I feel the same way. I lost my very first best friend, my Mom. I make music for a living, engineering songs. I have my own studio my mother started me off with at the age of 14. She believed in me. When I lost my mom, I lost my 2nd love, music. She had got me my first keyboard at the age of 3. My drive is gone the day my mother closed her eyes. It's hard, it's been a year January 21, & her birthday was / is January 22. I have given up. People want/ need my to record them, play piano for venues. I'm lost without her. I must learn how to live with this. I love you Dear. You are a TRUE Hero.

@tishaunarmed

2 жыл бұрын

Evonne, I see you! Please feel free to reach out to me if you need someone to talk to. Loosing someone you love can be very painful and it takes time to heal. Don't give up, I'll always be here for you

@evonnefenner7249

2 жыл бұрын

@@tishaunarmed thank you Tisha. My name is Anthony. My mom name is Evonne. I would always use her email address because my original email would always get maximum capacity. I love the fact that her name is always around me, and close. Please don't think I'm weird for that. I'm also 32 years old. Your a great inspiration to me for a few years now. I was so excited to see you post again. Please keep it going. I really appreciate you extending your kindness out to me. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU AS YOU ARE TO ME. You are in my eyes the definition of a beautiful special understanding human being. 💛

I think I speak for all of your subscribers when I say you're a very strong person. We all love you and we're rooting for you. Thank you for being brave enough to be so vulnerable and share how you feel with us.

@denisewhisler5536

4 жыл бұрын

AMEN!!!

@TheTERMlNAT0R

4 жыл бұрын

Agreed

@mauserwinchester

4 жыл бұрын

She is a tough wee cookie, and has been through so much, I can only guess how much strength it took Tisha to make this video, but what an amazing young woman she is.

@siderar2888

4 жыл бұрын

Are arms are legs right but how she drive

@nabihajamil4669

4 жыл бұрын

Good on being tough and sharing your feelings and not hiding

Hey, Tisha !it’s okay not to be okay ! You’re a warrior , girl !! We all have good and bad days. No one can be perfectly happy all of the time, that is not human !!!!We missed you !!! God bless you!

@pieluvr7362

4 жыл бұрын

And that's why she shines i know it because my son is awesome like her n they like us feel the negative which hurts most humans who have ❤ n compassionate like we've all been told like Jesus showed

@sahpem4425

4 жыл бұрын

Well said, friend.

@Sportsdora11

4 жыл бұрын

Well said

In the face of adversity, you are the strong heart and smiling face that could light the night, brighter than the Sun! You are such a great woman!You are a great inspiration to so many people! I can feel your heart shinning so bright. Thank you so much!

@gy17thsoulja24

4 жыл бұрын

You are a stronger woman .Not to many people can do what you can do .keep fighting dont give up God is always with you .you inspire me that I'm capable of doing what ever I want .if you can do it I can do it .you are blessing in so many way .DONT GIVE UP STAY STRONG AND KEEP PUSHING.

@Vinces618

4 жыл бұрын

dont ever be angry with our LORD,, Every thing works for HIS Glory, and you are a perfect example,, Give Him Glory, and i thank Him for making such a beautiful person

@blenderuser9256

4 жыл бұрын

@@Vinces618 On the other hand, God is big enough that He can handle our anger. God himself gets angry on behalf of people when they suffer. Job got angry with God. David god frustrated with God. Even Jesus asked that God's will be done instead of his own. God can handle that. Just don't give up, and do not think that God has abandoned any one of those who believe in Him. But I agree with you that Tisha is a beautiful person, and we can thank God for all the gifts He has given her to make her persevere.

@CaptRich-bi3gp

4 жыл бұрын

It's ok to get mad at the BiG Guy in my opinion, just don't be hate'n.

I’m glad you’re back. I was worried that something happened. I’m so happy that everything got better.

It breaks my heart to hear how sad you were. Im so sorry you went through that. Im SO glad you are doing better. You are the sweetest person. Im so fortunate to call you a friend. I would love to come over anytime and do your make up anytime ❤ Keep your head up and I cant wait to see your up and coming content. Tell Jared and the furbabies hi for me. Big hugs. Love, Chrissy

Glad you’re around. As simple as that. Xx

Whatever doesn't kill you, it only makes you stronger

Hello Tisha! listening to your voice brought tears in my eyes too. Its long time didnt hear from you thats why. I am sorry to hear about hipreplacement. You know, my 9 years old kid is also Upper-limbless. He got electrocuted by a high tension electric wire that fell on his both arms and they both burnt from shoulders, in 2018, August, in Karachi, Pakistan. Thats why I show your videos to my son to make him motivated and bring him back to normal life. He has just started back to school, with normal kids, among normal kids. But I know, and you know too, how embrassing this is when one sees and say a word of sympathy that recalls the incident in minds again and again. Please Tisha be happy - you are an inspiration to my child and so many others who learn from you. You are great Tisha. May God bring soooo many happiness to your life, for life.

@slippy9916

4 жыл бұрын

@ Muhammad Arif, That unfortunate little boy. Why does Knot God watch over these kids. Prayers to your family. In getting upset with God right now. Take care my friend ✌

@MuhammadArif-hk1lb

4 жыл бұрын

@@slippy9916 Thanks a lot bro

Tisha, We are here with you & for you. We haven’t gone anywhere. I, myself was born with CP (Cerebral Palsy) & in H.S. I was diagnosed with Neuromuscular Scoliosis. The CP doesn’t cause me to be in pain. The Neuromuscular Scoliosis on the other hand has me in pain all day/everyday. Yeah, I basically take pain meds (Tramadol) all day just to be able to move & do what I have to do throughout the day. I’ve also had depression since I was in H.S., so you’re not alone. I just wanted to share a little about me with you. Sending Lots of Love, Light, Peace & Blessings your way. ~Pete~

Stay strong, stay the course. Your story matters.

If you never put on makeup again or never combed your hair every again, you'd still be beautiful, its not what's on the outside that makes you beautiful its what's in your heart and soul that makes you such a special person, your truly an amazing girl, stay strong and show and the world just how wonderful life can be! God Bless You Trisha

Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.

@slippy9916

4 жыл бұрын

@ SonSett, Oh Yeah Rush 2112 🏁🏁🏁🏁

Tisha, you don't know how beautiful you are from the inside out. You have such a beautiful heart and soul. And I feel ashamed. Ashamed to admit I'm depressed and suicidal and contemplating ending my life. And I have 2 arms, 2 legs. Sure I have my health problems, but my problems are so minuscule in the grand scheme of things. I hate the way I look, and I feel so unlovable and unlikable. And I shouldn't care what other people think of me..but I do. I don't know how to stop caring.

I’m so glad your doing well. There are so many people that love and missed you. Your an inspiration to many people. It’s good you took a break for your self. Your personality is so bright ❤️❤️ you are beautiful and your light shines bright ❤️❤️❤️

Well said. You had me laughing hard when you said you don't expect viewers to like this video. I listened to the whole thing. I'm very glad I kept your channel in my subscription list, I'm happy to get this update, and now I look forward to seeing your new posts.

You are strong and beautiful and more capable than most people. I miss you. Cute, funny, smart and so inspiring. Thank you. Hang in there.

@advocatusconciliumtantrino3126

4 жыл бұрын

for this kind of lies, she´s upset and confused..... people like you, false and condecendent and sooo snowflake, don´t tell the true for her..... people like you make it all worst. bob "millenial mind" kellerEdit: ugly feminist millenials are the worst partners and friends. you know the true!

@SabrinaHawk

4 жыл бұрын

Advocatus consilius Dei tantri nosso what crawled up yer turd hole?

@advocatusconciliumtantrino3126

4 жыл бұрын

Sabrina "square face" hawk, could you speak at proper english?, lazy ugly millenial....

@Efran19786

4 жыл бұрын

@This is Not Right at all k boomer

@advocatusconciliumtantrino3126

4 жыл бұрын

Efran... im not a boomer, im X generation. (birth 1970+)

It's ok Trisha. Your amazing. And I went through a really hard time once. And I would go on to my dads computer and watch your videos. And I don't think I would be who I am today if it wasn't for you. That's why that girl (me) stared crying in front of the school because I met you. Also because your so wonderful. You have a very special place in my heart. You are a warrior. Keep being strong. But keep doing good what your doing. And thank you for everything! 😊💕💖

@tishaunarmed

4 жыл бұрын

of course I remember you. you touched my heart with your emotions. you have encouraged me to keep making videos even if they are hard. thank you

@earthlingjohn

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you @Unknown Unknown for being the inspiration we all hope to be for Tisha.

Tisha - Trust US, we love YOU more than you'll ever know.

You are a genuine fighter! This video was real, emotional and personal! Me and my family love you Tisha! Never give up, ever!

Girl, i missed you!! So glad to see you. I am so sorry you have been struggling so much, but I am glad your pain has gone down so much. Please take care of yourself first and foremost!

We've missed you Tisha! Glad to see you are doing better. We're pulling for ya! Much luv from Chicagoland!

Please don t be sad because you have a good heart so keep living sweet girl love you for who you are

You EASILY leave a person speechless, I like so many others have watched your videos and thought this young woman has what so many of us could only wish for, an incredible amount of strength and determination. Do what your heart desires, make the videos that you feel led to make, we all find you absolutely incredible. I know going through being angry at God had to be a rough time but your reward is great you will one day have a brand new glorified heavenly body and the first person you'll wrap your arms around to hug will be Jesus. I pray your life continues to be a blessing for so many that watch you and may God give you all your hearts desires.

Welcome back, we missed you. I am Bi-polar, and for 58 yrs I been on this roller coaster ride, in and out of hospital and close to death. I under stand what your are saying and I just want to give you a big hug! I have watched your videos for some time so I know that you are a kind sole, a super nice person. Don't ever let a set back destroy you Tisha and remember that were here for you and love you for you! :-)

I really don't know what to say to you other than I've come to love the person I believe you to be. Take care and continue as you are and know that you've already affected lives and people will continue to love you anyway, as I do. God bless you Tish!

Glad your back. I hope you keep getting stronger everyday. But always remember you are a person, you can be in pain and feel bad and that's ok. You don't have to be perfect for anyone. Just do what is best for yourself.

You go girl! God has got This! You are a true survivor. Looking forward to seeing your vlogs and its ok to not be perfect! Just be you!!!

If there's one word that I would associate with you, Tisha, it's definitely not "weakness." It's STRENGTH! This video is another reason why. You don't owe anyone an explanation, but thank you for sharing your story. :-)

I always loved your videos and I was sad when you stopped making them. I didn't know why, but I knew you were under no obligation to share. I thought maybe your life path had taken you in another direction, one that didn't involve a public presence. I sure hoped it wasn't because you'd been hurt or in trouble in some way. I'm really sad to find out that you've been having so much trouble, and losing your abilities when you've worked so hard to be strong. I have disabilities of my own, although mine are mental. KZreadrs with diverse abilities like you have always been a huge part of my exploration of what it means to be a human being who wasn't made like everyone else thinks I should be. I'll always love your stories, no matter how hard or painful they are. I suffer too, and it means so much to see other people thriving. Great. Now I'm crying in the library. I'm so sorry for your losses and so glad you're finding new ways to cope.

I think the bottom line is you shouldn't feel like you owe any of us anything. We all have personal struggles or disabilities that just make things suck and sometimes you just get to the f*&% it point. I cannot imagine the obstacles you have faced over your lifetime. Even if you stopped giving us updates and making videos, please know that we all love and support you. More importantly, also know that in the short time we have known you, you have fulfilled a legacy of goodwill, hope, and inspiration for countless individuals that will always live on. Anything you do from now on is just bonus points. No matter what, don't lose that sense of humor that sets you apart. We look forward to seeing that beautiful smile and hearing you laugh again.

Courage is being scared to death And saddling up and ride anyway “John Wayne” I believe this applies to you Share your story’s I assure you there is someone out there that needs to hear them to get out of a dark place

True value of a person is on the inside and that makes you a treasure. My dad's best male friend was wheelchair bound due to polio but we didn't care that he couldn't walk and could barely raise his arm. I'm so glad you are back. One thing I've learned in life is that when a person is sweet, like you, It isn't a burden to care for them than it is with someone that is mean and hateful.

I think that you are an amazingly strong individual and you will find your way back to your independence. God Bless You!

I missed you. And you inspired me and taught me so much. Dont ever be afraid to talk to us about what you feel and are going through. We love you so much. I am so excited for you and to see more about your journey. And you dont need makeup. You're beautiful!❤

This made me tear up. you are a true inspiration. you inspired me in many ways and you inspired me to drive and get my license a few years ago. When i saw your video i said to myself if she can do it, so can i! you are way too amazing . im sorry everything you have gone through, i hope things get better for you, much love.

Hey Tisha, your amazing! Your an inspiration to us all! There’s times in all of our lives when we need extra support - whether it be physically or mentally! Your videos have without a doubt helped thousands of people (including myself) to overcome hurdles in life! So you really shouldn’t feel bad about needing a little help on your own journey through life! Your a fighter and without a doubt will adapt to regain your independence! Don’t feel bad about taking a break, it’s totally natural and something we all need to do! The fact you have come out of the other side wanting to share the experience to help others just goes to show what a great person you really are!

We love you and are praying for your life success

I'm so glad to hear you're doing better! As someone who is currently buried in a deep hole of depression, pain, constant illness... I'm happy to see someone made it out. It's dark in here.

You don’t need make up your lovely without your a fighter and a winner in my eyes much love and respect ❤️❤️❤️

You’re so lucky, you’re a natural beauty... u don’t need any makeup!! You have a wonderful personality, an inspiration in so many ways. Many of us go thru depression at some point, we are only human... please stay strong and God bless you!

We are praying for you, Tisha. May God bless you and surround you with angels bringing hope and success.

Tisha, you're beautiful, strong, and I am so happy you came back. And you are incredibly brave. Keep rocking it out... I cant wait to see

Well kiddo, if you're not the most amazing person on the planet; you can see them from where you're standing. It's never how hard we fall, but how well we rise up, after falling. Welcome back :D

I'm happy that you have returned to KZread. Take time for yourself to revitalize, when you need it and when you don't. Cheers!

So glad you're back. Sending you big hugs for being brave enough to share your struggles! Can't wait to follow your journey!

At long last: not simply Unarmed, but Disarmed. The Truth is what sets us all free, sweet girl. Watch what happens next! Thanks for coming back to all of us who care.

Thank you for sharing this, you are an inspiration. What you've been through must have been unimaginably difficult. Glad to hear you're feeling better. All the best for the future!

I am so proud of you, you are so strong. I'm happy to see you are back and you are okay. I am looking forward to seeing things continue to get better for you! Take care.

We missed you too. It’s totally understandable wanting to be mad at god/life feeling that the hip replacement is one step to far. But let me tell you something your whole story good and bad is inspiring to many people with different stories of their own. I hope your feeling better.

Hey beautiful girl! You are a warrior. You are stronger than many of us. We miss you too, I miss you. Thank you for showing us we need to live whatever happens

I am so glad you're back! Thanks for sharing your story.

Good to see you again! I cannot imagine what kind of struggle you've been through. It's good that you have lot's of people who supports you. Stay strong! Looking forward your upcoming videos. :)

So glad you're back and doing well

So happy to see you again!!! Tyvm for coming back. We missed you

I believe that with your determination, you will continue healing and able to do more things for yourself again. Stay strong!

The body only houses the soul and you have a beautiful soul.

I am soooooooooooooooo happy to see your face again! (Of course, the rest of you too) My imagination was going to some wild places! Most of them were bad, because I'm a worrier. However, I did once think, "Maybe she eloped to an island paradise." I'm looking forward to what you have to share. Your courage has inspired me to deal with some very heavy issues in my life. God is using you in ways you cannot even think of. I'm glad you're pain free! : )

So glad to see you back and cant wait for more !

Love and prayers, Tisha. You've given so much to so many of us, I wish there were more I could give to you. Stay awesome!

I’m halfway through and in tears. Keep going girl.

You're adorable....I mean it! You will be fine I just know it!! So, forward you will go full steam ahead. 🤗🤗

It takes strength to say you are weak. It takes courage to admit you are scared.

You're amazing and so strong! I'm looking forward to seeing your vlogs in the coming weeks. Please keep doing what you love

Love you Tisha, stay brave 💪💕

God Bless. You’re an extraordinarily brave person. You’ve done more for yourself, and others, than you’ll ever know.

Thank you for sharing your raw emotion and taking us on your journey. You are loved tisha. Not just for your positive spirit- but for all that you are- unconditionally. You are never expected to be anything but human in your videos. We will all still be here for you!!! I’m so glad to see you back. Love from chicago

So glad your doing better Tisha. I’m looking forward to seeing what else you’ve “ got up your sleeve” for us. You are an amazing person. 💪🏽🖤❤️🥰

Thanks for opening up and being an inspiration to me. ❤️

We miss your humor and beautiful smile, your are truly my inspiration and my strength as I am a quadriplegic and go through struggles and depression, thank you so so much, God Bless

Thank you for being brave and sharing. I wish you well in your recovery xx

Glad your back, the video is amazing as well as you, your glowing with beauty and smiling again, thanks for being you, hugs !

You're the bravest and sweetest person I know. Sending you lots of love from Greece. 🙏💙

You're an AMAZINGLY beautiful strong woman!! You have a great sense of humor and that's what I love about you!

You’re an amazing person and we missed you!!!! 💕

I think this is one of the realest and most powerful videos I’ve seen on you tube. I’m not sure why you tube recommended this video, but I’m so glad I clicked - subscribe button engaged. Thank you so much for sharing your story and reminding me that whatever the hardship is, we adapt. I’m looking forward to watching the upcoming videos you mentioned - you seem like a truly awesome person, and I wish you all the best.

Thank you for comming back we are all here

Tisha glad to hear that you got your hip replaced. I got one replaced 15 years ago on my left leg and need to get my right one done and keep putting if off. Thank for the encouragement. Love watching your videos!

You’re amazing! Thank you for sharing. Good luck in your recovery. I’m totally convinced you will be back to normal soon🙏🏻😘❤️

We have your back girl! We are all rooting for you . Everything will be okay In the end . No one has a perfect happy life all the time . It’s okay to be vulnerable and not okay In life . We all have those times .

I missed you too girl. Life is hard. But its totally worth it isn't it? There is SO much to be grateful for. The fact that we are even alive is a miracle. The universe is vast and empty... but here we are smiling at it face to face. The probability of us even existing is incalculable. Bug ups lady. Love to you and best wishes for you to experience great joy while on this most remarkable journey.

Simply put, you are an inspiration. Thank you for giving us a window into your life. I look forward to learning more about your story. Thank you

So glad you’re pain free and feeling better ! You are truly an inspiration ❤️

Tisha l wish I could hug you stay encouraged. We all have good days and bad days even when we think we're normal which none is normal.😘

Sending u love from the uk. You’re amazing. Share it all. X

Congratulations on your successful surgery and your new found courage. I'm very proud of you Tisha and I love you. God bless you, Greg

You went through a lot. Especially emotionally. I'm just glad to hear that you are ok. I was getting worried when I didn't see your vids anymore. I don't blame you for being scared of having surgery. It was a big decision to make. I see you as a strong woman who figured out how to adapt to life without arms. Even though you have your little set backs, the major improvement was your pain. Youll figure out the rest as you heal. I'm rooting for you Tisha! You've got this!! ♥️

please dont stop darling. i have lots of acne scar its messed up . and watching ur videos gave me strength , hope n lots of positivity. dont give up dear love u

Tisha, I've been keeping this video in mind and wish to add a few tidbits of encouragement. "First get a running start!" I still remember that from one of your early videos and it still tickles my funny bone. I think it was the washing dishes video. A second thing is I wonder how artificial joint technology will improve over time. Maybe soon the ten year life will change to 20 years. There used to be a time when people with replacement knees were told never to kneel again, whereas the newer joints are fine for kneeling. What would be really cool is to find someone who can design a custom hip joint that would give you similar extraordinary flexibility that you had before.

I’m glad you’re back! I wish I could just give you a huge hug! You are one hell of a fighter!!

Fear can cause extraordinary chaos/havoc/intense aloness/depression/anxiety/a different reality. You are not alone. You will always have people there for you , for the true you no matter what condition that true you is in.

You’re so sweet, you know in today’s world with some time flinch at peoples fake emotions scams whatever they may come up with tbut sweetheart I can look at your eyes and how you’re such a truthful person you love life you love God and for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart an old 70-year-old guyWho gets inspired by your love of life thank God for you

Yes u can girl ! U can say whatever u want on youtube!!! 1:37

Thank you for sharing!! Your message resonated with me on so many levels.. just know that although we are just your “subscribers” we definitely are a family here to support you as much as we can! Much love, joy and good energy to you!

We love you Tisha❗️❤️❤️ you are strong and such an inspiration to everyone. May God countinue to bless you🙏🏾

On a off topic comment... Your confidence and independence makes you HOT! You're gonna be an excellent life partner to some extremely lucky person. You intrigued me the first time I watch your video it just popped up, on some random algorithm youtube thing... I was like B.S. drive with no arms... whatever! Then I watched you and I was hooked. I have to admit I have a crush on you... It's a healthy crush of course! But the most comical thing about your post is the T-rex clap your hands t-shirt! you're one of my favorite babes!

Real life can be so hard!!! Real life can be sad and mad and happy and everything in between! I don’t like this video, I love it! Keep being raw and open because it’s beautiful. Funny is great 👍 but REAL can be great, too. I knew this was a great channel when I found it some months ago. I’d totally be your friend if I knew you in real life. I’ll have to settle for SUBSCRIBER! 😉

tisha its really nice to see you again now we all know why you been away for so long .i understand what you are going through you are a strong women but please remember you always have us who care about you just take it easy dont rush anything do what you have to do to make your life easy ..may god bless you and guide you .!!

Hi Tisha! I am so sorry you went through so much pain. My heart goes out to you! But I am so glad you're back and have found your voice once again. I discovered your channel not too long ago during your hiatus but I feel like I know at least a part of you. I think it's so important to be real and open about not just the positive things in life. It helps us be more compassionate and understanding of those around us and the world can definitely use more compassion. Thank you so much for not just acting like everything is wonderful. ❤❤ looking forward to more videos of the good and the ugly.

It's wonderful you're no longer in pain. I hope you'll be able to get past 90° soon. Surgery is huge and scary so please don't feel bad for feeling scared before you had it.