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@astronomicaldreamscape6156

3 жыл бұрын

Fellow dreamscape. I thank you.

@BASTSALVA-qg6cu

2 жыл бұрын

Hey brudda, just wanted to ask if I could use this beat for a song bro? Please let me know what the conditions would be 🙏🏽appreciate you fam

@Blaydtingles

2 жыл бұрын

@Darkkub much love bro keep moving and trying to connect with people ❤️

@enmarzuqi

2 жыл бұрын

What is this genre called?

@ethancannon6367

Жыл бұрын

matthew 11 28

Don’t you hate it, when you can’t even remember what the problem was? That in itself makes me even more depressed

@stargazng

3 жыл бұрын

yeah.. the worst feeling. not understanding whats wrong. but you'll find out whats wrong when it happens

@yunngromeo6107

3 жыл бұрын

bruh.. this comment slapped my soul rn

@bennysaravia3483

3 жыл бұрын

@@yunngromeo6107 same bro . we'll be okay .. i know it ..

@isabellaamendolia3486

3 жыл бұрын

Try writing it. Writing your thoughts somewhere until you finish. After some time when you start to feel better and ready to confront it, to try and solve it, then you read it. I've been doing it.

@MrKILLINOOBZ

2 жыл бұрын

What's more aggrevating is when you remember what the problem was but either have no way of fixing it or having no idea where to start on fixing it....so the two become synonymous

This reminds me how much I hate getting close to people because it’s so euphoric at first and then it’s temporary. Like everything that once gave you light disappears eventually.

@ASE_Avenue

2 жыл бұрын

I get that feeling especially if you love and care harder than others. You’ll find that person eventually, who you can have forever and open up to.

@amandavasqq

2 жыл бұрын

felt this :/

@greenanime8359

2 жыл бұрын

@@ASE_Avenue that has happened to me so many times.

@doejohn7548

2 жыл бұрын

Been going through that feeling after I thought I met the one hopefully she thinks of me 😞💔

@romeoromeo1120

Жыл бұрын

@@ASE_Avenue I'm that dumb dude who love too much. The girl i was with broke up with me ( as a lot already did) on July 4. I wish we could still be together ; i loved her so much and i'd never felt that good with someone. I know i should move on; but i cant. I love that girl too much and i just cant stop not loving her. I cant forget her and i cant stop loving her. I Hope i could either find a girl that could love me the same as i love her; or either stop loving that much, not being too sad 'cause of the end of our relation. I cant.

I just lost my dad on 2022-07-25. No one wants to loose their dad on the age of 22. I am devastated. This song calms my body and my mind.

@yeroy744

Жыл бұрын

I am afraid of that day, but I have to be ready to lose my parents cause they just can't live forever(

@kyuubinito

Жыл бұрын

Much encouragement from my side of the world, I sincerely hope that you are feeling better. 💗

@Lucid_high09

Жыл бұрын

Im sorry my guy * hugs u *

@sivingridborgersen2897

Жыл бұрын

I am very sorry for your loss. I am glad on your behalf, that you've found some comfort through this music. I hope comfort will continue to surround you. Much love to you.

@fortnitebooty-uh2oy

Жыл бұрын

I lost my dad at the age of 6 but i didnt even know that he was my father at that time

You know whats the worst? Being constantly surrounded by people, yet still feeling that loneliness; Like everyone knows you, but nobody really understands you ,you know? :/

@a.w.1906

8 ай бұрын

I know exactly what you mean. I'm 55 and I have this feeling my whole life. I think I should bring it to an end someday.

@red5652

7 ай бұрын

​@@a.w.1906dude if you're thinking of giving up you've lived 55 years don't stop know see this through and maybe just maybe you'll find something that stops you feeling like this

@KyleEvra

7 ай бұрын

Same.

@huepocalypsenow8672

7 ай бұрын

​@@a.w.1906dont do that. Live, endure, forgive and do your best to smile. You may not get what you want, but your life is necessary and there is someone who needs you.

@a.w.1906

7 ай бұрын

​@@huepocalypsenow8672Thank you so much. 😢 But look around, there will be war. The Muslims worldwide call for war against all Jews and their supporting Countrys.. Tomorrow after the Friday prayer it shall start.

i just feel so alone. i can be in a room with 40 ppl and still feel isolated i never felt this way before

@myabrook2426

3 жыл бұрын

u okay bro ?

@JohnSmith-pl1np

3 жыл бұрын

I honestly understand how you feel. I just feel nobody understands me and that’s why I isolate myself from everyone

@champagnepapi2660

3 жыл бұрын

@@myabrook2426 same bro I just want everything to be over

@3kheadshots848

3 жыл бұрын

Same yo I can't even sit in a room of 3 ppl around me and still feel the same

@liagomez2795

3 жыл бұрын

I used to feel like that but then I got to know god

It’s interesting to see everyone’s different moods while listening to this, it’s also interesting to see how many of us young ppl are so depressed and tired but hide it everyday

@jamalmhmd8292

2 жыл бұрын

Literally I’m going through this comments and crying because when are we gonna be able to be happy again ? .

@xomnipresent8913

2 жыл бұрын

I think the music just makes me think about depressing things that don’t really bother me until I listen to frequencies like this one that target certain parts of the brain, but I go to sleep to this it does make me feel less alone in a way it’s crazy who ever made this knew what they were doing

@lynnmka

2 жыл бұрын

@@xomnipresent8913 ye its interesting i agree with how it makes you feel less alone

@pixeedustt.4097

2 жыл бұрын

@@jamalmhmd8292 we'll be okay.

@fallingVoid48151

Жыл бұрын

@@jamalmhmd8292 We are here for you man. :)

“I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone.” - Robin Williams

@saltymopho9413

6 ай бұрын

Dude that has to be the deepest comment I ever read. Holy Sh*t

@sheyshah2848

6 ай бұрын

@@saltymopho9413 I know my man, makes you think about how we take our loved ones for granted and vice versa.

@XR200White

3 ай бұрын

Arruma um trampo pra me aí nós EUA kkkkk🇧🇷

The worst part about living in the place you grew up at is it’s very hard to just forget the past, especially when everywhere you go is a place where you made memories with someone you care about but those people dont care about you anymore. Nothing hurts worse than looking at a field by a school and seeing memories like ghost in the field…. Aight imma head out

@AjitTheUndefeatable

Жыл бұрын

And this is why it is good to leave your home town. I'm glad I didn't grow up in an awesome place because then that place would be off-limits for me now.

@anthonyfernandez82

Жыл бұрын

I get PTSD going by my old highschool. Forgotten by the majority. I always am

@SamuelBlack84

Жыл бұрын

My hometown is mostly populated by those I've sworn to destroy if I ever see them again. So, my feelings are rather different

@Fideowo

10 ай бұрын

You get used to it in the end, I did

now i can imagine sitting on a rooftop under the stars with the person i'm in love with, holding hands, listening to each other's breathing. thank you

@OnlyMisery

3 жыл бұрын

Like that's ever gonna happen : /

@Shakera...

3 жыл бұрын

@@OnlyMisery Was that necessary? Don't be a prick

@OnlyMisery

3 жыл бұрын

@@Shakera... you didn't get that Shrek reference .

@Shakera...

3 жыл бұрын

@@OnlyMisery Oh my bad, out of context it sounds horrible tho so don't blame me😅

@whateverhappenshappens.5525

3 жыл бұрын

I wish I could imagine it :(

it makes me happy but sad that theres so many ppl in the comments that feel the same way as me.

@alexgmeinwieser4076

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah :/

@Sentrilic

3 жыл бұрын

Whenever you’re listening to this song, someone in the world is also at the same time.

@musicaesmicora9098

3 жыл бұрын

yup

@lawof1

3 жыл бұрын

i love you

@alexgmeinwieser4076

3 жыл бұрын

@@lawof1 i love you too

I lost my mom around 3-4 months ago at the age of 16. We fought constantly because she was severely and untreatably mentally ill. This lead to her ending her life, and I had to hold her hand while she went. I hadn't come to peace with how I felt with her and I don't feel like I ever got to apologize properly. Now, I lay here in bed and cry to this song, thinking about how I will never get to see my mom again and she will not get to see me grow up. I wish that I got the time to make things right, to apologize. I wish I didn't fight with her all the time and that we could've been happier. This music helps me bring shape to my emotions and for that I truly thank you. To everyone who reads this, make sure that you're happy with how you end every encounter with a person, because you never know if that's going to be the last time you ever see them. I love you all and thank you for reading my pain.

@alfredstenlund3416

Жыл бұрын

Damn you maid me cry when i dont cry no more damn

@TheDestroyer1020

Жыл бұрын

I lost my mom when I was 6, around 8 to 9 years ago and I still miss her to this day.

@mathisledan1418

Жыл бұрын

❤❤❤❤

@diazthechad6698

Жыл бұрын

I love my mom so much and I don't know what I'd do without her. She's the light of my life. So is my dad. Without them, idk what I'd do. I terribly love them. I can never imagine losing either of them. And honestly, when we argue I'm really annoyed. But after a while I realise that I should always keep loving them, I should always let them know how much I actually love them. I always regret after arguing. I hope you're all doing great, and I'm sure your mums would be proud of how you've all grown! She must be happy that you came over all these hard times, and have grown into a great child. You deserve all the love ♥️

@kb3146

Жыл бұрын

I hope you're okay :') And if you're not, I hope you hold on until it gets better

There is so much emotion in this. "You look lonely" This sounds almost like a normal conversation, but there's also sympathy. "I can fix that" There's much love and in this, it sounds emotional. Trying to give someone who lost all hope, hope, a reason. The music Sounds chill, relaxing, a bit eerie even, but not scary. And although it is a pattern in repeat, i don't find it boring. Instead it helps me focus on ... nothing.

@ultimatedoomsday561

Жыл бұрын

It’s a pretty song. Wherever you are dude, keep going. You’re gonna make it

@ml3677

10 ай бұрын

It sounds sensual

@insert_username8717

7 ай бұрын

It’s from blade runner 2049

"I feel close with people in moments, but it disappears when I return home."

@dandramontes5932

2 жыл бұрын

Im saving this thank you, whered it come from?

@dandramontes5932

2 жыл бұрын

@quack thank u, you got your humor in there too cause that needed some working on

@henryjohnson-ville3834

2 жыл бұрын

@@dandramontes5932 He has it in quotations so he's quoting someone, maybe from a movie or book.

@jeromevillaflor3896

2 жыл бұрын

this is exactly what I feel

@Agrippa31BC

2 жыл бұрын

Where is this from?

i can’t keep venting out to people who don’t even know me. but i hate venting to people who do.

@SidewalkSurferPhotography

3 жыл бұрын

I know exactly what you mean, I was thinking the same thing a while ago. Whether you're venting to people you do know or don't know, the most important thing is still the fact that you are venting in some sort of a healthy way, it's far better than not trying at all.

@Vran4743

2 жыл бұрын

^

@leoo_1124

2 жыл бұрын

^

@tabitha850

2 жыл бұрын

same

@kayunuz

2 жыл бұрын

@@SidewalkSurferPhotography people use things against u.

I remember when insomnia used to get the best of me and i lived in a nice neighborhood at the time so I’d go on 3-4 AM walks listening to music looking at the lights, the ghostly streets. It was nice.

"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

@rosemerealves297

13 күн бұрын

Amen 🙌

I lost my parents within a year of each other when I was 15 and I don't have any other family. I don't connect well with people and I'm not a very interesting person. I love music like this because it sounds like how I feel on the inside. Just kind of soft, empty, echoey. The whispered "I can fix that" is so dark yet comforting to me. Edit 6 months after original posting: Hi everyone, I'm super appreciative of all your beautiful messages. I would just like to point out I'm not in any danger of self harming. I'm 25 now, I have a great career, I'm happy and have coped with these losses. Thanks so much for all of your concern, makes me believe there are still kind people in the world.

@FajriSiddiq

3 жыл бұрын

keep going, ganbatte!

@myaconway2543

2 жыл бұрын

What you think makes you uninteresting may be the thing that makes you interesting to someone else. I'm sorry for what happened. Keep your head up, and be strong, let time heal. Much LUVV!

@rixairu

2 жыл бұрын

i'm sorry you had to go through loss too. it hurts. i lost both my bsf (1 of them at least) and my father in a span of 2 months. i thought this would be a good summer, but ig not. now i feel lonely, but i am glad there are other ppl who knows what if feels like (not saying that i'm glad that you lost loved ones, just glad that i can relate). my family is getting tiring. i cant wait for school because i feel like that's the only way i can get away from all of this. um yeah sorry for ranting, prolly shouldn't have ranted, i hope you're doing okay, drinking enough water, eating enough food, and doing whatever else makes you feel happy! :D keep going

@ParadoxicalSerenity

2 жыл бұрын

Oh no ! Always here to listen to you. If you want to talk/vent ! I'm here ❤️

@skylerdoom549

2 жыл бұрын

You ARE an interesting person.

2 :48 AM, empty streets, orange... warm neon lights all around you, maybe some purple, you’re there, feeling lonely while knowing you caused that loneliness, numbness... peace? it’s raining, not too much, you feel comfortable, you lay down, there’s no fear, there’s no freedom either. feelings, too many of them, you’re confusing them with no feelings at all right? but the tear falling down your cheek doesn’t lie, tears never lie, the pressure on your chest finally releases, letting you get a storm out out of your eyes, go ahead, cry, trust me, no one will judge you, you’re not weak... thank you, for staying here a little more, keep crying, cry until your eyes hurt or until there are no tears left, letting out a part of that ocean inside of you can ease the waves you know?

@hydra4d894

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-1-800-Nobody sometimes sadness feels like home, you feel like you’re one with the sadness because it’s the only one that understands you, it’s part of you, sometimes you’re one with the sadness... you gotta stop fighting with yourself yknow? don’t be so rough with that feeling... that one part that became part of you, the only part that’s always hugging you

@Lilbuckets2

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you

@evanhindle2724

3 жыл бұрын

This is beautiful

@andreixiuh2321

3 жыл бұрын

deam bro, i really feel this shit, thank you 👌

@eozzz

3 жыл бұрын

that was painfully beautiful

Why does it hurt whenever I see people being in a relationship? I hear so many fun stories from my friends, talking about their partners and their silly little quirks. The days they spend together, how happy they all look when talking about their lives. I know I should be happy for them, but I can’t help but feel jealous. Living in a household where a loved one is slowly losing her memory; only to be yelled at by my father. Most I can do is lie in my bed and just wish that I could just leave. But I can’t. I want to feel happy again; I want to feel that love that my friends feel about their partners. I want to be free. But I just feel so alone, stuck pretending that everything is okay when I just want to cry.

@RealHero101111

Жыл бұрын

sorry, duck! I feel You (pleadingfaceemoji)

@cesarfuentesal7403

Жыл бұрын

i felt the same a time ago but now i live like something has died inside me

@britishsterling.

Жыл бұрын

I feel that, I can't help but hate hearing my friends talk about the girls they hook up with and how much fun they have every weekend going to out to bars. Meanwhile Im too afraid to go out with them because I'm afraid of standing out and I hate the way I look. I'm slowly drifting apart with the 2 friends I have. I feel like once my parents pass away there's really nothing else for me here.

I see a lot of comments of people in despair. I am not here for that reason. I send my friend these one once in a while to fall asleep to and it brings me great comfort. Today we didn't talk much and we both have to wake up fairly early and we can't spend the night away conversing as we often do. So I see this sort of as a way to communicate with eachother even while we sleep. My friend is everything to me.

You're welcome.

@yennismaryrussogonzalez2157

3 жыл бұрын

:)

@Mo-wd7kl

3 жыл бұрын

:D

@dracomalfoy1627

3 жыл бұрын

*your

@patience9512

3 жыл бұрын

@@dracomalfoy1627 lol, it’s you’re (you are)

@EditHandIe

3 жыл бұрын

♥️

I listen to this while I do my shopping, travel to work, doing my studies, while I'm taking care of my skin in the bathroom & even while I sleep. This song, snowfall & after dark have seemed to become the background soundtrack to my life. Shows you how many people I interact with really, doesn't it. Gotta keep going, can't give up.

Every time I listen to this track I can’t stop reading the comments.. I can’t understand how ppl here are so close.. We’re strangers but we’re friends,family and partners here .. We’ve got our familia here .. World isn’t good enough but we’re.

It's 4am and i'm laying in bed trying to fall back asleep. This is calming me down and reading the comments is making me realize i'm not the only person in the world who feels lonely all the time. Glad i found this.

@wetdjq

Жыл бұрын

Hope you are doing better 8months later, life's a rollercoaster..

@btrixlestrange6432

Жыл бұрын

@@wetdjq for real! 😭 ty

@kaecake9575

Жыл бұрын

My parents are practically disowning me. I'm thinking of going to The Marines since I see no feminity or values of knowing what it is to be sane

@vxxlone

Жыл бұрын

@@kaecake9575 Ur not alone , we love u even tho idk u , ur just loved fr

@kaecake9575

Жыл бұрын

@@vxxlone thank you:)

This gives off heavy “somewhere I’d rather be” vibes

I feel like I'm walking on a tightrope with depression waiting at the bottom. Being okay really is a balancing act.

If anyone of you read this right now, just know I’m sending only good things your way. Keep your head up, you got this. Much love to you all❤️

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

@jokeyjasmine9458

2 жыл бұрын

holy shit this made my day

@jademuniz1010

2 жыл бұрын

i needed this. thank you so much.

@ash3te

2 жыл бұрын

I actually read all that- I'm bursting out a bunch of tears right now.. I'm actually happy because I know that there's someone out there that says that my sexuality is ok.. thank you for sending that comment.. I needed it..

@yashakatina

2 жыл бұрын

you literally made me cry

@Anoniempje333xoxoxoxo

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you

don't you just wanna go back to the past sometimes, when we were younger? where things were easier and better?

@anacardozo6380

2 жыл бұрын

Yes, definitely

@lucylu3401

2 жыл бұрын

Me all the time

@xan1274

2 жыл бұрын

When I was a kid I always looked forward to being a grown up, now I wish I could go back

@1ncomprehens1ve

2 жыл бұрын

Yes but in order to advance we must let go of the past. Even if its painful.

@itchypp1766

2 жыл бұрын

All the time

I'm completely spiralling out of control while listening to this. I've been completely bawling my eyes out for an hour.

@AjitTheUndefeatable

Жыл бұрын

Tears are a teacher. I'm happy for you; it meant those tears needed to come. Maybe there was a lesson, regardless of whether it seemed like there was a lesson.

@allornothing432

Жыл бұрын

There is hope my friend. Jesus is a living solution to our brokenheartedness today. “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” - I speak from experience, there is NO peace like the peace our saviour gives you!

@radecvijetic4149

Жыл бұрын

Every tear that we weep, God feels rolling down His cheek. One day God will wipe all the tears from our eyes. But until then every tear will be counted. Through our eyes God sees, through our eyes He cries.

@Human1136

10 ай бұрын

careful sharing your emotions on the internet without some trolls calling you "soft" or "pussy"

@Atom_Stone

8 ай бұрын

​@@AjitTheUndefeatabledefinitely correct!

Feels hard to know when you go off to college and get a job, a wife, a car, your school freinds will never be heard from again If your sad to know you will never see your freinds again in a few years, your not alone.

It's crazy how much music effects the human body in ways that most things in life wouldn't, genuinely blows my mind

@ok-hello

2 жыл бұрын

L

@whited5009

2 жыл бұрын

@@ok-hello ????

@leehuff4311

2 жыл бұрын

Thats Because that is all there really is frequency and vibration we are all just on a wave of frequency. Music is in our D.N.A. pure energy nothing more. Best thing on the planet period. Great music of any sort that takes you there. Up, down, inside out. Round and round. Music is me

@kingofnewmombasa5736

Жыл бұрын

@@whited5009 he's salty someone else is happy ig lmao

@snusemcgoose1001

Жыл бұрын

And it’s something we created, which adds to it even more imo

There's something about this that brings me comfort

@JasmineBrie99

2 жыл бұрын

Same! I've fallen asleep to this song many times. Kind of sad to see that it gives depressing vibes to many others here

Never forget to love yourself first. This life is yours, nobody else’s. Focus on your mental and physical health please, some never realize how important this is till it’s too late. I wish I could hug who ever’s down and reading through these comments. I want to let you know everything’s gonna be okay.. I need healing sometimes too, but I love healing others so much it makes me feel so warm inside. Take care of yourself man..

@novabutcool1425

Жыл бұрын

hey, thank you, that truly means alot, its hard to love myself, I made mistakes causing me to lose the things that have made me the happiest ive ever been, I dont hate myself but I dont love myself either, its so hard, im stil ltrying to push through it all even though it sucks, somedays I just cant help but give in and cry, your comment is so sweet, thank you for it, take care of yourself too, you seem like an amazing person

I hope we all find happiness within ourselves

If you're listening to this, my heart goes out to you.

@fea4851

2 жыл бұрын

and mine to u

@scottf5791

Жыл бұрын

Why?

@kaecake9575

Жыл бұрын

That would be great if I had a heart.

@scottf5791

Жыл бұрын

@@kaecake9575 he said his heart not yours

@kaecake9575

Жыл бұрын

@@scottf5791 and I'm saying what's the point of sympathy its useless, since life goes.

Can we all meet some day? All the lonely people at one place with a beautiful taste in music, what a day it would be when we would rejoice together, when we would find each other.

@Red-qz4lx

2 жыл бұрын

Isn't it ironic? You can easily find every lonelly man or woman in this planet by just logging in the internet, it seems that would just take two lonelly people and make them meet togheter to stop the pain, fully mutual beneficial with little to no cost, but somehow that does not happen. I begin to think that loners are like so because they are broken, faulty or self-loathing, and not because they need someone else

@Lyonpulse

2 жыл бұрын

​@@Red-qz4lx Everyone's broken faulty and self loathing, no one really 'needs' someone, no one can fix anyone, it's just us. Repeating the same story to ourselves because we've been in it for too long we don't want to leave the story. Change is the unknown. It feels good to share the journey of the unknown with someone not because you need them but because that'll give us both strenght to push forward rather than stay in our old stories. Once we *decide* we're "ready" for change that's when it all changes.

@StarboyXL9

Жыл бұрын

We ought to start a group: "Introverts Anonymous" Rules are we all wear masks to provide anonymity and only bring people in from comment sections and other digital spaces like this. Oh wait, nobody would show up lol 🤣

@Lucid_high09

Жыл бұрын

This made me smile

@mywifesboyfriend5558

Жыл бұрын

You would keep to yourselves. Lonely people love to talk of socializing, and never do it.

to every single person here, you are loved, i got out of my dark spot recently, it gets better, just keep pushing, love you all

One of the struggles of life in the internet age, we are more connected than ever before yet we feel even more isolated and alone. Anyone reading this, keep your head up, youre here for a reason, and you got this 👍

Do you ever feel so lonely that you wanna open up to someone but no ones there to listen to you or interested, and you can't do anything, you feel like slowly freezing and think that you just have to hide your emotions since no one cares. Honestly, i just need a single hug, it would help me so much:(

@ash3te

2 жыл бұрын

I understand exactly how you feel. * hug * A lil tip: ur not alone ^^

@khanad.7950

2 жыл бұрын

@@ash3te tysm

@egoji1541

2 жыл бұрын

just trust meh you not alone you just have to think about everyone else hiding there problems too there just good at it don't worry you're not alone we in this world together :)

@Laura-dn1zx

2 жыл бұрын

Here's a virtual hug ♡ \(•-•)/ ♡

@lazydips9891

2 жыл бұрын

I can somewhat relate to this. Whenever I do get a hug, it needs to be one that means something. A genuine hug, that holds true love and care behind it

Not sad or depressed.Just that this type of music gives me a sense of vivd imagination that i had when i was just a kid. Wishing you all the best

@MatthewHyatt

Жыл бұрын

That's a great explanation.

@jaycilara7375

Жыл бұрын

Same wish to you

@rez6818

Жыл бұрын

Its help me to calm my anxiety

@user-vb5jg7iw6e

Жыл бұрын

Я согласна с тобой..

@kennith7591

Жыл бұрын

don't wish me shit kid

This song perfectly describes that feeling of loneliness that you feel, despite being in a crowded room. When the visual and audible stimulants take away the one thing that kept you company: your own thoughts.

my dad died in 2018 when i was 10 and since then life has felt pointless, he was my everything. Recently i feel like i cant remember his face of how his voice sounded and our memories together are starting to fade, i would give anything in the world to have him back. People say it gets easier but i feel like its getting worse. I miss him so much. This song makes me feel calm and i can remember our time togther easier.

Even though she isn’t talking to me directly, I enjoy listening to the beginning over and over again. “You look lonely.. I can fix that”. That Is what I’ve always wanted to hear someone say to me. Until then, I’ll let this song play while I drift away to sleep.

@jonahrobberts2909

2 жыл бұрын

Same here, this song just makes me feel less alone.

@julys4307

2 жыл бұрын

Hope your doing okay, sending you a hug 🤗

@mywifesboyfriend5558

Жыл бұрын

We are the dead.

i'm not exactly sad when i listen to this. it's more of a "yearning to do something" feeling. i imagined walking on the sidewalk of a city i've never truly experienced. wandering around the hospital building or driving to see the skyline, the radio towers bunched up somewhere near. and yet, i'm still here. in the middle of nowhere, sitting in front of a computer and looking at images from the internet.

@laflechette7900

2 жыл бұрын

Fight brother, nearly everything Can happend, it only need you and faith

@tysonlennard2213

2 жыл бұрын

this is exactly how i feel

@tysonlennard2213

2 жыл бұрын

i feel like time and my life is just slipping away and all i can do is watch

@yolk-fv4zs

2 жыл бұрын

@@tysonlennard2213 same. it's tiring.

@missmistyeyedd

Жыл бұрын

This is really weird because you explained this in a way I just couldn’t and I relate. Thanks.

Let's gain strength people, the energy you put out to the world, you get back. Make it powerful and positive. Not weak and negative.

I listened to this song on repeat when my depression started, and now this song has an odd comfort to it. It makes me incredibly sad, but it also makes me so happy and weirdly nostalgic

You can have friends but if you dont have the right person in your life, you will always feel lonely.

@mywifesboyfriend5558

Жыл бұрын

I never had friends in 40 years. You adapt, or not.

@hugohorvath3653

Жыл бұрын

@@mywifesboyfriend5558 you got used to feeling bad basicaly

@anthonyfernandez82

Жыл бұрын

@@mywifesboyfriend5558 40 year old memer. I agree. Pandemic really did teach me to adapt to the loneliness I've felt for 7 years. The abandonment issues have been overrided by apathy. I just don't care anymore

@beans6013

Жыл бұрын

You're right, I have a lot of friends now and some may consider me "popular" but in all honesty I've never felt so alone my whole life

@Sh0kann

Жыл бұрын

i lost the right person that i have been friends with for 3 years. now my heart cant even control emotions properly.i just miss him.

it takes videos like these to realize that you’re not the only one that feels this way. thinking that you’re one step ahead, thinking that life around you just gets better and worst at the same time, overthinking every possibility, every outcome, every way you can imagine to avoid your past mistakes, but still try to live in the past because back then things probably weren’t as complicated as they are now. All these comments i read it just goes to show that this world is so big that many times people like us don’t get much recognition, hence why we feel alone, but that’s only part of the reason, until we see a movie, hear music, or listen to a speech to get us back on track. Truly it’s nice to know we’re not really alone in this train, i like to think of it as we’re born to be in between life, knowing right and wrong, but even so, we decide to stay in between, we’ve probably hurt people unintentionally in the past, so we learn to be careful with what we say and do. People that got too cozy with us but in the end we got backstabbed and took our feelings and just crushed them has taught us to be careful with who we’re with, and what we share to them. It’s good to meet others, establish relationships, have friends, share with families, be polite, and actually care, but there’ll always be something or someone that will take what’s good from us. I’m sure you all know by now that this world isn’t fair, and that it probably won’t change, and won’t go back to the way it used to be, all we can do is move forward, keep our thoughts to ourselves, or share them with a true friend, and just be in between life, everyone is unique in their own way, and as humans we’re all the same, but for us…i think we’re just special. Thank you for reading through all of this, and your time, and don’t forget your not really alone, don’t see death as a solution, it’s just another problem really, stay strong, we’ll get through this, stay safe out there.

@dionheld6079

2 жыл бұрын

🙏

“It’s not being alone, It’s the people who make you feel alone” - A legend

My depression journey isn’t even over after many, many, years. Though from someone who’s dealt and still sometimes deals with, Self harm, self hate, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts and actions. I can tell you that it does get better. Remember when having an depressive episode, it feels like everything caves into itself and feels like the world is ending. But remember that those episodes do not last forever. And that you can take a breath and breathe. Because you are here and alive and I’m so proud of you for that

My Dad just died. This is helping me distract myself and not accept the reality that he is gone. Thank you, please keep sharing.

@thepope9648

2 жыл бұрын

don’t run from reality. it always catches you. the more you run the harder it hits you when it inevitably catches up

@kiv6649

2 жыл бұрын

when my mother passed i always thought: i want to skip a year to when the pain has numbed down. 3 years have passed since then and its better now. hang in there and take all your time, running away for some times is normal after trauma like this. one day, in a few years, look back and fully digest it. as i said: hang in there.

@helen_finky

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry... Sending you my support and love, you'll get through this, although this must hurt like hell. Keep holding on, please

@bxg7602

Жыл бұрын

Lonely, but not alone. the cover art is dark, but the streetlights are still illuminating. sorry you lost your dad. Best of luck and keep your head up, Guardian.

@kennith7591

Жыл бұрын

sorry for your loss, my turtle speedy died this morning and reading how bad everyone else's lives are makes me feel better thanks again!

Every time I listen to this song I just imagine myself alone, sitting on top of a construction crane in the middle of the night, feet dangling in the empty air below me. Listening to the cars in the distances and watching the city at night as time passes.

@yourlocalfreak1706

2 жыл бұрын

i wish we could do it together :)

@stellarvalency

2 жыл бұрын

:)

@atrickateman3371

2 жыл бұрын

Let me join ya

@randomguygrowingamanbun4007

2 жыл бұрын

yeah, after everything I have to do I’d like to join ya as well

@thehanma2776

2 жыл бұрын

It must be a very calm and beautiful moment my friend ❤️

I miss the days when I wasn’t just sad all the time like something is missing. The moment my high-school ended I closed myself off completely, and I am just there, existing without any purpose or direction. I have millions of responsibilities, but I have never felt more empty, like I can’t even cry, i am just completely empty..I barely sleep even when I do i dream some bs..i honestly miss being alive and well..

@xGLADIUSx

Жыл бұрын

When I lost my family I was sad and depressed I wasn't be able to feel anything but listen to this music and see people words make me feel happy over time life is to short but to beautiful even there's sadness and pain but you will get over it look for what your lover's hope you do what they trying to help you get hope, friends, children, wife/husband, all of this thing is what make life good and amazing always remember your not alone 🩶 and I will be her always for help

Love is always the answer no matter how much this world beats you down, love triumphs it all. Keep fighting against the invisible barriers they put and just love each other. If everyone dropped the ego and focused on loving on another like real humans we’d be thriving as one. Love is the answer

It's really strange how you can miss a person that you loved so much and in one day it's all gone, when you thought that you will be forever together. And after 2 years you're lying in your bed, listening to this music and and thinking about her the whole night. Imagining how your life would be if she was still around. How happy we both could be... And then you wake up to the sad reality, wanting to go back in that fantasy world. Waiting till the night is gonna hit again so you could listen to this kinda of music and thinking about her again...

@mohammedebrahimtajbhai4686

2 жыл бұрын

Damn man so true 💔

@lilhelmis93

2 жыл бұрын

Man, don’t give up! You are awesome. Maybe it’s god’s will and you will find somebody else who waits you around the corner.

@i.am.ronin.

2 жыл бұрын

@@lilhelmis93 🤦🏽‍♂️ don't bring religion into this it just ruins it 😐

@wadimsky7077

2 жыл бұрын

@@lilhelmis93 yeah bro. I believe it as well that somewhere someone is waiting for me but thx for the support man! I appreciate and sorry for a late response

@wadimsky7077

2 жыл бұрын

@@i.am.ronin. don't worry bro. For me myself I don't know what to believe if there's a God or not. Sometimes you feel better if you think that it's God's will.

this song makes me feel like I’m drowning in my own life

@henryjohnson-ville3834

2 жыл бұрын

Yep, for sure! Cost of living is growing while wages are remaining the same, housing/rent is dumbass expensive, middle class is dying and MORE taxes being pushed by that dementia patient in the white house. 😔😔

@222HelloGoodMorning

2 жыл бұрын

Right 😅 it makes you feel lonely 😶

@sheldonwight9661

2 жыл бұрын

@@222HelloGoodMorning lonely is only the start...

@scottf5791

Жыл бұрын

Well you probably are

@Momentaryoasis

Жыл бұрын

Take me with you

Blade Runner 2049 was such a great movie

Life can change in a blink of an eye. One moment your friends then your partners, then your strangers all over again... You can do so much for one person, save their life from several suicide attempts try to help them get over addictions you name it, You throw away your self in attempts to make someone else whole and in the end you get thrown away like you never existed in the first place. Its a strange feeling knowing at any moment that person can leave this earth and you can't do anything about it but sit by and pray for the best. You give them your all, and you leave yourself feeling empty and void of everything. Now you sit here alone, staring into the darkness of your own room left with nothing but your thoughts and memories of the good times and you fall apart all over again.

Whoever made this I love you forever🥺

I miss my homies, every since Covid hit and since we all graduated we all been busy working or doing college, I hardly see them anymore and I just feel like we are losing connection with each other and that shit breaks me, I feel alone and it sucks.

@whateverhappenshappens.5525

3 жыл бұрын

Welcome to life homie where everyone leaves you in the end.

@JeffreyEscalante

3 жыл бұрын

🙁

@dayanaraduran8824

3 жыл бұрын

Covid rlly did effect our friendships and effects on homies:/ I feel you..

@zpdx

2 жыл бұрын

bro same, ion even have friends anymore. I feel you

@dayanaraduran8824

2 жыл бұрын

@@zpdx all I ask for is someone to be by my side no matter the situation..

It’s gut wrenching when you have the time now to reflect on what had changed you to become the person you hated the most

Am Loving 💖 Every Single Sounds Of This Track!

i can feel myself losing. losing the trust and hope of others and i hate it

@ve9291

3 жыл бұрын

I hate myself for it

@whateverhappenshappens.5525

3 жыл бұрын

I can feel myself losing the battle of life at a certain point in every long war you forget what your fighting for. I feel like I’ve lost mine. My purpose to keep on keeping on.

@ryanc5572

3 жыл бұрын

Only you can stay strong. Keep that fire burning within you, no matter who or what tries to put it out.

@ysl5285

2 жыл бұрын

Fck other’s, focus on yourself

@question.everything03

2 жыл бұрын

It’s such a horrible feeling because it’s reality.

The voice of the woman is from the Bladerunner 2049 movie. Recommended for all those who feel lonely... to feel more lonely

@danielsiddiqui5903

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for this

@LucasTrask

2 жыл бұрын

It’s funny cause I bet 90% of people here don’t even know where that line is even from lmao

@danielsiddiqui5903

2 жыл бұрын

@@LucasTrask its from a movie called Blade runner 2049

@scottf5791

Жыл бұрын

@@LucasTrask exactly!

*Listening to sad, sentimental music is like embarking on a journey through the depths of the human psyche, where every note unveils a new layer of introspection and self-discovery*

you know it’s starting to get bad when you just have the feeling to cry out of nowhere.

@kaecake9575

Жыл бұрын

Id rather cry than hurt myself but that's not possible

@kennith7591

Жыл бұрын

maybe like not be sad?

@xxraptorsc0pezxx

Жыл бұрын

@@kennith7591 🤡

@anbambang7853

Жыл бұрын

That`s called depression. There is something deep that needs healing for me at least it was reading about something called "Original sin". I like that narrative whether its literally true or not it makes sense to me.

@gammadion

Жыл бұрын

You ever feel so sad that you try to cry but can't even summon the energy? So you just stare dumbly into space, so empty and lifeless, like a husk.

I lost someone very special to me a month ago ever since she has been gone i have felt lonely especialy during night time when i go to bed and she is not laying next to me. I miss her so much every day 💔. RIP my love.

"My sense of loneliness, I feel as though I don't belong here. I am still here, I can't leave here, yet I feel I shouldn't be here."

Sometimes I try to look back on the days in which I was happy. But it just makes me more sad, I think that being sad isn’t a bad thing. In fact I think it’s the best thing to be sad because then you know that you understand and appreciate happiness more than people who are happy.

@YourAveragefella

7 ай бұрын

"Be happy it happened, not sad it went away"...i didn't even get to make a memory like that...all alome

Life consists of two things, pain and memories. The pain is what lingers and the happiness is what fades into memories. this song does a good job bringing both into the picture.

@aminr1303

Жыл бұрын

Wow the depth of realisation in this comment, thanks for sharing

@SamuelBlack84

Жыл бұрын

And, there are no happy endings

@kcsnipes

6 ай бұрын

There’s more to life ❤

Don't promise me something too good to be true, at the very least you could just sit next to me while we look up at the stars, dreadfully knowing that neither you or me will make it up there but its still something that exists, somewhere id rather be, than here.

@feartalws9128

3 жыл бұрын

bad moments go away to your mind end everything go to be fine again. the moon is beautiful is it?

@jessicahow

3 жыл бұрын

@@feartalws9128 it always has been :,)

@feartalws9128

3 жыл бұрын

@@jessicahow poor jess, i think you have happy memories but don't remember well. but, i'm here for you

I honestly picture the voice of the Lord telling me that when he saved me from my wicked ways. He has truly fixed everything in my life and has given me Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Goodness, Gentleness, Mercy and Grace. I pray that whoever reads this and feels touched on their hearts will seek you Lord.

To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏

I feel... empty. What's wrong with me? I don't recognize myself anymore.. I used to be different. Hell I don't even remember how I was before.. everything. Gray. That's all I see around me. There's no light, no colors, no life. Where am I? How am I? Who am I? Is this truly who i am? Or is this just a consequence of my past? People keep asking us: "how are you?" This daily question has become so common that people don't give it much thought, even though they really don't care how you're doing, they're just waiting for you to ask them so they can brag about their egoistic selves. So when they do ask you, what do you answer? I'm in the middle of the society. I look around. It's too fast.. I can't keep up. Then I look up, at the night sky. The only place where it seems like time stops completely. I'm stuck. I don't want to go back down. I want to be lost. Lost in the mysteriously beautiful black infinite. Alone...

@rumrummy

2 жыл бұрын

No matter what you do or say, life won’t always be interesting. And you may think death will sooth you. But it will not. You may or may not have friends. You may or may not have a family who loves you, but bro. I love you, even if your across the fucken world, even if your some random stranger, know I’m proud of you for breathing my guy, your getting through it, so keep going bro.

@missneedforspeedm3834

2 жыл бұрын

@@rumrummy thanks man, that was real heart warming, hope you're living the life as you want and keep it up, love ya too bro

@s..4955

Жыл бұрын

Learn what you are , you are not your story, your not the story you tell yourself, the one that plays on repeat of your past mistakes, regrets, misery and confusion , you are here now and you should be content as you are, but your mind is plagued - detach from who you think you are and and be mindful of where your mind wanders. Move with your inner compass guiding you , your capable of introspection, your capable of loving yourself, being kind to yourself , allowing yourself to feel and fully understand yourself, people are kind and and everyone’s situation unique. See the good in yourself and it will allow you to see it in others to break that shell and open up -idk who would need to hear this but, this is apart of my journey and I’ve just come out of dark times that started since i can remember, your not alone 🙏❤️

@kaecake9575

Жыл бұрын

That's how I feel my therapist has no idea what that feeling is never will I understand. I think it's part of growing up it may hit people at an early age. I'm very into the old ways some of the things I compare to the old days to now is sad because there was something love and comfortable that the old generation had. If you look at the current generation. We have no values or something to keep like family orchard or teach to communities. Generation Y and Z lost their purpose of being a human.

This background. . . The thick fog and a winters walk to school at 4-5 AM in the morning gives me nostalgia.

If you are reading this right now and having a rough time, I am thinking about you. Keep holding on, please! You are worthy of amazing things. Don't let yourself or others hold you back from living life with joy.

i love how i can come here. and feel surrounded by so many who feel like me. the comment section is a safe space for all of us to express ourselves and attempt to heal ourselves and help others. thank you guys

How is this so depressing and relaxing at the same time?

@Samlolol

Жыл бұрын

"you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness"

Last night, i was almost blackout drunk alone sittin in a bench on a empty park, this song begin to play as i took the last sip of beer and for a moment i felt truly at peace

@aguy9893

Жыл бұрын

Where you at now man

@cryinghuman2964

Жыл бұрын

@@aguy9893 nothing has changed much, thankfully my compulsive drinking has subsided. ive had some ups and downs, in the end its all about what you do with your time here, i no longer feel bad for being lonely, its all about enjoying the little things in life

@aguy9893

Жыл бұрын

@@cryinghuman2964 what would you say is your generally happiest moment now

@aguy9893

Жыл бұрын

@@cryinghuman2964 like what makes you happy that you do on a regular

@SeFu2006

9 ай бұрын

Dang I kinda want to get black out drunk on a bench too lol

Been alone for so long it doesn’t bother me anymore.

I don’t fear being alone. It almost feels deserved. Regardless I reach out to have any kind of interaction with someone else only to feel even more alone than I was before. My true fear is permanence. My faith is that everything is temporary.

I recently started realizing the feeling of loneliness I've been living since my childhood İt hits hard makes me even more insecure about myself makes me hopeless And tryin to socialize with people doesn't help especially people my age can be rude and cruel or neglectful People might not see/ understand what others go through and that's fine because no one really knows what's going on others minds Some people feel the same things and that makes them bond But I'm starting to lose my hope of finding that person or friend group in my life

This piece gives me a really odd feeling especially during the summer, when it's not too hot but just warm and I lie down on the floor by an open, sunny window. The feeling of the cool air mingling with warm skin is just... ethereal. And then the sky looks like dark cherry juice at the bottom of a cup that hasn't mixed in with the orange juice above. It's strange. It makes me feel like the world is going to end but I'll still be here afterwards.

This gives me a kind of nostalgic thoughts of being linked in a certain way to people and moments in the past, always referring to that past in what is defined as happiness.

When I'm alone feeling depressed and surrounded by darkness. I close my eyes and wonder...where did everyone go. Where are they right now in this life which we aren't in. How did we end up where we are in life and so alone without all of them.

Hi sorry for Interrupting your scrolling to anyone who has suicidal thoughts this year, thank you from the bottom of my heart for sticking around. I know things have been hard. They may be still hard. But I'm so proud of you and I'm so glad you're still here🥺❤

@unknown-yd6wf

Жыл бұрын

Thank you. It is really comforting.

This song gives me the vibes of the process of finding yourself when you are lost

@himik0xo355

2 жыл бұрын

not really

@Assaultnah

2 жыл бұрын

@@himik0xo355 keyword "me" not "you"

@triadmotion8113

7 ай бұрын

100%. I lost myself because of her. Things get better but it broke something inside me deeply. Right now i feel like on the first day. everything hurts.

I had 1 friend left, the only one that didn't give up on me, and i betrayed her, lost her forever. I never deserved her, I'll live with this hell forever. I'll be a better friend in the next life I promise. For what remains of this life, i hope she is happy, and smiling right now, i hope she forgets me entirely.

My dad ruined my 16th birthday. Everything was going well; we had my favorite meal for supper, played games, talked excitedly about getting my license, and I finally thought he had changed. That he was no longer self-centered, narcissistic, and dependent on me as his therapist. Maybe he finally saw me as his kid and would make this day special...but he didn't. Instead, he started a screaming match with my uncle. I think my Dad was trying to tell my uncle that "he couldn't help him anymore" and my uncle kept saying to stop shoving issues on to him, just like he did to me. He didn't listen, no surprise there. My uncle is a good man. He doesn't owe my Dad shit. He was trying to be calm, but then he started yelling too. I don't blame him. I remember when I heard it. It's a small house, my grandparents farmhouse (both of which have now passed who were really important to me). I can see the look on my cousin's faces and their eyes showed so much pity for me. They told me just to ignore it. It would go away. They would stop soon. I believed them, since my aunt was trying to stop it, saying "your going to scare the kids". I don't know what everyone else was feeling, but I was more then scared. I was numb. Depressed. And angry. Really, really, angry. I stormed out. I can still so vividly see the path I took that day in my mind. Stood up. Walked over my cousin's Nintendo Switch. Passed the bathroom and stairs. Into the kitchen, where it was taking place. Into the entrance room. Putting on my shoes and walking out the front door. I remember right before I left, I heard my aunt say "look at what you have done." Those words had so much power coming from her, considering she had to deal with that for so much longer than me. It was great to hear that. I didn't look at anyone or say where I was going. My legs just took me where I needed to go. I sped walked to the the yard where my Uncle kept the bales for the cattle, stacked in nice rows. Large enough to jump across when I was younger with my family. We made mud pies in that yard, played hide and seek and kick the can, jumped on the trampoline, and laughed till our stomachs ached. And now it was ruined. I couldn't go back to that place and not think about what happened that day. It wasn't a bad memory that I would forget, it was trauma. All those good memories, my birthday, and my grandparent' farm don't matter anymore, because this shadow of my Dad will always be over top, haunting me like a ghost. I just couldn't get away from this pain, even though I was finally doing better. He took all my progress on my mental health that I had to do in years in one day. And that pissed me off. I screamed. I screamed and cried and hid myself away. I just hid and called my Dad after I saw his car pull out of the drive way to come find me. He found me and started apologizing me. The more I replay this situation in my head, the more I realize he was trying to make me not tell my mom. Gaslighting was his main weapon there. We went back inside, despite saying I wanted to go home. He made me have cake because "you uncle worked really hard on it", despite my uncle saying that I could have it another time. We always take pictures when we have the cake in front of us. I can still see the tear marks on my face. We drove home after that. Mostly silence and him still trying to convince me to tell my mom to "go easy on him." When I got home, I told my mom immediately and she talked to him over the phone. After that, she made me tea and we watched a short movie. Then my stepdad came home, and mom told him everything. He came up to me and gave me a big hug. I started crying. My stepdad was more of a dad to me in the 5 years I have known him then my real dad had been since he held me when I was born. I never wanted to see him again. I didn't want to recreate those scenarios every time I went over. I don't want him to be my dad anymore. But I don't know what to do. I'm so tired and lonely and sick of moving forward but going back to square one. Sometimes I just want to sleep and never wake up again... But I haven't been able to sleep. I stay awake, thinking about all of it. Mostly about what I should have done differently: should I have screamed back at him when I got to the kitchen? Should I have dropped my phone and kept walking to where he wouldn't find me? Should I have called my mom and told her to come and pick me up? Should I have called the cops? There are so many possibilities in this multiverse and I have thought of all of them. But I can't go back. I can never reverse the damage he has done. Knowing that he's sleeping soundly while I'm trying to find comfort for my issues on the internet because I don't have my next therapy appoint for a while makes me so numb inside. And this numbness is going to stay till I die. So I hope he wakes up in a cold sweat. every. night. for the rest of his pitiful days when he hears that I don't want to see him anymore. This was what I needed to get him out of my life. It was an opportunity and I took it. I'll still hurt, but at least it won't be new pain. Maybe these scars will heal and I'll truly be better someday. I hope so. I really hope so. Wish me luck, Internet stranger. I thank you for listening. I needed this.

@alantezoni9813

Жыл бұрын

don't care, and no one will read this

@alexdrake5672

Жыл бұрын

I know it may not mean much but sending nothing but love your way. Life’s hard, sometimes for others more than some, but life doesn’t give you something that you can’t handle and that won’t make you stronger. Keep your head up. You got this ❤️

isn't it weird that everyone here has a different story and memories, you are the main character in your life, but you don't even exist in my story , my life , i know nothing about you, but i still feel a weird connection between us, i love you sososo much, i don't know why but i suddenly feel so much love, what a weird feeling, i want to hug every one of you, and if you made mistakes in your past, learn from them and don't let them ruin your future , the past is already over , leave everything bad behind and keep going forward,,, i won't see you again, i love you, goodbye -from belgium (i hate it)

@alipavl3871

2 жыл бұрын

Love you too, stranger (from Russia)

@nuggget1060

2 жыл бұрын

Love ya too

I can feel my world turn upside down :(

@Anemleag

3 жыл бұрын

you got this Damian

@leenalshobaki4147

2 жыл бұрын

Im so sorry :( i rlly wanna help you

@ozgursenturk11-11

2 жыл бұрын

"When we hit our lowest point, we are open to the greatest change." Avatar Aang

@jonahrobberts2909

2 жыл бұрын

It gets better. Stay Strong.

We all need to find something that makes us happy and look forward to the next day, that could be a person or a passion for something. I’m guessing most of you are reading this at night and are feeling lost. At the end of the day we are alone with ourselves and need to learn self care and look forward to what the future holds, I feel somewhat scared for tomorrow and feel like I’ll lose myself if I don’t feel lonely throughout my life, I think it’s supposed to remind us to find a special somebody and not always be alone even if that’s what we all prefer, it’s okay to take a breather but we should all keep pushing forward.

We didn't work out. We tried, with every piece of our soul, with every piece of our strength, but we didn't work out. Tonight i'm here, alone in the dark, thinking about you and our memories, when everything was working fine, before you betrayed me with another guy and before I put all the blame on you and made you feel miserable. We were both wrong, we both made mistakes on each other, and we destroyed us with the same intensity that we loved. I think i will miss you forever, i will never be the same person after you, i will never love the same. But we will heal our scars, and maybe one day, on the same road of our first kiss, we will meet again.

tbh, I'd do anything to remember what being in love for the first time felt like again.

@mywifesboyfriend5558

Жыл бұрын

Most of us don't even get a first time.

@golden_n_fangs

Жыл бұрын

After giving your heart to some one and watch them destroy it in front of you it'd hard to now what falling in love is. This happened to me and I am asked about it and I'm just like I can't remember what it feels like to love someone. My fellow co-workers know that about me the ones that ask.

@youtubewatcher4955

Жыл бұрын

Tbh, i’d do anything to know what being loved for the first time felt like.

@anthonyfernandez82

Жыл бұрын

21 years. I know what it's like to be inside of a woman, but not what it's like to be loved by one

@fweago17

Жыл бұрын

@@anthonyfernandez82 cold

Idk, since my childhood I was diagnosticated with severe depression, anxiety, panic syndrom and bipolarity, so I never felt the real meaning of happiness... This playist make me feel a bit confortable but not happy at all, anyway, thank you for bring me this feeling

In the past I made myself available for many people with my helping hand. It hurts when I have no one by my side dealing with this world. Still going please GOD be with me.

Having "best friends" that you always look out for but they never message you to hang out or knowing if you're ok.

@danielramirezpaz2326

Жыл бұрын

Sometimes man u just say like "yo bro i ain't really been feeling happy ," and they'll be sure to check up on u more often

I feel myself slowing drifting farther from reality. I’m creating this world that will never ever be true. A world where I’m actually happy, where someone loves me, where I love me. Ha to think that. No it could never happen. I hate myself so much. I hate people so much to the point where I really don’t give a fuck about hurting them. I’m a failure in school, in relationships, and In my own eyes. Looking in the mirror hurts. Having someone call me beautiful feels like a Stab in the heart. Because I know it’s not true. Just please stop. Get out of my life. You don’t love me! No! YOU NEVER CARED. IM NOT A GOOD PERSON AND NOT BEAUTIFUL AND IM NOT WORTH IT. STOP LYING TO ME! Just please. Leave me. I can’t believe I ever thought I was worth it. I hate myself to the point where I take other people’s personality’s and make it mine. I’m slowing drifting away. Always from the truth. The truth... THE TRUTH IS..? THE TRUTH IS THAT I HATE MYSELF. OKAY? I CANT STAND LOOKING IN THE MIRROR I CANT WATCH A VIDEO WITHOUT TRYING TO ACT THE SAME WAY AS THAT PERSON BECAUSE ID RATHER BE ANYONE ELSE. I AM A LIAR I LIE TO MY FRIENDS MY PARENTS AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE WORST PART IS? I. DONT. CARE. I DONT CARE IF I HURT YOU YOU PROBABLY DESERVE IT ANYWAY. IM A FUCKING MONSTER. SO DONT TELL ME YOU LOVE ME. DONT. Just leave. Get out of my life. I’m done. I’m done trying

@officialimerria7666

3 жыл бұрын

This...is how I really feel too when U feel like u wanna be on a world we’re no one hurts me by lying abuse emotionally and physically and we’re no one manipulates me nor yell at me over stupid stuff

@ve9291

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same, people say it'll get better and tbh those are the people that make me hate myself the most. if people could just stop promising things they cant guarentee that would be nice or when People say your not alone. just because I'm not the only one that cuts myself dosen't mean i feel happy now yk, cause I still feel pretty damn alone just knowing there are others out there makes me feel pathetic because they say how they're getting help and getting better when I'm her stuck in the same ass problems over and over and over non of this shit people tell me is getting better I feel like there is someone out there who is going to fix me but I dont think that they'll make it in time

@officialimerria7666

3 жыл бұрын

@@ve9291 yes most definitely

@kayy8154

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-1-800-Nobody I couldn’t have explained it better. I’m some what comforted that you feel the same, I wish you the best.

@kayy8154

3 жыл бұрын

@@ve9291 I agree.