I hope that everything will be ok and your dental visit will be a success and you will go home happy and healthy. I know that its very hard and stressful for you but when it comes your health, nothing else matters. Send you lots of positive energy and looking forward to hearing good news 🌷🌸
@AutisticatedКүн бұрын
I'm worrying they are going to send me to hospital I been sick this morning
@lilasperfume8413Күн бұрын
@Autisticated don't worry Amanda , everything will be ok , you'll see . Nobody's gonna hurt you , it's all because of your health, and your dad is with you . Sending u lots of hugs . ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@AutisticatedКүн бұрын
Autism vlogs on my channel AUTISTICATED
@AutisticatedКүн бұрын
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@TheNaughtiAuti4 күн бұрын
My next video will be clearer. It's recorded from my other car video. Apologies for background sound xx
@Autisticated5 күн бұрын
The staining under one nail is from playing with slime 😂
@Autisticated7 күн бұрын
This video did not take 24 hours to upload 🤣 the internet has PMDD
@Autisticated7 күн бұрын
Do you suffer from premenstrual dysmorphic disorder?
@JustMe-vo9bq7 күн бұрын
Priceless! ❤
@Autisticated7 күн бұрын
❤️
@neoandersonwick32637 күн бұрын
You have an amazing laugh ❤❤
@Autisticated7 күн бұрын
Thankyou 🤣❤️
@shaggy16328 күн бұрын
You got yourself a keeper 😅❤
@Autisticated8 күн бұрын
It's my dad 🤣 thankyou for the kind comment ❤️ xx
@shaggy16328 күн бұрын
@@Autisticated I definitely hope you have or find someone that is like that man 😂 your mother is a very lucky girl
@samystic21098 күн бұрын
😅 Great response! Sounds like He's thought this over before...
@Autisticated8 күн бұрын
😁
@levanahdr19918 күн бұрын
His face lol...is that a question? Beautiful! ❤😂
@Autisticated8 күн бұрын
🤣
@Autisticated9 күн бұрын
I spelt Joe wrong 🤣🤣🤣🤣
@mariagusman69499 күн бұрын
😂😂😂
@mariagusman69499 күн бұрын
😂😂😂
@delphoeneevenhuis51999 күн бұрын
Goodness me! My parents were abusive but this is next level! Sending a survivor hug!❤
@Autisticated9 күн бұрын
❤️
@mariagusman69499 күн бұрын
I listened to this video whilst driving to work last week and there were genuine tears streaming down my face. I wanted to reach out to talk to you in that moment, I wanted to tell you that you were Seen. I See you so clearly and I can intrinsically relate to a lot of what you said. My story runs parallel but with differing details. But boy did I feel you, and I promise you that your videos are helping me. I feel Seen. So thank you. I wish we lived closer because I really feel we could be good friends. ❤
@Autisticated9 күн бұрын
I'm happy they are helping people because that's what I want to do. Thankyou for the lovely comment ❤️
@sandicolee60879 күн бұрын
I can so vividly remember my mom beating me before school when I was in elementary and then showing up after a bit of time passed and she would have a little gift for me and maybe a pack of gum. Every time it was the same thing. I am sorry, If you wouldn't talk back and make me upset. Or if you would wake up on time and not fight me when it is time to get up. And also, I think that it depends on who you are going to see as counselor if you are just a paycheck to them or if they truly care. I know several counselors who are in the position they are because they do care A LOT! Maybe they were abused or knew of someone that had been and perhaps they had seen it happen. I can also say I know for certain that they care because they have seen people that do not have insurance and they can not afford to go to counseling but this person will sit there with them and see them an hour a week without charging them because they wish that they would have had someone to listen to them when they were younger. It;s not far to say that a counselor only listens to you because of a paycheck. Do you feel that all teachers teach because of a paycheck? Not trying to be argumentative, simply asking because I am curious.
@Autisticated9 күн бұрын
You are absolutely right about the counsellor comment and I shouldn't have said that. I am sorry if I offended people ❤️
@leesamurphy111010 күн бұрын
This is truly heartbreaking 💔 😢 i can never understand how someone can hurt their own child or any child. Just pure evil people. i grew up in a domestic violent home, which effected me greatly. I ended up going off the rails as a teenager. Luckily i turned my life around & now have a beautiful life with my husband of 22 years & 3 fur babies ❤
@Autisticated10 күн бұрын
I think we end up being kinder people due to the experience as we understand pain more ❤️ I believe it's why I developed an eating disorder to gain back some control over my life. I bet you are the best mum in the world ❤️
@leesamurphy111010 күн бұрын
@Autisticated thank you you're the sweetest 🤗 yes I am a very kind, naturing, empathic person. Sadly, one of my brothers is not & turned out exactly like my dad. I don't speak to either of them. 💗
@Autisticated10 күн бұрын
@@leesamurphy1110 best way. Keep away from toxicity. Life's so short. Fill it with those who care and love you and who make time for you 💞
@leesamurphy111010 күн бұрын
@@Autisticated 🤗👌💖
@joanhastings10 күн бұрын
AMANDA MAY OF US HAVE SUFFERED MOTHERS WHO HAD ISSUES ~ NOW WE ARE OLDER AND WE MUST LOVE OURSELVES & MAKE FRIENDS WITH OTHERS WHO LOVE THEMSELVES & US ~ IT'S LIKE WASHING YOUR BRAIN & EMOTIONS OF THE DIRT LEFT FROM THE PAST ~ STAY HYDRATED ~ GET PHYSICALLY ACTIVE ( SOMETHING YOU ENJOY) & A WONDERFUL GUY IS LOOKING FOR YOU TO LOVE & HAVE A FAMILY WITH ~ KEEP THE FAITH IN JESUS SWEETHEART ~ FORGIVE YOUR MOTHER & YOU WIL BE FREE ~. CHECK OUT ""JESSE LEE PETERSON "' HE HAS A PHONE IN SHOW & YOU SHOULD TALK TO HIM ~ HE WILL HELP !!! ~. JESSE LEE PETERSON 👍👍👍 JOAN IN NYC
@TeriHargraveartist11 күн бұрын
So sorry for your trauma. My mother would drag me to a wall and bang my head against it repeatedly. She would tell me I wasn't worth hurting her hands on me, hence the wall treatment. No apologies though. She never did anything wrong. It was all my fault. Sorry for spilling, you opened that old can of worms. But thanks for your candour. 💚
@Autisticated10 күн бұрын
Never apologise. We was raised by narcissistic mothers ❤️
@lilasperfume841311 күн бұрын
😂😂
@MusaA11 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing the information on a topic I know of only by name but not by symptoms. I am going to follow you to learn some more about Autism from a first hand perspective. But, when you're in the car it would be better if you shut the car windows to keep the annoying noise out which is distracting from the important information you are sharing with us your audience. Nonetheless, I wish you all the best in your life's journey.
@Autisticated10 күн бұрын
Good advice I agree when I listened back I thought the same thing ❤️
@jessica651311 күн бұрын
Hi Amanda. Did you ever consider your mum may have also been autistic or have another condition such as adhd? Of course this doesn't excuse what she did, but we all know autism runs in families and understanding my parents who were also abusive(mostly emotional but also got a lot of smacks for no reason and objects thrown at me) personally is helping me be more at peace with it. Controlling behaviour, aggression and impulse control can be an issue in both autism and ADHD. I see a lot of this in my family members now and finally understand why both my parents but my mum especially was so bitter at the world. She felt unloved by her mother, got bullied in school for being quiet and was an extremely anxious paranoid adult, she picked her hands to bits and cared a lot about how we behaved in public. It was too stressful to have my parents in my life particularly when I had children of my own- that was the final straw. My husband who was also suspected to be on the spectrum as a child had a wonderfully calm upbringing by comparison due to his mother reading a great deal and breaking that cycle. He has grown up into a very(sometimes overly) relaxed person. I found becoming a parent quite healing as I am able to figure out how to parent my children in a better way, a way I wish I had been parented. Best of luck for the future ❤
@Autisticated11 күн бұрын
My mum had doctors assess her. She doesn't have autism but I understand what you are saying completely if anything she's a narcissist ❤️
@jessica651311 күн бұрын
@@Autisticated I don't know for certain what exactly is wrong with my parents but my mother does have plenty of narcissistic traits also. Narcissists are very hurt people themselves, also by their parents. they cannot change though. Don't think my mums ego could tolerate being assessed or if she did she would be doing it for some sort of purpose such as public sympathy or approval(and it's very possible she could lie through her teeth). The biggest issue with my mother is I could never trust her. I don't know if this rings any bells but she would also shut herself in her room sobbing a lot. She also got told by her mother "I wish you were never born". So a lot of this is sounding very familiar but my son is currently also getting assessed for ADHD which has more of a focus on impulse control and regularly co-exists with autism.
@Autisticated11 күн бұрын
Autism online test here (this is not a definitive diagnosis. Use this to take to your healthcare provider who can then refer you to an autism psychologist) if you can't see link it's under comments on my main video OR Google autism online test embrace-autism.com/autism-spectrum-quotient/
@Autisticated11 күн бұрын
If you think you have autism and/or you are or have ever suffered from an eating disorder why not complete the autism test online and take it to your GP who may refer you to a specialist for diagnosis. This test is not a definitive diagnosis. You will need to see a psychologist for that. Link to provisional test here: embrace-autism.com/autism-spectrum-quotient/
@Autisticated11 күн бұрын
Autism & Eating Disorders .. full video on my channel Autisticated
@donnajohnson803511 күн бұрын
Can you please link your other channel.
@Autisticated11 күн бұрын
Yes hang on xx
@TheNaughtiAuti11 күн бұрын
It's this channel here. If u click on the pic it will take you to it xx
@donnajohnson803511 күн бұрын
@@TheNaughtiAuti I’m confused because that’s not the name of the channel I’m watching.
@TheNaughtiAuti11 күн бұрын
@@donnajohnson8035 which channel are you watching. I have two autism ones... Autisticated and the Naughti auti
@donnajohnson803511 күн бұрын
Autisticated
@UniqueRose0112 күн бұрын
Family,Abuse,trauma,medical conditions,they are something that can scar u and effect everything in ur life and can cause so so much confusion and hurt especially as a child!! I couldn’t imagine making a video abt going through life,u are sadly and honestly one of many who are doing the best with ur experience by sharing it. Thank u ❤️❤️❤️
@TheNaughtiAuti12 күн бұрын
I'm hoping to help others and leave something in this world to help others and turn a negative into a positive (replied with my other account I'm logged into) ❤
@Autisticated11 күн бұрын
❤️
@UniqueRose0112 күн бұрын
I didnt experience the same as u so didn’t know what to say and it felt wrong to move on and not say something- but I’ve experienced a lot with abuse/trauma and this touched me so I just wanted to say congrats on being willing to share ur story
@TheNaughtiAuti12 күн бұрын
Hopefully, it will help others too ❤ thankyou for your kind comment ❤ (edit, this is me I just commented from my other channel that I'm logged into xx)
@Autisticated11 күн бұрын
❤️
@tracec623212 күн бұрын
Hi Amanda.Thank you for openings up and telling your story.I am so sorry,that you had to go through all that.I know that you have said how wonderful, your Dad is and your Nan etc.I think you have an amazing personality. You are eloquent ,intelligent, open and have a great sense of humour and you care.I was one of your subscribers on Asmr and me,and i have enjoyed every video.I like your prepper knowledge,autism knowledge, with your life experience.I enjoyed your charity hauls,your opinions on the films you watch,your cat's,your poetry.You are one of the most interesting and calming people,on KZread and i appreciate, all the time you have given and you have helped people,in so many ways.From the bottom of my heart,thank you x
@TheNaughtiAuti12 күн бұрын
Awwww, I appreciate all my subscribers so much ❤ and I appreciate you and your kind thoughtful comment xx I feel a bit like no matter how hard I try, it yields little fruit and I'm starting to slow down with it all now. I know there's others worse off and I shouldn't complain but I'm sure I have a curse on my life ❤
@Autisticated11 күн бұрын
❤️
@lilasperfume841312 күн бұрын
Hiiii Amanda , I'm terribly sorry hearing that you had a tough and stressful childhood due to an abusive parent . This is so heartbreaking that an innocent child was being abused for years and years . Just know that you are loved , you are beautiful and gifted, you are unique and funny . Thank u for time and effort you put in your content to bring awareness, to bring calmness and comfort to those who need it.
@TheNaughtiAuti12 күн бұрын
I'm hoping it may help someone. I kept it to myself for years and years. When my dad found out he took me away and my grandparents started looking after me and my life changed for the better. Its all good. I have the best dad in the world ❤ (replied via my other channel)
@Autisticated12 күн бұрын
Autism and PTSD full video on my channel now ... autisticated
@TheNaughtiAuti13 күн бұрын
The amount of bloomin pot holes on the roads in derbyshire though 😂
@MrDmitriRavenoff13 күн бұрын
You're an honorary American with your hatred of public transport.
@Autisticated13 күн бұрын
I'm from UK ❤ do Americans all hate public transport too 😂
FULL Video on MY CHANNEL Here :kzread.info/dash/bejne/qmRostGjerbLYLw.htmlsi=P71ojGt8wImqzO4a
@Autisticated13 күн бұрын
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@Autisticated14 күн бұрын
PART 1 video will be released tomorrow (THURSDAY) autism symptoms (my journey) and PART 2 will be released soon after. I aim to release autism vlogs. Please subscribe and let's build up our autism community ❤
@Autisticated14 күн бұрын
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I hope that everything will be ok and your dental visit will be a success and you will go home happy and healthy. I know that its very hard and stressful for you but when it comes your health, nothing else matters. Send you lots of positive energy and looking forward to hearing good news 🌷🌸
I'm worrying they are going to send me to hospital I been sick this morning
@Autisticated don't worry Amanda , everything will be ok , you'll see . Nobody's gonna hurt you , it's all because of your health, and your dad is with you . Sending u lots of hugs . ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Autism vlogs on my channel AUTISTICATED
Please subscribe to help support my channel ❤
My next video will be clearer. It's recorded from my other car video. Apologies for background sound xx
The staining under one nail is from playing with slime 😂
This video did not take 24 hours to upload 🤣 the internet has PMDD
Do you suffer from premenstrual dysmorphic disorder?
Priceless! ❤
❤️
You have an amazing laugh ❤❤
Thankyou 🤣❤️
You got yourself a keeper 😅❤
It's my dad 🤣 thankyou for the kind comment ❤️ xx
@@Autisticated I definitely hope you have or find someone that is like that man 😂 your mother is a very lucky girl
😅 Great response! Sounds like He's thought this over before...
😁
His face lol...is that a question? Beautiful! ❤😂
🤣
I spelt Joe wrong 🤣🤣🤣🤣
😂😂😂
😂😂😂
Goodness me! My parents were abusive but this is next level! Sending a survivor hug!❤
❤️
I listened to this video whilst driving to work last week and there were genuine tears streaming down my face. I wanted to reach out to talk to you in that moment, I wanted to tell you that you were Seen. I See you so clearly and I can intrinsically relate to a lot of what you said. My story runs parallel but with differing details. But boy did I feel you, and I promise you that your videos are helping me. I feel Seen. So thank you. I wish we lived closer because I really feel we could be good friends. ❤
I'm happy they are helping people because that's what I want to do. Thankyou for the lovely comment ❤️
I can so vividly remember my mom beating me before school when I was in elementary and then showing up after a bit of time passed and she would have a little gift for me and maybe a pack of gum. Every time it was the same thing. I am sorry, If you wouldn't talk back and make me upset. Or if you would wake up on time and not fight me when it is time to get up. And also, I think that it depends on who you are going to see as counselor if you are just a paycheck to them or if they truly care. I know several counselors who are in the position they are because they do care A LOT! Maybe they were abused or knew of someone that had been and perhaps they had seen it happen. I can also say I know for certain that they care because they have seen people that do not have insurance and they can not afford to go to counseling but this person will sit there with them and see them an hour a week without charging them because they wish that they would have had someone to listen to them when they were younger. It;s not far to say that a counselor only listens to you because of a paycheck. Do you feel that all teachers teach because of a paycheck? Not trying to be argumentative, simply asking because I am curious.
You are absolutely right about the counsellor comment and I shouldn't have said that. I am sorry if I offended people ❤️
This is truly heartbreaking 💔 😢 i can never understand how someone can hurt their own child or any child. Just pure evil people. i grew up in a domestic violent home, which effected me greatly. I ended up going off the rails as a teenager. Luckily i turned my life around & now have a beautiful life with my husband of 22 years & 3 fur babies ❤
I think we end up being kinder people due to the experience as we understand pain more ❤️ I believe it's why I developed an eating disorder to gain back some control over my life. I bet you are the best mum in the world ❤️
@Autisticated thank you you're the sweetest 🤗 yes I am a very kind, naturing, empathic person. Sadly, one of my brothers is not & turned out exactly like my dad. I don't speak to either of them. 💗
@@leesamurphy1110 best way. Keep away from toxicity. Life's so short. Fill it with those who care and love you and who make time for you 💞
@@Autisticated 🤗👌💖
AMANDA MAY OF US HAVE SUFFERED MOTHERS WHO HAD ISSUES ~ NOW WE ARE OLDER AND WE MUST LOVE OURSELVES & MAKE FRIENDS WITH OTHERS WHO LOVE THEMSELVES & US ~ IT'S LIKE WASHING YOUR BRAIN & EMOTIONS OF THE DIRT LEFT FROM THE PAST ~ STAY HYDRATED ~ GET PHYSICALLY ACTIVE ( SOMETHING YOU ENJOY) & A WONDERFUL GUY IS LOOKING FOR YOU TO LOVE & HAVE A FAMILY WITH ~ KEEP THE FAITH IN JESUS SWEETHEART ~ FORGIVE YOUR MOTHER & YOU WIL BE FREE ~. CHECK OUT ""JESSE LEE PETERSON "' HE HAS A PHONE IN SHOW & YOU SHOULD TALK TO HIM ~ HE WILL HELP !!! ~. JESSE LEE PETERSON 👍👍👍 JOAN IN NYC
So sorry for your trauma. My mother would drag me to a wall and bang my head against it repeatedly. She would tell me I wasn't worth hurting her hands on me, hence the wall treatment. No apologies though. She never did anything wrong. It was all my fault. Sorry for spilling, you opened that old can of worms. But thanks for your candour. 💚
Never apologise. We was raised by narcissistic mothers ❤️
😂😂
Thanks for sharing the information on a topic I know of only by name but not by symptoms. I am going to follow you to learn some more about Autism from a first hand perspective. But, when you're in the car it would be better if you shut the car windows to keep the annoying noise out which is distracting from the important information you are sharing with us your audience. Nonetheless, I wish you all the best in your life's journey.
Good advice I agree when I listened back I thought the same thing ❤️
Hi Amanda. Did you ever consider your mum may have also been autistic or have another condition such as adhd? Of course this doesn't excuse what she did, but we all know autism runs in families and understanding my parents who were also abusive(mostly emotional but also got a lot of smacks for no reason and objects thrown at me) personally is helping me be more at peace with it. Controlling behaviour, aggression and impulse control can be an issue in both autism and ADHD. I see a lot of this in my family members now and finally understand why both my parents but my mum especially was so bitter at the world. She felt unloved by her mother, got bullied in school for being quiet and was an extremely anxious paranoid adult, she picked her hands to bits and cared a lot about how we behaved in public. It was too stressful to have my parents in my life particularly when I had children of my own- that was the final straw. My husband who was also suspected to be on the spectrum as a child had a wonderfully calm upbringing by comparison due to his mother reading a great deal and breaking that cycle. He has grown up into a very(sometimes overly) relaxed person. I found becoming a parent quite healing as I am able to figure out how to parent my children in a better way, a way I wish I had been parented. Best of luck for the future ❤
My mum had doctors assess her. She doesn't have autism but I understand what you are saying completely if anything she's a narcissist ❤️
@@Autisticated I don't know for certain what exactly is wrong with my parents but my mother does have plenty of narcissistic traits also. Narcissists are very hurt people themselves, also by their parents. they cannot change though. Don't think my mums ego could tolerate being assessed or if she did she would be doing it for some sort of purpose such as public sympathy or approval(and it's very possible she could lie through her teeth). The biggest issue with my mother is I could never trust her. I don't know if this rings any bells but she would also shut herself in her room sobbing a lot. She also got told by her mother "I wish you were never born". So a lot of this is sounding very familiar but my son is currently also getting assessed for ADHD which has more of a focus on impulse control and regularly co-exists with autism.
Autism online test here (this is not a definitive diagnosis. Use this to take to your healthcare provider who can then refer you to an autism psychologist) if you can't see link it's under comments on my main video OR Google autism online test embrace-autism.com/autism-spectrum-quotient/
If you think you have autism and/or you are or have ever suffered from an eating disorder why not complete the autism test online and take it to your GP who may refer you to a specialist for diagnosis. This test is not a definitive diagnosis. You will need to see a psychologist for that. Link to provisional test here: embrace-autism.com/autism-spectrum-quotient/
Autism & Eating Disorders .. full video on my channel Autisticated
Can you please link your other channel.
Yes hang on xx
It's this channel here. If u click on the pic it will take you to it xx
@@TheNaughtiAuti I’m confused because that’s not the name of the channel I’m watching.
@@donnajohnson8035 which channel are you watching. I have two autism ones... Autisticated and the Naughti auti
Autisticated
Family,Abuse,trauma,medical conditions,they are something that can scar u and effect everything in ur life and can cause so so much confusion and hurt especially as a child!! I couldn’t imagine making a video abt going through life,u are sadly and honestly one of many who are doing the best with ur experience by sharing it. Thank u ❤️❤️❤️
I'm hoping to help others and leave something in this world to help others and turn a negative into a positive (replied with my other account I'm logged into) ❤
❤️
I didnt experience the same as u so didn’t know what to say and it felt wrong to move on and not say something- but I’ve experienced a lot with abuse/trauma and this touched me so I just wanted to say congrats on being willing to share ur story
Hopefully, it will help others too ❤ thankyou for your kind comment ❤ (edit, this is me I just commented from my other channel that I'm logged into xx)
❤️
Hi Amanda.Thank you for openings up and telling your story.I am so sorry,that you had to go through all that.I know that you have said how wonderful, your Dad is and your Nan etc.I think you have an amazing personality. You are eloquent ,intelligent, open and have a great sense of humour and you care.I was one of your subscribers on Asmr and me,and i have enjoyed every video.I like your prepper knowledge,autism knowledge, with your life experience.I enjoyed your charity hauls,your opinions on the films you watch,your cat's,your poetry.You are one of the most interesting and calming people,on KZread and i appreciate, all the time you have given and you have helped people,in so many ways.From the bottom of my heart,thank you x
Awwww, I appreciate all my subscribers so much ❤ and I appreciate you and your kind thoughtful comment xx I feel a bit like no matter how hard I try, it yields little fruit and I'm starting to slow down with it all now. I know there's others worse off and I shouldn't complain but I'm sure I have a curse on my life ❤
❤️
Hiiii Amanda , I'm terribly sorry hearing that you had a tough and stressful childhood due to an abusive parent . This is so heartbreaking that an innocent child was being abused for years and years . Just know that you are loved , you are beautiful and gifted, you are unique and funny . Thank u for time and effort you put in your content to bring awareness, to bring calmness and comfort to those who need it.
I'm hoping it may help someone. I kept it to myself for years and years. When my dad found out he took me away and my grandparents started looking after me and my life changed for the better. Its all good. I have the best dad in the world ❤ (replied via my other channel)
Autism and PTSD full video on my channel now ... autisticated
The amount of bloomin pot holes on the roads in derbyshire though 😂
You're an honorary American with your hatred of public transport.
I'm from UK ❤ do Americans all hate public transport too 😂
kzread.info/dash/bejne/qmRostGjerbLYLw.htmlsi=P71ojGt8wImqzO4a
FULL Video on MY CHANNEL Here :kzread.info/dash/bejne/qmRostGjerbLYLw.htmlsi=P71ojGt8wImqzO4a
Please hit the like and subscribe button to help support and build up our community ❤️
PART 1 video will be released tomorrow (THURSDAY) autism symptoms (my journey) and PART 2 will be released soon after. I aim to release autism vlogs. Please subscribe and let's build up our autism community ❤
My Instagram link: instagram.com/autisticatedandsophisticated?igsh=cmlodGMyNGR5cTcw