His mom's boyfriend, Jonny, used to beat on him. His dad finally got Nate and his sisters out of that mess. ❤️

@FullMetalcoreJojo

3 жыл бұрын

Johnny is not his name. J9hnny is a universally recognised name abused children dub abusive male figures in their lives. 🥺

@LadyMystie

3 жыл бұрын

I had no idea. Ty for the info.

Nate is terrified of addiction. His songs will tell you why. It's easier to talk to strangers.

@jilesburnham8767

Жыл бұрын

"You say it's fun to get that high, but I am not laughing"

I'm new to the NF journey. I've listened to his newer songs from his mixtape and enjoy them. This was really deep and stirred the feels for me. Now I never experienced physical abuse but the grief from loss he speaks of and having to deal with, that is what I relate to. My husband of 22 years passed suddenly in an accident. It's a struggle even after 14 years. I know those dark room(s) in one's mind. The ones that you keep locked and only you have the key but don't want to use. This was a great reaction! I really did enjoy the song, I am #HOG but will be along for the NF journey with you - neighbor. ✌💚💪

@heidithatswho.2481

3 жыл бұрын

Only cds I've bought in 20 years, Tom Nova and NF

That is crazy when Nate said “Will I ever clean the walls off in time?” and Homey paused it and said “WHOO!!” because as anyone who has heard this song knows Nate follows that up wit a “WHOO!” too!! That was crazy... lol... Edit: Fleurie singing hook....

Bro I was an alcoholic for years. Multiple DUIs. Type to drink vodka in the shower when I woke up just to get going. Hella bad. I feel you there. My son came along and that shit was out!

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

Yea man its rough, i sip some wine nowadays and every blue moon will hit a bar but it has to be brief I grew to love the scene way too much.

Reason there is no video because he painted a picture in your mind

This is one of my favorites. I couldn't listen to it at first without crying but it's been a few years since that happened. Watching you hear it for the first time brought back all that empathetic pain and I cried throughout. Nate's depth and lyrical artistry are what made me appreciate rap in the first place.

This was the first song I heard from NF and I felt like he was talking to my soul. Great reaction. I coukd tell your thoughts were real. #HangOverGang

He definitely uses his personal experiences to paint the picture but it's so well done because it is also applicable in general human nature. His songs are like a window into everyone's mind of struggles, reflection, recognition, emotions, dangers. Any of them can pop up at any time. Including humor, confidence, improvement. Life

This song hits home on so many levels

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

Dam right Heidi. Mad heavy...

I relate to a great majority of his music. There's obvious differences, but his messages hit close to home.

How could you leave Us is about his Mom. Very emotional. Remember fear living in a room when you get to Intro 3

Fleurie is the lady on the chorus... Def fits good with this 🔥..

Great reactions. NF is pure 🔥, realest music I’ve ever listened and related to. Hope you do more NF

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

Got a few on the channel and will be doing more

Every sec from NF is Worth it my friend. I listen to him 24/7 to calm down . Dealing with PTSD so thats a medicin for me 💞💯🤍❤

I went online and shared my story with a total stranger. It wasn’t my intention, but he told me about his childhood, and once I started I just couldn’t stop. I was brutally honest about everything for the first time in my life. Non of my friends would ever be able to understand what I went through and I knew that once I shared, they would never be able to look at me the same way. I figured it would be safe because I would never have to look this person in the eyes, but what happend was instead of him feeling sorry for me, he was in awe of how far I had come on my own. We kept talking, and now he is my husband. 3 weeks ago He got a tattoo in honour of my dad who died, leaving me homeless, when I was 16. He didn’t get to ask for my hand in marriage, but he wanted to make my dad a promise. It says “I got her”

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

This is beautiful

Wow so deep The way he expresses is deeps feelings in his music is so dope 💫🙌🏾

Watched a lot of people watch this and put their 2 cents in. I don't remember anything they said. But u just made me realize that, what I had heard them say was close, and was as "far as they could tell". Thank u Brother Peace

This one cuts deep. Love that pause factory! Thank you!

The downstairs is his subconscious and memories upstairs if his regular thoughts.

Every time I hear a new NF song, I feel like I’ve just taken an ink-blot test at a shrinks office 😉 His stuff is deep. Great reaction & analysis, as usual 🎯

Therapy session is banging, this ones a feels video

I have seen you grow do much during these reactions. I know you never imagined you would be sharing do much of your self but thank you! I admire your willingness to share and your thoughts on life a profound counsel you give. Much love!

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you homie I appreciate that fully!!! I just try to be honest and be me instead of a "personality" Im sure ill piss some people off along the way but ya know thats life and all that lol.

You have to face that pain, accept it and know it doesn't define you by doing that those memories don't sneak out of that door you closed when you least expect it

You killed it on every level. Awesome break down, definitely a new sub here

Great reactions glad to see you’re on the journey we will be here till the end.

Throughout his catalog he reveals bits and pieces of the many ways in which his childhood trauma affected his adult life…and in the song Nate on the Search album he wraps up everything incredibly by warning his younger self

That feeling like you slept in, and are half in and half out of it... "Lethargic"

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you

Great reaction bro! 😁🔥 Here for any and all of NF, lol Love your channel 👍

Peace, Love Strength back at you.

Great reaction and incredible insight my guy, I really enjoyed this.

Let's go Big Bro! I knew this would be the song to really show me what kind of reactor u are. 2 many people just gloss over without breaking down a single bar and say it was 🔥 in the end, and that's close to they whole reaction. I'm most definitely here for the ride now. After catching up with your NF reactions I'ma take a look at who else u reacted to.

Loved the analysis,

I hope this rabbit hole is big enough for all of us to fit.

Loved the reaction brother! #NFfam

Mansion was created so the video plays in your head.

Excellent reaction and insights!!!

Amazing commentary, bro. I've watched a few of your videos and liked them all, but this one got my sub. Keep connecting!

@JasonPeltier

3 жыл бұрын

Check out Brodnax - Samurai. Bruh from Louisiana is bringing back the Dirty South sound!

I really appreciate your commentary on this video,this was deep for me ,thank you

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

You are so welcome

This got me sub, love nf

And now the Journey begins, this is the song that's starts it all, remember thos song for future references

You should do How could you leave us by NF

Love your NF reactions!

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks Matt!

This song is crazy and deep ❤️🔥💯

You are a wise man

Upstairs is his mind. That’s what I think he’s talking about when he gets lost in his head because he refers to it as a bad place. And then when he comes downstairs he says this is what y’all see meaning this is what’s exposed to the world.

Always missin the lives..... time to download

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

No worries Heather as long as you show up I'm happy!!

NF paints visuals for you

#RecapGang

💜🔥🔥

I'll send you a 7-Hour-Time-Stretcher. It gives you 31 hours in a day, but you lose 7.4 weeks a year. God bless and great reactions. Oh yea, that's some Fear shit! You are a wise soul. I appreciate your perspective and how you help us break it down! Not just NF, but life too! Nate personifies his emotions. This song we met Fear and Regret. These two will come back in later songs.

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

😂😂 deal!!

Lil Dicky - Pillow Talk

You should react to why would you leave us NF

NF doesn't use alot of visuals because it helps make the listener focus on what he is saying and its impact it can have

go to audio setting and then try to find the app discord and then turn it to 0, it'll help prob. Nvm you prob fixed it as i saw in the vid

please do this song Playboy The Beast - "Patriots Message To The World"

Missing all these is killing me bro! My apologies! Ima bounce back. Got lots of work in the cannabis industry. Building all over the US. 😳🤤😏

@colleen2386

3 жыл бұрын

Don't Stop Chris we need you lol

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

Oh sht!!! I knew it was somethin about you Chris!! And dont feel bad man you been lookin out for me. I can pay the mortgage with my YT check thanks to you and my other generous neighbors!! I got a new lease on life man. YOu always fam to me bro

Pain is literally in the word paint.

Yeah his stepdad used to knock him around I believe. It might have been his mom's boyfriend

Subbed for the journey and if you want to go down another rabbit hole check out ez mil he is a young lyrical rapper from the Philippines going viral super talented lives in the US now Panalo or IDK the video not the wish bus version are both great places to start

dont need a video. he paints a perfect picture. he did no video on purpose

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

Absolutely.

@jonathanc8560

3 жыл бұрын

@@H8tfulJay you got something on fb from me for possible wtf wednesdays

After 16 years my wife just walked out on me. No warning or notice. I'm destroyed

@LadyMystie

3 жыл бұрын

Man, that's hard! Praying for you! ❤️💯

@stevenkillian697

3 жыл бұрын

🙏

@H8tfulJay

3 жыл бұрын

Fck homie, im sorry.

@tbwkn

3 жыл бұрын

@@H8tfulJay thanks man