Fi’s fight back - day in the life

The day started off not in the best way. Sometimes there’s no reason for that, it was just… one of those days.
But I was determined to keep on keeping on and pulled it round in the evening.
Some very good food moments today, every meal I pushed myself and had my favourite foods!
And a really really really lovely evening.
One step at a time, just keeping moving forward 👣
(I will do a Q&A video after I’ve finished Editing and have uploaded my next two videos!)
(My Instagram for those asking is:
Finding_fi_ & fionahollings ❤️)
#edrecovery #recovery #anorexiarecovery #dayinthelife #eatingdisorderrecovery #inpatient #recoveryispossibled

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  • @anniesoernym
    @anniesoernym2 жыл бұрын

    How great that you allowed yourself to 1. have the food you felt like having, rules be damned, and 2. let your feelings of struggling turn around in the face of a wonderful evening activity! Proud of/for you! Oh and, thank you for the quotes at the end of your videos! I always like and often screenshot them to be able to send them on to struggling friends and family 💚

  • @lorenspath6538
    @lorenspath65382 жыл бұрын

    Hi Fi! I can relate to you in so many ways. Some days are harder than others, and we just need to take it one step at a time. Your breakfast and snacks look really good! I would like to try them! Thank you for sharing as always. You always put a smile on my face! I have such a huge fear of food and change is real hard to deal with at times. youre not alone. Love Always,Loren

  • @katespalding2134
    @katespalding21342 жыл бұрын

    Love love love your hair when it’s down. Powering through xxxxx

  • @harmonyhope1709
    @harmonyhope17092 жыл бұрын

    I saw "The curious incident of the dog in the nighttime" a few years ago. I agree, it's absolutely amazing and totally captivating from start to finish. So proud of you for how much you're challenging yourself at the moment and also turning things around for yourself more quickly. Always keeping on dou the next right thing. Well done for listening and responding to what Fi wants to eat and not what anorexia tells you to eat. Keep going 💪❤️ Enjoy the bank holiday weekend xx

  • @glynis7970
    @glynis79702 жыл бұрын

    I’ve been following you for a while now,not as long as some,I can’t believe the flippin change it you. Brave and determined just don’t cover it. Your sparkle is hiding in there and it will burst through soon 💐

  • @leslieroteck3358
    @leslieroteck33582 жыл бұрын

    I LOVED that play.. the staging was so creative.. i'm glad you enjoyed it as well.

  • @donnalewis6323
    @donnalewis63232 жыл бұрын

    Hiya sweetheart lovely to see you! I’m so proud of you and what you’ve achieved I’m here smiling and my hubby says” who has you smiling like that “ I said Fi and he said I am smiling for her too lol Much love ❤️ 🥰🥰🥰🥰

  • @patriciasheridan7
    @patriciasheridan72 жыл бұрын

    Oh my gosh, you had anxious times, but then such a dramatic, positive change. Your voice sounded stronger when talking positively about yourself, more mature and confident. And another outing with Mum! You looked beautiful with your hair curled. I think you have made a significant step forward!

  • @mrscrush59
    @mrscrush592 жыл бұрын

    Hi Fi, thank you for taking us on your journey. Hope you feel the love and good vibes coming from all of us. My question is not personal but I would love to know the brand of paint by number kits that you enjoy. They are very beautiful! Keep on going girl!!

  • @lisanancoff3462
    @lisanancoff34622 жыл бұрын

    Great job ! You and I share a love of Biscoff and musicals 😁

  • @elbel6170
    @elbel61702 жыл бұрын

    Hi, Fi! Your content has been such an inspiration and motivation for me to pursue recovery for my own mental health and such. A question I've had for you for a while now is: Have you gone back at some of your beginning videos and had a "wow, look how far I've come" moment? Xx

  • @xxmidsunsetxx6717
    @xxmidsunsetxx67172 жыл бұрын

    Keep at it ur doing brilliant x

  • @lauranorwar
    @lauranorwar2 жыл бұрын

    You had thick bread AND ham mayonnaise! Then you changed your snack and had pizza??!! Just….wow!!! A-flipping-mazing!! You rock!!

  • @jas1265
    @jas12652 жыл бұрын

    It’s so wonderful to see you moving from strength to strength despite it being so difficult. Do you struggle with responding or even getting hunger signals and how do you manage this on a meal plan if you don’t mind me asking? Similarly how do you manage feelings of fullness?

  • @suzyflower8392
    @suzyflower83922 жыл бұрын

    You doing so well struggling with food can be really hard but bring successful at something does require hard work and hard work does pay off your doing so well so your hard work will make you successful in whatever you do Suzy .

  • @Finding_Fi

    @Finding_Fi

    Жыл бұрын

    Thankou Suzy

  • @suzyflower8392

    @suzyflower8392

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Finding_Fi your so welcome

  • @anniesoernym
    @anniesoernym2 жыл бұрын

    Oh, questions! 1. Where do you find the lovely quotes at the end of your videos? And could you link to them in the dooblydoo/description box thingy? Especially those with the child, horse, fox, and mole(?) 😍 2. How many siblings do you have and are they younger or older than you? 3. _What is being (re?-)build in your house that you've had builders around for months now??? (Keeping them superficial for now because I don't want to make you feel pressured to divulge more about yourself then you are comfortable with sharing - speaking as a _very_ private person myself)

  • @roieboat
    @roieboat2 жыл бұрын

    Because of your love of them, I tried three different alani bars and unfortunately didn't like ANY of them! I felt like I was going to break my teeth. I would love to try those protein pantry bars, they look incredible! Not available in the US that I can see though. So proud of you Fi, it's really inspiring how you KEEP DOING THE NEXT RIGHT THING!!

  • @edb5224

    @edb5224

    2 жыл бұрын

    I have the same issue!

  • @serenity6504
    @serenity65042 жыл бұрын

    Hi Fi! I’ve really enjoyed watching your journey and I thank you for sharing it with us. My question: Do you have any siblings? If yes, has your anorexia impacted your relationship with them and how?

  • @kimjones302
    @kimjones3022 жыл бұрын

    What are your top 3 favourite musicals? P.S you’re inspirational. Keep on going 🥰 Kim x

  • @JoJo-vg9sj
    @JoJo-vg9sj2 жыл бұрын

    what doyou do most days? what hobbies do you currently enjoy? do you know what started or caused your ed? your courage is incredible XXXXX

  • @lorenspath6538
    @lorenspath65382 жыл бұрын

    The pizza looked delicious!

  • @reneehill4526
    @reneehill45262 жыл бұрын

    I love your fingernails! 💜

  • @emmabarrett9951
    @emmabarrett99512 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for the pizza recommendation, I will definitely need to hunt that one down. It ticks all the right boxes😄

  • @moonboots6949
    @moonboots69492 жыл бұрын

  • @prayer_tent
    @prayer_tent2 жыл бұрын

    I love how you turned this day around!!! You look smashing in your dress. :)

  • @marisamaelaurie2797
    @marisamaelaurie27972 жыл бұрын

    🦋

  • @Finding_Fi

    @Finding_Fi

    2 жыл бұрын

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @maryhuffman4034
    @maryhuffman40342 жыл бұрын

    What does biscoff taste like? You are doing beautifully!

  • @Nofundi
    @Nofundi2 жыл бұрын

    You're doing so great, Fi ♥️ hugs

  • @Finding_Fi

    @Finding_Fi

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thankyou Michelle xxx

  • @Natalia-sw8me
    @Natalia-sw8me2 жыл бұрын

    ❤❤❤

  • @Finding_Fi

    @Finding_Fi

    2 жыл бұрын

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @katyr2382

    @katyr2382

    2 жыл бұрын

    The quotes are Charlie Mackesy ones (the boy the mole the fox and the horse)

  • @charlottsie2187
    @charlottsie21872 жыл бұрын

    I was wondering why you use various spreads on a single piece of toast? Is it part of your plan? Is it just something you like to do?

  • @teainortakoy
    @teainortakoy2 жыл бұрын

    What are you hoping to do for a career? Also you are doing great!

  • @kayetseng3869
    @kayetseng38692 жыл бұрын

    How long have you struggled with anorexia?

  • @Liv_brett
    @Liv_brett2 жыл бұрын

    Hi I am a question! How long have you been in recovery and what has your journey been like? I love you so much and we can fight this illness together I promise 🤍 xoxo 🤍

  • @saraelattar6296
    @saraelattar62962 жыл бұрын

    Link of your Instagram account please 🙊🧚‍♀️

  • @Finding_Fi

    @Finding_Fi

    2 жыл бұрын

    Have popped it in the comments 🥰 it is finding_fi_ & fionahollings ❤️

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