This video popped up in my recommended and it looks like a time capsule of the webcam vlogs you would see in 2012.

@shayeyre8691

24 күн бұрын

I clicked just so I could experience the 2012 realness one more time

@basedaudio1

23 күн бұрын

Web cams still suck

@kristoffseisler2163

23 күн бұрын

i swear to everything that i clicked on a video that said "10 years ago"

@ETERNVLLVLLVBY

22 күн бұрын

actually with all the posters it seems more like 2015 or 2016

@dahsarepop6700

21 күн бұрын

I've seen a couple videos like this.

I thought this was a video from 10 years ago from the quality and scene style until I saw it was posted yesterday 😭

@FSAPOJake

23 күн бұрын

10 years ago? Try 15-16.

@Austinwillis470

22 күн бұрын

Yeah, literally thought this was from 2009 or 2010 when I saw the hair style which is something I do like which is obviously why I have my hair the way I do

@RandomCoyote

20 күн бұрын

same lol

@thelegacyofgaming2928

20 күн бұрын

@@jojo_jx7 2008 -2009 is a pretty big difference from 2014

@thelonercoder5816

17 күн бұрын

@@FSAPOJake yep its evident these kids weren't around lmfao. This style is 2007 - 2011, not 2014.

It’s not being an adult itself that sucks, it’s society forcing you to be a certain way and do certain things that sucks.

@yangpaan453

11 күн бұрын

society doesnt force you to do anything, you impose these rules on yourself because you want to be viewed and treated in a certain way. just stop caring.

@notreallyafamousartist695

9 күн бұрын

@@yangpaan453let’s be honest tho, there are certain norms that if not followed can absolutely hinder your life & or opportunities if you deviate too hard. I’m at work rn at the end of my shift so no I can’t give you an example but you know I’m right. And I’m a pretty out there guy myself

@yangpaan453

9 күн бұрын

@@notreallyafamousartist695 Not really, unless youre talking about the legality or morality of certain things then obviously. But "society forcing you to be a certain way" I cant think of any examples that would hinder your life too much if you were "not normal"

@martinnxddd

9 күн бұрын

@@yangpaan453 i can say that certain norms would be typical adult responsibilities like just working a job, and basic civil criteria such as following laws, but i can definitely see that society shouldnt force anyone to be a certain way in regards to harmless interests, and hobbies. I personally dont care how iam viewed as an adult and i think its good to contribute by not judging anyone else for harmless things that is possibly not viewed as a "normal" social label, granted that it doesn't negatively affect other people.

@JoeDirtisawsome

9 күн бұрын

@@yangpaan453 yes really, people who deviate from societal expectations are often shunned and ridiculed. Its a lot harder to form relationships with people if they view you as a deviant. There are millions of men and women who who grew up in environments where they were expected to live a "traditional" lifestyle, but they get ostracized when they fail to live up to those expectations. There are boys who get bullied and harassed for being too feminine, and there are kids who get kicked out of their homes for being gay. There are adults who've lost their loved one and friend groups for coming out the closet. These are examples of society forcing you to be a certain way.

This video got beamed onto the Internet from an alternate universe where its still 2009

@Nugdud

21 күн бұрын

why do all you youtube commenters collectively say the same exact thing like cloned androids

@Shekillsxeno.

20 күн бұрын

​@@NugdudBecome As gOds

@PawapuroJRPGfan878

20 күн бұрын

I was very little when that 2009 was around, so I don't know what is was like then. But it does give out those 2009 vibes. After all, not everyone can afford good recording equipment.

@lynneplex

20 күн бұрын

​​@@Nugdudbecause human experience and human relatability from different perspectives

@SeethingSimp

20 күн бұрын

@@Nugdud Yep, the same point has already been made 100 times and everyone needs to paste the same thing like a mentally disabled choir

This looks like it was recorded between 2007 to 2010, I like it.

@jeremebonesaw

20 күн бұрын

Cameras back then were definitely worse quality than this.

@zackyzackyzacky1

20 күн бұрын

@@jeremebonesaw It's not just that, the room environment adds to it as well.

@bricegraham8256

19 күн бұрын

That's facts. It's pretty dope. Plus she has emo styling too. Which I hear was more popular in the mid 2000s

@thelonercoder5816

17 күн бұрын

@@jeremebonesaw No they weren't. KZread just compressed the vids to 480p so even if you had a good 720p camera (which was considered good back then), it would still get compressed to a lower quality lol.

@timothyliao636

8 күн бұрын

That was a great time…. Except for the fact that I was in middle school and middle school suuuuckssss

Did I just time travel back to 2008?

@justjavilol

17 күн бұрын

2009 actually

@Lexster918

16 күн бұрын

@@justjavilolmy first thought was 2009

@codeninja100

11 күн бұрын

Swag 😎

@pabloescobarschanclas

6 күн бұрын

i wish.

1. I thought this vid came out in 2009. 2. As a recent graduate, i can confirm being an adult is difficult. The amount of self control you have to have when working is a trial 💀

@RealityRecovery

15 күн бұрын

I cAN CoNfIrM

@mxbuns8454

9 күн бұрын

@@RealityRecoverygirl bye don't be a hater

@pastadeadman4594

6 күн бұрын

As someone who graduated a few years ago, do NOT stop working, no matter how hard it is. I tried to take it easy and just do what I want, and now I have been homeless for 3 months because everything fell apart when I didn't have enough money

@TyAL118

5 күн бұрын

@@pastadeadman4594 Thanks for the advice cuz BROTHER, my patience is being tested DAILY

@TyAL118

5 күн бұрын

@@RealityRecovery What did you hope to accomplish with this comment?

Adult life CAN suck, but the amount of freedom you start to feel when adult life begins to feel more comfortable is unparalleled. Don't give up ✌️

@mattburrito

17 күн бұрын

it be cool if adult life was equal to child life

@edreds2145

11 күн бұрын

@@mattburritofr, sadly there are lots of problems. At least what can make adulthood a bit acceptable is that those shitty things that someone must have done are made by someone who already lived their childhood and who can try to make life easier little by little Don’t give up 🫶

@mattburrito

11 күн бұрын

@@edreds2145 if adulthood and childhood was equal it be a very good utopia

@crabohato4954

7 күн бұрын

WHEN it begins to feel more comfortable. It's still pretty shit for some who're tryna make their way while still working under less than minimum wage

@DrizzleDrizzleNeverDies

7 күн бұрын

@@crabohato4954 Yeah, that's... That's what I said. WHEN it does. Thanks for reinforcing the point, I guess?

holy SHIT, i actually legitimately thought this was from the 2000’s sometime. i was surprised when i saw “3 days ago.” wow, the actual way 2000’s culture is being reintroduced, and having it alive again is amazing.

@sadsappysucker_

20 күн бұрын

yea this video looked like 2008-09 from the thumbnail.

@PawapuroJRPGfan878

20 күн бұрын

Not everyone can afford good recording and capture equipment.

@user-pj4wl3vx3d

19 күн бұрын

@@PawapuroJRPGfan878pushing it, could be she’s talking about her look

@brendonprophette8890

19 күн бұрын

@@user-pj4wl3vx3d??? then he would talk about her appearance not the video

@user-pj4wl3vx3d

19 күн бұрын

@@brendonprophette8890 you’re response makes no sense, with your ideology if it were about the video quality he would’ve spoke on it as well.

what you said about wanting to hang out with friends and not being able to, is by far the most relatable thing on this platform. stay sane 🙏

@buri.bii3

24 күн бұрын

I relate to this aswell. It is hard for my friends and I to hang out together, mostly due to work and other personal responsibilities. When you look at life, ⅓ of time is taken up by work and you are often too exhausted to do anything, especially as there isn't enough time remaining in the day to relax or decompress.

@misspeachtails

24 күн бұрын

a lot of us really are goin through the same, it's soooo relatable and profound rn. none of you are alone!!!

@DirtyDawg

23 күн бұрын

Use weekends for that

@PawapuroJRPGfan878

20 күн бұрын

Indeed!

@PawapuroJRPGfan878

20 күн бұрын

@@buri.bii3 Yes! That is true! While there are some people out there who can make their own hours, that isn't simply the case for the majority of us.

KZread thought this was an authentic original KZread vlog and decided to recommend it to everyone. I’m glad it did.

@jessymfwilson

7 күн бұрын

Same

Real 2007 vibes

@8Corpse1Allergy8

20 күн бұрын

2007 kinda mid compared to early years

the old-school-youtube energy of this is super comforting actually

Love the monster high necklace

@zammyzambie

21 күн бұрын

@@joshuanicholas3903 thank you!

@joshuanicholas3903

21 күн бұрын

@@zammyzambie lol no problem. Also congrats on the 1 K. When I was active on here I never even got close to that so you must be doing something right. Keep up the good work

I'm 22 and I'm feeling this. I was never really a social person growing up, bad acne didn't help, i guess i was a bit of a geek and now it's difficult trying to make friends. I just get so anxious. Life is tough. Hopefully it gets easier someday. Love your necklace.

@edreds2145

11 күн бұрын

Good luck bro 🙏

@lounielouna7556

9 күн бұрын

same age and im going thru the same shit. stay strong boys

@clownjuice_blue4899

7 күн бұрын

I hope you have a good weekend and week

@neomawzz

3 күн бұрын

People seriously care about acne? Geez, that’s so pretentious. Hope your well

The part when you mentioned you're scared of going out and do what you want is exactly how I feel. You're in control of your life, but that fear is controlling you and it can be hard to break free, so you're stuck in this loop.

I’m 22 and I don’t feel like an adult yet. I barely even feel like a human being some days. A lot of the adults in my life told me I was mature for my age as a child, but now that I am older I feel like I’m in a limbo of some kind. I wonder if I’ll ever feel like I fit.

@AG-hx6qn

6 күн бұрын

Maybe it doesn't happen for us like... ever. I'll be 32 soon and I'm still not feeling whatever people may be lying about feeling. :/ lol

@ryn.999

23 сағат бұрын

I’m 23 and same, stoic strawberries. Same except I’ve just kinda accepted that I probably won’t ever feel like I fit

I am 22 and feel exactly the same way 😞 But I feel less alone hearing someone else going through the same situation as I am. It feels near impossible to befriend people our age, I miss high school too it was easier making friends there. This generation needs more places to find a social circle, the internet sucks for that and it’s worse when knowing I live in a super small city with an old population

@PawapuroJRPGfan878

20 күн бұрын

I agree! Adult life has been hard for me too! I feel very lonely and live with my parents currently.

@eliseenvisionz7588

18 күн бұрын

Same

@samitechcookie9758

17 күн бұрын

I'm 23. Here's my testimony. first of all: Things can become good! I am sure that someone out there cares for you.😊😊 I have been through a 4 year phase (starting from 2018, when I graduated secondary school, stretching from college to study), where I felt emptiness inside. I had lost myself. I didn't know who I was, didn't really have the motivation for positive stuff. Two college friends were there for me but whenever I wouldn't play something alone or spend time with them, this feeling, alongside sadness really took a toll on me. Same whenever I wasn't around family. It was the first year of college: I had to learn how to live on my own for the first time. I really used to cry the first few times whenever I left family lol. I rarely had the motivation to cook. 90% I wasn't interested in studying, I believe it had to do with this darkness, rather than laziness. Sometimes classmates would even bully me. This aside. After a while I started playing computer games and this took a bad turn, as I got into the habit of doing it all night, every day, at the college dorm. I felt like I was high or hypnotised 90% of the time where I was awake, even often when I talked to ppl. Then it was summer 2019, it refreshed me. I repeated the 11th grade (the year I just talked about). I thankfully got to be with new classmates and their energy was positive. I did become more positive again. I had the incentive to learn/study. I had better communication with lectors. I went to the park, wandering. I love the ducks in the river lol. Nature also has a positive impact on mental health. My class and I were for 2 years. I eventually graduated from there. But inside of me there was this thorn of isolation and sadness. 2021 I started a study, which on surface seemed was what I wanted, but in detail was not my stuff. At the beginning my gut feeling told me to not choose it. But I did. And it backfired. The thorn grew bigger again. I completely lost any interest of studying. Since I considered myself a christian (I still do), I started reading about what the bible tells us. Unfortunately most of what I learnt was in a negative, wrong way. I was scared that to spread God's love we have to take everything in the bible literally and have to preach to ppl every day non-stop. It came across like this from some alleged christian guidelines on social media. I didn't feel peaceful consuming this content. It really was something demonic that distracted me from the real beauty of human love and the good things God wants for all of us (imo). Then the end of 2022 came. It was end of November or start of December. I wanted to see what a metal band, which I hadn't really listened to for years, had done in the meantime. This band is Metallica. I dived deep into their life story, personal and them together. I just listened to their words. I just felt some peace of doing it. I started watching their new and old concerts. I saw they had a new song, that would soon after be in an album. I admired how Metallica stood together through all the hardships and hell they've been. (Watch "Some Kind Of Monster" documentary) At some point it clicked in me. All this misery was gone from me. I found myself again. I became genuinely happy again. I regained this peace. This even brought the metalhead back in me. They have since then been my fav band 😅. I have since started to take things people talk about christianity and bible with the grain of salt. I knew that when I accept the Holy Spirit to guide me (It can literally also be your gut feeling), that this is the key of understanding the bible and that all of God's intentions are for good. Again. not all in the bible is literal. I learnt that many ppl who preach wrong about christianity have a judgemental mentality and it pushes you away from the love. It even pushed me away. This is like a cult and it's terrible. Living as a christian to me means to spread positivity. Even little things that brighten someone's day. Like, helping carrying things, helping out with tech issues. But also non-material things that share love. I consider Jesus to be a fundamental part of the luck inside a human being. For that reason I accepted him as my saviour and a bff who is there for us, anytime, anywhere. Even if not in physical form. He died on the cross so that we can have peace and be saved from hell as well as being able to dispose these f**ing demons inside of us), we just need to accept him as our saviour. That's the only way. Yes, I do swear sometimes. And that's ok if ur careful 😅 tldr: And heck, imo even when we do good to others we are representing his love. Not what harms us or others. And by harm I really mean doing something destructing/hurtful, like judging etc. I'm still fighting demons. I sometimes have OCD, it's about others tho. I don't know why 😂😭 Anyway. You are not alone. God bless you, and everyone else and may you guys find someone u resonate with. ✌✌ P.S. Metal is therapeutic. Ignore that satanic panic bs.

@ashgr23

12 күн бұрын

Ikr! I graduated highschool last year and am so clueless as to how I'm supposed to befriend new people, because at least in school you see ppl your age almost everyday. Now, I'm relying on meeting people through my childhood best friend, but its not rlly working so I'm screwed lol

Wake up anon, it’s 2012. Everything is okay.

@isaiahjones2089

19 күн бұрын

Man. I wish we could go back to simpler times.

@ever1791

9 күн бұрын

Cornball

@Britpopslag

8 күн бұрын

vro I wish :(

@isaiahjones2089

8 күн бұрын

@@Britpopslag man. You and me both.

Raw, cold, and legit 2000s style video talking about life. this is peak youtube and i love it. Even i feel the same way about my life as i too am growing older and gaining more responsibilities; having more things to stress about. Wherever you are, good place or bad place, i wish you good luck and peace of mind with whatever comes in life regardless, godbless

Growing old is inevitable. Growing up is optional.

I feel that how hard it is talking to people LOL. There were many times I was so anxious to talk to my manager for my break. The first time I tried to give my two weeks I actually delayed it for months bc of how anxious I was LMAO. But you got this!!

@zammyzambie

24 күн бұрын

@@oneweakbraincell9722 YOU SOUND JUST LIKE ME, I had to write down a note about what I was going to say because I was so nervous :,)

She's so pretty.

this video resonates so hard!! ty for being honest i am 21 nearing 22 & i feel the exact same way about wanting to go back to high school. i miss being able to see people my age all the time, i also hate my job & work with people wisher younger or older than me but ive stuck there for the money. hoping to work at spirit this year tho

@zammyzambie

24 күн бұрын

@@rachel56392 I'm turning 21 in a couple of weeks, I'm honestly wanting a job that doesn't have anything to do withth clothes

@shwingler8871

19 күн бұрын

Man I just graduated 2 months ago and I miss it so much. I loved going to school and hanging out with my friends. Now I’m just alone and depressed

2000’s core

making friends is so hard. i started going to events with art and music and that's helped me so much. sometimes i go out and social anxiety gets me and i don't talk to anyone, but i still had a good night bc i like the music/art. sometimes im feeling good and i make friends. either way its worth it

This looks like one of those videos from 2009 or something.. And I love it!

your social life situatiation really resonated with me, most people i know can somewhat manage a social life and i can't, which has left me in a situation where i go to work, dont talk, come back home, dont talk, and go to sleep and the cycle repeats. It's really comforting and nice to know that at least im not the only one like this. this video made me smile alot, i love these video logs of yours and im glad you like doing them too, im very glad i found your channel

That sweater is dope.

@zammyzambie

24 күн бұрын

@@All_Seeing_Knap thank you, it's one of my favs :p

@PawapuroJRPGfan878

20 күн бұрын

@@zammyzambie I love your sweater too! It is really dope!

@PandaZelda

18 күн бұрын

@@zammyzambiewhere is it from?? And hair tutorial please??? 😭

@BluEx22329

17 күн бұрын

​@@zammyzambie 1 of the only comments you replied to 😂

@zammyzambie

17 күн бұрын

@@PandaZelda I thrifted it! And I have a tutorial up :p the brand of the sweater is rue 21 tho!

she forgot to install the 2010’s update

i keep forgetting i graduated in 2022, i miss waking up for school :’(

@gigiroxx17

18 күн бұрын

me too! I didn’t realize how simple it was :(

@alpacarie

11 күн бұрын

Same here i graduated 2022! It feels strange sometimes I don’t have to wake up super early anymore for school

@fuhhh3530

8 күн бұрын

I graduated in 2022, and as much I hate hs, I kinda miss to look forward seeing my friends, being to feel “young” and not worry about single thing. Now, I barely even talk to my friends since all they work and worryingly so much with money, jobs, i feel lost and I just wish I was 17 again 😭

Very sorry to hear about your situation with adulthood. I used to have the same kind of issues with talking to other people when I was ages twelve to seventeen. Even though I am long passed that now, I still have an intense fear of bothering people. I hope the situation with your social life gets better for you. Congratulations for 1000 subscribers by the way. Speaking of rooms, my room is currently being redesigned. The walls of my room are currently a bland color, and the bed I sleep in is raised close to the ceiling. I will be getting a new bed to replace the old one (which will be much closer to the floor than the old one) and getting the walls repainted to blue (the color that it used to be before I existed).

@zammyzambie

24 күн бұрын

@@mr.llama1016 I'm really wanting a headboard I think it's called? Been wanting one for a LONG time, but I've always had issues with making friends since I was little :p

im not an adult but i definitely understand as someone who isnt able to do anything except go to school and stay home.you feel trapped.

She's giving 2009 and I'm here for it. ❤

“we love you zammy” we all say in unison

yall we need to bring this aesthetic back for videos

what you said about your social life resonates with me. very lonely ngl, the solitude does eat away at you.Don't change the way you look for others validation, keep your unique look Sending love your way :))

@PawapuroJRPGfan878

20 күн бұрын

Me too! And if you are a Christian, always look to God and Jesus for guidance. Not all will be this way, but I am saying this for any Christian watching this comment.

@eliseenvisionz7588

18 күн бұрын

I needed to hear this. I was tryna change who I was to be accepted.

@donquixote6090

17 күн бұрын

@@eliseenvisionz7588 Embrace it friend, (of course self improve and what not) but stylistically do ya own thing and search 4 your tribe naturally. have a good week

the quality is golden, time travelling is real.

i was shocked when i saw this was from 9 days ago and not 9 years 😭

@c0rxpseb0i13

13 күн бұрын

Same

Dude I fw this so hard, I actually despise my job so much some times cause the management won’t send out the weekly schedule ahead of time, and only print it out on paper, occasionally I end up coming in late cause they aren’t competent (Never trust your management to doing a thing if you tell them once honestly 💀)

Love the 2007-2012 vibe

Hey man I totally get everything your saying and I relate a lot , tbh I’m an adult, 22 years old to be precise and I’d have to say it’s been very weird for me because all the fulfillment and spark I used to feel when I was a kid is like no longer there and I have days where I just feel off and wish someone or god could just wake me up, being an adult is nice because I obviously don’t have to go to school anymore and I never enjoyed going there, don’t have to do stupid homework anymore or listen to teachers who literally don’t teach much things that are related to or important to what you should know when your actually in the real world and tbh I’m just glad I don’t have to go there anymore, life has been nice for me but often have days where I feel dead and it’s like, I can’t feel like I did when I was a kid and still have the freedom of an adult yk, that would be nice, Mabye someday I’ll feel the way I used to, no longer depressed or empty and feel amazing love or happiness and ig that can only be achieved with god, Btw I like how you have your hair with it being scene or emo and I like that style which is why I obviously have my hair the same way, Judging by that along with the video quality it looks like this video is something you would see in 2009 or 2011 and I respect that a lot

@zammyzambie

22 күн бұрын

@@Austinwillis470 legit being an adult makes me miss school a little, I even miss the erasers getting thrown at my head, because at least when I was in school all I had to do was have good grades :p

@BluEx22329

17 күн бұрын

Same hair style

I am totally in the same boat as you are regarding friends, family, and work. There are so many things to consider as an adult, but the main thing is people want to see you in ways they see "fit". Friends do come and go most of the time, but that's normal. Family can get in the way of things sometimes and that just means they still see you as their child, which is why they still think about you. Work can be a hit or miss, but being assertive and respectful at the same time can be a good first step into being an adult in general. No need to change who you are, but your decisions are what you make of it. Hope this helps.

ur face and like general appearance is very comforting to me, you look a lot like my sister when she was younger, like in the later 2000s

This vlog gives off Nostalgia like everyone saying it looks like it’s from years ago but definitely agreed

This looks like it was filmed in 2011 🤭😆

Sometimes i feel like a dick at work but im really not. Its just as you said I want more out of my life. It feels like life itself doesn't want that for me. If I tell people my story I was blessed with a lot of oppurtunities but they all fail and fall through simply because work itself is so fucking dumb. Now I work at McDonalds and im depressed because I could never make better jobs work. People wether I am mean or nice just don't like me. So where is my future to go if I have to be alone. I go to work and just feel my soul being overkilled crush. Im already a dry blood stain on the pavement but its like a group of teenagers looking at me and mocking me more kicking me while im already down. I may want more but maybe im not meant for more but being this stain on the ground. And I just moved back into my parents so I literally have mo friends here. Its a shame bc trauma idek if I care to put in work to make any frfr. Just continue to suffer in silence

@misspeachtails

24 күн бұрын

I understand how you feel. I wish I had a solution or anything that could help. Just know you're not alone and I know you're worth more than just a stain on the pavement. I'm so sorry for the situation you're in.

After graduating college last year, life felt like a bland journey for a bit. Until I made my own purpose and put forth goals. You say you're scared of going out and doing new things. I relate to that, until I perceived life as an experimental journey on doing what you want to do. Then one day making it a sustainable passion. One thing that helps keep me focused on passing nervousness of trying something is: If you failed, at least you tried it. Rather than wondering if it was ever worth it. You may find a spark out of it or you may just find something else to do that. The choice is all yours

this is so transparent and honest and so comforting to listen to at the same time :-} im 19 and feel like my teenhood is slipping away from me; i dont even feel my age and i have such a fear of turning twenty because im not quite ready to leave my teens behind. even so since it’s inevitable all thats left is to make the most of your time while youre still young i think. you have a whole lifetime ahead of you just remember that and hopefully whatver youre feeling now you’ll come to terms with or overcome in the near future ^.^

Super relatable, growing up sucks man :(

@PawapuroJRPGfan878

20 күн бұрын

Indeed.

Any video that feel like the 2000s I'm here for it

You have that 2013 scene swag i love it

Saw the title of this video in my recommended and was just like “word.” Luv the old school casual KZread feeling to this. Felt the making friends and missing school part in my soul. In my 20s too, I’m still a 2000s kid in my heart. Take care of ur inner child, and hopefully things will get better at some point. It’s tough out there I feel u😭. Your makeup is really cute btw!

This is such a blast to the past and it's so down to Earth I felt like I was back in the earl 200'0s, dope. Anyway, I'm not sure who needs to hear this but trying to be an adult in this rough world is especially hard nowadays. The work fields are hard, the ideologies are hard, the people are hard, everything is harder as an adult but I think with time and as we mature, we get a bit more used to it and I think for most of us, the longer we keep our heads up and we try to focus on the things we need to do, why or who we do it for. If we try focusing on the things that make us happy, the things that make us blissful or that'll get us somewhere. Some sort of goal or dream, we'll be able to push through. There's too much complexities to life to mention and we've all got our own stories here, our own issues in adulthood. The transition is difficult and it's something I'm still struggling to this day. It's conflicting but, to anyone reading this I believe you will push through and know that you're not alone in this seemingly isolated space, WE'RE all dealing with something and y'know, never be afraid to reach out to people but obviously be respectful. there's so much to life and although it sounds crazy, I swear to fuck just when you think you've seen and heard everything in life. You haven't, there's always something new and weird to freshen out life and despite the negatives being an Adult has, it has a lot of benefits and it's the time of your life where you get to decide what sort of life path you want to take up on. Never feel rushed, never feel pressured, go at your own pace. Preferably not too fast nor slow but, you will be fine. Keep your heads up!

Everything you said is hella relatable. Especially between graduating and the pandemic, it was easy for a lot of us to just box in and stop socializing. It definitely takes a lot of work and willpower to put ourselves back out there, even just with old friends, but I think it’s worth it. You honestly seem like a really cool + great person though, and can imagine a lot of people would love to be your friend :) So I hope you don’t lose hope in that, bc this does suck, but I think we’ll all keep figuring it out

need more videos like this Every video these days is so polished and artificial need more normal ppl talking about stuff that normal ppl go through

i hope you don't mind me giving a little advice and i hope it'll help you at all (and you might've heard this before) but if you don't have friends to hang out with then hang out with yourself. it's not sad or anything, it's important to love and know and respect yourself. trapping yourself in a repetitive cycle doing the same thing every day is gonna make u go crazy, you've gotta mix it up. though i know there may not be any opportunity to do anything but sleep after your daily responsibilities are fulfilled. find a hobby and romanticize the things you do. and i'm sure you know it but talk to your manager abt those days off if you haven't!! feeling bad about bothering someone (which your manager shouldn't be bothered by you asking but i totally understand the mindset here i have the same problem) temporarily is probably more preferable to having to work those important days you needed off! i wish you well in your social life :333 also i LOVE the 2012 video diary format very glad to be here

this is the type of girl i would be obsessed with in high school but be too scared to ask if she was bi

@nuclearpugg

13 күн бұрын

They made our childhoods

This has to be some sort of art piece its literally from 2009

the monster high necklace is everythinggggg

It's good that you are able to talk out what you are experiencing. That's ok that you feel that adulting isn't what you may have imagined. That happens to a lot of us. After 40 years, I can tell you that life will probably become more complicated than what you're experiencing now. And that's not always entirely negative. There's a lot of stresses, but lots of pretty bright and happy points, as well. Keep pushing forward.

this is so comforting to watch, i love making these kind of videos too but i hoard them in my camera roll 😭 sometimes it's just nice to talk and talk about whatever you're thinking and feeling, and i like looking back at them to see what bs i was going through months before LMAO. but everything u talked ab is so real. from wanting to be a kid again to wanting more out of life, all down to your pretty hello kitty necklace and the cute bedsheets lol. i rly relate to u and im so glad i came across this ^-^ maybe i'll eventually post smth too bc this rly was so nice. sending luvvv, i hope something really fun and exciting that makes you happy happens soon :')

Bro I freaking love the style of your channel and videos, literally felt nostalgic for some reason like this was an early webcam video, and the topics you talk about are very relatable, keep it up.

Found this video in my recommended and loved it! Being an adult is hard😭 btw, I love your room decore🫶🔥 you have a very relaxing voice too

Being adult dont suck being adult in this new era sucks

It feels like a time machine to 2009 and I love it! I miss that era despite me being 6 at the time. 💯❤️ this is a great video

i’m so glad that this style of video is coming back. i love this

I’m glad KZread recommended me this channel. To stay on the subject, Adulting is tiring and I feel the same way about social life too.

Nice to see someone still in their scene phase

It can be hard. But at the same time you have so much freedom to live however you want. You don’t have to live how everyone tells you to, you can march to the beat of your own drum and do what makes you happy. That makes adulthood kind of exciting in a way.

This popped up on my feed and it reminds me of 2000s emo core. That's so cool to see you're sticking to that aesthetic hahaha! Anyway, I'm sorry to hear what you're going through and how lonely you've been. Stay strong and keep your spirit

This video is really relatable. I recently moved to a new town and this summer has been so lonely. I liked this video a lot! Thank you!

I don't mean to distract from the issue and, yes, being an adult sucks, but I must admit that your style and video quality is nostalgically reminiscent of the late-2000s and I know there has been a re-emergence of that era's fashion lately. If this is some type of time capsule you make me yearn those days as everything was simplistic and easy-going.

I like the fact that she doesn't sound filtered when she's talking cause it's her authentic thoughts and having a script truly add to that. I just really appreciate that and relate very much😊

@derpytoast3889

9 күн бұрын

Typo: Not having a script

been binge watching your vids, i love that they give like 2008 / 2009 vibes! 🔥

It's not that much, your skin is not really damaged in fact you are a beautiful young woman 🙌 your aesthetics keep you attractive

It’s 2am and I just found ur channel,, IM here for both the monster high dolls and ur face >:3

She is so adorable I loved this and your room is awesome

This video now popped up into my KZread channel and I love seeing videos like this as it's comforting and enjoyable to watch on rants and different views

Ever since I got out of high school, a year ago, I was literally dreaming I was still there... cuz I missed it so much. It felt strange. School was replaced by employment 8 months after I graduated. And I wasn't even looking forward to graduating because IDK... because It was different and exciting.? Pretty much It was, bittersweet. Even if school had annoying kids that just transported from middle school and there was often fights for no reason back in 2022-2023. I guess it's because I was at both districts since 2016 from middle to high or because I like being around kids my age? I guess school was more socializing for me. Work is too as well. I didn't like growing up either, hell, I was even ashamed of my own upcoming birthdays because I was moving up to another number (aging up) since I was 16. But when I turned 17, I didn't wanna celebrate my birthday I was ashamed of being a year away from 18 (which isn't the actual adult age, but legalized). Don't get me wrong, I love being a teen, but at the same time It's bittersweet cuz of aging, and after 17 I felt the same way 'til I realized 18 isn't the actual adult age and same with 19. After my 19th birthday 8 months later I was hoping to go out with friends too this year, but they're all busy and some moved away a long time ago, but I still have they're social. Now, my upcoming birthday is already approaching less than 6 months already, and I'm doing everything I can to savior my last teen hood. Pretty much now, learning new things and trying to do better.

I love little by little this time of the Internet coming back. Side note, you definitely could have potentially been someone to destroy me at a point in my life.

Love the necklace, for someone who has been dumped by a old friend group of mine and dealing with mental health life as a adult has been diffcult, but im still trying to remain hopeful

I can relate to alot of this. I turned 21 not too long ago and had recently went through a dark time back in the spring. Luckly I'm better but because of all that I had lost alot of friends and havent been able to talk or hang with many people since the summer began. Looking for a job or internship rn but haven't gotten any luck with that. I'm glad with what I have rn but I would definently want my life to be more intresting than how it is right now than just waiting doing the same things everyday. I hope things get better for not only just me, but for you and others going through a similar situation 😭

@PawapuroJRPGfan878

20 күн бұрын

My brother will turn 21 in a few weeks.

The friend thing is so relatable😔

This was recommended to me but I absolutely love your style & vibe. Please keep being yourself

I feel this, its difficult for me to ask for days off,vacations, or sick days and its hard for me to eat food that they offer during work. It makes me feel like Im not worth getting the same food like the other workers because they work harder than I do and I feel like the only way to make myself feel important is if I stay and work and take no days off. Even when I get late to work I kind of get a panic attack because the one thing Im somewhat able to do I cant even be on time for. Im scared of people too many people will say go talk to your coworkers etc, but I dont know they dont really match my vibe, they all talk about things I dont really like, but I also want to go out and do things, simple things, window shopping, eat, then fun things like conventions and all just with somebody that meets the same interests

I like the fact that the algorithm is giving me videos that show what KZread was initially made for f

when I was in my early 20's the only way I could get weekends off to hang out with my friends was to work a crazy mix of overnight hours and some early mornings throughout the week. did that for years. but I got to hang out with my friends almost every weekend cause they all had good 9-5 jobs so everyone could only hang on weekends. friends do end up going their own way though especially when they have kids. you'll never see them again when they have kids.

My favorite part of transitioning to Adulthood was being moved from Juvie centre to the 3x area in a north west Prison Better food. Ability to work for money. Better education. Didn't have to deal with the constant crying at night. The local environment was higher in elevation so the air quality was a lot better. Certainly the idea was nerve racking at first, but overall the inmates were a lot more down to earth. COs genuinely cared about us. The socialized programs were introspective. Everything was definitely more respect-based Its wasn't heaven on earth by any means, but even still it was an interesting step forward in life

I will pray for you. Being an adult can be exhausting. Currently 20 myself working in the food industry.

Making friends in your 20s is hard I feel that part

This video resenated with me a lot :[ lucky i was able to keep two friends i made in high school, but I'm only able to see one of them, like, one a month bc he's busy, and I'm not able to see the other one at all :( i wish we could all hang out together but that probably won't happen until we're a bit more independent. And i miss highschool too sometimes. I don't really miss the annoying ppl i had to deal with, but i miss being that young. I feel like i wasted most of my youth :( mostly bc i didn't have a strong sense of identity. Idk i feel weird dressing emo/scene in college and i wish i dresed more that way in hs X( sorry for the long rant but i guess what I'm trying to say is that i really relate to you ^^ i appreciate your workplace stories, and it's nice timing that i discovered your channel shortly before i start my first job! :0 it's not a huge conpany or department store tho so ig that's good Xb srry if i rambled on a lot but that's ADD for ya :b

Love your hair sm!

shes rocking that early 2000s look and i love it

Found your channel just scrollin. But yeah I like the slight graininess to the videos, reminds me of like 2006ish lol. From one Z to another, cool channel

@RealityRecovery

15 күн бұрын

One Z to another is 💀

I love you and your vibe omg ur so cool

I relate sm to what you're saying lol. I also have to stand for like, 8 hrs at my job and I only get a 30 min break but everytime I get home my legs ache so bad 🥲 I'm 18 working with a bunch of 35ish+ year olds, most married with kids and I dunno how to even befriend them cuz like?? What do I even have in common to talk about 😭 Its so relatable when you say you're scared of talking to people in general, really sucks that having that kind of trait holds us back socially in so many ways and other ppl make it look so easy. Its genuinely comforting hearing someone verbalise exactly how I'm feeling at this point in my life

Girl same i am 28 turning 29 in september adulthood really sucks i am still trying to deal with it myself. I feel like im still a teenager. I have no savings still living with my parents no goals. Don't be like me lol. I am just now trying to pick myself up. I have really bad anxiety and depression so its been hard to cope but i just recently started seeing a therapist and psychiatrist.

Algorithm sent me here july 13 2024. I thought this was from 2007 but you posted 5 days ago 😮 Keep this aesthetic up or do whatever u want. This is cool! Here before a million views!!!

I'm 27 no friends at the moment and don't know how to make some,so friendless I'll stay😅