Wife, Entrepreneur, Creator of the #HusbandNotDad hashtag. I do real life things, but you probably just know me from my viral tweet. I don't know where I'm going, but you can follow me anyway. :)
Thanks for that and making this video.It helped a little.But for me the difference is nobody loves me and nobody will miss me.I was talking to God since I became homeless May 1st 2022 this year.I stopped talking to him last night.Because I feel he just wasn't doing anything good for me.Each day he makes it worse and worse for me.I'm All alone.So tonight I'm going to try and put the bottle of pills to my lips again.
@harlynroyce92792 жыл бұрын
I only have ever been with much older men, and it seems so much easier & more chill than dealing with anyone near my age.
@stinkypete46342 жыл бұрын
Your hair is amazing
@emmichalfant51663 жыл бұрын
Idk why this was on my recommended😂😂 Hey Mr. Thornton
@johnmoran79963 жыл бұрын
I'm very sorry for your loss.i understand that it's the ones left behind who suffers.i just turned 59 September 28th and instead of celebrating,I got very depressed and considered suicide.i cried for days.now, today is my hamster Amber's first birthday.i posted a few tributes to her today.if I had hurt myself,she and my other pets would have nobody to care for them.they come first in my life and I don't want anything to happen to any of them.i think I'll stick around awhile.actually,if it wasn't for my rabbit checking in on me as she always does,I may have gone through with it.at least they love me.🐾👍
@kenschmidt43374 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@danieleackles91614 жыл бұрын
This is how I’m feeling I’m tired of hurting and suffering this
@mikewazowski29024 жыл бұрын
He’s my music teacher by the way.
@laurazucchiatti87614 жыл бұрын
Thanks. I planned my suicide so well before XMas, knew exactly how and where I wanted to Die. But as for magic the thoughts faded few days/almost 2 weeks before Christmas (2019) and I'M SO GLAD AND HAPPY TO BE ALIVE AND WON AGAINST MY MIND. I'm 24 and also clean from almost 10 years ago from an attempt to cutting (I was around 18 y/o). No scars from self harm. I felt alive the morning of XMas and also NYE. I felt emotional the 25 December with life vibrating inside me :)
@trishvaneck37074 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video....the missed key in this video is : service to others... getting you outside your head and into physical action helps stop the cyclic thinking you do. Helping someone else will help you. Giving of your time and energy will help you see that you are a blessing to this world....and you ARE a blessing. It is not easy but it is worth it. Focusing on others earnestly will gradually relieve you of the bondage of your suicidal thoughts. Been there... almost did that.
@Kaydynn09024 жыл бұрын
Honestly I support their relationship as long as they are BOTH happy then that's all that matters. This couple is making a change making everyone's crude comments and replying with positive and funny remarks. And all of the comments they get that are positive is soooo good. I hope you guys have an amazing Halloween
@subdrvr4 жыл бұрын
BaaHaahaa, better than baby pics!
@subdrvr4 жыл бұрын
Exactly right. Each morning I choose to get up and be happier than I was the day before. It does get better.
@subdrvr4 жыл бұрын
Yall need to put up some more videos! Court when did you attend the lovliest village on the plains? or did you?
@subdrvr4 жыл бұрын
How funny. War Eagle girl ! I live in the town
@courtneysmith15894 жыл бұрын
This is my old band teacher
@robbielong92774 жыл бұрын
I love my teacher lol
@christinemosley19414 жыл бұрын
I not close to getting up the hill I'm just going down into and abyss of pain and loneliness cause ur so depressed u block everyone and ur to scared to tell anyone ur problems....I have suicidal thoughts....
@dmc55555 жыл бұрын
Why do some previously or currently depressed people make these sign videos? In my opinion, it would be better if you just talk. What is the big appeal with this?
@FolashadeIOlatunde5 жыл бұрын
This video is simply beautiful and meaningful too me. I want you to know that I struggle with suicidal thoughts but I woke one day realize that I am so worthy of life and so are you. We are all broken but let me tell you something you are so damn beautiful. Life is worth living. There will be bad days but that's when you pick yourself and you keep going. LIVE DON'T GIVE UP AND DON'T STOP BELIEVING PLEASE 😘😘😘😘
@hollywong36335 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@roselynarbiol39495 жыл бұрын
Please allow me to warn the people here, this is intercessor of the Lord Jesus Christ, The Lord Jesus Christ is truly coming please accept Him as your Lord and as your Saviour so you will be included for the rapture that will happened in any moment, after the great tribulation there is darkness before the coming of the Lord. look around the earth today a lots of happening, we are now entering in the great tribulation please believe God so you will covered by the blood of Christ from satan and all the darkness forces enemies and from the wrath of God and let us repent from all our sins. to all atheist people, please learn to be humble yourselves and give a chance to open your heart to Jesus Christ, the reason why God not come to you because you have not welcome God in your heart, for God is love. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!! I have depression before but when I accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and as my Saviour my depression was totally gone without any medicine and therapy. I have before a feeling in my mind better to die than to suffer depression, I cry without reason and lack of sleep, im afraid to see a knife and afraid to see mirror and afraid of darkness. But now all fears are gone. I give glory to God Almighty The Father our Creator and His Son Jesus Christ who died in the cross for our sins and for offering Himself as a living sacrifice for our sins and the Holy Spirit, our Helper and our Comforter, for healing my depression and all my fears. AMEN 1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 King James Version (KJV) 16 For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first:17 Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.
@MyBretski5 жыл бұрын
Love your hair in this
@tiffanytyler46795 жыл бұрын
I can’t do this anymore
@jamisenjohansen5 жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@Paige_McKenna5 жыл бұрын
Please start uploading again !
@MissAllaCinderella5 жыл бұрын
MISS YA’LL!! Wishing the best for both of you👍.
@Roelofvannuil5 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@imransheikhinfo5 жыл бұрын
Until I see them engaging in full coitus, I'm not buyin' it. #fake
@sis516135 жыл бұрын
Stick to KZread. Money is to be made. I fully support your relationship, but even the people who bash on you guys on Twitter. Will watch due to intrigue. And that’s still a viewer. You can start putting ads into your videos. Invest into a better camera. And it could definitely be a side thing for you guys income wise.
@vickiegreer41995 жыл бұрын
Ewwww SICK OLD MAN. YOU COULD BE HER DADDY. YOU ROBBED THE CRADLE OR YOU HAVE MONEY. YOU SHOULD BE A SHAME OF YOURSELF OLD MAN.
@barryretmanski47635 жыл бұрын
God damn I hate these card videos... Makes me want to kill myself even more!
@kenokeez94295 жыл бұрын
Good porn title
@kathrynchapman52185 жыл бұрын
you're actually really good!! you should post more singing videos girl!!! :)
@rawritsbrit565 жыл бұрын
I found ya'll on twitter, saw the link to your KZread and I just have one thing to say. I love your love. Keep the videos coming !
@dax3265 жыл бұрын
Get a divorce ASAP
@emmalaura79962 жыл бұрын
No
@lizalou4035 жыл бұрын
You guys should daily vlog!!
@alimcnew1405 жыл бұрын
Saying your step children are like your big brothers and sisters makes me so uncomfortable
@ShubhamGupta-wy2mv5 жыл бұрын
Has anyone gone through depression? If yes...I wanna talk to them....if u think u I deserve a bit of help... please reply to this comment... because I love my life but I wanna die
@brenthoward15 жыл бұрын
What an amazing video Courtney! I sure hope, this will help save a lot of people. And I am so very glad, that you are still here and doing much better. 😀 I really wish your boyfriend was still here with you:( Best wishes to you Courtney.
@andygreer86455 жыл бұрын
This was a beautifully done presentation on just how bad depression can be. Some of you know just what I'm talking about. Some of you might even be reaching a point where you start coming up with ideas on how to end your life. Please don't go there. That's not just depression, that's severe depression. I can honestly tell you I've been there myself. The miracle is, I am still here today. And so are you. It's a miracle we're both still here. But that's what God does--He works miracles. He has always worked miracles and he always will. Again-- that's why we are both still here. But here's the best part--I really believe you are next in line for an even greater miracle. I have received mine, so now it's time for yours. God loves you unconditionally. He sent his Son to die for you. We can become children of God because of that. That IS your greater miracle friend. Embrace it --- Claim it --- Believe it --- And reach out.
@andygreer86455 жыл бұрын
Sorry about the lines in the text.....appears to be a technical glitch.
@sethm38565 жыл бұрын
I don't get all the nasty comments. It's random yea, but they're both adults and can do whatever they like as long as the're not hurting anyone who are you to judge.
@tomasagutierrez48495 жыл бұрын
Nooooooooo buenooooo😂! But if yall happy good for you!
@deankobryn74515 жыл бұрын
I struggled with depression it is a horrible feeling.
@holistichealthlifewellness21825 жыл бұрын
Good for me that nobody loves me. Makes it a lot easier.
@christinablair17895 жыл бұрын
Please keep doing videos. I can do re!ate. My husband is 69 and I'm 47. Love your channel.
@christinablair17895 жыл бұрын
My husband is 22 yrs older than me. He was the best thing that ever happened to me. I know my heart will never be broken again. Yay for you both!!!
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nahhhh this is gross
creepy
I'm so very sorry...I have no words
Thanks for that and making this video.It helped a little.But for me the difference is nobody loves me and nobody will miss me.I was talking to God since I became homeless May 1st 2022 this year.I stopped talking to him last night.Because I feel he just wasn't doing anything good for me.Each day he makes it worse and worse for me.I'm All alone.So tonight I'm going to try and put the bottle of pills to my lips again.
I only have ever been with much older men, and it seems so much easier & more chill than dealing with anyone near my age.
Your hair is amazing
Idk why this was on my recommended😂😂 Hey Mr. Thornton
I'm very sorry for your loss.i understand that it's the ones left behind who suffers.i just turned 59 September 28th and instead of celebrating,I got very depressed and considered suicide.i cried for days.now, today is my hamster Amber's first birthday.i posted a few tributes to her today.if I had hurt myself,she and my other pets would have nobody to care for them.they come first in my life and I don't want anything to happen to any of them.i think I'll stick around awhile.actually,if it wasn't for my rabbit checking in on me as she always does,I may have gone through with it.at least they love me.🐾👍
Thank you
This is how I’m feeling I’m tired of hurting and suffering this
He’s my music teacher by the way.
Thanks. I planned my suicide so well before XMas, knew exactly how and where I wanted to Die. But as for magic the thoughts faded few days/almost 2 weeks before Christmas (2019) and I'M SO GLAD AND HAPPY TO BE ALIVE AND WON AGAINST MY MIND. I'm 24 and also clean from almost 10 years ago from an attempt to cutting (I was around 18 y/o). No scars from self harm. I felt alive the morning of XMas and also NYE. I felt emotional the 25 December with life vibrating inside me :)
Thank you for this video....the missed key in this video is : service to others... getting you outside your head and into physical action helps stop the cyclic thinking you do. Helping someone else will help you. Giving of your time and energy will help you see that you are a blessing to this world....and you ARE a blessing. It is not easy but it is worth it. Focusing on others earnestly will gradually relieve you of the bondage of your suicidal thoughts. Been there... almost did that.
Honestly I support their relationship as long as they are BOTH happy then that's all that matters. This couple is making a change making everyone's crude comments and replying with positive and funny remarks. And all of the comments they get that are positive is soooo good. I hope you guys have an amazing Halloween
BaaHaahaa, better than baby pics!
Exactly right. Each morning I choose to get up and be happier than I was the day before. It does get better.
Yall need to put up some more videos! Court when did you attend the lovliest village on the plains? or did you?
How funny. War Eagle girl ! I live in the town
This is my old band teacher
I love my teacher lol
I not close to getting up the hill I'm just going down into and abyss of pain and loneliness cause ur so depressed u block everyone and ur to scared to tell anyone ur problems....I have suicidal thoughts....
Why do some previously or currently depressed people make these sign videos? In my opinion, it would be better if you just talk. What is the big appeal with this?
This video is simply beautiful and meaningful too me. I want you to know that I struggle with suicidal thoughts but I woke one day realize that I am so worthy of life and so are you. We are all broken but let me tell you something you are so damn beautiful. Life is worth living. There will be bad days but that's when you pick yourself and you keep going. LIVE DON'T GIVE UP AND DON'T STOP BELIEVING PLEASE 😘😘😘😘
Thank you
Please allow me to warn the people here, this is intercessor of the Lord Jesus Christ, The Lord Jesus Christ is truly coming please accept Him as your Lord and as your Saviour so you will be included for the rapture that will happened in any moment, after the great tribulation there is darkness before the coming of the Lord. look around the earth today a lots of happening, we are now entering in the great tribulation please believe God so you will covered by the blood of Christ from satan and all the darkness forces enemies and from the wrath of God and let us repent from all our sins. to all atheist people, please learn to be humble yourselves and give a chance to open your heart to Jesus Christ, the reason why God not come to you because you have not welcome God in your heart, for God is love. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!! I have depression before but when I accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and as my Saviour my depression was totally gone without any medicine and therapy. I have before a feeling in my mind better to die than to suffer depression, I cry without reason and lack of sleep, im afraid to see a knife and afraid to see mirror and afraid of darkness. But now all fears are gone. I give glory to God Almighty The Father our Creator and His Son Jesus Christ who died in the cross for our sins and for offering Himself as a living sacrifice for our sins and the Holy Spirit, our Helper and our Comforter, for healing my depression and all my fears. AMEN 1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 King James Version (KJV) 16 For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first:17 Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.
Love your hair in this
I can’t do this anymore
Thank you.
Please start uploading again !
MISS YA’LL!! Wishing the best for both of you👍.
Thanks
Until I see them engaging in full coitus, I'm not buyin' it. #fake
Stick to KZread. Money is to be made. I fully support your relationship, but even the people who bash on you guys on Twitter. Will watch due to intrigue. And that’s still a viewer. You can start putting ads into your videos. Invest into a better camera. And it could definitely be a side thing for you guys income wise.
Ewwww SICK OLD MAN. YOU COULD BE HER DADDY. YOU ROBBED THE CRADLE OR YOU HAVE MONEY. YOU SHOULD BE A SHAME OF YOURSELF OLD MAN.
God damn I hate these card videos... Makes me want to kill myself even more!
Good porn title
you're actually really good!! you should post more singing videos girl!!! :)
I found ya'll on twitter, saw the link to your KZread and I just have one thing to say. I love your love. Keep the videos coming !
Get a divorce ASAP
No
You guys should daily vlog!!
Saying your step children are like your big brothers and sisters makes me so uncomfortable
Has anyone gone through depression? If yes...I wanna talk to them....if u think u I deserve a bit of help... please reply to this comment... because I love my life but I wanna die
What an amazing video Courtney! I sure hope, this will help save a lot of people. And I am so very glad, that you are still here and doing much better. 😀 I really wish your boyfriend was still here with you:( Best wishes to you Courtney.
This was a beautifully done presentation on just how bad depression can be. Some of you know just what I'm talking about. Some of you might even be reaching a point where you start coming up with ideas on how to end your life. Please don't go there. That's not just depression, that's severe depression. I can honestly tell you I've been there myself. The miracle is, I am still here today. And so are you. It's a miracle we're both still here. But that's what God does--He works miracles. He has always worked miracles and he always will. Again-- that's why we are both still here. But here's the best part--I really believe you are next in line for an even greater miracle. I have received mine, so now it's time for yours. God loves you unconditionally. He sent his Son to die for you. We can become children of God because of that. That IS your greater miracle friend. Embrace it --- Claim it --- Believe it --- And reach out.
Sorry about the lines in the text.....appears to be a technical glitch.
I don't get all the nasty comments. It's random yea, but they're both adults and can do whatever they like as long as the're not hurting anyone who are you to judge.
Nooooooooo buenooooo😂! But if yall happy good for you!
I struggled with depression it is a horrible feeling.
Good for me that nobody loves me. Makes it a lot easier.
Please keep doing videos. I can do re!ate. My husband is 69 and I'm 47. Love your channel.
My husband is 22 yrs older than me. He was the best thing that ever happened to me. I know my heart will never be broken again. Yay for you both!!!