TRIGGER WARNING! Listening to NF for the first time | NF - Mansion REACTION
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“Songwriter…counselor”…hearing those credentials immediately made me think “whoo, she’s going for a ride now”. You’ll never regret listening to any of NF’s music. Every track brings out powerful emotion. I’ll be looking forward to more reactions but, even if you don’t react, definitely treat your self to more NF…he’ll absolutely touch your life on some level.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
You are correct!! It was a ride and I’m excited to check out and share more. Stay tuned. And thank you for commenting :)
@shawnfrancis5210
Жыл бұрын
You couldn't have said it better.
@jjhdarklight007
Жыл бұрын
same!
@colbymarks8241
Жыл бұрын
Well said
@colbymarks8241
Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the heart. It means a lot when a content creator not only relates to the music with the same passion and feeling that I do, but takes the time to acknowledge it that way. Looking forward to more uploads from you. Keep on doing what you're doing, you're going to be a force to be reckoned with regarding reaction channels
Nate is very personal and poetic in his music. He is an extremely lyrical rapper. His mantra is “real”. You can definitely see it in his music
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
I like that
Can tell that that one hit real hard. Mansion can be a big emotional and mental whammy for a first-time NF listener, but it’s also one of his best tracks.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
it really did.
It's OK to cry, I'm 60 and this song tore my guts out and brought up my childhood all within minutes of hearing. Quite cathartic, we all have a past we're not comfortable with. Time will heal.
@cecilarthur3579
3 ай бұрын
50 years away from your childhood but the memory is still young
The NF Journey can change lives, if only the ears hearing the lyrics can actually listen…..
@Merc306.
Жыл бұрын
His music took me off the edge. I feel this bro 🙏
@zave598
Жыл бұрын
For real. His song, Only, saved me from making the worst choice
@MajorMango28
Жыл бұрын
This is so true.
I always love seeing fellow therapists, especially those with a faith perspective, and their reactions to NF. It's a real deep journey if you really dive into the NF experience. I've used his songs extensively in my counseling. I can point to songs like Mansion, Intro III, Change, I Miss the Days, Wait, The Search, Why, Time, and many others. I would highly suggest Just Like You if you want a good follow up from a psychology perspective. His songs are deep and he has an amazing ability to convey emotion. Thanks for the reaction and blessings on your day.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thanks so much for your comment and the suggestions. I will be listening to and reacting to more soon.
@joshuacrosby7029
Жыл бұрын
Well said! I am also a therapist who has been using NF in the helping professions for years (and I love the heck out of him myself). Something I never thought of until now and am struck by is just how far his reach has extended over the years. I love all of your recommendations Joel and truly appreciate your authentic reaction, Rosalie. Looking forward to more of your content!
@ryanchristian5543
Жыл бұрын
@@joshuacrosby7029 he dropped a new song “hope”
@joshuacrosby7029
Жыл бұрын
@@ryanchristian5543 thanks so much! Man, I’ve listened to it probably 100 times already. So good! What are your thoughts?!
After losing my sister to a car crash I was ready to end it all until I discovered NF"at the risk of sounding Celeste this is one of his maine songs that saved my life"I connected with it because it made relies that I wasn't the only one struggling with greif, depression, despair,heart ache or with the healing process that I was going through"NF'S music became the only thing for me to fall back on through out my times of trials and tribulations"some how or rather GOD must have known what would work for me I feel blessed that he had led me to NF'S music 🙏
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
I am so very and sincerely sorry for your loss! I’m so glad this music ministered to you. Agreed. Sometimes it’s things we may not have expected that touch our soul and are just what we need. I’m glad you discovered him. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story.
@TheRealMikeDrop
Жыл бұрын
God bless you! I pray you've found your joy again. I know how much loss can rob you of your happiness. Glad he sent you NF, he helped me too and I thank God for putting him here with me on this Earth.
@brodash505
Жыл бұрын
Listen to "No Stones unturned" By crypt. It's beautiful
@imraanbroughton6441
Жыл бұрын
@@brodash505 "crypt"I love his music 😊
I am far from a rap fan, but even I can appreciate NF, especially his song The Search.
@allthingselectricinc
Жыл бұрын
I’ve always found it very strange when people purposely avoid certain genres.
I've listened to this song thousands of times and I still cry. Great reaction. Thanks!
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
I feel you! Thank you
As a person that seems to have a heart for mental health and people in general you would do yourself a favor by going thru NF’s music. He tells a story in each song and in each album. Great reaction.
NF has the ability to write songs that hit you SO hard even if you (like myself) have never experienced those things.
I'd love to see you react to more NF! Many will suggest that you take "the journey" & I would concur. At the very least, I'd love to see your reactions to "Paralyzed" (the most accurate, relatable description of depression ever recorded), "How Could You Leave Us" (you will need lots of tissues), "Nate" (a song he wrote to his 6 year old self as part of an exercise he was given by his therapist), & "Change" (about his aching desire to change his state of mind & "addiction to pain"). He is absolutely amazing!
@jonathongeorge3093
Жыл бұрын
If you are interested in taking the full journey, this is the best list that I've come across: NF JOURNEY LIST (in order) (- is for essential journey songs) (* is for songs not on journey, but great tracks that offer insight) (🎬 is for music video) MANSION ALBUM -Intro 🎬 -Mansion (lyric video) -All I Have 🎬 * Wait 🎬 -Wake Up 🎬 -Notepad 🎬 -Paralyzed (lyric video) * I'll Keep On THERAPY SESSION ALBUM -Intro 2 🎬 -Therapy Session 🎬 -I Just Wanna Know 🎬 -How Could You Leave Us 🎬 -Real 🎬 -Oh Lord (lyric video) *Grindin' -Statement -Warm Up 🎬 * Epiphany 🎬 PERCEPTION ALBUM -Outro 🎬 -Intro 3 -Green Lights 🎬 -Let You Down 🎬 *Destiny -If You Want Love 🎬 -Remember This (lyric vid) *Know *Lie -No Name 🎬 THE SEARCH ALBUM (EVERY SONG!!) -Why 🎬 -The Search 🎬 -Leave Me Alone 🎬 -Change -My Stress -Nate -Time 🎬 -Returns -When I Grow Up 🎬 -Only -Let Me Go -Interlude & Hate Myself (do together!) -I Miss The Days -No Excuses -Like This -Options -Thinking -Trauma * Chasing (demo featuring a fan) CLOUDS THE MIXTAPE - Paid My Dues 🎬 - Lost 🎬 - Clouds 🎬 - That's a Joke - Just Like You - Story 🎬 - Prideful - Layers - Drifting - Trust
@jaredfoster5275
Жыл бұрын
Yes take the journey and you got me subscribed. I have watched about 6 people do the whole journey and I watch every video by NF. I’m also a school psychologist, so cudos for the work you do.
@ryanchristian5543
Жыл бұрын
@@jonathongeorge3093 don’t forget the newest one “hope”
Welcome to the wonderful world of NF! You're gonna laugh, you're gonna cry, you're gonna be really excited. One bit of advice, you should pause a time or two during the song, even though I know you don't want to. Most NF videos from what I have seen don't get blocked, unless the song plays straight through. Most artists will block the video eventually if played straight through.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for that tip. :) I appreciate it
Great reaction!!! Thank you. NF is my favorite artist he deals with mental health issues and his music reflects it.
I love seeing people be able to enjoy NF. It crazy to me how every song he has is a true story and he’s finally being recognized
If you like real you will like #NF. I'd take the journey at start at the beginning. He's the GOAT. You will feel every emotion possible along the journey. There are playlists here on KZread. Thanks for the real reaction. God bless.
If this affected you, take a listen to his song, “How Could You Leave Us?” He wrote it about his mother, who passed of addiction/overdose. Nate is more than just a rapper, he’s an artist. In every definition of that word. His word play, his lyrics. Outstanding.
I'm so happy to see you reacting to NF! He's a fantastic rapper, singer and lyricist 💖 Can't wait for you to go down the NF rabbit hole. Greetings ☺️
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Me too!! I am so excited. Check out what's coming tomorrow.... ;)
@lewisdaniel8229
Жыл бұрын
@@rosalieelliottofficial please react to Remember this
I love seeing people get to experience NF and pull the positive out of it all. Some don't get it and what NF does for people. But as time goes they find him and find out how many people love him as we all see in the views.
I’ve been listening to him for years. All his music is so deep and amazing.
Some of his songs to react to: Therapy session, How could you leave us, Lost, The Search, Leave me alone, Just like you
Thank you for taking time to react to NF. He’s such an emotional wrighter his songs connect to most of us and some kind of way. I recommend you checking out the NF The Search, Change or Remember This. I can tell I think you would really enjoy his music🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for the suggestions :) stay tuned got more NF Coming very soon
Excellent reaction. I'm new to NF also. Such intense and deep lyrics. I like hearing how you break it down Rosalie... his lyrics and his background. It was also nice to hear a little about your background. It makes sense now.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you :) I agree. Very intense and deep.
I just want you to know that your reaction video truly touched my heart tonight. God bless you truly! I can't wait to see more NF reaction videos from you. NF literally has no idea just how big an impact he truly has made because he let's God control the gift he was given by Him. I promise you that as you dive more into NF's music, you'll see how much he's not only gone through but how much God has changed him. NF is in my opinion the GOAT because he has proven you don't have to use foul language or talk about drugs, money, women, etc... He raps about real life, real things he's going through, he's 100% and hasn't changed one bit. He's the voice for us who can't speak out on what goes in our minds, he touches deeper than any other artists because no matter what you've gone through you can relate. He's a huge inspiration and has helped me get out of my dark hole that I fell into
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
thank you so much for sharing this! I agree with you, and I haven't even listened to much yet, but am excited about the journey. Your description is 100! thanks for commenting.
Therapy session explains what his music is really about. A mission statement of sorts. Highly recommend. Great reaction
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Oh that sounds good! Thank you for the suggestion. Adding it to the list.
Found you due to your Faouzia reactions and so glad to see you now listening to NF, 2 of my favourite artists
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you :)
#NF !!!!!! Thank you !!!! Therapy Session !!!! Just Like You !!!
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you!! Will look into it :)
@datfuzi0n
Жыл бұрын
@@rosalieelliottofficial Therapy Session and Just Like You are both songs of NF's and are great ones to check out!
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Going to check out therapy session soon
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
@@datfuzi0n thank you for clarifying :)
@datfuzi0n
Жыл бұрын
@@rosalieelliottofficial absolutely no worries at all. Super happy to see another person enjoying my favorite artist!
New sub, NF fan looking forward to see more of your reactions.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thanks so much :)
NF brought me here and I love when people go down the journey
The mansion is a metaphor for his mind.
Glad people are getting exposed to this song finally. One of my favorites--puts to words what trauma feels like. "you put me in the corner so you could see the fear in my eyes, then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried." That line is the one that still stabs me. Another good song up this alley is No One Knows by Sik World.
Amazing reaction❣️ Love NF and I'm excited to watch your channel for more NF reactions ❣️
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
thank you :) guess what's premiering tomorrow?? ;)
I've been to 2 of his concerts and i have been rewatching this video in particular a few times. Thank you for the break downs, absolutely amazing!
Take the Journey....U will Not regret IT....saved/saving my Life.Him and Dr Jordan peterson
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Love Dr. Peterson too.
This artist has been my saving grace this year. I discovered a lot of songs by him I very very much relate to. Mansion, Paralyzed, and Trauma are songs that make me emotional, and I'm not an emotional person. As someone who's been dealing with depression and neglectance for 4 years and still only 17, NF has been my go to when I'm not feeling good. Paralyzed and Trauma really hit me in the feels, because I was depressed and neglected by my peers and my own parents. Mansion has a sad back story, but I believe Paralyzed, How could you leave us, and Trauma will make me get really emotional every time. Never was abused, but i know neglectance and depression like the back of my hand. Really good description of this song btw. Earned another sub! ❤️
🔥🔥💯💯 Reaction NFrealmusic 💯💯,, so much more NF 🔥 for you to discover!! Here for it!!
Love this reaction. Very insightfull comments from you. I'm a big fan from NF. Would love to see more reactions from you to his songs. Mansion, How Could You Leave Us, Therapy Session, Remember This are my favourites.
I absolutely love the fact that u don't stop and start the song throughout the reaction like most reactions are. You have earned a subscriber! I've been listening to NF since I was in high school and now I'm 21. Please, don't stop your reactions! This one was the first one I watched, and u deserve so much for doing this while reaching out to people. God bless you and everyone in these comments ❤️
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you very much for this kind comment :) God bless you too.
First time seeing your channel it popped up because im a big NF fan. All I can say is wow this video was very powerful and the way you broke it all down was the same. You are a beautiful soul. Thank you 🙏
Thank you for reacting to this song. I can relate to ongoing childhood trauma. I could see it start to hit home for you, and I was grateful that you stayed engaged in the song. Most people just hang their mouths open at that point, when it hits their heart. But you stayed connected to hear how many layers their were to the details and analogies. Your personality and sincerity make it feel like I am spending time with someone I have actually met, rather than just a person who I have digitally connected with through YT. That may not be clearly explained, so I will try to be efficient about this... I see so many positive traits in you that I feel like you are basically a genius. Subscribed!
I’m here for the NF journey! Let’s go! I love the way you break down this song!
"How could you leave us" will wreck you. More so if you can relate with a similar experience, but regardless. Great reaction. Always looking out for new reactors that are experiencing NF for the first time. It's the only way I can selfishly get close to re-living my first time.
I am so here for your NF journey!! He will change your life!🖤
Thanks for this I love nf and it’s why I clicked on your video but I’m glad I came here , your presence is calm and welcoming
Back to the algorithm with you! It was beautiful to watch you digest every word
Bless you, I always love your reactions, you are one of a few youtubers that truly reacts not just for views.
This one hits really hard for myself and for most people who love his music. I primarily listen to metal and country music...... but you cant deny this mans talent! I dont know how he can write with such power thats so relatable with so many people, but every song he writes is relatable to me.... I feel that a lot of people have a mansion in their minds and hearts... myself included!...... "Because in order to do that? I'd have to open the doors, is that me or the fear talking? I dont know anymore" im still that way and i live alone by myself because im afraid to trust anyone anymore...... Anyway..... I love your genuine reactions darlin. Please dont stop ❤
I’ve watched a bunch of your Ren and NF videos (and love them) but I’m always surprised at how little therapists and counselors react to the song Trauma by NF. Would love to see that on the channel soon. Keep being you!
Epic reaction. Looking forward to more NF! Huge fan base who loves reactions
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! For your pure caring spirit and giving us, the viewers something actually worth watching! You, my friend, are amazing!
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you very much!
Hi Rosalie! This was an incredible reaction to an incredible song! Very, very well done! Although I've been a subscriber of you channel for a while now, I just now saw this reaction for the first time, and to be honest, I shed a few tears as well. I love your reactions, but I think this one was the most profound one I've seen. Thanks!
One of the very best reactions i've had the pleasure to watch...not just of NF. One of the best period. Ty. Very risky on ur part to not stop once during the audio. A lesson for many reactors. They cant get away with it because you follow with VALUABLE commentary and analysis to a high level. Thats what most lack. Dont think I overlooked the emotional connection because it gets to me as well. NF calls his music...NFRealMusic for a reason. Its all straight from inside cause he NEEDS to get it out. It truly is what helps keep him sane. And if ppl can relate and it make them feel a little less alone on this ball we call a planet then more power to him. He does it in a way that takes u with him, through it. Trying to figure himself out. Paints a very poetic and beautiful picture as he does it and sometimes not so pretty. I hope u will find time to include more NF. He is unique in his message. Everyone will tell u go thru everything he has done. Many of his videos are connected and refer to one another. His videos are art in their own right with alot of symbolism. I personally would recomment u jump to THE SEARCH (huge views) next, which will give u an extremely good song and video and some insight to what he is all about as an artist. His plan for his songs, albums and videos are well thought out and none by fluke or chance. After The Search, go back to what many think of his first album (but rather his first with Capitol Records) and react to the track/video INTRO...the first somg of the album that shows the story of his beginning. Then jump straight into the track referred to here in Mansion. How Could You Leave Us, which is his story of losing his Mom. A heartbreaking tear jerker as well but very much worth the experience. Thanks again. Im about to hit the sub button. Im also a fan of Dimash for 5 yrs now, Chris Stapleton, Angelina Jordan, Morrissette, Home Free and as a teen Led Zep and many other rock bands from 70s. Love blues, R&B, some jazz, soul, even classical and Pavarotti. I just love talent and live is the truest test. Later. Mark
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Hey Mark. Thank you very much for taking the time to write your comment. It is truly encouraging and motivating!! I love that NF if all about real music, because my goal w this channel is to be real talk and real reactions, and ultimately more than a reaction channel, but a community where people can find encouragement and joy and comfort trough music and the lyrics and commentary etc. Thank you also for the suggestions. It is quite helpful. Several have asked to do the journey (which I want to) and shared full lists, but your suggestions and explanation actually helps a lot as it is precise and clear. Thank you for that. I appreciate that your music taste is all across the board. Same here, which is why I love music from all around the world, and want to open people's minds to various artists that they may not have listened to before. Thanks for subbing and being a part of this community.
Its amazing to see you reply to so many comments! Keep listening, and his music there is a storyline to it all so listen in order!
Can’t wait to see you check his work, it’s amazing.
Amazing reaction!! More NF and ur subs will explode!! We ride with my boy strong!!
I had the same reaction you did. Very very emotional. I am in therapy and this song has been a huge part of it. NF is really inspirational and very relatable and I'm glad I found his music.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
me too! :) so glad.
My first time on your channel. I was introduced to Nate on a different reaction video. I have been introduced to so many artists that I have never heard and at times when I needed them badly. My first NF song was," How Could You Leave Us". Really hit home for me. I wish more people could be introduced to his music as it could help so many. Thank you for what you do.
I just finished your new nf video reactions and now I'm watching your old videos ❤
you listen to nf the way i do. much love and please continue to look into his music even just in your personal listening sessions. its amazing work he is doing much love to all of you who read this and everyone everywhere #LoveOverEverything
Hey. I’ve loved NF for years. Just here for the reactions. Hello from Scotland
I love you so much!!! I cried with you on this one
NF is amazing, can't wait for more NF reactions from you.
Just found you. Great reaction! Looking forward to your journey. I love watching people listen to NF for the first time. Subscribed and ready for more NF reactions!
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
thank you :) more coming soon
"Mansion" was the first NF song I ever heard. I had my music app on at work, and I had to stop everything and just take the whole song in. I started it over another couple times and was just blown away by the lyrics, the passion, the imagery, the whole thing. Been a fan since then, and he's never failed to bring it on each album.
"Broken legs but we chase perfection " That's Genuine The last part of MANSION is the best I will ever see. Because the conversation is just real life for me, that fear of opening up even though people say it's gonna bring relief, to be honest it just feels like I have said too much only to still find myself in the same fate everytime.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
That happens to me so often.. that in the same breath I try to open up, I regret it and think I already said too much.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
You didn’t say too much here. I’m with you! And I agree. It’s genuine and deep.
@mamaadura9831
Жыл бұрын
@@rosalieelliottofficial exactly
@mamaadura9831
Жыл бұрын
@@rosalieelliottofficial 🥺🥺🥺thanks
Same reaction I had. He is brilliant at holding you in the palm of his hand.
Thank you for being open and clearly sharing your heart.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
thank you for allowing me to and responding so kindly when I do
Wow, that song is so deep and made feel that I had to take a break and do some cleaning. I appreciate your work presenting these reactions. I associated The Mansion to something read in The Disappearnce if the Universe by Gary R. Renard - he says you're the only one in the room, that statement shokd me and now NFs imagery of a Mansion has slain me. Thank you Rosalie for another deep diving true talking music reaction 🙏
HONESTLY Rosalie!! You're a gem! Your insights and personal sharing are just as valuable as the music itself. My husband and I adore your channel. 🌷🙏🌷
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you very very much, Zen!! I really appreciate that.
Love your reaction.... You made me shed a tear .🥲
The discussion was super interesting One of the few I didn't feel like skip Keep it up!
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you. Means a lot
I really love your breakdown and listening to the lyrics. All is his music ispersonal. I discovered his music months ago and I've been in therapy and his music has done more for me than any doctor.He let's us know were not alone.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
thank you :) I'm glad you're seeking therapy. it's a powerful tool, but yes so is music :)
Great to see people reactions to an incredibly gifted expressionist. The NF journey is one of hearing some of your own biggest fears expressed in ways that you have not thought. The Search, How could you leave us, Nate ... amazing songs. They are all amazing songs.
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Excited to be on the journey. :)
I'm an nf fan I can't belive I haven't hurd this before but it speaks to me personally so much and I never wanna let people in cos I don't wanna get left again. I've just found ur channel and I love how u take it all and listen to it all and ur emotions show so much I belive that's what nf is all about he says all he feels and that's why I love the guy u really feel his pain
I can’t wait for you get into the journey
Love your very raw and honest reaction. 💕💕💕
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you, Denise :)
I loved your real reaction. NF has so many really powerful songs. Some of my favorites…Nate, Just like you, Lost
AMAZING reaction nf got me through so much I know you have one song you have to hear from him I'm sure you know which one how could you.... I heard that more than a hundred times, helps me PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DO more Nf These reactions help also Subscribed
I adore NF. He wears his heart on his sleeve. I've locked all my trauma in mental jars. I deal with my issues one at a time, then they are locked up, lids on tightly. It took years and it wasn't easy.
welcome to the nf train.... its about time. His music has changed my perspective of life. His journey is famous for a reason...
You made me bawl just watching your reaction. 💓
Great reaction! I usually wait until I've seen a reactor react to at least 3 NF songs before subscribing. However, your reaction was so genuine and your analysis was so well explained, that I've already subbed. So, hopefully you continue to react to more NF songs, but this reaction was good enough to at least get 1 more subscriber ❤️
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
I appreciate that! You can count on more NF by next week. God willing and I live, that is exactly what I'll be doing in my next studio session. :) Ain't no way I can stop now. Thank you very much for your kind comment
Thank you for the NF reaction, loved it! Subd for The NF journey!
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
thanks so much! more coming soon.
Love your reactions.
Great reaction, and welcome to NF! This man is the true definition of an artist. Many of his songs has no chorus at all and there is no cursing in any of them, the man has enough to talk about to not need that filler. Love watching new people discover him, thanks for the video!
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
thank you for watching
Thank you for reacting to NF. One more reaction from you and I'm subscribing...
thank you for going over the lyrics of the song, they have way more impact when you hear them the second time around .. I have suffered abuse for well all of my childhood and most of my young adulthood being held emotionally hostage is so crippling .. I found an outlet via My Aunt and her Husband using E.M.D.R and transcendental meditation It has taken me the better part of biweekly therapy sessions for almost 3 years now, and I can finally say I am Okay .. I still think about the abuse but through my sessions, I taught myself to compartmentalize the abuse even the very very worst events ..I can now watch with different eyes and not get triggered by the events instead I keep the vigil so history does not repeat itself .. .. I just wish I had the therapy when I was a young man I would not have contemplated taking my own life seriously 2 times .. I am so glad my guardian angel was there to guide my mom (an abused person herself) to find me just before the deed was done .. it has made me aware of the divine .. not necessarily god but perhaps the positive intents of the universe reaching out to help me when I needed it .. thank you again
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you very much for sharing this and your journey. I’m proud of you for doing the work to heal and grow. It takes strength. Honored you shared your story.
I watched this video to see ur reaction to the 1st time u heard NF. He's so authentic with raw emotions. U couldnt even say anything. It hit u hard and i felt emotional too... U did a great job with ur reaction video. I'm a fan and will check out ur channel and videos... U really should listen to more NF. All his music hits home and is relatable. Plus he never uses vulgar language....
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you, Brad. It really hit hard. Got another one coming tomorrow and another after that (well and so on and on, because I can't stop now). I respect that about him so much, that he doesn't use vulgar language or stoop to some level that the music industry pulls many too. He is one of the goat's
So happy u found NF I’m fav and my therapy. Well done 🙂
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
thank you :)
The fact that it made you cry so fast just goes to show why NF is so relatable with his songs
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
word! Just listened to 2 more yesterday (posting once edited) and phew. It’s heavy
Now you have to watch intro 3 while this song is fresh in your head.. great reaction!!
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Added to my list. stay tuned
Hi first of all loved your reaction ❤️. An update for you... throughout he's career through his songs he has shown all of us that how to cope up with all the struggles, mental health...and right now with his most recent project "clouds- the mixtape" you can check how he had grown potentially and more profound and dominating every Verse he laid out in songs.right now he is in his peak(well he always been actually putting so much effort) and had created his own universe with his music. He is one of the most(if not the best🙏) relatable artist to come across to know. Great reaction 🙏❤️
nf is just amazing !!!! breathe change why only therapy session can you hold me if you want love just to name a few !!!!
Thank you for not stopping in the middle and actually riding it out through the end.. this song is so powerful
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
it really is. hit hard.
Wow, loved your words and message, wish I knew you earlier. I’ve doing great now, been a NF fan voor 7 years and he has helped me trough so much. Almost all his songs are amazing, some of my favorites are, can you hold me, intro 3, If you want love, change, let me go, but i can rapp allong with all his songs, thats how amazing he is, would love to see you react to more of him and espacially those songs, and defenitly see more of what you make, much love from a Dutch guy living in spain
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thank you. So glad you enjoyed the video. I’m def going to be checking out more of his music. You can count on that
@till-imusic9976
Жыл бұрын
@@rosalieelliottofficial yeah, I love analysis in an psychologicly level, (don’t know how to spell🤣) love psychologie, especially when it comes to lyrics, I would recomend Dear God from Dex and Donker en Licht from Froukje and Donkere Gedachtes van Fresku, both are dutch, but maybe you can het translations If you wanted to ofcourse, Thanks again
@officialamilekan9207
Жыл бұрын
My favourite at the moment is just like you
how could you leave us makes me cry and hurt because i have gone through the same thing with my mother and it is a song that cannot be skipped.
Dang i just found your channel, i really like that you actually listen to the song and to each word he says and then speak about it, most reaction channels just pause the songs every 15 seconds and say random stuff and repeat some lyrics
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thanks so much. We’re all about real talk here. Welcome :)
@SamiAutomated
Жыл бұрын
:)
NF has gotten me thru some tough times i can relate to him so much and out stories are so close he’s my absolute favorite rapper
I completely ENJOYED this… truly a one of a kind reaction and can’t wait to dive into more of your reactions and see more NF on the channel, hopefully?! 👀 #PeaceLoveAndPositivity ✌🏼
@charlesd2558
Жыл бұрын
And mark my words… your channel is going to BLOW up due to this reaction and NF 🙏🏼
@rosalieelliottofficial
Жыл бұрын
Thanks so much!! Just got done recording another one. Will schedule when done editing.
@charlesd2558
Жыл бұрын
@@rosalieelliottofficial looking forward to it, This one was definitely a unique style of reaction… maybe it was bc it was your first time doing NF I haven’t went further into more of your videos YET. Either way, keep it up and shout out to your husband for helping your start this Journey 🗝
Loved this reaction. Please do more nf.