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@jericho1-4

Жыл бұрын

I know so many people who needed this song right now, thank you for putting this out there. Few understand how 1 song, one short convo, one short interaction can change an individual trapped in darkness trajectory.

@somethingrandom08

Жыл бұрын

@@jericho1-4 just like how it did to me. Thanks guys so much

@jericho1-4

Жыл бұрын

@@somethingrandom08 Your demons and he'll may differ from what others go through, know that you are not alone. Know that you mean something, that you are loved, even if everyone you know gives up on you that you can not give up on yourself. You are not a failure, you are not worthless, you are not the evil, despair, loneliness, heartbreak/ache, depression or hell that you get trapped in and have to fight your way out of. Few understand what it takes to fight such a battle and have little compassion or humanity for those who do. I like many did irreparable damage to myself, loved ones and friends as a lost soul trapped in my own hell. None of them understood the strength and determination it took to fight my way out. All I can do is offer an apology and move on, do not get stuck on who you were, let not your past or what those who knew you define your future. Stay strong and when the darkness creeps in look to whatever gives you motivation be it music a book a person or your past struggles to keep fighting. Come back here and I WIL light your darkness and pull you off the edge that you face, you do not need to face it alone friend.

@somethingrandom08

Жыл бұрын

@@jericho1-4 thank you so much for the kind words you have no idea how much that means to me. I don’t know how to rlly respond, I struggle with autism and expressing emotions is hard but do know that I seriously appreciate it. Keep spreading the love and I will as well

@jericho1-4

Жыл бұрын

@@somethingrandom08 You are a diamond in the rough my friend, people often do not understand those on the spectrum. You have a very unique experience and see things in a much simpler yet very complex way. Some of the most intelligent individuals in history were/are on the spectrum, and held answers to incredibly complex equations, problems and issues throughout humankind's existence. Those who belittle you and others do so cause they lack you intelligence, intellect and potential. They fear that more than they do their own failures, and to self validate they attack that which they fear most you instead of themselves. Something you have already done and resolved. You are not the problem but the evolutionary answer to everything wrong with humanity.

"I'm so proud of you for getting this far" really hits hard. These small sentences in the middle of a song just touch my heart

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Appreciate you Jasmin 🫀

@whitneyjames7885

Жыл бұрын

It does I didn’t think I would make it this far I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with my life

@lilfizzypoplollipopzvonecek14

Жыл бұрын

@@whitneyjames7885 Same, but I found that being a firefighter is the only thing that I want to be, so I’m living for it. You’ll find yourself too, I promise you. Just stay strong and keep talking, your time will come. 💖🙏🏼💪🏼

@lacadmin2844

Жыл бұрын

@@whitneyjames7885 pray and ask God if he would revile what you are on earth for!!!!!

@NotTheRadioDemon

Жыл бұрын

@@lacadmin2844 What if, like me, you don't believe in God? I did believe when I was younger, but stopped believing now.

I don't live, I merely exist. And it's harder every single day. No one should be in this much pain, physically and mentally. I can no longer fake the smile as I did in my profile photo.

@johnlee338

3 ай бұрын

I feel the same exact way thinking maybe tomorrow it will start to get better but it doesn't. I have major depression & fibromyalgia I'm 48 it's not getting any better. Alone in a world so cold. Your still here I'm still here there must be a reason.

@olzzon

2 ай бұрын

You're not alone , cant even put on a fake smile any longer . Your words " I don't live , I merely exist " hit hard since Im going through the same thing . My ex narcissist ( i did not know at the time she was one ) cheated on my while i was in cancer surgery....then send me a photo of the guy in bed with her while i still was at the hospital, just to hurt me as much as possible... Its been 2 years , then I met someone who I bealived was the " one " finally ....someone i trusted to open up for after all that ...but she just used me as a rebound because I was " I nice guy with deep feelings that listen to her " when she had some fun with me even though she said her feelings were true for me ... she went back to her ex like nothing ever happened between us ...my soul is lost , my heart is ....non existing...people just use you ...the pain you described I hear you my friend .... somethings others don't just understand if the have not been there themselves,that kind of pain words cant describe. My thoughts goes out to you and to everyone fealing this way because of different reasons, you are not alone . To you and everyone else , stay strong , you " WE" are not alone ❤️

@ExCumbrianWanderer-lb5es

2 ай бұрын

I feel the same it has to be more than anxiety & depression I feel for me ive been tested for adhd not that testing for autism next as I don't make friends and often alone and wonder why we are here what's the purpose of it ask

@DylanGarcia-sj3sb

2 ай бұрын

It happens barely eaten barely slept but the song really dose hit hard it's a little bit of a hope raiser

@kittyHK3

2 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry. I've been there. Too many times. I'm sorry for you and everyone else going through this shit. It's fucking hard to live when your brain tells you to die. But I'm here 12 years after my last attempt and honestly life *did* get better it's a fucking cliche. I know. But if I'd succeeded all those years ago I'd have missed out on so much love. I hope it gets better for you, you are worthy and you matter. 💜

I don’t leave comments often, but hearing “I’m so proud of you for getting this far” made me tear up and start crying, I’m one of the people my friends always goes to for support but I rarely reach out for myself, I’m always okay, always fine, they never burden me but I burden myself. Hearing it in words, someone being proud of me for getting this far, it just made me cry and i needed to cry like this today. It’s been so hard recently, but hearing this song? I really needed it, thank you so much.

@Voron_Aggrav

Жыл бұрын

know that place, have been walking around in there for years, still am that person, don't care what happens to myself, just knowing I could make someone forget their problems even if it's just for 5 minutes that's enough for me to keep going... We're not alone, and it's a reason to live,

@jackploeg5514

Жыл бұрын

alwees good to be ther for the ones u love dont forget that !

@archie1571

Жыл бұрын

I feel your words in my soul. It’s true. I’ve always been there for others and gave nothing for myself. It today especially it hurts so much….

@thebrokenfather-aspacefors2642

Жыл бұрын

You’re not alone. Also my first comment I started this channel with a vision and pushed it all back down and I’ve just been listening to music and wondering how to help if there’s so many like us, clearly the help out there isn’t working. Just know you’re not alone and you matter.

@Voron_Aggrav

Жыл бұрын

@@thebrokenfather-aspacefors2642 in the Netherlands a large problem is the specialization and hyperfocus of care, a lot of multifaceted problems end up in a circle of "you need to fix this first" which means you'd be spending months if not years on waiting lists and still not getting what you need

Its sad when a band understands you more then the people you love the most 😭

@youareenoughngp

3 ай бұрын

Stay strong, you are precious! ❤

@ElliottWard-nr7fp

3 ай бұрын

🤝 I've been through the ringer in life! I believe in you to keep fighting my friend. Keep strong! 💪 Please, never ever think you'll be missed, you'll be missed by me. You are loved! ❤

@EmotionalGamer

2 ай бұрын

My Grandpa, my bio grandma (who I didn’t get a chance to get to know because I couldn’t move on from my past) and my nana (being the most recent like 3 days ago) all died within a year. I wanted to get to know my nana more because she was adopted like me, I wanted to ask advice from my grandpa about work and how he moved on from his dad wanting nothing to do with him… while trying to grieve, my mother told me to continue to work and to not cry because “(dead family member) wouldn’t want me too” and to “take an anxiety med” and to “think about other people and stop making it about me” and she wonders why I don’t talk to her or try to hang out with her

@EmotionalGamer

2 ай бұрын

@@ElliottWard-nr7fpyou mean please don’t ever think that you won’t be missed?

@crystalhandley3541

Ай бұрын

I'll leave a light on for you friend,you got this 💗

I don't know what it is about you guys, but you guys always release the songs I needed to hear when I needed to hear them. You've saved my life many times over the last few years, and I cannot thank you enough.

@lafeaschronicle3218

Жыл бұрын

There good at that yeah

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Appreciate you Julie 🫀

@SparkyTM

Жыл бұрын

samee

@BBPWI

Жыл бұрын

this

@mimigaudin1978

Жыл бұрын

Sams

"The hell in your head will be nothing compared to the person that it couldn't kill" that line is so strong

@ruthbobrink5680

9 ай бұрын

Hits real deep!

@marcinkepa6543

7 ай бұрын

this monsters.. hell.. they are part of me.. person that it couldnt kill? No.. Im afraid.. that I will become this hell... :)

@Beckhams18

5 ай бұрын

I kept scrolling to find someone who quoted that line. For me, it's the most powerful line. I understand why everyone likes the proud line, but this one gives hope to live until it's time for you to move on from this life instead of letting your thoughts end it sooner.

@ltbarkley

4 ай бұрын

If you didn’t cry to that line, you’ve likely never been in this place, know what I mean? It is an incredibly hard hitting end to a song that just touches your soul if you’ve ever been there. I’ve been there several times in my life, and came the closest I’ve ever come just two months ago and am still trying to work out of this emotional hole. This band and their songs just speak to me.

@Kris-sf2qf

2 ай бұрын

👍🏻

This is like a sequel to “Would Anyone Care” and I am LIVING for it. Thank you for being here for those of us who need it. You guys are absolutely amazing ❤

@rebeccaoliveira1691

7 ай бұрын

Honestly I agree with you 💯

@Devalaous76

5 ай бұрын

Same

I have fallen back into that dark place and its only listening to these songs that have kept me breathing. Thank you Citizen soldier, you and your songs have saved me from my demons time and time again. If it weren't for you, I would have been dead long ago.

@squirrlefv

10 ай бұрын

Your not alone my friend never forget that. You will always find someone my self included on these comments that will sit with you through your nightmares.

@XxShade_FrostxX

10 ай бұрын

@squirrlefv Thanks, this comment means a lot. Every day is a struggle, but the citizen soldier community makes surviving worth it ❤️

@jessiefleming4446

10 ай бұрын

How are you doing now?

@XxShade_FrostxX

10 ай бұрын

@jessiefleming4446 Okay, I might feel better tomorrow, maybe worse? I don't know. My emotions just fluctuate a lot.

@jessiefleming4446

10 ай бұрын

@@XxShade_FrostxX i get that

Thank you guys for all of these wonderful songs! Hope everyone has a wonderful day. Stay strong friends. Keep On;

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Well said! 🫀

@Kittyqueen87yeagirluwu

6 ай бұрын

I will thx

I needed this right now. Sometimes existing is exhausting. Thank you for saying you're proud of all of is, those who are still continuing even when it feels like there isn't a point. You remind us that there is. We're proud of you, too.

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Glad this song found you 🫀

@theharshtruthoutthere

Жыл бұрын

@@remonagrubbs9787 To every soul OUT THERE: All prayers from Righteous SOULS aka Born again Christians, have power. Sinners prayers GOD hears not. Unless we REPENT and born again and LIVE HOLY, GOD hears none of our prayers. Prayers have power, but these must come from Changed hearts. Proverbs 15:29 The LORD is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous. Psalms 119:155 “Salvation is far from the wicked: for they seek not thy statutes.” (Many souls(unsaved souls), believe falsely and pray in vain). Mankind is filled with UNSAVED SOULS (WICKED SINNERS). That`s why there`s a calling to REPENTANCE and to BORN AGAIN: Luke 5:32 I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. John 3:7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. Luke 13:3 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.

I swear, I was close to lose my fight, but this music is keeping me alive. It's like the medicine that the therapists never could, and never can give me. This type of music you give is like a welcoming to a home that many people dream of. The messages you give are those words I needed to hear for my whole life. Thank you for saving my life

@constantinodecosta5767

11 ай бұрын

I’m proud of you for having the courage to speak up, I’m proud of you for having that inner strength to stand up and tell yourself that you are worthy.

@DrunkinDonuts97

8 ай бұрын

You’re stronger than you give yourself credit for. Stay strong and keep marching forward. You are more than your past, mistakes made, and demons you’ve fought. You have so much more to give.

@geordierowe1519

7 ай бұрын

I am there right now

@sathra4036

7 ай бұрын

Having someone who can really relate tell you its okay to feel what you feel, with emotion and not just words, and to just keep trying is...cathartic. The shame and fear from fighting your own mind and hearing someone say "Accept it, but keep going. Just keep going, please." Quoting from the Stormlight Archive series, but the most important step isn't the first, its the second step. To just keep trying. Things will get better, then worse, then better again. But if you don't keep trying, you won't see those better days. Its okay to fail, to break, to have times when you feel weak and worthless. To pull yourself up and keep going is what's important. Don't let anyone, even yourself, tell you that your problems aren't worth worrying about. Its YOUR fight, your challenges. Just keep going, please.

I remember when I first found this band, the first song being “Never Good Enough”, I passed it off as a group of people just making songs. I wasn’t a big fan of the kind of music, but I really liked the instrumental. I always thought everything that others created had a meaning or motive behind it. But for songs, I did not. But then, I received a text from a friend, who I have not talked to in years. It was a message, thanking me for being by their side and for showing them how much I cared for them..just for listening to them vent and giving some advice and giving them some comfort and support for the things they did. I began to panic, thinking that I was gonna lose them, but then they sent a song by Citizen Soldier called “Found”. When we saw each other again, we cried as we hugged each other after so long. This song had me shaking in my chair because of how much I can relate to it. And with how the subtle and small details visually added to the video. I was so close to crying and I was in a family dinner. If I weren’t to find this band, me and my friend wouldn’t be here, and I’m so glad that we found this band.

@TipsInTens

Жыл бұрын

You're doing amazing, I'm proud of you for holding on and caring for others while fighting your own demons 💖🙏🏼

@stevenray2100

11 ай бұрын

This was a really good read this morning. Thank you for sharing your feelings with us. I hope your guy's friendship is going good!

“Cause the hell in your head, will be nothing compared to the person it couldn’t kill” Such a beautiful way to end an amazing song!!! Most likely going to become my comfort song of choice for the next month

Waited for this song to release to share with my friend. They're in such a rough place right now and this'll hopefully lift their spirits a little. ❤

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Sending hugs to your friend 🫀

@ShockIIYoSystem

Жыл бұрын

Falling Floating Or Flying… Doing it alone hurts the most when I feel this uncertain about staying but one gave me all the love I never felt worthy of & I feel like I lost them…

My daughter passed away she was 7 months old. Due to sids. I begged god for a sign she was ok and safe. I didn't know this song existed, and I had my phone screen off,i didnt touch anything, and in the middle of another song, this song played. I can't explain how I felt, i cried i cried so hard. but I think my baby was trying to tell me to stay alive for her. I don't know if Citizen Soldier will see this or anything else i write, but thank you, thank you for letting her talk to me In a way I understood. You gave me a reason to live after all this pain you gave me a reason to stay. I have severe depression and suicidal thoughts constantly i wake up everyday wishing i didnt. i have pain in places invisible to others and this song keeps me going it gives me hope. It gives me some sort of light in all this dark. Im tired of saving myself. im tired of existing. I cant cry anymore. Im tired of the pain. I dont dream. There are no more good days. i just want it to go away. Music is my outlet this song is one ill never stop listening to especially when i feel like this.

"Some pain is just too much for words". I feel that in my soul. Thank you for putting words to our feelings.

The line "how many times have you counted the ways you could end it, cause you are tired of saving yourself" hit hard, I did that a few times when I fell into my darkest times it was mildly terrifying thinking back on it. Beautiful song thank you so much ❤️

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Much love 🫀 Glad the music helps friend

@karnetsnk8376

Жыл бұрын

Similar situation here, 3 times i were close, like real close. And i feel more are coming, though i am not sure i'll be able to stop one those.

@MrNiccholas

Жыл бұрын

I stopped counting at 10. . .

@ambrissakaminari6926

Жыл бұрын

@@karnetsnk8376 well, of you ever need to talk about anything I would be more then happy to listen. Just try and remember that once today is done you don't need to live through it again cause tomorrow will always differ. You can do this!

@ambrissakaminari6926

Жыл бұрын

@@MrNiccholas yea I can hear you there that's about when I stopped counting too, if you ever want to talk about it I'll be here for you.

I'm not gonna lie... I started crying to this song within 10 seconds. 'I'm Not Okay' was my personal favourite song for some time, then you just bump it off with this gorgeous piece. Wonderful from start to finish.

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

It's ok to cry 🫀

@sergecarrillo6185

Жыл бұрын

Same.

@ambrissakaminari6926

Жыл бұрын

Crying let's you know just how strong you are and have been. So let it out when you feel you can't hold back the tears anymore.

@praweuekittiroj7669

Жыл бұрын

I cried too. All the words in this song hit me hard.

@navini45

Жыл бұрын

Me too😢

I'm glad I never ended my life

@ChatGpt-kg1wt

3 ай бұрын

You are so strong !!

@Kayla-wh8ug

25 күн бұрын

I'm proud of you

@davidtelford887

24 күн бұрын

So is the rest of the world. Your important to someone out there ,ne er give up!

@TowardsTheMoon880

12 күн бұрын

Keep going my friend! Youve got this! ❤ We believe in you❤

I live for the day someone says, "I'm proud of you for getting so far."

@naotokamigire-terumi9912

7 ай бұрын

I'm proud of you for getting so far! 🤘🏾

@herrice3227

7 ай бұрын

@naotokamigire-terumi9912 Thank you. That was incredibly kind! I hope to make everyone else proud too. 🙏

@naotokamigire-terumi9912

6 ай бұрын

@@herrice3227 Drink water!

@TowardsTheMoon880

Ай бұрын

Im so proud of you. Youve gone so far. ❤

@herrice3227

Ай бұрын

@TowardsTheMoon880 Thank you. 😊 I hope to go even further!

Sometimes, if you can't live for yourself, live for others.

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Stronger for somebody else 🫀

@Austin_BlueNight_official

Жыл бұрын

I'm only alive today for my daughter and my boyfriend

@Seraphic.Sapphire

Жыл бұрын

Exactly! I’m doing this now….🤍

@alanthornthwaite9509

Жыл бұрын

Was going to make my own comment but I saw this and could not have said it better myself!

@DarkWiisp

Жыл бұрын

Well me personally, right now, I have to live for myself and work on myself, like my weight and health. Because I can't keep thinking about when in my life others will care for me. Hopefully my energies I put into myself will attract the right people to my life and I can care and love them equally and they will do the same for me.

I'm literally crying right now... For some people living is a constant fight. And that's tiring.... I'm 33 yearrs old now and still can't believe I've made it this far... thank you guys so much for your music.

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

It's ok to cry 🫀 Sending hugs

@BBPWI

Жыл бұрын

100% me too an same age here

@brittanym.

Жыл бұрын

Same here! 33 and amazed to still be here.

@Voron_Aggrav

Жыл бұрын

29 here, not that far behind you, also wondering how I managed to keep it going as long as I have so far, but still working every day to keep it going, life is exhausting, for some more than others

@jessiefleming4446

10 ай бұрын

34 and i feel the same

I love how all these songs always tell a story while also telling us that it will be worth it to keep going. The little lines like "I'm so proud of you for getting this far," "I'm a stranger at best, but please don't second guess," and "If you're hearing this song its a gift, a reason to live" just make me feel so much better and so much worse at the same time. It makes me cry, but makes me feel like life is worth living. Thank you for telling me and all the others to keep trying. Some of us may not have still been here today without it.

Im Not Even An Adult, Yet I Understand The Lyrics, Ive Been In That Place Multipull Times, And Everytime I Was, Your Songs Have Helped Me Through It, Thank You-

@Loyd4798

10 ай бұрын

Same I’m there rn I just got out but I’m slowly going back in I have ideas and plans but I don’t know how to do them

@jessiefleming4446

10 ай бұрын

The first attempt I made on my life was at 8 years old. You aren't alone. When I was 15 I jumped off a bridge but my brother pulled me back by the backpack I was wearing. At 26 I lost my 2nd mom. At 27, I lost my only son. I've lived most of my life on the edge. I'm 34 now and have made it this far. You're going to make it. Take it from someone whose spent most of their life in that space.

It's hard to suffer from mental illnesses and not being able to explain. Amazing song with amazing words. Impatient to hear song about ocd too❤ 💜

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Well said Tina 🫀

One day i'm healing.. next day i'm breaking again both days i'm not giving up though thank you so much for this amazing emotional song! :)

@rebeccaoliveira1691

7 ай бұрын

I agree with you my friend. I felt this way too

I've healed from my mental issues a while ago, I wish I'd found this band sooner. It makes me cry, listening to these lyrics. I really hope it helps anyone and everyone that is suffering. Know that you are loved, live on, friends😊

@olm8829

6 ай бұрын

Thanks for support! I am going through tough times with my depression, and music from Citizen Soldier, NF, Ren, Linkin Park and other artists who sing about mental health problems really helps to hold on and step away from the edge sometimes.

I really needed this song right now...I really did..thank you so much guys.. seriously.. you're saving lives 💞

@lovealways9337

6 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤ May the LORD bless you and protect you. May the LORD smile on you and be gracious to you. May the LORD show you his favor and give you his peace 🕊️✝️❤

@thestrongproject

5 ай бұрын

Atheist personally, but you do you

Thank you so much guys. You've helped me throughout my melancholic ocean, I relate to every word you sing in every song you release 😢❤ I love y'all so much and more support.🤞✨🥺

@user-r1234t

Жыл бұрын

Same here

@necrozma-332

Жыл бұрын

Same here I hope your doing well 😉

I didnt think i could love a CS song more, this song had me in tears and im not ashamed to admit it, this is by FAR my favorite song of yours, this is absolutely amazing, keep up the outstanding work CS 💙

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Much love Jacob 🫀

"I'm so proud of you for getting this far." I needed that today. Thank you😭❤

"I'm so proud of you for getting this far", this hit hard. Now, the next question is "Can i go further? How far?"

God this song is amazing. The beautiful lyrics, the emotion in the vocals, the message, everything. This song definitely is one of my favourites now, and it needs to be shared. Can’t wait to hear more from you guys! 💙

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Appreciate the feedback Lucetta 🫀

Omg 😭😩😭 his voice at the end. now that was definitely a gift. this whole song is everything! this is truly what i needed to hear. the message is very strong & powerful. the whole world needs to hear this. ♥️👏🏻♥️‼️ @2:44

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Glad the music helps 🫀

@iam_miss_star

Жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier ♥️♥️ It's been on constant repeat 🔁 all day. 🫀

@BBPWI

Жыл бұрын

straight up goosebumps

'your not the only one that is feeling like this' a simple sentence but has made me feel more confident and less alone

@Wolvesarefamily

2 ай бұрын

We can get through this together ❤️

I Didn't know I needed to hear this, but by the tears streaming down my face, my heart needed this. Thank you for creating this song.❤

I'm also really glad I made it this far. Love this new song. Made me cry my eyes out. Was needed. Keep holding on little butterflies. We got this ❤

I didn’t know I could click on a video that fast! Thank you I was going to attempt tonight but heard this song and am crying on the floor right now thank you for all you do not just for me for everyone out there who are going thru the same thing I am.

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Sending hugs friend 🫀 We gotta keep holding on

@Strangerequestrian5938

Жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier thank you so much. Your music has been there for me in my darkest hour. I am so thankful to have found you.😊

@martijn8537

Жыл бұрын

You keep going stranger. I believe in you!

@Strangerequestrian5938

Жыл бұрын

@@martijn8537 thank you 🙏🏻

After 10 years of suicidality, i have to say that the biggest reason im stable now is leaving the church. Leaving religion marked the exact moment my life started improving. I stopped praying to a god that doesnt exist and focused on fixing my life myself. Now i can lift 300 lbs, i have a job a car and a lovely girlfriend... and im happy for the first time in my life....

@okoteiru2952

2 ай бұрын

God exist. You will meet him in your life someday.. .. it's not God that was restraining you. It's what the religion became for you.. but I am glad you are happy. You never had to place that burden on your shoulders.. truth seeks you on its own.. 🥰. Have a long , happy and healthy life

@GodOfLovers1111

Ай бұрын

I wouldn't throw the baby out with the bath water, but I agree on ditching church, the Bible, the Quran, the what ever....it's a lot better. I did the same, but Im not atheist. Just took my spiritual walk into my own hands.

i wont lie, your songs make me break down, and in a strange way i love it. they hit so hard that some days i feel like they were written for the hell that my life has slowly turned into over the years.. and you actually replying to my emails, it means so much to me... i honestly look up to you guys, and have so much respect for you and what your doing...

@lovealways9337

6 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤ May the LORD bless you and protect you. May the LORD smile on you and be gracious to you. May the LORD show you his favor and give you his peace 🕊️✝️❤

I don't know if you'll ever read this. Jake, but most of your songs have saved my life and this one is no exception. So if you ever read this, thank you for everything and I'll do my best to keep holding on because of your kind words

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Keep holding on friend 🫀 We're in this together

@wrightfamily7381

Жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier thank you so much. Ever since my brother died last month, it's been a tough ride, especially with my other brother acting like a jerk. I used to make a little cuts of my arms with my nails. Wanted to do that again but then I remembered pain is only temporary

'Cause some pain is too much for words' definitely hit hard😢... 'Would anyone care' is now my official #2. This song really top it. Keep up the amazing songwriting Citizen Soldier!

@jjfrenzy789

Жыл бұрын

What’s number 1?

@angel.age54

Жыл бұрын

@@jjfrenzy789 #1 was originally Would Anyone Care but now it's this

Ive been going through depression and anxiety for 8 years and honestly these beautiful songs have help me out so much and im still here 🥺😭❤️

@nadineobviously5878

Ай бұрын

Im so proud of u❤

Thank you so very much for this song. You expressed exactly how I'm feeling at this moment. Over two years of sacrificing all that I had and am to minister to others that need healing, and I've been left on the street with nothing for most of it, facing intensive persecution every day. Your words express exactly what that feels like and I appreciate that you willingly put them out there. God bless you and please keep being real. So tired of fake "Christian" encouragement from those in ivory towers.

@youareenoughngp

3 ай бұрын

I'm sorry for your sacrifices, you are very strong and your life is precious, I wish you good healing! ❤

@ElliottWard-nr7fp

3 ай бұрын

🤝 Stay strong! You're absolutely amazing! Also loved! ❤ Never give up hope. Life is too precious!

@Jazmobley

2 ай бұрын

i hate that that's happening, from someone in a hard place aswell keep that faith to know, he will get you through its hard but so worth it ,I'm praying for you, Heavenly father we pray for @LauraCooper-nu1re that she receive the encouragement, that cover every dark thought and you don't let her drift away, but she become even more stronger through the defeats and tough days, even when she feels like giving up speak to her heart lord that it not about what we do but who we are, may she receive a moment of rest to recoup and know why see keeps going and that a smile on her face appear knowing that everything's going be alright and that she remember your God and that means to believe and may receive belief and may psalm 70 wash over her mind body soul and spirit Amen.

@Jazmobley

2 ай бұрын

keep that belief strong and that prayer life ready you can do it i know you can so is everyone here. Take Care one sister to another

These Songs hit home so Hard and your ability to write Lyrics and speak to our Wounded Souls is unbelievable. #LongLiveCitizenSoldier

I actually don't have depression but I found you guys and loved your songs. You guys can touch the heart in different ways.❤️🤩

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Glad you found us 🫀 Welcome to the fam

@eloinpuga

Жыл бұрын

Showoff... (jk)

Everyone in these comments who has ever struggled with these feelings, I’m so proud of you all for getting this far ❤❤

Your band, and your music is what’s keeping me alive. This is the lowest I’ve ever been and I’m so grateful there’s songs like this one out there. I hope you realise how many people you’ve helped with your music. Your band is so underrated. Keep making music

@lovealways9337

6 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤ May the LORD bless you and protect you. May the LORD smile on you and be gracious to you. May the LORD show you his favor and give you his peace 🕊️✝️❤

@thatsnaturalohyeah

6 ай бұрын

Hang in there. You matter so much. You are an original masterpiece. Keep fighting. I have paranoid schizophrenia. I battle voices daily. This music calms me down. I have there latest one ICU.❤

This was suggested to me while listening to the song “Gandi - Lugata” 👍👍

😢 all i want to do is cry 😭. This is how i feel

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

It's ok to cry 🫀

@shaniadowell8318

Жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier I've been through so much in life I lost a sister in 2021 and I had a aunt that disowned me and every since I've been listening to ur songs to help me get through the day ❤️

Lyrics torn from my soul made into reality with your gift. Thank you for this my friend. Beautifully done.

you guys are seriously saving lives with your music...I'm so grateful to find you...thank you so much for your hard work and words ❤ be happy and healthy

You guys are the reason Im living..

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Sending hugs 🫀

Every single time i feel urge to end it - you guys release song and push me to not give up on me. I've cried a lot of tears while listening to your songs and this tears were the tears of healing. thank you.

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

It's ok to cry 🫀

@ryansparks2359

Жыл бұрын

Same thing here. First found them in a rough moment and it saved me. Then other songs comes out at just the proper moment that I need them in my life. Music touches my soul, like it was written about me.

This song is truly a gift. I think people rlly need this song. Thank you, Citizen Soldier, for making this song!! Ik it has rlly made my life easier knowing there are others who experience this too. You are a life saver. Keep up the great work! :D P.S: To all of you who think your alone, you aren't! I'm a Christian and I know I'm not alone bc God is with me, and you! He sent a person named Jesus Christ on the cross to save us from the sins we have that make us feel so miserable. He hasn't stopped you from feeling this way, but if you know someone loves you it's all that matters in this dark cold world. Never forget that someone loves you, and I love all of you! Have a blessed day!

@service_andrew

7 ай бұрын

Amen!!!!!❤

Having to take the role of tower of strength.. I rarely have someone who can rebuild me.... And help me keep from falling.... This song is.... Incredible... It somehow makes me feel stronger... Makes me want to push forward with my friends with me.. Thank you Jake.... .your music made me believe again..

I literally love this song so much already 🥺😭❤️

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Glad to hear that 🫀

I haven't even listened to over a minute of the song, but it's already amazing ❤️❤️❤️

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Good to hear 🫀

I am going through a real difficult period of my life right now, and this song saved me. Your words are what I needed to hear. I really mean that.

For once i feel like i have a reason to live now. This song brought me to tears because i felt like im actually being talked to by someone who understands me.... Thank you for giving me hope, Thank you for saving my life....

I been going through this since I was 12.I’m almost 50 now.this song is exactly how I feel 😢❤

Amazing as always guys

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Glad to hear that 🫀

I'm currently battling terminal stage 4 bile duct cancer & the song has given me so many reasons "TO LIVE" 🙏 So I thank you from the top of my heart 💜

Literally laying here bawling. Just turned midnight and is now birthday and I'm feeling the weight of getting older a lot heavier this year. I needed this song. Thank you. So much.

Much love ❤

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

🫀

Ahhh I’m happy to be early to these videos! Thank you for another lyric video to an amazing song I can use to help me through stuff ❤

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Early gang! 🫀

"I know life is hard, but keep going! You nade it this far don't give up! No matter what they say your perfect!" Once a wise person told me this when i was young ❤

@lovealways9337

6 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤ May the LORD bless you and protect you. May the LORD smile on you and be gracious to you. May the LORD show you his favor and give you his peace 🕊️✝️❤

My best friend was my reason to live.. he's gone.

@FFXI_Addict

2 ай бұрын

Become someone else's reason to live.

@nadineobviously5878

Ай бұрын

Hugs

@gregviergutz3829

Ай бұрын

Mine too. My dad, my son and now my wife and all within one year. Now I pray I don't see the end of this day.

@marcusprovorse

Ай бұрын

I feel you I lost mine too

Such a word of encouragement. I had teary eyes listening to this. Thank you. Each comeback, you guys never once disappppint. Love from Indonesia!

@fluffybunny0124

Жыл бұрын

Halo bro

Amazing songs as always thanks citizen soldier 💛

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

🫀

I just kinda wanted to let you know that every single one of these hits exactly the spot. it's like you're wording what i am feeling, with every single release. there hasn't been one i haven't cried to so far. Thank you for these gifts. We love you.

The first time I heard this song, I almost had a mental breakdown. It really explains how I am feeling based on how I live. Thank you so much this hits home for me. Please keep up the amazing work Citizen Soldier. You rock.

Ahhhhh yea, new song ❤

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

🫀

Your music has helped a nation an I thankyou for the words you sing an once I found Ur music I finally started fixing myself so you helped me an so many more people with your music an i love how you put emotion into every word you sing❤❤❤

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Appreciate those words 🫀

@indiannaamers8847

Жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier yet again I thank you

I can’t even find the words of gratitude that I found this song on Instagram last month because I was so damn close to losing my battle and listening to this song on an endless repeat loop is keeping me going right now.

Sitting here in tears i feel so much comfort in hearing these words, seems like you read into my heart. Feeling better knowing I'm not alone in these feelings... thank you for speaking to my heart. ❤

You’re saving my life 😭

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Glad the music helps 🫀

Been 2-3 years since Cherry Nightcore introduced me to this channel and it's help me alot.

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Glad you did 🫀

I don't know how, but this artist manages to convey exactly what I feel. Citizen Soldier us what keeps me going when I feel like there is no one who understands.

@nadineobviously5878

Ай бұрын

Same

"How many times have you counted the ways you could end it, cause you are tired of saving yourself" I feel like I do this a lot and recently I came acrost this song along with some of your others your music helps me so much I'm in a hard situation and keep overthinking I can't stop listing thank you for this wonderful masterpiece. ❤

I don't usually write comments but I wanted to thank you for this song. It made me cry after the first sentences and right now it gives me the feeling of safety? I don't know how to explain it but it's nice to know that I'm not the only one fighting. Furthermore I really needed to hear this song right now I guess haha. To everyone who read this far: I wish you the best and please don't forget that you're not alone. I hope you'll get through whatever you're facing right now because even when I don't know you I think you deserve to be happy. I'm happy that you're still alive and I'm proud of you, I really mean it.

@brittanym.

Жыл бұрын

Safety is a great word for it! When I think safety I think the feeling of being understood, cared for, and validated especially when we're in a very vulnerable place. 🙂 You're also not alone friend, and I'm proud of you too!

*Sheeeeesh!*

Reason to live? Ain't no more. No one's gonna miss me. Give it ur best hope you make it. REMEMBER ITS YOU AGAINST YOU!

Citizen soldier have wrote songs the people that have disorders and have experienced trauma that other haven't been through. I love that they have shown a different light on those who gone through so much pain and I can relate to that. Thank you citizen soldier for writing songs that show what other are going through. May god bless your souls.

Already crying hearing this, another too good, hard hitting song, keep it up Guys❤. Love it.

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

It's ok to cry 🫀

Just hearing that "I'm so proud of you for getting this far" had me crying. I didn't know how much I needed to hear that until I did. Thank you so much for all that you do, and the music that you create. It's gotten me through some terrible times, and helped me to hang on to fight another day.

Citizen solder gets me more than my own family and friends. Thank you so much citizen solder. Y'all have literally saved my life. Thank you so much.

@lovealways9337

6 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤ May the LORD bless you and protect you. May the LORD smile on you and be gracious to you. May the LORD show you his favor and give you his peace 🕊️✝️❤

'I'm so proud of you for getting this far' damn i think I needed this.. because it's been just too much and the way the song ended is perfect.

You guys have saved me so many times

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Much love Laura 🫀

Listened to this with head phones and thought of my hubby, thank you for this beautiful song❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ love y'all🫂🫂🫂

"no tears left for crying" so real

I’m glad somebody finally told me they’re proud of me for getting this far. This band is the only reason I am alive. That is my Reason to live. Cause aside from that my life couldn’t get any darker to put it lightly.

I broke down in tears hearing this song... you haven't disappointed in reaching us with your words.

Citizen soldier thank you for your music it saved my life and gives me a reason to live even though right now i feel like there's no reason to live😭❤

I've always been alone. I have tried to reach out but it always fell on deaf ears. I normally never cry but this song broke me. Im glad I found this song. I never knew how badly I needed to hear all that.

this song is so amazing. this song hits really close to home. i'd be lying if i said it didn't make me cry. reminds me of "Found." in some ways. like, the message behind it. thank you guys so damn much for your music. you have no idea how many people are still alive because of your songs.

Absolute fire as per usual

@CitizenSoldier

Жыл бұрын

Thanks Alex 🫀

So I turned right crossed the street, still crying. Met 2 young gentleman who listened and the one said, God loves you❤. I blew my nose and got some religious books and courage books. I spent 5 days in the psych ward. ( I checked myself in at the urging of my best friend. Now I'm back at my full-time job and slowly getting my finances in order. Hooked up withrescorces too.

Nothing brings the tears like Citizen Soldier’s heartfelt songs. Just hearing these messages of understanding, hope, and strength from someone like Jake who’s been there and done that already means so much to me. “I’m proud of you for getting this far”, right back at you Jake.