Unreachable Nihilism

Музыка

My English Discord Server: / discord
You can use my music for your anything as long as you give credit.
Thumbnail art by: ‪@relixus1760‬
This music originally was my take for Azali event but at that time I had no motivation to finish it so this track never made into the event. It's pretty different from the original so I'm uploading this as an original song to KZread. I hope you enjoy!

Пікірлер: 302

  • @omninewbie1848
    @omninewbie184813 күн бұрын

    “The stars align?” “… *bullshit.* “

  • @BoredomNoises

    @BoredomNoises

    13 күн бұрын

    this goes hard

  • @biograft_phighting

    @biograft_phighting

    12 күн бұрын

    this MAKES me hard

  • @biograft_phighting

    @biograft_phighting

    10 күн бұрын

    this goes hard as fuck

  • @apricakes8008

    @apricakes8008

    10 күн бұрын

    This goes hard as fuck on a truck

  • @meltingmug

    @meltingmug

    10 күн бұрын

    @@apricakes8008 Two trucks, perhaps?

  • @relixus1760
    @relixus176018 күн бұрын

    best way to describe my feelings after realizing that this is not on spotify...

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    18 күн бұрын

    im gonna release on spotify once i collect all my songs into a few albums

  • @Crembonii

    @Crembonii

    17 күн бұрын

    @@zero435 Yippie!

  • @DarenKajiWolf

    @DarenKajiWolf

    11 күн бұрын

    Well, me and other are just happy to have youtube and adblock to use it as. the true archive of music and internet history

  • @DarenKajiWolf

    @DarenKajiWolf

    11 күн бұрын

    ​@@zero435That's also cool!

  • @pharaohwrc

    @pharaohwrc

    8 күн бұрын

    same but for soundcloud

  • @noob-master819
    @noob-master81913 күн бұрын

    "You can't gatekeep nihilism!" "Watch me."

  • @FriendsLikeSolace
    @FriendsLikeSolace10 күн бұрын

    To be unable to reach nothingness... well... that is quite the interesting thought. Wanting to tell yourself that life has no meaning, but every step of the way, you are denied that feeling. Every corner you turn, no matter how far you think humanity is depraved and beyond helpless, you see a glimmer of hope.

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    10 күн бұрын

    🤍

  • @Flairis

    @Flairis

    7 күн бұрын

    That is a truly interesting premise

  • @Flairis

    @Flairis

    7 күн бұрын

    Makes me think this song could be adapted for an Amv of some sort where the protagonist is trying to be fully nihilistic but is comedically proven wrong and wrong again when his attempts at looking for negativity is either met or shown with positivity which makes it arguments seem weaker and eventually cracks and begins to feel good again.

  • @FriendsLikeSolace

    @FriendsLikeSolace

    7 күн бұрын

    @@Flairis Indeed. I love that Idea.

  • @pradneshkarwarker5878

    @pradneshkarwarker5878

    5 күн бұрын

    ​@@FlairisRe:zero? Idk if we should call him nihilistic tho

  • @meltingmug
    @meltingmug11 күн бұрын

    I didn’t think that chiptune could so well convey desperation, but like… this does it perfectly. To the playlist this goes, lol.

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    11 күн бұрын

    thank you it means a lot :)

  • @meltingmug

    @meltingmug

    10 күн бұрын

    @@zero435 You’re welcome! I look forward to your future work.

  • @sniksnak559
    @sniksnak55914 күн бұрын

    i only clicked on this because of the BANGER art and stayed for the BANGER song

  • @justinthawsetmyo4173

    @justinthawsetmyo4173

    13 күн бұрын

    I did for the banger title

  • @Darker_One

    @Darker_One

    12 күн бұрын

    Got my ears banged instead

  • @idanharel7004

    @idanharel7004

    11 күн бұрын

    I did for both

  • @libero2711_

    @libero2711_

    4 күн бұрын

    not art, a drawing not a song, a music

  • @sniksnak559

    @sniksnak559

    3 күн бұрын

    @@libero2711_ not writing, a poem

  • @MageBurger
    @MageBurger10 күн бұрын

    There lies a great irony on the determined journey to unreachable nihilism

  • @manduck5694
    @manduck569412 күн бұрын

    If nihilism is unreachable; then I stand strong against the impossible knowing that it will make a difference, knowing that it will not be forgotten, knowing that nothing will return to nothingness. However, I know that is a lie, yet I stand for no reason.

  • @funmuuh
    @funmuuh16 күн бұрын

    sounds like a scene where the protagonist is losing and he realizes again why he fights any way THIS IS A BANGER

  • @themarked2820

    @themarked2820

    12 күн бұрын

    He fights for no reason Hence the name.

  • @merlitamemirata45

    @merlitamemirata45

    21 сағат бұрын

    A war without reason one could say.

  • @dragoonsmash1395
    @dragoonsmash139514 күн бұрын

    This feels like the song for trying drag someone back to the light who at this point just a husk

  • @FriendsLikeSolace
    @FriendsLikeSolace10 күн бұрын

    The real question is... what side are you on? Losing hope and glimpsing at every last shred of good there is? Or wanting to accept that the world crumbling, yet somehow a force keeps it together, no matter how many times broken?

  • @user-cw2vo6gk3q
    @user-cw2vo6gk3q10 күн бұрын

    That first note got me thinking about some theory

  • @JustANormalSociopath

    @JustANormalSociopath

    2 күн бұрын

    Finally, music theory

  • @mintyreview6794
    @mintyreview679413 күн бұрын

    I just expected it to be a finger scratching

  • @playerguy2

    @playerguy2

    12 күн бұрын

    _"Pessimists are lucky! They're always either right, or pleasantly surprised."_

  • @Gabriel_Ultrakill

    @Gabriel_Ultrakill

    11 күн бұрын

    I might just start to be one, I love being right and surprised

  • @user-gm1ty8vu5v

    @user-gm1ty8vu5v

    9 күн бұрын

    ​@@Gabriel_Ultrakillhehehe

  • @WhoAmIToCareAbtUsername
    @WhoAmIToCareAbtUsername13 күн бұрын

    "The silent insanity of the monochrome moths" (idk my brain just farted this sh out)

  • @LighttSpruce

    @LighttSpruce

    7 күн бұрын

    what da heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllll

  • @meadnex331
    @meadnex33112 күн бұрын

    I would love a loop able version of this to use for a boss fight for my ttrpg group, this song is amazing!

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    12 күн бұрын

    thanks!! you can use my song however you want if you credit me properly. also if you decide to use it let me know when it's finished, i would like to see the results. if you want to contact me join my discord server in the description.

  • @JolleymanJ
    @JolleymanJ6 күн бұрын

    Literally how I felt after she said she didn’t want to build legos with me :(

  • @lobitodv
    @lobitodv14 күн бұрын

    it should be a crime for youtube not recommending this banger for everybody, that song is epic, makes me want to start composing music

  • @aspookyscaryskeleton5238
    @aspookyscaryskeleton523813 күн бұрын

    "look buddy, there's really no reason on doing this.its all over, for me, for you. No point trying on something who's fate its death..In that case *there's no reason to not got all in for once* *ARE YOU READY TO SEE THE SKY FALL.* "

  • @justsomejerseydevilwithint4606

    @justsomejerseydevilwithint4606

    11 күн бұрын

    "Just one sky? Oh please, _at least entertain me."_

  • @aspookyscaryskeleton5238

    @aspookyscaryskeleton5238

    11 күн бұрын

    "seems like ya don't miss anything with that cocky personality, huh?? Guess people never change."

  • @justsomejerseydevilwithint4606

    @justsomejerseydevilwithint4606

    11 күн бұрын

    @@aspookyscaryskeleton5238 "If only you knew how far from 'people' I am... perhaps you shall be entertaining in your ignorance. Shall we begin?"

  • @aspookyscaryskeleton5238

    @aspookyscaryskeleton5238

    11 күн бұрын

    @@justsomejerseydevilwithint4606 "never been more ready, go ahead land the first hit... If you can"

  • @justsomejerseydevilwithint4606

    @justsomejerseydevilwithint4606

    11 күн бұрын

    @@aspookyscaryskeleton5238 Glad we could have this little fanfic. My guy's backstory is they're from another reality where they've ruled galaxies with an iron fist. The question is, does that power translate to this reality?

  • @mackenzieray5252
    @mackenzieray525213 күн бұрын

    This is the Final boss music to God himself.

  • @mackenzieray5252

    @mackenzieray5252

    11 күн бұрын

    Wow this kinda spontaneously combusted, didn't it. (Not big enough for "Blew up" but still impressive to my standards.

  • @LighttSpruce

    @LighttSpruce

    7 күн бұрын

    @@mackenzieray5252 you forgot the second ")´"

  • @ericraululyeetusdelyeetus5028
    @ericraululyeetusdelyeetus502814 күн бұрын

    Sounds like bottled feverish madness.

  • @skyrkon4319
    @skyrkon43199 күн бұрын

    Unreachable, unattainable, hopeless, and exhausting. Truthfully, there isn’t a reason to continue fighting it: fighting the inevitable end, fighting the inevitable defeat, or fighting the eventual loss. But there also isn’t a reason to stop either. If everything is pointless, if everything is useless, why should you stop? Why should you stop struggling in your final moments? Why should you accept it peacefully? Laugh in its face, spite it for being so true, make the most of the hopeless situation, since it’s something you’ll only experience once. Don’t let them get the satisfaction of seeing you fall into despair, even when you finally reach that moment you close your eyes eternally. If you don’t deserve to live, they don’t deserve to see you give up.

  • @bentobias737
    @bentobias73710 күн бұрын

    “For so long as you strive to attain true nothing your very desires shall ensure it slips between your fingers like scalding-hot water.”

  • @derptp2087
    @derptp208713 күн бұрын

    To me this sounds like this was meant to be a theme for the antagonist everyone thinks is a good guy

  • @DeBlu-ne2wg
    @DeBlu-ne2wg13 күн бұрын

    Best way to describe my feelings after I realize there is no god. (My wifi died whilst I was winning)

  • @MeursauIt
    @MeursauIt16 күн бұрын

    I just found this randomly and I think it sounds awesome. I like it!

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    16 күн бұрын

    thanks!

  • @neobathi8734

    @neobathi8734

    14 күн бұрын

    I agree, Roland from LOR.

  • @notholyfire

    @notholyfire

    13 күн бұрын

    Is that Roland from Library of Ruina on the Nintendo Switch??

  • @solus3077

    @solus3077

    13 күн бұрын

    is that roland

  • @A_zae

    @A_zae

    13 күн бұрын

    is that roland

  • @Ultra_DuDu
    @Ultra_DuDu12 күн бұрын

    You realise how much of a little b-EEEE nihilism is once you realise ho many ways there is to crush it. Unhapiness? MORE LIKE SKILL ISSUE!

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    12 күн бұрын

    nihilism ≠ unhapiness. in fact, if i were a nihilist i would be happy and free.

  • @Ultra_DuDu

    @Ultra_DuDu

    12 күн бұрын

    @@zero435 I did not implied that nihilism equated unhapiness this is why I separated the line ^^". But you are wrong to assume that nihilism would bring you happiness because it can only do so for a very short while.

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    12 күн бұрын

    @@Ultra_DuDu there is a thing called optimistic nihilism. well i wouldn't be optimist nihilist if i were a nihilist but still i would be free and happy about it and i know for sure. im talking about myself so i'm not wrong. if i was claiming everybody would be happy and free i would be wrong. still other some people can be this way like me but im not talking about everyone and generalizing it.

  • @Ultra_DuDu

    @Ultra_DuDu

    12 күн бұрын

    @@zero435 ​ That is the thing, "optimistic nihilism" is not nihilism because nihilism is negative by definition. In fact it is closer to absurdism than actual nihilism. (I hate Kurzgesagt for popularising that term). I feel like that word slowly lossing it's original meaning everyday, like Stoicism, Epicurianism, Cynicism etc.

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    11 күн бұрын

    @@Ultra_DuDu yes i know optimistic nihilism isn't philosophical term and we don't need to be limited by terms, we can call that existential nihilism if you want they have pretty close meanings. there are many types of nihlisms not just one. you can be nihilist about one thing and not be a nihilist about other things such as being a morally nihilist believing that there are no morals it's all made up by humans but still believe that life has a meaning. we can still consider them nihilists, a nihilist doesn't have to be nihilist about all things at once, in fact it would be contradicting. you can't be in a position to defend that life has no meaning when you reject life itself in the first place. you can still be nihilist with different approaches. you can reject objective meaning and be nihilistic about it but can create your own subjective meaning. it doesn't make sense for me to say nihilism is negative, it's all about perception not definition of words or terms.

  • @UCN_player
    @UCN_player3 күн бұрын

    I feel like this should be put in deltarune chapter 3 in a moment where kris realizes that he is being controlled by the player and tries full of "✨DETERMENATION✨" to stop you, the player

  • @nadamada8328
    @nadamada832812 күн бұрын

    Discovered this randomly; certified banger!

  • @user-gm1ty8vu5v
    @user-gm1ty8vu5v9 күн бұрын

    That ending always gets me

  • @Koujin4
    @Koujin410 күн бұрын

    The YT algorithm has blessed my ears with this absolute banger

  • @Kirukilmao
    @Kirukilmao11 күн бұрын

    Haha reminds me of undertale nihilism... Which is cancelled.. Great song tho

  • @yokuutsu9097
    @yokuutsu909710 күн бұрын

    "Now that we're here..." "Me, you, and everyone else..." "There's a feeling that I can't help but shake off." "This dread-- this hole in my heart... Like there's a million voices, SCREAMING in my body, BEGGING to escape!-" "But that's when I realized, after we've defeated the demon king..." "It's all me. Coming from me." "I never enjoyed a second of it." "Being with you, laughing with you, fighting side by side with you..." "Ah, I really... Really am the worst..." "Don't take this personally, I just... Can't go on like this." *"I want to hear the trumpet within my heart. The unfiltered sound."* *Your party member attacks!*

  • @TheOneWhoCares.
    @TheOneWhoCares.12 күн бұрын

    This Sounds like the struggles of the damned..... I love it

  • @AndrewS-vu4ji
    @AndrewS-vu4ji2 күн бұрын

    The cover adequately represents the music. That being immense vibes with a style I've very rarely seen.

  • @floofyboi7546
    @floofyboi75465 күн бұрын

    When your spite fueled quest to prove life has no meaning only functions to keep you pressing on

  • @enzo.6955
    @enzo.695513 күн бұрын

    this shit peaks

  • @BlackDicey
    @BlackDicey12 күн бұрын

    New banger is approaching!!

  • @realmixaoc
    @realmixaoc11 күн бұрын

    Unprescribed nihilism

  • @Dokattak
    @Dokattak10 күн бұрын

    Free use with credit!? Chad composer When I use this, I'll happily credit you!

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    10 күн бұрын

    also let me know when you use thanks :)

  • @blyatcykanaxui
    @blyatcykanaxui13 күн бұрын

    OH MY GOD, how good it is to describe all my emotion, my body starts dancing while i listening this, thanks you so much for that, gonna listen this all day long.

  • @justsomejerseydevilwithint4606
    @justsomejerseydevilwithint460611 күн бұрын

    I like that this is a perfect loop.

  • @randomverse9592
    @randomverse95925 күн бұрын

    "Damn my unbreakable faith in humanity"

  • @user-gm1ty8vu5v
    @user-gm1ty8vu5v11 күн бұрын

    Stand user: The afraid of dying

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    11 күн бұрын

    yeah basically it's this if you simplify

  • @lukool1800
    @lukool180011 күн бұрын

    Nice song, makes me think of racing games or a boss fight where i'm at 1 health and I beat it right before I die. Hope to hear more

  • @toaster317
    @toaster31718 күн бұрын

    This is some Tim Follin stuff.

  • @Asupreme

    @Asupreme

    11 күн бұрын

    this is indescribably high praise considering some of tim's work

  • @diamondshard88
    @diamondshard8813 күн бұрын

    This immediately goes onto my mega playlist. This is so good! I always love chiptune(i think that's the term) music.

  • @keostar7501
    @keostar750112 күн бұрын

    what a great song for the 4th of july

  • @queenchaosyet
    @queenchaosyet10 күн бұрын

    Oh my gosh, ive never subed faster to a channel before in my LIFE your songs show passion and meaning with every note that I hear

  • @llevc
    @llevc12 күн бұрын

    this is an amazing piece ngl

  • @Romanticoutlaw
    @Romanticoutlaw4 күн бұрын

    [You can't run away from this battle.]

  • @GenerallyChaotic6839
    @GenerallyChaotic68392 күн бұрын

    If you disappear like Bonnie, I will cry.

  • @RepugnantWorm
    @RepugnantWorm2 күн бұрын

    Absolutely bangin. Finger scratching good

  • @pola541
    @pola54112 күн бұрын

    Beutiful...

  • @destroyer5118
    @destroyer511812 күн бұрын

    i wish it was longer

  • @judgement7279
    @judgement72797 күн бұрын

    Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

  • @Giraffe210
    @Giraffe2104 күн бұрын

    This sounds like it would be a sick as fuck rhythm game song

  • @RayRMT
    @RayRMT3 күн бұрын

    Domain Expansion: Unreachable Nihilism

  • @Unserioussam328
    @Unserioussam32814 күн бұрын

    oh look another small musician doing what they love. lemme just uh.. there we go. hope to see more!

  • @qiuxinyunb
    @qiuxinyunb4 күн бұрын

    youtube recommended me this with a mix thank you, youtube

  • @Vbtktds
    @Vbtktds14 күн бұрын

    This is insanely sick gotta put that on soundcloud my brotha

  • @rustnepoteter
    @rustnepoteter13 күн бұрын

    Absolutely amazing

  • @thegunnednoob
    @thegunnednoob13 күн бұрын

    quickest sub i've ever freaking given goodness gracious, love the song man

  • @TheMind129
    @TheMind12913 күн бұрын

    I have found another random KZreadr that makes really good music videos.

  • @glockroach5731
    @glockroach573111 күн бұрын

    this is so Scott Pilgrim VS The World: The Game coded

  • @cookieepasel2406
    @cookieepasel240611 күн бұрын

    Now THIS is what motivation sounds like.

  • @beckhytt
    @beckhytt3 күн бұрын

    awesome job friend!!!! algorithm knows what’s good!!!

  • @Popotato7777
    @Popotato77779 күн бұрын

    Actually fire wth

  • @chrisheartman9263
    @chrisheartman92635 күн бұрын

    I thought this was an experimental mini-essay. Am I disappointed it's actually music? Eh, kinda-maybe. Have I still enjoyed? Yes.

  • @leroyspeelt
    @leroyspeeltКүн бұрын

    If theres a god out there... its me

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    Күн бұрын

    huh

  • @anonymoususer5940
    @anonymoususer594013 күн бұрын

    What the hell, this is catchy as fuck

  • @devianDog
    @devianDog13 күн бұрын

    this fucking ROCKS!!!!! another w for the nihilism community

  • @zendakongaming5159
    @zendakongaming515915 күн бұрын

    *dancing*

  • @xanderl7348
    @xanderl73489 күн бұрын

    i would bet everything that this guy is an undertale fan

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    9 күн бұрын

    well yes im fan of the game and toby fox but im not part of thr community or interested in fan made content, i just admire the original game. i used to be that kind of fan when i was a kid though 💀 it was cursed but it was fun.

  • @xanderl7348

    @xanderl7348

    9 күн бұрын

    @@zero435so real for that tbh

  • @Wrenna_Gray
    @Wrenna_Gray5 күн бұрын

    Damn this is hype! Reminds me a lot of the Pause Ahead soundtrack :D

  • @Space_isnt_here
    @Space_isnt_here9 күн бұрын

    Why is this the only song not in the range of things I like that I actually like

  • @sansclone1874
    @sansclone187413 күн бұрын

    This vibe is familiar.

  • @laby1827
    @laby182715 күн бұрын

    This would make an amazing boss ost I think !! Sounds really great :)

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    15 күн бұрын

    thanks im glad you liked it :) !! i don't like when people find my music similar to boss fight music while im trying to express my feelings and making music about depressing topics but i can see why people comment this way. don't get me wrong i know you have no bad intentions and im glad you enjoyed it, i just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings :)

  • @laby1827

    @laby1827

    14 күн бұрын

    ​@@zero435 Oh I'm sorry, I didn't mean my comment to sound disrespectful about the feelings you put in music! and well, since we're on the topic of sharing thoughts, if you don't mind we can discuss this a little further ^^ Of course I can't know what you've been through and what exactly you want to tell with your art, all I have are my own reflections and interpretations of your work. Unreachable Nihilism really reminded me of Omori. You probably know this game (correct me if I'm wrong, I'm making this assumption based on the thumbnail of Old Summer), this game has a lot of complex and interesting characters, and usually the boss battle is the climax, the moment were everything unfold and you learn more about them. A music providing strong feeling can enhance these important moment, and it makes them memorable. This is why I will never forget the battle against Aubrey, the music was so perfect to convey the feelings to the player ! When I was comparing your music to a boss theme, it was because Unreachable Nihilism feels very intense, and maybe "boss battle" was not the best way to say it, I was more meaning about a the "Climax of a story or a character". Though this is only my interpretation, I'm biased by the fact that I like to create small games and stories ^^ I also listened to some other musics you made, I really like what you do, I hope you'll keep sharing your projects on YT :)

  • @defiledsoul1658

    @defiledsoul1658

    14 күн бұрын

    @@zero435 You know when you mention it like that, I feel the parallel between your intention how it can relay to others as boss music, shows how people view negative feelings, problems and views as an evil to overcome, like an games final antagonist. Just an interesting way to look at it I think.

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    14 күн бұрын

    @@laby1827 yeah i know omori and the final battle's music was really impactful with the violins, aubrey battle was also pretty emotional with that distorted lofi electric guitar sound. i know you can't exactly tell what i want to express from the outside. it's a bit saddening for me that i cant convey my emotions directly through music but if you did find my music intense then i might succeded a bit about conveying my emotions. having your own interpretations isn't a bad thing, i do this a lot with art that i consume too and everyone else does that. we put different meanings that belongs to us which is amazing i think but it also has some downsides sometimes from an artist perspective as i mentioned. i wish we could live in a reality that we could directly understand an artist's perspective without ruining our own perspectives and meanings. it's one of the tiny little things i find flawed in existence. so without going any deeper i want to thank you for nice comments :) im glad you're enjoying my work, it doesn't matter how. i hope you have a great day!

  • @laby1827

    @laby1827

    14 күн бұрын

    ​@@zero435Yeaah you're right, it's hard for the artist's intention to coexist with the public's interpretation without one taking over the other, I never thought of it like that 🤔 Anyway ! I wish you a nice day too ! :)

  • @Vainglory100
    @Vainglory10013 күн бұрын

    Unique and enjoyable

  • @dogindagrass
    @dogindagrass10 күн бұрын

    Ay, Lmao, I'll become so nothing that I'm everything!

  • @brauliodorantes8232
    @brauliodorantes823215 күн бұрын

    Maaan... i was expecting something less.. 8-bit?.. BUT HOLLY MOLLY DOES IT STILL SLAP- its awesome. i really gotta start diggin in on more of this style of music. i can only listen to so much breakcore after all.

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    15 күн бұрын

    thanks im glad u liked it :) breakcore is a pretty good genre i like it. check out my "trying to hold on to life" track it's a mix of breakcore and chiptune, it's chipbreak. i plan to make more chipbreak tracks, the next video will be chipbreak

  • @brauliodorantes8232

    @brauliodorantes8232

    15 күн бұрын

    @@zero435 really? damm now you picked my interest. gotta listen to that rq and gonna be back

  • @brauliodorantes8232

    @brauliodorantes8232

    15 күн бұрын

    @@zero435 Back from doing it. It was awesome, looking forward to the next "chipbreak" track!

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    15 күн бұрын

    @@brauliodorantes8232 thanks :)

  • @brauliodorantes8232

    @brauliodorantes8232

    15 күн бұрын

    @@zero435 thank YOU for making these, they are great!

  • @alikoster
    @alikoster13 күн бұрын

    How can one describe the "Unreachable Nihilism"? Like when you just cannot make yourself to not care?

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    13 күн бұрын

    it's a personal story. im gonna explain it briefly tho it's not that simple. i hate life and i wish i was never born and this started like 5-6 years ago when i found out "nothingness" idea. many things in life happened to make me discover the ideas and beliefs i have but im not gonna explain them in this comment. everything in life lost meaning and value for me, i realized nothing is worth living with the bad and good. good things in life started to seem unnecessary and a fuel for pain loop. i started to desire to not exist strongly for a long time, i still desire it but i don't show a special effort to achieve it because i realized it's futile. what futile is trying to reach nihilism. what i mean by that is i have septic approach to after death, if we disappear after death i could achieve what i want: to not exist. but i believe in possibilities, not only religions, anything i can imagine can be real, which is pretty scary for me. so i was trying to believe and rationalize nihilism "we're born from nothing and we will be nothing after we die". but i couldn't reach it and found out how dumb and futile effort im in, my beliefs didn't change no matter how i tried. and finally this song is about this effort i put into to try to reach nihilism but couldn't.

  • @justsomejerseydevilwithint4606

    @justsomejerseydevilwithint4606

    11 күн бұрын

    Look up Kurzesagt's video on Optimistic Nihilism; nothing matters at all, and all we'll ever know is this life, so the only thing that could ever matter is how this life feels. I choose to make this life pleasant, and to help others have the same. Basically, Nihilism changes nothing; we still will only experience this life, so we still should be invested in it, as it's all we'll ever have. I urge you to try to make your existence pleasant somehow-- it's all you'll ever know, isn't it?

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    11 күн бұрын

    @@justsomejerseydevilwithint4606 it's hard to explain it all in one or two comments with my non native language english. it's impossible for me to make my existence pleasant while i find this existence dreadful out of my control, all i can do is try to reduce pain which is my goal since im forced to live. what you stated is an perspective, a belief so not everyone thinks that way. people can still believe that all we'll ever know is not only this life or believe that life has a specific meaning and everything matters, just for example there are many religious people out there and people can rationalize their belief with valid methods. so what i mean what you said isn't a generally valid/objective statement it's just an opinion open to debate. same goes for nihilism it's a belief and perspective so it changes everything, for example i believe in god and hate them even tho im skeptical about their existence but their existence is more likely to me (basically agnostic theism with a misotheistic approach) and if i were a true nihilist without doubts, i would be free from god and dont't believe it. it would change how i live completely. if i were a nihilist i wouldn't be optimistic nihilist or absurdist because why would i strive for no reason if nothing matters? if we're gonna disappear? if anything doesn't have any meaning? why would i still continue this thing called life i despise so much and nothing good in life doesn't mean anything for me? i can just die and be nothing forever. assuming if i were a nihilist, optimistic nihilism or absurdism wouldn't work for my case, i can see why it works for some people because they have some sort of connection with life and enjoy some stuff in life which is totally valid even if they reject everything and think that nothing in life matters and has no meaning.

  • @nullsol6274
    @nullsol62746 күн бұрын

    Love me some 6/8

  • @starwyvern010
    @starwyvern0106 күн бұрын

    Man, this is SO good!!!

  • @ratat0ullie
    @ratat0ullie6 күн бұрын

    God this would be a kickass boss theme

  • @JuanCa-dx4co
    @JuanCa-dx4co11 күн бұрын

    Last breath ahh song, but it's cool af still holy shit

  • @squishybox7901
    @squishybox790116 күн бұрын

    fire

  • @bilalckr151
    @bilalckr15112 күн бұрын

    Bu Başka Bir seviye

  • @mariaelisacruz
    @mariaelisacruz3 күн бұрын

    This sounds awesome!

  • @mrlazycrazy
    @mrlazycrazy7 күн бұрын

    Fighting Eldridge horrors would make you want to believe it is all fake.

  • @kyafactor
    @kyafactor6 күн бұрын

    dang this is really good

  • @parasocks1613
    @parasocks16137 күн бұрын

    To search for nothing is to search for something. To not search is to find what already is. To defy it all is to find yourself within it. What truly matters? Anything? Everything? Then you recall that you aren't a slave created to achieve a goal. You just are. What matters is not predetermined. That means you can live to your heart's content. So then, the question changes. What matters to YOU?

  • @Gabriel_Ultrakill
    @Gabriel_Ultrakill11 күн бұрын

    I expected something more like from Faith bit hey, the song is good, I won't complain

  • @Efe69888
    @Efe6988818 күн бұрын

    :O müziklerin çok ilham verici

  • @acidrain4769
    @acidrain476917 күн бұрын

    this shit hard

  • @sourhill2292

    @sourhill2292

    15 күн бұрын

    me after i eat cement

  • @pharaohwrc
    @pharaohwrc8 күн бұрын

    holy shit this is good

  • @RainStarr1119
    @RainStarr111911 күн бұрын

    Am now learning this as my first song on guitar (very bad idea)

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    11 күн бұрын

    oh boy you're gonna have a hard time

  • @EternalPhoenix
    @EternalPhoenix7 күн бұрын

    This is so good!!!!

  • @olarauber2006
    @olarauber20069 күн бұрын

    Holy fuck this shit goes so hart. please start a Spotify. get it king 🔥

  • @zero435

    @zero435

    9 күн бұрын

    im trying to collect songs to release few albums hopefully this year i will release my songs on spotfiy. thanks:)

  • @olarauber2006

    @olarauber2006

    9 күн бұрын

    @@zero435 im looking forwart to it :]

  • @Mr_AlexYT681
    @Mr_AlexYT68116 күн бұрын

  • @nealwarren8878
    @nealwarren88787 күн бұрын

    The World Is terrible yes nothing really matter in the grand scheme of things yet I still stand proud moving forward without a care in the world still knowing everything I work for will lead to naught I don't understand why I keep going but I still do is it too see the ones I love happy or is it to save them the pain of me quitting and giving up their are those who fall behind the belief of a god yet all of us knows deep down that such things don't exist and more than likely we will never find out since their are things we just can't understand yet still we push forward in life to a end Unknown to us so Understand this Don't be sad about your short time embrace it and make a difference to those you care for

  • @user-gm1ty8vu5v

    @user-gm1ty8vu5v

    7 күн бұрын

    We are all a bunch of dreamers after all.