Needles, Tests, Hopes & Hurts | My Infertility Journey. Episode 1.

Needles, Tests, Hopes & Hurts | My Infertility Journey. Episode 1.
I like to get real with you all, this might be the realest I’ll ever get. In this new series I plan to bring to you, I hope to share the realest moments of this journey that I am in. The good, the bad, the ugly. Trying to conceive has been such a roller coaster ride. And I know I’m not the only one out there struggling. So if this encourages just one woman out there, I will feel like I did what I was called to do. You’re not alone. I’m not alone. We have each other and we have the Father to walk us through all these unanswered prayers. Pregnancy, a longing for a husband, a job you’ve worked to hard to get… whatever it is… let’s hold onto hope and walk in faith.
I'd also like to say that my sweet husband, Paul is very much a part of this journey as well and this is his journey too. These videos will just be coming more from my perspective and the woman's journey. Maybe I'll throw a video or two in with Paul sharing his thoughts!
My instagram:
@morganolliges
My other channel:
‪@PaulandMorgan‬

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  • @MorganOlli
    @MorganOlli2 жыл бұрын

    Hey Momo’s. I’m excited to share this new little series with you. I’ve got a lot to say and a lot to share. I hope you are encouraged as I invite you into a challenging journey that I am on. I hope you are reminded that you’re not alone in your challenging journey either! 💜

  • @tionbai6087

    @tionbai6087

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being so honest and raw, Morgan. This is very moving to watch, and I am sorry for your pain and what you are going through waiting. However, I want to ask why you want to have a baby in this world so much. This world is so dark and evil, and It’s coming to an end quickly. Look around you - do you want a baby to have to deal with all of this? 5 years ago, maybe, but not today. God is blessing you by not giving you a baby, that is my opinion. And, you are struggling so much, yet you believe that God is sovereign. If God wants you to become pregnant, you will. He is the one who gives, and the one who takes away. You do not have to struggle, and you should give it up to Him, emotionally and otherwise. It is okay to try, and to take measures to make it happen. But to be so heartbroken because it is not happening, again and again - that is not loving God. You need to give this up, and God will bless you with a child if it is His will to do so. I am sorry for being so blunt, but that is my opinion. God bless you, and take care.

  • @bethelliot7140

    @bethelliot7140

    2 жыл бұрын

    I am not crying you are! 😥😭😭😭 Oh Morgan! Remember all the women in the Bible who have been through similar and for many years (remember Hannah I think it is) God sees you 😭🥲🥲🥲🙏

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@tionbai6087 if you were my close personal friend who walks with me in life on a regular basis , you would have a right to maybe say this to me. But you are not. Please be very careful in saying things like this to people you are not close to. This is not okay. God bless.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@bethelliot7140 amen 🙏🏼💜☺️ I’m in good company!

  • @tionbai6087

    @tionbai6087

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@MorganOlli I am sorry, Morgan. I don't mean to make you sad. I understand how painful this can be. I am gay and celibate, and I too feel heartbroken when you tell me that my love is utterfly sinful, and not only do I have to give up having a child, but also a life partner. Yet God is good, and we can trust Him with our lives and our happiness, no matter what He asks us to give up. Regardless, I do pray that you and Paul will receive everything you pray for. God bless you so much, and have a great day.

  • @nateandsutton
    @nateandsutton2 жыл бұрын

    The world needs more vulnerability like this. Thank you for sharing. It’s def not something you have to do but I believe God is using you and your journey to help and encourage others in your shoes. It is so common and it’s not talked about enough so thank you for your bravery! Baby Olli always at the top of our prayer list 🙏🏽💛

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Love you, Sutton 💜 so thankful for you and the role you have played in cheering me on. We love you guys! So thankful for the prayers! 😄🙏🏼

  • @theharshtruthoutthere

    @theharshtruthoutthere

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@MorganOlli The Questions One Needs To Ask : 1.) Am I reading THE BIBLE or hearing THE GOSPEL - because I need to hear and read it and get right with GOD or am I doing it all for someone else? And if I don`t care here - why? 2.) Is MY SOUL at risk for baying for my sins (sins that are already paid for by CHRIST) in Hell and later in the lake of fire? Or is it all just a joke - because I choose to take it as one? 3.) Why I haven`t never felt curiosity about: WHY I WAS BORN?" Well biology answers it right? Yes it does - but seek not the biology - seek spiritual answer. 4.) Why am i losing faith and want to go back to life full of illusions/lies? 5.) Am I hunger for truth? Am I a truth seeker or am I fine with the lies? 6.) Am I ever read THE BIBLE - THE WORD OF A LIVING GOD? Am I ever let it guide me? 7.) Am i raising the YOUNG in truth or in lies? The ONLY BOOK WORTHY TO READ IS THE BIBLE. Autor: LIVING GOD. Writers: Mans who all were Guided by the Holy Ghost. The street preachers out there: TORCH OF CHRIST MINISTRIES DORRE LOVE CHRIST FORGIVENESS GABETHESTREETPREACHER CLEVELAND STREET PREACHERS BORNAGAINJEREMAIAH If the info we have aren`t from CHRIST then questioning it IS the way of the wise. BE NOT OF THIS WORLD - COME OUT FROM BABYLON. Learning BIBLE - getting to know GOD = ROBERT BREAKER on youtube Raise up THE YOUNG in TRUTH - let them know THE HEAVENLY FATHER. Raise - Teach - Live in TRUTH.

  • @brattgriffin
    @brattgriffin2 жыл бұрын

    My almost 3 year old saw the end of your video and said "she's feeling kinda sad. Let's pray for her." So we prayed together. I've been praying for you and we will continue praying ❤ can't wait to see the tears of joy when you get a positive test ❤

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ohhh my goodness! That is the sweetest! 😭🙏🏼 thank you so much!

  • @megalopolis2015

    @megalopolis2015

    2 жыл бұрын

    Aaaww.

  • @hannagat0r
    @hannagat0r2 жыл бұрын

    Morgan and Paul, though I’m an atheist and we probably don’t agree on most things, my heart goes out to you. such a hard struggle, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’ll be “praying” for you, for lack of a better term, with my little black atheist heart 🖤

  • @sugaredyoongi
    @sugaredyoongi2 жыл бұрын

    My parents couldn't get children for 6 years. And now I'm here, together with a brother and sister! Hoping for you 💜

  • @ievazagmane717

    @ievazagmane717

    2 жыл бұрын

    My parents as well culdnot for 5 years and now I have 5 sisters and 1 brother 🙏. 7 kid's and 6 of them after 30 years old.

  • @adabekee4964

    @adabekee4964

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same here. My parents also stayed 6 years without children. My name "Ogechi" means God's time ❤

  • @4yuiwerh
    @4yuiwerh2 жыл бұрын

    My mom dealt with this same infertility journey for 10 years feeling the exact same way you did! She took all the medicine, all the shots, and did EVERYTHING she could. She now has 3 kids! When I go to God in prayer, I’m constantly reminded of you and your journey and I want you to know that I am praying and believing with you!

  • @kmtm93
    @kmtm93 Жыл бұрын

    Watching this video 9 months later and knowing you now have your baby boy in your arms, is a reminder for all of us that God answers prayers. ❤ I’m 29 and still waiting for a husband, but I also have been anxious about potentially facing infertility in the future because I have PCOS. God’s plans are greater than ours and He is good!

  • @_KendraChristine
    @_KendraChristine2 жыл бұрын

    Your honesty through this journey is so beautiful, Morgan! I can’t imagine the waves of emotions you have gone through over these years… but your faith has encouraged me so much! Love you, girl! I will be praying for you throughout this journey God has you on💕

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, Kendra! So thankful for your prayers. Love you back! 💜🙏🏼

  • @NikkiPhillippi
    @NikkiPhillippi2 жыл бұрын

    I’m praying for you guys. Thank you for sharing your journey and heart 💕

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Love you, girl! Thank YOU! 💜

  • @HelloKitty-vv9ss

    @HelloKitty-vv9ss

    2 жыл бұрын

    You killed your dog

  • @shelbykist5952
    @shelbykist59522 жыл бұрын

    Hi Morgan, I originally found you from Jaclyn surprisingly. I’m an IVF nurse coordinator and this video has touched my heart. Your vulnerability will help so many people going through the same situation. I know how hard this journey can be on people and I admire your strength. If you need any advice or anyone to talk to, please reach out.

  • @kaitl1636
    @kaitl16362 жыл бұрын

    Love ya! Praying for you and Paul. 💕

  • @liene93
    @liene932 жыл бұрын

    The end when you broke down is so heart wrecking :( But can't wait to see your reaction when it says positive! Will pray for you.

  • @jennydayanamendozamunoz2841
    @jennydayanamendozamunoz28412 жыл бұрын

    Morgan, you are not alone. I am praying for you! You are going to be always in my prayers. Hugs to you!

  • @ninitorres1239
    @ninitorres12392 жыл бұрын

    Hey Morgan, your journey is such an encouraging message to those who are struggling with infertility. I know God is using you for this message. I been praying for you everyday hun. You are our modern Sara. Her story was so motivational. And you remind me of her. Love and hugs to you❤️ God has a plan for you🙏🏼

  • @jennharper872
    @jennharper8722 жыл бұрын

    Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers girl. I want to give you a big hug when you got the negative on your pregnancy test. I couldnt imagine going through that.💙💙🙏

  • @cassieatitus9604
    @cassieatitus96042 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry, morgan. I proud of you for sharing your journey and I’m so thankful for it. I’m continuing to pray for you and i hope God creates a little baby in you soon! ❤️ keep trusting the Lord and staying strong! 😊

  • @Con_blue
    @Con_blue2 жыл бұрын

    Mogan you are so brave for sharing these vulnerable moments with us! Much love from a non Christian woman who doesn't want kids, but really hopes that it all works out for you and you are happy in the end💗💗💗

  • @aureliaphilosophyofyum
    @aureliaphilosophyofyum2 жыл бұрын

    Oh Morgan... Recently started following you, but sending you the biggest hug. This is so tough. Absolutely praying for you guys; that God will have mercy and give you guys a baby, but also that He'll draw you closer and closer and that you'll come to trust Him fully and find His joy & contentment in whatever His will is going to be. xxx

  • @LeniceRomney
    @LeniceRomney2 жыл бұрын

    Wow, thank you for being so vulnerable. It's so brave of you to share this. I'm sure it will be encouraging for so many people. God is good🧡 I will pray for you and Paul and I will have faith with you that you will receive a baby💫

  • @christinafedderke3751
    @christinafedderke37512 жыл бұрын

    Oh Morgan my heart hurts for you. I can't imagine what you are going through. Watching this I just wanted to jump through the screen and give you a hug. Thinking of you guys. 💕💕💕

  • @emmyspelman8205
    @emmyspelman82052 жыл бұрын

    Love you so much! So thankful for you & that you’re so willing to share your story 🤍 will continue to pray for you!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    I love you too, girly! 💜 thank you!!

  • @nicoleyoshihara4011
    @nicoleyoshihara4011 Жыл бұрын

    Praying for natural conception and no ivf and surrogacy. God Bless always 🙏❤

  • @raynestephens1436
    @raynestephens14362 жыл бұрын

    Morgan, thank you so much for sharing your journey through these years of infertility! I can only imagine how the waves of emotions have been for you both. Please continue to keep the Faith and trusting in God! 🥲🙏🏻 I’ll be praying for you both. I truly believe that one day you and Paul will have a child and this journey will all have been worth it. Sometimes we don’t understand God’s plans for our lives but I truly believe it’ll be worth it all when looking back! 🥲🤗 Merry Christmas to you, Paul and your families! 💕 I hope and pray you all have been having a blessed and wonderful day! 🙌🏻

  • @megalopolis2015
    @megalopolis20152 жыл бұрын

    Oh, sweetie. I can't believe you have been struggling with this for so long. My Love and prayers are with you.

  • @jaydas8976
    @jaydas89762 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your struggles, I will be praying for you and Paul to have a healthy baby. I’m sorry that you’re struggling with infertility. I’m sending my love to you ❤️.

  • @cantmakethisup36
    @cantmakethisup362 жыл бұрын

    It took 10 years for my aunt. Hugs hunny. Thank you for your vulnerability. 🥺

  • @LikelyLost
    @LikelyLost2 жыл бұрын

    Love yall and praying for you both 💛

  • @hannahf5796
    @hannahf57962 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for talking about this Morgan. My husband and I have been going through the same devastating journey for three years. It's been difficult and it helps to know others are on this journey as well. All my love to you and Paul. I hope you get that positive soon 🙏

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Aww you’re so welcome! Hang in there and keep holding onto the hope that the Lord provides. 💜🙏🏼 love you girl!

  • @iraflora1616
    @iraflora16162 жыл бұрын

    Hey Morgan! I’ve recently started watching your series and I’m hooked! Im definitely praying for you guys. Lord, I’m placing Morgan and Paul in your hands right now❤️ Let your will be done Jesus❤️❤️

  • @marielou2365
    @marielou23652 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for your honesty and openness. I‘m praying for you and Paul and wish you a big hug through the screen ❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    I receive that hug! Thank you! 🙏 ❤️

  • @victoria.love.
    @victoria.love.2 жыл бұрын

    beautiful Morgan , you are so loved ❤️ “In this world you will have troubles. Be of good cheer, for I have overcome the world!” I love you and am praying for you. When you and Paul have your beautiful baby , it will all feel worth it ❤️ God bless you and your amazing husband , you both are gifts from God 💕💕

  • @stephwolfe2439
    @stephwolfe24392 жыл бұрын

    Goodness me, I honestly cried seeing the pain you were going through with this journey 😢 continually praying for you & Paul 🙏🏼 just keep focused on the Lord & He will help get you through this, He is strengthening you each and every day 💜

  • @DailyBibleDevotion
    @DailyBibleDevotion2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your vulnerability with the world. We need more of this. God bless you.

  • @lovezaccharmed12
    @lovezaccharmed122 жыл бұрын

    Praying 2022 will bring you a beautiful and healthy baby. While I have only been trying for a few months, it's discouraging to feel symptoms but see you are not pregnant. Trying not to stress over it and remind myself that God is good no matter what the outcome. My heart goes out to you Morgan, keep loving and serving him. And remain strong ❤️

  • @sambailie4773
    @sambailie47732 жыл бұрын

    You and Paul will make lovely parents one day. I firmly believe the Lord will have a little baby for you both xxx

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you! ☺️💜

  • @tiggerpup_nz
    @tiggerpup_nz2 жыл бұрын

    Oh Morgan, my heart breaks for you. This is something that is rarely shown or talked about, such an amazingly difficult and vulnerable thing you’re doing, for so many others out there. Much love, from new Zealand

  • @kittylovescubby
    @kittylovescubby2 жыл бұрын

    Your video is helping many women. God bless the fruit your producing.

  • @abelandbailey3230
    @abelandbailey32302 жыл бұрын

    Praying for you. Very well put together. Heartfelt. I am currently pregnant and I've looked into surrogacy to help others after this baby. I will be more grateful after watching this thank you for being so vulnerable and open. ❤️

  • @tiffanynegrete6660
    @tiffanynegrete66602 жыл бұрын

    I pray for your journey as an individual and as a married couple. My hubby and I have been TTC for almost 6yrs, I have finally got my first EVER missed period and positive test this week. God is so GOOD. I know the pain of the wait. I can honestly say I've learned so much. I can't wait to hear of your praise report

  • @nicoleyoshihara4011
    @nicoleyoshihara40112 жыл бұрын

    5 years is a long time and your experience is valid. Thank you so much for sharing ❤💕

  • @atlroxmysox98
    @atlroxmysox982 жыл бұрын

    My heart goes out to you 💕💕💕 I’m not religious, and I don’t agree with a lot of y’all’s views, but I’ve been following your content for the last few years and you seem like a really lovely person, so does Paul. I hope things get better and that you find some peace of mind 💕💕💕💕 Everyone should have the opportunity to become a parent if they want.

  • @LilyRyab
    @LilyRyab2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your journey. I am also struggling with infertility for 6+ years now. It's really hard to feel like you are alone in this, so I'm glad you are sharing because it eases that pain of "aloneness".

  • @natalee7726
    @natalee77262 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing. I'm also going through an infertility journey, 7 years so far. We are now looking at adoption as an answer but I really relate to peeing on multiple sticks and hoping and praying and then nothing. It sucks

  • @Akonn0123
    @Akonn01232 жыл бұрын

    Hey so I want to applaud you for being willing to be vulnerable and open about this part of your life. I think it takes courage to do this and I wanted to thank you for being very brave. :)

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!

  • @rudemarg13
    @rudemarg132 жыл бұрын

    I'm super sorry that you're going through this challenging time in your life. Thank you for sharing this journey with us. God Bless you & your family. You are never alone & I'm so glad to be here, cheering for your success!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    ☺️🙏🏼💜

  • @HeatherB09
    @HeatherB092 жыл бұрын

    I am praying for you and your husband. Thank you for sharing your journey. My heart breaks for you🥺. 🙏 praying for continued strength, hope, and peace.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you! 🙏🏼💜

  • @rachelg1496
    @rachelg14962 жыл бұрын

    My goodness Morgan I feel all of this. My husband and I had ten years of infertility and the memory of the whole rollercoaster is just visceral. It was the hardest thing I've ever gone through by a million miles. When we finally got a positive it was on a non-digital test with lines, and I thought 'it's so cruel how this test looks like it's going to turn positive before it ultimately goes negative'. I'd seen so many negatives it genuinely didn't cross my mind that I could actually be getting a positive result. I so dearly hope that that day one day comes for you and Paul, but in the meantime, thank you on behalf of everyone who sees this and knows they are not alone. I imagine a lot of your viewers really needed this video.

  • @krystinalocke
    @krystinalocke2 жыл бұрын

    Oh my goodness!!! When she started injecting...😭😭😭 It got my emotions going!! And then the end... Thank you for being real!!

  • @wenjunbleeker6020
    @wenjunbleeker60202 жыл бұрын

    I'm praying for you Morgan❤️ thank you for sharing your journey with us and how frustrating and challenging this journey is know that there are many people praying for you 💕💕 I hope the best for you and that your prayers to have a child will be answered ❤️❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you 🙏🏼💜

  • @thelewisrvlife857
    @thelewisrvlife8572 жыл бұрын

    I went through this heartbreaking journey myself and can totally relate to your tears at the end of the video. For me it was almost 30 years ago and yet my heart was right there with you. Now, my daughter is going through the same. (I was able to have a son and daughter♥️). This raw and real video is needed so other women can feel they are not alone. I am praying for you and for my daughter too in this journey. ♥️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much! Praise God for your son and daughter. I hope your daughter sees the Lord move in a beautiful way soon! ❤️🙏🏼

  • @terrikoop416
    @terrikoop4162 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for posting this and sharing your fertility journey. You aren’t obligated in any way, but this really does help others and simultaneously allows for us to pray for you through the process. I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately; wondering how you are doing. I’ve been praying for you consistently as well. You are not alone. I’m so sorry you have to go through this, but in the meantime we will be praying for and encouraging you.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much girl! So appreciate your sweet words of encouragement. Your prayers mean everything to me. I’m really thankful I can use my platform to walk alongside others and encourage with my own journey. 💜🙏🏼

  • @cynthiat4087
    @cynthiat40872 жыл бұрын

    All prayers are answered just not always in the way we want ☹️ I will pray for you guys! I hope the Lord will answer yes!

  • @erinosborn4602
    @erinosborn46022 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, Morgan. I feel so connected to you watching this video and am touched by the person you are. The heartbreak and pain of disappointment after disappointment has broken me open to more love and growth than I could’ve anticipated. And I’m still waiting and the only thing that has changed is me. Some days I’m sad and bitter about it but most days I’m grateful for my new heart.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼💜

  • @ksullivanRT
    @ksullivanRT2 жыл бұрын

    Praying for you Morgan!!! ❤🙏

  • @lisawise4204
    @lisawise42042 жыл бұрын

    Morgan, my heart goes out to you, and even though I don’t know you, I am praying for you. Even though I have not struggled with infertility, I am deeply familiar with the pain of unfulfilled longings, of crying out to God over and over for the thing that you want . . . And nothing. I appreciate your vulnerability and willingness to share your journey, because I think that any difficult journey is easier when you know you are not alone.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much! 🙏🏼💜

  • @katieheath424
    @katieheath4242 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry you have to go through this..I can relate- 6 years of negative tests, hearing about everyone I know getting pregnant with no trouble, wondering if I'll ever be a mom. Then one day I take a test expecting it to be negative again and it's a big fat positive! And I'm in my 30s so you have plenty of time, I really believe my daughter came at exactly the right time in my life and I'm glad it took this long to have her. I know it will happen for you too 🧡

  • @tashalynn8205
    @tashalynn82052 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry Morgan. I know this has been the hardest battle. But I am praying for you and I have faith that the Lord will give you that little one soon! He knows how much you would be a good mother. Thank you for sharing your journey with us ❤️🙏🏻

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, girl 💜🙏🏼

  • @e.7372
    @e.73722 жыл бұрын

    I really want this for you. If you can get pregnant then I know I can eventually. I hate that I feel like I'm 30 now and it's just going to get harder and harder. Thank you for sharing. I hate that anyone has to go through this but I'm glad I'm not alone I guess. We're gonna get through this.

  • @brightfaith8403
    @brightfaith84032 жыл бұрын

    I will not stop praying for you guys❤️✝️

  • @NicoleKiesha
    @NicoleKiesha2 жыл бұрын

    Praying for you ❤️

  • @andrewma9975
    @andrewma99752 жыл бұрын

    So sorry I totally understand. All these years have been tough. Me too so much suffering and not getting to where I want. The hope to keep trying keeps me going 👍 School and life is hard.

  • @AlwaysLime
    @AlwaysLime2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry. My heart breaks for you. I will be praying for your dream to come true because I know God cares and He’s good. Even though this feels no good at all. I know someone who tried for 7 years before they conceived. And she’s awesome. Don’t give up.❤️❤️❤️

  • @Justlivebyfaith24
    @Justlivebyfaith242 жыл бұрын

    praying for you. It's gonna be a movie when God decides to bless you with a child in whatever way He chooses 💞

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you! 🙏 ☺️

  • @kerryanntalbert7812
    @kerryanntalbert78122 жыл бұрын

    Morgan had me in tears at the end 😩

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜💜💜

  • @kennedypeters7198
    @kennedypeters71982 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for being so vulnerable. My husband and I are also struggling to have a baby. We have had 3 miscarriages and it’s heartbreaking and feels so isolating.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Oh girl, I am so sorry for the losses you have had to face. Hang in there. Hold steadfast in the Lord. ❤️

  • @Rachel-rj6tu
    @Rachel-rj6tu2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry Morgan. I know no words can be said but just know you’re not alone. I’ve kept you in my prayers a lot recently and I believe god has a plan for you. I know it’s hard and I can completely relate to you. I know it’s hard but take some time to relax and not stress so much about having a baby, it can really affect your chances of conceiving. I’ve taken the past four months to just try to step away from it and try without trying and it’s so hard but I know that stressing about it does no good. I pray for you sweet girl. I am so sorry.

  • @lilygirl5099
    @lilygirl50992 жыл бұрын

    Much love to you Morgan, you're so strong. Keeping my fingers, toes, arms, legs....eyes? crossed for you lol

  • @hannahceline8978
    @hannahceline89782 жыл бұрын

    Oh Morgan ❤ you are amazing. I am humbled and moved by your brave heart for sharing such a very personal video with us all. I believe the Lord will work powerfully through this and I'm sure you will encourage more people than you can even begin to imagine by sharing your struggles that, as you mentioned, not many talk about. Infertility is super real and becoming more and more common amongst this younger generation and I know God is going to shine a wonderful light through you in this. Grateful and privileged that you are inviting us watchers into your life in such a personal way that I think will impact so many. God bless you and my husband and I will continue praying for the Lord's hand upon your family and in blessing you with a little one!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for your kind words!! 🥲🙏🏼💜

  • @amyahlbrandt5003
    @amyahlbrandt50032 жыл бұрын

    This is so vulnerable and I just wanted to hug you the whole time I watched this! Sharing your journey in such a real way, bringing these challenges to light is so important and I admire your decision to share this with everyone. I am praying for you and Paul to experience joy in this tough season and that your prayers will be answered soon. ❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you 💜🙏🏼🥲

  • @mrsjaydie
    @mrsjaydie2 жыл бұрын

    So beautiful.

  • @nyekay615
    @nyekay6152 жыл бұрын

    I am in same shoes sis. Been trying for three years with failed, IUIs, IVFs and natural trials. It is the most difficult thing i have ever gone through in my life. Still on the journey and praying and hoping beyond hope that this journey ends soonest with joy.

  • @brookekratzer5843
    @brookekratzer58432 жыл бұрын

    I am with you on your journey. Healthy, young, “no issues” but can’t get pregnant.. ivf failed. now idk what to do. My heart and prayers are with you. It’s just so confusing…. My heart breaks for you. Hang in there, girl. It will be our time, sometime..

  • @gigi.c3052
    @gigi.c30522 жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry this has happened yet for you Morgan! I can’t imagine this desire God has placed in your heart yet still in a period of waiting/listening. My prayers go out to you guys!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    🙏🏼💜🙏🏼

  • @ashleykey91
    @ashleykey912 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry you are going through this. I definitely understand your pain as I too struggle with infertility. I could see the pain in the video of you giving Jaclyn the baby outfit. I could see it bc I too feel that pain. And it makes me more sad to see other women go through this. I pray it does get better.

  • @ChrysSayers
    @ChrysSayers2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry. Praying For You.

  • @kristinakaydaily150
    @kristinakaydaily1502 жыл бұрын

    Very vulnerable post. I hope you experience overwhelming celebration & joy when you get pregnant. The hardest part of this is that no one truly has the answer, but I think asking “why” is the wrong question. With all my heart, I believe you are not barren, keep holding on Morgan!! Your struggles inspire others to keep going. Your time will come.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼💜

  • @engelabezuidenhout8610
    @engelabezuidenhout86102 жыл бұрын

    My son and wife is in the same boat, been married for a while now and they are getting older, so their chances are getting slimmer, but all we can do is pray and call in our God to give you this desire of your heart. Please pray for my son and daughter in love also.

  • @justme88882
    @justme888822 жыл бұрын

    I feel so sorry for you :( I will pray for you!

  • @evelynjaramillo364
    @evelynjaramillo3642 жыл бұрын

    Praying for you Morgan 🙏🏽

  • @roseaustin4783
    @roseaustin47832 жыл бұрын

    Wow Morgan you are so brave to share such a vulnerable journey with us. ❤️ Remember the JOY of the LORD is your strength. I am so sorry you have to go through this.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you 💜🙏🏼

  • @fifiesforte
    @fifiesforte2 жыл бұрын

    🥺 Morgan...It breaks me to see you sad😣 I pray for you, I pray that God answers this prayer soon Thank you very much for sharing, it was really encouraging. I love you very very much ❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    🙏🏼💜 love you back girl!

  • @humblejoy3564
    @humblejoy35642 жыл бұрын

    You are so precious. I can't imagine the courage you have, the faith you keep, and the love of your child you have. I didn't have this journey. I know you are in it for a reason that the Lord alone knows. We all have a walk that is so unique, so designed by God Himself ...how can we compare to His glory on our lives, with someone or something else?? He alone is worthy to keep us in His will step by step ❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much! ❤️☺️🙏🏼

  • @inesita9196
    @inesita91962 жыл бұрын

    Hey Morgan, i watched your videos a few years ago and KZread recommended your videos to me recently, especially the videos about why you and your husband won’t call yourselves hyper-charismatic anymore. I got diagnosed with the pco-syndrome last week and felt like sharing it with you. I also took a terrible amount of pregnancy tests hoping to be pregnant. When u mentioned that your hormones aren’t that good I instantly thought of it again. I don’t know if u got a Diagnose but maybe you want to google pcos. If u should have it there are other opportunities than those needles.I just felt like sharing it. May god bless you two 🙏🏼

  • @prettyprettybirdie314
    @prettyprettybirdie3142 жыл бұрын

    You're very brave, Morgan. I have a phobia of vaccines and you did a great job with it. I will be praying that you and Paul have the baby that you are wanting so badly. Hang in there. You are brave both for doing these procedures and for sharing it with the world because I think a lot of people will feel less alone seeing you talk about it.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    🙏🏼💜🙏🏼

  • @seekingtruthandcompassion1707
    @seekingtruthandcompassion17072 жыл бұрын

    Thankyou so much for sharing! I struggled with infertility to some degree with inbalanced hormones. I was on three treatmets of a medication and got pregnant on the first round! And then latter on at 13 weeks i found out the lord had gone a step further and blessed me with twins ! They are now 7 months old. And my cousin was trying for 5 years due to start ivf and just before she started she found out she was pregnant ! The lord is good and there os always hope ! 💕✝️

  • @salomeroth9827
    @salomeroth98272 жыл бұрын

    love you Morgan

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much girl! 💜🙏🏼

  • @taylorhenz2953
    @taylorhenz29532 жыл бұрын

    This hit me so hard. Haven't struggled nearly as much as you but my husband and I are struggling right now to give our daughter a sibling. No matter how long you've been trying, it still hurts every month seeing that negative test. It's a kind of pain no one can warn you about. Prayers for your family!

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you girl! Hang in there. You're not alone! ❤️

  • @Ashley_Joice
    @Ashley_Joice2 жыл бұрын

    Sis , thank you for showing us all these hardships in your life , i am in tears already , i know it is the holy spirit who is giving you so much strength to handle all of this, sis i am also praying for you .. I love you so much my sister

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Amen. Thank you! I love you back 💜🙏🏼

  • @pct743
    @pct7432 жыл бұрын

    Hi Morgan - I too went through an infertility journey and it ended in the worst case scenario, multiple miscarriages - no babies…ever. Im here to add that regardless of the outcome, you will get through it, it does get better, and your desire to nurture and love will be fulfilled in one way or another.

  • @amberhammack3020
    @amberhammack30202 жыл бұрын

    Praying for you so deeply sweet sister. I’ve lost 4 pregnancies after a healthy textbook with my first. I never ever thought I’d be going through this. I still don’t have any solid answers. I’m praying getting my weight down helps. My sister took 5 years to get pregnant. I pray you have tenacity in your prayers for your child. You are not going unheard and I pray peace over you during this season of waiting.

  • @terrygodgirl4430
    @terrygodgirl44302 жыл бұрын

    I know you may have heard this 1000 times but here goes 1001, the Lord has a good plan in all of this.

  • @melyndahuff5341
    @melyndahuff53412 жыл бұрын

    Paul comforting you is so sweet 🥺❤️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    He’s the best ☺️

  • @ellasmith5111
    @ellasmith51112 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing and being so truthful about this process. It truly is encouraging. Praying for you guys and your hearts through this challenging time♥️ God has you in his hands! And your sweet baby ♥️

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much, Ella! So thankful for your prayers 💜🙏🏼

  • @simplyfran7041
    @simplyfran70412 жыл бұрын

    Morgan, Thankyou! Thank you for your honesty and transparency. Thank you for letting us into this part of your life even though you didn’t need to. Thank you for showing that the reality of a Christian life. This journey is a testimony and is so faith building. To see someone going through so many trials and tribulations yet remaining steadfast in the lord is so encouraging. My hearts breaks for you and I will keep you in my prayers❤️ I will pray that God strengthens you and keeps His fire burning in you 🔥

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you girl! 💜🙏🏼💜

  • @jumithecreative
    @jumithecreative2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this with us ^^

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼💜

  • @melyndahuff5341
    @melyndahuff53412 жыл бұрын

    I wish I could give you a hug. I struggled for two years to get pregnant and the feeling of the negative test every time is heart wrenching. It will happen for you.

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    🙏🏼💜🙏🏼

  • @OnlyJesusStudio
    @OnlyJesusStudio2 жыл бұрын

    I love your openness and honesty in this video. I hope you and Paul will have a healthy and sweet baby soon in Jesus' Name!! ❤️🙏

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    💜🙏🏼💜

  • @TheCerealluvr
    @TheCerealluvr2 жыл бұрын

    I wanna give you the biggest hug. This sounds so hard but I believe in you and your husband and that you WILL get a baby somehow! It'll happen

  • @MorganOlli

    @MorganOlli

    2 жыл бұрын

    🙏🏼💜🙏🏼

  • @maryjmama46
    @maryjmama462 жыл бұрын

    Oh Morgan… my heart hurts seeing this. I am so sorry.. Lord Jesus, please touch Morgan. Please, if it is Your will, give them a beautiful baby. Please wrap Your loving arms around this couple.

  • @rachelmccargar6772
    @rachelmccargar67722 жыл бұрын

    We love you and praying for you, Morgan!💕 keep remembering that throughout the waiting, He’s using you for His glory and having you be able to be a blessing & a help to others and giving others the same kind of comfort that He’s giving you. ❤️ everything’s in His perfect will & perfect timing ….. He will ALWAYS keep working everything together for good (Romans 8:28). ❤️ we love you!