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@azzahrrenayala3366

3 жыл бұрын

Hey! I was hoping to know, do you think that once this pandemic is over and you guys have more music you guys could do a tour or even have a concert?

@justinlay5662

3 жыл бұрын

Say are you feeling alright? I'm just wanting to check up on you. I'll admit that this quarantine is not doing me any favors either.

@azzahrrenayala3366

3 жыл бұрын

@@justinlay5662 well im not quite sure if you are talking to me. But i just got out of quarantine from having corona and all that crap and now well I'm in a deep mental state where i just rely on music to stop my head from spinning.

@justinlay5662

3 жыл бұрын

@@azzahrrenayala3366 while I was talking to citizensoldier I'm glad to hear that you are doing alright

@benjaminvanwyk2503

3 жыл бұрын

When r u. Guys gonna make a actually music video🤔

It’s official. Every song Citizen Soldier makes is perfect. Not that it wasn’t obvious before

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You are too kind. Thank you Sarah 🖤

@kawaiipotato5851

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier nah fam, they're spitting straight facts here

@dudeofdudes

3 жыл бұрын

This is so true

@jeromie1962

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier but she's right!

@christianhildebrandt8186

3 жыл бұрын

Legit yes!!!!

As a writer who suffers from bouts of depression, I adore that line "I'd like to speak of love and all its glory, instead I write it out in sadder stories." Had huge anticipation for this song, and I absolutely was not disappointed.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So glad it spoke to you 🖤

@Stolen_Rose

3 жыл бұрын

Is depression a writer thing or is writing a depression thing? Because I'm the same. I just can't seem to produce a happy ending.

@ravenmccracken9699

3 жыл бұрын

@@Stolen_Rose writing is generally about how you are feeling so if you are depressed, you feel more of the same kind of emotions, so you are more likely to right those down making more pieces of literature dark and depressing so I think it's more that people with depression have to fight emotions and dissect them through any way possible, I turned to writing poetry and music, you turned to writing and music as well, everyone has something that will help them through it, and everyone deserves to feel okay, if u end up reading this keep on writing! Write what's true for you not what other people want to hear, it's your life, your story, don't feel like you are 'different' for feeling depressed, if you feel like you need help then seek it but never degrade yourself, never blame yourself, I can assure whatever made you feel this way wasn't your fault no matter how much it can feel like that, good luck in life amd your next piece of writing tho, sure it'll be great.

@as-was-prophecyawp4088

2 жыл бұрын

Learn to love the depression my brother.

internet quote "nobody is perfect" citizen soldier "hold my beer"

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Hahaha love it!

"I don't feel at all like I did when I was young" Strange how the agony, misery, and suffering, seems to not exist when we are born. But then reach a point and for some of us, it never ceases to cling to our hearts. Thanks, Citizen Soldier, each new song is nothing but feeling sympathized with. I hope the day you die you can die happily knowing you helped people feel they aren't alone.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

This means a lot to us. Thank you 🖤🙏🏻

citizen soldier, never failing to make those of us who feel worthless and invisible feel like we're not alone love you guys

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You’re never alone. Sending love 🖤

@diabliqblack9921

3 жыл бұрын

you know i could say it by my own words that my ego was offended by your words and still i agree with you, but instead i will use this. "Never before have I been so offended by something I one hundred percent agree with." - James Acaster because i always act like i'm tough and emotionless but that's only mask i wear when i'm not alone.

@lumberjack7178

3 жыл бұрын

Agreed there always get me to cry I have 88 suicide attempts and there song make me feel like I'm not alone

@axescilias

3 жыл бұрын

@@lumberjack7178 oh jeeze, I hope you're getting help, mate, I think you really need it

@panhead537

3 жыл бұрын

@@lumberjack7178 88?!

Man the line of “I’m feeling dead inside but I’m too afraid to die” just nails the feeling exactly. Thank you for the music you post! Just the fact that it speaks so accurately to mine and others’ situations I think gives a sense that you’re not truly alone and someone else knows how you feel even when you’re too afraid to talk to anyone about it. And knowing you’re not alone is so important.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Well said. Thank you friend 🖤

@sharonperez5011

3 жыл бұрын

Totally agree. It's so hard going through life wanting to die, but staying alive because of being afraid to die

@genanunez8170

3 жыл бұрын

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS EXACTLY !!!!!!

@aiveparn2930

3 жыл бұрын

I can relate!❤

@therealmeemawmallen9493

3 жыл бұрын

MH check out this film! I promise you will see the struggle with brand new perspective! kzread.info/dash/bejne/oKiaj7iKebmwpLw.html

"Im feeling dead inside but im too afraid to die" Honestly, its pathetic how much I relate to that line, I've debated ending my life so many times, I've even made plans for it, but I always back out of pure fear. Thank you Citizen Soldier, thank you for making songs that are so accurate to how my own situation and how others feel. It makes me (and im sure others) feel that we're not alone, expecially during the chaos thats happening currently in the world. You guys are an amazing band. Thank you. "I dont feel at all how I did when I was young" Is a line, that is just as powerful and relatable. As a child your carefree without truely understanding everything that's 'bad' about the world, but as we grow older, nobody tells us how much everything changes that nothing is like the childish fantasys of dragons and princesses, Instead its cruel with violence and heartache and agony that hits you like a truck.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You’re not alone. You’re not broken or wrong for feeling that. It just means you’ve been dealt a tough hand. I’m proud of you for fighting it because you’re worth that. Others will need your strength and thats what this community is all about 🖤🙏🏻

@gothic_ace2037

5 ай бұрын

Dude I know what you mean. I was bullied almost my entire childhood by the kids I went to school with 🤷‍♀️ I was different and they could sense that. I got transferred to a different school for a year due to family reasons before being transferred back... if I had stayed, my life would have turned out so much different. There was one moment where I actually took a rope out to the back yard and sat up in a tree contemplating hanging myself. My aunt walked out on me up there but I'm so good at hiding shit she never suspected. I backed out at the last second. It was a shitty weak tree so the branch probably wouldn't have held my weight anyways, that thing was so dead from getting hit by lighting.

@veilmontTV

4 ай бұрын

I hope things are better for you now

I love that they actually notice their fans 😁🖤

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

* Family 🖤

@ImaNat20

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier ok you have too be the most wholesome bond in existance

@trishmunoz7745

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier You are amazing.

@officialliljuice8182

3 жыл бұрын

they're awesome! sent them a DM on Instagram maybe 3 days ago and they responded a day after! Love them

When you don’t know how to explain something so you find a song that will describe it for you. Music is such a blessing.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So true 🖤

@BrokeAtBestMusic

3 жыл бұрын

It works the same for us. Easier to play than say sometimes.

@hateurfacem810yearsago6

3 жыл бұрын

Too bad most of us dont have anyone who we could explain our situation to. :'/

@BrokeAtBestMusic

3 жыл бұрын

@@hateurfacem810yearsago6 That's not your fault. People are just people, it's a whole thing.

@kairavenstrike8740

3 жыл бұрын

So true

Most people just say “thats just a bunch of loud noise” but to someone who goes through a mental struggle they are currently fighting a war all while trying to make others happy and for somebody like me your music keeps me sane throughout every heart wrenching second of it. I am very grateful y’all are still releasing songs and wish I could give back to show my gratefulness since words are honestly not enough. I may just be some American amidst the millions of others but I am here I got your backs. You ever need someone just hit me up and we can talk. Everything will be ok. ❤️

@grimthoughts41

3 жыл бұрын

This song especially since I, once again, relate to the lyrics so well 😃

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for this friend 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

@seasea7872

2 жыл бұрын

Or, they say every song sound the same.

@mattyman051

2 жыл бұрын

Same, when i’m in pain, i dont let others see it, instead i make them as happy as possible cause i feel guilty sharing my pain

@selado

2 жыл бұрын

??????? Who the hell says "That's just a bunch of loud noise"? Pretty few people

I feel like a collab between Citizen Soldier and Breaking Benjamin would be an absolute masterpiece. Not that everything Citizen Soldier makes is a masterpiece already

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Nice! Wouldn’t mind that at all!

@Chico_Zanurfi

3 жыл бұрын

HOLY CRAP YES, BB IT'S MY FAVORITE BAND SINCE CHILDHOOD AND IT'S AWESOME, AND MAKING A COLAB W/ CS WOULD BE SO FREAKING PERFECT

@fallenangel9770

3 жыл бұрын

I would probably have a heart attack if they did a collab. 2 of my all time favorites together🥰 you guys need to do this😭🥰

@Nix1280

3 жыл бұрын

Or Citizen Soldier and Skillet

@CrystalLifeHD

3 жыл бұрын

I would probably have a heart attack if that happens like @Fallen Angel said but I think any collab with CS and anyone would be awesome, I trust them 🥰But I would definitely go crazy when I see a collab with Three Days Grace also. I listen to CS and TDG quite a lot, it would be the perfect gift for me xD♥

Amazing 👏 it's getting harder and harder to choose my favourite, all the songs you guys put out are just so brilliant . Life just isn't life without citizen soldier thanx guys xxxxx

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much. You’re the best 🖤

@calixlove4956

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah

@frozenalbertangaming2411

3 жыл бұрын

i love how so far every song ive clicked on tonight ive seen your comments your citizen soldiers biggest fan :)

@HerondalesAngel

3 жыл бұрын

@@frozenalbertangaming2411 its true i do love them lol .

@frozenalbertangaming2411

3 жыл бұрын

@@HerondalesAngel its really hard not to idk how many times their music has helped me get through a tough time

ISTG THIS IS THE BEST BAND EVER

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You are too kind 🖤

@Limaieuh

3 жыл бұрын

Love your picture

It is 3:00AM here in Argentina, but it is a Citizen Soldier notification so...

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Love the dedication 🖤

@goodguysab7061

3 жыл бұрын

... I’ll sleep later

@cavemanchonny

3 жыл бұрын

Same lmao

Song starts: hmm ok, it's good Chorus starts: OMG IT'S SO *UCKING GOOD

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Hahaha so glad you like it 🖤

@seasea7872

2 жыл бұрын

No, all of it is *UCKING GOOD.

The hardest thing sometimes is telling another about how you feel. "I don't know how to say this" has been true for me even to this day. Love the music it is full of passion.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks friend. Appreciate you 🖤🙏🏻

You guys never cease to inspire.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

We have incredible people like you all to inspire us 🖤🙏🏻

@kayprobst7823

3 жыл бұрын

You guys have no idea how many lifes you safe just by writing these songs... i can't say it enough you guys are awesome!

man... it kinda hurts how accurate this song is to how i've been feeling ever since anxiety and depression really started sinking in, especially when i look back at when i was a kid and just... ask myself where i went wrong, what did i do to end up being the mess i am now trying so hard to just. stay alive and stay afloat. but it also feels so good... like a scream to let it all out and show all the tears and frustration to the world and actually being heard for once thank you for your songs, all of them, i can never thank you enough for what you're doing, they have gotten me through times when i didn't think i was strong enough to survive

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You’re not alone in that feeling. We need to be strong together 🖤🙏🏻

@toastycomfyghosty1891

2 жыл бұрын

Sorry this is coming a year later, but I hope you’re in good health. Your comment hit close to home cause I feel exactly like this, and a way that’s helped is to find people who are feeling close to what you feel, and allowing it to flow out in a group.

Looking for something that is real I can't remember how to feel The moments pass before my eyes Make it hard to say goodbye Staring straight into the sun Life pouring from my hands like dust Empty heart and jet black lungs What have I become I don't feel at all Like I did when I was young I'm feeling dead inside (dead inside) But I'm too afraid to die And I despise This world I see through blood shot eyes I look up to the sky (to the sky) And fall asleep To gunshot lullabies Lullabies And though it seems I've sealed my fate My life's a canvas I will paint An image of myself I hate But can anyone relate In the midst of life and death Living under this regret If I give up will I find rest 'Cause I haven't found it yet I don't feel at all Like I did when I was young I'm feeling dead inside (dead inside) But I'm too afraid to die And I despise The world I see through blood shot eyes I look up to the sky (to the sky) And fall asleep To gunshot lullabies Lullabies I'd like to speak of love and all it's glory Instead I write it out in sadder stories I try to fill the void with Anything at all But I can't I don't feel at all Like I did when I was young I'm feeling dead inside I don't feel at all Like I did when I was young I'm feeling dead inside (dead inside) But I'm too afraid to die And I despise The world I see through blood shot eyes I look up to the sky (to the sky) And fall asleep To gunshot lullabies Lullabies To gunshot lullabies Lullabies

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

🖤

@sophiaelise8710

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier I found your channel by accident about 2 weeks ago and I have fallen in love with your music. I struggle with undiagnosed anxiety and depression, and I've been through so much in the past few years. I relate so much to your music and I appreciate that. You put my feelings into words and that means more to me than you know. Please don't ever stop making this music. You're saving lives and making the misunderstood feel understood and the lonely feel like they're not alone. Thank you soooooooooo much!!

"I try to fill the void with anything at all" hits so close to home...

"I'm feeling dead inside but I'm too afraid to die" Thank you for another fantastic and relatable song 💕💕💕💕

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

@angrypotato2825

3 жыл бұрын

This is so relatable

@laurazucchiatti8761

3 жыл бұрын

I can relate too cos I almost did it in late 2019, but I'm still here, don't have the will nor the courage to take my own life 💪🏻.

@cinnamon_tony_crunch560

3 жыл бұрын

@@laurazucchiatti8761 Keep kickin' sister!

@laurazucchiatti8761

3 жыл бұрын

@@cinnamon_tony_crunch560 I will, thanks :)

This song hit so close to home that it actually made me cry. 💙 It’s such a powerful meaning song 🎧 🎶

I think I connect with the music and lyrics of Citizen Soldier the most when it comes to musical artists. It feels like someone is singing the soundtrack of my empty husk

"I don't feel at all like I did when I was young, I'm feeling dead inside but I'm too afraid to die" :'( I knew this song was going to be amazing and omg that it is, it's so beautifully written, your lyrics and videos capture the hearts and minds of so many here. There is so much i want to say but i won't because things for me are just too much atm 🖤⚘xx But I will say this.. You know When i think of a Soldier i think of all the hardships they go through to keep our world safe. They give their lives to protect us from harm. You guys are almost the same but you do it all through your music.. You are the voice to those who cannot speak of the horrible things they go through. You give hope when sometimes there is none, You give light when our days are at their darkest, when everything is just too hard to bear. You show love and respect to all those that message you and in turn we all show our love to you for everything you do 🖤⚘xxx

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

This comment made our night. Thank you so much. Sending love 🖤🤘🏻

@elliemaej520

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier You're more than welcome, thank you for this it's so true to how we feel. Love to you all 🖤⚘xx

@mariesakowallis171

3 жыл бұрын

🙌❤

@genericosgenericbrandoceri873

3 жыл бұрын

110 percent preach that ♥

@TheSilasKowal

3 жыл бұрын

@@elliemaej520 preach! This band is the voice of many of us who can not or dare not speak our feelings and suffering. We stay silent because we either don't have words, or we don't have the means to share the words. This band has the words and the means to express and share them. They are now my favorite band now, with TDG AND BB and skillet coming close behind!

Reason number one why i love having insomnia, i get to see the notifications for these pop up😂

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Hahaha sorry about that 😂🖤

@abigailwelch6710

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier tis it is okay. You guys are probably in a different timezone than the one I'm in.

@ZacharyHawkshaw

3 жыл бұрын

Who needs sleep? We only need some of the best music ever produced 😂🎶🎤🎸

So amazing when you can connect to real music over a therapist...

@ryantully3717

2 жыл бұрын

Also amazing when you finally hear the words you're dying to say but just cover up with drugs and alcohol instead

It's like they know what I'm feeling...every song is like a emotion I feel everyday n this song means alot when it comes to helping people like me...big cheers for Citizen Soldier

@Nocteul

3 жыл бұрын

Samee, these songs are so relatable, which is exactly why citizen soldier is my favourite band.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So glad you feel that connection friend 🖤🙏🏻

I love songs like this. Sad lyrics but so upbeat or rocking in the music that I can relate so heavily without feeling sad. Songs like bullet by Hollywood undead and now gunshot lullabies are some of my favorites. Thank you for the gem! What a great early birthday present🤘🏾🤘🏾

@xenotriver

3 жыл бұрын

I mean, there's that and then there's Pumped Up Kicks lmao

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

That means a lot. Thank you for the kind words. Happy birthday! 🎁🎉

You keep a lot to yourself because it's hard to find people who understand.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So true. We have been there

@jullyscainl7623

3 жыл бұрын

You're hared all pointed ok all dealing allok

"I don't feel at all. Like I did when I was young. I'm feeling dead inside, but I'm to afraid to die." that really hit home, can relate to those lines. Great song🙌🏻❤️love it

”I'd like to speak of love and all it's glory, instead of write it out in sadder storys" fav. line

Let's gooo! Longest wait of my life.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Let us know what you think!

@xenotriver

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier a little softer than I was expecting. Absolutely love the lyrics though.

I've been waiting for this one

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Hope it was worth the wait 🤘🏻🖤

@sin4144

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier Definitely. Your songs always are.

Everytime I listen to one of these songs I feel like some portion of my life has been put in music, and it's like my soul is speaking without any words.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Honored that you feel we speak for you 🖤🙏🏻

@Shadow-zp2zh

3 жыл бұрын

I am only one of thousands. And I find it easier to use music to describe emotions than it is to find my voice in the storm of my thoughts. And most of the music you guys have created almost makes me think that somebody read my mind, as well as many others. Tho I'd imagine our lives are somewhat similar, with some amount of the same problem.

there is no other band I've ever stumbled across that hits such heavy emotion like citizen soldier. It's so relatable yet so personal and touching at the same time, incredible.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So glad you feel it. Thank you 🖤🙏🏻

Me: Looking for a movie feeling tired Computer: Notification pops out Citizen soldier drops new song Me: Grabs headphones sits in front of the computer click on video and ignore everything around is just me and the song rocking on🤘🤘 Awesome song

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

That makes us so happy to hear. Thank you friend 🖤🙏🏻

My depression took back over this week. Feeling over it all, wanting everything to end but scared to. I play your music nonstop, and this is another song that perfectly captures my feelings. Amazing band, I love you guys

@rebel0334

3 жыл бұрын

Stay strong. I believe in you 🖤

@purfectkittyfan

3 жыл бұрын

@@rebel0334 Thank you ♥️ I won't actually end it, I just hate this

@rebel0334

3 жыл бұрын

@@purfectkittyfan I know what you mean. Trust me but the best thing we can both keep doing is fighting. I've been like this since 2018 and sometimes I feel like doing something stupid cause I feel like there's no end to the constant pain I'm in.

@purfectkittyfan

3 жыл бұрын

@@rebel0334 I'm glad you're still fighting 😊 It's a long seemingly neverending fight. I completely understand feeling like its the only way to end the pain, but it's so worth it to push through

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Hope you're doing well friend 🖤

As a Veteran who suffers from PTSD... This is how feel almost on the daily.... nobody I know can or will truly know how I feel on the inside... They don't see the demons I fight or feel my pain... There are days I want to end it all, to end the suffering...

A lot of people deal with their own inner demons and I'm no different. when I was 8 I lost my best friend in a house fire on Christmas eve, 3 years later I lost my great grandparents, when I was 14 I lost my grandfather and a great aunt at 15, at 17 I lost an uncle to homicide, I thought that in order to end all of the pain left behind from that I had to end myself and I actually tried a few times, I've been battling my inner demons for a while and I don't think my battle is done yet but Citizen Soldier is helping me get through it. Thank you and keep up the amazing work!!!

"I'd like to speak of love and all it's glory Instead I write it out in sadder stories"

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

💜;

Honestly, I don't understand how you guys make every song so relatable. This is an awesome song to.

I am in treatment for complex PTSD and have trouble expressing and labeling exactly how I feel. Every citizen soldier song describes it perfectly in a way I never can. I am grateful for your music and others you are helping.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So proud of you for facing your problems head on. Keep working hard, we’re rooting for you 🖤🙏🏻

Just found this song, really puts into word on how people dealing with post-traumatic disorders feel. Thank you.

How many tears can I cry? How many times can someone lie? How many bruises can you spy? How many days until I die? How many thoughts can I think? How long will I continue to shrink? How many blows to break that last link? How long until I finally sink? How many bullets left in the gun? How many shots until the round is done? How many can I shoot beneath the sun? How many…? And still have a bullet for one.

The fact that this wasn't on top of the charts deeply saddens me. This world doesn't deserve you, but it needs you like nothing else. Your music and the way you get your point across is unparalleled. For the greater part of my life I've been listening mainly to extreme metal music and thought that it encompasses all my feelings. Then I stumbled upon you and to say that I am a fan is a tremendous understatement. You gave me goosebumps and made me cry. I can't say enough. Thank you for existing.

My friend recommended this song to me. This song is perfection. To that person, thank you friend.

Perfection is not reaching the point where nothing can be improved, that point does not exist. Perfection is always improving more and more over time. Your music is already PERFECT

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

This is so kind. Thank you so much.

Whenever you'll see a sad person, ask him/her if you can hug them..

Dang, this describes living with trauma (or the effects of trauma) for me. Especially the part where there was no face in the mirror. That hit hard.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Appreciate you Cayleigh 🖤

I can so relate to these lyrics. It makes me realize just how long I've been, as the song puts it, dead inside. I love it when songs are to the point, holding nothing back, speaking the truth, and touching people all over.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Glad you connect with them 🖤🙏🏻

I feel this so much. It's sad, beautiful and inspiring at the same time.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much 🖤

"I'm feeling dead inside but I'm too afraid to die" I felt that, and looking at the comments a lot others did too we'll all get through this though 🙏

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

We need to all help eachother 🖤🙏🏻

Bit late to seeing the music video, but listened on Spotify over and over again, I’m glad I found this band early because this is the music I can grow up to and tell my kids about when I talk about the greats. Also, I want to say thank you to the band, reading your comment on my comment really helped me feel semi important, I’ve been thrown away by a lot of my friends and some family for my mental illness, and it was nice seeing that people who are busy took time out of their day to write a response to me, it’s so cool that you guys go through the comments trying to make sure everyone feels important, and trying to respond to people who need it. Thank you Citizen Soldier.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Of course. This is a family and we all need to support eachother through that dark place we all face eventually. Appreciate you so much 🖤🙏🏻

"And I despise the world I see through bloodshot eyes" hits my feels hard and everyone else who watched and is watching this especially if your an Insomniac

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Sending love friend 🖤🙏🏻

@benburns5531

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier thanks I see we are both insomniacs have a good night/morning Idk.

This world needs more people like U guys.

The lyrics, the guitar, the chills it gives me and the animation. Everything is just perfect ɵ̷̥̥᷄ˬɵ̷̥̥᷅ 🖤

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much 🖤

Hey, Citizen Soldier, thanks for speaking about mental disorders. I use your songs to talk about my bipolarity and phases. The pain, the anxiety, the confusion... Everything. I love your songs. Thanks to give me strength. :)

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Sending love friend. Stay strong 🖤

@WoIfgirI2

3 жыл бұрын

Oh well, now I'm just freaking out. Fuck me, but I really Love you guys ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ

"my life a canvas I will paint, an image of myself I hate" that's something that I can relate to, and others out there. I really appreciate your music

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Appreciate you friend. Much love to you 🖤

So many difficult topics have been touched on by this absolute gem of a band and they continue to do so in this time of chaos. Keep making great songs that help people I know they helped me.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

We will keep working hard. You guys deserve a band that fights for you 🖤🙏🏻

From someone who is very emotionally distant, the "i don't feel at all" part really hit home. Then again, great song, I'm always hyped as soon as I see a new song pop up on your story, great band and I can't wait for your second album when you get around to it

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Glad you felt it 🖤

I'm so mad I slept through the upload. But this is another song I love by this band. At this point though I don't expect to not love a sing by Citizen Soldier, all their songs are beautiful.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So glad you enjoy the new track 🖤🙏🏻

I always know I'm going to be in for an amazing experience when I listen to a Citizen Soldier song for the first time.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So glad you trust us to create something you’ll enjoy 🖤

god damn, how do you guys pack such emotion in every song. 11/10 the vocals are always so powerful

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So glad you felt them. Thank you friend 🖤🙏🏻

This song hit my soul... It's like their taking the thoughts and feeling right out of my head...

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Glad you feel it speaks for you 🖤🙏🏻

I have just been hit in the feels real hard. Thank you so much for sharing and producing songs, this is amazing and shows how many people feel. You guys never cease so amaze me with your music, and especially at this time when music is keeping people sane when being stuck at home. Thank you for everything you do and all that you have done. You are an amazing band that have inspired many people, and I believe that you will keep doing it because that is what Soldiers do, they keep fighting and keep helping even when everyone has given up, and you guys are soldiers. We believe in you, and we always will, so keep up that fight.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So well said. Appreciate you so much 🖤🙏🏻

@emoash9382

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier You are amazing and deserve this said so much. And also thank you so much for commenting on this, I've had a rough day today and needed something to brighten my day.

This song is deep 😑 I love tht citizen soldier writes the songs they do , to make the world known of mental health and the lives of the outcasts

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So glad you feel represented. Much love 🖤🙏🏻

Growing up makes our child hood memories fade. This is why this song, this work of art is so appropriate to the times we live in now. Great work men, another treasure you have created 👏

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much, glad you get it 🖤🙏🏻

Honestly such a beautiful song that honestly reaches out to those of us that feel alone. Reminding us we're just the opposite.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You’re definitely not alone 🖤🙏🏻

The first song in ages that made me convulse in tears, thanks a lot for this masterpiece

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

🖤

I have never heard a bad song from Citizen Soldier. I love all of the music.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much 🖤🙏🏻

If you read this, don’t give up. Keep fighting the fight because you matter, wether you believe it or not. You will find your ray of sunshine soon.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for these kind words 🖤🙏🏻

This song actually made me forget what stress my family has caused me as a student, an athlete, and so many other things. Your music always inspires me in so many different ways. Keep up the amazing songs!

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So glad it helps. Love hearing that :)

Mess of Me and Gunshot Lullabies are my favorite tracks on this album. Every lyric from those two songs hit my daily existence. "I don't feel at all like I did when I was young; I'm feeling dead inside and I'm too afraid to die. And I DESPISE what I see through bloodshot eyes" So much soul in the vocalist's voice

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Appreciate you Tatsu 🖤 Thanks for your support

I absolutely love not only the song but the video. Both of them do so well in describing what major depression feels like and as a writer of stories who literally just got done writing one a month ago about struggling to survive through such depression(with the help of a friend), "I'd like to speak of love and all its glory, instead, I write it out in sadder stories" was super powerful and hit me right in the core. I often deal with my own bad thoughts, using my stories.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So glad you enjoyed it. Appreciate you 🖤🙏🏻

@BrokenHeartedVS

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier Right back at ya!

ok ok ok...it feels so good to listen to this..i just let all my bad feelings evaporate...and feel lighter...citizen soldier is has just a hidden superpower

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Love that it’s helping. Appreciate you 🖤

This song is dark,relatable,clever,and a message people need to hear.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you friend 🖤🙏🏻

Every Song of you is a masterpiece, how is it even possible...

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You are too kind 🖤🖤🖤

I like deep songs which shallow people can't understand cuz i can hear all of the emotions in your voice and it's beautiful

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

That means a lot. Thank you 🖤🙏🏻

Honestly, every song of Citizen Soldier just cuts through you like a hot blade through butter, and loving it.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Glad you feel it 🖤

This album talks about such sensitive topics in such a way that you can sing along. These songs can be such coping mechanisms for people that are suffering such pain, and I can sing along and still enjoy the song when I’m not feeling down. Amazing job as always Citizen Soldier, can’t wait to see more!

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

So happy to hear they help others cope. Much love 🖤🙏🏻

No matter who you are, Citizen Soldier has a song for you, for EVERYONE

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Love this. 🖤

Yet another perfect song by an amazing band. Love you Citizen Soldier!!!

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much 🖤

I feel like it's so relatable to a lot of people. Especially introverts and college students. Introverts are dealing with a world where you have to be social all the time and it can be hard on their mental health because they don't feel normal. As for full-time college students, they have to deal with life after graduation. Jobs that could only take on people with a certain amount of experience. That can hurt even now. As horrible as that sounds, those are the challenges that we face every day.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Love your insights. Thanks for sharing 🖤

Love The song, love The animation, love The lyrics. Incredible, Perfect/10

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much 🖤🖤🖤🖤

This is already one of my favorite songs with lines like "I'm feeling dead inside but I'm too afraid to die." And "my lifes a canvas I will paint an image of myself I hate" and even "I try to fill the void with anything at all but I cant" gotta say this is in my top 3 CS songs after the first listen. Thank you guys got such great music.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

That means more than you’ll ever know. So glad you connect with the lyrics on this one. Much love 🖤

How do you guys alway make so Good and powerful songs!? I'm almost crying over here

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Glad you feel them 🖤🙏🏻

"I don't feel at all". Can't be true enough. This is amazing. As always❤️❤️❤️

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you friend 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

You never cease to amaze me with your songs. Such beautiful music, but also the stories they portray...there's no words to say how much your music means to me

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

That’s an honor to hear. Thank you so much 🖤🙏🏻

@just4me754

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier Thank you for putting words to so many emotions and thoughts that I could never explain, even to myself. Thank you for reminding me there are good people and things worth fighting for in this life. 💕

That line "i dont feel at all, like i did when i was young" seems everyone feels it within them now a days.. Remember when you're young, you used to dream of how to make others feel the same happiness that you feel by sharing it with them, but now, you're trying to find that same happiness you used to feel. That's what that line meant for me anyways. Another great song from you guys. 👏👏👏👌👍❤️

@aprilleerose

3 жыл бұрын

So true

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You definitely get the message. Thanks for sharing friend 🖤🙏🏻

@mjloki5524

3 жыл бұрын

@@CitizenSoldier you're always welcome & thanks also. Your songs have so much depth in it that it literally gives comfort to those who are feeling depressed or going through a lot right in a way i really can't explain and for that, thank you..your song has its way to tell people who experience loss, sadness and anykind of negative stuffs realize that there's someone feelimg the same thing and to not give in to it. i know its not just me you helped out in a way but many lives. I do hope your songs reaches out to a more people who are going through tough times . More power to you guys. Keep safe. ❤️

The brief key change glimpse on "gunshot lullabies" is *magic*

Thank you for posting this, I have a couple of tears streaming down my face because this song spoke to my soul. Thank you Citizen Soldier, godspeed friends.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You too friend. Sending love 🖤🙏🏻

Theres something about this music that catches my attention. Out of nowhere while coding at work, this comes on after finding weight of the world a week ago, this one hits hard and home too bc for years until I fought tooth and nail to change life, this song illustrates my everyday. I still have these exact thoughts but their suppressed now a-days. great song again guys.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks friend. Stay strong 🖤🙏🏻

@JustinSchieck

3 жыл бұрын

Always do guys. Keep rocking it

Once again you’ve made another amazing song to vibe with, not to mention the amazing vocals and the constantly relatable lyrics great job and those 20 people who disliked the song obviously have bad taste if they can’t tell how amazing this is

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

You are too kind! Thank you 🖤🙏🏻

I can relate to all of citizen soldiers songs like this fr. I love all of them

im a teenager that I can relate to most of these songs, I'm still fighting my battle and I'm going to keep on trying to fight your music helps me get through my rough edges during the day...thank you so much keep doing what your doing

YOU GUYS ARE LITERALLY GODSENT GAURDIAN ANGELS THANKYOU!!!

This may sound dumb but this song is how I feel put in words I couldn't find to say so thank you for allowing me to find a song that helps me but into words my emotions

For many they fear the loss of control and loss of identity. So while trying to hang on, and make others happy, theyre also trying to be normal so they dont have their control taken away from them. Theyre afraid of being put somewhere and it will be like a prison. Thank you for championing the causes people dont want to talk about and lending a voice to the suffering.

Citizen Soldier's songs never stop to amaze me, it's like I finally found something that can express my feelings that I couldn't before. Your songs just hit right in the feels.

@CitizenSoldier

3 жыл бұрын

Love hearing this. Thank you so much 🖤🙏🏻