We Took A Break + Infertility Q&A | My Infertility Journey. Ep. 3

We Took A Break + Infertility Q&A | My Infertility Journey. Episode 3
In this episode I am sitting down to answer all your most asked questions about my infertility journey. You all asked a lot of really good questions! From ‘how does this affect your sex life’ to ‘how do you know God wants you to have a baby’. And I get real and answer all of these as honestly as I can! I might even get a little TMI. You know me though… I’m the TMI queen lol. We also might have a special appearance in this video. Hehe
Thank you all so much for being on this journey with me! 🥲🙏🏼
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  • @MorganOlli
    @MorganOlli2 жыл бұрын

    Hey Momo’s! Thank you for watching with me! Comment below if you'd like to see a part 2 of this! And get ready for episode 4! Love you all. Truly don't have words to express how thankful I am to see the Lord working in all of this! ❤️🙏🏼🥲

  • @sarahdewalt5433

    @sarahdewalt5433

    2 жыл бұрын

    Haha not sure if you noticed, but you typed moms, not momos! Still fitting somewhat.... Love you!!!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@sarahdewalt5433 hahaha whoops! 😛

  • @Lerian_V

    @Lerian_V

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Seeking-Truth-wh5df See if you find this useful. God bless you. Trust in Divine Providence (Episodes 1-12) kzread.info/dash/bejne/qIGe19Ccet3dY7Q.html

  • @Lerian_V

    @Lerian_V

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@MorganOlli The information below will immensely surprise and enlighten you at the same time. You're both in my prayers. God bless you. The church of the early Christians - kzread.info/dash/bejne/X5qYs8GGk7bMiJc.html The Bible verse I never saw - kzread.info/dash/bejne/gaOixMSSZ8XIldo.html Scripture and Liturgy - kzread.info/dash/bejne/l2ybqaN8ccLWfKg.html The Apostles and the Authority of the church - kzread.info/dash/bejne/mJV9pI-sf6Wqe84.html What Must I Do to Be Saved? - kzread.info/dash/bejne/nWt9rKmzgc_VYdo.html Is There Really No Salvation Outside the Church? - kzread.info/dash/bejne/aphp0Lxsoce8pLg.html Who Can Be Saved? - kzread.info/dash/bejne/i4WBp7SKnLbSfMo.html The Bible and the Sacrifice of the Mass - kzread.info/dash/bejne/YqmAwat6errciJM.html Christian Worship in the 1st Century - kzread.info/dash/bejne/ZmSM2rZrqKved5M.html Liturgy (Episode 1-31) - kzread.info/dash/bejne/aJth3LV6l9HeqM4.html Scripture and the Mystery of Mary - kzread.info/dash/bejne/dqJl1rmuedLAo8o.html Which Church Did Jesus Found? - kzread.info/dash/bejne/pox2m6iklrCbmKQ.html The Forerunners of the Reformation - kzread.info/dash/bejne/dYiBupZ8YZmfkso.html Advice to Converts. Must watch! - kzread.info/dash/bejne/goN5l5ltoZfJYJs.html All Bible in a Year Episodes - media.ascensionpress.com/all-bible-in-a-year-episodes/

  • @taylorcastleberry9657

    @taylorcastleberry9657

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hey Morgan! My husband and I have been trying for a year. It is so good to have someone to relate to. I am sorry we are in this struggle, but I know God has a purpose behind everything. I remember you said you had a false positive. How did you guys confirm that? In the second month of our marriage, I had what doctors would call a chemical pregnancy. I am sure you may know what that is, if not it is basically when the egg fertilizes but does not attach and start growing. I have not been able to conceive since. Do you have any experience with this? Praying for your and Paul's journey! Thankful for your honest and the faithfulness God gives you both.

  • @kelliemorris84
    @kelliemorris842 жыл бұрын

    I am a devout Christian woman. My husband and I went through 9 miscarriages, failed IVF cycles, and many failed IUI/trigger cycles. I now have 4 children and I am pregnant with my 5th! Infertility is so hard. I have been in your position. I hope my testimony can give you a little hope. By the way-our first 3 babies were conceived with fertility treatments and the last 2 were completely natural! I didn’t even think I could be pregnant this time because I just went through a year of breast cancer and chemotherapy treatments-so I thought I was sterile…apparently not! God works in mysterious ways! God bless you and Paul on your journey to parenthood! 💕🙏🏼

  • @TheYellowKazoo

    @TheYellowKazoo

    2 жыл бұрын

    Wow! God bless you!!

  • @abelandbailey3230

    @abelandbailey3230

    2 жыл бұрын

    I have a friend with a similar story. She struggled with Infertility since the beggining of there marriage and she went through IVF and then had 2 Children from successful IVF rounds. Anyway they decided they wouldn't do any more IVF but didn't use contraception either. And the shock of everyone when within 6 months she was pregnant again!! Crazy and then 18 months later it happened again! She has 4 children now it's crazy how things change. But there's a little scientific research been done on this situation. And when a woman isn't actively trying or thinking about it or stressing about it, they end up Pregnant. But it happens when the stress has genuinely stopped. Not just stopping treatment based on these situations and thinking it may happen for me because it happened for other people. Its when the stress isn't there anymore.

  • @abelandbailey3230

    @abelandbailey3230

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sorry to hear about your cancer story. I hope you are doing much better now 🙏

  • @Marie_Garwood

    @Marie_Garwood

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story! Powerful! Very encouraging.

  • @SarahDarkhand
    @SarahDarkhand2 жыл бұрын

    As someone who isn't Christian, i absolutely love this series. I'm honestly proud of you for your courage and vulnerability in making this series, and i hope you're able to have a child soon

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much 🥲💜🙏🏼

  • @megan7506
    @megan75062 жыл бұрын

    I got pregnant in high school when I was 17. Because I didn’t feel mentally and emotionally ready to be a mom, I decided I would put the baby up for adoption. I then miscarried the pregnancy. Even though it wasn’t a planned pregnancy and I wasn’t going to forgo parenthood, and it’s been almost 10 years since, I still mourn the loss and think of who they could have been. Thank you for sharing your infertility story! It helps so many of us who have faced loss and infertility. I felt safe sharing mine here too.

  • @ky4864

    @ky4864

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing! I’m so sorry for the grief.

  • @dorisuhlman6358

    @dorisuhlman6358

    2 жыл бұрын

    I know your pain. It's so hard ♥️

  • @efuakoomson598

    @efuakoomson598

    2 жыл бұрын

    You've done so well. god bless you!

  • @daniiiakasha4711
    @daniiiakasha47112 жыл бұрын

    If infertility was a generational curse, then there wouldn’t be generations to begin with 😂 😂

  • @melodyhatcher7343
    @melodyhatcher73432 жыл бұрын

    I never comment on videos but this series has been such a blessing to me. I’ve been struggling with infertility for about a year and a half and even though I walk with Jesus and my husband, I feel so alone most days. It makes me feel so much better knowing there are people out there who understand how I’m feeling. Seeing your trust in God after 5 years inspires me. You are in my prayers!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Oohh girl! Praise God! I’m so thankful I could make you feel less alone. We are in this together. Hang in there! 💜🙏🏼🥲

  • @waitinginawaterfall
    @waitinginawaterfall2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so relieved to hear that you don’t believe in the infertility curse. God doesn’t want you to carry that guilt. Thank you so much for sharing your story.

  • @paintpuddleart
    @paintpuddleart2 жыл бұрын

    Girl, I love what you’re wearing, such retro vibes! My fave part is when you said that being a mom, wife, friend, etc is not your identity. This spoke to my heart

  • @tirzahstaples32
    @tirzahstaples322 жыл бұрын

    Praying for continued peace and strength as you and Paul go through this journey! It’s been such a refreshing blessing to hear someone talk so openly about infertility and TTC and removing a lot of the shame that people feel going through this! I can’t wait for the day when you guys get to meet your prayed for little one, they will be so adorable!!❤️

  • @alwayssali
    @alwayssali2 жыл бұрын

    I just wanna say that I really love your videos so much. Even though I don’t believe in God, you have shown me that their are Christians out there that aren’t super overboard and insane. You seem like real genuine people that just want to live a good and Godly life. You’re doing it right. You’ve made me reconsider my faith a few times. I grew up around a lot of hypocritical religious people that made me kind of despise it all. Even if I never change my mind, your videos are still a huge positive influence in my life and make consider the other side of things. Really hope you get a bun in that oven soon girly. Love you all so much! 💕

  • @iknownothing8829

    @iknownothing8829

    2 жыл бұрын

    Beautifully put! My thoughts exactly :)

  • @gabl3400
    @gabl34002 жыл бұрын

    I think it’s so sweet that Paul wanted to pop in to say to show he’s invested in your journey! He seems to be such a gem

  • @lessstressmorejesus8822
    @lessstressmorejesus88222 жыл бұрын

    I love your shirt! You’re beautiful inside and out ☺️ I really appreciate your honesty and graceful way you approached these questions. I would love to see a part 2 and am looking forward to the episode with Paul! I pray God blessed you with a beautiful baby soon, in His perfect timing 💜

  • @racheln1374
    @racheln13742 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your honesty! May God be glorified through your and Paul’s journey and your willingness to share it with others. You are truly such an encouragement, especially to those of us who are on a similar journey. ❤️

  • @FoodDiary2023
    @FoodDiary20232 жыл бұрын

    I feel like this series has been the most helpful for me of all the ytubers I've seen over the years... and this is only episode 3. Thank you for this, Morgan.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ohhh 😭 praise God! You’re so welcome. Thank you!

  • @KAyLA_K
    @KAyLA_K2 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for being so vulnerable❤️ I can’t fulling understand how tough it is, but I find it really interesting to learn and see this journey you’re on❤️❤️❤️

  • @lysseast2380
    @lysseast23802 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for doing this series. I'm not married yet and I have never tried getting pregnant, but I have a history of eating disorders and have just done a lot of abuse/self-harm to my body since I was young so I feel like there is a very high chance that this will be something I struggle with in the future. I appreciate your vulnerability in allow us on this journey.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Oh girl, you’re so welcome. I’m so sorry you’ve struggled with those things. Praying that the Lord covered you with peace and confidence in Him! 💜🙏🏼

  • @taylorswf23

    @taylorswf23

    2 жыл бұрын

    I worried about the same thing. I lost my period in college after losing a lot of weight with an eating disorder. It scared me to death. Thankfully it did not come to pass with us.

  • @SincerelyHannah9

    @SincerelyHannah9

    2 жыл бұрын

    This is so relatable. I’m not married yet so I haven’t even struggled with the possibility of infertility but I’m terrified that my years of struggling with an ED will affect my likelihood of having a child one day😞 I’m telling myself I have to trust the Lord and His will above all else because He is able to perform miracles if He so chooses

  • @lysseast2380

    @lysseast2380

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@SincerelyHannah9 sending love and prayers to you 💕

  • @emilyreviews1987
    @emilyreviews19872 жыл бұрын

    I'm liking that top you have on! The pattern makes your skin just glow! Hope you two had an amazing holiday! Whatever happens in your path of life always remember you have and will always have people who love and support you. Whether a baby is or isn't in the future you are loved. You got this for sure!! Its a new year and with new beginnings came positivity, excitement for what this year will bring!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much! ☺️🙏🏼

  • @emilyreviews1987

    @emilyreviews1987

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@MorganOlli you are more than welcome!!

  • @jacklynolson9131
    @jacklynolson91312 жыл бұрын

    You are helping so many women going through a similar situation, thank you and God bless 🙌🏻

  • @Amanda-zt7fu
    @Amanda-zt7fu2 жыл бұрын

    I know someone who struggled for 2.5 years of unexplained infertility. They were about to pay for IVF and she got a positive test the morning they were going to. It’s amazing. It’s so freaking hard. I had 2 miscarriages and finally got pregnant last august. My heart is with you. Praying

  • @seekingtruthandcompassion1707
    @seekingtruthandcompassion17072 жыл бұрын

    Thanks again for your video morgan :) i really hope you get that daughter one day and i truely believe you will ! You will come out such a strong and compassionate person after all this ! know i did after my misscarraige and i never felt like God was closer than in that time of pain and sorrow! ❤✝️ so much love to you amd paul

  • @Zay-o1n
    @Zay-o1n2 жыл бұрын

    Love you, sis! The last minute or so is exactly how I've been relating to you through this. I have 2 unanswered prayers. One with the my mom and one that is about myself that is dealing with my child. All I know is He does it when He wants to, how He wants to, & IF He wants to. Trusting in the if He does or doesn't.. His sovereignty..has been the most difficult & comforting thing I've ever been through. He walks us through it. Praying for you girlie! Love yall! ❤ P.S The issue with people telling you its from past sin...I'm so proud you had the answered you had. My mom has many health issues.. some she was born with. She grew up in a hyper charismatic church & always blamed herself for her being sick. People in the church would tell her it's punishment or discipline. It destroyed her for many years until I lead her out of that theology. So glad you discussed that!

  • @mikaeladonegan2430
    @mikaeladonegan24302 жыл бұрын

    I also struggled feeling like my miscarriage in July was a punishment. I’m thankful now to be 11 weeks which is such a blessing after my loss. I feel like it’s an attack of the enemy on our minds. I believe God will make you a mother in His timing. ❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    🙏🏼💜🙏🏼

  • @OnlyJesusStudio
    @OnlyJesusStudio2 жыл бұрын

    Yesss, I'm looking forward to part two!! God bless you both🙏😊

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    🙏🏼💜☺️

  • @falynns.974
    @falynns.9742 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for being transparent & real. I just love you both. 💖 I’m sure you’re helping many ppl struggling w/ this.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼💜

  • @adelehubin7885
    @adelehubin78852 жыл бұрын

    You speak so well!!! I loved what you said about identity. Although I'm not going through the same season right now (just got engaged), you inspire me to rely more on God who calls me by His name. Thank you for posting your journey and giving your testimonies.

  • @colonelquakers
    @colonelquakers2 жыл бұрын

    Your journey and honesty will help so many women, Morgan. I don’t relate exactly but I am dealing with recurrent miscarriage (3 in a row with no successful pregnancies) and i found that there’s no greater encouragement than from someone who has been there before. It’s healing. I’m praying that your miracle will come ❤️

  • @joinhismajesty
    @joinhismajesty2 жыл бұрын

    You are not cursed. Infertility is just a part of life, just like other medical conditions. It is about God's timing and His will. Be kind to yourself.

  • @teejay5432

    @teejay5432

    2 жыл бұрын

    To be fair, it would feel like a curse for me so I get where Morgan is coming from. In the bible God did curse women with infertility, Micah never had children after mocking David. Other times he 'showed favor' to women who followed him wholeheartedly, Mary got pregnant even without sex, Leah had 8 sons

  • @AshleyMarie0327
    @AshleyMarie03272 жыл бұрын

    Praying for you both!! 🥰

  • @Lana-lc7oy
    @Lana-lc7oy2 жыл бұрын

    I’ve had the similar experience of having the urge to read a a specific book in the Bible (one that i was not reading at the time) and I truly feel that God revealed my future daughter’s name to me as well. I’ve always known that I would want to be a mother but this summer past for some reason I began to feel a deep sense of longing for this child that it was physically painful, whereas before I knew one day it would happen but I never really thought about it. It got to a point where I started watching so many mom vlogs, birthing tip videos, etc and it started to hurt my heart so badly that I had to stop watching KZread, I stopped getting on social media to avoid seeing my pregnant friends. For a long time I would ask God why he would give me this desire but not a child each month. This is such a hard journey, but you made an amazing comment that a child will ultimately not fulfill us. The comment brings so much peace and patience. I am so excited to hear the verse that God led you to!

  • @kaitl1636
    @kaitl16362 жыл бұрын

    Praying for both you and Paul.💕Love ya guys!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you! 💜 love you back!

  • @rufusschlup13
    @rufusschlup132 жыл бұрын

    dude your sweater is amazing!!! 😍😍

  • @heather6404
    @heather64042 жыл бұрын

    I really want to thank you for making these videos in real time with us. So many journeys I see are put out on KZread because there is a "happy" ending with them having a baby. As someone who is also currently trying to get pregnant and struggling, I want to thank you for that. I pray peace on you and Paul over this trying time, and no matter what happens, just remember that God is good, all the time 😊

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much girl! 💜🙏🏼

  • @challystachasteen2860
    @challystachasteen28602 жыл бұрын

    That shirt is so pretty!!

  • @childinchrist7335

    @childinchrist7335

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes I love it!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you! 💜 it’s from PacSun!

  • @genasseeceline
    @genasseeceline2 жыл бұрын

    Yes Part 2 please!! 🙏🏼💛

  • @ashneu
    @ashneu2 жыл бұрын

    Genuinely praying for you and Paul ❤ Thank you for sharing your journey. My husband and I haven't started trying for kids yet but this has been very educational.

  • @sannatiisanoja2110
    @sannatiisanoja21102 жыл бұрын

    Morgan, you are helping a lot of people with this. A lot of people think that infertility is only for people over 30 or 40. You will get your babies in which ever way God takes you.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much 🙏🏼💜🥲

  • @brandyboyd4579
    @brandyboyd45792 жыл бұрын

    Loving this series and learning so much! ❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼💜

  • @lisan.1545
    @lisan.15452 жыл бұрын

    The bit where Paul came in was so adorable! Wishing you all the very best on this journey Morgan! May you're testimony be nothing short of astounding and bring glory and honour to God 🤗🤗🤗😊

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hehe ☺️ thank you! 💜

  • @cm9113
    @cm91132 жыл бұрын

    This two piece shirt sweater combo is a masterpiece ♥️✨

  • @atinukesijuwade5994
    @atinukesijuwade59942 жыл бұрын

    This is so honest! Your transparency is so meaningful

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    🥲 thank you!

  • @AlwaysLime
    @AlwaysLime2 жыл бұрын

    And she gets all giggly around Paul- SO STINKIN’ CUTE 😊 ‼️

  • @thegarrettfamily2018
    @thegarrettfamily20182 жыл бұрын

    Personally I'm okay with using birth control. But I'm also very very supportive of fertility treatments! I've always said the exact same thing that you say! If you are diagnosed with any other disease you would see a doctor and seek treatment I don't see how infertility is any different. This was a great video and I have really enjoyed watching your series! I struggled with infertility for 19 months so I can really relate!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thanks girl! 🙏🏼☺️

  • @jordynferrari4161
    @jordynferrari41612 жыл бұрын

    I would love to see a part 2!💛

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    😄👍🏼

  • @leabernhart8546
    @leabernhart85462 жыл бұрын

    Hey, Morgan! I wish you all the best, and I hope you and Paul get to have one of those amazing stories where you get lucky 🤗 I think the way you're talking about this seems really well-reflected and healthy! I am glad you know that you have value, whether you get to be a biological mother or not and how well you and Paul seem to communicate! I admire that. On a seperate note (she says while not starting a new comment...): I watched the video on Paul&Morgan you did about charismatic christianity and I am very glad it does not seem to affect you all that much. It makes me SO angry that someone would start with curses and sins and putting blame for suffering or struggles on that and the person struggling. I get that people believe in things I do not but they can believe that and pray for other people, go ahead, whatever. But they don't get to go up to someone and say stuff like that, it will hurt a lot of people and is just incredibly disrespectful...I am very glad you have a healthier way of looking at these things! I am not a religious person, but I am always glad when people can have a heathy relationship with themselves and the world, and don't excuse terrible things with their god. I understand that 'healthy relationship woth the world around them' may have a different definition for some, but I see it as being a decent person and accepting other people as they are. (While I do not agree with you guys on a lot if not most of the things, you seem like genuine people that try to do right by what they believe in, but also reflect on how to best do that. It is a fact that what some people claim to be 'god's word' is an interpretation by fallible humans of a work written a very long time ago by just as fallible humans. So even if there was communication with God, it might be twisted and used to manipulate. Not trying to put words in your mouth here, I might be projecting my own thoughts on the matter, but I think I remember you saying something about 'doing your own studies'. I hope I do not offend with this, I just mean to say I appreciate if you guys use these studies to let youself be good, nice and accepting people in today's world that does indeed look very different than when the Bible was written.) Anyway, have a nice day!

  • @marrgwendickson2820
    @marrgwendickson28202 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your pain. I’ve been there. Sending love. ❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼

  • @MaribelCorrea777
    @MaribelCorrea7772 жыл бұрын

    I love that you explain where your identity is found and you are 100% right: your identity is in Christ. Keep sharing these life changing truths ❤

  • @madelynnnikole
    @madelynnnikole2 жыл бұрын

    Paul slipping in while Morgan's doing her thing, very sweet! Also love the part about identity and the story of God revealing your daughter's name. Amazing series!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    😄🙏🏼💜

  • @voodooprincess11
    @voodooprincess112 жыл бұрын

    I'm a lot older than you Morgan but you have a lot of wisdom for someone so young. Thanks for easing my doubts relating to the morality of fertility treatments. I feel reassured about this route and that it can be done in an ethical way and for Godly reasons.

  • @tessh.5950
    @tessh.59502 жыл бұрын

    Hey 👋 I am from Germany and followed your journey a little bit... proud of you, girl!!! Love you beeing honest 👍

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you 💜

  • @amymcauley762
    @amymcauley7622 жыл бұрын

    Just want to let you know I'm praying for you both God bless and happy new year xxx

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼💜

  • @lighteninggazelle816
    @lighteninggazelle8162 жыл бұрын

    The identity part is applicable and great advice for anyone going through anything

  • @deloromcoburn9128
    @deloromcoburn91282 жыл бұрын

    Because God is good, your story is beautiful!

  • @vanessadesire7
    @vanessadesire72 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for taking about this and the generational curse thing, you taught me something.

  • @katelynnmonty3853
    @katelynnmonty38532 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this series Morgan. We got pregnant last March, and miscarried in April. We have been trying/not trying since then...tracking etc. I feel the pain, when you're taking the tests and receiving negative.. thinking lets just take one more maybe it will change.. I can imagine how hard this is, to film and post.. but I thank you. My parents tried for 5 years, and their story was they gave up, my mom was going to get a dog and mustang lol and then she was pregnant.. its always been in the back of my mind that we will struggle getting pregnant, because of their story... For as long as I can remember I have wanted to be a mother...and I too was a nanny/daycare teacher and loved those kids as my own... One day whether naturally, or adoption I will be a mother

  • @rubylight4019
    @rubylight40192 жыл бұрын

    My husband was tested and it came back with ZERO sperm not even 1 in his ejaculate... it's bee 3.5 years of infertility for us now been married 4.5 years. It sucks beyond words. treatment will cost about 100k. thank you for sharing your story Morgan

  • @teejay5432

    @teejay5432

    2 жыл бұрын

    That's hella expensive 😩

  • @rubylight4019

    @rubylight4019

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@teejay5432 yeah.. it’s been a nightmare

  • @nastialover180
    @nastialover1802 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for the clarification on the birth control vs fertility treatment confusion

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    ☺️🙏🏼

  • @wendyhanzel8364
    @wendyhanzel83642 жыл бұрын

    Please get the book, Taking charge of your fertility. I had PCOS. Tried for 2 years, got pregnant had a miscarriage at 8 weeks then got pregnant with our daughter a year later. This book helped me so much. Teaches you to really know your body and what signs it gives you and what they mean. Told my sister in law about it when she was having trouble getting pregnant and she has 2 sons now. It will really help you a lot. God bless!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    ☺️💜

  • @sarahdewalt5433
    @sarahdewalt54332 жыл бұрын

    I'm so grateful to you and Paul for sharing this difficult journey with us. I can just imagine a married couple using videos like these as an encouragement to get through their struggles in the future, once you have your beautiful daughter with you! God bless you always, you have so many people praying for you 🥰

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much, girl! 💜 appreciate you!

  • @theencouragingwordministry
    @theencouragingwordministry2 жыл бұрын

    Hi Morgan and other ladies out there! Because I believe testimonials are so encouraging, I'll share a bit of mine. My husband and I been married for 19 years and now I'm in my 40"s and he is 50. We have a 15 year old son and my pregnancy was totally a surprise and a very normal healthy pregnancy, but when he was a year old we wanted to have another child. We tried nearly 2 years and nothing. During that season, I had severe depression, suicidal thoughts constantly, and it was all so terrible to handle especially not being a believer. I was involved in New Age beliefs and occultic practices for more than 12 years at the time. Went to get a check up and was found to have Polycystic ovarian syndrome and Hashimoto thyroid which both cause infertility. Got on pills treatment, iui,trigger txs and was able to get pregnant in 09. That was the year that really sucked. Excitement of pregnancy was short lived as the ultrasound indicated at 14 weeks into it, the baby had died at 11 weeks and cuz of the vaginal progesterone I was on my body would not miscarry naturally. So had to get a D & C which was totally traumatic and made my depression worse. During this season, I also was sent to an oncologist for ruling out thyroid cancer. It was a very dark and painful season for us as a couple. Shortly after that miscarriage, God had revealed himself and was drawing my sister to church which was weird because we were into New age and thought Christians were total hypocrites. God used all that was happening in my personal life to draw me into a saving relationship with him and I became born again in oct 2010. 1 year later. My sister, husband, and myself all got saved! There was a huge sanctification process God took me through, which I share some of these testimonials on my channel now out of New Age to Jesus to encouraging others in Christ. After the miscarriage we decided we were very burnt out, tired of having forced sex lol and needed to just focus on the Lord. My doctor kept encouraging me that it can and will happen ( worked with him at hospital as a maturity RN and can you imagine having to constantly take care of parents and their newborns after a miscarriage..super hard) but I didn't want to. Over time 2011 The Lord placed it on our hearts to try again the infertility txs. Again, was able to get pregnant after several months, but I had lost that baby which was due at Christmas time. I can honestly say that the Lord healed our broken hearts so quickly and he helped us to stay spiritually, emotionally, and mentally healthy because we chose to love and be faithful to him no matter what. He is a very good father! He had set me free from so much anxiety, fear, and depression when I got saved that it was a miracle in itself! Fast forward 6 months and we decided to try again. I begged God to take away the desire for having another child if it was just not his will for our lives and the desire never left but grew stronger again. So we had faith and did our part. July 5 2012 we welcomed our 2nd son into the world. It was a terribly difficult pregnancy filled with trial after trial. Had placenta issues, told he has downs syndrome, and deal with major hormonal insufficiency, but God was faithful and his timing was perfect! Now Elijah is 9 years old and both my children love Jesus, have a calling on their lives, and we know they will do kingdom work! So all that is to encourage you guys that in God's perfect time things will fall into place and your little God army will come forth! We live in a fallen world, yet God is faithful and sovereign over his children's lives. Life is challenging and now we have teen challenges and heartbreak we deal with. We have seasons of hardships with our boys, yet we never forget that they are a blessing. We are so far removed from those infertility years and it's just seems like century ago. The pain, frustration, and heartache has been healed and replaced with joy and peace. I think the key with any hardships is to grow closer and depend more heavily on Jesus. You will have all that he has in store for you in his perfect will and time. Be encouraged this is only a small season and it will pass on to the next in time. Stay blessed and love ur channel Morgan and Paul.

  • @ma.delrosariohidalgo3049
    @ma.delrosariohidalgo30492 жыл бұрын

    Morgan, I am totally with you 💕✨ I pray for your family!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @haleytruslow7200
    @haleytruslow72002 жыл бұрын

    I’m loving this series even though I literally had surgery to make sure I can never get pregnant. I think this will be really meaningful for so many women. Im not religious but I am absolutely rooting for you guys. I can’t wait for the video where you announce you’re finally pregnant ❤️🥺

  • @Goat.Cheese

    @Goat.Cheese

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same. I'm never going to have kids (at least biologically) nor am I religious, but I wish Morgan nothing but the best in her journey!

  • @Ashley-h719
    @Ashley-h7192 жыл бұрын

    Hello... Please know there is a light at the end of the tunnel with IVF treatment. I had to go through 2 embryo transfers (FET) before my little boy decided to hang out for the next 9 months. Take a break when treatments become hard... Know that I am praying for you both.... this is not an easy journey but lean on God and talk about it. Never give up hope!

  • @singerg02
    @singerg022 жыл бұрын

    For me, personally, I take birth control because I have to. My hormones are unstable, my periods used to be extremely irregular and if I just left those hormones to their own devices with no medical intervention, there would be an extreme overgrowth in the lining of my uterus after so many missed periods and that could easily turn into uterine cancer. I never wanted kids anyway, so that's a bonus for me, but my birth control use is for my own health. Birth control use definitely has its' own set of drawbacks, but it has far more advantages than disadvantages in my life.

  • @Goat.Cheese

    @Goat.Cheese

    2 жыл бұрын

    I had a similar experience with birth control. It was a lifesaver a few years ago when I was having severe period pain and horrible PMDD/depression related to my cycle. Without continuous birth control for several years, idk if I would still be alive because I was suicidal. It can be amazing for some and really bad for others. Everyone is different!

  • @mary-elizabetharndt
    @mary-elizabetharndt2 жыл бұрын

    Yay! Looking forward to more!

  • @oyinbonat
    @oyinbonat2 жыл бұрын

    I remember I think the night after the Lord told you you’re gonna be a mother, or some nights after, you shared it with us on social media. I was so happy to hear that and just know I am sincerely praying for you guys!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Aww! 💜🙏🏼

  • @spokenwordpoetries
    @spokenwordpoetries2 жыл бұрын

    I can relate to how you feel about people asking you THE. MOST. BASIC. QUESTIONS! If it was that easy to fix, it wouldn't still be a problem. *sigh* I know it's not a big deal in the grand scheme of things, but it still bothers me because it almost assumes that I am not capable of figuring that out, even though that was 5 steps ago. Regarding the question about birth control vs. fertility treatments (I asked this as well): I have to be honest that it did NOT come across like you were telling your own story in the original video. I and lots of other people got the impression that you were implying that people who trust God don't use birth control and those who do use birth control don't trust God as much as you do. That might not have been your intent, but that was certainly what came across to many viewers. It was good to hear you clarify on this channel, but lots of people who saw the first video probably won't see this one. :/ 29:20- Great answer! Glad that you are living in God's freedom.

  • @truthseeker9595
    @truthseeker95952 жыл бұрын

    Hey Paul and Morgan. I watch videos on the main channel "Paul and Morgan" from time to time. I did not discover this channel until today. But anyway, I hope that everything works out according to God's plan. As I say to God almost every day, "Father God, I do not know what today may bring but I just put it all in your hands. I just pray that whatever happens, O God, that Thy will be done in earth as it is in heaven." When I do not know what to pray, I pray that at the very least. When things are not looking so good, I just give it all to God. He is good, always. I wish you both the very best on your journey wherever you go. Take care and God bless you both! P.S. Forgive me if this is not the right time to share content but I felt it important to share, given the questions concerning God's wrath/curses. I think that there is very much misunderstanding about the character of Father God (especially when reading Moses/the Old Testament) which I wish to clear (especially for those who do not know). Anyway, I recommend this content for everyone so that we can have a better understanding of the Father, His goodness, and so much more. My hope for you is that, in viewing this content, that your eyes may be opened to the truth of who God really is. And also that your faith may be strengthened in Him. It might shock you, and you may be in disbelief at first because it can go against what you were taught, whether in church, school, or by our parents. But if you really examine the scriptures, think, pray, and allow the Lord to circumcise your ears and hearts with the Holy Spirit and give you understanding, it really makes sense. Best result is that you truly see how good our God really is. If you find the content troubling or a stumbling block to your faith at the present time, I recommend archiving the content for a later time when you are ready to receive it. The content is from the playlist entitled "Old Testament Evil God" from the KZread channel "Good God." God bless!

  • @GratiaPrima_
    @GratiaPrima_2 жыл бұрын

    Can I just say, you clearly have joy even though this struggle clearly breaks your heart. Perfect example of Christianity ❤️

  • @gabl3400
    @gabl34002 жыл бұрын

    Part 2 pretty please!!

  • @humblejoy3564
    @humblejoy35642 жыл бұрын

    I have gone thru abuse and it makes it hard to even ask for sex! I love how open you are with your life bc it helps me grow little bits of faith and courage that God made me and part of His design is sexuality!!! ❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼💜 thank you! I’m so sorry you have to work through that. Keep leaning on the Father for strength and guidance. 💜

  • @humblejoy3564

    @humblejoy3564

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@MorganOlli thank you sis!

  • @lolarodgers2961
    @lolarodgers29612 жыл бұрын

    Just wanted to add in, the digital tests take more HCG to provide a positive and blue dye tests have more false negatives. I’d suggest using pink dye strips or first response and save the digitals for once you have a positive strip, or are at least later on in DPO testing. ♥️

  • @Romans08.31
    @Romans08.312 жыл бұрын

    I love how you said DUH but that’s just my flesh response, like such a good way to put it, I always thought because I had ovarian cysts I would have trouble becoming pregnant, my husband and I always prayed God would not allow us to get pregnant until we were ready, and I know everything about ovulation and the female discharge and For some reason during my ovulation my brain malfunctioned and I thought I was fine to not get pregnant because we were just cycle tracking for prevention and through divine intervention I got pregnant that 1 time and God settled all my fears about it, I truly believe everyone’s journey is not God allowing you to suffer for no reason in this, God is a God of purpose and this is most likely a preparation phase drawing you and Paul closer to each other and to him to prepare you how to be parents in this society, I will continue to pray for you and your family, may the Lord’s peace be upon you in this time period ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Liz-vs9og
    @Liz-vs9og2 жыл бұрын

    We hit the 4 year mark this month. 2 miscarriages and no baby yet. I’m so sorry you’ve hit the 5 year mark sis. I don’t know why it happens for some and not others. But I really hope it happens for you guys. I’ve hit the point of feeling numb about the whole thing whichhhhh… probably isn’t good. But it’s almost like a defense mechanism against the pain of infertility. Hopefully 2022 is the year for both of us… but even if not, you are right- our identities are so much more than just infertility and potential motherhood. Love you girl 💗

  • @bellaboo666
    @bellaboo6662 жыл бұрын

    I really hope this works out for you! I bet this is really stressful for you, remember to drink water and eat food and take care of yourself too, YOU CAN DO IT!!!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    ☺️🙏🏼💜

  • @ketsiaaman7822
    @ketsiaaman78222 жыл бұрын

    Morgan keeps on doing what the Lord wants you to do. Morgan, do you ask God what the problem is with the pregnancy?

  • @Sophialorenabenjamin
    @Sophialorenabenjamin2 жыл бұрын

    you are brave and wonderful....take care and be blessed soon....

  • @emmald7876
    @emmald78762 жыл бұрын

    Hey morgan !!! I will pray for you, and hopefully 2022 will be the year. Pray for Saint Charbel, he’s a saint from Lebanon, and my aunt had a baby miraculously through a miracle from him and named her son Charbel after him. I really hope you pray for him, he’s done so many miracles and is still doing 🙏🙏🙏

  • @maricog658
    @maricog6582 жыл бұрын

    Hi Morgan! Unrelated, but I really love your shirt/sweater! Where did you get it from? Also could you maybe do some Perdue ideas videos. There isn’t any modest inspiration out here 😭

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hi! Thank you ☺️ PacSun!

  • @hannahbrister756
    @hannahbrister7562 жыл бұрын

    All of this talk about hyper charismatic has me thinking. I’m grateful I don’t go to one of those churches. Well of Life is 🔥🔥🔥! Fruit of the spirit is evidence of the Holy Spirit. Operating in the the gifts needs to be backed by character and fruit. Yes, we see the gifts and deliverance. We’re kingdom. There is order in the church. When it comes to healing we see it, though sometimes the answer is yes, not yet, or no. I pray for y’all all the time!! I’m sorry that happened to y’all in the church. I’m also believing for healing myself that hasn’t happened yet and I’ve gotten prayer so many times. ❤️❤️❤️ Love y’all!! Been a patron for 4+ years and appreciate seeing y’all’s journey. 🤠

  • @ExcalibursLPs
    @ExcalibursLPs2 жыл бұрын

    Found you guys' channel through your episode with Remnant Radio. Have you seen their video with Max Lucado? He prayed at the end of the episode specifically for the healing of infertility. It's a great episode and I would recommend listening to it some time

  • @taylorstatnton4788
    @taylorstatnton47882 жыл бұрын

    Morgan when you talked about the dream that you had let me give you a positive word here and when you said that you woke up in the middle of the night and and and an auto voice speaking to you they’ll be god let me tell you something I have a friend in my church she waited a year to have another child my friend I had a miscarriage in 2019 it was a struggle for her she came back from Texas it was still difficult along time ago she had a preacher that talked about you shall have a son he while bank there was a lady in a parking lot from our church and spoke to my friend she came up to her and said this will happen and this is a promise and it will come to pass. She waited a year for this to come to pass all I’m saying to you this is just a positive thing that I’m telling you about every story is going to be different for others. And I know God will give you a blessing and a bundle of joy and I am praying for you and Paul I have a seed that is planted in that would be a child I am praying for that. My friend had a dream to.

  • @seekingtruthandcompassion1707
    @seekingtruthandcompassion17072 жыл бұрын

    I think contraception is such a tricky one and really is based on a person to person basis. Greatful you have your conviction on this! I definitely believe that being on the pill for many years harmed my fertility and caused my pcos as i had very normal everything prior although i know people ie friends with endometriosis where it had provided a form of treatment and improved her fertility for the long term. I have been diagnosed with pcos and peripartum cardiomyopthy ie heart condition another pregnancy after my twin pregnancy and misscarraige would be very harmful to my life so i feel convicted to protect myself and be here for my children and husband by using birth control as i believe if god desires me to have another child i will with or without birth control ad he will provide for my husbamd and children and or help me to stay healthy. Although if people are to use contraception to prevent pregnancy always best to use non hormomal methods where optioms allow definitely

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Totally understand where you’re coming from! I definitely agree, if it’s a health related issue and the pill can help, by all means! 💜

  • @hanaf6139
    @hanaf61392 жыл бұрын

    I am sorry for your situation. I totally understand why you get your treatment and wish you luck..! But please - don't compare infertility to cancer... I say this not only as a doctor but also as someone who had cancer (and may struggle with fertility because of the chemotherapy as well)

  • @mary-elizabetharndt
    @mary-elizabetharndt2 жыл бұрын

    It’s crazy that this video was put up literally three days before you found out you were pregnant!! Little did you know! 😭😭

  • @lisoula
    @lisoula2 жыл бұрын

    Hey Morgan :) I’m new here but I just wanted to add that a lot of the times when a couple can’t get pregnant right away people will automatically blame the woman. There are religions/cultures where men won’t get tested because it’s always just assumed that the woman did something wrong or she’s being punished by a higher power or something. It’s great people are asking these questions now, because then it is much easier to find the real reason (even if it really is on the woman’s end) and treat the issue. But I absolutely understand how frustrating it must be to get asked that question all the time when you did in fact test Paul more than once and people just assume you didn’t. I hope I made sense and didn’t offend anyone I just wanted to give another perspective. Edit: the generational curses part is precisely one of the things I was talking about earlier. It’s so sad why can’t it just be a medical issue etc. Why does it always have to be something someone did or didn’t do “wrong” years and years ago 🤦🏻‍♀️

  • @ssb210
    @ssb2102 жыл бұрын

    Hi, Morgan! You and I share very different political and religious views. I'm a practicing Muslim, Democrat, and liberal. Though I disagree with quite a few of your political beliefs, I really enjoy watching your vlogs! Despite our differences, there's something about you that I connect with on a human level. You come across as an incredibly kind, sincere, and intelligent woman. I said a prayer for you tonight. I hope that God blesses you and Paul with a child very soon! And many, many, many children in the future! I know what you're experiencing is unimaginably tough, but keep the faith! It's very brave of you to share your infertility journey with us, so thank you!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much, Samara! This comment means a lot to me. I really appreciate your encouragement. ☺️🙏🏼💜

  • @ssb210

    @ssb210

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@MorganOlli You’re so welcome, Morgan! 😊💖

  • @StewVlogs26
    @StewVlogs262 жыл бұрын

    I feel like people say “try not to get pregnant and you’ll get pregnant” because a lot of times it’s stress that keeps them from getting prego. Idk I have a alot of family that has dealt with that as well. But there are a couple videos on “spirit spouses”you should watch that Pastor Vlad savchuk has made and I believe Isaiah Saldivar made some as well, but pastor Vlad and his wife also are struggling with infertility issues as well for a very long time, so maybe u and Paul could find comfort in some of their videos. Praying for you guys I feel like you both are my friends so I’m always praying for you guys! ♥️🙏 love you both! Stand firm it will happen in Gods timing never forget that!

  • @dekka213l
    @dekka213l2 жыл бұрын

    Love Queen MO.. lol@momos...Greg Valentino will roll Over that one homie...

  • @litgirlablaze3432
    @litgirlablaze34322 жыл бұрын

    Ok I am dying to see if this outfit is a dress or what? Love this pattern.

  • @thelmamusara2038
    @thelmamusara20382 жыл бұрын

    Yes please make a video like that: what not to say to someone trying to get pregnant. Coz ppl can be so insensitive to people’s struggles. For me it’s unemployment & I get tired of ppl asking me about it or basically implying I’m not trying hard enough, it can be really hurtful!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼

  • @barbarawinn1708
    @barbarawinn17082 жыл бұрын

    Hi, I hope you see this! Have you checked into Nutritional deficiency with a Wellness clinic? My friend had infertility problems and it turned out her body was deficient in protein and some other minerals so it wasn’t prime for a pregnancy, she fixed it and was pregnant not too long after. Doctors are not trained that much in Nutrition unfortunately, praying this gives you continued hope!

  • @samuelleinbach6784
    @samuelleinbach67842 жыл бұрын

    Where did you get this jacket from? It looks so pretty. :)

  • @epistrophe-po4lg
    @epistrophe-po4lg2 жыл бұрын

    Really love the analogy that fertility treatment is like any other healing medicine. I also totally get why someone might not want to use contraception for health reasons (you have unpleasant side effects for e.g.), and I appreciate your moderate stance on the ethics of contraception. Personally I've always been a big fan of the idea that choosing to use contraception for a season of life does not remove the necessity of trusting God in that area--because contraception is not 100% effective and I think Christians/people should use contraception with that fact in mind. Also I suddenly realised that thanks to St Paul two millennia of Bible-reading Christians all know that Timothy often got diarrhoea or IBS or something. What a way to be famous xD

  • @valerieparaiso2692
    @valerieparaiso26922 жыл бұрын

    What brand of ubiquinol are you both taking? Have you tried making sure you are only getting 5-MTHF folate?

  • @thelifeuchoose
    @thelifeuchoose2 жыл бұрын

    Just saw other video now this one! Cause I have questions!

  • @tiggerpup_nz
    @tiggerpup_nz2 жыл бұрын

    Off topic here, Morgan, but I love your cardi

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank yew! ☺️ got it for Christmas, it’s from pacsun.

  • @Peachesflower3863
    @Peachesflower38632 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry that you were made to feel as if you were somehow cursed. That’s awful and nothing no woman struggling with infertility should ever have to feel. This is in no way your fault! Sometimes in life things happen that are out of our control. Take care of yourself throughout this time.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼

  • @katesmith2346
    @katesmith23462 жыл бұрын

    Hey Morgan I have something to tell you since you were struggling with infertility buy a bottle of progesterone cream you can get it on Amazon just buy a bottle of it and try it for 26 days in a row you’re trying to after the 26 days try try to get pregnant and you know do your stuff and then take another pregnancy test because my mom had to go on progesterone cream and she got fertile again

  • @Lynnsiemaiah
    @Lynnsiemaiah2 жыл бұрын

    You are beautiful ❤️❤️

  • @ilmareofthemaiar
    @ilmareofthemaiar2 жыл бұрын

    What if the egg is fertilized but hasn’t implanted yet when your test is negative? Or it’s implanted but it’s too soon to have enough hcg to make the test positive?