Captain Gnarkill

Captain Gnarkill

Former Vanlifer. Current home owner. Just living an intentional life on life's terms in Arizona.
From the beaches to the deserts I enjoy sharing my life with you.

We Had a FLASH FLOOD

We Had a FLASH FLOOD

You Have a Problem? FIX IT.

You Have a Problem? FIX IT.

I Got Covid

I Got Covid

Recognizing a New Addiction

Recognizing a New Addiction

SHE GONE.

SHE GONE.

My Dog Has His Best Day Ever

My Dog Has His Best Day Ever

The TRUTH About VANLIFE

The TRUTH About VANLIFE

King Of The Hammers?

King Of The Hammers?

Perfection Can't Be Rushed

Perfection Can't Be Rushed

Does It Snow In Arizona?

Does It Snow In Arizona?

YOU WON!!!

YOU WON!!!

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  • @Tizzie06
    @Tizzie0617 сағат бұрын

    Its not burning oil diesel injectors do that when cold it just means unburnt fuel on start up

  • @skater10abq
    @skater10abq23 сағат бұрын

    We haven’t given up. Hope you’re well.

  • @epicepicenter715
    @epicepicenter715Күн бұрын

    I'm so sorry you spent a year sober, come neck to the bar I'll buy you drink

  • @maceolewis5041
    @maceolewis50413 күн бұрын

    I'm 51 years and have been to treatment a few times and still stuggle with drinking, and today I'm gonna try and be sober.. Aug 2, 2024 is my start date. thanks for the video.

  • @Crespobuilt
    @Crespobuilt4 күн бұрын

    After all this time how's the winch holding up?

  • @jeremymalone5253
    @jeremymalone52537 күн бұрын

    Your story is a mirror image of mine the things you said were exactly what I went through and how I started drinking you are awesome I can't believe the things you said are a mirror image

  • @jeremymalone5253
    @jeremymalone52537 күн бұрын

    I also turned down rehab just like you got out on my own got home and had beer in the fridge instantly picked it up and threw it all in the dumpster after going to a crisis center for 5 days I just knew it was time to be done and I've been sober ever since people say I'm crazy for doing that especially having beer in my fridge I just knew I was finally done at the age of 46 and it all started with a little partying in high school with all the athletes

  • @KristiHolmes-pi9vx
    @KristiHolmes-pi9vx11 күн бұрын

    one thing I have learned over focusing on tomorrow anyway steals from the present

  • @KristiHolmes-pi9vx
    @KristiHolmes-pi9vx11 күн бұрын

    I am almost 11months no alcohol and I know what you mean about awkard moments. I am wondering how I will maybe get back out there and date without alcohol. one thing for sure I love being by myself and with my older kids so really that is all that matters. the awkward moments will pass just fine my daughter(2 years sober) told me. great video. we all need a pat on the back

  • @miaxoill90
    @miaxoill9012 күн бұрын

    I struggled for years trying to quit, I watched this video maybe a year ago, and unfortunately failed at quitting on my own. I ended up in the hospital early this year with multiple organ failure! If you are reading this and are struggling, please get the help you need! It is not worth it. I’m thankful I was able to get through that horrible wake up call and can proudly say I’m 5 months sober and never looking back! It is not worth it.

  • @user-lf3kr1nq2d
    @user-lf3kr1nq2d13 күн бұрын

    Your videos are really great, but what always blows me away is the music. Your audio editing skills are amazing. 👍

  • @user-lf3kr1nq2d
    @user-lf3kr1nq2d13 күн бұрын

    It's unlikely anyone will see this comment on a 6 year old video, but I've been in the mood for your fun Arizona adventure / life videos again, and this particular video reminds me that I've wanted a jeep for years, but almost everyone I know react with: "Oh no! They're not stable!" "They roll over!" "They break down a lot!" Meanwhile I see more and more Rubicons here in Canada and its usually some ordinary car that I see in the ditch or the side of the highway. [Edit: there's a video in the list at the side that is called "Don't Buy A Jeep Unless It Has This Engine". Sheesh! 😆 ]

  • @user-lf3kr1nq2d
    @user-lf3kr1nq2d13 күн бұрын

    I love the music you add to your videos. They are always so well produced.

  • @lucefuller2960
    @lucefuller296014 күн бұрын

    OK, so I've always wanted to be a part of a secret society, so to say I'm on day 5 (again, but also for real this time.) I'm stoked!

  • @fappydabear1774
    @fappydabear177415 күн бұрын

    Starting AA tomorrow. Wish me luck. Quit drugs a long time ago, but struggling with alcohol lately.

  • @DavidRDavidRoss
    @DavidRDavidRoss16 күн бұрын

    Over a year for me after 47 years of drinking. I quit cannabis 100 days ago and cigarettes 32 months ago. I feel good. 😅😊

  • @StitchJones
    @StitchJones21 күн бұрын

    Who cares.

  • @TazMartin
    @TazMartin24 күн бұрын

    Are you selling your van😏🤔

  • @user-lf3kr1nq2d
    @user-lf3kr1nq2d25 күн бұрын

    I hope you guys are not getting hammered by the hurricane. Now and then I'm reminded of your adventures in AZ. Miss you two and your fun videos, and hope you are all having a great life. Best wishes for your future!

  • @christianligon8032
    @christianligon803226 күн бұрын

    One week sober and I miss it so much, but the person I become when I’m not sober is a monster.

  • @BreakingChainsTSM
    @BreakingChainsTSM26 күн бұрын

    Good stuff! I’m almost 6 months sober after 40 years of chaos and heavy drinking. Keep up the great content!

  • @embededfabrication4482
    @embededfabrication448226 күн бұрын

    If you are considering living in a remote rural location better spend some time there first. The constant wind, brutal heat and sun, washboard roads will wear you down. May people build a place and then abandon them.

  • @dustin628
    @dustin62828 күн бұрын

    Im assuming you are using the fan to pull hot air out not push it back in?

  • @aimedshadez101
    @aimedshadez10129 күн бұрын

    This is quite possibly the least informational video I've ever seen

  • @ryeann2567
    @ryeann256729 күн бұрын

    Bro, my background is so much like yours, just a few years earlier, and kept going a few years longer. Didnt hit quite the depth of bottom as you did, but low enough. Over a year sober now, and i remember watching this video when i was struggling through my first week of sobriety over memorial day weekend 2023.

  • @SilverDragu
    @SilverDraguАй бұрын

    Great video brother! Are you still sober 5 years later now?

  • @annakins15
    @annakins15Ай бұрын

    5 days sober. ODAAT… literally hour by hour. Started AA last night and feeling committed. Thank you for your story.

  • @jleuty591
    @jleuty591Ай бұрын

    Fell into the penis die trap lol

  • @MrRItardis
    @MrRItardisАй бұрын

    Starting a program on Monday. I’m terrified. It’s all I’ve known

  • @carlosrivas3837
    @carlosrivas3837Ай бұрын

    I have that truck. It’s held up better than some of the others I have had

  • @new2brew1
    @new2brew1Ай бұрын

    Im back on day 40...lost everything and staying with my drunk parents..i turn 50 next month

  • @TheBerney321
    @TheBerney321Ай бұрын

    This video and some of the experiences were deeply relatable - even down to that particular style of panic attack you were experiencing. Clenching so tight that my damn muscles would be sore. Happened to me numerous times driving as well and that’s just no fun. Thanks for the upload even if it was an eternity ago - recently on the sober wagon and it’s great to know I’m not alone out there in the struggles.

  • @dennismetzger9287
    @dennismetzger9287Ай бұрын

    Few more days till i hit 6 months. Took many, many, MANY attempts but here i am.

  • @icwiener9935
    @icwiener9935Ай бұрын

    Man in Germany alcohol is so ridiculously cheap. It would make it harder to resist if they would make this poison just a little bit less accessible. A Smirnoff Wodka is around 10 Dollars, Wine you can get for 2-3 Dollars and a cheap beer for 40 Cents ...

  • @fintan3563
    @fintan3563Ай бұрын

    6/22/24 - Are you still sober today? Blessings to you!

  • @cherylgentillon
    @cherylgentillonАй бұрын

    I totally resonate with this!

  • @RES1818
    @RES1818Ай бұрын

    Miss your videos and worry about you a little bit. I hope you’re doing OK brother. ❤

  • @drew8642
    @drew8642Ай бұрын

    Definitely compact and minimalist, maybe a swing out storage container would free up space inside. I would want an inside shower for that reason. I wonder what MPG’s on a loaded small rig like this gets? I feel like a wide body with diesel power would be my choice for more interior space to invite people in to gather.

  • @bryanmayes9234
    @bryanmayes9234Ай бұрын

    I threw a thumbs up for the video, and then I sub'd up simce you skipped arm day and leg day.... oh and cuz you wheel

  • @DOMDOM-iv3ci
    @DOMDOM-iv3ciАй бұрын

    Thanks for the vid very practical Vanon!

  • @user-xu2ci4hu1t
    @user-xu2ci4hu1tАй бұрын

    Best of luck with your new chapter. 😊

  • @oscarlavista7677
    @oscarlavista7677Ай бұрын

    So basically you didn't get enough subscibers to make it off youtube?

  • @DaveCubbage
    @DaveCubbageАй бұрын

    Thanks for your story brother.....Im going to try my journey on monday.

  • @supermariofan130
    @supermariofan130Ай бұрын

    Wishing you luck man, I'm on day 3 at in-home detox and the hardest part is just going to the store and not looking at it. But it is possible and you deserve a happy life

  • @Christopher_Christophersen
    @Christopher_ChristophersenАй бұрын

    If you had time to drink, you have time to make meetings. Stop with the I'm to busy excuse.

  • @bryanmathew2079
    @bryanmathew2079Ай бұрын

    🎉@13:21 ? There 😂Lib Cause & 😮Protest... Sounds about Right.

  • @shanevanorder2644
    @shanevanorder2644Ай бұрын

    You make it too and over the waterfall

  • @thebigwildavisshow
    @thebigwildavisshowАй бұрын

    Nice job man!! F@&$! The Stealership!!!!! I want to do the same thing to my Jeep 2014.

  • @user-zr8qb5ys6g
    @user-zr8qb5ys6g2 ай бұрын

    Thank you for this video brother

  • @vicc6744
    @vicc67442 ай бұрын

    It's been a while- is the winch still going? Are you still liking it?

  • @user-zc6oc5up3h
    @user-zc6oc5up3h2 ай бұрын

    What size exhaust pipe

  • @user-nw6cf1dc4w
    @user-nw6cf1dc4w2 ай бұрын

    Great video. I find these stories inspiring. Gives motivation, 4th day sober now. I hope i can stay of off booze. 😊