I think some people have confused my “perceived” comment with fear of what other people think. What I meant was I feel too exposed; anyone knowing that I exist, and can see what I’m doing at that given moment. In the woods, when I’m alone, no one in the world knows how im existing at that time, and i find great comfort in that. I worked through my fear of judgement a long time ago ♥️

@godsgif232

5 ай бұрын

I feel this exact way!! People always tell me not to worry about what other think or their judgements but that’s not it. It’s just the idea of being perceived by others feels tiring or overwhelming haha

@WoodandHiveCo

5 ай бұрын

We are so much alike❤

@swimminginsilence

5 ай бұрын

You’re living in a fake imaginary world, you give what you want to the online world. You’re getting paid from KZread to create all this fake copy life. I’d be more concerned on that than people in real life. Having to run back and forth for a camera , living through a camera, giving people/kids a false scenario all while getting paid through KZread for anybody to watch ?? You aren’t alone, your with a camera talking to thousands you don’t even personally know while claiming to be alone n doing things alone? For show . Real people who want to be alone / do things alone don’t video n broadcast it online

@NicoleCoenen

5 ай бұрын

So relatable and well said. Yay for freedom in the forest! 🌲

@circleofleaves2676

5 ай бұрын

I completely understood what you mean by "perceived" when you were sharing in the video. I knew that it wasn't about judgment, self-esteem or comparison. I relate so hard. I want to walk out my door and be witnessed only by birds and lizards and marsupials and other creatures.

I am 52, and a bit of a hermit. I've arrived at a place at self-acceptance when so long I've questioned why. This is just the way I show up. Some people enjoy reciprocity with other people, and I enjoy my relationship with nature and my autonomous, quiet explorations of things that interest me.

@amyhendricks3627

5 ай бұрын

Double ditto✨ ☺️✨

@carmensandiego5035

5 ай бұрын

Yes

@wondertwin13

5 ай бұрын

Ditto x3 and I’m 52 as well. Next week 53, and I’ve never been more at peace in my life. I keep it simple and do what I enjoy 😊🫶

@barefootreba

5 ай бұрын

I’m the same way Hannah. I just can’t put it all in words here.

@erink4685

5 ай бұрын

Ditto 47!

I worked in healthcare for almost 30 years & had constant anxiety when I was there, relaxed only when I was home. By the time I retired I was having migraines nearly every day & other health problems which ultimately required me to retire. Since I quit, I have had NO migraines, not a single one! The other problems have almost disappeared as well. I really didn't realize how stressed out I was until I wasn't & 3 years on I still revel in it. I live in a tiny town in Oregon, love to work in my garden & on home improvement projects. When I need to socialize I go to the grocery store or thrift shop, come home & am satisfied for another week or so.

@judyk.657

5 ай бұрын

My story to. Just a different location. Thanks for sharing 💐

@roygbivire

5 ай бұрын

That sounds like bliss. I'm on year 11 in Healthcare.

@happyhorsman6398

5 ай бұрын

Same here!! 27 years at the bedside. I left due to two autoimmune disorders. I really think it was all triggered from so many years of lost sleep and stress. Finding my way, and learning how to relax.

Same, that old hermit that would rather stay home and garden and work in my home creating stuff...most days I don't consider 74 as old, just when I don't have that youthful strength anymore, then I feel it...wish my bananas looked that great, N. Florida had another harsh winter that just won't go away, at least I'm not shoveling snow...I love the solitude, even in a city of a million souls, my bananas will sprout leaves and hide me away again...be of good cheer Hannah, youth does not last forever, but you have an awesome head on your shoulders and are choosing your best paths...CHEEEERS little sister...be safe...!

I've tried to explain the idea of "being perceived" to so many people/friends now and no one seemed to get it. But you described it exactly how I experience it. I like being alone or with my person because I don't have to perform or pretend and worry about how people will perceive me. I do still like going out occasionally but then it's because it's on my terms and I allow the world to see me in that moment.

@magicwendy210

5 ай бұрын

l like that part you wrote....l do still like going out occasionally but then it's because it's on my terms and l allow the world to see me in that moment...l can relate, thanks for sharing

I live in Vegas and my friends think I’m crazy for never wanting to leave my apartment on my days off unless it’s to go hike. As soon as my work week starts, the anxiety starts again. Dealing with the public gives me so much stress! I seriously hate it. 🥴

@firequeen2194

5 ай бұрын

Agreed. I’ve spent most of my life in the service industry in one way or another and now that I’m about 5 years from retirement, I’m planning my homestead. I need to do a vision board, 😉. But, I will get there. I’m ready for peace and quiet.

@Joycat510

5 ай бұрын

I can certainly relate! Time alone is peace.

@SisterSherryDoingStuff

5 ай бұрын

100% relatable. 🧡

@kennysjourney8445

5 ай бұрын

I'm the same way!

@sallyrice3902

5 ай бұрын

Your apartment sounds wonderful ❤ I’m 31 and just starting to appreciate the desire to stay home. It means home is a safe space, and we spend so much time at work, it’s nice to be home!

I grew up on a farm, loved it, but spent most of my adult life living in the city. I feel trapped indoors as I almost never leave the house except to go on errands. When I do, I feel so conspicuous, nervous, and anxious because of people. I actually feel my life was wasted because I couldn't live where I wanted. I've now been gone from the country so long that I'm afraid to be alone there now. And I'm now 76. Live where you want. Do what you want, and don't let anyone push you into anything else. You have one life, dear, live it as you want. I'm about to cry. I love your videos. You are like a free bird. Stay that way. And love life. God bless.

as someone who lives in the city and struggles with anxiety ive always struggled with the idea of why? like where is it coming from i couldnt put my finger on the trigger and hearing this was so eye opening and honestly comforting

I know the feeling; been living in the woods for most of my life trying to avoid being taken over by other’s thoughts and feelings; guess I’m an empath just trying to get som peace and quiet and not taken over by others emotions ❤❤❤

@florentinaguggenheimer6557

5 ай бұрын

Isn't television horrible?!? People trying to put their thoughts in our heads and make us feel things we shouldn't normally feel🤦

@firequeen2194

5 ай бұрын

Bright blessings to you. May the light surround you and bring you peace. Namaste 🙏

You feel energy and take on other’s energy…especially in a city. It’s overwhelming to feel that much energy; which consists of their emotions. It’s WAY too much!! Right there with you.

The clips at the waterfall look so magical 🥹

Anyone who has a lot of empathy or is an empath can be “hit” with other people’s feelings, good and bad. I think your feeling that. I do occasionally when another person’s emotions are very high. I find my energy will match theirs. Not always a great thing if they’re angry. I work in healthcare so I take time to ground myself, take deep breaths, and to remind myself that it’s not my emotions I’m feeling. We connect to you because you are a bright light in a truly messed up, wonderful world. Bright blessings to you Hannah! Btw, that older couple holding hands in front of you on the little plane was lovely. 🥰

I always say that I hate being observed. And, yeah, alone with people just on the other side of the walls doesn't feel alone at all. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing.

Girl I totally feel you about not being a city girl. I just moved from the country to the city due to a breakup and I hate it here 😭 praying to make it through to next spring and move back to my hermit life.

@deborahmarion9038

5 ай бұрын

I know that feeling. I grew up in the city, my husband and I moved to the countryside to raise our children. After almost 25 years we moved back to the city to “downsize”. I live in a nice area, across the street from a beach but, I’m miserable. I cannot wait to leave the city and return to a rural area.

@gisela1122

5 ай бұрын

That’s so interesting, I recently moved back to the quiet suburbs in the states and feeling overwhelmed by the amount of socializing. I lived in a huge city in China for almost 8 years and my introverted self was so happy there. It’s so busy and crowded you feel invisible 😂

@malappl7

5 ай бұрын

@@gisela1122 I more so enjoy the silence of no cars or people and being able to walk outside and immediately be in nature instead of a busy road.

Diary Of Another Anxious Girl - I moved to the country about a year and a half ago, and I am never going back to a suburb or city ever again to live! We went downtown Chicago about five years ago, and there were so many people in the streets, and there was a group of people playing drums, and I literally started crying and didn’t know why, but then suddenly realized I was having a panic attack. I now know I’m very empathic. I was picking up on other peoples feelings and energy.

I like how this went from so much snow to a tropical waterfall 💛

It’s a common neurodivergent trait to have a fear or anxiety about being perceived! I totally understand. I live in a cabin in the middle of the woods with no running water so you’re kind of my hero. 💞 Thank you for putting yourself out there. You are a beautiful soul! 🙏🏻

Your discussion about being perceived hit home for me! I've always felt apprehensive about this for most of my life as well but couldn't really put a name to it until now. Excited to see more of your travels xx

I didn't know there was a specific name for the anxiety that I used to have while attending a large university in a large city. Thank you Hannah for being TRUE and staying YOU. Love you. 💖🙏🏻🎀

Ohh, Hannah the reason I love you is because you are so brave. You bought 2 homes, you adventure in a van alone, you rebuild everything beautifully. We all have insecurities but dont fear. You can beat fear, and you did! You make me believe i too can do anything. ❤

As someone who has struggled with crippling social anxiety over the years, I’ve never had those fears of even taking the trash out explained so well. I lived most of my life in the woods and before Covid moved to a city suburbia setting and it’s been so hard to explain to people those over whelming feelings of just stepping outside. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to express those feelings, because it definitely helped me❤

I’ve had a very hard past 24 hours and your video came at the perfect time. I cried when you said you missed living at the cottages. I forgot just how beautiful your bedroom turned out.

this video is helping sm because my anxiety’s been at an all time high recently and I can’t even imagine how hard I’d be with the addition of a cold season and isolation

@jerihough117

5 ай бұрын

This has been a mild Winter for MN. Were used to it!

@amyhendricks3627

5 ай бұрын

Funny...I use inclement weather as an excuse to stay in. Of course there are always the trips out for necessities, but the quiet of home beats anything else 🤷‍♀️

As a born and raised small town guy -- keep...your...cities. Cities are for sardines. I would never live in a city, nor do I like to go to cities. Some people call it "bustle." I call it "insanity." You're way better off in the country, little Miss. Never feel bad about being a homebody, Hannah. I've been a homebody for most of my life. Sure, I did the bar and club scene for years, but I much prefer being home relaxed and calm where I can be myself. We love you no matter where you are.

@Kelly19217

5 ай бұрын

That’s an age thing

@jgator6694

5 ай бұрын

@@Kelly19217not necessarily

@janebrommet7942

5 ай бұрын

​@@Kelly19217no way...i have been like that always...

@TreeHugger1

5 ай бұрын

​@@Kelly19217 Just started college and can't agree more with this guy. Can't wait to leave this concrete jungle. I'm studying Urban Planning believe it or not and my professors keep pushing for more and more density and less and less space for the people because "we need to curb Urban Sprawl". Soon homeowners won't have yards to grow vegetables because "it's land that could be put towards housing people". Insanity.

@Serene_Calm

5 ай бұрын

"Cities are for sardines" 😂 I love it. ^^

Thank you for validating me in being vulnerable. My family doesn't understand my need to be a hermit, and that I find comfort and peace in it. When I commuted to the city was when I felt the most anxiety in my life, and then again when I worked in a farm market and had to occasionally cashier when I would rather be stocking in the back. It can be debilitating and alienating when you feel like you aren't normal compared to other people, but I think as I get older I have found some peace in the fact that this is who I am, and I am okay with that. And knowing there are others like us out there makes it all that more lovely. Not everyone can be main characters, and that's okay.

I used to live in the East Village, 12th Street and Fourth Ave. I loved all 7 years working and going to school in NYC. After I graduated I moved to Florence, Italy for 16 yrs. You only live once. I feel anxious when I haven't moved my body enough, you have to expel nervous energy!! Enjoy your success, you're in NYC for work, awesome. ✌️👏💐🥰

I hear ya Hannah. I’ve become more and more of a hermit since 2020 and learning all the truths hidden from us. I’m an empath and a sensitive and it seems I’m going more inward. It’s natural to want wide open spaces and nature. Cities take away freedom and as a empath I pick up everyone’s energy when I’m around a lot of peeps. I prefer 1-2 people at a time I really like these days.

Hannah .me too! You're not alone. I'm sure you are feeling the collective consciousness when you are feeling anxiety. It's not always coming from us. You dont appear to me in your video's to feel anxiety, you look so confident. So many of us feel as you do.

Stay strong girl Life is a crazy place You are strong and amazing with all you do You aren't afraid to share your fears and dreams Peace and well being

Love your aesthetic with how you film your videos!

I think I know exactly how you feel. Since I lost my parents a few years ago, I have longed for peace and quiet and a more simple life of being alone. A life of not being in spaces with a lot of people where I can’t hide in a corner and not be noticed. I was unfortunately pressured into moving in with other relatives who didn’t want me to live alone and it has been the biggest mistake of my life. Everything about the environment from the people to the home to every event is just loud and unsettling, for lack of a better term. It is my hope to one day do something at least similar to what you have done and have a small home in the country where I can be alone, enjoying nature just as it is and peace. Thanks for sharing your life with us.

We all, and I mean every single person of us have feelings of anxiousness. Some of us contemplate on and about those emotions a fair amount. Others, we just blow right past or through them. As one who has to be vigilant about hermitizing, as I call it, I understand. There are times when I have to force myself to interact with people. I was very shy as a child, and I still am to a lesser degree as an adult. It has gotten easier for me to approach and interact with people that I don't know. Part of it is that I have chosen to not focus so much on how I think people feel about me, or how they actually feel about me. Folks are going to think what they choose to think. I can't change their minds. I can only truly be me. I call this mind set, "Turn of my give a care". Of course I still do care, kind of, sort of. None of us need toxic people in our lives. I have learned that I can be my own toxic person. That is my daily battle. To let folks be folks, and let me be me, and enjoy life in spite of all of our own shortcomings. Life is too sweet, and too short to let things deter us from enjoying life. I say all of this for me first, because I am the one who needs to hear my own encouragement to just enjoy. Just enjoy.

You have, not one, but two lovely homes, two little mousies, a groovy business, and a wonderful family and group of friends. It's okay to stay home, breathe, and enjoy the life you've made.

Hannah, thank you for sharing so vulnerably about feeling anxious when in a big city. I was born and raised in a huge East Coast city and I struggled with anxiety for half of my life. I didn't know why until I moved across the country and started hiking with friends and realized that city life was not for me. Being in nature was what my mind and body needed. Continue to listen to your mind and body, it will never steer you wrong. Thanks again for an amazing video, and thanks for taking us with you on your amazing journeys . Stay safe and enjoy your travels, I know I do.

This is 1 amazing young woman.....enjoy all these moments! You are making your road and going down it! ADMIRABLE.

I understand that anxious feeling! I go to town maybe twice a month and I start dreading it a day or two in advance! I literally hate it!

Hannah, the lock that you instead it's great way securing your doors but if you're still feeling that your front door may not be secure enough, please look into security storm doors. They are designed to take deadbolt and entryway locks. Sharing your anxiety is sweet ❤ 🤗 Just want to say you're not alone my pants are full all the time when in a situation like that. Opposite when I'm in nature.... I can can be out all day till dusk without realizing how late it is. Awesome video, thanks for sharing! Love and Light ❤❤

@3dasa

5 ай бұрын

@Officlalhannahleeduggan- 😁

Wow, you described so well the discomfort upon moving back to a city, from a country life. For me, even though I moved from NYC to Puerto Vallarta Mexico, (a not-so-small city) there is still that huge difference in the 'personal' vibe when going to a 'cosmopolitan' location. I say location, because I can no longer feel "at home" in a place like NYC. You've made the right choices and priorities

I appreciate you talking about being perceived. I still like to socialize and visit with people, but I also prefer to be alone, and most of all quiet. I have some family that heavily judges me for doing better when life is more quiet, peaceful, and slow. They don't believe in the anxiety and over stimulation from busy places constantly. I have distanced myself from them, but I still try to stay in touch, and their comments still hurt. Its always comforting to know someone out there understands. ❤

Lived in the city for 17 years and once I hit my thirties I hated it. It got so bad I started getting chronic somatic pain because of all the stress of living in an apartment complex with terrible neighbours. Became a complete hermit during COVID. And since then I still rarely leave the house. Moved to the country with my partner last year and it’s helped a lot. Have almost an acre of outdoor space now. Very tired of so called mental health professionals treating you like there’s something seriously wrong when you tell them you don’t enjoy being around people, that it’s exhausting. Thanks for sharing your struggles, Hannah.

That little sit down helped at least me, the city has always made me feel that way, it gives me hope that i can move away and that will get better

Such a beautiful video. Well done and well orchestrated. 🙌🏼🥰

The funny part about the anxiety felt about others judging/looking at us is mostly made up in our minds. Everyone is doing their best to get through their day the same as we are. They don’t have the bandwidth to care, so to speak. This doesn’t mean the feelings we have aren’t real, but understanding that the few who might be crass enough to say my shoes look funny are few, far between and unworthy of my time or brain power. Age helps, what we worry about at 25 is very different than 45 or 65. Lovely video, it was very heartfelt.

I have PTSD, I can understand not wanting to go out, I leave my place, maybe, 3 times a month. I feel as if I can't breathe when I'm around other people I don't know.. I admire you for your honesty, I've been following you for awhile, your free spirit is refreshing, you have such a beautiful soul, not trying to be creepy, but thank you for being you. Much respect and love

I totally understand how you feel with the anxiety. I grew up in a big city and always had that feeling when going out. Even though I was very social, there was always this uneasiness being around crowds of people. I now live in a smaller town but over the years it’s gotten more and more crowded to the point now I want to live in a more secluded place. You are blessed with two beautiful homesteads. Enjoy your alone time!

I’m so split in half with small town vs. city life. I’ve experienced both- and the grass was always greener on the other side when I lived in a small town. I wanted the energy of a city. So I got it. I enjoyed it for a bit, until I didn’t. I still love the energy- but as I’ve grown I’ve realized it’s about the PEOPLE for me. It’s about how my surroundings make me feel. I’ve realized big cities can be fun, but the people tend to be cold and keep to themselves alot. Covid made that worse- there’s just a feeling of separation, no real community. I moved from Northern Virginia right outside of DC, to Indiana. It’s a different feeling. It’s a more homey feeling. People say hi, they smile, they try to be friendly. I didn’t realize how much I needed that.

Just so anxious today and this was recommended. My body hurts from anxiety sometimes

What's helped me over the years is to remember that the only people's opinions about me that matter are the ones who matter to me. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, not everyone will like you and that's ok. When you stop worrying about what others are thinking then you can find that peace. Easier said then done, don't I know it. But the first step is what we say to ourselves. Be kind to yourself, don't over think it and give yourself some grace. You are a wonderful person and you are living a full life! Girlie, you are truly blessed!! I hope one day you can make peace with it. Happy and safe travels!!! 💕

@hannahleeduggan

5 ай бұрын

I’m not worried at all about what people think of me! ♥️

You’re so sweet Hannah! Thank you for sharing your heart!

Your vulnerability is helpful. I live in Philadelphia. There have been times when I want to go out bc I’ve spent too much time inside but I hear people walking around outside, and like you said the anxiety of being “perceived” even by strangers passing by will prevent me from leaving. It’s ok bc I love being in my home. And I do love the energy, the architecture, and culture of the city. But I also love solitude in nature. We’re wonderfully complex beings. ❤

Boy, this spoke to me! I have lived in a number of cities big and small since childhood (Toluca Mexico, Paris, Gottingen Germany, and NYC to start with). As an adult I lived in NYC for 6 years and I always felt under siege. I was never relaxed, my sleep went to hell, and I actually became physically ill from the enormous stress it was to my overly sensitive nature. Thank goodness, we moved out of the city about 15 years ago. I've been back to visit, and I have to say it felt like entering a war zone to me. There were a few things I adored about NYC (art, music, parks, people watching, food), but mostly I hated living there. I am a country rat through and through. My whole nervous system is in a better place with quiet and the slower pace of life.

That is a huge realization you discovered about yourself! Fantastic! You are healing so well! Embrace it and thank you for sharing it with us.

I really needed this video right at this moment in my life! Thank you very much, Hannah! This was perfect ❤

Beautiful, thank you for your transparency. Love the contrasts of emotion and environment

love the moment in the waterfall. it reminded me of some of the waterfalls you'd find during the van days!

Your video is calming me down, especially when youre walking in Belize. I love snow and id like to visit nyc someday but one thing at a time. My anxious thoughts are soothed by your words. Thanks!

Absolutely beautiful. I love when you’re showing your vulnerable side. I can relate to the overwhelm of active life outside. I live in a small city but in the bustling summer months I usually only go outside in the evening or travel away because it feels like too much.

Beautiful Hannah being an empath I could feel your anxiety. You are incredible, you know in your life what works and doesn't and just keep following the path that feels right. You got this girl!

When you know what affects you, you must set limits to your exposure. I have enjoyed your videos and the sharing of your life. Take care of you. Don't close up. Find an escape "valve" for any situation that you might be putting yourself into.

You’re a beautiful soul Hannah, don’t forget that. And I feel you, battling feeling anxious and self conscious can be overwhelming at times. Hugs! ❤

I love watching your wonderful videos. Have safe and happy travels. Cheers!

Another beautiful connection with us and your enter self. Thank you Hannah. You inspired so many with your honesty and love.

Glad that you feel on top of things :) Love your snow blower. Your home just gets more beautiful in your videos. Glad there is no snow in NY. I honestly don't like being in NY, so many windows everywhere made me feel anxious. Wow the rain forest water falls are spectacular. Thank you for sharing !

Beautiful video Hannah. I love that you honestly record your feelings and your struggles, then show us how you combat this with playfulness and wonder. Never doubt yourself girlie, you're a wonderful being! Xx

You inspire me very much. I don’t miss any of your videos. Thank you. 🙏🏽 ❤

Beautiful video. I’m the happiest having peace and quiet, being out in nature, hearing the birds, etc etc ,………..and watching your videos.

The last part of the video is a perfect answer and cure to anxiety. The forest doesn't judge you. Never.

Thanks for your efforts Hannah. I thoroughly enjoy your video content.

You are not alone in your anxiety and stress, I cannot do people, you have so much to be proud of, thank you for sharing your journey!! 💕

My "anxious & a bit of a hermit" thoughts are definitely a thing. I'm right in the middle of all that....I totally understand. I live it. So extra special thoughts & love going out to you, from me. You've got this, girl!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡😢

It’s nice to see you taking a break from all the hard work you do every day. Belize! Lucky girl! A lot of us feel like you do, we just out on our public face and push ourselves out the door anyway. You’re not weird. I grew up in the LA area and live in MN (Rochester) now and I hate big cities. Please be safe, lotta creeps and bad people out there but enjoy! Live your life while you’re young!

Your videos are so important to me Hanna. They give me a sense of profound beauty and appreciation for a life lived well and it's inspiring. Words fail me. Thank you. Just. Thank you.

I prefer solitude as well...love your footage of Belize .😊

A great wonderful video. Love the area that you are in. Take care and be safe.

Wow!! Absolutely amazing! GIRL you are awesome. Thank you for sharing your life with us. 🤗

Oh how I Love your house. It’s so cozy. You’re doing a great justice to it. ❤

O m g What a beautiful video. Worth the wait. Thank you.

omg I get where you're coming from with all the anxiety that comes with being perceived! I recently just figured out why that was the reason it was so hard to leave the house like I knew it was anxiety but I didn't really know why. It's comforting to know that I'm not the only one who feels this way thanks for opening up

Just watching you on the tractor clearing snow was so relaxing that I literally got lost in the moment. Thanks so much for sharing. 😊

You have no idea how much peace watching your videos brings me when I’m having a bad MH day. You’re an angel 😊

Thank you for getting a proper lock on your door!!!

@Maishley

5 ай бұрын

Well that big old window in the door offers 0 protection.

Please keep sharing your life with us including the seemingly mundane. I've been watching for 3 years and never grow tired of your voice and approach to each challenge. I find myself moving in similar directions to simplify and seek out natural pleasures, cutting away the dead wood physically and metaphorically. You're a real treasure.

I have never ceased to be amazed by your adventurous spirit, and how your anxiety presents so closely to my own. I live on the northern East Coast, and grew up in the city/suburbs and never could quite explain why I was always so nervous/anxious. Moving to a remote part of the state has not only decreased that, but allowed me to finally explore myself not just as a person but as a human truly feeling comfortable in his little slice of the earth. Thank you for sharing your journey. I know, from experience, how difficult it can be to share sometimes, to make yourself vulnerable to others, and it doesn’t go unappreciated. Not all of us have your strength and your pure passion for life, and anytime you have doubts about your ability to help even one person through their own struggles and journey, just know that, in this man’s case, you have made a difference. Thank you Hannah

What a beautiful vid this is Hannah. Honest and real.

Hope you have a wonderful time ! You are beautiful and such a great person!!❤

You deepen my desire to live out in the woods, secluded, slowly making it my own, and today I’m entirely sure that’s what I want because I feel the exact same way when I’m in the city and my existence is perceived. I thrive in the the comfort of my home/ yard where I can adhd clean or create for hours on end or listen to a book walking around my house butt ass naked or go outside and feed random animals and create little peaceful sitting areas where I just listen to nature. Thank you for being vulnerable and making me more sure of myself ♥️

Lovely video with perfect music. Enjoy your trip, hope all your plants will be alright

Thank you so much for your vulnerability, Hannah! I relate very much to your aversion to being perceived in public and we are certainly not alone in that experience. Just wanted express my appreciation for ya! Be well! Remember, your path is perfect♥️

You got it Hannah, I'm proud you stay true to yourself. No matter the surroundings. Be safe. 👍

The thing that helps me the most is seeing all the adventures you go on and the major things you accomplish despite the anxieties. You’re an inspiration :)

Thank you Hannah for disclosing your anxiety and I get how confronting that always is. It helped me immensely. I live in a really small space and live with daily anxiety. Although my town is a country town, I often find it hard to walk out the door. I Its a place where I am at emotionally but seeing and hearing your struggles made me fee less alone in this walk. I am getting therapy and that is a huge help.

Luv your video's. I can relate with you about city n country life and also when the mind gets overloaded/stressed. You do great things and let us, the people/followers see all you do. Thanks for sharing that time and your video's with us all and letting us in to a part of your life. Hope all goes well for the future, best wishes. If possible relax and most of all " Enjoy " !! ❤️🇬🇧

Thank you for being so honest ❤ it helps more than you know. 🦋

such a beautiful video

Love this vulnerable side of you❤

I totally get that feeling in cities too! I was “diagnosed” with anxiety when I lived in Atlanta many years ago. Even went down that toxic pharma route for a few years and that obviously didn’t work. I now live in a small town on a 40 acre organic farm in the mountains, and I no longer suffer with anxiety 😊🙏 I’ve also done a lot of other things spiritually to manage anxiety (yoga, meditation, breath work and energy work) but I believe my location in the city was a big culprit. I am a sensitive empath so crowds and cities are a lot of energy for me to take in on a regular basis. I like your insight that you feel perceived in a city. I haven’t thought about it that way and it makes a lot of sense to me. Thanks for sharing ❤

My comfort video of the day 🦋

Beautiful memories at the cabins, but your home now is sooo amazing - you made it great ❤❤❤

Another wonderful watching session for me. Thank you Hannah

I love your videos!!! More Hannah more! I love you!