Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3l0BFgw 💙

@sailence5757

Жыл бұрын

Is there a way to contact you? For example through mail or dm?

@jhonatansantanaportugal1475

9 ай бұрын

14:44

Being forgotten feels a hell of a lot like being free.

@geosalatast5715

Жыл бұрын

hmmm... i think you said the most true quote ive ever heard...

@lukeshawn4469

Жыл бұрын

You get the feeling of being free but at what price?

@braedon7577

Жыл бұрын

stay strong fam

@nightismonochrome

Жыл бұрын

Really being free, may include being free from that feeling/fear of being forgotten. I've started to become afraid of dancing on that fine line.

@megalodonsniperelite

Жыл бұрын

I feel the same way..

forgotten. when you used to gather around among them, when you used to feel valuable among them, when you used to be the priority among them, when you used to feel the remembrance among them, it hurts when they left you out, it hurts when they ignore your presence, it hurts when they put you last, it hurts when they forget about you. because you once were 'someone' to them. and that's how 'what it feels like to be forgotten.'

@linxthemouse137

Жыл бұрын

man that exactly what im feeling now

@002edits8

Жыл бұрын

Brother ❤️

@dat1npc543

Жыл бұрын

Hopefully the forgotten ones can find people who can value them someday 💖

@zachattack9995

Жыл бұрын

emo ass

@dat1npc543

Жыл бұрын

@Merxhana Haxhibeti this is really true

I clicked on this video because the title caught my attention. I actually feel like I'm being forgotten, and after a very long time without commenting or crying I find myself doing it all over again because I no longer have a job to keep my mind occupied. I moved away from my country and left behind girlfriend and friends and family, basically all the people I trusted, of course I understand that everyone has to move on, but I just have this feeling that I was left behind or something like that, I do have "Friends" here, but no one that I actually feel like I can talk to and truly be open to how I actually feel. Being so lonely for so long changes you for sure, I've come to notice that, I just feel like I'm literally invisible, everybody that I ever cared about just don't reply or don't text anymore, even the person I loved so deeply once seems to have decided that I was whatever, I don't know If I feel too much or people just don't feel at all. I do think about killing myself but I don't think I would have the courage to do it. I'm basically pouring my heart here because I have no one to talk about all of this, and if I'm being honest I just need to feel like I can still trust in people, that people still notice when you love them and go the extra mile for them, that they still value these things, and if this doesn't happen I'm just going to stay by myself. Peace is what I want, and at this point I don't care how peace may look for me, if it's alone then alone it is, but if it's with someone by my side then that will be, may peace find you too stranger, and thank you for taking the time to read this, god bless You ❤

@noahhorler1771

Жыл бұрын

I have screenshot this, so in years to come I can see this and remember you, and wonder how far you've come and progressed in life.

@demonkingzucist1159

Жыл бұрын

This is one of the very ocasion meaning what you said was meaningful because I hardly reply to comments and I'm sorry life has dealt you a sh*t hand. I know how you feel, I've been betrayed and forgotten the friends I use to vent to have left me because I was the downer in their life. I have no friends irl I rely on people online that I trust more than people irl because they actually care more about me than anyone irl could ever have. The being alone thing I understand more than a lot people in the world because people think we are doing it just to be mean no because we truly feel empty and feel like no one really truly sees as so we act up to get the slightest bit of attention to let us know people can see us. I'm sorry again man you were dealt this hand but just know you're not alone

@matthewmartinez9906

Жыл бұрын

Read the Bible.

@EPJean2k

Жыл бұрын

@@matthewmartinez9906 I started looking for God again, good advice from you stranger, god bless you

@matthewmartinez9906

Жыл бұрын

@@EPJean2k that is wonderful, the Word is very powerful, love you.

Sometimes life becomes so unbearable that I start thinking what would it feel like if I was dead right now. And to be honest, I wouldn't trade my life for anything. Yes, it gets hard, yes I have night where I can't even fall asleep, yes it does get lonely... But hey...somehow I always manage to find that small bite of hope in the sunrise and give life another try 🙏

@linxthemouse137

Жыл бұрын

@@MerxhanaHaxhibeti exacly , pray to allah when you need and he may help you

@annafirth6738

Жыл бұрын

Sleeplessness is hard by itself. Don't let it get to you too much, sweetdreams when you get them 🙂

@linxthemouse137

Жыл бұрын

@@annafirth6738 i had long time since i dreamed a sweetdream , the reality is stress and the sleep is peace but in both you can't rest enough

@annafirth6738

Жыл бұрын

@@linxthemouse137 Ah well, do your best to practice good sleep hygiene (remember chocolate also has caffeine in it) and meditation and hypnosis videos are also two options. But it's okay, sometimes people feel and think too deeply for it to be ideal. But neither of those things can hurt you.

@alcatraz766

Жыл бұрын

hope is the cruelest thing you can give someone, please don't award it so carelessly

don't mind me, I'm just going to vent a little. “to you whom I loved so much. you were my everything. my best friend, my sister, my favorite person, my therapist, my hope, my other half, my forever, my ´til death do us part. you were the one who saw me struggle, and the one who struggled with me. you were the one who saw me on my worst days and could still cheer me up. you were the one I could vent to, you were the only person in this world I trusted blindly. you were the one I could've died for, or trusted with my life. I trusted you more than I trusted myself. you told me we'd be friends forever, we made plans for the future together. you told me your dreams, your thoughts ; and you knew mine. it was so amazing that after struggling together, we could finally heal together. right ? that's the issue. we started healing together, but little by little, we began to fall apart. tell me, my beloved sister, why did this have to happen to us, when we loved each other so much ? we did, right ? I don't really know who is to blame, to be honest. you needed support to heal. I needed space. my friend, I couldn't come and talk to you like before, because I was healing. and I know you worried about me, and I'm sorry. I just couldn't do anything. I started to feel what was coming. I knew it. after all, I knew very well that I was _forgettable._ yet, after all this time, more than a year, I still can't get over it. tell me, you whom I loved more than myself, did you really have to cut me off like this ? we were childhood friends, we had known each other for years, for half of our lives. I saw you on our friend's socials a few months ago. you looked happy. I'm glad you are. no... that's not true. I miss you. I miss you so much it hurts me. at first, I apologized, thinking maybe we could be friends again, even if it wasn't like before. but you only accepted my pity apology, then said bye. again. and deep down, I had expected it. I wished you a happy birthday last year ; but you didn't care for mine. what am I going to do without you ? I asked our friend about you, any news, how are you doing ? you seem to be doing well. my sister, have you forgotten about me ? about us ? I, at least, know I never will. I will keep talking and writing and typing about you, so that, in my memories, what we had never dies. because I'll make sure I never love anyone like this again.”

@skybluehaze1908

4 ай бұрын

my friend, i know exactly how it feels like. Although, ive got to say, your writing indeed is very beautiful and touched my heart. Its actually kinda weird how we used to be so close with that one person, but life takes a turn and we are distant. So distant that, we think that person has forgotten about us. No messages, all memories with that person just "flew" away. Not for us, but for them. For me though, in the silent echos of our past, i still feel the ache of being forgotten, especially by him. Regardless, I wish you the very best and hope you feel better.

a poem I wrote, for any lost souls wandering through this comment section late at night who want company in their soul do you ever feel like your time is just... running out? like the clocks are mocking you, urging you to just give in? like the grains are falling and the sand is piling on top of you and you have to choose to either dig helplessly and go nowhere or to just lie back and feel your body sink until it all just... stops. but it keeps going the ticks growing heavier, the days feeling longer yet passing by in a blur and you can't tell what day of the week it is and the months skip faster than you can count on your fingers and you start to forget what your favourite colour was as a child, what your 18th birthday was like, what the name of the dog next door was you forget all the moments that made you, you but you're still here, and the sand has buried you, and the clocks are only right twice a day, and you feel at peace, you've won but your friends back home have put up missing person posters for you, and your family sing happy birthday to a picture of you every year, and you're never forgotten because you were too alive for the memory of you to die so maybe time can't run out, maybe we live on in those who loved us, and no matter how much I try and run from my past or my future, time cradles me like a mother holds her infant baby maybe your memory of me will always be my home, because you saw all of me and still chose to love me and what could feel more like home than that? so I'll sit on your mantel, in picture frames and a vase, and I'll pretend I never left you to begin with, and I'll close my eyes and be home I am home

@MeganKaylynn143

Жыл бұрын

This deserves more likes

@nettye3343

Жыл бұрын

@@MeganKaylynn143 aw thank you, that's very kind of you to say :] I'm surprised it has any tbh! but it's nice to know people have seen it, maybe my words could make an important impact on someone - who knows :O

@MeganKaylynn143

Жыл бұрын

@NettyE you're welcome I love reading stuff like that it definitely impacts me a certain way helps me feel like I'm not alone 🖤

@nettye3343

Жыл бұрын

@@MeganKaylynn143 you're never alone in this world 💜 there's so many of us that are united without necessarily ever meeting, we are companions to each other one way or another

@MeganKaylynn143

Жыл бұрын

@NettyE thank you and that's very true we are all literally going through this shit universally lol

For many people, being forgotten can be a very difficult and painful experience. It can make them feel insignificant, unimportant, and worthless. They may feel a sense of loneliness, isolation, and abandonment. It can also lead to feelings of anger, resentment, and sadness. Being forgotten can affect various areas of a person's life, such as personal relationships, work, and social interactions. It can make them feel like they are invisible or unappreciated, leading to a loss of confidence and self-esteem. However, it's important to remember that being forgotten doesn't necessarily mean that someone is unloved or unvalued. Sometimes, people simply get busy with their own lives and responsibilities, and it can be easy for them to forget to reach out or check in with others. If you're feeling forgotten, it can be helpful to reach out to others, connect with supportive communities or organizations, and take steps to nurture your own well-being and sense of self-worth.

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU.

@clownmc4883

10 ай бұрын

thanks.. i needed this

@Millie-Vanillie

10 ай бұрын

you made me cry omg

@Linayuuu

10 ай бұрын

This made me somehow cry I'm proud that you say things that others can't see, and sometimes we can't see ourselves. I'm proud of you for being aware, I know sometimes it's hard... I am proud that you left this comment. You have such a kind heart. And for you or the person who is reading this : I hope everything in your life goes fine, and if not, i know you can get over it, you've been through a lot already

@MokoKoko-bg4sf

10 ай бұрын

Thanks man :(

@JoeBuffoon77

7 ай бұрын

Same...

If your heart is beating there is hope in you.

@theseamadness

8 ай бұрын

Thank you very much for your comment. For some reason, it was who made me feel not forgotten. I hope you're okay. Live happily.

Tonight is the first time in a long time I've let myself cry. And now I can't stop. My body is shaking with all the intensity of letting out what has been pent up for so long. I don't know where to go from here.

@asimocloud5736

Жыл бұрын

I know its a reply after almost a month but, its okay, it will be okay, and im proud you finally let yourself, cry.

@Thomas-bu2ny

11 ай бұрын

❤

@shuggr.5621

10 ай бұрын

From experience , I just allow myself to cry even If it’s don’t care if it’s over something minor, I let it happen ,the more you accept your emotions and allow them to flow the more at peace you will become

sometimes i like to be forgotten , escaping the reality , being alone , let all the problems go knowing that my end isn't going to be painful for anyone make me happy

@ishpreetkaur9479

Жыл бұрын

you spoke my heart...sometimes it is too much that we need space

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

@@ishpreetkaur9479 lol emo kid

@L1LBEAR.

Жыл бұрын

@@iwillbrb8723 all the comments this is your reply, you thought you ate huh.

People believe that sleep is the only escape, but if you look hard enough, being forgotten is too. You're left alone to your thoughts, a job, school, annoying people, rivals, none of that matters now. Because none of them remember you.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

I'm sure people remember you 💔 but I've been there too. Actually I didn't help myself. People kept rejecting me and losing me, so eventually I pushed everybody else away. Jesus came to me when I was at that low point. He remembered me when everyone else was gone. He remembers you too. ✝️❤

@br-4341

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 sorry, im not religious. But I appreciate the support.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

@@br-4341 no apology needed ❤

To whomever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. from the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (not my original post, but decided it was worth sharing)

@wolfietheknight1487

Жыл бұрын

I started crying while reading this, some of those I needed to hear

@blue70033

Жыл бұрын

You made me cry...

@fatebeasty5531

Жыл бұрын

❤

@begintakingcareofyourself

Жыл бұрын

this post is useless as u realise it’s not true

@randomdots7758

Жыл бұрын

actually thank you. i need this and i feel as if its a message from somebody who i love very much :D

I have some mental disorders that prevent me from feeling any emotion sometimes, and also make me forget. The only things I don't forget are the regrets. They haunt me every single day, every single hour, every single minute, every single second. My own mind wants to kill me by putting me apart from the others. I found your playlists calming, and they help me to think, to struggle against my will of putting an end to my misery, and I wanted to thank you for that.

Always remember there is someone out there who remembers you. Eve mn if its just someone that you gave a compliment to one day. Little things do a lot for people. Be kind to others and others will be kind to you. Except for some people, they can be jerks no matter what but don't let them take you down too!

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

I feel like I have forgotten myself. I've downed so much emotion that I really do not remember what my true self is at this point.

Everyone talks about the hurt of being forgotten but never about the comfort that comes with it.

@LifelessUnknown

5 ай бұрын

Yeah I Don't Even Have Little Problem In That. First I Thought I'm Invisible And Unimportant To Everyone But Also Me Believing It's Peaceful 💫🖤🥀💔

it’s odd how there’s so many people who feel this way in the comments yet, we will soon forget about this video and still feel the same way

I always feel forgotten. And it will never change .

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

How are you? ❤ God saw you when you wrote this

@marvindesedas

11 ай бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 I've gotten better thank you.

@the.seagull.35

11 ай бұрын

@@marvindesedas thats good to hear. 🤝

To Be Forgotten, One must have existed first as a memory. This playlist was satisfying and inspirational, Thank you. From The Other Side I Give Honor To Those Forgotten.

Sometimes being happy isn't the answer. Sometimes you need to be at peace first if you want resolve your sadness. Only then can you work your way up to happiness. Goodluck to all of you out there. Do your best and I shall do the same.

POV you've been forgotten about by so many people that it isn't even a feeling, it's just normal.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Jesus remembers you ❤

@Cringber167

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 Yes

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

@@Cringber167 He's there with you. You can pray to God anytime. He knows every word you speak and even the words you don't. His hands are still scarred from the nails he took for you 🙌

@Cringber167

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 You're one of the few people I've seen on the interent that believe in God. That is good.

I love when the music start to play, i'll just staring and not doing anything. I can make people laugh and smile but it doesn't work when i tried to myself.i cried every night and thinking why my life had to be way to diff from anyone else. Honestly i don't feel good enough about myself. Everyone can say anything to cheer me up but that's the true. I don't capable to go anywhere, I'm a teen but i never enjoy tht kind of live. I want to watch the sky at the night, walking at beach at the night, dancing under the rain and play a swing at the kindergarden. I don't know what to say anymore, I'm sorry. -(stranger,17yo)

To want to be forgotten is one thing. To want to have never existed, where everything you’ve been a part of changes because you were never there…is something else entirely. It’s never felt right, and it’s never felt wanted, being here…so I wish everyday for the latter.

@prod_rero

Жыл бұрын

Hey man, I’m not gonna come along and tell you some Godly advice but i just wanna say that i feel the same sometimes. Then later on i come to realize it’s not the fact that i want to be dead or the fact that i don’t want to never have existed it’s more of i just want the pain to go away

@TrayTerra

Жыл бұрын

@@prod_rero I get that, and I’m glad that it’s become something if anything a little more manageable and better, even solvable I hope, for you…and I appreciate your kindness…but there are plenty of humans that are just…tired from a whole life of constant blows. Like the literal feeling of the universe putting you here to be one of those instances of “ha…you are gonna be screwed so hard all the time,” with a lot of bad foreplay involved. Then a step further, everyone around you is gonna go down with you if you keep them around if they don’t hurt you too so…I mean, I’m with Twain, “I was dead long before I was ever alive and never suffered the slightest inconvenience.”

I'm unsure why, but these songs remind me of *those* rooms. Y'know, whenever you would walk in, and something softly heavy and sad would slowly creep in on you. Like former inhabitants didn't want you to intrude upon their space. A good example is hospital rooms. My mom worked in a hospital - multiple, actually - and in all of them, there were a few rooms that were said to be haunted, evil and the like. You would walk in, according to her and her coworkers, and wouldn't feel terrible at first, yet an oppressive aura would soon burrow itself into you, deeper and deeper, until people would walk, or even run out, sometimes crying, other times swearing, yet always disturbed for some unknown reason. Music like this - nostalgic, dark, ambient, and melancholic - always reminded me of those rooms, and that feeling.

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

@dunwich.chillout

Жыл бұрын

You have great taste, can you take a look at my content? I'm doing something similar, I'd like to know your opinion, and what can be fixed??

This gives a whole different vibe, it's like everything is echoey or something.

These comments give me hope and the feeling that were all going through our own personal struggles but still use that to try and make someone else to feel better about themselves.i love all of you ❤

the feeling of being forgotten is terrible but the feeling of wanting to be forgotten is something that i only wish for when I'm not in the right space. just being sad and listening to this playlist just helps me stop crying haha, i try to remind myself to never give up especially when times are the hardest and now here i am today still pushing through everything, and this makes me realize that that's how i know that i will never give up on anything :)

This makes me look into the future and wonder what i have ahead of my life; the grand story that is ahead of me. in the future i hope people can understand how life can be hard at times and that they need to push through anything that is keeping you back, if its your parents arguing or even if its a simple mistake that leads to endless possibilities. take a deep breath and filter out the things that try and stop you. I hope this made you feel better

i have completely lost the real meeeee and i feel forgotten bcz of some people whom at first treated me soo good but now it feels like i was a nobody to them...😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔i was dying to hear someone say that i didnt need to try so hard to be perfect that i was enough and it was okayyy but in the end i forgot that i was a nobody to the whole world

Being forgotten, a fear of mine I've dedicated my life to helping people and making them happy, something I don't get the opportunity to feel myself often. I know it's tough, and even tonight is a hard night for myself, but it'll get better my friend. Trust me, it's darkest before the dawn.

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

@dunwich.chillout

Жыл бұрын

You have great taste, can you take a look at my content? I'm doing something similar, I'd like to know your opinion, and what can be fixed??

“Every man has two deaths, when he is buried in the ground and the last time someone says his name. In some ways men can be immortal.” - Ernest Hemingway

Thank you for the playlist... Like many others here, I am a forgotten... Over time, I decided to forget this world... I spend more and more time in Neverland, there- down there is no one, but life is more bearable than here...

Feel not alone. Embrace solitude. For your own company is the best you'll ever keep.

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

Maaan so truee

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

@1Rose_

Жыл бұрын

@@iwillbrb8723 Let people be free in their emotions, after all you’re here too. If people need to exaggerate or let something out it’s kinda rude to call people here emo when some are struggling daily to get by..

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

@@1Rose_ LOL too bad they can stop crying about it like anyone in youtube comments care

@1Rose_

Жыл бұрын

@@iwillbrb8723 Writing stuff down is a good way to help get out your thoughts if no one listens and is a healthy coping mechanism. Plus I’d care I find it interesting to see how the brain makes people feel like trash

The pain I feel right now is unbearable. I wish I was never born. No one cares about me. At all. They only care about what I can do for them for their benefit... I'm just used..

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

I hope you're feeling better 😔

This gives me in a sort of trance

Lately I've been feeling so numb I used to feel optimism I used to feel this little spark when I woke up This tiny spark of hope in my stomach that would make me hopeful for the days ahead But lately I just feel nothing I feel empty I feel like there's something deeply wrong with me I miss the old me I wish to express these feelings to someone To anyone But I'm always alone on days like these Or I'd rather stay forgotten to spare others with my feelings Everyone I've met I wished to stay in their lives a little bit longer But I end up leaving because I don't feel like I belonged Like I was a shadow of their lives Like I could never relate to them in the end I stay forgotten I met someone new again They made me feel warm and happy But something inside of me felt like the second I let myself feel it that I'd lose it I don't want to be forgotten this time

@izabelbragasantana6138

Жыл бұрын

your words hit me hard. in a good way. Those words will never be forgotten

@MeganKaylynn143

Жыл бұрын

@izabelbragasantana6138 thank you hearing that makes me really happy 🖤

I stood, watching them tell the story like it had been mythology for a thousand years. “She was a great hero,” they said, acting it out before the small crowd. Children looked on with wide eyes, adults smiled softly. She stood right next to them. She was I. And it was strange… to know that when I walk away… that when I turn toward the sky again another day… that I died long ago and live as their old stories. Funny, isn’t it? I can live again, brand new. Bc the person I once was… died. The story lived on, but I? I did not.

@bluex97667

10 ай бұрын

Wow-thats painful but beautiful ❤

love all your posts. These are perfect for some of my vibes

i have a regrettable history, my old self lacked the ability to emote like everyone else due to many personal reasons, ill shorten it down to i nearly died due to someone i trusted nearly killing me in 4th grade, out of fear of this repeating i repressed my emotions to the point i was unable to express most emotions for year and years. That is the reason i wish to be forgotten, i wish to restart anew and make a real impression, not a hollow shell greeting people as that is what you're supposed to do, instead i want to be present, Emotive, and caring. i also wish to be forgotten as it gives freedom, as now you are alone with no one to conform to, and the fact i always preferred the silence of pure loneliness, just you and your surroundings

really like this song, when alone escape from reality

There is lightning and thunder outside rn as I'm listening to this pretty cool

if you're going thru a self pity moment like I am right now as you find this playlist, this playlist hits hard. well, i'd be letting myself down if i typed in words to encourage more inner discouragement within you, reader. but i'd also be lying if i spoke words of encouragement to live another day because so many of us have not escaped our own matrix made of our own habits. even me. its' like either way, we're f------ we're so lucky to be alive right now to experience the absurdity and contradiction of the human condition. peace out and enjoy the discomfort of rolling the boulder uphill for no clear reason or objective only for a fleeting enjoyment masking our resignation to the slings and arrows of mundane fortune. who knows, maybe there is no reason to believe in the divine - because there is no reason to begin with. it's all just to keep our minds intact and moving. we got to pass the time somehow, and maybe make the journey less terrifying for our fellow man. .

@estadakarima6676

Жыл бұрын

Meaningful name

I really don't know how to describe the feeling of being forgotten like i know nobody gonna remember me but still the thought crawl inside of me of being forgotten like how much we felt through those moments but still they dont mean a thing right now it just somehow blows my mind that that even though i love being in solitude and i enjoy my company but still i could not bring myself to be forgotten i just hate that feeling so much it feels like when i will start loving myself and be in peace with myself i guess i will kill that lid inside of me and nothing in this universe will ever make sense to me like my existence will become so powerful and i will have some purpose in life which i dont have right now i have social anxiety but i still crave for attention from my loved ones which makes it so fucking hard for me i never even comment on any video even right now i dont even know why i am typing this maybe i will never post this comment or maybe i will letting go of all the fear of judgement and i dont know why i feel so free and light writing down every thought in my mind i never felt like this before i dont know what compelled me to write all of this but whatever did i feel so greatful right now i dont know of what but i just feel i know it all may sound like some bullshit but its not that not at allits just apiece of my heart which i wrote and now it feel great peace out

@rex4957

Жыл бұрын

Idk if you need this or not but someone loves you keep going

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

❤❤❤ You're not alone. God is there. He hears you... he sees you. You could try this. This is something I've done before and it helps me. Just open a blank file and start writing, just like this comment. But this time write it to God, as a prayer. He's always there with you and he'll read every word. Jesus knows you ❤ He gave his own life to pay the debt we owed for our sins. He took it all on the cross. If you believe in him, he will give you a brand new start. A fresh, blank page. A place to begin writing your new story of God's grace for the world to see... a story that will never end. ☀️ "You have searched me, Lord, and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue you, Lord, know it completely." Psalms 139:1‭-‬4

@kellyshistory306

11 ай бұрын

Writing is a powerful tool to sort out your thoughts, that is probably why this all spilled out of you despite you not knowing what compelled you to write this. People for centuries journaled or kept diaries where they'd record their thoughts because it was a powerful tool for resolving their problems. It is hard to see a solution for things when you are lost in the thought, but when you write it down on paper you can look at it more objectively and you'll feel better about it. Sounds like you just got a taste of that with this comment. You should spend more time writing down your thoughts, and asking questions about why you feel this way, and then writing what thoughts come up. You'd be surprised how impact it can have on you, however it is really something you have to experience in order to really understand the benefit. I'm sure there are some good videos on youtube about how to effectively journal, though I've never gone looking for them. If I would suggest something based on what you wrote, your craving for attention from love ones is natural. People are social creatures, and some of the best joy in life comes from interacting with close friends and family. Your social anxiety may come from the fact you want those relationships, but believe they are not possible for you because there is something wrong with you or people can never like you. Unfortunately the stories we tell ourselves about our reality are very strong, and we gather evidence continuously to keep those stories alive. If you really want relationships, you gotta decide the story you can't have friends/family is a lie, move forward on the belief you can have those relationships and then gather evidence for to prove it to yourself. Easier said then done, but totally possible as many people have done it.

I get forgotten a lot. it hurts my feelings sometimes. but i figure i just keep on moving and not complain.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Ah 😔 that's hard I'm sorry.

I'd rather be forgotten than just be there waiting.

@dominicmalinauskas2147

11 ай бұрын

I'd disagree strongly, I've been absolutely forgotten by the only person I have ever loved, there is no greater deeper pain than that.. you don't die when you pass away, you die when you are forgotten, I was dead before I even passed away. Cherish the ones you love..there is no bigger tragedy than talking to the one you loved the most, the one who kept you going in hopes of rekindling a life you had only to be told "I don't know you or remember you"

Hang in there.. Let yourself be sad and heal, let someone know, now and than, and hope for compassion.. Cant say anyone did for me, but you have to fight this battle yourself.. Just let yourself be angry sometime.. You deserve better.. Someone out there would love to hang with you, they just don't know it.. You must find value in yourself.. Others wont understand.. Or even care.. And those that do, help a lot, but in the end, its all on you.. Im still struggling but I'm a bit better, not much thanks to others..

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

Thank u for this comment 🙏

I am here bcs only this type of music can help me sleep, but if you feel forgotten then you must know bcs people come and go but only You will stay Forever. I hope it makes sens.

thank you so much for putting my works here, love you💙💙

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

Wait u produced that?

@xerum101

Жыл бұрын

@@Wolfsta yeah

well, being forgetten feels like shit, idk why its just sharp through into our hearth, it's just hurts..

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry man 💔 I've been there too. Jesus loves you. If you believe in him and love him too, then listen to what this passage says about you: "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28 ❤ I've been through a lot of dark valleys in my life... I've had a lot of people forget me too. But because of all that sadness and rejection, I can really relate to people going through the same thing. It affects me a lot to see someone else feel that way. God is using even my most painful experiences for good. He's given me a chance to really help people. He has a reason for your suffering too. ❤ It will work for your good, if you love God in Jesus Christ.

I'm feel I'm not forgotten because I feel this playlist in my body it''s better than be forgotten it's off be live

this is so calming

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

New subscriber. Excellent work, hope you keep it up for years to come. Between the backdrops and the ambience, peace is achieved. 👍👍

A man is truest dead when he is forgotten.

This playlist brings me peace and calm, really I need to consider spending more time alone and take care of myself. I'm sad to see that how a lot of people feel. It is ok to be alone, beneficial even, as it allows you to think and consider what you want to do and who you want to spend your life with. It will be a long way, and I think that is part of what we have to accept. Work on yourself and chase your own goals, let go of friends and people who don't share the same beliefs and values and accept and welcome the ones who do. At the end of it all you will live your live alone, so better accept it and make the best out of it. I believe in you guys, you can do it! (love from Rotterdam, Netherlands)

once you accept that you are on your own you are free

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

You're not on your own ❤ God is there. Even in my deepest loneliness and darkness, Jesus has been with me as a light to get me through each day. 🙏

Have you ever just thought about how many sad people are there on earth who regret living, I think about it and this also makes me sad😕😕

Slowly being forgotten by my best online friend of 5 years. At one point she was my only friend. We played so many games together and told each other everything, the good and the bad. We live several states apart and we used to talk all time about the crazy fun things we’d do together when we finally meet in person. Over the course of a year she began talking to me less and less, until I finally realized I was the only one texting first. We used to facetime and watch movies together, but her not showing up to the planned facetime without saying anything was becoming a trend. I got tired of waiting up late for her to not show up so I stopped trying to make plans, and then I stopped messaging her to see if she would message me first. Nothing. It hurt. I miss the way she used to make me laugh. I miss being there for her through the hard times and the good times, and the way she was always there for me. But, if our friendship has to end, this is how I want it to happen. She’s happy and has people in her life who care about her, and so do I. I’m just sad that I’m being forgotten by her. She used to say I was like a sister to her, and I felt the same. But I guess it’s time for a new chapter in both our lives now. Wherever life takes her, I hope she’s happy and never feels alone

@ShaquilleGol

8 ай бұрын

I was forgotten by my best REAL Friend of 9 years I hope you're okay

I wish I could be forgotten. To disappear to be in a world were if was just me and the moon. They ask me why do you like sleep so much. Because it the only time I can actually escape this reality its when I feel most alive and most free.

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

Brooo ive been the same

@Southside_685

Жыл бұрын

Feel the same way I be happier in my dream than wake up and realize I’m back to this fuck up world

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

@DarkAngel-st9if

Жыл бұрын

@@iwillbrb8723 lmao 💀

I wonder if I truly hold a place in someone's heart. I lie awake at night as my dark thoughts swarm my mind. I can't get these thoughts to stop. I wonder if I was ever like them. The normal people. The people that cared, the people that had real feelings. A real personality. I wonder if I'm human, of course I know I'm biologically human..but mentally, I cannot relate to them. I feel like someone from another world being forced to live in this one. Could the other people I know understand me? Will they remember me in the future? Will I be in a future with any of them? I sit up and stare at the dark ceiling. I want to cry, yet nothing escapes me. I feel so many things at once, but I cannot express any of them. "Who am I?" I whisper into the void. I chant it over and over again until the words have lost their meaning. The voices in my mind continue to whisper and scream and cry; They are the voices of emotions I could never express, they are the voices of thoughts and feelings I never spoke of. I raise my hands up to my head and grab roughly at my hair, hitting my head with both hands. "Stop stop stop stop stop stop...stop......stop..........please....stop." They continue dispite my pleads. 'Do any of them remember you?' 'Do any of them truly value your time?' 'Why are you a bad person?' 'Hurt something.' 'Hurt yourself.' 'Break something.' 'Kill something.' I continued shaking and hitting my head. "No.. No..! I can't. I don't want to be a monster...!" I cried out to the void. Dispite all the feelings welling up in me, my face held no emotion and my voice was monotonious. I stood up, and grabbed a water bottle. passing the cage of my guinea pig. 'He's old.. he's going to die anyways. Just do it.' I found myself reaching towards the cage before pausing, horrified at what I was thinking of doing. I continued into the dark bathroom, staring at my reflection. Someone stared back at me. Someone I coudn't recognize. Someone I had lost long ago. The person stared at me with saddened, yet empty eyes. I continued to stare at the unknown person in my mirror, zoned out and just staring into eyes that seemed so lost, when I felt something on my neck; My own hands. Looking back up at the reflection, the person stared back at me with an empty stare, my hands still holding my neck. I tore my eyes away from the person in the mirror and walked back to my room. The sun was already rising and I had spent the entire night doing nothing. Sighing, I crawled into my bed, and closed my eyes. The dark thoughts and voices in my mind still wouldn't stop, and I burried my head under the covers in an attempt to escape my own mind. I don't know how long I stayed like that, but I know eventually I had fallen asleep. Uh.. thanks for reading I guess..? I decided to write about what happened last night to try and get it all out.

@rex4957

Жыл бұрын

Hey I don’t know what that must feel like but I know it’s rough and I just want to say keep going I know that you might not see this but I know that God will be with you who ever you are and that even when you don’t feel him he is still with you and is helping you in many ways that you don’t even realize I might be one of those ways or not who knows but just keep going no matter how hard it gets push even when you don’t want to find a reason if not for you then for me but just keep going God and I love you🕊️

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Woah... Did this all really happen? I gotta be honest, if it did happen I'm worried for you... worried for your health. It sounds very intense. Has this thing ever happened before? have you talked to anyone about it? I hope so 🤝 I also feel for you a lot. I could heard the desperation and lostness. The feeling of having some horrifying intrusive thought, then questioning who you even are. I've been there too. Sin is scary. Evil is scary. In those moments when you recognize it in yourself... it can be so hard not to hate yourself for it. But Jesus loves us. He didn't come to condemn sinners to hell. The truth is, this whole world is already heading toward destruction. Each of us are guilty in our own ways. None of us would have hope, unless God intervened to save us. But that's exactly what he did. Jesus died for our sins while we were still sinners. He paid the enormous debt our sins deserved. He healed the sick and cast out demons. He has the power of God still flowing through him to this day. If you trust Jesus to save you, he will save you. ❤✝️ You don't have to have any trust in yourself. Just trust him and he will be your Savior.

@Candy_Corpses

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 Yes this did all happen, and I wrote it under a vid to just get it out. I'm not exactly religious but I don't think I'd be against the thought of a higher power existing. It's a nice thought. If there was a higher power, what had I done to deserve all of this though? I just turned 15 a few days ago and I've never really done anything bad, so why am I being punished? When I was younger and even a little now, I still pray to whatever might be out there but they never answer. Perhaps we are alone in this world.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

@@Candy_Corpses Maybe that higher power is waiting for you to know them by name. ❤ His name is Jesus.

Whoever reads this remember that you are, were and always will be important in this life, without you something would not be right, or something would not make sense, remember that this part of your life will one day end, and you will be happy again, just keep going and remember that you matter.

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

Damn I appreciate ur comment 🙏🙏🙏

превосходная музыка. Спасибо большое, что вы есть.

Oddly enough, I'm okay with being forgotten. Just means it'll feel all the better when someone remembers me. Been a while since I've jogged anyone's memory but, yeah, this echoes that odd pang of quiet quite well. Looking around and realizing you're not alone, but no one sees you either.

Welcome to dystopia. It ain't coming, it's here, we are all living in it.

Such a Beautiful playlist

Life is hard, but never forget about the times of life maybe it’s hard all the time maybe it’s hard sometimes it’s just things about life. You might think to yourself “I hate life” but listen, don’t think of giving up don’t think that you are forgotten just remember even if your a stranger someone loves you, and will always remember you. ❤

This is the first video that I heard from this channel and made me discover it. I leave this comment so I can remember that moment ❤️

@iwillbrb8723

Жыл бұрын

lol emo kid

Yo just wanna say this is awesome. (By the way you forgot the K on n Knonzzz in the description)

Soothing Peaceful Beautiful 💫🖤🥀💔

literally my dream, just forget me, i'd prefer while i'm still alive but after works too, i don't want to be remembered, i don't want any part of me to linger on this earth any longer than it has to.

good music relaxing

i love this

We all clicked for a reason.. sorry you also feel this way.

for me (not talking generally) life was so much better when i wanted to just kms, because i had an idea of how im going to solve everything that is happening in me. i was feeling it for 5-6 years. but at one moment it was just gone, and now i have no idea pf how im going to get through everything that happened to me. i feel this emptiness and i just have this understanding that i need more time, but how much time? i still cry when someone is talking abt r*pe although it happened 2 years ago, how much time do i need, i just dont understand, i just want to feel happy, truly happy, not trying to ignore the stress, but i cant be honest with people either. im just trapped. i dont know what to do, at least then i knew what i can do. somehow when i was making some silly attempts, it genuinely was making me happy, i was feeling that i can be free now. i cant talk to my friends abt it, but i want people to hear me, so even if no one sees this comment, i still feel that i have expressed my true feelings. thank you for reading, i truly hope that you are not going through the same staff, and that you are happy. best wishes to everyone ☺️

@nooranielson7950

8 ай бұрын

what is worse, i cant tell about this to my family members, bc that guy is from my family, and that same day my grandpa died, i see this person every summer and i have to pretend like nothing happened, although i tried telling this to my mother (that i was just r*ped, not saying who it was, and she didn't believe me. i dont know, this sounds so absurd, more absurd is that at that moment i found a guy, who i truly love, and he knew about this, and he was still hurting me, sometimes physically, but i couldn't stop loving him, my my childhood was also filled with of physical abuse, and i was forcing myself to love these people and forgive them, i just cant stop loving and making everything worse for myself, how to stop, how to stop loving someone, how to stop feeling anything, when the guy that i met is saying he will ki*l himself if i leave and leak everything i trusted him. how, just how to be happy if i dont know what happiness without force is

@vo1d364

8 ай бұрын

I wanted to say congrats for expressing your feelings. Although it feels like in your a very tough situation I just hope you get out of this situation somehow..

@Duarteyahoo272

6 ай бұрын

​@@nooranielson7950​ Im not crying but im almost there. Thats one of the worst things i have ever read and ive seen a lot of comments like yours. Damn it this is just so heartbreaking im so sorry for you, what can i do to help you while im probably thousands of miles away? At least i can tell you that youre not forgotten :) I remembered a story in the Bible that reminded me of you. I wont bore you with the whole thing, but in short there was a female slave named Hagar that was abused by her owner named Sarah, and Hagar ran away from Sarah to the desert, alone, with no one to talk to about it. Until God showed up and told Hagar that she would have a son, and that she was to name him Ishmael, which means “God hears”. Im sharing this with you now because God has heard your suffering and didnt forget about you. Jesus is reaching out his hand to you right now, he doesnt care if youve done mistakes in the past, he loves you and hates seeing you where you are right now, lost and trapped. Grab his hand and climb out of the pit youre in right now, let go of any weight of sin in your life that is in the way, and trust in Jesus and follow him, and he will take care of the rest. Not everything is gonna be easy, but you will do it together. My prayers are with you my friend, you are one tormented person, and i wish you the best from the bottom of my heart

if there's anything i've learned over the years its to never give up on yourself. the second you start doubting yourself, and doing things because of what other people say is the day you lose yourself. i lost myself a long time ago and i don't know if i'll ever come back truly. it's an odd world we live in.

@theArchive1O

Жыл бұрын

u can if you believe in yourself, innit? You wont come back to that version of you, but a version of you that understands the pain and loneliness and can make good upon it. Heal the mental. Let those teeth shine in the world. You can do this, and more love. Take care

I realised something today, i have been at my highest, i have been to places, i have met crazy ass people who love life and themselves but i don't know how to love myself, i tried as the world says love yourself but how can you love yourself when you love someone else with all your heart, unconditionally. I realised another thing, for over a decade i have been suicidal, i have suicidal thoughts and i can't help myself to not think about it. Sometimes it feels like I don't belong here, i never did and i never will i guess. This place feels like a foreign land, even after living here for more than 20 years, it doesn't feel home. Sometimes it feels like killing myself will be a better thing to do, cause there's so much pain in this world. (I was numb and zoned out for a moment) I'm an empath, i feel things strongly around me, the vibes, the energy, the happiness, the pain, the misery, the heartbreaks and sometimes i feel why am I like this? Cause it's somewhat trying to kill me. Break me. You have to be strong but there are days when you don't feel like living for a bit. Today is one of those days. You know, pain takes you places but i want peace now, i have been hurt before and i don't want to be hurt anymore, no more life lessons from the people you thought are your tribe, I'll always care and love my people, unconditionally, till my last breath. All i want from this life is peace and love and if life can't give me that, then life should give me death instead.

I often worry that I’m not actually that good. I worry that people will leave me. Because people have left me. And in attempts to protect myself, I keep leaving people. Sometimes before I even know them. I worry after every sentence I say. Was that funny enough? Are they agreeing with me? Do they like me? Am I talking to much? Why am I not talking enough? I often worry that I’m not actually that bad. That this little voice in my head is just for attention. That I’m making it all up. But I did good today. And someday, it won’t matter if I was good or bad enough. But today I did good.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

❤ I definitely do some of these too. I isolate myself because I've been left over and over, for a lot of my life. I think this comes from previous trauma. When someone you love breaks your trust, it rips a huge wound in your heart. That wound does not go away easily. Especially if it keeps happening... and then you start hurting yourself too. Eventually your heart looks like its been through a war zone. Jesus came to heal the brokenhearted. He can soothe any wound by his kindness and mercy. He can restore your joy and peace with God. And for all our sins and self-inflicted wounds, Jesus was scourged until his back was torn to shreds. He was nailed to a cross and lifted up high, to act as a mediator between humanity and God. He himself took the punishment we deserved, because of how much he loved us. And now Jesus is risen, and he can save anyone of us through faith in him. "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. He determines the number of the stars and calls them each by name. Great is our Lord and mighty in power; his understanding has no limit." Psalms 147:3‭-‬5 ❤

Studying is hard, but where is the fun if we can do it easily? We can't always expect ourselves to be good at everything but you can do your best. So, never give up and always try your best. Please don't pressure yourself too hard. 💐💐💐

i just failed a class... and while it might not be that big of a deal, i still feel so scared. my parents asked me to show them my grades later today and honestly i didnt even know what my grades were. i check about an hour ago and as soon as i saw that F i immediately broke down. i've never felt smart and i've never felt capable but somehow i was making it through college. butt his just feels like a huge punch in the gut. i finally thought i was doing good in a class just to find out all my work meant nothing. i'm scared to tell my parents. the people close to me have always been exceptional in the things they do and i thought i could do that too. i just hate that at the slightest inconvenience my brain shuts down and immediately resorts to wanting to be forgotten. too many times to count has it gotten to the point where i wish not to die but to cease to exist. i don't want to die because i don't want to cause suffering for others over my death, but had i never existed then there would be no one to feel the pain of my absence. i have a headache and i can't stop crying but it feels nice to be able to comment my thoughts about this. i dont like expressing these thoughts to close friends because even if it isn't a burden to tell them, who the hell wants to hear a friend say "yeah i wish i never existed". this is why i choose to keep most of my thoughts to myself or why i just vent to a wall, because the wall can't feel any pain or suffering for the things i say....i'm just so tired and everything feels better when i'm asleep and in a dream world

Its so so great songs nostalgic memories regreat evrething 👍👍

i feel like im always forgotten when it comes to being apart of the family, my friend group, but when i make a mistake then everyone cares.... - unknown forever

good quality music

For those who miss elementary, don’t miss it. Be happy it happened. Be happy you were there. Be happy that you were in school.

seriously, who ever puts ads on music videos like this needs bamboo under their fingernails.

omg, it's amaizing

amo esto mucho

ever I need to rest some time and thinking about my work or life I'm here listen this playlist it's wonderful to recognize myself and be in peace, thanks

Me --so sad💙🥀🗿😞

Tomorrow is my 3rd surgery. I'm tried tried from this continuous pain. I hope I will have the strength, or I will lose myself.

@ania3064

Жыл бұрын

How do you feel ?

Nah this playlist is much more like chill out than suffer.

some of these titles really speaking to me.. it’s like someone is watching my life and coming up with titles based on what they’re seeing lol.

Broken Heart 💔 Empty Soul🖤💔

Oneheart is always there

@knightrunner-8246

Жыл бұрын

It never forgets

Hermosa playlist, me siento tan bien....Gracias 🖤

I read all these comments to make myself feel better but it doesn't work. I don't want to tell myself every day that everything will change for the better...

this is fine

Reminds me of "Keep Breathing" on Netflix

"You just die, that's it! You're not Immortal! If you want your life to have meaning, try making someone else's life meaningful" - Aron Ra (Paraphrased, collated)

I'm always curious about the people who make these playlists... What do they base their selection on? Did they watch enough movies to fill like 2 hours of carefully selected music? How can you come up with a list like this? What do the musics have in common?