Sometimes we do just wish our current life was only a morbid dream, where you'll just wake up back in your childhood bed, and return to that simpler life. But that's not how life works, we can't get our old lives back, but we can begin our new lives with what we learned and what we know, because only we have the power to control our futures, you just need to keep pushing and keep moving. You don't get a better life, you earn a better life.

@joseph.43530

6 ай бұрын

Exactly ! 👌

@gaiadream4495

6 ай бұрын

Great words man

@512idkidk

5 ай бұрын

Thanks for that brother

@The-Orion

5 ай бұрын

Thank you

@jennie32773

5 ай бұрын

it's good to revisit time immemorial... memories, good or bad are the closest thing to a time machine...it's a condition called being human...🙌

When I close my eyes, I imagine my brother and myself running beside each other across a beach, back when we were kids. A few meters away, our parents are there watching us, having fun and laughing, with smiles on their faces. When I open my eyes, I feel a huge wave of nostalgia, but at least it makes me happy to know that it actually happened sometime. Even though my brother lives in a different country now and my parents are divorced, I still dream that I wake up and my brother is by my side, waiting for me to get ready to go to school, while our parents cook breakfast for us in the kitchen. Those few minutes in the dream feel like the greatest happiness I have ever experienced. I miss everything, but I guess we just move on and get used to our new lives.

@Bastosswantuil

2 ай бұрын

One of the saddest things in life is when we move away from someone, I know how you feel, and your story reminded me of when I played with my cousin until recently, I really miss the childhood I had, today I'm 20 years old and I have little contact with my cousin, hugs from Brazil

@Bastosswantuil

2 ай бұрын

Another thing that I also miss about my childhood was the good summer days I spent in the state of Bahia in Brazil, my cousins ​​would get together and we would go to the beach to enjoy the summer heat

@mawesito

2 ай бұрын

@@Bastosswantuil thanks for sharing your story

Life changes. You lose love. You lose friends. You lose pieces of yourself that you never imagined would be gone. And then, without you even realizing it, these pieces come back. New love enters. Better friends come along. And a stronger, wiser you is staring back in the mirror. No matter how bad it gets, better days are always waiting. I hope you'll make it to there to accept the smiles and joy that they're offering.

@misispotter2128

6 ай бұрын

Oh, that's very sweet.And good luck to you

@corbeaux2171

5 ай бұрын

these words are so important for me... thank you!

@malice4422

4 ай бұрын

damn i appreciate you

@liocaldera390

3 ай бұрын

I needed to see this thank you

@therealajace5490

3 ай бұрын

Almost cried at the part we’re you said. “ we lose pieces of our selves we never thought we lose” Hit deep I know there are people that went through worst in their lives but man my 3 in a half years with her meant everything when things ended I lost a piece of myself I never thought I lose I kept tryna look for it in other women and ended up being a play boy that hurt other girls. I am still searching for peace in my heart and to stop hurting women it is best for me to isolate myself abit from society and just focus on myself rn to maybe find peace

Joseph .R: creates a playlist about life being a dream. everyone else: "time to become a philosopher".

@joseph.43530

2 ай бұрын

✨✨

Waking up, raining, a cup of hot coffee, listening this playlist. What a bliss feeling

@SuperBartles

4 ай бұрын

That sounds wonderful - a kindred spirit.

This is beautiful, and feels like a dream. When I lose myself in a vivid, sleeping dream, I think to myself; "this is real, this has to be real, it feels so real..." But then I awake, and I have the exact same thought and feeling. "As above, so below." Life is but a series of awakenings. And you never remember falling asleep. Much like death, it happens before you realize it. Enjoy the dream my friends. It'll be over before you know it.

@petermeren123

4 ай бұрын

Well said. ‭"For yourselves know perfectly that the day of the Lord so cometh as a thief in the night. "

@DylanDavidD

3 ай бұрын

Damn, I got goosebumps man, well spoken

@actuallyaardwolf

3 ай бұрын

Death is an awakening too, but just like every awakening in life, it only makes you realize how important your choices and life was before that awakening.. life matters.

@nicolebarfuss3067

2 ай бұрын

this reminds me of the end poem from Minecraft, it has some good philosophy.

When I was a child, a big fear I had was everything being unreal, 'just a dream.' Today, I realize that this is my biggest dark desire; I want action. I just want to break free from this kind of life that feels like a protocol. I am so ungrateful for hating the monotonous life I lead, but my complaints have no relevance. Everything just happens this way, and nothing changes, nor will it change.

@dontcallmeimdead.9556

5 ай бұрын

Nothing changes if nothing changes.

@rmertens23

4 ай бұрын

“Face events. Only the mind and heart complain.” I wonder what it is that does not complain. The Soul? When I feel unexpected gratitude eating breakfast, seeing the morning sun, some beautiful color; that is a taste of the experience of Gratitude I had many years ago (that Gratitude was Worship and it confirmed for me that God is real).Thank you for your comment,Salilolo. Blessings to you, Robert

The meaning of life, in my opinion: To learn to enjoy the passage of time.

@dynguyenkimtrieu842

13 сағат бұрын

and to enjoy yourself

A brief period during Covid, I played a video game with a small group of people that i had never known. For a month or two, we would play multiple times a week for hours and hours on end. i have social anxiety. i did not use my mic of course. but regardless they accepted me. within a few months i had known so much about them, and they knew much about me. Eventually, we played less and less, until one day... we stopped. I completely forgot about this whole interaction until a few months ago. It all came back so quickly, and nostalgia hit me like a truck. it might not seem like a big moment, but for someone who doesn't talk much, this was huge. I don't remember much of it, and often find myself asking "was it just a dream?" they likely don't remember me, but I often wonder if we will ever cross paths again.

@caitlink

4 ай бұрын

What always helps me is that I realize that some things just don’t last forever. But that doesn’t take away its worth when it did mean something. Not everything has an outcome where you gain something, its about embracing each other while time drags us along.

@yungariesx

3 ай бұрын

I had the same thing. Except, I became friends with a few and now hardly talk to some. It's a beautiful thing that we both experienced, and I will look at that time period so fondly for the rest of my life.

@maury0009

3 ай бұрын

You are a very sensitive person. Even though you may never hear from them again, it's beautiful to hold onto their memories. 🤍

@karlphillips8310

3 ай бұрын

People come into our lives when we need them most, then leave when the job is done. We are not meant to live in eternal joy is this world, for those previous brief periods are what makes life so worthwhile.

sometimes i want to go back to the childhood, just not mine. mine was full of pain, fear, tears and pressure. i don't even want to go back to the imaginary worlds i was making up, because i didn't have real friends and because my mom would often not let me go play with my friends. i was suffering "real" trauma in them. i was the victim and the hero in them. only years later i got the knowledge that when a person, especially a kid, imagining themselves a victim and a hero in his own world it's a big indicator of trauma. it indicates that the person had to get through their trauma alone and "save themselves" as a hero but they also doesn't think their trauma was that bad so they imagine themselves in a horrific situations with "real trauma". i didn't know that as a kid. and now, looking back, it all just feels so. so sad and painful. my parents still gaslight me and deny any abuse they were putting me through (still do, actually). and i only recently became an adult. legally. well, maybe mentally too. i started to put boundaries, i started to look and discuss with people their points of view, even if they wildly differ from mine, i'm trying to stay sane, trying to accept and work, rather then fight my neurodivergencies. i'm really trying, but it's still all feels too much. i'm graduating from college right now and also trying to get into uni and i know i won't make it into uni. i'm the best student in college, yet i suck at repetitions of exams for uni. and i know i don't do my best, i know i don't do enough but i'm so tired and so demotivated and it's all too much. at least i'm on meds and they don't let me think of dying. so that's something.

@raphaelwilliamson9652

Ай бұрын

Hey man, youll be alright

what made it real? was it a souvenir? was it a memory that could've been a dream, that could've been a thought, that could've been a fantasy? do you remember what it FEELS like to be there? do you remember how you felt when you were there? would it matter if it was real or not? what makes this moment right now more or less real than all previous moments and future moments. everything you did brought you to this moment, everything you do now is what's real.

I just had a car crash today. No one was hurt, the car wasn't damaged too bad either. I went through the motions, got in contact with my insurance, and so forth. But I just sat down and realized that I felt nothing. At all, besides the emotions I faked to get sympathy from friends. There was no actual reason to behave like that, but it seemed like the normal thing to do. This whole ordeal was kinda meaningful to me, in a really indescribable way. I feel kind of detached from what I long for, and should hypothetically feel every day. A sense of companionship. I would not even say that I am lonely, I really am not, I just lack people to call companions in my life. I would like to be somewhere else, meet an abundance of people, and enjoy some good food, as well as a nice bottle of wine. I want to return to nights when the only people I was with, were ones I would never see again. These kinds of people mean the most to me. No living in the moment, just a moment to live in. That's really the only thing I want. Have a nice life everyone

@thomasparkes5707

4 ай бұрын

Hnnnggh... i plarted a ploop shart...

When I was a child nobody told me that it was the best time of my life and that I would always desperately want it back forever. So now I tell my own children as much as I can, to love and cherish these days, because they are truly so special

@raymond_luxury_yacht

4 ай бұрын

I make sure to tell my child that regularly. And I rejoice in their childhood adventures. That picture of the two boys is so provocative and so deep. Masterful photo.

The first track "The Sound of Myself" sounded like a prolonged feeling of deep epiphany

The type of music to silence the voices in my head. 😌🍵 thank you.

Everyone has their own definition of life, to me life is like warm sunrays during winter, I don't expect it to last but at the moment, I just know that I have to enjoy it. Have a beautiful week ahead everyone, take care out there.

there are some feelings that we can only feel by experiencing something. i felt that with this songs and this picture.

This playlist is literally one of the best, if not the best, I’ve found here on youtube. It gives exactly what it promises. It really feels like you’re losing yourself in a dream by listening to this. I listen to it while I’m studying for my exams and it’s doing wonders for my concentration. Thank you!!

@FFFStudioSH

3 ай бұрын

I can't agree more, I am listening it everyday, at it still gives me goosebumps and makes me want to cry. And it always brings absolutely beautiful visions to my mind. Having insomnia and sleep paralisis, this is one on the only playlist that lets me slow down when being in bed, and most of the time also reduces the horrible nightmares.

I love to listen to this and imagine that everything I lived was just a dream. I woke up as an 8 year old child with the current experience and memories I have. Maybe I wouldn't feel completely as a child but I could believe that everything would change for better if that happen. PS: It's just a fantasy, I know that life does not work like that. I'm moving forward.

@nejlmcnity6170

3 ай бұрын

I rarely comment. Here I do. I like ur comment. Its' touching somehow. Well, you know... ~~~Life is still what you thought it was as a kid.~~~ Have a good life my friend. All the best to you from Germany. :)

when we stop living well we remember life as a past or as a dream that's a quistion came to my mind when I saw the title

What if it was all just a dream? That when we die we slam into consciousness, back into a time or moment when life was good. What if we had a second chance? To redo the things that had went wrong or to remake choices we thought were right. What if...what if its just a dream.

I discovered this in the afternoon and now as I am about to fall asleep i have the urge to hear this. It's so calm and so surreal and so filled with emotions that it's hard to describe. I remember a lover of mine as I listened to this. Thank you for this beautiful experience ❤️

@joseph.43530

6 ай бұрын

It's my pleasure, glad you liked it 😊

Life has been difficult so I create my own reality where things don't matter and everything turns out as I would like although nothing is reality, doing that brings me peace of mind and happiness. I wish it was real.

this song sits so strongly with me. I go through a lot in my daily life and it is nice to know that at the end of the day i can just sleep and live in my dream. I hope to one day finally be happy. Maybe i wont ever be happy. i hope none of you have to go through the stuggles i do (i didnt get to nap today). I will willingly take these struggles off your shoulder. i am so strong. i hope none of you ever have to be this strong. if you ever need someone to talk to you can talk to me. ive gone though every struggle anyone has ever gone through.

@EllaVisscher-bi9mc

3 ай бұрын

being a straight white male is so hard in todays day and age. no one understands what it is like. :(

your selection of music is truly one of the best. the tracks are excellent, and not often seen. The atmosphere is amazing

@joseph.43530

6 ай бұрын

Thank you, I'm glad you like this playlist 🌟

I’m not gonna lie, this playlist makes me cry at night when I’m at my lowest. Something about slow piano really resonates with me

To the time that was taken from me, I miss you. But for the time ahead of me, I long for you.

It was a nothing but a dream, an empty passage of time with ephemeral sensations of euphoria, a beautiful nightmare, bittersweet memories, only a false pretense....

@caitlink

4 ай бұрын

At least we embraced it together, even if it didn’t mean anything.

@lnerdv3481

26 күн бұрын

Is it all? I always hoped there is more to life

How much of who I am is a projection of what I've seen others do? What would I do if it were just me? There is no mask in this new life... I must step into my soul and every sensation that I have been trying to escape from. I see this now.

Now is worse Another day will be better Then worse again Then super better. Is just a cycle You can get tired of this but it will always be like that Just stay alive and you will receive both times

I feel myself into a alternative, indie movie vibes

La photo a aussi un grand role et colle avec perfection au melodie. Un moment partagé et suspendu, dans une retraite a la campagne avec des pulls bien chaud et un vent legerement froid sur le visage, avec la vie devant nous et ce sentiment qu'on n'arrivais pas encore a definir, mais qui faisait du bien au cœur, on esperais que cetait cela la vie, et etions content de vivre.

I want to be a kid again. I miss my childhood so bad everything was different back then

@dpq_

7 күн бұрын

I totally understand how you feel. Childhood can seem so much simpler and carefree compared to adult life. It's okay to miss those times, and sometimes reminiscing can bring a bit of that joy back. Just remember to find moments of joy in the present too.

Sixth song... Nicholas Britell - Agape.. I remember that I listened this song I was so unhappy and I wanted to feel comfort a little bit.. I was with my lover that time, I just listened this song over and over and sleep. We were in road and I think I slept 3 hours long... First it was so hard to fall a sleep but after listening this song over and over... I went somewhere peacefull. It was so tough day but Thanks to this song I remember somehow peaceful

I'm not entirely sure why I'm leaving this here, but I just felt the need to write it, say it, put it down.. somewhere. You see I spent my summer healing, moving on from my ex and my sh addiction, I wished to re-discover myself. And I got better. My summer was fun and I stayed clean, I was grateful for every day I got. Autumn came and I was still that happy girl, I enjoyed the leaves, the change of colours and the smell of books I read. Along with all this I go to a film school, and you see, I really do love this major, I love film in general. And there hasn't yet been a time in my life where I disliked this school, this work and film itself. But this is year is different. Our task takes months to be completed. Don't get me wrong- I have spent all these months working, having people cancel everything, having to re-do my work, countless of sleepless nights I spent working. And now I have only a few days left till the deadline, I work hard everyday, stay after school and work, work, work. I keep working. I haven't had the time to meet my friends for more than just a few minutes, to spend a day not thinking about school. I'm just so very tired. People have began asking if I sleep. My skin is doing bad, my health is. I just really wish I could just stop the time, just this once and give myself a break..... but there will be a time in my life where I will grow old, have grey hair and I won't be 18 anymore. By that time I will forget what this was like, where I am now is only a small part from what's ahead of me. So I hope I manage my time, my work and yeah.. I was editing when this video was suggested, so I'm listening to this whilst working.. great music!

@caitlink

4 ай бұрын

Take your time, don’t forget to enjoy your life once and a while. School matters, but at the end it’s all about a fulfilling life. Sometimes you have to give in and realize that mental health matters more than anything. There will always be time for school, but not for having fun while you still can. I hope you manage everything and I wish you the best of luck in life.

@SchoolstuffIeva

4 ай бұрын

Hi Caitlin! thank you very much for your response! I really appreciate it, I really do! Well I finished my work and scored second best grade as I always do haha! But now we have a new task which will again take months to be completed. I really hope it won't be as stressful and consuming as it was just a few weeks ago. During my break I managed to visit my friends, we went to the city, the museum and even went up to the top of the churches tower- the city looked so tiny from up there! it was amazing. I got to bake cakes with my friend and finally spend time with my lovely little brother. I'm grateful for every day I live, even if it wasn't the best, I still cherish it. I hope you have a wonderful year Caitlin (if that is your name) and that you get to spend lovely time with your pals and family! It's amazing how people can be so nice to each other without having to actually know each other. I thank you a lot! I read your comment a few days ago, but totally forgot to replay. Have a nice day/evening wherever you are! (:@@caitlink

@caitlink

2 ай бұрын

@@SchoolstuffIeva wow that is amazing! It’s been 2 months and I only read your comment just now. It’s great you finally found time to do fun stuff with your friends and family, I hope it stayed that way even with your new task. And yes my name is really Caitlin! I have to say I usually don’t comment a lot, but yours just sparked something in me. Vulnerability is important, even as we don’t know each other. Because no matter how bad life sucks the only thing we can really do at the end of the day, is put our arms together and embrace each other. So I hope everything goes well, and I will enjoy my evening! Thank you!

@niqolecee

2 ай бұрын

@@SchoolstuffIeva Good job! proud of you Ieva, keep on going ^^

All the things we dream, all the things we live. The experiences of both are intimate in their own respect. But this life and those dreams should never be taken for granted for who knows what comes next. So… here’s too today, yesterday and tomorrow for that we live these moments the best way we can!

I had my dream life when I was 20. And then one day, overnight, it was all taken away from me. I lost everything. I've never been the same. It feels like a good dream that just... stopped. And now my life is a nightmare.

@skusami2548

6 ай бұрын

Wishing you all the best man, I hope things start looking up soon

@thefearlessone9501

5 ай бұрын

Life is never the same 💔

@talkwithalok8788

5 ай бұрын

What happened? Could you share please?

@niqolecee

2 ай бұрын

So sorry it happened to you.. Just want to encourage you with this: Jeremiah 29:11-14, "For I know the plans and thoughts that I have for you,’ says the Lord, ‘plans for peace and well-being and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call on Me and you will come and pray to Me, and I will hear [your voice] and I will listen to you. Then [with a deep longing] you will seek Me and require Me [as a vital necessity] and [you will] find Me when you search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you,’ says the Lord, ‘and I will restore your fortunes and I will [free you and] gather you from all the nations and from all the places where I have driven you,’ says the Lord"

44:45 Simplemente magnifico, espero poder escuchar esta musica cuando pueda estar con mi soledad, en una montaña apreciando el horizonte y cuán hermosa es la creación de Dios, se me pone los pelos de punta con tan solo imaginarlo :3

The boy in the photo looks very much like me as a child. This and the music takes me back to many happy, some sad, and a few upsetting memories from my childhood all at the same time.

this actually feels like a dream

Listening of this music reminds me of those beautiful days where we were free from any worries. We could do whatever we wanted. We could play whenever we wanted to, we could dream whenever we wanted to. Looking back it feels like just a dream that we want. We want to go back from this fake life where we pretend to bw good ,pretend to be happy, always pretend when we are with people. It has become so common that even when we lose our loved ones we do not feel real emotions, we forget not to pretend.

@joseph.43530

2 ай бұрын

And then nostalgia hits as if memories were light years away.💫

One of the most beautiful playlists I have ever heard

Joseph, this is one of the best playlists I have found on KZread. I listen to hours upon hours of music on this platform every single day and this playlist was exactly what I needed, for that I thank you.

Ecouter le son tout en lisant les commentaires m'apaise, comme si la vie se résumé a ceci, des êtres qui partage leur ressentis, leur histoire, connecté par un fil de commentaire. C'est beau. Je vous aime.

It helps to find peace

Thank you for the upload ❤

This playlist is a masterpeace, it is bringing me back to places of imagination, far behind the normal life. I´also remimber someone who had said he had ha near-death experiences and that his life in memory had seemed to be much more realistic, and if he had lies or not, I thing there´s a truth, that esspacially today, where it´s hard for our psychy to different between unreal internet and real world, but also in general, that life seems to be more like a story dreamed in reality, than realaty, and the though that everything possibly was just a dream in world different and realer than our is impressive.

So, this is the best playlist I've ever listened to. Incredibly, all the songs are connected and complement each other. It's too much for me. thanks

I will never be able to be my old self again, because I have grown and life has forced me to be stronger, however I know that despite the pain and tears shed, there is that happy and innocent little girl who just wanted to be loved and respected. She’s still in me. I see her when I do things I love, that makes her happy and proud. She’s not dead yet, cus when I laugh, when I dance, when I’m myself I see her. I see my little me.

@e.ram07

10 күн бұрын

❤

i found this playlist from a week and now I'm obsessed thank you for this playlist 💗

and now it's my favorite playlist on youtube 💘 thank you so much

This is very good music. I could listen to this again and again.

I don’t yearn for my childhood like I find others doing. I think back about my childhood often, some moments were nice, but more often than not my childhood was bittersweet. There was ups, but a lot more downs. There’s times I remember playing with my childhood friends, but more often than not I was alone. As I enter adulthood not much has changed. I am still alone. I still have very few friends and only one person I’m actually close to. I see all these ppl with childhood friends they’re still friends with. Is it strange that I have none? I see ppl going to their hometowns hanging out with their old friends just like “old times”. I want that. But at this point in my life it is unattainable. For every good time I have to look back to there’s twice as many bad times. These days I rarely think about the past, doing so makes me feel sad. Is there something wrong with wanting to forget it all? Is it wrong to want to forget all the grief you experienced?

@caitlink

4 ай бұрын

You know what they say: people recycle the past for much more than it it’s actually worth. It’s not wrong to not yearn back for times that weren’t great, but that doesn’t mean everything is lost. There is still time in the future to make a past where you look back at with a positive view, where you meet your old friends and have a conversation about the good old times. But that only happens when you focus on yourself in the present. Where you have the opportunity to begin again and start healing. You need to see that moments come and go and there isn’t always something to gain from it, but maybe sometimes you just hold on for the sake of holding on.

@niqolecee

2 ай бұрын

@yungfiend6830 it's not wrong at all to forget the grief~ if it's a long-distant grief already, in my opinion, you're meant to learn from that experience. I don't know whether this will help you or not, but I just want to put it down here in case you read this, Isaiah 43:18-19, "Do not remember the former things, Or ponder the things of the past. Listen carefully, I am about to do a new thing, Now it will spring forth; Will you not be aware of it? I will even put a road in the wilderness, Rivers in the desert." Have a lovely life!

Thank you, I spent a night of serenity after a long time. I occasionally woke up to this music and I felt seen. It's been a long time since music stayed with me with such grace and gentleness.

@joseph.43530

2 ай бұрын

So glad to hear that !! ⭐️😄

Love it ❤ thank you dm for posting this

Very amazing and accurate playlist to start the first day of my holiday at a rainy day at a rented beach house 🫡

Perfect selection of tunes.

Just sit there to contemplate it all after you come back because you're gonna see such crazy and radical things in these trips. That when you come back you're gonna be like what the fuck was that? And you're gonna spend a week just in the shower, what the fuck was that? Cooking your food, what the fuck was that? Driving to work, what the fuck was that? Sitting at work doing your work, what the fuck was that? Thinking that. Trying to wrap your mind around it. Try to remember and trying to figure it out and that's a very valuable process.

I needed this, really..❤

Life….. really hurts, sometimes.

@freddie2749

4 ай бұрын

and then it stops hurting

Life is you. Everything's happening for you and not to you. You're infinite and your true nature is unconditional love❤️. This is ALL JUST A DREAM. Anything that has an end is a dream. You are your own universe. Just surrender and remember that the only emotion real is LOVE. Sending love and joy to you

As Buddha said - The dream like nature of reality - arise from the sleep of ignorance and experience the bliss of enlightenment.

I’m not sure how but I was brought here. Didn’t even know it was music but it was for a reason. Absolutely phenomenal Stay well friends ❤

Thanks for this 🖤💙🤍

just what i needed. thanks.

Wondering if it was all a dream, I woke up feeling a bit lost. The memories seemed so real, yet distant. Was it just my imagination playing tricks, or did I actually experience it? The line between dreams and reality blurred, leaving me in a puzzling moment of uncertainty.

This is a beautiful curated playlist!!

I'm in love with this playlist

beautiful picture! makes me feel feelings

This is just beautiful!

There is an art to curation. Well done.

beautiful, thank you

beautiful collection :)

I think my whole life I've just been lonely, neglected, suffered a year of nasty isolation and loss. It feels like my whole life has been a fever dream of happy memories. I don't remember being a kid. I'm only 22.

I want to wake up from this awful dream.

@Radozdam

2 ай бұрын

This reality is harsh and it's running out of color

thank you

Estou realmente sonhando acordada ouvindo isso, é brilhante 🌟❤

i have very recently started a youtube channel. the fear of being judged has held me back so long. this year ive finally decided to let go, let go of what they expect from me and to begin to do what i feel like i truly want to do. someday when you're old, you're gonna look back and count your regrets. im making sure i have a few. they're a saying in hindi that goes."sabse bada rog, kya kahegein log" which means the biggest disease you could suffer from is caring about what people are going to so. people will ALWAYS has something to talk about. just do your thing. i love you.

@amairasharmaaa43

4 ай бұрын

dont give up okay? also i just subscribed loveee your videossss

@joseph.43530

2 ай бұрын

Keep it up, I love your vibes✨✨

I loved this style of song ❤️🫳🧠

I remembered. thank you

Everything coming against me and I have to face it alone

@whyamiblessed3665

5 ай бұрын

Which you will ;)

@caitlink

4 ай бұрын

Embrace yourself, find strength in holding on just for the sake of holding on

i wish this is all was just a dream i wish i weak up in another reality or i just i wish i was died

@rns.s

4 ай бұрын

Life is sometimes hard. I send you strength, you are not alone. Better things are yet to come. Trust you and trust god/universe. Focus on yourself and forget about what is around you and cannot control

@hellnahmf

4 ай бұрын

@@rns.s thank u🤍

Suddenly. Just as life gives you everything it suddenly takes it away from you. When you least expect it you meet the love of your life, but when you least expect it leaves. When you least expect it you make good friends, but when you least expect it they stop contacting you. It will hurt you and you will be confused, because you never thought that it would end suddenly. Nothing in this life forever and if you get attached easily life’s gonna be hard. So love all you can and give all of you, because even does it have an end make that end worth it.

insanely underrated

hnnnggh... dude ... i cant stop sharting... i .. i c-cant stopp...... please hel-

so lovely

this has to be like my most favorite playlist ever

@joseph.43530

2 ай бұрын

🥹🥹

I feel like I don’t have any memories of past. I only remember feelings of dread, short lived happiness, purposelessness , and incapacity. I always felt I was failing myself even tho I never was at rock bottom. But when my friends left me, family always not present emotionally, and my work failed miserably, I felt alive. Alive with pain. Sometimes I hope someone hits me, curses me and drags me out of this delirium. At Least pain is real. I don’t want numbness. I sacrificed a lot of time. Not anymore. I want to feel. I want my memories to be real. Even if it’s selfish to ask for given that my life is fairly okay. It’s hard

LOVE YOU

such a great playlist

@joseph.43530

2 ай бұрын

thank you !!🌟🌟

when did my memories become dreams? my mother strokes my hair as i look out the car window, and the sun is warm on my face. i don't know where we are, or where we are going. i am preoccupied with the sight of trees flying by; trees so tall that i can't see the tops of them, even with my face pressed up against the cold glass. i have never felt like the world is against me. i don't know what it is to cry for something other than what i am holding in my hands. growing up is realizing over and over that you have woken up once again. growing up is realizing that the closest you'll ever be to that dream is now-- while your eyes are still adjusting to the darkness, and the words you were in the middle of saying still linger on your tongue, waiting to be said. and then, they slip away, they slip away, they slip away. and i screw my eyes shut, praying i'll be transported to her arms again; i try to picture the blur of trees , feel the warmth on my skin. 'let me say i love you,' i beg. 'let me say i love you before i go.' but it's too late. i have woken up, and though my eyes are still closed, i know what i will see when i open them. in that dream, i hadn't yet known what it is like to wake up alone. in my dreams, you never left.

Al final ... no era tan listo como pensé que era y no ví lo más evidente del mundo. Eso de ser artista no solo bastaba con tener buenas notas y pensar que con solo querer serlo iba a lograrlo, si, solo fue un sueño

Fav Playlist since Weeks now

Wow perfect!

It was a nightmare... And for many it still is.

23/12/2023. I had my 19th birthday in 2nd of August. Life still feels so unreal. What is my purpose of living, existing on this Earth? What can I become? What could I have become, If things happened just slightly different?

@Forit26

5 ай бұрын

Don’t dwell on the past too long, it’s gone and thinking about what (could have) happened is a waste of time and energy. Focus on the current to change the future

@tinzz1234

5 ай бұрын

If things had been slightly different , you'd still be you ! You don't have to find purpose in everything . Not having purpose is alright ! Just enjoy every moment , feel alive , experience all the broad range of emotions that life has to offer . Go through the ups and downs .

@freddie2749

4 ай бұрын

purpose: be nineteen

@Forit26

4 ай бұрын

@@freddie2749 freddie u real asf, i might send u a pie

I have my national exams in less than two months. I am not ready for life after that, possibly be accepted in another city from parents, might be married as usually people get married early here, work etc... acting like a woman, i dont see in myself doing that. All this time i have always imagined myself studying and pursing medicine but never knew the feeling of growing up, i guess i always thought i would die before uni. And i don't know the people that i have loved all along, to me they were my perfect piece, just yesterday i was having conversations wiith my best friends of 11 years, and it was as if the colors were fading away, they werent so kind, they shamed people in the chat, talk about boys but not in cute innocent way, and i even gave them a trick for solving physics, they both put me down and said hhhhh you now know that, and i felt like a dummy. And yesterday i called it quits with them in my mind. In a stage of my life where only my mom understands me. Love you mom.

Was it all just a dream? A morbid dream? Is he dreaming or is it all gone now? Now, he was laying in a ground hill, all alone. Everyone he knew or once crossed his path while he was still alive, were not there. Now the giant shadow casting trees were his only companions. In that bright day, illuminating his face was the sun, so bright! He kept his eyes shot! He could hear the birds sing in the early spring but was not able to move. He was paralysed now. He cried in silence and cursed himself, he could not hear them before, he was living for so many years inside his head that everything felt strange and so far away, but what if he could be able to run? But he couldn't. He was always attached to this morbid structure which won't allow him to move. Ah, misfortune! An absence so cold and sterile did he feel all his life. Everyone he loved, some died some...just left. He was afraid to lose. The root to his suffering was that all he loved, he loved in a heartbreaking way. He was an open wound and everyone he met just sticked their dirty hands to make him bleed. To drain this bloody stranger. To drain him to inexistence. One day before, he was watching his face in the mirror while not recognizing anything about the person he was seeing. Which was him of course but...Strange! For three years he could not even see himself in the mirror, he was transformed to a nonexisting creature, because he could not feel anything but pain and loss. He was isolated, getting punishment for a crime he didn't commit. Imagine how coward was he that every time his eyes crossed a reflection of him, he ran as fast as possible, to a new thing to do. To a new thing to keep his mind occupied. To not think about what happend to him. He, a moth, not a beautiful one, was hiding from the light. Kept on hiding from himself for years. One day he left his place, he traveled the world to find joy. He found nothing but fractions of different realities, places he photographed, people he kissed, bars where he drank, time that flew away. Who would had loved a troubled soul It all went away so quick. Now that it is dark. Was it all a dream? Am I dreaming of you or are you who lived through me?

I like to imagine that when we die, we're sitting in a room with some strange people asking us "Dude how was it?" and infront of us is some crazy psychedelic drug and then you realize that this entire life was just a trip.

20/1/2024 طالبة سادس ، بعد ٧ اشهر راح اكتشف اذا جان مجرد حلم لو راح يصير واقع، مادري . باجر اول امتحان لنصف السنه ومدا احس بخوف كانو فقدت الاحساس شي يخوف انو ما احس بخوف ، maybe it will become true …I don’t know, let me back after 7 months guys

@NourAlnader1

4 ай бұрын

ان شاء الله تكوني قدمتي منيح ، و الحمدلله انك تخطيتي شعور الخوف لانه ما بفيد ، انا زيك طالبة اخر سنة بالثانوي ، يارب كل الجهد اللي عم نبذله يرجعلنا اضعاف و ننجح و نبدا مرحلة جديدة بحياتنا . رح ارجعك عالكومنت بعد يوم مو سبع شهور ؛)

@ZoeLe-ec1vu

4 ай бұрын

@@NourAlnader1 we can 💪🏼❤️❤️