What It's Like Working With Demons...And Why I Stopped

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WARNING This video contains some disturbing themes.
I describe my early experiences working with demons, the war for my soul, how I discovered the reality of spiritual evil...and why I will never work with demons again.
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  • @IxDRINKxGASOLINExxx
    @IxDRINKxGASOLINExxx4 ай бұрын

    I think the mistake here is expecting these entities not to be adversarial. Some of us grow from challange. We get tested. We rise up. And we recognize and accept our lower nature. Whatever remains that doesnt serve us burns away. I also think, as a magician, we must recognize that the darkness in the world is necessary for our world to even exist. Demons have never once stopped me from aspiring to a higher conciousness.

  • @robgoulet2272

    @robgoulet2272

    2 ай бұрын

    Who knows how!

  • @Fire_ov_Renewal

    @Fire_ov_Renewal

    7 күн бұрын

    As magicians, we must eschew the dualistic notions of christianity and understand that the darkness and light are of the same source and balance them.

  • @sarahvera3877

    @sarahvera3877

    Күн бұрын

    well said

  • @UnderTheSameSun693
    @UnderTheSameSun6936 ай бұрын

    I dabbled a bit in demonolatry. Im now learning to work with Angels. Im not opposed to working with either. I just need to take my time and actually learn, rather than diving head first with no direction. King Paimon was kind and patient enough to tell me that this is not a game. King Belial also has a lot of patience, until he doesnt. Thats my experience. If youre spiritually aware, and are fucking up, they warn you. ⚠️

  • @truthbetold1203

    @truthbetold1203

    5 ай бұрын

    What would you say is a good start ? And how to fight against black Magick being used on you ?

  • @renatac8829

    @renatac8829

    4 ай бұрын

    Yes is all fun and games until they decide otherwise

  • @Bellasgl4m

    @Bellasgl4m

    4 ай бұрын

    @@truthbetold1203this question if anybody has an answer. I’ve been attacked very heavily for 5 months and any advice would be helpful. Been doing the Lbrp, cleansing baths, meditating, praying, 3 worlds protection and cleansing. . The list goes on

  • @robgoulet2272

    @robgoulet2272

    2 ай бұрын

    Abdicate self-pride, request the Son of the Most High to show light and be reborn in The Anointed One!@@truthbetold1203

  • @centrefortransformation2092

    @centrefortransformation2092

    2 ай бұрын

    Only an experienced Magician who has purified the personality and has made contact with the HGA/Higher Genius can "safely" work with Demons. There are many rules, protections, and an entire science to working with them.

  • @beatrizvignoli4053
    @beatrizvignoli40538 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much for this deeply moving, rationally convincing and fully lived explanation! I've replayed this video, took down notes and translated some of them into Spanish (my native language), so as to re-read them and eventually share them with non-English speakers. All the time as I listened, early this morning and as well this afternoon, I could see the red in your eyes, suggesting sleeplessness or maybe even tears, as a veritable trace of the inner and outer struggle you had to fight in order to convey this warning message for all of us. You've given validation to intuitions I've had, yet found no tangible proof for! Thank you so much once again. Be blessed.

  • @riot.9
    @riot.98 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much for making this video. I needed to hear this exactly at this moment in my life. I sort of knew it, but needed to hear it from someone in words.

  • @Teeko253
    @Teeko2537 ай бұрын

    bro looks like he’s been tormented for sure. He’s not playing look at his eyes

  • @user-fm1jj2mm7g

    @user-fm1jj2mm7g

    4 ай бұрын

    yeah, I can see it too. He's been through the void for sure...

  • @hidden2641

    @hidden2641

    Ай бұрын

    @@user-fm1jj2mm7gwhat is the void?

  • @DickTracy978

    @DickTracy978

    18 күн бұрын

    I think he just got bullied he doesn’t have long hair or a beard think about it he would’ve grown

  • @m.pixley8413
    @m.pixley84133 ай бұрын

    My experience is that the dating scene is more difficult to deal with than working with demons. Dating AND working with demons would be disastrous.

  • @mystick93

    @mystick93

    Ай бұрын

    Some of those so called people are demons.

  • @Demention94

    @Demention94

    Ай бұрын

    That's why I do neither.

  • @jesseprejean6168

    @jesseprejean6168

    Күн бұрын

    😂😂😂 truth

  • @mystick93

    @mystick93

    Күн бұрын

    How about dating a demon?

  • @deciofurtado2611
    @deciofurtado26118 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your experience. May the divine light continue to illuminate your path and guide you in your Great Work.

  • @candlehawk
    @candlehawk8 ай бұрын

    What a blessed message. Thank you for the lower work you did that allowed you to have the perspective of the Higher, and to be able to preach the lessons learned.

  • @pizzasurf3222

    @pizzasurf3222

    2 ай бұрын

    Worshipping candles are bad too.

  • @CosmicPsychonauts
    @CosmicPsychonauts6 ай бұрын

    My channeled gnosis from Lucifer: "If one ever feels lonely, all one needs to do is look within themselves, and they will discover they are never truly alone. You're always going to be stuck with yourself at the end of the day, and that should be enough. If you truly have love for yourself, you simply won't seek it out from other people". Yeah these demons are real scary. 😂 If you haven't undone your Christian brainwashing before getting involved in the occult, then definitely stay away from "demons". If you expect them to be scary and malevolent then that is what you will receive, nobody appreciates being demonized. My channeling / possession experience was basically a therapy session with an old friend.

  • @northgreen6547

    @northgreen6547

    6 ай бұрын

    Ok so? Everyone has a different experience with working with demons

  • @CosmicPsychonauts

    @CosmicPsychonauts

    6 ай бұрын

    @@northgreen6547 That's my point.

  • @CosmicPsychonauts

    @CosmicPsychonauts

    6 ай бұрын

    @@northgreen6547 if you pissed off a demon I can probably pinpoint where you fucked up.

  • @northgreen6547

    @northgreen6547

    6 ай бұрын

    @@CosmicPsychonauts That's the thing about demons: when they're furious, they'll try to harm you, but with an angel, you can't even make it tick. If an angel notices that you're not ready to work with them, they'll tell you and depart from you.

  • @Brujo2016

    @Brujo2016

    5 ай бұрын

    You probably had ties to the infernal realms before working with the goetia, that's why they were positively receptive towards you. Not everyone has had the same positive experience working with the infernal spirits.

  • @Gez734
    @Gez7347 ай бұрын

    glad you got here and shared this. Great content. Thank you for sharing your experience. :) Deeply beneficial

  • @someoneidk6338
    @someoneidk63388 ай бұрын

    i currently work with two goetic demons, and this is not like my experience at all. they teach me life lessons, they guide me in bad situations, they bring me spiritual and material blessings, etc. if i forget to give an offering (which, in my opinion, offerings are just to show your respect and devotion to these beings, not to help them “infest” our realm), they are very understanding and dont bring me any negativity. what are your thoughts about mine and many other people’s positive experiences with these spirits?

  • @mateusdemedeiros3940

    @mateusdemedeiros3940

    7 ай бұрын

    which ones are you working with? I've heard that there are some who are not so evil/dense/malevolent as others. But I'd be very cautious anyway

  • @gothictheurgist9367

    @gothictheurgist9367

    6 ай бұрын

    Have you ever worked with any other ones besides these two, and which two are you working with? Just reading the descriptions of these spirits in the Goetia itself does give the impression some are more malevolent or inclined to cause harm than others, but so far his analogy of demons to the criminal world makes sense to me. If you think about it, the criminal world itself as a whole is a dangerous and risky place, and has those "vibes" to it, but certain people who are somewhat well intentioned may find themselves in there due to circumstances or bad choices. If I recall correctly some of these demons are hopeful that in the future God will forgive them and accept them back into heaven, while others will just look for a way to kill the magician if given the chance

  • @Dantedmc713_

    @Dantedmc713_

    5 ай бұрын

    I've had positive a positive experience too! I am highly favored and one gets this sense of realizing that we have everything in our control we just have to be willing to sacrifice with dicipline for what we want to get anything!!!! If we choose to revel in the ecstacy of indulgance without actually our own fault nobody elses!!! WE MUST ACCEPT RESPONCIBILITY FOR OUR ACTIONS TO FULLY CLAIM AND WEILD OUR POWER TO ITS FULL POTENTIAL!!!! WITH DICIPLINE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!!!AVE ASTAROTH!!!AVE SATANIS!!!AVE LUCIFER!!!!AVE SAMAEL!!!!AVE BELIAL!!!

  • @junipermercuris1799

    @junipermercuris1799

    3 ай бұрын

    My experience is also very positive and I currently work with three of the Goetic Spirits. I never hand bad experiences. But they sure tested me a few times in the past. If you are able to take a step back, than this gets clear and you can act accordingly. But they have never been more hostile or negative than any God/Goddess I have worked with. They are ambivalent.

  • @davidm1149

    @davidm1149

    2 ай бұрын

    What is the true quality of the "spiritual and material blessings"? I feel you're not telling us the full truth. Many things can be given that are not genuine, but artificial and hollow, having a semblance of being such. No being is going to ask for a "sacrifice" without some motive. It's what you're not saying that I want to know about -

  • @elliotthebrave7296
    @elliotthebrave72963 ай бұрын

    The "rabbit hole" however goes a lot deeper than what even so called "experienced practitioners" might think. It is quite paradoxical that a lot of them often speak about these entities using the phrase "these entities are just misunderstood" (not so bad after all). It becomes a sort of process of trivialisation, where they gradually get sucked into the rabbit hole bit by bit through "work", sacrifices, dedications and what not. Now the illogical part is that because these beings in fact rebelled against God i.e. the divine law (morality) for the lust of power, the unhinged exhibition of will, many practitioners actually expect to "grow" on an evolutionary scale. It seems to be a factor and goal - the lure and promise of power and position. That is a complete fallacy. These entities do not evolve, but are locked down in the underworld by the divine authority. They can get the impression as you mention that the entities actually help them through different problems by using magik, and some even fantasize about a certain position/kingdom (rank) in the underworld after death. They may gain access to short term power and secret knowledge, but they will with out a doubt not evolve - only devolve get stuck in the dark realm along with these rebellious beings, if they abandon God. They are lured into the darkness and naively think that these massive corrupted angelic beings will not turn on them. You said it, when pointing to the fact that they will become instruments of their revenge, corrupted in the process, used and ultimately dumped. Matt 6.22 The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light. 23 But if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!

  • @originalman7637
    @originalman76377 ай бұрын

    One of my favorite videos ever. Yes, yes and yes. I can relate greatly to all of which you've shared, here.

  • @iheartherain6321
    @iheartherain63218 ай бұрын

    Thank you very much for sharing. It’s really valuable and highly appreciated.

  • @uncut-hebrew
    @uncut-hebrew5 ай бұрын

    Your videos are amazing brother! Perfect descriptions of how to protect ones self from demons and evil

  • @rajeevsingh-bd2or
    @rajeevsingh-bd2or3 ай бұрын

    So happy for you bro, may you ascend higher❤❤

  • @southphillylilly
    @southphillylilly7 ай бұрын

    It's funny… The last few days I've been thinking about working with them and this is very clearly my response. For the first time ever one of your videos crossed my feed. The answer is noted I think that one of the reasons it's pushed so heavily without any of the consequences, it's because in the beginning, guessing it's all sunshine and roses. The consequences don't sit in until you've fully allowed them into deer space

  • @FramingEden
    @FramingEden8 ай бұрын

    This message could not have been delivered soon enough, not only in regard to the state of the world, but also in regard to my current state of development, I am Self Initiated into a Great Work and so your work is of exceptional value to me; in your work and in your words I am able to derive confirmation. So it is not lightly I say, Thank you for your work Brother, I know that this does not come without price, as goes with all Divine Knowledge. I can see in the work you upload on this platform that you have awakened some certain individuals, whether knowingly or unknowingly, and in this you have gained the attention of those entities that wish and work for all to remain prisoners. But this being the Appointed time of Enlightenment, I cannot express my gratitude for you enough. I Pray Your Protection Everforward Steadfast In The Light Brother.

  • @afewminutesofmagick
    @afewminutesofmagick8 ай бұрын

    This was such a captivating talk and I really appreciated the sincerity. I don't think I have heard this spoken of in such clear terms before. Thank you for taking the time. Blessings.

  • @pizzasurf3222

    @pizzasurf3222

    2 ай бұрын

    Charming man are evil and bad too.

  • @VioletstarVoyager
    @VioletstarVoyager2 ай бұрын

    Extremely well done, thank you!

  • @RatherBeCancelledThanHandled
    @RatherBeCancelledThanHandled3 ай бұрын

    If I had a podcast I’d have you on . Very interestingly expressed. Thanks for warning others .

  • @ravenravella1000
    @ravenravella10003 ай бұрын

    I'm glad to hear this, since there are many people who are being very casual about working with them.

  • @user-zw4iy1rt8k
    @user-zw4iy1rt8k5 ай бұрын

    King Solomon did not go unscathed by dealing with demons because in the end, the demons caused Solomon his downfall.

  • @troybusch
    @troybusch8 ай бұрын

    Thank you. This was very helpful.

  • @starfish8452
    @starfish84528 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much for this 🙏🙏🙏 the goethic trend is a very troubling movement that has caught up the occult Revival and brought it in this direction. What you are saying summarizes my own experience and perspective after two decades practicing Magic. The most important fact which is the one you stated at the end of the video, namely that humans have much more power and potential to hone their divine right than any Demon and most spirits, is completely missed and this is in my opinion the reason people gravitate towards this. We want Power but we seek it outside of ourselves not realizing that we are actually giving it away to entities much less powerful than us. The thing is also that channeling that higher power means doing Shadow work and working on yourself, humbling yourself enough to let that Divine Spark and power flow through you. I think the issue here is also control, to connect yourself with your true power you have to give up some control of how you perceive yourself and what you think power is and I think this is also a part where people feel that they want to rebel against what we would call God or source and by extension Christianity. I think the Paradox lies in the fact that to gain control you have to give up control and this is where most people fail. People want control without having to do too much work or self work and these lower entities obviously exploit this. In general our society is built on exploiting others to gain unnecessary convenience and comfort. This is so normalized that obviously these values also reflect in magical practices. What you are saying about the entertainment industry and our culture is also spot on. It is incredibly disturbing that modern archetypes and The Narrative of our culture are so destructive. Thank you so much for making this video it has meant a lot to me to clarify and confirm my own thoughts. Unfortunately we are like voices calling in the desert but who knows that one day we might be heard 🌟

  • @kathyprior4281

    @kathyprior4281

    2 ай бұрын

    I think that demons, angels, gods and many spirits are more powerful than us in terms of having access to universal knowledge and special powers...we should treat them with respect as they are our mentors. However, humans are also powerful because 1. we are part of Source/God like every other spirit and 2. we took on the challenge of incarnating into human bodies and learning lessons in a state where we have all forgotten our true divine selves...perhaps what you mean is that even divine spirits admire us for that part...

  • @user-xp4oz6uh1j
    @user-xp4oz6uh1j3 ай бұрын

    Nailed it. Thank you 🙏🏻

  • @kickmenot2
    @kickmenot28 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your experiences, it was very important to me. It is interesting to see how people who works with demons have some kind of 'energetic signature' in them that can be perceived. Also their behaviour is different. They try to sound good but you see when they are doing something evil they enjoy it much more. I often hear "let's bring the God justice upon him" and how they enjoy seeing something very unproportional happening to those who dare stepping on their ways.

  • @mustwatchlive

    @mustwatchlive

    6 ай бұрын

    😂😂

  • @steven8760

    @steven8760

    6 ай бұрын

    Not that i have done any of that but JUSTICEEEE! U can’t just let them get away with their cruelty towards you every time, and it doesn’t mean that it’s a gateway to turning into a menace it’s like saying coffee is the first step towards using! U can’t always rely on karma give karma a break😂

  • @Abracadanz00
    @Abracadanz005 ай бұрын

    Amazing video, I have never worked with demons, but I have always leaned more towards the psychological model or the energetic model of demons instead of them actually having intelligence. I loved the way you explained it, great vids!

  • @LiftingtheLamp

    @LiftingtheLamp

    3 ай бұрын

    Thanks!

  • @irinagarin8101
    @irinagarin810126 күн бұрын

    I stepped out with this video, I have never practiced any sort of demonic ritual. find myself to be innately in contact with the spiritual realm and I feel certain callings and I’ve been practicing different “rituals” since I was a child with no guidance or understanding; just doing what I felt called to do in the moment, flowing with the material and the spiritual world in a certain state of peace. Since I saw you I felt I knew you, I’ve experimented a deep connection I find your voice and mannerisms so familiar it’s hard to explain. May your inner knowledge and your experience guide you through paths that ease any pain that your soul is experiencing in this moment. Sending light your way.

  • @Maj-sf9hx
    @Maj-sf9hx6 ай бұрын

    Great vid many thanks 🙏

  • @cpzehr
    @cpzehr8 ай бұрын

    It’s been a pleasure to slowly watch you come around. Thank you for sharing your experiences and may Allah bless you for providing your insights

  • @fifty1971
    @fifty19712 ай бұрын

    This is such a detailed breakdown and such an interesting topic, I'm looking to have a mystical experience myself but don't know were to start

  • @CarlosSilva-rt7we
    @CarlosSilva-rt7we6 ай бұрын

    Very deep incursion on the reality of the current state of human spiritual and physical affairs. I would just like to drop a note in this regards, that some of these 'demonised' spirits were actually natural spirits cussed by the orthodox religious ,thus condemned themselves to the inferior planes... They have been with humanity since the beginning. Now, I agree with you through and through ,though there are some aspects we all need to seriously conaider, for example the way some of these forces withdraw us from urban to more natural settings. Just started following your videos and I am really appreciating your straightforwardness, honesty, over the notch coherence and calm in the approach. Keep up the Great Work!

  • @jenn8976
    @jenn89765 ай бұрын

    This makes perfect sense. Thank you

  • @maryc4312
    @maryc43123 ай бұрын

    I had many issues similar to this while I was on tok tok. I also have issues with my speech centers sometimes when there are powers that don’t want us to speak our personal truths. I am still recovering after leaving that app. :) thank you for sharing your stories

  • @wilsongideon9790
    @wilsongideon97908 ай бұрын

    I experienced what you were talking about during my crossing of the abyss. I had no idea what hga or crossing the abyss was. My hga was next to me at the time without me realizing it and letting me see into that world. It’s so dark and f*&ked up. I felt the evil that permeated in that life. It wasn’t a hard choice for me either to see which side I should pick, it wasn’t even a contest. It took me a solid year after experiencing what I went through and your tube video about the hga “randomly” popped up on my KZread feed to finally start putting pieces together. Thanks for your channel fellow INFJ

  • @slackingoffagain

    @slackingoffagain

    6 ай бұрын

    Did you cross it? You made it? Did you the pyramids?

  • @steven8760

    @steven8760

    6 ай бұрын

    What did u mean by evil what did u see??

  • @youyoue4260

    @youyoue4260

    5 ай бұрын

    @@slackingoffagain what u mean by that? have been having vision always in desert environment, and last time I was flying through a desert separated by 2 pyramids.

  • @slackingoffagain

    @slackingoffagain

    5 ай бұрын

    @@youyoue4260 crossing of the abyss is something you can get to by self initiating in a different method. It takes you through different stages or sphers. Research kabbalah and sephiroth & Qlipoth:) people who think have "crossed" the abyss have a common story of seeing the pyramid city. I saw it from up and above while being carried on a dragons back. Either that it was the time after my energetic body was being eaten by a dragon then got dry burned until I pass out.... If I remember correctly it's when you travel through keter to daath. It dropped me from the sephiroth to Qlipoth. Quite an experience... It'll let you experience all the trials and tribulation that you can handle:)

  • @MrMartinez169
    @MrMartinez1698 ай бұрын

    Thank you very much for making the videos that you do

  • @ElizabethMag
    @ElizabethMag5 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much for the explanation, now I have all clear. I have been using my Spanish translator cause I don't speaker English very well, but Ì REALLY APRECIATE YOUR HELP, KNOWLEDGE, AND WISDOM. BLESSINGS 🙌 💜🙏

  • @awsheit
    @awsheit5 ай бұрын

    I literally had to stop this video middway through and type this. I can't believe I found your channel, the way you describe things is my exact experience and to hear someone say it... You don't find too many people of the same 'tribe ' i guess, especially as your paradigm changes as you change 👀 And then you said you did the bartzabel ritual. That's the last big ritual I did*. 🤯 Good to see a fellow traveler i guess! Thank you! *It was a different, shorter version

  • @LiftingtheLamp

    @LiftingtheLamp

    3 ай бұрын

    Welcome to the channel!

  • @enkercodm9506

    @enkercodm9506

    Ай бұрын

    I have a magical remedy u should try its called lithium the best way to apply this healing supplement is through a capsule if u want some just ask the psych ward

  • @vidarchiveee
    @vidarchiveee8 ай бұрын

    Thanks for every second you've devoted 🤟🏻

  • @Noori-xq2kw
    @Noori-xq2kw10 күн бұрын

    I really appreciate you sharing your experience. You’re coming from a really level-headed perspective and not representing any one extreme of the light/dark spectrum. This video was very straight forward.

  • @neilgoloy3582
    @neilgoloy35825 ай бұрын

    Had a Brazilian witch friend that doesn't work with demons. She has a similar point of view as yours...that true magickal power comes from within oneself with no need to rely on demonic forces. Many thanks.

  • @LiftingtheLamp

    @LiftingtheLamp

    3 ай бұрын

    You're welcome

  • @lilchaos4792

    @lilchaos4792

    Ай бұрын

    My older sister is like this

  • @MsFlowerzz
    @MsFlowerzz6 ай бұрын

    Kudos on doing this video.

  • @Black-mz4wy
    @Black-mz4wy8 ай бұрын

    Wow thanks a lot especially for the latter part of the video

  • @vidarchiveee
    @vidarchiveee8 ай бұрын

    You're such an inspiration ❤🎉

  • @pr3tty0bnoxious35
    @pr3tty0bnoxious353 ай бұрын

    I've experienced something strange in my life that you mentioned , where things were just going wrong and people would just turn on you out of nowhere family members, coworkers, and it seems so unnatural like something is influencing them and because i have an open eye to things i see things from all different perspectives so i realize that people are really being negatively influenced by something sinister they just dont even know it

  • @isaackelly6221

    @isaackelly6221

    2 ай бұрын

    Well this is true and I can relate 1,000 % did you overcome that and if you did, will you share how you did it because that is what is going on in my life thank you

  • @Neural-Awakening

    @Neural-Awakening

    Ай бұрын

    ​@@isaackelly6221 Increase your spiritual awareness / vessel frequency to be pure and gain favor of the higher frequencies. Do not practice demonology without understanding how to do this first. Demons are to be commanded, not worked with nor listened to. There is no account I've read where working with or for demons has played out well.. However commanding them has brought upon alot of world changes and technological advances.

  • @tantramantra1
    @tantramantra13 ай бұрын

    Lawyers advise (1) get a contract before entering a business relationship and (2) insurance/defence. Very relevant to what you discuss. Great talk, thanks.

  • @melnibonean2550
    @melnibonean25503 ай бұрын

    Thank you for this

  • @LiftingtheLamp

    @LiftingtheLamp

    2 ай бұрын

    You're welcome

  • @Steve12891
    @Steve128915 ай бұрын

    You should put st Benedict medals around your house they are recommended to protect from demons

  • @LiftingtheLamp

    @LiftingtheLamp

    3 ай бұрын

    As a matter of fact, I have bought a St Benedict medal since posting this video! Another tool in my arsenal of magickal self-defence

  • @GreatReset-ex1gg
    @GreatReset-ex1gg25 күн бұрын

    What a great video, I can definitely relate.

  • @alexandrapoole997
    @alexandrapoole9978 ай бұрын

    Hi, thank you so much for making this video. I’ve been looking for something like this and there is very little information out there. I really appreciate your wisdom and effort. Do you have any insight into exorcism, or helping people heal and recover from entity interaction, attachment or possession? I have been searching for a source of information that is reliable but not finding much that seems nuanced and authentic. Any recommendations, leads or wisdom would be dearly valued. Either way, I’m grateful for your work.

  • @skaus2184
    @skaus21848 ай бұрын

    I was having a discussion with a friend a few months back about the Goetic demons, and we were going through the names to try to help him remember one. I started joking about their names, and how silly / stupid some of them where. That night I uncharacteristically had a nightmare. All the next day there was an oppressive presence in the house. Nightmares again the following night, and I was basically given an ultimatum in the dream of "You have to apologise, or else...". The oppressive presence was still there the next day. I spoke with my friend, and another friend about it, and I was recommended the LBRP. When I got home, the presence was still there, and I ended up apologising for taking the mick, but forcefully told it it couldn't stay. No dreams that night, and the presence was gone the next morning.

  • @adamlee3333

    @adamlee3333

    7 ай бұрын

    get outside for a walk mate; you're talking shit, it feels real to you because you believe it is real, in the same way if i gave you a sugar pill and tell you it's poisonous you'd start to panic and freak out but literally nothing bad is happening; if you are gonna beleive bullshit delusions at least make them positive ones lol

  • @CesarPerez-gr3ku

    @CesarPerez-gr3ku

    7 ай бұрын

    Shut up you need to see a psychiatrist or go to a mental clinic

  • @ameilioracryptos5298

    @ameilioracryptos5298

    6 ай бұрын

    Most of them are mean unless you have demonic ties/ have a house spirit that is their servant

  • @ameilioracryptos5298

    @ameilioracryptos5298

    6 ай бұрын

    Most of them are mean unless you have demonic ties/ have a house spirit that is their servant

  • @ghosteyes2708

    @ghosteyes2708

    6 ай бұрын

    Maybe don't be a disrespectful brat next time.

  • @darkdefender1111
    @darkdefender111110 күн бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your experiences and your words of wisdom. I find you very interesting. I'm glad you no longer deal with demons and the negative world. Be safe!

  • @revertaxunix9373
    @revertaxunix93737 ай бұрын

    very much true, I do work with demons but will probably stop since I got a long lasting feeling that I need to explore my own powers instead of calling upon other powers.

  • @LanguageBLOX1_Alt

    @LanguageBLOX1_Alt

    Ай бұрын

    It's like literally playing with fire 🔥

  • @wildcanadaforkids
    @wildcanadaforkids4 ай бұрын

    I would recommend the movie 'Notorious'. There are clips on KZread where priests (Exorcists actually) endorse this film. One said it was the most accurate representation of possession in a movie ever. It's basically a dialogue between a death row inmate and a psychologist. I found it to be very gripping and compelling.

  • @masternapper69

    @masternapper69

    3 ай бұрын

    Nefarious

  • @LiftingtheLamp

    @LiftingtheLamp

    3 ай бұрын

    I have heard this too. Might have to add it to my viewing list

  • @Qu0thTheRaven
    @Qu0thTheRaven3 ай бұрын

    I hear you, brother.

  • @loreleiweb
    @loreleiweb8 ай бұрын

    Many thanks for sharing your personal experience and insights!! I was also raised Christian then turned pagan, and the whole world od deamons (summoning and getting what you want) was soooo alluring. Never passed that curiosity and never practiced goetia. BUT .. summoned a deamon unintentionally during a seance, it just took over the moving small plate. I was scared to death but nevertheless kept asking it question. Guess we can only do such mistakes in yearly youth 😮

  • @LanguageBLOX1_Alt

    @LanguageBLOX1_Alt

    Ай бұрын

    Keep safe

  • @lucien839
    @lucien8398 ай бұрын

    Greetings, Thank you for the video buddy on your insights and advice. their were quite a few good points you raised in your new video which I absolutly agree with, I'd be here all night writing. I've had quite a few experiences with dark energy in the past (a shadow ghost - has I got older I learned how to pass it back to the original source/sender with respect, has I think all energy, positive and negative should be treated with respect) but had few experiences with a certain angel who has guided me and have built a strong connection with (which I know I have mentioned to you before) , although I haven't sense their presence for a long time, yet I still speak aloud to them. As a new student trying to learn more of angels and practice to work with angels for spiritual growth. Thank you for your insights on working with demons even though you were quite worried., myself would be too scared to work with demons as I was scared by the shadow ghost, which also myself been attacked by dark energy because I think it liked my reiki light. Sending some of my light your way dude 🙏

  • @kristinak1972

    @kristinak1972

    Ай бұрын

    I read somewhere that reiki was actually a man who bartered with an entity in some sort of bartering for healing powers. Often, when there are sigils involved, it is the case. I would love to hear his perspective on that.

  • @Saturmes
    @Saturmes7 ай бұрын

    Hey man, just wanted to say that I appreciate the quality of your content and advice, keep up the good work. I hope this current conflict of yours resolves soon and wish you all the best of luck on the path. I was also wondering if you are familiar with, or have an opinion on the work of Carl Jung at all?

  • @coding_refactor
    @coding_refactor8 ай бұрын

    thanks for sharing your experience

  • @omgsolikevalleygirl
    @omgsolikevalleygirl8 ай бұрын

    20:30 this is pretty close to what I had as "sleep paralysis" experience about 3-4 times already - Some kind of knock on the door or other loud sound, and then somehow the feeling of a presence in my room while I am unable to move.

  • @mustwatchlive
    @mustwatchlive6 ай бұрын

    I never worked with demons much but when I did it was with Lucifer and its hidden demons. Never had any bad experiences. I can’t relate to him

  • @rosepetal-ov7vl
    @rosepetal-ov7vl8 ай бұрын

    No comments? I’ll change that. You put into words so wonderfully what I’ve known for a while, but have always had trouble conveying

  • @Bellab1x1y1z
    @Bellab1x1y1z8 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing. What is your current path since you turned away from the dark? Hermeticism or Golden Dawn?

  • @SibyllaAzarica
    @SibyllaAzarica6 ай бұрын

    I appreciate your *authenticity.* Thank you for sharing your story and perspective. Subscribed. 💜

  • @pizzasurf3222

    @pizzasurf3222

    2 ай бұрын

    The Inquisition are back!

  • @f0nd004u
    @f0nd004u8 ай бұрын

    I think that demons want to destroy us when there is still energy lurking within us that wants to destroy ourselves.

  • @UnderTheSameSun693

    @UnderTheSameSun693

    6 ай бұрын

    No.

  • @gujono.eiriksson8553

    @gujono.eiriksson8553

    6 ай бұрын

    I mean they probably always want to destroy us, but negative inner things like fear, unrighteous anger, definitely make us vulnerable or at least more vulnerable.

  • @davidm1149

    @davidm1149

    2 ай бұрын

    I think their psychology is so disturbed and unmanageable that they do things not knowing necessarily why. There's got to be an inner turmoil with them. I can't help but think about the hollywood "elite" and all the rituals and magic they're involved in that, in the end, leaves them a withered skeleton in so many ways. It's really that you're working with evil when involved with demons. I've hated the demonic, but I also have severe problems with many of the evangelicals and supposedly 'christian' people with their warped and distorted idea of god and spirituality, I can almost understand why some would be almost driven to satanism or luciferianism. It's so hard to find a middle ground, and at this time it is absolutely crucial.

  • @Izaiah3333

    @Izaiah3333

    Ай бұрын

    ​@UnderTheSameSun693 yes its exactly that and if you need the truth do trama work maybe build a different foundation

  • @Izaiah3333

    @Izaiah3333

    Ай бұрын

    ​@@davidm1149watch universal mastery too much for me to explain that he can

  • @FraterRC
    @FraterRC5 ай бұрын

    let's see what all the fuss is about! Hope you didn't take too much ish brother for such a video.... a few minutes later. That was excellent. I think many of us trained in systems of angel magic have had out moments with goetia or klippot that taught us similar lessons. Im not convinced demons are harmful because of some "plan" in a dualistic war of good and evil, however. I guess, thinking along more hermetic (as opposed to certain gnostic) lines, my experience of them is that because their domains are destructive often of katabolic it's just their nature to be as such and serve God by their existence, as opposed to being at "war" with the Good. They are just the evil part of the Good. And I'm not speaking based on theory which would have me likely quoting JSK or Skinner or Acher et al, but this is my inner sense from my experience. So, certainly open to revision. How much do you think your Catholic upbringing influences your thought on your experiences versus if you'd been raised in a pagan household, Hindu, or some other indigenous polytheism such as vodou?

  • @LiftingtheLamp

    @LiftingtheLamp

    3 ай бұрын

    For a long time I had the same view about the demonic just being a darker, more chaotic side of the universe that isn't necessarily pursuing an organised plan of evil. It is only in the last few years that I have felt we are in the middle of a spiritual war. This is largely due to changes I have observed in the culture, as well as negative personal experiences with these entities (as though I were being harassed for choosing the wrong 'side'). Maybe something is happening in the spiritual world/collective unconscious, or maybe I have just become more paranoid - who knows! As for my Catholic upbringing, it has certainly influenced me in terms of my love of ritual. Not so keen on the underlying dogma. With all that said, I have rediscovered an appreciation of many of the underlying tenets of Christianity in the last couple of years.

  • @VoodooViking
    @VoodooViking8 ай бұрын

    I use the analogy of The Fall of the Tower of Babel, and I find it fits very well to today. The World Trade Center falling, is exactly like the Tower of Babel. Everyone was of one language, one mindset(for the most part), there was peace throughout the land. Now afterwards; it’s constant strife, war, no one speaks on the same level. People delving into stuff they shouldn’t. And the society collapses, along with the demons running amuck.

  • @danielmerrin9699
    @danielmerrin96998 ай бұрын

    ❤ I love your honest as well as the awsome info/content ! I have worked with the dark side once and am in shock at how effective it was... shock to this day :-/

  • @user-sy4nt3oz3v
    @user-sy4nt3oz3v7 ай бұрын

    I came across your channel after asking Arch angels Michael for help. It happened to me, I thought I found god, I loved them and they convinced me that they loved me... They destroyed my life

  • @hidden2641

    @hidden2641

    4 ай бұрын

    Would you like to share a bit about the way they destroyed your life?

  • @user-sy4nt3oz3v

    @user-sy4nt3oz3v

    4 ай бұрын

    @@hidden2641 they spent a decade earning my trust, I had so much trust in them at one point that if they told me to march off a cliff I would've probably done it. I'm trying to find a starting point but so much has happened, I've lost good friends, ended up stranded in a country away from the one I grew up in, developed permanent injuries following their guidance, had to watch enemies elevated off my hard work while I remained in the same position, became homeless multiple times. No matter what I tried or how hard I worked it always exploded in my face, at the time I thought it may have been some sort of test or a path to development but it wasn't. They made everything clear not too recently. They are evil. It will take others a long time to realise that. Spiritual communities all turned on my quickly because they thought I was preaching Islam or Christianity when I believe in neither. There was no help. I eventually called arch angel Michael because I discovered that he pre dated all the major religions and I'm still fighting today. All of their violations are so interconnected that there's no way to start listing them without talking about others and it spans over 10 years

  • @jasmine5643

    @jasmine5643

    3 ай бұрын

    @@user-sy4nt3oz3v did you fail to uphold a pact or contract with them by chance?

  • @davidm1149

    @davidm1149

    2 ай бұрын

    They may be trying to help you be teaching you what you don't want. Tough lessons.

  • @kristinak1972

    @kristinak1972

    Ай бұрын

    I would love to hear your story, too. As a practicing Catholic, we are told to ask Archangels their protection and help. My son and I used to pray to all 4 before we went to sleep at night. One night, I passed out in bed with him after tucking him in. I woke up suddenly feeling something on my head an hour later. I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror, and there was a #7 scratched on my forehead. I thought maybe I scratched my head with my ring that is sharp. 2 years later, after a series of synchronicities and spiritual events, I had my spiritual awakening. My son has had numerous very unusual dreams that seem like ritual sacrifice and demonic in nature. Are you saying Michael sent you this video to help you?

  • @henriquemonteiro3403
    @henriquemonteiro34038 ай бұрын

    Very interesting experience! All my evocations in the Trithemius system (angelic) have driven me to a more Qabalistic, rather than Christian, world view. I still have not attempted to operate from the Goetia, although I´ve been collecting the equipment pieces. By the way, what system did you use to work with these spirits? Did you have the complete equipment for it?

  • @palmereldritch_6669
    @palmereldritch_66695 ай бұрын

    I had a waking vision of a demon. He showed himself to me, and it was a warning. I saw it loud and clear. I panicked, I knew I needed to over ride my mind and throw the thing away. But I didn't do it. And I will regret it until my dying breath. I agree 100%, do your best to aspire to the Light, to walk in the Light, to work in the Light. You do not need the assistance of demons in your low magic, so there is no good reason at all to work with entities you know damn well want to distance you from the Light so that they can weild influence over you.

  • @toot255
    @toot2554 ай бұрын

    If the devil isn't chasing you down, he already has you 😊

  • @thecleaner3559

    @thecleaner3559

    11 күн бұрын

    *Better than if Jesus gets to you.* 😅

  • @MsLaBajo
    @MsLaBajo2 ай бұрын

    Vodun ritual was the darkest thing you’ve ever “messed” with??? I’d say the spiritus that crossed the middle passage and kept enslaved people alive and brought Divine justice upon their oppressors would definitely be daunting and scary but not dubious or wicked in the way you’re describing it. I went to a Vodun ceremony conducted by some priestesses at a little park in New Orleans and the entire thing could only be described as ecstasy. It was absolutely full of light and the spirits were thick like water and we weaved through them in the night. It was powerful but never unsafe or threatening. The priestesses were all dressed in white and danced with candles in their hands. It was so lovely. I don’t think your experience with Vodun is a universal one, I believe it was due to inexperience or irresponsibly courting entities you were not ready to meet or work with. I’d be freaked out too but I know these spirits and I know better than to enter self directed rituals that open me up to spiritual fuckery. I don’t know what you were doing but I’m willing to bet it wasn’t Vodun that brought them to your door, it was probably something like a lack of experience and protections.

  • @ah5902

    @ah5902

    4 күн бұрын

    Very ironic you think this considering these “former” slaves have lived in nothing but perpetual cycles of self destruction ever since.

  • @Rolacko
    @Rolacko8 ай бұрын

    I just watched your full video, and I totally agree with you, thank you very much for sharing your experience. There is also clearly a dark age drawing ever closer with the Ahrimanic influences of transhumanism and all that comes with human-incorporated technology and AI intelligences. Thanks and great channel.

  • @alejandromolina5645
    @alejandromolina56453 ай бұрын

    I agree with your experience. These spirits do indeed come into a relationship with a magician with their own agenda. None of them care for the magician. It is a job for them. The angels have their job description to fill, demons have theirs, elementals and miscellaneous spirits have theirs, and we have ours. Which is to evolve spiritually.

  • @nicolaszarzur5906
    @nicolaszarzur59068 ай бұрын

    Thanks for your vídeo ❤️

  • @kuroneko3451
    @kuroneko3451Ай бұрын

    I've been feeling spirits since I was a child. And how you described them is exactly how I feel when I encounter them.

  • @MaxWinner
    @MaxWinner8 ай бұрын

    Thankyou for making this video, it will help many people - I admire your bravery, compassion & heart - This needed to be said - bravo 👏👏

  • @marksbrisby
    @marksbrisby2 ай бұрын

    I have been working with several demons lucifer satan hermes murmur mammon astaroth baal moloch belphagor. I summon in my house and make offerings to them. I love working with it is something i have perfected to fine art. I sometimes see them standing over me when i sleep telling me to call them when i need them. It often happens when i am in distress. Being in their presence leaves me empowered empowered. Everything i ask is granted. They have recently helped turn my life around and got my relationship back on track

  • @neshiah4747
    @neshiah47475 күн бұрын

    This is true. Some really heavy shit can go down for the untrained when things go wrong. And things will go wrong 🙏🏼

  • @robronnie1360
    @robronnie13606 ай бұрын

    This is very helpful. Thank you! Around 8 years ago, I fell in love with someone who was leading me on. I was desperate and turned to the occult and eagerly latched on to whatever I could find that I thought would bring this person to me. I knew I was in a very unhealthy place but I couldn't turn off the desperation. I know that I brushed up against some demonic forces. One night a heard a "man" in my room laughing at me. It was malicious and I banished him. I was also practicing stichomancy to make predictions and it was working but some of the readings I got were SO dark and creepy. They left me feeling icy cold. I required outside intervention from a very spiritually high group in order to get away from these forces. I am still very grateful to these people and the forces that freed me. So in short I would like to say that demons thrive on desperation and it is possible for them take over your life.

  • @steven8760

    @steven8760

    6 ай бұрын

    Im so sorry for what u had gone through, all though i believe that evoking a demon through binding it in a black triangle and angels makes that practice safer vs invoking it into ur temple(body) is what makes them taking opportunities to thrive on ur anguish, but im new to all of this so i would like ur opinion, and thank you for sharing ur story.

  • @gujono.eiriksson8553

    @gujono.eiriksson8553

    6 ай бұрын

    I think the only time I worked with a demon in a ritual, I mean after, Bella, I got a night visit as well. Something pulled off my duvet, like.

  • @Jack-ns9sz
    @Jack-ns9sz8 ай бұрын

    Do you have any opinions on the Gallery of Magick books?

  • @renatac8829
    @renatac88295 ай бұрын

    It reminded me of that time I worked with voodoo for getting a situation under control and it worked marvellous at the beginning but once I started to feel this dense heavy presence in my house and this sorrows voices talking to me in the middle of the night and seeing how not even my pets wanted to come inside of the house no more and will have this terrifying look on their eyes every time I stand in front of them because they could see something behind me I couldn’t see I understood this presence needed to be expelled out of my house and that I needed to reach to God and his angels for help that’s when I cleaned my house from all those altars and as soon as I did that they made my life completely chaos, from legal problems, jail, health issues, really strong financial problems you name it, it marked me!! I felt at war!! Fighting an invincible enemy! I felt that dead radio silence you mentioned! It took me years to clear that energy away from my life ! Never again!

  • @naotokamigire-terumi9912

    @naotokamigire-terumi9912

    4 ай бұрын

    Just to inform you IT'S Vodou or Vodoun. A closed Black religion.

  • @renatac8829

    @renatac8829

    4 ай бұрын

    @@naotokamigire-terumi9912 Is Haitian Voodoo. 21 divisions. I know what I’m talking about.

  • @renatac8829

    @renatac8829

    4 ай бұрын

    @@naotokamigire-terumi9912 Thank you, the 21 divisions to be more precise

  • @LanguageBLOX1_Alt

    @LanguageBLOX1_Alt

    Ай бұрын

    ​@@naotokamigire-terumi9912ok and

  • @jpan7071
    @jpan70718 ай бұрын

    This is definitely the most important revelation you have just shared with those of us interested in esoterica. My tendency is to stay away from anything dealing with demons. Too scary. Too dangerous. Archangel Michael is my jam. I call upon him when I need something, protection, for example. Thank you for sharing your experiences. You are brave. And kind.

  • @LionBenJudah44

    @LionBenJudah44

    4 ай бұрын

    We are supposed to call upon Jesus and the Holy Spirit first though...right?

  • @TheFuture36520
    @TheFuture365205 ай бұрын

    Thanks for lifting the lamp and I meditate 🧘🏾‍♂️ too especially doing kundalini yoga.

  • @anorcanamedlydia7034
    @anorcanamedlydia703423 сағат бұрын

    Thank you for your help

  • @Nightwing92284
    @Nightwing922848 ай бұрын

    tempted to work with them when I feel desperate...your video is a sign that I shouldn't...and just rely on psalm/angel magick and sigils...thank you...

  • @lcdeprod
    @lcdeprod5 ай бұрын

    Thank you

  • @MonikaM-li6xy
    @MonikaM-li6xyАй бұрын

    I cannot evaluate the correctness of your assertions, but your video is very authentic, nothing made up or invented to get attention. Thanks for sharing your experiences and ideas. 28:30 - I had to smile because I know this effect since childhood and don`t know why haha!

  • @kikistwistedworld
    @kikistwistedworld8 ай бұрын

    Hi I just wanted to ask if this is only possible intentionally? Or are there demons hidden in innocent seeming practices? Which parts of high magick or practical magick should I avoid? Or am I safe as long as I intend to only do good and only call on good?

  • @FungalPsychosis
    @FungalPsychosis7 ай бұрын

    this is an refreshing viewpoint to hear in these circles. i know lots seem to gravitate towards infernal forces, perhaps in rebellion of religious hypocrisy many are faced with growing up. i suppose i wanted to comment and gather your personal thoughts on the nature of these beings. your feeling of them makes me think of the idea of the qlipoth which i haven't ful explored and i know there is even less reliable sources on the topic. i have heard many different opinions so perhaps you could provide insight. do qlipothic beings lack the divine spark? i have heard the tree of death is essentially the 10 sephira but husks or shells. i can conceptualize this but also have reservations because all resides in conciousness so it just confuses me. i have seem the qlipothic tree placed at da'at, yesod, and simply at the bottom of the tree of life at malkuth too and was also wondering where you place these forces. And would you associate the goetia with the qlipoth or as differint beings entirely?

  • @will-love-lvx
    @will-love-lvx5 ай бұрын

    That's exactly how I went through my initiatory path. I always thought I had to be in equilibrium in magick but that doesn't mean EXTREME equilibrium where if you invoke and angel/god/energy you must evoke the corresponding demon as well. I learned my lesson similarly to the way you have. It's still a path that takes a large amount of discernment and inner fortitude. These days I work and serve the LvX and aspire to the highest g(o)od.

  • @SosaSuave
    @SosaSuave8 ай бұрын

    Can you make a numerology video on the number 9? Great work this channel is a gem

  • @Alexander-wq7qo
    @Alexander-wq7qo6 ай бұрын

    I thought that this was a channel about spiritual evolution, yet you talk like an evangelical: "deonic forces that control the elites and music videos." Whatever

  • @LanguageBLOX1_Alt

    @LanguageBLOX1_Alt

    Ай бұрын

    Demons are bad get over it or they'll crush you

  • @myk3y405
    @myk3y4058 ай бұрын

    I call them archons and phosters. Archons are the lower intelligences and the phosters are the angels that dont interrupt our free will but can be called upon for guidance.

  • @lilchaos4792

    @lilchaos4792

    Ай бұрын

    Fascinating

  • @korpimuisto
    @korpimuisto8 ай бұрын

    I have been working almost strictly with demons etc. And My life has been a hell of a struggle. I have been on the top of My Life and lost almost all, very quickly. I got a weird magnetism towards them.

  • @thebanished87
    @thebanished877 ай бұрын

    After doing daily rituals in the golden Dawn style in order to self inițiate, I became repulsed by anything satanic and I see it as dumb or evil. It'd strange because in the past I liked it or at least didn't mind it, but I guess that if you focus yourself on the sacred , anything that is profane slowly begins to repulse you. At least from my experience

  • @vesperglow1567

    @vesperglow1567

    5 ай бұрын

    And visa versa

  • @SergioLopez-zx5ii
    @SergioLopez-zx5ii8 ай бұрын

    I completely agree with you, I’ve had some interesting experiences with demons and my conclusion is the same, they try to use us and then sort of devour/destroy us when they’re done, is there a way I can connect with you, I’m seeking guidance in this narrow path of true knowledge, the truth is very diluted nowdays.

  • @philippagrimoire5968

    @philippagrimoire5968

    3 ай бұрын

    I’m just new but from what I’ve learned they will only use you if you aren’t respectful and start commanding them rather than building a friendship with them…soooo…maybe you didn’t go about it in the best way? 🤷🏼‍♀️

  • @watchwoman6957

    @watchwoman6957

    9 күн бұрын

    Can I say something? I used to be into magic and all of that. It was such a waste of my life and time. Now hear me out. I became a Christian and it is the most power I have ever had. You have to read Luke 10:19. GOD has protected me so much and turned my miserable life around. The devil still tries to use people to attack me but GOD has protected me and HE has given us natural power over them to protect ourself. What I’m trying to say brother is that the narrow path is through JESUS our savior and HE is awesome. Like seriously. I wake up everyday and see the sun and am amazed HE is so powerful to have made that. If I wasn’t in love with HIM already a simple sunset would have done it. Magic is like….a cheap toy compared to GOD. Just saying. May GOD bless and deliver you.

  • @donnablack6280
    @donnablack62808 ай бұрын

    I hear you. Without exaggeration, this is one of the most important issues of our times. Well said.

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