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Bipolar Barbie : Artist - Author - Mental Health Advocate - Motivational Speaker
I suffer:
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
Bipolar Disorder
Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder (PMDD)
Generalised Anxiety
Childhood Trauma, Emotional and Psychological Abuse
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2.5 mg Olanzapine helps me
So relate I blamed other people for hurting me I so hold a grudge but I realise it's more about my reaction now I feel that my mind set is set on not feeling good enough I need to change my mind set otherwise I'm stuck feeling like this but you need the tools and motivation and believe in yourself that is easier said than done when you have so little self esteem
Get to the point quicker
This could also be related to Asperger's, and many Asperger's have giftedness or high skills. Omg
I get this and have been through the book of meds/combos/self medicating. I’ve poured alcohol on them all but have stopped the drink last week and letting pregabalin and lithium do the job. Alcohol with either these two strong meds is dangerous - with both I was in the brink. Thanks for your honest report on your symptoms and wishing you well.
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Thank you so much! When I see the first glimmer that I'm coming out of the depression and I feel like I want to start....one remark from my Significant other is all it takes to put me back by days. I already feel so ashamed. You have described this so well.
I can relate how you feel this me too well spoken
Really look at lack of focus. How can you or anybody be with you because you are not stable. You are dangerous. Stop playing victim then aggressor. I have no pity or mercy in you.
Thank you so much for your honesty! Your vulnerability and insights are commendable. I'm sending you a virtual hug.
I think, I have that condition too. How to get diagnosed? I am always asking questions about everything surrounding me. About shapes of the trees, mountains, automobiles. Why and how they shaped that way and I try to reconstruc the cars in my mind. Or how airplane flies. How sun rays work. That's why I had been fascinated about physics and my major is physics. Mostly I think everything based on geometry. Even fuid dynamics. How water flows for example. My favorite subject is also water. I like focusing on simple things as well. Like how simple the world can be.
I get migraines with Aura i even get contfused 😢
I can't agree more, society has no space for mental illness, grief, depression- we get 3 days a year off, in the event of death of someone you loved. You are the only thing you have - if you are not there -what can you do. People don't know how to help, especially if someone will not talk about what's happening
I've just come across your videos..i don't use Instagram..just seeing the ones on yt. Ive started from oldest videos..7 years. Im looking forward to watching each one and getting to the newest posted 2 years ago. You are incredibly Fascinating Inspiring Relatable Authentic Interesting Creative Insightful Patient Resilient Genuine This makes you an exceptional human being and that means you cannot be properly supported by very average people..they are simply not enough they may mean well but you will not maintain a level of true satisfying consistency with the overwhelming average people that surround you. The opposite of love is indifference.
Ayoo i just stopped cold turkey on some HEAVY weed use. Since then, I've been soo breathless. 😭
Hey. My name is David im 20 . Thank you for verbalizing what its like to live with multiple mental diagnoses along with trauma in childhood- adulthood. Your way ahead of me in almost every way but thank you for letting me know its ok to break down and feel your emotions because thats one of the things that have made it so difficult. I relate to you on a level i honestly regret to admit because its so hard . But thank you on behalf of everyone fighting the good fight along with you.
100% love your words
Hi Barbie Im from Ballarat Victoria Australia and I have bipolar #2 and have been very scared of going into a pschyc ward but after watching this video I'm no longer afraid thank you so much you rock ❤
What mood stabilizers do you take?
All bullshit just collecting taxpayers money
❤ I'm thankful for your emotional input to us you can't express and I'm grateful for your video so I can use your true words emotions ...
I literally searched for Low Latent Inhibition, but that's not why I clicked on this video.
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On God your ears will ring qnd the she you start to aee, don't get lost in it ...i swear it's spirit world.
I have ss and it can be a very scary experience , yes your brain will get faster and faster and your blood vessels start swelling then pop. But if you got it under control, its actually very enlighting....you got to have a strong sence of reality, qnd no nobody else can see what you see, which both sucks and pretty cool. If it starts getting too imtense, make yourself throw up. That bitter taste is the meds, throw up as much as you can cause it will sneak up on you and it's really no other way to stop it... Seek medical attention. All that talk about Tylenol and ibuprofen do NOT work. At all, you'll fuck around and have a stroke.. don't do too much and Zoloft and buprofion together, don't dovit. I repeat DON'T MIX SETRALIN AND BUPROFION , THEY COUNTER ACT TOGETHER AND THERE'S NO CONTROLING IT. MAKE NO MISTAKE,,,,YOU CAN AND WILL DIE IF IT GETS TOO SEVERE. YOUR BRAIN WILL EXPLODE. LITERALLY. I WOULD SAY 400MIL IS THE LIMIT.... ANYTHING PAST THAT, YOU ALREADY KNOW. POP!!!!
Mentira.... Eso no es nada!!!!
Been thinking I might be this way, but mixed with my dumbass it seems like I might fall prone to getting worse. Thank you for this. I’m gonna try to reach out now
Your Jack Russell sure had to pee. Your dogs are so cute. Don’t feel bad. People are confused by the things they don’t understand.
I feel you siz. Narc mum and dad. Tried it severally and I got lucky. At this point I would really want to meet you . For me, I just wanted out.
Does feeling floaty happen to you I’m on day 3 in a row since new med change I feel more productive than I’ve been in years my mom has diagnosed bipolar but I show warning signs but I was told it can’t be diagnosed till 20 I have twitches but like you said about anxiety I also have it I’m prescribed 150mg of sertraline and 30mg vyvanse for my ADHD I’m grad I don’t feel numb I’m glad I’m finally starting to feel emotions again it’s been 3 years since I started to start feeling numb yesterday my mom mentioned my puples were dialated
I feel this , pain of invalidation . I have CPTSD but it looks like BPD and I’ve been the scapegoat in my family being split on . I wish I had the courage to be seen like you have . I’m totally fragmented and feel all over place lately and triggered by family. It’s so shit when hardly anyone in your family who you were so close to or so I thought just doesn’t get “what’s wrong with you” ect . So I’ve just lost trust so much because of it
People with lli are natural scientists/spiritual. We’re just in an environment that keeps us from flourishing
Hello 3 of You 😂
Olanzapine ❤
For so long I have said if you consider yourself my friend you most likely annoy me. I would like to conversate with you pn some deep views of this world.aybr we can see better from the others view. The
I absolutely agree with your experience based on my experience.
It's related to inflammation. My wife has suffered with pmdd for 14 years and I tirelessly researched everything. I started thinking about going the holistic route and was referred to Dr Achina Stein. She has a video called "what if it's not depression" on KZread and after I watched it, everything started to make sense. The majority of autoimmune and depression issues are related to our gut health, trauma and serious illness. My wife has returned to her self for the last 2 months after being bedridden for the previous 9 months, and I am so thankful I found this information.
What did you change and do you?
Yes please tell us
I have this thing but also im also so lazy and insecure to acc do researches and ask the questions i want
Does smoking also effect the medicine?
These meds are very dangerous. I had a severe infection that went untreated. It caused a psychotic episode. Next thing im told seroquel will help me sleep. I wasnt sleeping before and was desperate. Long story short i eventually had surgery for infection stayed on seroquel bc i do have ptsd.. ended up with severe vomiting seizures light sensitivity migraines and all symptoms of poisoning. Went to ER multiple times, saw specialists doctors, even multiple dentists bc i was having muscle spasms causing the worst TMJ and bruxism. 2 years later i figure out seroquel is poisoning my brain and nervous system and ive even developing symptoms of MS I know mental health is complex but these drugs are not the answer. Look up amen clinic he specialises in brain health. Also thyroid is heavily linked to bipolar. Quitting eating gluten can help reduce flare ups. Theres a lot you can do to heal but do so in a safe way Sending love ❤
You mentioned many emotions you feel when you're betrayed but you never mentioned hurt?.. emotional pain hurt?
Thank you for sharing, I’ll be 3 years sober in October and I’ve thought of having a drink here and there these last couple weeks, but good thing I stayed away and good thing I ran into your video to remind me. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Dating them might leave you with "Stockholm" syndrome...
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I want to low latent you maddam
What's your blood type?
Relateable
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I have anxiety misdiagnosed as ADHD (or perhaps both). It affects me very negatively. I was freaking out.
Absolutely spot on ❤