this? Either u are very consumed in ur eating disorder to the point where u r irrational or u don’t have one at all. I have a tube right now and it doesn’t mean I’m ugly. It doesn’t mean fi is/ was ugly with a tube. Tubes are not meant to be a long term solution anyway but trust me I’ve been in a place where I was being restraint fed and was pulling the ng tube out everyday. They will reinsert it every single time whether u like it or not so that means having people hold you down and still if needs be. It also means having them continue to insert the tube even if ur nose is bleeding or u r crying in pain. The more the tube is inserted the more trauma it causes to ur nose. It also dangerous to pull it out during feeds because it could go into ur lungs. Good luck with that bud
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So happy to see your update Fi!! ❤
Praying for you girlie
Thank you for showing us it ok not to be ok. But it’s important to realize it and work on the root cause of the problem ❤️ you give me hope that I can concur my demons one day.
It's been awhile Fi...Thinking of you. Hope you're okay-ish 💕
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I have now officially watched every single one of your videos on here and Ohhh Fi. You are an ABSOLUTELY amazing person. I can't imagine how much of a struggle this process had to be for you. Ive had an Eating Disorder for 33 years but no recovery attempts. You are an inspiration to us all and I am so thankful to have been able to watch you from the beginning to where you are now. Your good days and your not so good. You held strong. I am so proud of you and all you have accomplished. I have also recently been diagnosed with Autism (I'm 39 today!) So a late diagnosis for me too but it's been so eye opening. I hope you will continue to update us now and then. Sending you lots and lots of love and appreciation ❤ R.
Fi this is absolutely incredible, I am also wanting to share my story in a magazine article and I would love to have your permission to put your name in my story as you helped me so much during my recovery. Along with Ro Mintchle xxxx so proud of you 🥰🥰🥰🥰
My name is Josie x
Another thing people don't understand is that my recovery from eating disorders is still hard after 3 years. I had it for 25 years and so many recoveries. God wants us to treat our bodies like a temple and i pray for everyone's recovery.
Congratulations!!🎉
Trauma is a major contributor to relapse. Im so sorry you experienced what you did.
Relapse is very often a part of recovery, it happens. Forgive yourself and keep going. I relapsed so many times, but have just celebrated 10 years fully recovered. And you make a very important point, which is you are gonna feel like crap a lot. The emotional work takes longer and hurts more sometimes.
Lovely star shaped bowl.
Lovely picture of a waterfall behind you.
Hi gorgeous girl ❤ I have recovered from anorexia and I want to let you know you are not alone! You are so loved and should not have guilt for nourishing your body. 🤍
Enjoyed your interview with Christine McGuiness.
Wow, hotel looks amazing. I also have Autism and previously had an E.D so it's good to see your progress. I saw your interview with Christine McGuiness on TV which was good.
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You look way more attractive I didn’t think it was possible but you did it omg real strength
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Thank you for doing this presentation.
How come you didnt get a one to one
Thank you so much. For sharing, honestly just for existing. You are the strength for so many that cannot be vocal about it
how do you make your oatmeal? :)
how do you make your oatmeal? :)
I’m proud of you!
Hi Fi! I saw you on BBC1 this evening! Well done, cariad, so proud of you ❤❤❤❤