basicallyreese

basicallyreese

welcome to my channel ☻ here i focus on mental health, navigating adulthood, being crafty, city living, and trying to stay authentic - i hope you stay and join me!

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  • @rimfa1489
    @rimfa148916 сағат бұрын

    This video is literally like looking into a mirror ive left college multiple times falls multiple jobs and it's all because of these severe lows I feel you you're not alone and thank you for posting this! There are people who are fine with listening to your introspective rants lol I know the feeling of people not wanting to listen as well!

  • @luisakop5631
    @luisakop5631Күн бұрын

    I can reccomend the Gospel

  • @MalayaC-tn2rl
    @MalayaC-tn2rlКүн бұрын

    Honestly I prefer the warmer tone of the Mark II, it gives a nostalgic feel!

  • @ilovenycsomuch
    @ilovenycsomuch2 күн бұрын

    I hate wearing the exposing clothes (can’t even wear a tank top) cuz I have a skin picking disorder & I can’t get away with wearing anything revealing🤦‍♀️

  • 2 күн бұрын

    It's not body dysmorphia. It's depersonalization, girl.

  • @justinotherpatriot1744
    @justinotherpatriot17442 күн бұрын

    Here's a promise. God loves you.

  • @frankclements1431
    @frankclements14314 күн бұрын

    how can you so cheerfully talk about living in hell?

  • @mariaalejandralopez4514
    @mariaalejandralopez45146 күн бұрын

    i am so happy i found u :)

  • @anahatamyst
    @anahatamyst6 күн бұрын

    get off the medication. You have been conned by the system... Watch the video 'Medicating Normal' that came out recently. Wishing you all the best.

  • @nickjones6186
    @nickjones61867 күн бұрын

    Literally resonate with this 10000%, its exhausting

  • @piasuzan986
    @piasuzan9868 күн бұрын

    I lobe fake blood, it's so much fun for some reason 😂 or maybe I just watched to many movies/shows with blood in it like vampire diaries or vikings 😂😂

  • @austinjacob6007
    @austinjacob60079 күн бұрын

    7:53 7:55

  • @fatimazahrah3995
    @fatimazahrah39959 күн бұрын

    thank you for sharing so honestly about your pmdd experience. do you take medication for your pmdd symptoms?

  • @Lovelyliv444
    @Lovelyliv44412 күн бұрын

    I just wanted to say i feel you and i see you i have adhd and pmdd and literally this video is how i feel today word for word but im praying that we will get through this 🙏🏼 ❤️ i literally do a 180 the second im done with my period and i wish i was myself everyday and not what this illness lies to me 2 weeks out of the month its exhausting

  • @aeolanyiramoon6260
    @aeolanyiramoon626013 күн бұрын

    I needed this today thank you 🥺

  • @user-oc8oq8bl4b
    @user-oc8oq8bl4b14 күн бұрын

    for some reason this depressive episode is not stoping I dont get it I was so well and then its like I fell into this deep dark abyss

  • @Zahraazaarour_
    @Zahraazaarour_17 күн бұрын

    You took alll the words out of my heart and inserted them in this video...

  • @Israa_ali95
    @Israa_ali9518 күн бұрын

    Hey reese can you please be my art teacher 🙂 🌌 by the way I just wanted to say thank you for making your vlogs so vulnerable I was convinced that I was the only one with depression and anxiety and honestly it been the most challenging and isolating thing to have. :( So seeing another human being so open and honest is making me feel less alone; you are a rare gem in this lifetime never stop being you ☺️🫶👏🔥💎 ( keep up the great work)!!!!!

  • @simplyboppingK
    @simplyboppingK19 күн бұрын

    Video starts at 3:32 because we don't care about sponsorships. Also it's not that hard to pack for three weeks it's called REUSING CLOTHES 🤯 Example: Underwear: one for everyday Bras: 3-4? Socks: one for everyday Shorts: one denim, one athletic, spandex Tanktops: 1 black, 2 other tanktops Pjs: 5 tshirts for sleeping, 3 shorts for sleeping Pants: 1 or 2 Skirts: 2-3 Shoes: tennis shoes, flip flops and maybe a dressy pair of shoes Bring things to wash your clothes by hand it will be OKAY if you "outfit repeat" You look stupid just overpacking.. Also why do you need a blazer for in the summer?

  • @Uhhit67
    @Uhhit6721 күн бұрын

    I do not think you are describing body dysmorphia rather dpdr- depersonalization derealiazation, it is a form of dissociation, am sending support your way, know how difficult it can all be, you totally got this!

  • @wingnut71
    @wingnut7122 күн бұрын

    Sorry girl, thats how it is with depression. I was once your age too. Hoped i could beat it. Never did.😢

  • @Sandrineworld
    @Sandrineworld23 күн бұрын

    I'm depressed since i was 12, and i'm 48...Like you said, i'm exausted, so empty and scared...I hate life and myself.

  • @yourfavoritetiktokers4112
    @yourfavoritetiktokers411223 күн бұрын

    Have you tried antidepressants Hun? I am 23 and i had severe anxiety and ptsd and deepression and i started taking lexapro (10 mg) and it literally changed my life!!!! I dont know if you maybe take medications but whether u do or not i would rly advice you to ask a doctor for this specific medicine and see. Hope to see you get out of this shell because deepression is HELL

  • @paigesom
    @paigesom24 күн бұрын

    Reese, I've been following you for years, I don't even know how many. But as always, I so appreciate your authenticity and rawness. I'm so glad to see you again and really look forward to what you create. Wishing you all the best!! <3

  • @Lala2lulu
    @Lala2lulu24 күн бұрын

    Omg how much did you make before u get a job?

  • @kelseyedwards7931
    @kelseyedwards793125 күн бұрын

    I can imagine it being so worth it if you get a job you love! I hate my job so I hate the 9-5. 😅

  • @seraphicus9831
    @seraphicus983125 күн бұрын

    no fr. i had a bad depressive episode during high school and when i graduated i got a full time job for a year and going to work and therapy were the only things i did. had i not needed to go to work every day i would have actually rotted away in bed every day. that dumbass job that required very little skill and thinking might have actually saved my life lmfao

  • @seraphicus9831
    @seraphicus983125 күн бұрын

    im in my second year of uni now and i‘m doing a lot better but it‘s still rough sometimes tbh

  • @seraphicus9831
    @seraphicus983125 күн бұрын

    i‘m so happy for you!!

  • @angelicavlogs7724
    @angelicavlogs772425 күн бұрын

    you're are an important person

  • @emma-fy1xi
    @emma-fy1xi26 күн бұрын

    hey! i dont know if that's entirely body dysmorphia, i think it's dissociating straight up. i get that too <3

  • @nyebabe33
    @nyebabe3326 күн бұрын

    thank you so much for sharing! This is so relateable!

  • @myriamgagnon68
    @myriamgagnon6827 күн бұрын

    You could call it the challenging Q1

  • @yummygirl9037
    @yummygirl903727 күн бұрын

    Thank you for sharing I just bought mark 3

  • @pixelspaws
    @pixelspaws27 күн бұрын

    you’re so funny and i don’t feel this way about people i see on the internet a lot

  • @MeuTomdePINK
    @MeuTomdePINK27 күн бұрын

    I recommend you look into depersonalization and derealization, makes you feel more “normal” and real to know that there’s a name and more people that feel what you mentioned as dysmorphia.

  • @ishitasharma8925
    @ishitasharma892528 күн бұрын

    I like you but maybe make your videos a little less chatty?

  • @starfish0607
    @starfish060728 күн бұрын

    As someone just coming out of a 8 month long depressive episode, thank you. I'm so proud of us

  • @halletheresa23
    @halletheresa2328 күн бұрын

    I’m so held back by my fears it’s ridiculous

  • @steveprunty6409
    @steveprunty640929 күн бұрын

    Is that 6 doors I see behind you, nobody has managed to get 6 doors in the shot, that's impressive. 👌🦃

  • @selene4766
    @selene476629 күн бұрын

    What is your mbti, just curious!

  • @ManicMaidenASMR
    @ManicMaidenASMR5 күн бұрын

    Wanted to ask the same thing. I think she’s a ISxx

  • @krystamiinch
    @krystamiinch29 күн бұрын

    I got a 9-5 after going through a rough depression as well. The routine was needed!

  • @ayeshaimdad3542
    @ayeshaimdad354229 күн бұрын

    Free Palestine 🇵🇸

  • @sarahkay923
    @sarahkay92329 күн бұрын

    Hey what your talking about at 11:00 sounds like derealisation or depersonalization, its a mental health side effect worth researching!

  • @Uhhit67
    @Uhhit6721 күн бұрын

    yessss, thought the same, just commented it

  • @bubblezzxxd15
    @bubblezzxxd15Ай бұрын

    I think what you described, about looking in the mirror, is actually dissociation. But don't be alarmed! If it is, what youre doing to make yourself feel better now is treating it ❤

  • @nanawordie7967
    @nanawordie7967Ай бұрын

    congrats on your job!! i definitely agree with you i do't think i could do a fully remote job because it'd lose my mind being inside all the time. i think this is why it's important for influencers to go to college/ have a passion outside of content because as you get older your goals might change and creating content might not be what you want to do long term

  • @legoguy016
    @legoguy016Ай бұрын

    I’m same way. I’m planning to make bank off of my content, but I also am unsure sometimes. I wish I could risk myself more.

  • @dana6456
    @dana6456Ай бұрын

    We're here for you! ❤

  • @gracieazevedo7595
    @gracieazevedo7595Ай бұрын

    Watching your older videos today for comfort❤️ love you Reese

  • @simonealyssa
    @simonealyssaАй бұрын

    As a full time creator who has only been leaving my house to walk my dog, I feel this to my core. Proud of you for making a change that’s best for you!

  • @morgaanfoley
    @morgaanfoleyАй бұрын

    oh boyyyyy. I am a mentally ill girly who suddenly blew up on social media as i was graduating collage and have never worked a regular job. this video spoke to my soul. this is the first video of yours that i have seen but wow i think we are the same person. thank you for making this video

  • @ManicMaidenASMR
    @ManicMaidenASMR5 күн бұрын

    I am mentally ill/part time failed creator 😂 KZread wasn’t doing it for me anymore and I’ve been having writers block. Online university is one of the only things keeping me going. Been in a slump lately