We say and do thing when we're drunks that can have major affects in our relationships. Soften your heart, listen to God, and start forgiving and asking for forgiveness. It will change your life. God Bless You.
July 24, 2016, I had the worst hangover of my life. I was drinking constantly, blacking out drunk every day and my health was in dire straights. I had done something truly stupid the night before and I was at my rock bottom. I knew I couldn't go on like that and I also knew that my true self was dying from the poison. The REAL me was being held captive by the habit of abusing alcohol. I had to break that habit and fast.
I quit. Cold Turkey. It was rough. Alcohol doesn't leave your body for 10 days. But, day after day I felt better. I talked OUTLOUD to myself whenever I wanted to drive to the store and get a box of wine... playing it forward in my mind and the end result was never good. Your mind and words are POWERFUL and you can change your mind about alcohol and taking that drink. PSA: The first drink is the biggest fucking liar EVER. Walk away. Don't believe you can have just one. Walk the fuck away. Go for a walk. Call someone. Sit with your craving and actually think about how you're feeling and thinking and why. Are you lonely? Tired? Hungry?
You have to replace the alcohol with something. Figure it out.
My health is dramatically better, my mental state is actually happy, I sleep better, I have saved over $15,000 and I feel serene and peaceful in my spiritual life.
YOU CAN QUIT DRINKING, TOO!
I've also been able to be incredibly creative and started using my God-given talents to do some acrylic painting. I would never have been able to create like this if I had been blacked out drunk. If you are interested in seeing the book covers I created (I took photos of my paintings. Actual paintings are for sale, too), please go to my author site on Amazon called Sirius Art (see link below). Please follow as I am adding a lot more content daily. Since I just uploaded in the last few weeks, the "Look Inside" feature isn't on my books yet. Journals, dream journal, notebooks, sketchbooks, prayer lists , sermon notes, password trackers, weekly meal planning and more! Puzzles like sudoko, word search, word scramble, crosswords are all coming soon. Please FOLLOW my author page so you will see new merchandise as I upload it. I would certainly appreciate your support for small business!
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BE KIND ALWAYS!