I'm so, so lonely... After everything I've dealt with, what do I have to show for it? Trauma, depression, and complete emptiness. Ain't life a bitch 💔☹️
@muffinman33753 күн бұрын
Why does ambient music make people want to talk about sad things? This stuff is beautiful a good way to get centered…..
@woefgrom3 күн бұрын
The music I listened to when I was preparing for my final exams, and I did it. Way too amazing..
@aaronreyes48744 күн бұрын
This song makes me think of “hello my name is welcome” for some reason
@vaultis6 күн бұрын
Why must we be like this?
@Blazeus6 күн бұрын
Well, time has come to accept your loneliness in this world. Only you can full understand yourself. Although, I am just trying to comfort myself, and for others to comfort me. Trying to be other, not myself... I just feel serenity.
@Blazeus6 күн бұрын
Time has come, it's time to think what was before the god, and what was before then *this*
@kaibasseches83537 күн бұрын
This confirms that Db major is the best key
@Daniel_WulfJR.10 күн бұрын
David Leatherhoff
@user-tl5ef2zg3o11 күн бұрын
i fall in deep sleep and never returned to reality
@KennyCopperfield15 күн бұрын
I wonder what snow feels like.
@wrightcarl118116 күн бұрын
I'm going through some sh*t at the moment 😔
@treemanog11217 күн бұрын
in my final semester before i graduated college i got a bad case of pyschosis and was a hair away from no longer continuing my education. My family and friends helped me get back on the track i needed to graduate school and i am eternally grateful. Its scary to think what would have happened if i didnt get through it so I am incredibly grateful for my friends and family. This song feels like how that felt to get through the gauntlet of pyschosis but it also feels like relaxing after having difficult decisions pay off
@grammor19 күн бұрын
this music gives me tranquility and peace
@zakur0hako23 күн бұрын
Cool channel name. This track has very strong Slowdive vibes also
@Meee-dj8fi27 күн бұрын
Does anyone know this photo's origin.
@SyntaxErr1928728 күн бұрын
K holes and this
@user-kv1pb5np3s28 күн бұрын
I'm sitting in the place where i spent my childhood right now. I haven't been here for a long time and now i feel myself alive again here. Combo of comments and aphex twin songs kill me everytime and still give me meamories. I hate my past but i wanna come back my childhood
@Arctheicecube29 күн бұрын
Im definitely not in focus. And I dont think I ever will be. Im sorry to the people I disappoint and will disappoint in the future. This is me.
@calimero_16129 күн бұрын
Thank you!
@onkelnatsuАй бұрын
I know this song because of my favorite horror youtuber and with this i feel at home in my horror world
@PiggyGuy100Ай бұрын
This has helped me focus so much dude, thank you so much, if possible it'd be cool to see a 10 hour version of this so I don't have to restart it most of the time. Thank you for the video dude.
@bubbafowpend9943Ай бұрын
Ads on an ambient drone track? jesus christ! Way to break a mood
@ShadowTheHedgehogOfficalАй бұрын
Hello?
@shaleadavison4836Ай бұрын
3:13 best part
@Honorcodefor-1lifeАй бұрын
Blessed Circles.in time with no end or beginning...this my feelings.
@paolotzenАй бұрын
I don't think words can describe this feeling this song gives
@NamelessArtistsАй бұрын
Life is so confusing
@abrahamtellez592Ай бұрын
We make it confusing by thinking there's more to it than there is. We fool ourselves into thinking that there must be "something more", trying to find a "purpose" and silly stuff like that. You probably already have everything you need to understand and face the world. Things are simpler than they look.
@sophieg7021Ай бұрын
Aphex Twin is my second most listened artist on my Spotify wrap up 2023. Selected Ambient Works Vol II is THE album for study sessions. It helps me to concentrate. Whenever I listen to Rhubarb, it calms me down. While having a panic attack, I remember that I was laying on the floor and I put Rhubarb on at full volume. It calmed me down because I could feel the vibrations through my phone as I put it on my chest. It helped me back then and still does! Thank you Aphex Twin for your music!!
@abrahamtellez592Ай бұрын
Isn't this marvelous? Every time I return here, I reread through the comments and, for a moment, I feel your experiences and it is almost like we were having a conversation, even when I see the _X years ago_ tag, I still feel like we are all sitting in a circle in a forest, the damp chilly air blowing through the trees as we share a small but important piece of ourselves. I just love this piece. I can listen to it whether I'm happy or going through a low spot in my depression, and it always speaks to me, it always helps me in some way. It creates a timeless space where I can just exist, a clarity akin to a white void, but one where I can reflect on my life without feeling any shred of judgement or remorse. This truly makes me glad to be alive.
@TheTrueShadowphoenixАй бұрын
Wholesome vibes
@callmeghosty725 күн бұрын
Damn.... Idk why but this one hit me hard
@AhnockАй бұрын
i just want to be happy.
@KomyetaАй бұрын
I wonder if another life exists, where the decision were made.
@ufofriend_Ай бұрын
drowning in the universe
@ifteneciprian3819Ай бұрын
Life....what a joke...you try to be good, nice...you try helping others but all of this are in vain....
@AhnockАй бұрын
be good to yourself. if the people youre being good to arent being good back, then maybe its time you find new friends. lifes all about who you share it with, i hope you can find some solace in better peers.
@amelgicic7588Ай бұрын
I often listen to this while taking a shower.
@mad_son32Ай бұрын
Jesus Christ is Lord
@auser27212 ай бұрын
I feel so down
@lyrasus2 ай бұрын
Mid rolls on it is fkn blasphemy
@kaecake95752 ай бұрын
I was going to Rio Grande Gorge Bridge in 2016 and many years later, moving from Las Vegas NM to Diné Nation, I found out the world is indeed a emotional bubble of lies to one another and that is going towards the monsters and bullies as well. It's not their fault or anyone's. It's just life and being open about their criticism towards you makes each other smarter to be true and to be enjoying the honesty of being a human. Whether it would be sad, mad, happy. It may sound weird but these times are past their depressing days. We are either Pro human or Pro death. When I feed the birds they teach me that. I'm starting to be a beekeeper. I hope life will matter to the corrupt rich people. Love to you from Diné Nation.
@Azerovski2 ай бұрын
Afraid of monsters (mod half life) ;)
@username_8972 ай бұрын
a masterpiece
@gulagbean2892 ай бұрын
My nana passed away last September, she had vascular dementia, this track's gotten me through some difficult times in my life and it still does, grief is another part of love.
@user-ln5dw2bx5s2 ай бұрын
stop commenting .... nobody gives a shit about your meaningless storys....
@milhito8322 ай бұрын
Find God, God loves you
@kaecake95752 ай бұрын
The world will turn on you. Consumption will be game over for you.
@user-ln5dw2bx5sАй бұрын
@@milhito832 we are all one ... i shit on god .... god is invented when mankind was stupid as fuck i believ in my ancestors stop preaching about god...
@jj70161Ай бұрын
@@user-ln5dw2bx5s Dude your life must be soo miserable..
@user-xj2yl5rd5h2 ай бұрын
for all the guys that think about life, i have something to say: you are everything, your world is you, you can chose to be everything you want. chose love and be it, as you become it you will receive it any instant. you dont have to let your life create your state of being, dont feel it like a punkshment or a sad fate, life is only mirroring aspects of your being. chose love and be kind, and enjoy the experience as an unfolding of your state of being. you are everything, but you can see only one thing at a time, chose to be love and you will see love everywhere, i promise :). try it! be love for yourself, for every litle thing that are. 😊
@markospol52632 ай бұрын
What a fucking masterpiece. Thank you
@HeltonYan2 ай бұрын
I came here to tell you that I haven't yet beaten depression. But I learned how to live with it. There's so much more to life than our narrow field of view allows us to see. I'm going to therapy once every week. I got a job happily working as a full-time sound designer for a big video game. I don't see myself as a worthless parasite anymore. I'm okay with my position in society and in the world. There are so many things I need to overcome, but I'm confident that I have the tools to deal with those. This song kept me company in the deepest, darkest places of my mind.
@jj701612 ай бұрын
Keep going brother!
@kaecake95752 ай бұрын
I'm the same. I was going to Rio Grande Gorge Bridge in 2016 and many years later, moving from Las Vegas NM to Diné Nation, I found out the world is indeed a emotional bubble of lies to one another and that is going towards the monsters and bullies as well. It's not their fault or anyone's. It's just life and being open about their criticism towards you makes each other smarter to be true and to be enjoying the honesty of being a human. Whether it would be sad, mad, happy. It may sound weird but these times are past their depressing days. We are either Pro human or Pro death. When I feed the birds they teach me that. I'm starting to be a beekeeper. I hope life will matter to the corrupt rich people. Love to you from Diné Nation.
@derpdiggler74132 ай бұрын
I pick this song for karaoke every time
@griffin9552 ай бұрын
This is the song I return to every time I need to remember what life is all about.
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I'm so, so lonely... After everything I've dealt with, what do I have to show for it? Trauma, depression, and complete emptiness. Ain't life a bitch 💔☹️
Why does ambient music make people want to talk about sad things? This stuff is beautiful a good way to get centered…..
The music I listened to when I was preparing for my final exams, and I did it. Way too amazing..
This song makes me think of “hello my name is welcome” for some reason
Why must we be like this?
Well, time has come to accept your loneliness in this world. Only you can full understand yourself. Although, I am just trying to comfort myself, and for others to comfort me. Trying to be other, not myself... I just feel serenity.
Time has come, it's time to think what was before the god, and what was before then *this*
This confirms that Db major is the best key
David Leatherhoff
i fall in deep sleep and never returned to reality
I wonder what snow feels like.
I'm going through some sh*t at the moment 😔
in my final semester before i graduated college i got a bad case of pyschosis and was a hair away from no longer continuing my education. My family and friends helped me get back on the track i needed to graduate school and i am eternally grateful. Its scary to think what would have happened if i didnt get through it so I am incredibly grateful for my friends and family. This song feels like how that felt to get through the gauntlet of pyschosis but it also feels like relaxing after having difficult decisions pay off
this music gives me tranquility and peace
Cool channel name. This track has very strong Slowdive vibes also
Does anyone know this photo's origin.
K holes and this
I'm sitting in the place where i spent my childhood right now. I haven't been here for a long time and now i feel myself alive again here. Combo of comments and aphex twin songs kill me everytime and still give me meamories. I hate my past but i wanna come back my childhood
Im definitely not in focus. And I dont think I ever will be. Im sorry to the people I disappoint and will disappoint in the future. This is me.
Thank you!
I know this song because of my favorite horror youtuber and with this i feel at home in my horror world
This has helped me focus so much dude, thank you so much, if possible it'd be cool to see a 10 hour version of this so I don't have to restart it most of the time. Thank you for the video dude.
Ads on an ambient drone track? jesus christ! Way to break a mood
Hello?
3:13 best part
Blessed Circles.in time with no end or beginning...this my feelings.
I don't think words can describe this feeling this song gives
Life is so confusing
We make it confusing by thinking there's more to it than there is. We fool ourselves into thinking that there must be "something more", trying to find a "purpose" and silly stuff like that. You probably already have everything you need to understand and face the world. Things are simpler than they look.
Aphex Twin is my second most listened artist on my Spotify wrap up 2023. Selected Ambient Works Vol II is THE album for study sessions. It helps me to concentrate. Whenever I listen to Rhubarb, it calms me down. While having a panic attack, I remember that I was laying on the floor and I put Rhubarb on at full volume. It calmed me down because I could feel the vibrations through my phone as I put it on my chest. It helped me back then and still does! Thank you Aphex Twin for your music!!
Isn't this marvelous? Every time I return here, I reread through the comments and, for a moment, I feel your experiences and it is almost like we were having a conversation, even when I see the _X years ago_ tag, I still feel like we are all sitting in a circle in a forest, the damp chilly air blowing through the trees as we share a small but important piece of ourselves. I just love this piece. I can listen to it whether I'm happy or going through a low spot in my depression, and it always speaks to me, it always helps me in some way. It creates a timeless space where I can just exist, a clarity akin to a white void, but one where I can reflect on my life without feeling any shred of judgement or remorse. This truly makes me glad to be alive.
Wholesome vibes
Damn.... Idk why but this one hit me hard
i just want to be happy.
I wonder if another life exists, where the decision were made.
drowning in the universe
Life....what a joke...you try to be good, nice...you try helping others but all of this are in vain....
be good to yourself. if the people youre being good to arent being good back, then maybe its time you find new friends. lifes all about who you share it with, i hope you can find some solace in better peers.
I often listen to this while taking a shower.
Jesus Christ is Lord
I feel so down
Mid rolls on it is fkn blasphemy
I was going to Rio Grande Gorge Bridge in 2016 and many years later, moving from Las Vegas NM to Diné Nation, I found out the world is indeed a emotional bubble of lies to one another and that is going towards the monsters and bullies as well. It's not their fault or anyone's. It's just life and being open about their criticism towards you makes each other smarter to be true and to be enjoying the honesty of being a human. Whether it would be sad, mad, happy. It may sound weird but these times are past their depressing days. We are either Pro human or Pro death. When I feed the birds they teach me that. I'm starting to be a beekeeper. I hope life will matter to the corrupt rich people. Love to you from Diné Nation.
Afraid of monsters (mod half life) ;)
a masterpiece
My nana passed away last September, she had vascular dementia, this track's gotten me through some difficult times in my life and it still does, grief is another part of love.
stop commenting .... nobody gives a shit about your meaningless storys....
Find God, God loves you
The world will turn on you. Consumption will be game over for you.
@@milhito832 we are all one ... i shit on god .... god is invented when mankind was stupid as fuck i believ in my ancestors stop preaching about god...
@@user-ln5dw2bx5s Dude your life must be soo miserable..
for all the guys that think about life, i have something to say: you are everything, your world is you, you can chose to be everything you want. chose love and be it, as you become it you will receive it any instant. you dont have to let your life create your state of being, dont feel it like a punkshment or a sad fate, life is only mirroring aspects of your being. chose love and be kind, and enjoy the experience as an unfolding of your state of being. you are everything, but you can see only one thing at a time, chose to be love and you will see love everywhere, i promise :). try it! be love for yourself, for every litle thing that are. 😊
What a fucking masterpiece. Thank you
I came here to tell you that I haven't yet beaten depression. But I learned how to live with it. There's so much more to life than our narrow field of view allows us to see. I'm going to therapy once every week. I got a job happily working as a full-time sound designer for a big video game. I don't see myself as a worthless parasite anymore. I'm okay with my position in society and in the world. There are so many things I need to overcome, but I'm confident that I have the tools to deal with those. This song kept me company in the deepest, darkest places of my mind.
Keep going brother!
I'm the same. I was going to Rio Grande Gorge Bridge in 2016 and many years later, moving from Las Vegas NM to Diné Nation, I found out the world is indeed a emotional bubble of lies to one another and that is going towards the monsters and bullies as well. It's not their fault or anyone's. It's just life and being open about their criticism towards you makes each other smarter to be true and to be enjoying the honesty of being a human. Whether it would be sad, mad, happy. It may sound weird but these times are past their depressing days. We are either Pro human or Pro death. When I feed the birds they teach me that. I'm starting to be a beekeeper. I hope life will matter to the corrupt rich people. Love to you from Diné Nation.
I pick this song for karaoke every time
This is the song I return to every time I need to remember what life is all about.
fiber optic
This is what nostalgia sounds like