37 and starting again...
Hi,
My name is Sonia and I'm 37 years old.
I play music with my twin sister
and we call ourselves Jayesslee.
I am a mum to two amazing boys,
Jordan 9, and Levi 7.
I became a single mum 5 years ago.
I questioned my life after the divorce.
I needed answers so I began seeking.
I'm now 18 months into the journey and
I’ve reached the part where I have to
face my fears.
I'm doing all the things that scare me.
Being vulnerable, sharing art,
trying new things and
making mistakes.
Finding NIA is about facing fears
and finding purpose.
I have no idea where this will take me
but welcome to the first episode.
Sonia x
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Credit | 'Fate and Fortune' by Scott Buckley - released under CC-BY 4.0. www.scottbuckley.com.au
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What have YOU been putting off for too long?
Love this so much and love seeing you again on camera Sonia ♥️!!! Thanks for allowing us to walk alongside you on this journey of self discovery💕
Absolutely rooting for this. As someone also that’s trying to figure out what’s the meaning of my life, and feeling stuck. I’m also in the process of finding myself again and start again! Thank you for sharing your journey
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Perfect. That’s where I’m at too. You keen to find your purpose? 😎
Just wanted to let you know that you’re inspiring and motivating me. Thank you, Sonia. Lots of love from Malaysia.
I've been following Jayeslee since I was 18, now I'm 33 and i feel like i am in this journey of yours start again and find the lost me 😢 Let's go!
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Long time followers like yourself make me realise that my journey started a long time ago. That was the warm up apparently 🥶
Love this concept!!! Following along your journey ❤
Your video tears me up and it gives me courage to start over again from a difficult break up from a 5 year relationship. Thanks Sonia. We are on the journey with you too 🙌🏻
Needed this!!!♥️ “Enough of drifting and really just wanna go for it” mentality really hits home. I am at a crossroads in life, about to move to a new country to start anew and feeling anxious about the unknown. This video gave me the courage to embrace changes, and feels less alone walking alongside you ♥️ Thanks for showing us your vulnerable side and bravely documenting this journey of self discovery. We are all work in progress & the best is yet to come. This is going to inspire so many hearts and soul …✨ love you♥️
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Brave! They say the feeling of anxiety is the same as excitement and often we cannot differentiate between the two when emotions are heightened. Whenever you feel anxious, perhaps you can guide yourself to feel excited for the new adventures ahead! Cheering you on 🔥
Love this, and thank you for inspiring me! I feel that I constantly suppress my excitement / tell myself I can’t do other things. Thank you ❤
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
We can be scared together! 😅
I'm 44, starting again too. I watch your video when I feel like I need more strength. thank you Nia!
my heart is so full. it never really is about the destination, rather the journey. thank you for sharing your journey. it never is too late to start again.
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Love the journey so much that it doesn’t even matter whether or not you reach your destination 🤍
Hi Nia. I have been following you since my teenage years.. im also in the journey of discovering myself..and everyone is a work in progress.. im rooting for youu❤️
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Love to hear it. Every time someone says they’re also on a journey, I hear engines revving and it gives me chills 🥶
Walking in Gods grace and wisdom, staying as healthy as you can and being the best mother you can be is the highest aspiration.
So happy that you’re back to youtube!! Can’t wait to see much much much video from you 🫶🏼🫶🏼
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Never thought I’d say it but happy to be back :)
This inspired me! Im rooting for you!!! Go for it!
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Run with it! I’ll run alongside you 🫶
Cheers to doing things that scares us.. 🥂 starting with you Nia ❤❤❤ thank you for sharing this 😊
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Cheers 🍷
Welcome back Sonia🙌 Vulnerable is not weakness, but a sign of bravery. Feel excited to follow with Nia journey again! 🎉 Love youuu
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Vulnerability and courage are really coexistent. Not easy but can be done 👊
you are doing great Nia! thank you for coming back 🫶🏼
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Feeling the warmth ☕️🤍
You are such a brave soul for doing this! Im looking forward to follow you on your inspiring journey and perhaps will be able to start working on my own recovery someday. BLESS YOU NIA! ❤
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Okay, I’ll go first and scope it out. Glad to have you on board 🚂
Sending love from the Philippines!!! You’re amazing Sonia! 💓
Well said, you’re never too old to begin a new thing
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Knowing me, I might start again at 57 and then again at 97. Why not 🔥
Welcome back! A new and improved you 💜💜💜. Aja aja!!!
This is very inspiring for everyone having to "start over" again at a later point in their lives. As a kid we think we'll meet the one we will spend our life with in our 20s and live happily ever after. Starting over in your 30s is absolutely terrifying. It's nice to go on this journey with you.
Wept through this ep. Been following Jayesslee since I was a teen more than a decade ago and it's incredibly encouraging to see how you have grown through the highs and lows. Thank you for having the courage to begin again, and for inspiring me to do so too. Rooting for you, Sonia!
OMG I'm so glad you are back on youtube and looking forward to watching your journey 🙏
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
May turn out to be just videos of me relentlessly failing at stuff. We’ll find out I guess 😅
I grew up watching them and this is making me happy! ❤️❤️ you got this Sonia
Everyone's have their own different and unique journey, life is so full of ups n downs n that's normal! Subscribed to finding nia! Huggsssss! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 u da best!
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Hugs to you too. Let’s show the world what we can do with all our flaws exposed 🔥
So close to crying. Warmest Welcome back, Nia🧡 Thank you for showing up, not for us but for yourself and sharing your journey with us. Be graceful with yourself - there's gonna be ups and downs, you may go one step forward and be thrown back 5. And yet this doesn't mean you're not moving. I feel like a lot of people are going thru this- each to his/her own timing - not hating but loving ourselves into change. Can't wait to follow along and watch you unfold🧡
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Showin up for all of us! Thanks for growing with me 🙏
We missed this ❤
You got this! Keep trusting in God as you journey through these adventures of seeking answers and facing your fears. You are loved by Him so much, he will guide you through it all.
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
I love this. Thank you for the warm reminder 🤍
Go for it!!!!!!🎉❤
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Reaching for the stars
Happy to see you again Sonia
I am just soooo happy to see you back again 🫶🏻🫶🏻 Love from Taiwan
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Happy to be back too! Can’t wait to visit Taiwan again 🫰
Glad you are back 😢
I’m all in for this finding nia journey 💜 welcome to KZread 🥰
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Thank you. I am constantly going back and forth between excitement and terror but I think this is exactly what I need to do 🙏
@vivz0713
8 ай бұрын
I’m excited for you to embark on this new journey! Like you said, it can be scary and exciting at the same time but I’m happy that you’re taking this step for yourself! 💜
I’m following! Looking forward to the next videossss🥰🥰
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Me too! I’m nervous for the next episode 😅
Finally! I have been waiting to see you again on YT. I literally searched for you guys. 😂 My best friend and I used to sing your song covers before and I am happy to see you starting over again... I really miss JAYESSLEE 😢❤ and btw, I love your song "I'm done" 💯✨️
Congrats on your new channel! Good luck Nia 👍
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Thank you 🙇🏻♀️
Following since I was in middle school in 2008 and gonna keep following until my own kids are in middle school ❤
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
That made me emotional 🥺🫰
So happy
Super happy to have this channel 😻😍❤️
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Me too! Hope you had a safe flight back to Korea 🫰
We missed you !!!! ❤
I’m forever rooting for you Sonia! Thanks for the amazing video!😁
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Always thankful Ivan 🙇🏻♀️
@ivanchristianchannel2038
8 ай бұрын
@@FindingNia you’re the bestt!!🤩
This is so pure 🥹
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
You’re right 🥹
Definitely subscribing! 😍 Looking forward to your journey❤
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Glad to have you on board 🚂
I missed you!❤
You got this Sonia!! We love youuu 💜💜💜
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Thanks Pastor Jane 🤭 feeling the love 💜
Proud of you 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Thanks my love! Seeing you here is such a throwback 🥲
i am 8 months late into this video and my god, the 'Hi' part really make me tear up
Thank you.. omg, thank you🥲
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
👆 The reason why I pay no attention to haters 🤍
Omg omg I am so happy
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Me too me too!
YAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSS 😭🙌🏼💜💜💜
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
EJ. It’s time. 💜
I start watching Jayeslee when I was 15, and now I am 27 y/o huhu
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
We are growing old together 🫶
💗
omg, I have not seen your content in like... more than 5 years!
Sending love from Korea ❤
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Love received from Korea 📦🫰
WHY AM I CRYING
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
It made me cry too. This is my journey but I hope to represent everyone who is feeling the same way. 🤍
Everyone is going through wilderness moments..let us stand firm until Jesus comes again.. Fighting 💪 God is fighting for us.. 😇
sending love from indonesia🤍
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Your package was delivered successfully 📦🫶
💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
I feel like you’re ready for adventure time 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
🤍
💜👍💜👍💜
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Yoohooo 💜📣
Is that true of...the story, cheating?? Divorced
@RaineVinyayaa
Ай бұрын
Yes. Both the twins cheated on their husbands
@paradigmchange2023
Ай бұрын
@Asutsi1995 truly shocking...omg...don't want to see them forever
lets gooooooooooooooo
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Lessafreegngoooooo
That’s my dogs vet 🤣
I love the way you are Sonia! I will always be here for you🤍🤍
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Mimi, keep going. You’re doing perfectly 👌
I been supporting ur music since y’all started & through the years a lot have happened. Some unpleasant one too but it okay because a lot of times people forget that yall are only human too. I still love you & I will be supporting you, eggcited for ur new journey :) 파이팅 🫶🏻🇸🇬
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
Thank you for seeing me for the human I am. I love that there is still so much purity in humanity despite the pain and shame. This gives me hope 🙏
wow this brought tears to my eyes. i’m so so prouda you Sonia and i feel like i’m also in my own journey of rediscovering myself too… let’s grow as we go and find NIA and BER together! we got this~ 🥹🫰🤍
@FindingNia
8 ай бұрын
I am cheering you on sis. Go and discover everything there is to find and be the person you want to be. x
@bernicekoo
8 ай бұрын
@@FindingNia love ya loads Nia 🥹🥹🥹
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