Crying About My Cancer Comedy

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  • @CharlotteWW13
    @CharlotteWW13Ай бұрын

    It's kind of weird how quickly straight hair Hank becomes a strange sight to see and curly hair Hank is just the new normal

  • @businesszeus6864

    @businesszeus6864

    Ай бұрын

    oh im not there yet 😂

  • @Razbeariez

    @Razbeariez

    Ай бұрын

    It's funny, every time I see his curly hair I notice it still. But the cut to the straight hair somehow just felt wrong.

  • @isabelab6851

    @isabelab6851

    Ай бұрын

    I also have texture changes to my hair from chemo. From straight to curly…it is so hard to get used to it…yes, new normal

  • @transparentdreaming

    @transparentdreaming

    Ай бұрын

    So true

  • @underwearmaintenance

    @underwearmaintenance

    Ай бұрын

    Seriously. I’ve had cancer (currently on my fifth go around) and my hair is still poker straight. I thought I was crazy. Lol.

  • @RobinCould
    @RobinCouldАй бұрын

    i still think it's hilarious how you went from "i don't want to be the cancer guy" to "yup, i'm the cancer guy"

  • @subjekt5577

    @subjekt5577

    Ай бұрын

    Hank's been many things in his life so far. We'll see who/what he becomes next. Maybe even a comedian😁

  • @LaughingOrange

    @LaughingOrange

    Ай бұрын

    John became the tuberculosis guy, so it's only fitting Hank became the cancer guy. Both doing their part to spread awareness of their respective disease. John hasn't had tuberculosis, but he sure knows a lot about it from reading up on it.

  • @SilverAura

    @SilverAura

    2 күн бұрын

    Honestly... as much as this must be a tough pill to swallow, the fact that Hank has been one of the best science communicators of the past decade, known for getting his facts straight - correcting them when necessary, and delivering it all with a smile and a pinch of comedy - there's not a better person I'd imagine taking up the role of "the cancer guy" even if just for a moment. Discussing science and experiencing it firsthand are two extremely different perspectives and Hank has been given the unfortunate but extraordinarily unique opportunity to experience both and, with the style and lovable personality he's got - does so in a way I was in the wrong for even questioning.

  • @jon1913
    @jon1913Ай бұрын

    Welp, I can scratch "Cry during a promo for a stand-up special" off my to-do list.

  • @dayalasingh5853

    @dayalasingh5853

    Ай бұрын

    Same

  • @LesleyPedatella

    @LesleyPedatella

    Ай бұрын

    Yup.

  • @_corrieh

    @_corrieh

    Ай бұрын

    Same here

  • @AndreaCrisp

    @AndreaCrisp

    Ай бұрын

    Same same.

  • @kieraparry4008

    @kieraparry4008

    Ай бұрын

    Correct

  • @soaphi7069
    @soaphi7069Ай бұрын

    Started crying at the exact moment Hank did

  • @kallepronk7328

    @kallepronk7328

    Ай бұрын

    Same here

  • @Breakable_Pencil

    @Breakable_Pencil

    Ай бұрын

    Yup 🙋‍♂️

  • @isacami25

    @isacami25

    Ай бұрын

    me too

  • @XCIX9

    @XCIX9

    Ай бұрын

    Here as well, I immediately teared up

  • @AngelaThomas1

    @AngelaThomas1

    Ай бұрын

    Same!

  • @keepmewierd
    @keepmewierdАй бұрын

    That man put on that jacket and said I'm gonna make 200 hours of video in this one week in L.A.

  • @IrisGlowingBlue

    @IrisGlowingBlue

    Ай бұрын

    ++

  • @cjwrightmusic

    @cjwrightmusic

    Ай бұрын

    Saw him in person before and during the show wearing that jacket lol

  • @NateBagley
    @NateBagleyАй бұрын

    My dad got diagnosed with cancer a few weeks ago on my 40th birthday. I think I'm going to watch this special alone... then watch it with him.

  • @Idefilms

    @Idefilms

    Ай бұрын

    +++

  • @Finkeldinken

    @Finkeldinken

    Ай бұрын

    All the best to your dad!

  • @JL1009

    @JL1009

    21 күн бұрын

    where’s the special?

  • @Idefilms

    @Idefilms

    21 күн бұрын

    @@JL1009 Hank posted the link in the description

  • @itme_jd
    @itme_jdАй бұрын

    I can only imagine the anxiety of joking about cancer in front of other people w cancer. From my perspective as a cancer caregiver, i found every bit of the show a delight and very healing. I'm so glad Hank has been hearing that too

  • @michellekindley9298

    @michellekindley9298

    Ай бұрын

    I’m currently in chemotherapy for breast cancer and my nurses have learned that if there is a joke to be made I’m going to make it. I’ve worn a t shirt that says “My oncologist does my hair”. I threatened to go looking for my doctor while doing my best William Shatner impression (my doctor’s name is Khan). I’ve got another t shirt with an outline of an IV pole that says “Pole Dancer”. Humor is what is getting me through this and I’m very glad I’ve been able to keep that. I would rather be laughing than crying and in the group of patients that I see every week I would say most of us are like that. We want to be able to laugh and find the humor.

  • @divergentdreamer

    @divergentdreamer

    Ай бұрын

    @@michellekindley9298 idk about you, but I had young adult cancer (diagnosed at 19 and 21), and honestly, YA cancer survivors have such dark humor, which can make other people super uncomfortable. I had to really watch out not to slip a "but I'm dying!" comment with the wrong crowd. I remember the first time I vomited from chemo, I came out of the bathroom and did my best 'Sixth Sense' impression with "I'm feeling much better now". Did a great job breaking the discomfort with my family. ... btw, I'm 35 now, doing well :)

  • @michellekindley9298

    @michellekindley9298

    29 күн бұрын

    @@divergentdreamer I was already the proud owner of a dark sense of humor - I used to work in admin in an in patient psych hospital. If you don’t get a dark sense of humor from that then you never will. I’m just very much a use humor to break the tension and I’d rather be laughing than crying type of person. Glad to hear you’re doing well. They keep telling me “you’re so young” and I’m looking at them going “I’m a 51 year old 4x grandma”. I’ve got a good prognosis, I just have to get through the crap to get there but my oncologist has said my surgery was “very successful” and I’ve been doing “fabulously well” and coming from an oncologist, I’ll take it.

  • @flippinkamikaze8738
    @flippinkamikaze8738Ай бұрын

    Hank crying about that father was genuinely profound... and yet, all I can think about is how he has the special ability to anticipate his depression and schedule a reminder about it

  • @Jules-pr9kn

    @Jules-pr9kn

    Ай бұрын

    It might be an ADHD thing? We tend to crash really hard after intense experiences. You kinda learn to plan for it after a while

  • @devlindoesthings

    @devlindoesthings

    Ай бұрын

    I'm a theatre kid and can tell you a lot of people would get depressed the day after the show finished. You go from over the Moon vibrancy to the dull gray of normality and it hits you pretty hard.

  • @flippinkamikaze8738

    @flippinkamikaze8738

    Ай бұрын

    @@devlindoesthings As a high school theater kid, I concur. Strike set was the saddest of days.

  • @ksagosen

    @ksagosen

    Ай бұрын

    Wes about to comment that. Knowing why you're feeling depressed makes it easier to deal with, and it passes quicker. 🙂

  • @-Teague-
    @-Teague-Ай бұрын

    Hank you should totally work with dropout more often! Whenever you do it makes something amazing!

  • @GaviLazan

    @GaviLazan

    Ай бұрын

    Did you see Hank's interview with BLeeM over on Study Hall?

  • @-Teague-

    @-Teague-

    Ай бұрын

    @@GaviLazan I did, that's cool too, although not technically a dropout Collab lol. Also I find it hilarious that Brennan's initials are "BLM" I had never thought about that before

  • @GaviLazan

    @GaviLazan

    Ай бұрын

    @@-Teague- not dropout, but it's in the greater DOXU (dropout extended universe) 😋 Yeah, apparently he prefers it abbreviated as "BLeeM" for that reason. There are like three or four different BLMs and he wasn't to be clear about who/what is being spoken about or something.

  • @matthiashavrez

    @matthiashavrez

    Ай бұрын

    I agree but at the moment there is a 50/50 chance of getting cancer after working with them.

  • @CassieMakesArt

    @CassieMakesArt

    Ай бұрын

    AGREED!!

  • @amasterofone
    @amasterofoneАй бұрын

    It just occurred to be that i dont think ive ever seen Hank cry like THAT and it really made him more human. We love you Hank and are so happy that you made this happen.

  • @elliottmcollins

    @elliottmcollins

    Ай бұрын

    Yeah, after all these years, that hit surprisingly hard.

  • @miriamrosemary9110

    @miriamrosemary9110

    Ай бұрын

    +

  • @williamschlotterer9802
    @williamschlotterer980229 күн бұрын

    I was told five years ago that my cancer was inoperable, untreatable, and terminal. I'm still here and doing quite well for some reason and I just take life one day at a time. I've outlived the given prognosis and every day is a gift.

  • @gchicklet

    @gchicklet

    26 күн бұрын

    I was officially diagnosed in Sept of 22. I wasn't supposed to still be here last Christmas. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and do all the living you can.

  • @williamschlotterer9802

    @williamschlotterer9802

    25 күн бұрын

    @@gchicklet, best wishes to you! Thanks for the encouragement!

  • @Idefilms
    @IdefilmsАй бұрын

    On the point of not turning on the camera on the bad days - we've rarely seen you cry, Hank. Which does make sense - you're in a different mode by the time you're on camera. But thank you for getting the Dropout team involved this time, so you could share this journey a different way. 💚

  • @durdleduc8520

    @durdleduc8520

    Ай бұрын

    if i was him i wouldn't turn it on, either. he deserves to have that space, you know? to have a bad day without worrying about what it'll look like on KZread. crying isn't fun to do most of the time.

  • @Idefilms

    @Idefilms

    Ай бұрын

    ​@@durdleduc8520 1000%. This was a rare, special, and safe moment. But in vlogbrothers and everywhere else - as he said here and so many times elsewhere - Hank doesn't need to (and shouldn't!) show everything.

  • @phillyphakename1255

    @phillyphakename1255

    18 күн бұрын

    ​@@durdleduc8520it's also just the selection bias of disease and disability. You don't see a lot of people who are too depressed to get out of bed turn on a camera, you don't see the people who run out of air going across the room walking around the grocery store. In order to engage in public life, there's a health bar that you literally need to pass over, and the people who don't aren't seen. And if you have flares, of mental or physical health, you aren't seen during your worst flares.

  • @CWorgen5732
    @CWorgen5732Ай бұрын

    It's like... seeing the Bearded Man and knowing he's sick the first night carries some heavy energy. He's there with his wife, who will grieve him sooner or later, and he doesn't have a lot to say. It puts weight on the comedian, to finesse that scene. Then he comes back, so you know he's working through his feelings and he might also want to communicate with you. And he brought his daughter, so you know he is getting something from your routine and he thinks that she, another person who will sooner or later grieve him, will also gain something of value from this routine. It's a lot of weight on you, the comedian.

  • @moyetlicious
    @moyetliciousАй бұрын

    My sister was already 5 or 6 months into her cancer treatment when you announced yours last year so I've followed your journey fairly closely, it was of great comfort to me to hear your perspectives, experiences, and positive outcomes when my sister's were not going so well. They gave me hope in the dark times when I needed it most. Sadly my sister died in March mere hours after her doctors told her there was nothing more they could do, it happened so quickly I wasn't able to see her before she died. I don't think I'll be able to watch your comedy special, watching this trailer was too upsetting and I'm not sure I can manage the whole thing. I'm so sorry, I know that will be hard for you to hear since you're clearly struggling through your own survivorship guilt but I do want you to know how grateful I am that you've shared your journey with us. You gave me hope even when there was none, I was able to reassure my sister with that hope and that was a gift, a gift of relieving stress that you gave even at your lowest ebb. Thank you Hank ❤

  • @itme_jd

    @itme_jd

    Ай бұрын

    Sending you and your family love 💜 May her memories be a blessing

  • @marcosm1223

    @marcosm1223

    Ай бұрын

    I'm sorry for your loss, and wishing you and your loved ones well.

  • @ffjes

    @ffjes

    Ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story. May your sister rest in peace ❤

  • @becky4890

    @becky4890

    Ай бұрын

    I had a similar experience - my mom was diagnosed with terminal cancer a week before Hank announced his. She got worse while he got better. She died, and he went into remission. Your comment that he gave a gift of hope - that resonates with me too. Sending you a big virtual hug 💛

  • @LesleyPedatella

    @LesleyPedatella

    Ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story with us. I am sending you so much love as you navigate the never predictable path of grief. Just remember that even though your journey is personal, you are never alone. We all walk with each other. ❤❤❤❤

  • @dgbrownnt
    @dgbrownntАй бұрын

    There's that crying that ramps up and that crying that just hits you all at once. I was not prepared...

  • @maxgotts5895

    @maxgotts5895

    Ай бұрын

    So glad he kept it in there as well. Sometimes, emotions just happen!

  • @Campusanis
    @CampusanisАй бұрын

    "Haha, that voice sounds like Sam Reich. Oh."

  • @HighPriestessGobagool360
    @HighPriestessGobagool360Ай бұрын

    “There’s probably some.. Some stuff there” 😅

  • @DaxSkrai
    @DaxSkraiАй бұрын

    Gotta say, recognizing Sam Reich's voice announcing you somehow felt awesome. It couldn't have been put on a better streaming service!

  • @atomatopia1

    @atomatopia1

    Ай бұрын

    Is this posted on dropout??

  • @DaxSkrai

    @DaxSkrai

    Ай бұрын

    @@atomatopia1 yes it is!

  • @rosebunches218
    @rosebunches218Ай бұрын

    Hank! I was not prepared to cry at work watching this

  • @Idefilms

    @Idefilms

    Ай бұрын

    +++ same

  • @twistedara

    @twistedara

    Ай бұрын

    I wasn't prepared to cry period ❤

  • @rosebunches218

    @rosebunches218

    Ай бұрын

    @@twistedara when he mentioned the guy who brought his daughter to his show I just lost it

  • @ein-veh2365

    @ein-veh2365

    Ай бұрын

    Same

  • @IrisGlowingBlue

    @IrisGlowingBlue

    Ай бұрын

  • @pumpkinqwerty
    @pumpkinqwertyАй бұрын

    When I opened this video, I was surprised to see John Green instead of Hank. Turns out it was an ad for NOCD. Even though it was skippable, I watched the whole thing because it was John.

  • @ryleighnewman

    @ryleighnewman

    Ай бұрын

    Just got this as well :p

  • @symliadoo

    @symliadoo

    Ай бұрын

    Got the same ad too! So silly

  • @HomeschoolDropouts
    @HomeschoolDropoutsАй бұрын

    I was at the show that was filmed for the special. I was really blown away by your stand up. As someone who's been doing comedy a long time, what caught me off guard was not how funny you were, but how comfortable you were on stage and how you had the timing and stage presence of someone who's been doing stand up for decades. I know people who have worked a very long time and aren't as good at this as you.

  • @burpingcricket
    @burpingcricketАй бұрын

    I know that this is an EXTREMELY para social relationship but man am I glad to have hank in my life in this way. The way he talks about painful and scary stuff makes me capable of thinking about them without l despairing. I don’t know exactly why. Very grateful.

  • @osmia

    @osmia

    Ай бұрын

    +

  • @elwynbrooks
    @elwynbrooksАй бұрын

    I can only imagine the tsunami of emotions you would have felt when that dad brought his daughter as a fellow dad. The relief that he liked it, the joy that he wanted to share it with his daughter. The grief that he was dying. Maybe even a little guilt that you weren't. Humour in the face of the overwhelming is a powerful thing. Thank you for sharing this powerful thing with us, Hank.

  • @TheGreatUndergroundEmpire
    @TheGreatUndergroundEmpireАй бұрын

    Hank - you’re the George Bailey in a lot of our lives. You’re down to earth and likable and charming and the sort of guy everyone wants to be friends with. You’re making our lives better just by being here.

  • @lovelessbadger7197
    @lovelessbadger7197Ай бұрын

    "Two nights later he was back-" Awww, that's sweet. "And he brought his daughter." And now I'm crying. *Hank starts crying* Aaaand now I'm bawling at my desk before noon.

  • @Booksds

    @Booksds

    Ай бұрын

    Other than the “before noon” part (time zones 🙂) I had exactly the same experience!

  • @kdk38

    @kdk38

    Ай бұрын

    Yup. That hit the feels.

  • @naramyth

    @naramyth

    Ай бұрын

    I can’t believe that hit me the way it did.

  • @miriamrosemary9110

    @miriamrosemary9110

    Ай бұрын

    ++

  • @-Teague-

    @-Teague-

    Ай бұрын

    This exact thing happened to me 😭

  • @Idefilms
    @IdefilmsАй бұрын

    3:42 Perfect. Very funny. 😐

  • @NicoleBanana0605
    @NicoleBanana0605Ай бұрын

    Isn't it a little silly and a lot of beautiful that I bursted into tears together with Hank and now feel tremendous love for this man I don't know that first went to check out this show and then brought his daughter a few days later. Jeez, I love people.

  • @WhimsicalSock
    @WhimsicalSockАй бұрын

    Did I watch this on Dropout five minutes ago? Yes. Will I watch it again here? Absolutely.

  • @cgarofani

    @cgarofani

    Ай бұрын

    IT'S ON DROPOUT??????? Omg thanks!!!!

  • @richardsmith3021
    @richardsmith3021Ай бұрын

    The scene of you yo-yoing alone in silence is so funny to me. Excited for this!!

  • @hankschannel

    @hankschannel

    Ай бұрын

    It’s how I stay calm before shows!

  • @richardsmith3021

    @richardsmith3021

    Ай бұрын

    @@hankschannel Do you work on tricks or just something rhythmic and centering?

  • @AndreaCrisp

    @AndreaCrisp

    Ай бұрын

    ​@@hankschannel what a great stim! I haven't used a yo-yo since I was a kid. I used to love it. I think I'll get a nice one and see what I think. I have some nerve damage in my hand so might be calming and therapeutic at the same time.

  • @manyChameleons
    @manyChameleonsАй бұрын

    Just watched this on Dropout but sure, I'll watch again. Can't wait for the full special!

  • @Pogo9and3quarters

    @Pogo9and3quarters

    Ай бұрын

    Ditto!

  • @kiranicole2096

    @kiranicole2096

    Ай бұрын

    Oh, same. I absolutely did it to support both channels because they deserve equal amounts of love ❤

  • @GaviLazan
    @GaviLazanАй бұрын

    Did not expect to see Hank cry... ❤️

  • @GaviLazan

    @GaviLazan

    Ай бұрын

    Now I realize what the title was and maybe should have expected it 🤦‍♂️

  • @Idefilms

    @Idefilms

    Ай бұрын

    @@GaviLazan Haha he's changed the title a few times since upload so it might have had a different title when you clicked on it

  • @GaviLazan

    @GaviLazan

    Ай бұрын

    @@Idefilms hahaha well then. I definitely didn't think that was the title. I watched the video a few minutes after upload.

  • @playgroundchooser
    @playgroundchooserАй бұрын

    My sister got to go to a couple of those Missoula shows. 🥰 I can't put into words how much this means to us. Cancer hit our family really f'n hard within the last few years.

  • @user-ol8do2yr5o

    @user-ol8do2yr5o

    29 күн бұрын

    cancer is treatable... what worked for me was a. positive attitude (no negative thoughts/emotions, nothing feeding the cancer )and b. I didn't take it seriously I made fun of it and my situation and c. I prayed to God and the Saints and hoped for the best...eventually I was cured. Be careful what u eat/drink, where u live, some places r down right toxic and who u hang with, avoid negative people. ..I wish u and your family the best. Stay healthy. Lots of love, Chris

  • @MommaBaum
    @MommaBaumАй бұрын

    Hank, This season may not last forever, it may be the shortest page in your book… Or it could be multiple chapters… This will always be in your book though. How you grew, laughed, cried, and rose above. How you turned around and helped those struggling. How you turned pain into beauty and love, and spread it so much farther. Your creation, your self, your story. Truly inspiring, Hank. I’m excited to see where you go next!! May you go farther than your wildest dreams.

  • @amyreynolds27
    @amyreynolds27Ай бұрын

    Glad to join the ranks of people unexpectedly crying at their desk at work today

  • @Nino-xp5df
    @Nino-xp5dfАй бұрын

    Omg. First Brennan and now Hank being honest about getting bullied as kids and how it affected them makes me cry. Thank you both for being honest about this. It's hard.

  • @bubukay
    @bubukayАй бұрын

    oh man, he's such a treasure i got teary-eyed watching this especially when hank broke during the story about the man with a thick beard

  • @HighPriestessGobagool360
    @HighPriestessGobagool360Ай бұрын

    You are an incredibly important person to so many of us. Your empathy and love and brightness are so inspiring and you make so many of us feel seen and connected. Thank you hank for being you and thank you science for helping hank stay with us longer.

  • @gigidodson
    @gigidodsonАй бұрын

    When you're just sitting around cuddling your dog and a Green Brothers video pops up, you watch it. That's just what you do if you're a fan. What I didn't expect was to burst into tears. Being sick is a humbling experience. Being real sick is a full-time job. Scheduling doctors appointments , labs, surgeons , and therapists, depending on the severity. But if you're Hank Green, you take that crap ball that is serious illness and all that entails and brings laughter and knowledge to the masses. Because that's just what you do. Go on with your bad self, Hank, you freaking rock. I'm so glad your treatment worked. It would suck hard if the world lost a Green brother.

  • @waffles3629

    @waffles3629

    Ай бұрын

    Yep, being sick is a lot of work. Sadly so many people don't, or even refuse, to understand it and just see sick people as lazy. Whether it's a chronic illness or something more threatening like cancer, they don't understand that it's not "I've got a cold but I'll be fine in a few days".

  • @evalevy2909

    @evalevy2909

    Ай бұрын

    ​@waffles3629 i have chronic illness and I'm also a cancer survivor. I have to say people in general were a lot more understanding and helpful and compassionate when i said the word cancer than when i say PCOS or lupus. Both suck plenty but it was nice for once not to have to fight to be beleived. Not saying i want cancer back just wish people would be as kind about the other stuff.

  • @waffles3629

    @waffles3629

    Ай бұрын

    @@evalevy2909 sadly that sounds about right. I have chronic migraine and so many people do not get it's not "just a headache". I get so much "you need a new excuse, you used that last time" for symptoms I have dealt with every single day for the last 2,605 days (just over 7 years). I also frequently had family members compare me to my grandma who had cancer, which REALLY pissed me off. Because she was one of the only family members who didn't judge me for being chronically ill. Also she had no chance of money issues and didn't work so she wasn't using all of her time and energy to work enough to scrape by paycheck to paycheck. I'm glad people were considerate when you had cancer.

  • @user-ol8do2yr5o

    @user-ol8do2yr5o

    29 күн бұрын

    @@evalevy2909 just wishing you good health, get well soon

  • @albecharlie497
    @albecharlie497Ай бұрын

    I knew that was a very Sam Reich introduction at 2:26! I'm glad you have many friends at dropout.

  • @starlight5250
    @starlight5250Ай бұрын

    My mom recently passed away with cancer. She said she wanted to see the world before she died. And to maybe bring me along for the ride. It accelerated so fast that she never got to do that. I'm glad that father had the chance to experience your show with their daughter. I imagine that my mom would have loved your show with me. And would have travelled the world to see it.

  • @Fuhjcfffeewww

    @Fuhjcfffeewww

    27 күн бұрын

    I’m sorry for your loss. Sending thoughts and prayers ❤

  • @tarlane
    @tarlaneАй бұрын

    Anthony Jeselnik had a bit on his show where he would tell jokes you can't tell, but he would do it directly to the people involved- so jokes about a religion at their church, etc. I remember seeing him do cancer to a cancer support group right when I was in the middle of chemo. It was freeing. That this was something personal to you makes it better. My favorite quote is "Life doesn't cease to be funny when someone dies any more than it ceases to be serious when someone tells a joke." It's easy to make a topic sacred because it's sad but that just makes it unassailable.

  • @MattMurphyMusicTeacher
    @MattMurphyMusicTeacherАй бұрын

    6:25. Imagine you’re going to be dead very soon. And you hear of an infinitesimally specifically relatable comedy show, that just might cheer up your daughter. So you scout an earlier show alone, just to make sure she’ll get a little laugh. About the thing that’s going to kill you.

  • @gomathyganapathy4280
    @gomathyganapathy4280Ай бұрын

    I had the same reaction to watching hank cry as I do if I ever see my dad cry or being close to crying. I just went "Omg Omg no no I can't watch hank cry no no no no I can't" and then started bawling my eyes out

  • @VOOP9
    @VOOP9Ай бұрын

    I love you Hank!!! I cried the day you went public ab your cancer. I am so greatful that you got through this. Stay strong brother!

  • @HighPriestessGobagool360
    @HighPriestessGobagool360Ай бұрын

    How did I not know until this moment that stand up was one of the zillion things you can do? Of course you can 😅

  • @martian712
    @martian712Ай бұрын

    They let you use this here too!? That's incredible for a production company doing this much up front work ❤

  • @osmia

    @osmia

    Ай бұрын

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  • @ZeeJohansen
    @ZeeJohansenАй бұрын

    This could have been 80 minutes instead of 8 and I would properly still feel like it was too short 🥰

  • @Psittacus_erithacus
    @Psittacus_erithacusАй бұрын

    Nothing negative towards Hank, who has every right to use his resources; but I do wonder what the world would be like if more people could hire an expert to coach them and rent a venue for 8 weeks to practice every time they had the inkling to learn a new skill. I expect a huge range of people from a spectrum of backgrounds could become competent at a wide gamut of useful skills. A boon to themselves and a boost to the professions and hobbies they joined as all their unique experiences and insights broaden the possibility space of the fields of knowledge they gain access to. Back in the working class world, most of us are lucky to get decent professional level coaching in the single field we're supposed to use to make our living. New hobbies, when we have time for them, are chosen from a limited pool based on cost and still have to be sacrificed for to work into the budget. It's wild to imagine what young people could become (and make of our society) if they had access to those kinds of resources.

  • @BlueManIan

    @BlueManIan

    Ай бұрын

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  • @Nino-xp5df

    @Nino-xp5df

    Ай бұрын

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  • @Rayowag
    @RayowagАй бұрын

    Oh, the joy of seeing how much you impact people's lives unexpectedly. I would also definitely have cried about that man bringing his daughter.

  • @Dudeonwheels
    @DudeonwheelsАй бұрын

    Can't wait. I wasn't going to originally because my year subscription of Dropout ended in May, but I just resubscribed in June for another year when I found this was happening.

  • @edwinbear7065
    @edwinbear7065Ай бұрын

    So awesome Hank. Laughing and crying are such close emotions. I think people that make us laugh when we want to cry are incredibly important.

  • @zeegeeker5484
    @zeegeeker5484Ай бұрын

    My Dad died of lung cancer on 5/14, my stepdad died of leukemia 5/17. In the end all they wanted was to help other cancer patients, laugh and see their grandchildren play. Thank you Hank for making us laugh and teaching us a thing or two about our beautiful world. Keep going.

  • @andrineslife
    @andrineslifeАй бұрын

    I just saw this video on Dropout, I was smiling and laughing and then suddenly sobbing, I can't wait to see the full special ❤

  • @erikrick
    @erikrickАй бұрын

    Thank you for making your cancer journey a travel vlog. Those of us who can be open about our cancer really should, so those who cant, can still see more ships floating on this terrible sea in those dark moments.

  • @lawliet6910
    @lawliet6910Ай бұрын

    I was not prepared to cry at work!!! When you said what he did on the 2nd night 😭😭😭 Please know you’ve given them an immense gift of comfort to turn to 😭

  • @DancingOceanMother
    @DancingOceanMotherАй бұрын

    Humor is a legit coping mechanism. It has for sure gotten me through all of my cancer treatments. I'm excited to see this!

  • @DustinRodriguez1_0
    @DustinRodriguez1_0Ай бұрын

    Comedy is indeed hard. I've always been a fan of comedy, and there is a pretty standard path that most comedians take to getting good at it. The hard part about that path is that it generally takes 15 years. 15 years of travelling the country performing for very, very little money while constantly working on your material, your act, etc. And then, if you're lucky, you 'make it'. I think it's likely a bit like the Malcolm Gladwell "10000 hours" sort of mastery. I'm looking forward to Hank's comedy, though. I had been wanting to subscribe to Dropout and then he announced he was going to be on Dimension 20 (one of the main reasons I wanted to subscribe) and that sealed the deal. Haven't regretted that at all, I watch the hell out of Dropout now. Great stuff.

  • @love_tammy
    @love_tammyАй бұрын

    obviously been a long time nerdfighter but now also a fan of everything dropout has, just for a couple months now, and it's so exciting to see this crossover (again)

  • @jessicashackle595
    @jessicashackle595Ай бұрын

    Oh, Hank. Never change. You are so precious, and so loved.

  • @jennakret
    @jennakretАй бұрын

    I flew from Colorado to San Diego to watch your show and you were GREAT!

  • @mubeendewan2287
    @mubeendewan2287Ай бұрын

    Hank really did stand up :O

  • @rumel45
    @rumel45Ай бұрын

    So excited to see the full show! Glad I have Dropout already :)

  • @Starlysh
    @StarlyshАй бұрын

    Oh no, I'm laughing AND crying. I'm very excited for your special, Hank! 👋👋

  • @catwinkler1483
    @catwinkler1483Ай бұрын

    I have had a crazy and intense medical history starting with a brain tumor at 16 months old. I too feel like i have to do something with all of my medical experiences. I recently joined r/AMA to share some of my experiences. I think that if I don’t share anything about it, I went through all of that for nothing. It also gave me some GREAT English essays that have made my editors shed a tear or two

  • @donnabarton6419
    @donnabarton6419Ай бұрын

    Hank, you are such an inspiration. You have touched so many lives, and are actually changing the world for the better. Thanks for sharing your love with us.

  • @fandomdomination3071
    @fandomdomination3071Ай бұрын

    Sending you a massive hug! Making something funny in your hardest moments is a true talent and you are amazing!

  • @ShirleyitsJohn
    @ShirleyitsJohnАй бұрын

    I’m glad you found the joys of doing stand up. It’s super cathartic for people going through shit who are trying to stay positive.

  • @Ruinari
    @RuinariАй бұрын

    You have always been and will forever be an inspiration. You are a Star. Not just gravity, but light!

  • @jakeshapiro389
    @jakeshapiro389Ай бұрын

    the most relatable thing I've ever heard, "a week from now I'm gonna be depressed, I'll be depressed, I'll schedule it"

  • @Commenter339
    @Commenter339Ай бұрын

    What a way to connect with people. How cool! Way to make a good thing out of a bad thing. What an inspiration.

  • @blessedveteran
    @blessedveteranАй бұрын

    The last couple days have been pretty rough but watching this you just put everything back into perspective and I truly appreciate you. I laughed I cried and you are the best. Thank you.

  • @isabelab6851
    @isabelab6851Ай бұрын

    Thank you for showing your vulnerability. Cancer is a tough subject for anyone but being there for the ones that do not have a good prognosis is important. I mourn the ones who have gone…while I survived. It is tough to think about it.

  • @tristanescure7384
    @tristanescure7384Ай бұрын

    Hank, you are such a force for good. To see you make such a positive impact, especially while going through such a harrowing experience, has been truely inspirational. With love ❤

  • @Vladdamyre
    @Vladdamyre15 күн бұрын

    Hank thank you for sharing your journey with us. So many people we know have been affected by cancer and I think they would have enjoyed your show. Like someone else said, who knew a trailer would make me sob like a two year old. Knowing that others are beating cancer brings me joy despite my pain.

  • @PatrickFord-wf6hn
    @PatrickFord-wf6hnАй бұрын

    Hank, thank you for being you. Seriously. You make this world a better place

  • @heekoo_8287
    @heekoo_8287Ай бұрын

    i cried with you buddy when you talked about the survivor bringing his daughter. what a deeply beautiful moment. sadly beautiful. but beautiful.

  • @Eliiijaaaaah
    @EliiijaaaaahАй бұрын

    From someone who lost their mom from cancer a couple of months ago and has been quietly following your story since the start, yes, you have made a good thing from a bad thing. Much love to you and your brother, Hank.

  • @SALT--
    @SALT--Ай бұрын

    Just wanted to say that you are truly an inspiration, Hank. Not just in insipiring people to be curious and explore and be knowledgable but also through your resilience! The world is better with you in it!

  • @limecola4343
    @limecola4343Ай бұрын

    Absolutely can’t wait for this to come out on Dropout ❤

  • @ArsonTheShroom
    @ArsonTheShroomАй бұрын

    This is so sweet 💚you're a really nice person Hank, I'm glad that you could do something like this

  • @elfdruid2072
    @elfdruid2072Ай бұрын

    I will watch it myself first and then maybe I will translate it to Polish for my grandmather. She is cancer free (I don't know the proper English terminology) since about 11y ago and going strong while being 80. I wish I could share the Polish version with my grandpa from my dad's side but sadly he past away only 3 months after his diagnosis about 9 years ago. I hate cancer and know it can be experienced diffrently. You cleared a lot of stuff about cancer for me Hank, I am very grateful. I am very happy you are in remission, my grandma will be proud of you and modern medicine, my grandpa would be for sure. Best wishes ❤

  • @phumelelenxumalo7390
    @phumelelenxumalo7390Ай бұрын

    Your videos got me through High School! We love you Hank !! Love form South Africa !

  • @jazznickel
    @jazznickelАй бұрын

    Hank, We love you because you're real. Your experiences are real. Your factoids are because you're genuinely interested in learning. We appreciate you. You make us laugh, and we cry with you. My father has cancer was never supposed to live as long as he has. living eight hours drive away from him makes it hard for me to see him on a regular basis. But I stay positive and have related to your plight. Thanks for everything!! You make a difference for all of us. :)

  • @xpirate16
    @xpirate16Ай бұрын

    That bearded man's daughter story punched me straight in the chest. I haven't sobbed like that in a LONG time

  • @Billywashere89
    @Billywashere89Ай бұрын

    Im not crying! You're crying! Who put all these onions in here? This hits hard in the best way possible

  • @martha_s
    @martha_sАй бұрын

    I'm very very excited for you sharing your show so widely. Thanks for sharing the emotions that have accompanied that process for you.

  • @AliJDB
    @AliJDBАй бұрын

    This made me cry and I'm not really sure why - but super proud of you Hank!

  • @mglouise97
    @mglouise97Ай бұрын

    I did not expect to be crying during the behind the scenes trailer.

  • @davetoms1
    @davetoms1Ай бұрын

    Hank, I need to thank you for sharing that moment of tears. I don't think I've ever seen you cry before. Thank you for sharing not only this comedy special to create something wonderful out of something so awful, but to share that powerfully vulnerable moment here, where you felt the importance of that memory again. TikTok sensation, author, KZread creator, cancer survivor, hero to many, husband, son, brother, father... and a guy who feels feelings, unabashedly, unashamedly, fully and honestly. Thank you, Hank. With tears in my own eyes, I say thank you.

  • @SilktheAbsent1
    @SilktheAbsent1Ай бұрын

    I've had melanoma twice, and will likely have it again due to having a P0T1 gene mutation. It's a drag, but I just try to live life as well as I can. The biggest thing I have found that works for me is humor. And as I am sure you have discovered, we can get pretty dark when we joke about our health. I've long considered doing a show myself, as I not only have my health to draw on, but I'm also a special education teacher, and man, there's a *lot* of stuff I can draw on from that. Seeing you do it is making me give it some more thought.

  • @naganorisama
    @naganorisamaАй бұрын

    Hank, you beautiful, beautiful man. Thanks for showing us your cry. I almost saw it past my own damn tears!

  • @austinhmmm9087
    @austinhmmm9087Ай бұрын

    I feel like you're a good friend. Thank you for this. My mother and father barely survived cancer, i lost 2 grandparents to it and 3 friends. Cancer hits close to home for me and being able to laugh about it makes it feel a little less terrible.

  • @brolapse69
    @brolapse69Ай бұрын

    About to start chemo for my lymphoma within the week Hank... I brings me peace, courage and hope to see you continuing your career, staying so brave and productive aswell as something as simple as seeing your hair come back! Can't wait to see the special, though it'll certainly be bittersweet considering my circumstances 😅 Still, thank you for being so inspiring and continuing to be the educational entertainer you so naturally are, in whatever form that may take ❤

  • @jedinxf7
    @jedinxf7Ай бұрын

    saw on Dropout already and i can't wait to see the special! Seeing all your adoring fans, felt like being among my people

  • @mirafawn1019
    @mirafawn1019Ай бұрын

    Is there anything Hank can't do? Answer: No. We ❤ you, Hank!!

  • @hillt.j.2101
    @hillt.j.2101Ай бұрын

    Hank, I appreciate you sir. And I cried with you. Thanks for being you.

  • @ishtar61681
    @ishtar61681Ай бұрын

    Hank, the show was incredible! I'm glad you're here with us ❤

  • @Vanessas985
    @Vanessas985Ай бұрын

    Just watched the special on Dropout and came back here to say wow. What an incredible special. I laughed out loud by myself multiple times, got a little misty eyed toward the end, and absolutely loved it. So many favorite parts including the Orioles dream sequence, the ant with wings explanation, and the closing rant. Just wow. Great first special Hank!!!!!! Highly recommend getting a dropout subscription to watch it.

  • @VermGho5t
    @VermGho5tАй бұрын

    Thanks for doing this tour and I hope you enjoy it and have enough success that you bring it to California. I was diagnosed with nHL Follicular Lymphoma 3A stage 4 right before you were (April of 23) after having a laminectomy to remove the vascular tumor severely compressing my spinal cord at the T9 vertebrae. Had to relearn to use my left leg, radiation therapy and 6 cycles of R-CHOP, I'm almost done with immunotherapy maintenance. I think I understand the pressure of responsibility of talking about such a unique experience having cancer is. When I'm in the chair at the infusion clinic getting my Rituxan, I find it hard to talk to the other folks who maybe are older or near my age, but are clearly dealing with a bigger elephant than I did. But I try to make sure to listen when we do talk, I think that connection helps remind myself we're not alone but adjacent with each of our journeys, wherever we end up, and adds another memory of person to the universe. Hope you find understanding and peace on your journey Hank. jaj vlghaj! - Klingon proverb - Scott

  • @papamurrth1
    @papamurrth1Ай бұрын

    Hank, please leave some jobs for other people. But seriously, you're awesome at this, can't wait for years and years more from you x