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Lost my mom to covid... 2 years ago. I wish i could change the past man. Like i even dreamed about her where i closed my eyes and was laying my head on her laps. Bro after i woke up i cryd. I didnt want to wake up from the dream. Hope i can get over this because i feel empty man. My dad had a mental breakdown and everything got worse. I hope she is in a good place now😢

@unnsannus2

Ай бұрын

I was the same way when I lost my grampa

I lost everything so when everything back to normal I didnt back Something inside just get deep cant fix cant do anything about it Its just there eating u inside slowly Its the Lost Lost is empty make u empty make u unreal make the person u with un real Everything so unreal and empty when i lose person I ask when i can leave like them why am the one who see ppl leave or dying what did i do to see ppl lost in my life Its just feel so empty i feel like run in dark to search for any light i just dont see anything inside its really dark i cant run from this place i think am just gonna be here for long time But losing someone i just wait them to back even when its impossible for them to back They had a place in my heart but when they leave these places trun to be a room full of water u just can't get inside or u gonna die there that how its feel when u try to think about the place this ppl was in Its just hurrrttt to think about them to remember anything about them Lose it so hard i hate it i wish i never lose anyone I just cant remember anything about them bc its hard to remember that beautiful moments that will never gonna happen again i just want to back to see them see them smiling see them cry see them do anything in any place They just took part of me and go they just leave Can i see them again ? No i cant I just cant even think about them bc its burn my heart its burn inside Just stop think about them to can live the life u dont have Its okay its okay maybe when i die i will see them again i will run to hug them I just want to say i miss them very much.. :)

I lost my beautiful friend a few weeks ago. My beautiful dog. My boy. I still can't understand how it happened, because it all went downhill very fast. He had cancer, and since the vet diagnosed him it only took a few months for him to be sick enough. He was in pain and when one day he could not get up to eat his favorite food, I knew it was time, as much as the decision tormented me. We had to put him to sleep; I can still remember how his breathing got weaker with every moment until he was finally in peace. I can't wrap my head around the concept of not seeing him ever again. The sound of his paws whenever he was following me around. His barks and his howls whenever food was in sight. His lovely intelligent brown eyes. The color of his fur and how the spot on his back resembled a giraffe. The mark of his paws in my walls. The sound of his snores, because he slept so soundly and I always found him sleeping in the funniest positions; and all the times he stole my lunch, sandwiches and fruits. How he loved to live, and how he lived so beautifully. How he loved so deeply and so freely, and until the end kept being the stubborn lovely boy that we all knew him to be. I am scared of the memory of him becoming blurry with time in my head. I can still picture his face, how the hairs in his brows were whiter from age, the shine in his eyes, the feeling of his fur. I am terrified of one day forgetting what his bark sounds like or what it felt like to wake up to him next to my bed. The weight of his leash in my hand. It is hard to think that he lives now only in pictures and in my mind when, in what felt like seconds ago, he was running behind me in the park, or eating his favourite meal at home. He burned so brightly, his presence and personality so colorful, so him that I can imagine him shining equally wherever he is. In heaven. I dream about him. In my dreams he is running and playing in the grass. In my dreams i find him, illness free sleeping carelessly next to me, like we used to do. It devastated me, but I hope, letting you go was the best decision, for you, for your happiness, I wanted you to go, with the same love you had for living ever since I met you. I did not wanted for you to associate being here with me with the pain that that gruesome sickness made you feel, any longer. I will wait for the day we meet again my boy. I know I loved you with everything that I had, and that you did too. I will continue to love you for all my days, and grieve you for all of them too. I wish to continue writing for you my boy, If this words could reach you, I would write for you everyday for eternity. But the words in the keyboard are now blurring with my tears. Whenever you are I hope you are eating all the meat you want and stealing all the sandwiches. I hope someone up there cuts you watermelon in the summer, and I hope you can find all your favourite blankets and my clothes for you to sleep on top. I miss you Benji. I love you. I dream of you.

The song Stellar from Diedlonely its beautiful but broke my heart. It reminded me of my mom who passed away three months ago. I've came here to say this cuz the title talks about losing beloved ones and it was in this channel that I met the most beautiful and sad melodies such as Stellar and Snowfall. Stay strong everyone, life is hard but life goes on.🫂

@damienmurphy9293

6 ай бұрын

I feel your pain the loss and miss it can really hurt" to all who haven't been here yet' take it day by day when you have to say goodbye' let it make you better in time' this music helps me brings every emotion sad happy lost what if this what if that' live are best be nice and very important just be real and be happy with the little things.. alot of ugly out there that just can't get enough of things.

@LSTSOUNDS

6 ай бұрын

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I like being alone because it eliminates the possibility of being disappointed when there isn’t as much depth in my friendships as i would like there to be.

@lost_lofi_legend

6 ай бұрын

Facts!!!!

@kacrea

6 ай бұрын

@@lost_lofi_legend yes🥹🥺,"but i rather be hated for who i am than loved for who i am not"-unknown

@kacrea

6 ай бұрын

"Sun is alone too,but still shine"-unknown

@lost_lofi_legend

6 ай бұрын

Facts again lolol, you should be a philosopher or something @@kacrea

@kacrea

6 ай бұрын

@@lost_lofi_legend thank you,is this supposed to be a compliment ?:)

Very beautiful, but sad at the same time. The image is amazing. Thank you so much.💗💗

I just want a hug

I am afraid that i migfht loose someone close. We are both struggling and it feels they don,t want me anymore. Maybe we both die soon because of lonlieness of our hearths

I once lost my friend 8 years ago 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ｉ＇ｍ　ｓａｄ．．．　Ｉ＇ｍ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｓａｄ

My 4-legged companion left last year, he was very faithful, obedient, intelligent, and loyal, I miss him a lot, before I was happy everything was fine now I go out at night just to wonder why I have to see how those who are with me die

@Smartgirly

Ай бұрын

I lost mine too. I’m so sorry :(

This treme track is just … 😭💙💙💙💙 6:50

Excellent as always 😊💙

I love it💙

You know, cloud gazing isn't so bad as you think it is. I once thought that Shikamaru was weird for cloud gazing but finally took that leap of faith to actually cloud gaze for the first time. It's actually not that bad to be honest. In a way its...Healing... yeah healing is the right word for it. You may be wondering what I was doing cloud gazing well to answer your question...I used this as an escape...from what you say? Well I came to this local park to heal away from my own mother...Yes you read that right... and I think its working for me so I think that I will continue to do this from now on... You should try this someday... ~Lost~Lofi~Legend~

@kacrea

6 ай бұрын

I should try…

@lost_lofi_legend

6 ай бұрын

I think you should give it a try... try to enjoy it while you can... clear your mind too@@kacrea

beautiful

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Kauffffff

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