3 months of depression, documented

Ойын-сауық

an update
insta → / kaitiyoo
CONTACT
insta → / kaitiyoo
tiktok → / kootooyoo (@kootooyoo)
discord → / discord
spotify → open.spotify.com/user/1217086... (Kaiti Yoo)
goodreads → / kaitiyoo
email → KaitiYoo@select.co
Shop My Jewelry Line → enroutejewelry.com/collection...
MUSIC
Epidemic Sound. Try it for free here → share.epidemicsound.com/3lBwhl​
CURRENT SUB COUNT: 672,878
FTC: This video is not sponsored & above links may be affiliate
If you’re reading this, comment ":)"

Пікірлер: 1 500

  • @Amnah_Umar
    @Amnah_Umar Жыл бұрын

    Even while stressed depressed lemon zest you continue to rock that flawless shampoo commercial hair

  • @KaitiYoo

    @KaitiYoo

    Жыл бұрын

    LMAOOOOOOOOOOO why thank you

  • @FortyFourAndGore

    @FortyFourAndGore

    Жыл бұрын

    Doesn't she, though?! ❤

  • @bryangrunauer

    @bryangrunauer

    Жыл бұрын

    "Stressed depressed lemon zest" is awesome thank lolll you for adding a happy note to this heavy video ❤

  • @wowhuge

    @wowhuge

    Жыл бұрын

    Just relax and enjoy the life...

  • @Molly-og6wt

    @Molly-og6wt

    Жыл бұрын

    Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?

  • @MUSAFIRBEFIQR
    @MUSAFIRBEFIQR Жыл бұрын

    Feeling numb is the worst, today I cried for no reason and you know what crying is much better than not feeling anything.

  • @softsparkles3630

    @softsparkles3630

    Жыл бұрын

    I agree so much

  • @rawanbadran829

    @rawanbadran829

    Жыл бұрын

    i agree it def sucks. i’ve felt so numb these past few months that i can’t even cry no matter what

  • @lunemlp

    @lunemlp

    10 ай бұрын

    Fr

  • @17honhathong56

    @17honhathong56

    10 ай бұрын

    I cry whenever I have the urge to cry, it's sooooooo satisfying

  • @gonnareclaimmycrown

    @gonnareclaimmycrown

    10 ай бұрын

    @@rawanbadran829 Have you overcome it cause I have the same problem, I'm so tired of feeling nothing but the constand urge to disappear and kms, I wish I was able to cry cause that would help so much with coping, at this point i just walk with a dead face, faking a smile whenever around my friends and family and also anger issues appeared, i just hurt myself to calm down wonder when it'll get to the point of cutting my arms. I just write out my problems on the internet so it will easen my mind and distract me, sorry if you feel overwhelmed because of it

  • @user-jz8oh1qc9v
    @user-jz8oh1qc9v2 ай бұрын

    When I search up videos of people dealing with depression to try to feel not so alone, I end up feeling even more alone. Even other people with depression seem happier than me. People can see my depression on my face and my body language and they treat me differently because of it. I try to hide it and it still comes through. I hardly have the energy and motivation to fake a smile. I feel so alone.

  • @mosaicolaico

    @mosaicolaico

    2 ай бұрын

    I feel you :( me I am with no intentions of keep living. My boyfriend has left me, I had to move back with my Grandma, my friends are far now and I cannot work in my dream job yet

  • @davidverlaney7764

    @davidverlaney7764

    24 күн бұрын

    @@mosaicolaico quietly out loud read the New Testament slowly and ask God for help.

  • @2222arianna

    @2222arianna

    11 күн бұрын

    Hi user, I feel you. Your words describe really well what I feel. I hope you are feeling better now cause you deserve it

  • @gracysingh5435

    @gracysingh5435

    4 күн бұрын

    @@mosaicolaicoare you still there?

  • @gracysingh5435

    @gracysingh5435

    4 күн бұрын

    It's funny bc i can hide my struggles very well... yet I also feel alone

  • @anon7057
    @anon7057 Жыл бұрын

    The thing about hurrying is an American mentality. Yesterday I saw there was a line behind me at self checkout but for once I decided I didn’t need to rush to finish as quick as possible and could do the task calmly. It’s not rude to slow down, it’s about giving weight and energy to the right things. Despite what American society tells you, you don’t need to be exceptional at anything, you can just vibe your whole life and it will be a great one! ~lessons from an Italian expat

  • @ocarter3560

    @ocarter3560

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this! Something I’ve started practicing this last ~6 months and it’s scary but feels right for me! I don’t need to be or live exceptionally, just want to move forward, grow and enjoy it!

  • @greenjoonpie

    @greenjoonpie

    10 ай бұрын

    god this is quite brave of you. I applaud your courage. I often have experiences with social anxiety (no diagnosis) but the burden to be more accustomed to people and failing them, worrying about their thoughts on who I am is still a difficult task for me to unwrap so thank you for sharing. You are indeed an inspiration for what mindset I want to be in

  • @vvelvettearss

    @vvelvettearss

    10 ай бұрын

    love this you're so right. it's a much more stress free life to live it slowly and calmly. I try to do it whenever I can no need to rush thankyou for sharing

  • @yousufleads

    @yousufleads

    10 ай бұрын

    Omg I HATE slow people in line

  • @anon7057

    @anon7057

    10 ай бұрын

    You can be annoyed… but we don’t have to go faster just because you’re mad :)

  • @just_shhh
    @just_shhh Жыл бұрын

    I cried so hard while watching this video. I genuinely know how BAAAD it feels to feel empty. During the peak of my depression, it felt so scary and disgusting to wake up feeling empty, fall asleep at night still feeling empty, and going through the day and facing people with a smile, ALL while still feeling empty. I'm just really really happy that you have found even a glimpse of light in that dark cave you are currently in, Kaiti. I also thought before that there is no end in what I'm feeling.. but I'm proud to say that I am here, after almost 2 years.. present and alive. Not fully happy, not fully at peace, but still breathing and existing. Love you so much, my Kaiti Yoo. 💗

  • @Puxi

    @Puxi

    10 ай бұрын

    I ate some cat and dogs because of her looks. Hoo chigini siang tao!

  • @tulipbubbly3748

    @tulipbubbly3748

    10 ай бұрын

    Pls Do Gyan mudra /chin mudra everyday for atleast 30 minutes. Also do Ashtanga yoga everyday, especially pranayam and meditation. You can also wear rudraksha mala which has been proven to help mentally. Have lots of natural sunlight(vitamin d helps a lot). Have a good ayurvedic diet which has all important minerals and vitamins. All this helps a lot in anxiety and depressive disorder and it's proven. It helped me too. Even if you can't do all others, do the chin mudra. Best of luck !

  • @LB-rc3nt

    @LB-rc3nt

    4 ай бұрын

    Oh dear heart..Try the Carnivore diet!! (all meat and meat by products ) People are giving many anecdotal reports of getting set free from long standing major depression and anxiety on this diet!! It seems to happen very quickly too!! The carnivore testimonials are all over the internet right now!! ..And also; from a more spiritual standpoint now.. I would encourage you to try opening your mouth and praying to God, through the Lord Jesus Christ, and say: "Lord Jesus please save me and be my Lord..I give you my life today..Please take it and make of it what you will..I thank you for loving me and hearing me now!!" ...My heartfelt and loving prayers going with you

  • @Starbaby713

    @Starbaby713

    4 ай бұрын

    Hugs 🥰

  • @ChristianMaxwell-sz6bf

    @ChristianMaxwell-sz6bf

    2 ай бұрын

    Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Germany. Really need

  • @zoeunlimited
    @zoeunlimited Жыл бұрын

    So incredibly proud of you Kaiti for being brave and vulnerable. Hope you feel better soon❤️‍🩹🫂

  • @rinaalameerhasan

    @rinaalameerhasan

    10 ай бұрын

    omg zoeeeeeee😭😭😭😭💙💙💙💙

  • @rinaalameerhasan

    @rinaalameerhasan

    10 ай бұрын

    I love you so muchhh

  • @keishouki5861

    @keishouki5861

    9 ай бұрын

    For being vulnerable?

  • @user-db2wc8rv3z

    @user-db2wc8rv3z

    3 ай бұрын

    My ex wife

  • @tsunami8141
    @tsunami8141 Жыл бұрын

    she is one of the strongest. the fact she took a risk and shared this with us, filmed it, and realize what she was going through. Take care, lots of support

  • @BreMue
    @BreMue Жыл бұрын

    This is 100% how i felt the last few years. Went from a job i worked overtime becauase i was passionate about it to barely able to get anything at all done in a day. Cycle of exhaustion, guilt, shame, fear

  • @veronicagrave159

    @veronicagrave159

    Жыл бұрын

    I 100% have been going through this for 3 years. I was so hyper productive and busy for 10+ years. And I’ve crashed and burned since the pandemic and a series of personal/family issues. It’s been difficult to recover from the burn out after the depression has gone away.

  • @BreMue

    @BreMue

    Жыл бұрын

    @@veronicagrave159 hoping things improve for you!! Things have gotten much better than they were but wow do I hope to be back to normal eventually

  • @tulipbubbly3748

    @tulipbubbly3748

    10 ай бұрын

    ​Pls Do Gyan mudra /chin mudra everyday for atleast 30 minutes. It works so well. Also do Ashtanga yoga everyday, especially pranayam and meditation. You can also wear rudraksha mala which has been proven to help mentally. Have lots of natural sunlight(vitamin d helps a lot). Have a good ayurvedic diet which has all important minerals and vitamins. All this helps a lot in anxiety and depressive disorder and it's proven. It helped me too. Even if you can't do all others, do the chin mudra. Best of luck !

  • @SSM12457

    @SSM12457

    6 ай бұрын

    @veronicagrave159 How are you currently feeling? I feel a burnout myself and find it difficult to move forward in life.

  • @RedaReda-vl9ff

    @RedaReda-vl9ff

    3 ай бұрын

    ​@@SSM12457dont give up,take it easy,you are beauthifull and smart

  • @rosieee5545
    @rosieee5545 Жыл бұрын

    The scariest thing is that you seem so okay. People can not see what happens within a person if it is not an obvious wound. So much healing has to come and it will. My dad died on this Christmas Day, I was only 14. My mum’s had serious mental health problems and has been unstable my entire life. I have been struggling so much and people can’t see it. It makes you feel helpless and invisible. I just want to let anyone out there know that you will get through this. You can and will. Even though you have a lot to get through, the light is always lurking somewhere in the dark, you just have to find it. Thank you Kaiti, for being vulnerable and sharing your experiences, hopefully everyone can grow and support each other. Smile at someone next time you see them, you never know how much they need it. ☀️

  • @discipleofjesus719

    @discipleofjesus719

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry to hear that. You are so brave for sharing that and I want to remind you that you are loved and worthy. Depression is so hard, but there is always hope out there. Make sure that you reach out to someone to talk about this because you deserve the help you need. Please stay safe, and may God bless and strengthen you and your family 🤍 and remember God loves you unconditionally as He gave His only Son to live, die, and rise for you. He is there for you too “Come to Me all who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest” Matthew 11:28

  • @SanctityOfShutUp

    @SanctityOfShutUp

    10 ай бұрын

    my dad also died when I was 14 😢

  • @harleylinnX

    @harleylinnX

    3 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry. Prayers

  • @simonesquared
    @simonesquared Жыл бұрын

    aw my love you have so much support behind you, and a community and friends that love you. i hope you feel better soon. always here for you.

  • @yung_Latios
    @yung_Latios9 ай бұрын

    It all sucks. I hate my job, I hate my life, no one wants to hangout, my family hates me, I have no time for myself I'm just a wage slave still struggling to get by. I do everything alone. I go outside everyday but it reminds me of everything I don't have. Seeing so many people enjoying themselves with tons of friends and then there's me, just some nobody no one cares about who's been completely left behind. I can relate to you so hard. Whatever days off I do have, I don't even get out of bed. My life is a complete regrettable waste. I wish I was never born.

  • @javierpacheco8234

    @javierpacheco8234

    8 ай бұрын

    Wish I wasn't born either, my life is full of loneliness as well and I'm just 23.

  • @yandangao9258

    @yandangao9258

    7 ай бұрын

    I wish I was never born. I think about that everyday.😢

  • @yung_Latios

    @yung_Latios

    7 ай бұрын

    @@javierpacheco8234 sorry you feel that way man. People are fake anyway. All they care about is what you're going to do for them. It's better to be alone

  • @yung_Latios

    @yung_Latios

    7 ай бұрын

    @@yandangao9258 Same I think about that every night before I go to bed. I even thought about suicide many times last year when my life hit rock bottom. I'm still struggling trying to get myself back together. The pain only makes us stronger.

  • @charonrose3306

    @charonrose3306

    7 ай бұрын

    I'm 53 that feeling never ends

  • @Emilia-yk1xg
    @Emilia-yk1xg2 ай бұрын

    I have depression, I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I’ll ever find happiness. I feel so lost and hopeless.

  • @Chespin_

    @Chespin_

    Ай бұрын

    Why are you depressed tell me. you have to release your emotions or else it will become worse.

  • @depressoexpresso8248

    @depressoexpresso8248

    Ай бұрын

    It’s all good man, I think you are focusing too much on your depression it doesn’t do anything but add to it

  • @SandyCoco1

    @SandyCoco1

    Ай бұрын

    I am too, and I'm just here watching videos to understand this situation better

  • @steventay5834

    @steventay5834

    6 күн бұрын

    Need to take antidepressants

  • @depressoexpresso8248

    @depressoexpresso8248

    6 күн бұрын

    @@steventay5834 I mean they work but they are not a long term solution, I found that having a routine really helps

  • @dancingbiologist2688
    @dancingbiologist2688 Жыл бұрын

    proud of you for seeking help and getting on the meds! they saved my life. 2 years later i am now coming off of them. It gets better❤❤❤ lots of love

  • @boredstephanie
    @boredstephanie Жыл бұрын

    I can feel your pain through this video, I'm so happy the later clips felt more energetic. Depression isn't easy to navigate but I hope you continue to feel better❤

  • @arunimaaa
    @arunimaaa Жыл бұрын

    November 2022 was really a point where everyone was on their breaking point(it seems), including me. Some major endings happened in my life too- relationship, and a new career. I have been suffering for the past 6 months. Only in May that I started to feel better. All the best and all the power to you Kaiti. Remember to take care of yourself. Take your meds, eat healthy and go for long hot girl walks. Snapping out of an overthinking spiral is really important to me. Also dancing or some form of expressing yourself can help❤

  • @CaptainSoftboy501

    @CaptainSoftboy501

    11 ай бұрын

    Okay but fr tho!! 😭😭😭 November 2022 was wild. I was so stressed trying to finish my last fall semester, I also got into a relationship, I graduated in May, am trying to find a stable job, and I can't remember a day in June where I didn't cry myself to sleep. It's been a lot but I'm hoping it gets better 😭 I'm so happy it's getting better for you and I hope it continues to get better 💖💖💖

  • @crazygunner567yt2

    @crazygunner567yt2

    10 ай бұрын

    It’s something about November Fr.

  • @derrickogole

    @derrickogole

    8 ай бұрын

    It's November now and it honestly feels awful.

  • @RedaReda-vl9ff

    @RedaReda-vl9ff

    3 ай бұрын

    ​@@derrickogoledont give up

  • @buddingsurgeon1360
    @buddingsurgeon1360 Жыл бұрын

    Depression really sucks , having pms dysphoria made me realise this . Those of you who are fighting it are so brave and more power to you !!

  • @kcd1998
    @kcd1998 Жыл бұрын

    You spoke into what I'm going through. Thank you for your vulnerability Kaiti, you've been such a blessing!

  • @elainej9557
    @elainej9557 Жыл бұрын

    I can’t describe how timely finding your video was. I struggle with anxiety, am starting lexipro, and I’m going to start therapy (for the third time) on Thursday. As an asian christian woman who is also led by creativity, you have given me a glimpse of hope to carry on down the same paths you are taking. This season will not be forever. Thank you for sharing your journey and here’s to getting healthier and better!

  • @Eserr7856

    @Eserr7856

    8 ай бұрын

    How are you feeling now? Are you still on meds and therapy? I'm seriously considering it for the first time for my depression and anxiety

  • @SSM12457

    @SSM12457

    6 ай бұрын

    ​@Eserr7856 I have been going to therapy but still feel empty inside. Life is too difficult in my eyes. How is your journey going?

  • @Eserr7856

    @Eserr7856

    6 ай бұрын

    @@SSM12457 i have started therapy and anti depressants for the first time so I am hopeful that I will greatly benefit from them, especially after seeing my mom recover using them. Also staying really close to God by prayer and reading scripture is a source of great comfort. I wish you health and peace 🙏

  • @SSM12457

    @SSM12457

    6 ай бұрын

    @@Eserr7856 Thanks for the reply. I wish you the best and send prayers your way. 🙏

  • @RedaReda-vl9ff

    @RedaReda-vl9ff

    3 ай бұрын

    ​@@Eserr7856dont give up,i wish you a really nice day

  • @gloriale6462
    @gloriale6462 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your journey with us. It's beautiful to see how you're growing in character and faith this season. I'll be praying that you will be healed from depression, this season will end.

  • @Katie-iq2vw
    @Katie-iq2vw10 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much for making this

  • @amelialucy8778
    @amelialucy87782 ай бұрын

    I have been depressed for a long time, but after taking shrooms few months ago, l feel much happier and highly motivated and my ADHD gone , lost a ton of anxiousness and had a few epiphanies about how I should live my life. I decided to buy an ounce for backup, but haven’t yet felt the need to take any more since then.

  • @ingridsara213

    @ingridsara213

    2 ай бұрын

    I have autism, I was diagnosed with it when I was 15. I tried shrooms and it made me function so much better.

  • @ingridsara213

    @ingridsara213

    2 ай бұрын

    Yeah doc.brenttt is your guide. Man is exceptional with anything psychedelics.

  • @ingridsara213

    @ingridsara213

    2 ай бұрын

    Yes doc.Brenttt

  • @BuckyBrooky

    @BuckyBrooky

    2 ай бұрын

    Psychedelics really has a-lot of potential medical benefits. So cool-

  • @brooklynbaywatch6256

    @brooklynbaywatch6256

    2 ай бұрын

    Doc.brenttt helped me discover alot about psychedelics,healed me of my bipolar disorder & alcohol addiction.

  • @idontevenknow2578
    @idontevenknow257810 ай бұрын

    Thanks for your honesty. As a person going through depression right now I realize how valuable that really is.

  • @SSM12457

    @SSM12457

    6 ай бұрын

    I'm in a bad mental state myself. Its not easy getting through life. How is your journey going?

  • @jasminewei948
    @jasminewei948 Жыл бұрын

    You are soooo strong for posting this. Thank you for sharing your story

  • @kawaii4235
    @kawaii42355 ай бұрын

    Watching this has been very cathartic b/c it just makes me feel less alone and so seen, so thank you for making this video. Being vulnerable in front of anyone let alone a huge audience is so incredibly courageous

  • @user-mp9xz8yg4j
    @user-mp9xz8yg4j6 ай бұрын

    Creating the feelings of love is what has taken me out of my depression. It can work for you too.

  • @tedwilson1477

    @tedwilson1477

    5 ай бұрын

    THIS! Love is underneath every negative emotion, if you let it shine through.

  • @PassionDancer44

    @PassionDancer44

    4 ай бұрын

    How did you create yours?

  • @GurvinderKhehra-lu6pr

    @GurvinderKhehra-lu6pr

    3 ай бұрын

    How h did it? Can u give me some tips.

  • @jaeminok8544

    @jaeminok8544

    Ай бұрын

    lol it kinda helps me at times too I imagine someone who cares about me and loves me and bam its abit better😂 im so embarassed

  • @PrettyLittleMrsFitz
    @PrettyLittleMrsFitz Жыл бұрын

    This was SO brave. I’m there now and this is the first thing that’s really brought me some comfort. Thank you for sharing this

  • @classicalfengshuiwithgeorge
    @classicalfengshuiwithgeorge Жыл бұрын

    Glad that you are doing better and thanks for sharing your vulnerable with us. That takes lots of courage. Glad that you are celebrating your small wins. Wishing you a full recovery with your depression. Also you have a new subscriber ;) Cheering for you Kaiti!

  • @sanikagodbole7705
    @sanikagodbole7705 Жыл бұрын

    So sorry about what you've been going through, and I'm glad you're doing better. Sending love and hope 💕

  • @watsonmelon6575
    @watsonmelon6575 Жыл бұрын

    Welcome back! I hope that you're doing better, even if the road to getting there isn't linear. Thank you for being so vulnerable about such a personal topic. :)

  • @Jennifer-bw7ku
    @Jennifer-bw7kuАй бұрын

    Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

  • @patriaciasmith3499

    @patriaciasmith3499

    Ай бұрын

    Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

  • @steceymorgan814

    @steceymorgan814

    Ай бұрын

    Yes, dr.sporessss I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

  • @elizabethwilliams6651

    @elizabethwilliams6651

    Ай бұрын

    I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

  • @patriaciasmith3499

    @patriaciasmith3499

    Ай бұрын

    Is he on instagram?

  • @steceymorgan814

    @steceymorgan814

    Ай бұрын

    Yes he is. dr.sporessss

  • @callmefernley
    @callmefernley Жыл бұрын

    Im so sorry you are struggling lately but thank you for being so open about it. I think society needs to talk about mental health MORE. I feel you with the medication oh my life!!!! I didn’t respond well to any of mine so I have been raw dogging it on and off for years (7 years no meds depressed & anxiety) its so god damn HARD! Im thrilled yours started working for you & I hope you find the light at the end of this dark tunnel ❤❤

  • @rwankyo3
    @rwankyo311 ай бұрын

    I’ve been feeling this way for a year and half. Hope better days for you. Your video makes me feel so heard

  • @AnnaLin
    @AnnaLin Жыл бұрын

    Appreciate your rawness Kaiti! You are lovely and so thankful you are still here 🩵🩵 hope you are able to seek professional help!

  • @samisugarcube
    @samisugarcube Жыл бұрын

    you're so awesome for this kaiti sending much love to you

  • @sunnykim4791
    @sunnykim4791Ай бұрын

    You are so strong. No matter how you feel, you’re trying your best to get up in the AM each day and live. My thoughts are with you. ❤

  • @maysa994
    @maysa994 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being honest and sharing this struggle bc I’m in the same boat as you been struggling the past 2 yrs after high school feeling stuck and guilty for it my classmates moving on with their lives and I’m not in school I’m ashamed but this reminds me it’s okay to struggle this makes me feel less alone:(

  • @taliw7736
    @taliw77369 ай бұрын

    Im SO GLAD you are alive!!!! You are living. You can do this and im happy for any small growth 💓

  • @pfeffer_corp7877
    @pfeffer_corp78776 ай бұрын

    You were someone I really admired from the first video of yours that I saw. I really appreciate you posting this, I'm going through my own mental health stuff at the moment and knowing that even someone as impressive as you are has to deal with this bullshit makes me feel less defective. I wish you well.

  • @jncfrrr
    @jncfrrr Жыл бұрын

    Katie! Thank you for sharing this vulnerable side of yours. We're with you

  • @Emily94035
    @Emily94035 Жыл бұрын

    Kaiti ♡ Your videos has helped me gone through my hardest and darkest moments in life, and I wanted to reach out to remind you that you are loved even in those darker moments when you feel unlovable 🫶 It is okay to take your time for yourself❤️ Best wishes xoxo

  • @emmabacchus8043
    @emmabacchus8043 Жыл бұрын

    Kaiti you're so strong! Your vulnerability is something you should be proud of. Struggling with our mental health is tough but better times will come no matter what. Spread love always, you never know what someone is going through

  • @kikiursalone
    @kikiursalone Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being so vulnerable! Keeping you in prayer, Kaiti! ❤

  • @MinnzPiano
    @MinnzPiano Жыл бұрын

    You are so brave Kaiti. Thank you for sharing, thank you for being you. Sending you so much love and strength.❤

  • @amoo7061
    @amoo7061 Жыл бұрын

    Oh my gosh thank you so much for this video I am going through one of the worst episodes of my depression and coming out of a hospitalization so you really made me feel seen❤

  • @divyaaa013
    @divyaaa013 Жыл бұрын

    Kaiti...thank you sooo soo much for documenting this video! It helps so much. I am so glad to know you are getting better😭 loads of love💗💗

  • @Mlleblueraincoat
    @Mlleblueraincoat Жыл бұрын

    here i sit, with a broken kneecap, the sun is blazing and yet i sit inside, not really able to finish a task that i still need to do and not really being able to apply for a job though i reeeally need money. very relatable kaiti, and very good to see your ups!

  • @Xoxo345c
    @Xoxo345c10 ай бұрын

    I love that this is raw and real and you’re not out here pretending or pushing brand deals

  • @juhyunn525
    @juhyunn525 Жыл бұрын

    Wishing you peace, Kaiti! It's scary to be so raw and vulnerable, and you're a brave and strong soul! Sending you loveee 💓🙏🏽

  • @carlygreen2293
    @carlygreen2293 Жыл бұрын

    Aw, proud of you, Kaiti Yoo!! Meds are hard to get right. Even if you don't get it right at first, it's still so nice to get a break from being SO sad all the time. And if you're paying attention to HOW they're helpful, (even if it's not your perfect fit,) you will glean great wisdom from your journey. Wishing you the best of luck, and better days ahead!! :)

  • @shrutireddy6176
    @shrutireddy61769 ай бұрын

    Its so so so so so SO brave of you to be so open about depression! It feels horrible and knowing we aren't alone is SUCH A RELIEF. Sending you SO MUCH Love 💗💗💗💗

  • @mesCheerios
    @mesCheerios10 ай бұрын

    thanks for this i feel so alone in my depression so it helps me and i wish u all the recovery

  • @isamonsta
    @isamonsta Жыл бұрын

    going through the same shit rn. whoever's reading this, please take comfort knowing that you are not alone.

  • @PassionDancer44

    @PassionDancer44

    4 ай бұрын

    @isamonsta I needed to hear this thank you

  • @Starburstluver69
    @Starburstluver6910 ай бұрын

    I was diagnosed with depression shortly after I turned 14 and I have struggle with it for so many years. I’m 19 now and i still struggle. But not at much as my past self, who was in therapy two times per week. I want to be thank you for this video and for being so vulnerable. Depression is so hard and it’s so common and I’m so glad that we are starting to be able to talk about it more openly. ❤ I’m so sorry that you struggled with depression and I’m so happy to hear you are doing better now ❤❤❤❤

  • @SSM12457

    @SSM12457

    6 ай бұрын

    I struggle mentally as well. Life is difficult living. Too many problems. Im trying my best though. How is your journey going?

  • @RedaReda-vl9ff

    @RedaReda-vl9ff

    3 ай бұрын

    ​@@SSM12457dont give up,i wish you a wonderfull day

  • @Angel-yd9ek
    @Angel-yd9ek Жыл бұрын

    thank you Kaiti, for being so raw about your experience. I know everything you go well because you deserve the best ❤

  • @whithehearthro
    @whithehearthro Жыл бұрын

    Been there girl. I was also superwoman until I got depressed and realized I was a normal person. Gives you a lot more empathy!

  • @bernhard254

    @bernhard254

    3 ай бұрын

    Thank you for this words. 🙂

  • @brandimilliken841
    @brandimilliken84110 ай бұрын

    I really needed to see this. I have been battling with depression on and off my meds due to not wanting to have that stigma over my head and not feeling comfortable with taking the medication. I have caught myself not taking proper care of myself or my work and it’s affecting more than even so back on my medication I am going. At the pharmacy now to get myself back in alignment with the better side of myself

  • @warmhug84
    @warmhug847 ай бұрын

    Your journey of overcoming difficulties and now working to help others is truly admirable. Your experience sends a message of hope to many, aiding them in overcoming their own challenges.

  • @awanderfullifeblog
    @awanderfullifeblog11 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your story! I can relate on so many levels and the biggest takeaway is to stay faithful. Once I focused on trying to find the light, little steps of improvement everyday are appearing. AND be kind to yourself !!!🙏

  • @eureka2286
    @eureka2286 Жыл бұрын

    I’m very proud of you! And I thank God that he has been helping you! I will pray for you so he can give you peace and strength 🤍✨

  • @entropy7301
    @entropy7301 Жыл бұрын

    Kaiti, I am so so so proud of you. As someone is going through depression right now and am unable to get help, I know how hard it is. Thank you so much for the thoughts you've been putting out and I hope you have a great day

  • @SaraH-hs9wo
    @SaraH-hs9wo Жыл бұрын

    so so SO glad to see that you're on the mend! Depression is no joke, but it will pass. Just keep taking it one step at a time, and give yourself grace. You've got this

  • @hannahxu5193
    @hannahxu5193 Жыл бұрын

    you made me cry, i really needed this

  • @alaremsegruslak
    @alaremsegruslak Жыл бұрын

    Sending love Kaiti.🤍✨ You are the one thing in this world, above all other things, that you must never give up on... You are more precious to this world than you'll ever know…✨ Thank you for your honesty & transparency… I admire you.. proud of you!🤍 ​Isaiah 41:10.🙏🏻

  • @soya795
    @soya795 Жыл бұрын

    Thanks to you kaiti for spreading mental awareness about this....not everyone talks about it...kudos to u

  • @katibrah2872
    @katibrah28722 ай бұрын

    i feel so much better knowing that i'm not alone, thank you for sharing this.

  • @praiseachom
    @praiseachom Жыл бұрын

    Hey Kaiti❤️ thanks for sharing. Sending lots of hugs and loves, and praying for strength for you in this season❤️

  • @pohutukawasky8117
    @pohutukawasky8117 Жыл бұрын

    sending so much love and support to you!!! you'll get through this, it's a never ending journey but you'll continue to learn and find ways to cope and live life to the fullest despite your barriers.

  • @taliw7736
    @taliw77369 ай бұрын

    Thank you for voicing so many of my thoughts. Im taking medication too and i feel a crushing wait to be better. To have my energy, genuine personality and moving has been a struggle

  • @carolinasanabria7069
    @carolinasanabria7069 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing Katie❤ sending much love and happiness to you! This video helped me to understand my brother’s situation more.

  • @anishacherry
    @anishacherry Жыл бұрын

    kaiti, thank you so much for your vulnerability- my heart aches for you because i felt/feel the same way after i got my anxiety diagnosis last year. If it’s one thing that’s been constant - it’s that God remains the same and faithful. in our highest of highs and lowest of lows, we can rely on Him ❤ i am praying that these past few weeks have been kinder to you, sending so much love 💕

  • @michaelng03
    @michaelng038 ай бұрын

    Wow Kai you are so brave for being vulnerable in front of the camera. Give you a lot of respect for that not many can do that. We all go through it and one thing I know is your not alone just remember that.

  • @JennaWangOfficial
    @JennaWangOfficial Жыл бұрын

    Kaiti, thank you so much for this video. Thank you.

  • @luciaramirez2693
    @luciaramirez2693 Жыл бұрын

    i appreciate your vulnerability and i'm sending you so much love 💓

  • @user-rd7wk5du6o
    @user-rd7wk5du6o Жыл бұрын

    Giving you a virtual hug. I feel you. You’re already making progress. Cheers. ❤️

  • @halepham6963
    @halepham6963 Жыл бұрын

    thankyou of posting this. your timing couldn't have been better.

  • @ryerye5855
    @ryerye58557 ай бұрын

    I'm watching this right now as I am currently going through something similar. This gives me comfort knowing that I am not alone in this albeit for different reasons. You earned a subscriber btw and I am looking into your other content. Thanks Kaiti :))

  • @gindokki
    @gindokki Жыл бұрын

    One little step forward at a time, at your own pace. I’m glad to hear you are doing better and sending many prayers and lots of love your way ❤

  • @colincorkery.9427
    @colincorkery.942710 ай бұрын

    This is video is more important than you'll ever know. People need to be able to see what depression is from a day to day period. I have had periods of depression that were absolutely debilitating and would spend weeks without ever leaving the house. Suicidal thoughts would cross my mind most of the day. This lasted for 5-6 years. Now I am in a great place, but depression is horrific. You're so brave. Thank you.

  • @em__spc
    @em__spc Жыл бұрын

    So proud of u Kati, thx for sharing your journey + thoughts with us.

  • @femalenuwanda8033
    @femalenuwanda8033 Жыл бұрын

    i feel you so much thanks for sharing this and im so proud of you kaity

  • @allithinkabout
    @allithinkabout5 ай бұрын

    thank you for your vulnerability

  • @girlher9720
    @girlher97209 ай бұрын

    I had anxiety last year, Nov. 2022 and thought I’ll be in darkness for the rest of my life.. Started lexapro @ 5mg and it gets worse before it gets better at first.. But don’t give up.. comply to your meds and it usually takes 3-4 weeks to feel relief but in my case, I wasn’t sleeping well and feeling physiololigical symptoms.. it took me 5 months to really feel a relief. And for now, I’m back to normal Praise God! Therapy helps and don’t stop taking meds once you started unless your doctor tell you to do so. Try to change your routine. I know it’s really hard at first. You’ll get better. This too shall pass. Have faith!

  • @Yazuroshi
    @Yazuroshi10 ай бұрын

    You are an amazingly strong person. I believe you will get better as time passes. Let yourself rest and try to be a little bit nicer towards yourself.

  • @matiascabrerag
    @matiascabrerag3 ай бұрын

    I love you! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this. You deserve the world

  • @jubilee4
    @jubilee4 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing, Kaiti. Been having a lot of bad weeks lately myself, but somehow, today was an okay day. So, let's celebrate the small wins together🎉🎉❤

  • @soledaddelrio3653
    @soledaddelrio3653 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us 🙏 You are so brave!! Sending love to you 💕

  • @user-js6dt9bq2j
    @user-js6dt9bq2j4 ай бұрын

    big respect for psoting this sis

  • @johnwilkinson5910
    @johnwilkinson59104 ай бұрын

    Thank you for the video, Kaiti . I'm so proud of you. As a fellow depression sufferer, you are truly an inspiration ❤

  • @hannah3341
    @hannah3341 Жыл бұрын

    I'm praying for you Kaiti! These three months have been hard for you, but I know God is going to use it for good and bless you abundantly. We're so proud that you're going on strong!

  • @kaileycheng5660
    @kaileycheng5660 Жыл бұрын

    You go this Kaiti! :) it was so great to see how you progressed through the video, and i know God has great things planned for you

  • @joannaj.
    @joannaj. Жыл бұрын

    Gave me goosebumps watching this. kaiti - thank you for sharing. May light lead your way.

  • @m0rethanahandful
    @m0rethanahandful Жыл бұрын

    take care of yourself kaiti. i went through the medication melodrama before and it’s so defeating when things aren’t working or make your conditions worse.

  • @yesimoraaa
    @yesimoraaa8 ай бұрын

    Thank you for making me feel less alone I’m currently on my deepest depression I’ve ever had Hoping with time I’ll feel better 💛

  • @bambijones

    @bambijones

    6 ай бұрын

    i am praying for you!🙏

  • @eykyra
    @eykyra Жыл бұрын

    I relate to this video so much. The pressure and guilt to work but you just can't. It's so hard to explain because life goes on but you're just paralyzed and can't move along with it so you feel worse as you miss out on things, events, deadlines... Despite we've been improving as a society in terms of raising awareness about it, this is a disease that's impossible to truly understand unless you experience it. So glad you decided to make a video about it. And so happy that treatment is working for you. We got this

  • @reza310
    @reza3109 ай бұрын

    I am thankful for this documentation . I went through something during my master thesis and this is so relatable.

  • @shaunoleary7092
    @shaunoleary70922 ай бұрын

    More power to you for posting this. I've suffered from depression and anxiety for years, and IMHO it can be a very cruel thing to live with. Hoping things are looking up for you since this time.

  • @rezzy4739
    @rezzy473910 ай бұрын

    I'm dealing with anxiety and fatigue right now. I am sending you so much love and a warm hug!

  • @user-yp9oj1ek9d

    @user-yp9oj1ek9d

    10 ай бұрын

    me too

  • @tulipbubbly3748

    @tulipbubbly3748

    10 ай бұрын

    Pls Do Gyan mudra /chin mudra everyday for atleast 30 minutes. It works very wonderfully. Also do Ashtanga yoga everyday, especially pranayam and meditation. You can also wear rudraksha mala which has been proven to help mentally. Have lots of natural sunlight(vitamin d helps a lot). Have a good ayurvedic diet which has all important minerals and vitamins. Do some intense exercise atleast 3 times a week as exercise produces good happy hormones. All this helps a lot in anxiety and depressive disorder and it's proven. It helped me immensely too. Even if you can't do all others, do the chin mudra. Best of luck !

  • @tiffanychan2303
    @tiffanychan2303 Жыл бұрын

    hey kaiti (: fellow brunonian here. i was also started on lexapro when i was first diagnosed with depression - the drowsiness becomes easier to deal with as you mentioned but also happy to chat about depression, meds, therapy + other ways i've coped. sending so much love

  • @khizernawaz
    @khizernawaz5 ай бұрын

    thank you so much for making this for all of us who fail to describe what we go through. takes a lot of courage to do this. proud of you 💜💜

  • @taylergibbons1585
    @taylergibbons1585 Жыл бұрын

    Sending so much love Kaiti ❤ I’m so proud of you for sharing this

Келесі