Facing Death - How Cancer Changed Me
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Getting diagnosed with a terminal illness is traumatic and life changing. I was forced to look at my life and how I was living. I had to face death and dying. In this video I talk about the transformation that took place within me throughout my journey. I hope that you will be encouraged and inspired to get through your own challenges in life.
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I have stage 4 cancer. Upon diagnosis I was thrown into immediate fear of death. I became depressed for quite awhile and felt like doing nothing. None of the doctors I saw would tell me how much longer I had to live. My current oncologist stated; “only God knows” when asked about the length of my life. I read the Bible again and again. After much soul searching in the end, I threw myself upon the mercy of Christ Jesus. I know that he came to save sinners and that he will walk whatever walk is before me with me. Periodically, I feel myself beginning to slip into fear again but immediately look for the Lord’s hand. When you think about it, none of us will get out of this life alive. Some go sooner and some later. It cannot be avoided. All we have is today. Looking 100 years into he future it is unlikely that there will be anyone who remembers us of even knows that we existed. I try to keep looking at what’s above rather than here and am trying to enter through the “narrow gate” by trusting entirely on the Lord. Best wishes to you.
@hopefulbird
2 ай бұрын
Amen
@chonghunyi
2 ай бұрын
May Jesus our God be with you.....
My sweet child you are an amazing and lovely human being and an inspiration to all ! Without pain and suffering we would not enjoy the simple pleasures in life ,they go hand in hand .
@juliachatwell
2 ай бұрын
Suffering is never for nothing. “ The deepest things that I have learned have come from the deepest sufferings. And out of the deepest waters and the hottest fires have come the deepest things that I know about God. “ - Elisabeth Elliot
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Yes there’s so sweet without the sour. We embrace all there is. ❤️❤️
@MaryLovesJesus
2 ай бұрын
Seek the Lord Jesus Christ while he may be found everyone. Be Holy as God is Holy everyone.Sin shortens life, because of our sins we are separated from God. Everyone have an expiration date and this world have an expiration date.There is nothing in this world worth going to hellfire for, depart from worldliness everyone. It's NOT about religion/denomination, it's about a relationship with Jesus Christ by praying everyday, reading the Bible everyday, believe the gospel, While you are still alive repent of all of your sins and be born again. Rapture is imminent, do not be left behind. Jesus Christ is coming back everyone, get yourselves ready. This WORLD is TEMPORARY and HEAVEN is PERMANENT, Choose wisely everyone.
Hi Nhi, I have to say that your journey is very similar to mine. I haven’t been suffering with cancer for as long as you have but I came to the realization very early on that it would be a long and painful road with lots of suffering- my prayers have always been for God to give me the courage and strength I need to overcome. I’m so glad you came to that conclusion as I see it really shifted your perspective. We want nothing more than to see you continue to thrive. God bless you my friend. Thanks for this lovely message
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Yes God put us in each others lives for a reason and you help remind me all the time what is important to pray for. Having the strength and courage and wisdom is what we need to get through this. Love you!
Yes pls share your testimony. Am sure it will be a big blessing to many. God is using you to reach out to others. Praise the Lord❤
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Yes I will share it one day soon!
A powerful testimony of faith in the cross of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Why you? I am very sorry it’s you. You are beautiful and hardworking, it’s more scary for a mom facing death. But faith gives you strength and wisdom❤❤
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
If cancer doesn’t happen to me something else will happen in life that’s challenging. We all go through hardships and I’ve stopped asking why, I just try to see the good in my suffering which is what the video is about. Faith surely gives strength. Thank you for your comment! ❤️
@lindc1070
2 ай бұрын
You are right Nhi. We all have to face challenges in this life. They are just different for each person. You have a positive attitude and you realise that this was a wake up call. We all need it sometime in life and God uses different ways with each of us. The truth is this Life is very short for all of us. Time passes fast, even for those who live to 80 or 90. Cancer has given you perspective.
You are truly a light from Divine source and you bless us always♥️
@NhiTranLee
11 күн бұрын
🙏🙏🙏💛💛💛
Nhi, thank you for this video. I agree and feel blessed by you sharing your discoveries, so thank you again. 🙏🏼 I’ve been praying for you and your family. I’ve been thinking of you and checking for updates. ❤ There is a sort of peace in giving in without having to give up. It sounds like you are finding that. Sending you hugs, love and positive energies. 🙏🏼❤ 🕊️
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
“There is a sort of peace in giving in without giving up.” I love that! It’s a peace indeed. Thank you for your prayers and for watching the video.
@dianebohn8423
2 ай бұрын
Thank You❤
Omgosh at 6:00 you are telling my story!! Thank you for using your platform for those of us who struggle after a cancer dx!!! Love from one who was dx with cancer at 36. Cancer free for now. BRCA 2+ God needed to shake me up a bit. If only the world could see through our eyes. I know now what’s important in life. We are thrivers…. ❤ I understand and your feelings are 100% validated. God bless
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for your comment, yeah it’s hard to keep things into perspective all time even when you know death could be very near and is a big possibility. But we are reminded everyday so just have to keep living the best we can. I am so glad you are cancer free now and I hope you have a long healthy life. ❤️❤️
@Kristen10-22
2 ай бұрын
@@NhiTranLee honestly I am struggling to reply to your raw & beautiful comment. God bless you. You are exceptional. Thank you for reminding me to stay present & God has complete control. God bless you Kristen
What a beautiful message. ❤
So glad you uploaded. Was wondering how you were doing. Prayers for continued healing.
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
I am doing really well and will post an update soon about my treatments. Thanks for your thoughts and care.
Even though I'm an Atheist, I really appreciate your perspectives. I'm also a survivor and my current struggle is trying to overcome the fear of recurrence. I had 2 recurrences within 2 years of an initial stage 1 diagnosis, but it had become stage 4 with a poor prognosis of 12-18 months. But luckily, the treatment worked including my alternative protocols of repurposed drugs, and I'm now 3 years with no evidence of disease. The problem is I got stuck in fear that it would happen again and feel like I've 'wasted' these last 3 good years and didn't check off what should be my 'bucket list' and do 'all the things' and what if the rug gets pulled again from under me. In retrospect, I really should just be grateful, and be glad that I'm managing the side effects of my treatment, and focus on the good and not minimize the little accomplishments, and strive to help others where I can. Thanks for sharing and I wish you the best.🙏
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Wow! You have been through so much and it’s amazing you are now 3 years NED. It sounds like you did a lot of things to get there. What repurposed drugs did you take? I follow Jane McLellands work and I’m sure you’ve heard of her. I am considering trying it out since I haven’t yet and mostly just doing supplements for now with LDN and Mistletoe. I am sure the fear of recurrence is a whole other ball game that I haven’t experienced yet since I’m still focusing on getting to NED. Hopefully you can get to a balance where you maintain a healthy lifestyle to best prevent recurrence and be able to create memories and enjoy good experiences.
Nhi, your videos are really a blessing to me as I am going through this with my child who is diagnosed with this same type of rare cancer. ASPS has turned our lives upside down but I know God is still in control and no matter what happens, I know it will be okay. We have our good days and bad days but each day is a blessing and God is still good. Would love for you to share your full testimony of how you accepted Christ into your life. Will keep you in my prayers. 🙏
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Oh there are not many people with ASPS. Are you in our Facebook group and forum? We have a great group of people with ASPS and are all very close. Let me know if you are there or if you want to join. Praying for your child. I hope all is going well with the treatments.
You are a breath of fresh air. Thank you ❤
You are so beautiful and intelligent. You are helping so many.
Praying you get better everyday.
Thank you ...what a blessing
Dr. Lee thanks for this video. You are a very inspiring human being. Love from Australia
Beautiful. Thank you.
You are so incredibly inspiring, amazing and strong! Your message is so powerful and I am grateful to be able to hear it ❤❤❤ thank you Nhi 🙏🏻
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you Vivian!
Oh my goodness, this is wonderful and I would LOVE to hear your testimony..ty for putting your heart in this video for us!!
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you! Yes I will record my testimony in the future ❤️🙏
Thank you ❤
We all have our own battles and struggles in life, however large or small and often times feel stuck or dont know how to move ahead. Thank you for sharing this. ❤
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
This is so true!
You are a very strong woman. Thanks for sharing this video. Sending prayers 🙏 and love ❤️ 😍.
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you!! ❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing. I really enjoyed listening to your voice, it is so calming
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for watching!
Thank you for the beautiful shared experience.You are inspirational and amazing human and I am glad we are in each others lives !❤️🤗
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
You are the inspirational one and I am so grateful for you being in my life! ❤️
I am sorry to hear about your struggle. My beautiful wife is batteling as well and i lost most of my family to cancer. Thinking we will be spared is very commun and I often feel that way, knowing somehow that those thoughts are unrealistic. I wish you a beautiful day.
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
I hope your wife is doing ok and you too. It’s just as difficult for the family to deal with their loved ones getting cancer sometimes.
I have just found your videos. Yes, I would love to hear your full testimony. God is faithful!
@NhiTranLee
Ай бұрын
Yes I will def make it one day.
Love your videos, your amazing and so strong ❤
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!!
Thank you for creating these videos and for sharing God’s providence in your life. You are helping so many of us in our own walks with God. ❤
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you!
What an inspiring ministry you are doing! I feel blessed to know you. - Tae
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Aww thanks Tae, I didn’t know you had a channel the music is beautiful!
Thich Nhat Hahn has a beautiful talk in learning to suffer less by learning to suffer well. Thank you for this. I am truly inspired by your talks.
@NhiTranLee
Ай бұрын
Yes he was a great teacher!
You are an impressive lady. You look healthy.... id never guessed if i saw u on the street. Thanks for sharing
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thanks, looks can be deceiving but I am grateful that I don’t look sick, at least for now.
@Paul-tw9vc
2 ай бұрын
@@NhiTranLee you definitely don't. You have a great glow
Just wanted to say that I have been following your story off and on for a while. Very encouraged today and happy that you are walking with the Lord and Sharing Him with others. ❤
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for following along with me ❤️
So wise. You inspired me to go deeper in my relationship with Jesus. Thank you 🙏
@NhiTranLee
Ай бұрын
I’m so glad. Having a relationship with him is something I would never trade. It was worth getting the cancer for that.
@sstadlbauer1
Ай бұрын
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Wise Words of Wisdom!! Only God truely knows our heart❤ he is the beginning and the end! I pray that when my time is near that I know what I am leaving isnt anything as great as what awaits me. Its like closing one door and entering another❤❤❤❤
@NhiTranLee
Ай бұрын
Love that!
Thanks!
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
You are so generous! Thank youuuu ❤️❤️
I am so proud of you. Good loves you. He is with you. 🙏❤
So beautiful.
You are so beautiful and sweet! Please Lord heal her, thank you for sharing your story. Wishing you the best ❣🙏 Please keep sharing your story and don't give up
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Awww thank you for your comment, means a lot to me. I won’t give up.
i looked to death eyes and its very huge feeling and terfiying i didnt think in a millione years i will ignore my health not that i didnt went to doctor i offcourse went but i learned to ignore my health and jut to go with the flow 💔 im ok living with broken body but i dont whant to die and i have sadness every time the thout of diying young comes to my brain ~ i hate that stupid surgery 💔
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
I really feel what you are saying. It is terrifying to face death and it is very sad. For me I had to choose if I wanted to continue living in fear or just surrender and let go of things outside my control. That helped a lot. I’m so sorry for what you’re going through and I hope you find some healing. Sending love ❤️
You blessed my heart! You remind me of working through the pain in a Godly way! Thank you!❤❤❤
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
I’m so glad! Lots of love to you 🙏
Continued blessings. Thank you so much for that testimony!
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thanks for listening!
This is a very powerful video and you're incredibly strong. Thank you for sharing your story. Praying for you!
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!
Will keep you in my prayers.
I would ❤ to hear
This is by far my most favorite video of yours, keep rising! Sending you so much blessings 🙌 💛
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you 😘
You are such a beautiful woman and you are my inspiration !Sending prayers and love to you❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you ❤️❤️
God will heal you.
Thank you for sharing. May God continue to use you. Blessings to you and your family. Exodus 15:2 - "The Lord is my strength and my song; he has given me victory. This is my God, and I will praise him-my father's God, and I will exalt him."
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for your prayers and for sharing the scripture.
Great video Nhi! May God bless each and every one of us and guide us through all the leaps and bounds that we are meant to go through 🙏🏻. Some are happy 😃 and some are sad 😔, but we will all make it through… 💫 🌈 ✨
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Absolutely!! If I am still here I am meant to go through more leaps and bounds.
Praise that you surrendered your life to Jesus Christ. He will be with you every step of the way.
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Simply amazing words. You are a source of inspiration and a vessel of honor in the hands of Jesus.
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thank you!
i allwase thought about the way im going to die and i thought what will kill me im healthy right ! untel 7 month ago i had big abdomenal surgery with LOTS of complication naw i have heart disease im so scared death is so near to me and im so like the others every day im sad and i wish god will give me seconed chance i regret every moment i was sad when im healthy .. praying for me and you for cure and to be just ok to continoue happy long life . naw i live day by day with no future planing and i can see how week we are and vonruble
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I must be blessed. I've had a lifetime of suffering and sacrifice. And now I get to finish off life with cancer. But I'm grateful I didn't have to suffer with cancer at a much younger age like many seem to be doing nowadays. Or worse, getting cancer or run over by a bus after winning the lottery.
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
I really hope you find the small good things that’s left in life through your pain and suffering. Cancer sucks especially if you are dealing with so much already 😔
Absolutely best decision to trust in God. This life on earth is temporary. Without God we are nothing! May God bless you now and forever! God gave you the wisdom to recognize Him as your Savior.
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Amen. And if it wasn’t for cancer, I don’t know where I would be now. The best gift I received is finding out who God is.
@travistrungpham1747
2 ай бұрын
Can you tell me who God is to you? I want to hear from your experience
I am not afraid to die. I want to die in my sleep thought.
@NhiTranLee
Ай бұрын
Yes that would be great!!
Please share your testimony with us. 🙏❤
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Yes I will!
You never see a U-Haul following a hearse, for sure.
As a doctor you have to know how important the immune system is. Why are doctors not doing everything to get the immune system stronger to fight tumors in the body? Can you share your thoughts on this subject? Thomas N. SEYFRIED has helped me so much as a patient who had cancer 20 years ago.
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Yes I am planning on making a video about this soon. Dr. Seyfried is great and I follow his work and have done many things he talks about throughout my cancer journey. Conventional doctors unfortunately are trained to treat the symptom and does not dive deep into fixing the root cause of the disease which often time has to do with a dysfunctional immune system. I had to learn all this outside of medical school only because I have cancer myself and that’s what my channel is created for, to talk about it and spread more awareness.
Hi chị, I hope you reach the enlightenment when you will thank God in everything, good or bad. I am not terminally ill so I can’t understand fully what it’s like to thank God in the suffering. However, your speech is very inspirational. I hope to hear more about your experience with Him in dealing with pain and suffering. I have my sister who was diagnosed with cancer back in October, 2020 and now it metastasizes to brain and some in the lungs. We know that she doesn’t have much time to stay with us. I’d appreciate all the sharing and advice from you for us to get through this time of trial. God bless you
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry to hear about your sister. Please do not give up hope. It must be tough for you to be the sibling and feel that you are not able to help her in her pain and suffering. I pray that she find the strength and courage and peace. I will continue to share and thank you for following my story. ❤️
🙏 ❤️ 🙏 For You & All
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@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Thanks for subbing!
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100% our hope is in Jesus Christ alone!!
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
Amen.
Life is meaningless except for the meaning you place on it, you and the rest of us are already in "heaven" as we have never left and life is actually a dream or an illusion, based upon your own beliefs. If one had "faith" then you would believe and understand you are already cured right now.
Did you get the mrnapokes?
@NhiTranLee
2 ай бұрын
No I did not. It’s too new to know long term effects and how it would affect me especially with the cancer and treatments. I had COVID in 2021 and recovered after 2 days and haven’t gotten it since. Interestingly a lot of the treatments (repurposed drugs and supplements) that help COVID also help with cancer. I did a religious exemption and got approved.
Jesus is the way! Very nice video!
Seek the Lord Jesus Christ while he may be found everyone. Be Holy as God is Holy everyone.Sin shortens life, because of our sins we are separated from God. Everyone have an expiration date and this world have an expiration date.There is nothing in this world worth going to hellfire for, depart from worldliness everyone. It's NOT about religion/denomination, it's about a relationship with Jesus Christ by praying everyday, reading the Bible everyday, believe the gospel, While you are still alive repent of all of your sins and be born again. Rapture is imminent, do not be left behind. Jesus Christ is coming back everyone, get yourselves ready. This WORLD is TEMPORARY and HEAVEN is PERMANENT, Choose wisely everyone.
Why do you believe that God is even real?
@NhiTranLee
Ай бұрын
I have many reasons none of which cam be proven, but for the time being, it helps me get through suffering and brings me comfort.
@sananselmospacescienceodys7308
Ай бұрын
@@NhiTranLee Thank you for your response. With all my heart I'm wishing for your swift and complete recovery.
After death Jesus Christ is Judging us in true and light based on our works. Gods will over our will, only cross is worth heaven.
one word for you "Islam"