Natasha - I'm 81 years old and still struggle with trying to get stronger and supress doubts. It's a life-long project. I recall one of your earlier videos where they tried to stop you from shooting a video in a supermarket and you were having none of it and just kept on shooting. I was impressed with how you stood your ground. Don't worry. You are plenty strong and getting stronger, Thanks for this video and good luck with your thesis presentation.

@janicechrist666

2 жыл бұрын

I also think about this video and that moment often! She was so impressive as a young woman standing up for what she believed was right, even when it was just shooting a video in a supermarket. Remember these moments, Наташа. You are stronger than you know.

@maryseeker7590

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly!

@AzeemMia

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah 81

@human_isomer

2 жыл бұрын

I just think that a lot of those feelings that seem to be weakness or self-doubt are caused by not knowing what lies ahead. Most errors can only seen by looking at the past, but many people are unable to see them at all, or ignore them because they wouldn't know what to do with it. But most errors are good, because they teach what to do different next time.

@greenwave819

2 жыл бұрын

This young lady is sharp. No doubt that she will also have some stories to tell when she is 81

You ask, "why are people watching this?" I can't speak for everyone, but I'm watching because I find it reassuring how close we all really are, no matter how far apart we are.

Natasha, my wife (who is also named Natasha) graduated from Far Eastern State University (now FEFU) in Vladivostok in linguistics (English & German). She now owns a translation agency in the US, and is doing very well. We wish you much success in whatever direction you take after graduation. If we can help, let us know! Big Hugs.

16:09 kind of hit me in a way. I hate when people say to leave your comfort zone. Why would I want to put myself out there to get hurt? But expanding my comfort zone, slowly, piece by piece really makes sense to me. Thats an approach that I've maybe not considered.

I watch you, Natasha, because you're not acting, you're not pretentious, your videos are not overly scripted, and you're a nice, sensitive, thinking person. It's always nice to listen to somebody like that. Also, I knew next to nothing about Russian far east before and I found your videos presenting the places you live in very interesting. Yes, the whole world is interesting, but I'm Polish, so Russia is our neighbour, and while we have a long and rather unpleasant history of mostly unfriendly co-existence as nations, and it cannot be said that we share much mentality, yet there are many things we do have in common or that we can understand about each other (as nations) better than people from other parts of the world, and the interest to know more always exists. And then there's of course the desire to go beyond the stereotypes and to get to know a person who doesn't fit that stereotype at all, like you. I hope that what I'm saying makes sense, I don't feel like I have my thinking cap on today :D. Anyway, you shouldn't wonder why people watch you -- many people love to have a chance to listen to somebody who is authentic and reflective.

@vidviewer100

2 жыл бұрын

expressed well, you are making perfect sense today and your English is perfect

@nickvasilakis

2 жыл бұрын

Thank god that Europe has Polish people. I speak as an Irishman!

@simplicitas5113

2 жыл бұрын

Russia is huge. And multi ethnicity. Really interesting to know what you think you share that only Poland and Russia can understand.

@barsorrro

2 жыл бұрын

@@nickvasilakis Thank you very much! That's really kind. Personally, I can't take much credit, because my life situation doesn't permit me to do much for the refugees, but I know there are so many people investing all they can in terms of dedication and resources to help. Some are really heroic in that. But I think that we should first and foremost feel eternally grateful to the Ukrainians for their incredible courage and perseverance, since this is a war of civilization against ruthless barbarity and the Ukrainians are fighting it and spilling their blood not just for their own sake but for ours as well.

@nickvasilakis

2 жыл бұрын

@@barsorrro Absolutely. I speak as an Irishman whose father's best friend was a Pole of exceptional integrity. I have great respect for the Polish nation. I am glad that so many have come to live here with us in Ireland. I think Ukrainians - I know two - are likely to be assets to our country as well.

You never came across as “weak”. To me you come across as intelligent, thoughtful and introspective. Your videos focus on the little things that many would look past. You are very good at connecting with your viewers as others have said. I think it is ok to look at youtube as a real career and not just a hobby. Whatever it is you do make sure it is something you enjoy AND make money.

@peterstringa3350

2 жыл бұрын

I totally agree with you, except for " make money". So Natascha........Whatever you are going to do, make sure it is something you will enjoy. If you do that, the money part comes later. And usually with much more than you ever thought.

@Heat3YT2

2 жыл бұрын

@@peterstringa3350 this isn’t always true imo. Following a singular passion does not guarantee financial independence or success. It could lead to economic hardship. You have to look at what you enjoy and what is in demand. Then try to focus your efforts at some intersection of those two. Money doesn’t solve every problem but it sure does make life a lot easier. Especially in a place like America and I’m sure Europe as well. Once you have enough savings to get over that barrier of just surviving and have enough to start investing that’s when things can get easier. It’s a bit unfair that it’s easier to make money once you already have it, but that’s how it is. When you start with nothing, you have to make good decisions early so they payoff later.

@peterstringa3350

2 жыл бұрын

@@Heat3YT2 Hi, thanks for your comment. But, and sorry if you are American., I wouldn´t want to live in the US. Job variety too less and only in big cities, where there is too much where you have to deal with a lot of competition. Next to that salaries a very low and one needs to have 2 or 3 jobs to be able to survive. Further the contract are not stable.In Europe there are countries where you can do what you want and earn money with that. For example in Italy, Germany, Switzerland or in the Netherlands. And I never said a singular 8 small minded look at what you like to do. It can mean 4 or 10 different things you like or combine it as long you put enjoying in first place and earning on the second place. That is the most important thing. If Natashia puts it the other way around she will be depressed her whole life.

@Heat3YT2

2 жыл бұрын

@@peterstringa3350 you don’t have a very accurate image of what America is like. A country of +300M people and largest economy in the world but you think has less variety of jobs? Silly. Needing to work 2 or 3 jobs? Who is this? Maybe some people that live beyond their means. Buy a car they can’t afford. Buy a house they can’t afford. Get themselves into debt and don’t have the skills to really afford the lifestyle they live. That’s on their own personal decisions. Or could be an immigrant with nothing to their name and has to work from 0 to support themselves and family back home. These people exist in Europe too. They may go beneath your notice. From my personal experience, both my parents were immigrants. My father worked a normal 9-5 job. My mother only part jobs. Not making a lot of money but neither worked multiple jobs in my lifetime. We had our own home. They were there to take me to school in the morning and pick me up in the afternoon. I was never alone because they had to slave at a job. I went to college and have worked for many years in a high skill field. Definitely not needing multiple jobs to survive. Other countries might have a better social safety net but the rules of economics don’t change unless it’s a place like Cuba or North Korea. You still have to do something that other people find valuable in order to make money. If your favorite thing is to paint but no one likes your art how will you feed yourself? Even if the government gives you free food and shelter you will have no way to pick yourself up from that station. But if your #2 thing leads to financial independence then you can paint to your hearts desire in your free time….

@peterstringa3350

2 жыл бұрын

@@Heat3YT2 In urban areas the variety of jobs are quite ok, but outside the centers of cities and rural parts it is getting less, Working long hours > 14 a day or having 2 or 3 jobs is regular. Fixed wages are low or you are such a specialist in which field there is no competion. And people with 2 or 3 jobs often do not live beyond their means. They have to do that to be able to pay the rent etc. Yes in Europe we have them too, but the poverty rate in the US is far higher. You are one of the lucky ones and probably white. I have got familymembers in the US as well. Financially they do well, but have/had to work very long hours every day. About art. There are different ways of looking to that. Yes you should compromise with that when you want to be independent. That´s normal. But next to that you srtill have to make art; real art. Without any compromise. Not in your free time, of which you do not have much in the US. By the way.....my whole family are immigrants from Italy. They went to all places in the world, except for Russia China and the Middle and far east.

Your videos are like therapy for me. Just because of same thoughts, i guess. It’s great to know that there is people with the same fears, dreams or principles. So thank you, and keep on!

@pokechow8295

Жыл бұрын

She has plenty of free time, her parents support her. She need to go to school or work and stop making her stupid videos.

@BlacktulipSF

Жыл бұрын

PEOPLE, THIS GIRL IS IDENTIFIED AS WORKING FOR A RUSSIAN STATE STRATCOM PROGRAMM, INTENDED TO GENTLY INFLUENCE YOUR OPINION TOWARDS RUSSIA, THE WAR AND SANCTIONS. SHE PRETENDS SHE'S AN ACTIVIST SO DONT PAY HER NOR PAY ATTENTION, DONT REACT., REMEMBER, ACTIVISTS IN RUSSIA DONT HAVE THEIR OWN VLOGS, MOST OF THEM ARE SENTENCED. SO DONT PAY ATTENTION NOR PAY MONEY, DONT LEAVE OPINIONS.

The past shapes you, it doesn't define you. The future is what you make it. You are incredible strong Natasha. You will create the future you want.

Wherever you end up I know you’ll do great. Keep on going. Cheers from Illinois USA

@xTwistedxTrinketx

2 жыл бұрын

Also from IL and sending all my love & goodvibes! ❤️😊

@mikekokomomike

2 жыл бұрын

Why live in Illinois when you could move to Russia? Indiana here 😆

@evar.housner5823

2 жыл бұрын

Grew up in IL, but now enjoying Alaska life for the last 4 years. Much prettier than IL!

@robinmiller5256

2 жыл бұрын

...same for Montana...stay safe and healthy and aware!

@wimalky1

2 жыл бұрын

Shout from Madison WI! Be happy your not here right now, hot HOT weather usually seen in July!

The fact that you're on KZread being honest about your feelings and your development to a few hundred thousand subscribers and, conceivably, the world, tells me that you're a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for. This is especially true because you grew up and are part of a society that exercises a certain amount of caution in what people say. Your superpowers are honesty and authenticity. People/viewers will trust you and watch you because you are so different from the liars and fakes we see every day. I would love to see you traveling, having fun after your graduation and enjoying the wonders the world has to offer. Try not to get upset about the things you cannot control, and instead, use your energy to change and enjoy the things you can control. All the best, from New York.

@michaelahass2695

2 жыл бұрын

Good advise

Natasha, please never underestimate the value of a good translator. As an American that _only_ speaks English, your English is excellent. In the short to medium term, I expect the ability to translate Russian will be in fairly high demand. As you say in the video, it's just a matter of finding it. Please stay positive, and stay out of jail! 👍️ (Edit: _MY_ English is terrible, apparently. 🤣)

@brexitgreens

2 жыл бұрын

You're _not_ right. My AI translates all languages living and dead like Google Translator never has… and like Natasha never will. Can Natasha speak like an 18th-century Russian poet? Probably not. Please, _do_ underestimate the value of most human occupations.

@McTroyd

2 жыл бұрын

@@brexitgreens With "Brexit" in the handle, you've certainly demonstrated your point. 😉

@brexitgreens

2 жыл бұрын

@@McTroyd 1. Says man who uses his real name on the Internet - to make his comments more important. *Double cringe.* 2. You won't believe it but I have chosen this name personally with you on mind. It's a trap. It's how I filter people who judge the book by the cover. *Game over, Ted.*

@brexitgreens

2 жыл бұрын

@@McTroyd P.S. There is a hidden "rex" in "Brexit". But that's for the sharp-eyed.

@McTroyd

2 жыл бұрын

@@brexitgreens Sounds like someone skipped nap time today.

The very fact that you "put yourself out there" with your KZread videos and share your feelings tells me that you ARE very Strong! I like your videos.

You may be sharing your thoughts with thousands of strangers, but we are all listing as friends. We are invested in you, we wait for your vlogs every week and we respect you for your struggles. I'll bet that more than a few of us can identify with your thoughts and doubts. I raised 4 daughters, you can trust me when I tell you, that you are on a good path and that every thing will be fine with time.

@PB-dq9gi

2 жыл бұрын

Greetings from Colorado, USA. I totally agree with Mr. Hiersche's sentiments here. I am following your journey on KZread. Please accept my virtual friendly hug!

@diane9247

2 жыл бұрын

Yes, so true!

Oh Natasha! There are so many comments that I wanted to to write to your videos, but never did. I am 70 year old German and had many hard times too. But in retrospect I see how lucky I was to live in a country where I was able to contribute my talents without being the follower of a specific leader. As long as Russia will not learn to accept intelligent and critical young people, it will be stuck in the dull soviet times.

You are a much better person than I was for much of my 20s. I had much of the same worries and demons back then, and still do now sometimes. Keep persisting with yourself and all your work - you really are an inspiration to those who follow you.

"Trauma in my soul" and "What doesn't kill me makes me stronger" and "Hello Natasha in the future". All strike a chord. As an old guy, my advice, which of course I would never follow myself, is to take comfort in how you interact with other people. After we die, our immortality is based on the lives we've led and how we've interacted with others. Concepts like personal strength and knowledge fall by the wayside. I'm not suggesting to always turn the other cheek. Sometimes you gotta fight for what's right. "Love your enemy" is one of my chosen guideposts.

I'm really old now but when young I was like the little boy at 6:18 and thought this was cool - like a club. I wondered why my family members (the ones that were in WW2) never wanted to talk about it. Many years later I understand the terrible things they must have seen and experienced. The world needs to celebrate a day without manipulators, greedy people and control freaks. Everyone park there automobiles and sit down, watch the animals play and the leaves float by in the stream.

@kurt1391

2 жыл бұрын

Definitely. When people are in their 20s, they struggle to make sense of everything. Life is fuzzy and ill defined. If you're living life right, when you get older, resentments and anger melt to nothingness as life and people come into perspective.

@janbouterse3127

2 жыл бұрын

well said Jeff

@rembrandtshadows

2 жыл бұрын

@@kurt1391 well maybe. My granduncle had friends fight in Burma (he was English). They never came back. He never talked about it and never forgave. Nice thoughts but its not true. Russia will be greatly diminished for 2 generations. If and when the Russian Federation is defeated, they will be paying a third of their GDP for 40 years as war reparations.

@davidmorneau9759

2 жыл бұрын

Wow!, that's soooooo good! Yes, I agree.

@Morehills840

2 жыл бұрын

@@rembrandtshadows Nevr happen.

I watch because you're funny, you're naturally gifted as an entertainer. Your satire is bitting, grounded in honesty.

...I feel you! The war killed my brain for two months and now I have to restart writing. It's important to not beat yourself up. This is a very difficult and stressful time, for you, for many people. What matters is, you will finish at some point and move on. Your channel is very important, Natasha. It reminds people Russia is not only its politics but so much more! Much love!

I'll tell you why I watch you - because you give me hope that your generation will choose to do things differently, also for your humour and I cannot imagine that you are anything but an inspiration to many others in Russia and elsewhere. I wish you all the luck in the world...

@the2ndcoming135

Жыл бұрын

“I agree with you.”🙂

@BlacktulipSF

Жыл бұрын

PEOPLE, THIS GIRL IS IDENTIFIED AS WORKING FOR A RUSSIAN STATE STRATCOM PROGRAMM, INTENDED TO GENTLY INFLUENCE YOUR OPINION TOWARDS RUSSIA, THE WAR AND SANCTIONS. SHE PRETENDS SHE'S AN ACTIVIST SO DONT PAY HER NOR PAY ATTENTION, DONT REACT., REMEMBER, ACTIVISTS IN RUSSIA DONT HAVE THEIR OWN VLOGS, MOST OF THEM ARE SENTENCED. SO DONT PAY ATTENTION NOR PAY MONEY, DONT LEAVE OPINIONS.

Natasha, some thoughts about your future career… I, too, am a linguist. I worked as a translator and interpreter. As a linguist who knows both English and Russian and a native Russian, you can provide invaluable insight into how Russians think about the world and their interactions with it. I would suggest translating things that are written in Russian, such as billboards, signs and other public documents ( I wanted to say official documents, but that could be misunderstood and cause you problems) that speak to the events around the world from a Russian perspective. You can see from your own KZread channel how interested people are in understanding the perspective of Russians about the world and world events. You can utilize your KZread channel for exposure and a demonstration of your capabilities. Keep up the good work!

@francescorighini9303

2 жыл бұрын

This! I'm pretty convinced we in the West are going to need quite a lot of translator from the Russian language and from the Russian mind in coming years. I hope Natasha's journey will be for all good!

@sveng35

2 жыл бұрын

This deserves a thumbs up. I agree with everything said here. Learn from your popularity that there's definitely a Western interest to learn about and possibly learn from Russia. Leverage your channel to offer you services for any sort of translator-work. Upload a linked-in with Natasha's Adventures in the name and ask youtube followers in videos to 'follow' your profile on there. You will gain more than average amount of people your linked with and they all hold you in high regard.

@kaos9010

2 жыл бұрын

I was in USSR in the early 80)'s. The language does not interpret well. The people were very nice. It was the government. Even the literature is difficult to follow.

@williamswenson5315

2 жыл бұрын

Both good and encouraging advice. Nicely done.

@Name-lt2tz

2 жыл бұрын

@@kaos9010 the people nice until they show you their real face. Like Lukashenko also look like ok. But at the same time he cheats in elections and beat those who do not agree.

I hope you do understand that the reason this KZread thing has worked for you is that we like and respect you. Be proud of that! It's no small thing. I'm guessing that there are larger than normal expat communities in the world that need people with language skills that you have. Be bold and embrace the scary opportunities. You have many of us ready to help hold you up!

@williamrandall1415

2 жыл бұрын

Well stated. Ask for help if you need it.

@adolfohernandez6298

2 жыл бұрын

Your language is great. I was born in America and I think you speak English better then me and I am a University Graduate. Wherever you go, I’m sure you will do well. For a 23 year old young lady, you sound more independent than many American ladies your age

@sinabagherisarvestani8924

2 жыл бұрын

Natashia , I'm sorry for the sanctions imposed on your country , these sanctions are the wrong policy , the sanctions are immoral and I hope we remove these sanctions , I am opposed to the policy of sanctions against nations like Iran , Cuba and Russia because these sanctions are the wrong policy , instead of creating a new world order based on trade and globalization , our sanctions have created a world of disorder . I support Joe Biden , I think his a good president but the sanctions on Russia need to be removed , sanctions have achieved nothing for our economy here in America , I don't think Russia is to blame for the war but the war needs to end and we need to remove all sanctions imposed on Russia .

@JimScholfield

2 жыл бұрын

@@sinabagherisarvestani8924 OK, I'll ask you about this. Given Russia's invasion and war against Ukraine with such disastrous consequences, how should the world treat Russia? The current actions are imperfect so what should be done.

I believe trauma can make you stronger. Being able to get through hard times proves how strong we really are. You are strong, you always have been.

@tango780

2 жыл бұрын

It has been well studied and documented that trauma can actually cause great harm to us humans if not treated. Thus it should be addressed and resolved with the help of professionals in order not to effect ones mental, physical, and spiritual health.

@brexitgreens

2 жыл бұрын

@@tango780 "Trauma" is what I eat for breakfast. *Joking.* You're absolutely right. You don't need university studies to know that trauma _traumatises._ Otherwise it's not "trauma". Language, stupid.

this has been one of your best videos, thank you for your humanity. get well, good luck with the thesis and hope your get out safely.

Take care Natasha. As a senior citizen, the fun of "growing up" is things rarely work out as you think they might at the very beginning. My advice is the get in the "happy line". When I was around your age I was looking for work. The unemployment office had a long line of dull and sad people waiting to see if they could find employment when I arrived. Looking over from my line, I saw another line where everyone seemed more happy and upbeat. I did not know what the line was for, but I just got in that line. It turned out to be a government program for supported work experience. I got a job that ended up starting my career working in a program for the rest of my working life. Had I not moved to that line, I have no idea where my journey may have lead. In my thirties, I got a small part in Chorus Line because they needed "guys". I did not know dance at all but rehearsing with the group they were all smiling and happy, so I decided to take ballet lessons. It was one of the best choices I ever made. So look for the happy line and happy people and you will have a happy life. Good luck and best wishes on your journey.

@chrishorst1318

2 жыл бұрын

Happy line....is this drug related? Jk...just wanna see how quick my cmment is deleted. Lmfao

@batorsagandszerelem4474

2 жыл бұрын

What a beautiful anecdote! And such meaningful advice as well. I'm 30 and only now am I realizing how important choosing life's "happy line" is. I spent most of my teenage years and my 20's being depressed and angry about a lot of things in my life. I feel like I wasted so much time being willfully unhappy.

@rembrandtshadows

2 жыл бұрын

@@chrishorst1318 well its been an hour and you haven't been deleted. Err, well you know what I mean . . . .

@rembrandtshadows

2 жыл бұрын

@@batorsagandszerelem4474 take care of you first. That said, in a capitalist society you have to make money. You are also uniquely you. You know something that no one else does. Seize opportunies when they arise.

@montydevere9671

2 жыл бұрын

I love this! Best advice ever! Use the happy line!

Natasha, the very fact that you self aware enough to ask questions about yourself speaks volumes of good about you. My personal opinion is it is not hardships, or lack thereof that helps one to grow, rather it is how to choose to react to life events that help define us. Looking at it through this lens you can grow just as much in good times as you can through adversity. Edit: I watch your videos because it helps me see the world through the eyes of another culture & country. This helps remind me that people have far more in common than national boundaries can divide.

Thank you Natasha . . . Thank you for your honesty. Having to complete your thesis has been a scary cloud hanging over you for months. When you graduate I’m sure it will be a great relief.

I have been watching your videos off and on for two years now, it’s good to see you are well and in good spirits! Keep your chin up, with all of the turmoil going on over there.

You’re a beautiful soul Natasha! Wishing you the best wherever you end up! Thank you for being so open and sharing your little part of Russia with the world. You encourage all of us.

@pluto9000

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah yeah

Natasha, you have a very special gift of connecting with people. Stay strong take your time and decide what is best for you in your life.

Peace be with You woman, I’m a firm believer in freedom of expression & speech. I hope people of Russia will come to sense that WAR is not the answer.

Наташа, мне кажется, что вы нашли свое место на ютубе, вы понимаете Россию и можете перевести свои чувства на английский, это так прикольно, смотреть даже русским. Я просто думаю, что это не просто, найти такое узкое место, сохраните этот формат, Вы как окошко для иностранцев для понимания России. Спасибо за то, что делаете

I started watching your channel because I got really unique insight into life in Russia. I stayed because of the insight you provide into humanity. I just retired from 25 years in psychology. I have a daughter your age finishing university and having self-doubts and challenges similar to the ones you described. In fact she is studying Russian; you may be doppelgängers! 😂 Anyway you provide insight and clarity in your own self-reflections and in your observations of others. You have compassion and courage and a sense of humour and to say you are not weak is insufficient. You are a rock. Even rocks have to find their way, and there is little doubt that you will. :)

@lxndrlbr

2 жыл бұрын

and the internal monologue about values, life experiences, resilience is really interesting from a psychological point of view, although KZread is absolutely not a safe place to do a Freudian analysis. Encouragements et salutations de France

@mrpeppery

2 жыл бұрын

@@lxndrlbr ​@@lxndrlbr I must have missed the Freudian analysis. I specialized in neuropsychology so that stuff would go straight over my head. In any case, that's a personal choice for Natasha to make and I trust her ability to make the right one.

@luxborealis

2 жыл бұрын

@@lxndrlbr Damnit, you just made me do a freudian analysis of myself and I just realized my entire construct of _id_ is shaped by repressed childhood urges to eat dog droppings because they look like chocolate.

@mrpeppery

Жыл бұрын

@@luxborealis if you say so

I remember having similar fears about my career path when I was in college. It’s difficult to decide at 22 what you want to do for the rest of your life. I ended up finding a career I love that has nothing to do with my degree, and I never knew it was even an option when I was your age. I’ve found that a lot of employers require a degree, but it doesn’t necessarily need to be in the same field as the job you want.

@fynnschumann7661

2 жыл бұрын

What are you working with if I may ask?

@medsuit1686

2 жыл бұрын

Dont leave us hanging man, tell us.

Thanks Natasha. We love you, good luck.

Natasha, you seem like such an awesome person and I wish you all the success in this new chapter of your life!

Natasha, we started watching you to learn about life in Far East Russia but we continue because we truly care about you. Listening to you and getting to know you is good for confirming our shared humanity. I was 22 once. I understand, and you help me to remember (I am now 69). And you are strong, in that you are self aware, you question, even if the answers are not clear (they may never be for some things), you persevere, you keep questioning, and you will succeed, in whatever you do. You, in fact, already have. 💛

Listening to your candid thoughts reminded me how Russian novelists can be insightful and provide us a window into human psyche. I definitely think you have a talent in blogging or fiction writing because you are natural at unveiling the layers of your feelings.

@elektrotehnik94

2 жыл бұрын

Very good at leading us down the path of unveiling the layers of your feelings. Plus you show really well how somebody from Russia structures their system of values & their society as a whole. It helps me put into context the layers of Russian society. Hopefully, educating each other about ourselves will help us stop this madness sooner.

Thank you again for sharing with us Natasha. My step daughter is the same age as you. Although she is starting a new life in a new city in the UK, hearing you talk about your fears, hopes, concerns and experiences in a small way helps me to understand my step daughter just a little bit better. Thank you and I hope you get your thesis finished.

When I was in college in Michigan, students used to descend through the manhole covers and travel through the tunnels around the city (Ann Arbor). There wasn't any sewage down there for whatever reason. And it's amazing how much less the frigid air matters when you're five feet under ground. Of course there are other cold cities with underground walkways and malls. We might need more of those underground malls as global warming ramps up. Cue the trailer from A Boy and His Dog starring Melanie Griffith's father.

I LOVE you. I know you’re strong enough to get through this traumatic time. You’re NOT weak, what is around you is weak. You’re wise beyond your years. Please Please be careful. We all know your heart.☮️

Natasha, I am in the US, and i am about old enough to be a grandmother. I love watching you on your channel because you are very honest, you are very authentic, and you have a deep, interesting personality. All the feelings and struggles you are going through right now, are very normal at your stage of life. You are wonderful! You are doing very well. Don’t feel bad that your only roommate in University was your sister; I lived with a lot of roommates before 2000, and it was always worriesome. I was always wondering if I would get a roommate with a bad personality-and yes, I did have several!-and consequently, i have been living in my roommate’s house, for over 21 years! She is an excellent roommate and has helped me many times over. I hope i have been equally helpful to her. It’s really nice knowing what kind of personality your rooommate has! It takes a lot of pressure off you! Enjoy your new life! Good luck on your thesis! I hope you get the top grade in your class!

@sinabagherisarvestani8924

2 жыл бұрын

Natashia , I'm sorry for the sanctions imposed on your country , these sanctions are the wrong policy , the sanctions are immoral and I hope we remove these sanctions , I am opposed to the policy of sanctions against nations like Iran , Cuba and Russia because these sanctions are the wrong policy , instead of creating a new world order based on trade and globalization , our sanctions have created a world of disorder . I support Joe Biden , I think his a good president but the sanctions on Russia need to be removed , sanctions have achieved nothing for our economy here in America , I don't think Russia is to blame for the war but the war needs to end and we need to remove all sanctions imposed on Russia . Anyways thanks for the video , the videos are great and interesting , hopefully we abandon our wrong and failed polices and we remove sanctions on nations the sell oil and we can have a new world order based on trade . Here in America most people are opposed to sanctions , we don't support the policy of sanctions , one of the reasons I voted for Obama and also for Biden is because they promised to remove sanctions on foreign nations and these sanctions need to be removed , our economy can not afford to play judge , jury and prosecution around the world

I'm so impressed by your strength and vulnerability. Thank you for your videos! Keep going!!!

Natasha I can tell you will always do very well. You are so motivated and reflective about your future. Take care and stay safe!

I find it incredibly brave that you put yourself out there like you do. And making the decision to leave a situation you are unhappy with takes courage as well. You already have the strength you need. Uncertainty and doubt are part of life, but they can also lead you to unexpectedly beautiful experiences. Thanks for letting us tag along on your journey.

Give yourself so credit Natasha you just brought together a thousand people from all over the world

You are very self-aware, and a very deep thinker. I really enjoy hearing you talk. Thanks for that. I wish you all the best with your thesis, and with finding a career that suits you perfectly, and in a place that values your skills, and lets you thrive. Some great things are coming your way.

You are very brave and appropriately bold to share your feelings, fears, and doubts. This video/confession will do you real good. I wish you the best.

Sometimes it's easier to share your feelings with complete strangers, thank you for sharing them with all of us. You are indeed strong!

I admire your courage sharing your self with all of us

When I see images of Khabarovsk it reminds me how my city looked 30 years ago after the fall of Iron Courtain . That gray from the city it's depressing after you saw other colors. It''s such a shame that a county with that amount of resources invest last into they own people well being.

@ClixMoney

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Not all cities in Russia are that bad. I live in Rostov, and it's a nice city would say.

@fhbLXXXIV

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@@ClixMoney I am sure of that, I saw Rostov from a vlog.

I'm watching you because I like the normal day to day life of a Russian woman, without all the bells and whistles. Natural scenery, real people, locations where tourist don't normally see. Thank you for sharing. Goodluck on your journey. Be safe.

Thank you, Natasha, for your videos. I am 70 years old and really appreciate the love you share with all of us. You speak out of the heart of Russia and bring people together. You wanted to become a diplomat and you already are a diplomat! Finally there is only One world

Wow - that was great Natasha! Yes, I got everything you said! Thank you for telling me all those things. It is very good to listen to another human being expressing her innermost feelings. There's more to you than just Natasha the person you know - there is Natasha the Human Being and you do that job very well here! May you have the very bright future you deserve. Full of great, not overwhelming surprises, that make you laugh and be happy!! May your life be no end of adventure and fun...

Hi, Natasha. I've watched snippets of your videos here and there and thoroughly enjoy them. You have something about you that has a lot of potential, which I think is a combination of authenticity, genuineness, as well as a creative flow. Keep at it and I have no doubt that you will find yourself in a great place. Take care and wish you the best!

Наташа, спасибо за то, что делитесь мыслями 🙏🏻я ваша тезка и, хотя на несколько лет старше, все Те же мысли меня тревожат. Speak aloud, а такие, как мы, найдём что-то знакомое в ваших словах и нам тоже станет легче) P.s. Мне кажется вы олицетворение современной русской девушки. И так приятно видеть вас улыбающейся, а улыбаетесь Вы только когда говорила про переезд в другую страну. Удачи и ждём улыбающуюся и счастливую Наташу 😊

@danielg.1698

2 жыл бұрын

She hates being Russian.

I'm a Spanish girl and your content is basically what helped me understand more deeply about all of the beauty and ugly in Russia. I really appreciate your dedication on this channel and I'm so glad you get to show us your inner emotions, because there's many people nowadays who unfortunately think Russians are monsters, but you're proving them wrong. Keep up the good job and I wish you the best with your future plans! Lots of love from Spain 🇪🇸🤍

@chrishorst1318

2 жыл бұрын

Chris de Ancos Well said i also learned alot from her. I really didnt know how beautiful it can be, nor how corrupt n fascist the gov. N orthodox church are. (Ceremony of opposites) She is a true ambassador of logic n reason. Sadly many her followers are men that are pervs n trolls. Not here to learn like you n i. 😞

@Idontreallycareatall

2 жыл бұрын

Hey... I've moved to Spain 2 years ago... just a few weeks before covid lockdown indeed. I don't have plenty of friends here yet, but luckily I haven't met any negative about my... well.. say... passport (: You've got really nice people here... mostly (:

@transformsupportedaccommod553

2 жыл бұрын

You cannot be the perpetrator and the victim at the same problem. Willingly unwillingly we have to view them as the enemy. Silence is violence, they invaded a sovereign nation

@kurt1391

2 жыл бұрын

@@transformsupportedaccommod553 Solzhenitsyn made it pretty clear that we are usually perpetrators and victims in the same problems in life (although I'm not talking about the invasion of Ukraine).

@manfredneilmann4305

2 жыл бұрын

@@transformsupportedaccommod553 I think you need to distinguish between the Russian people as a whole and those around Putin and the decision makers in the military who started the war in Ukraine. The majority of the Russian population is daily being bombarded with misinformation and pro-Russian propaganda. Their access to non-Russian media is strictly limited.

God bless you, Natasha. We cannot control the past - we can only learn from it. But we can control our present, and we can vow to do better in the future. You’re young, you’re intelligent, you have empathy, you’re brave, and you ARE strong - you have all the tools for a very bright future. I absolutely can see you in diplomacy and international humanitarian causes. Praying for you from San Francisco ✌🏽

Hi Natasha. I wish you all the best in what you do moving forward. Stay safe and keep your sense of humour.

Having struggles is not a sign of weakness or failure. How you react and respond to your situation and circumstances is what defines you. Setting a large goal (moving for you) and then making many small goals to achieve the larger goal is the way to do it! Keep it up!

Have you ever thought about working for Club Med? They have locations all over the world and require their staff to speak multiple languages. I worked there in my 20s and got to meet new people from all over the world every week. And they moved you every six months so you could work in multiple countries over a year or two. I got job offers in many different countries because of the people I met - everything from working in a winery to large department stores. They pay for your room and board plus a little extra for fun things. It's just an idea while you figure out what you want to do for a career. Good luck on your thesis!

@fins59

2 жыл бұрын

That's a great idea.

Natasha, I have just watched the interview Niki did with you and I commented that you have a beautiful soul. To me you appear to be psychologically stronger than you think you are. That inner strength combined with your compassionate feelings will serve you very well wherever you go in the world. I hope you are able to fulfil your ambitions very soon and I wish you every success. Take care.

People like you make me believe in humanity for in spite of the circumstances you are able to see the truth! Keep on going!

You already have wisdom beyond your years Natasha , you just don't know it. I wish you the best for the future..

Less than a minute into this video you’re sense of humor made me smile and I said aloud, “Natasha’s back!” I wish peace, happiness and prosperity to you and all the people of Russia from the USA.

It's a joy to see your videos where you can put some little puns in even in these times, and also you are very informative. I hope you find your place where you can be happy and wish to know you better so keep up with the videos. Greetings from Hungary!

I can see your personal strength. I can see that you will have a prosperous future. Keep on. And thank you.

I watch because it helps me, too. Living in small town in Poland, fighting a chronic illness, having experienced bullying at school etc. left me with slightly different scars than yours, but still. Many of your thoughts and feelings resonate with me. I also think that certain feelings as helplessness, inadequacy and fear for the future are universal and that is why so many people from all over the world subscribe to your channel. Your honesty and genuiness attract. :) If you want to, maybe you will run a KZread channel for a long time? Contrary to appearances, it seems to be quite OK as a source of income. I hope you will achieve all your plans. All the best!

@karolinaa.6183

2 жыл бұрын

@@jasongb5666 Scotland is great and I will definitely go there as a tourist. But I also love my country with all its prons and cons, so I'm not planning to move anywhere at this moment. :) Btw: I don't know why I got so many likes, but it's nice that so many people read my comment, thank you.

@karolinaa.6183

2 жыл бұрын

@@jasongb5666 Well, thank you for showing willing, but I'm not planning any travels at this moment.

@tomnordquist9209

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@BlacktulipSF

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PEOPLE, THIS GIRL IS IDENTIFIED AS WORKING FOR A RUSSIAN STATE STRATCOM PROGRAMM, INTENDED TO GENTLY INFLUENCE YOUR OPINION TOWARDS RUSSIA, THE WAR AND SANCTIONS. SHE PRETENDS SHE'S AN ACTIVIST SO DONT PAY HER NOR PAY ATTENTION, DONT REACT., REMEMBER, ACTIVISTS IN RUSSIA DONT HAVE THEIR OWN VLOGS, MOST OF THEM ARE SENTENCED. SO DONT PAY ATTENTION NOR PAY MONEY, DONT LEAVE OPINIONS.

@neptun6761

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My mom is from poland and i grew up in Switzerland. I also have similar struggle's (except the chronic illness ) This year i found out that i have Asperger's and it explained so many things. Thinking of how often i was penalised for things that where outside my control, but those people also didn't know i had this condition, so i cant blame them for that, however what i saw in this is that you apparently only deserve tolerance and compassion when you are a victim of some sort. Humans are so different on the inside yet most are to self-centred to realise this, its also so hard to get this because you learn from adults who have not shown you better but just repeat the same mistake wich turned them into what they hate. As a kid you get so overwhelmed and when people are wrongfully angry with you because they don't have the patience and/or don't get that you learn/understand in a way that is not as common or like thiers. Its like Ignorance and hate passed from generation to generation, so we need to be the ones who don't repeat this with our individual actions .

My wife and I have been watching you sense your first video. We are aware of your true feelings without you expressing them publicly. As a combat vet best advice I can give is stay safe, look forward not back and keep moving forward. I am guilty of falling on past things but it will happen. Just have to reaffirm you can't change the past you can only improve your future if you strive to.

I hope ypur wishes come true and that you will get your diploma ! I understand that also these times are difficult for you and hope you will cope with this. Everyone is shocked with what is currently happening and I can imagine that it is hard to distract these thoughts in a for you such a important time with your studies. I admire your story and admire you for sharing your story, while maybe you are at risk in your county. Keep up and I wish you the very best the upcoming weeks !

You are a lovely and engaging person Natasha, all my best wishes for a fruitful and happy future.

This channel is a gem. I love the atmosphere of those vlogs, it really attracts... and about the thoughts you've shared, many of us can 100% relate. It's just hard to believe in that in current (heavily faked by social media) times. I appreciate honesty, stance on latest situation and your atmospheric videos. Greetings from Poland 😄

You would and will succeed at what ever you decide to do and wherever you decide to do it. You are much more capable than most people in the world are at navigating life's tribulations. Being smart, genuine, creative and funny has worked for you so far and I'm sure it always will, I mean you've managed to create a very popular KZread channel without any of the usual click bate trending bull that many rely upon. Any employer would be lucky to have you

Natasha you are not alone! We all have such doubts. I resonate so much with everything that you said even if I live in a different country (Eastern Europe), but I feel our childhoods have a lot in common. I love to watch your videos because they also motivate and help me when I am full of negativity. It's like a group therapy to listen to somebody who speaks about the same difficulties. Even when you talk about sad things, you manage to convey a lot of optimism and that helps! Keep it up!

Loved-Loved-Loved This, You Would Not Believe How Much Your Words Make Me Think, And How Much They Have Helped Me..

I was born in 1979 and raised in socislist country of Poland. My memoreis of overcrouded school, queques and overwhelming gray are with me despite the fact that I am already 43 years old. Totalitarian systems can leave a wound in the soul. We should cultivate hope and be understanding towards ourselves and be kind and helpful to others. Never loose hope. Cheers from Wejherowo, Poland!

@blackbeansmatter1280

2 жыл бұрын

I wish the average American could know what you just shared. Thank you

@bobabier5394

2 жыл бұрын

i was born in 1980 and i grew up in a seperated country with two totally different systems in a cold war. i grew up in west germany so i was totally influenced by the US and the DDR was of course totally under sovjet control. until today there are so many differences in the mindset, even germany is reunited since 1989! and it still goes on no matter if the people even were born 89 or not. it takes generations to get rid of a mindset which was hammered into your head for decades.

@conkshell9445

2 жыл бұрын

YESS!

@peterstringa3350

2 жыл бұрын

It is not only totalitarian systems, also totalitarian, dictorial individuals, like parents can leave deep wounds in the soul. That is what happened to me, but that is why I can relate to you.

Just keep doing what you're doing. I know we are 300000 strangers, but many of us are concerned about Russians who have a much better idea of the truth. We are relieved to discover your courage at navigating the current situation as well as your university life, and real life too, and we wish you continued success no matter where life's journey takes you. I'm sure many of us want to meet you in real life (although probably not a good idea) because we are inspired by you, your openness, and your honesty. Many of us are older and respect you much more than your country's leadership who are people our age. You are very wise for your age. You will never be alone as you have fans around the world! Best of luck on completing your thesis and nomading!

This was a fantastic video! It is really interesting to follow your thought process and as a fellow anxoius person, it is not hard to understand how your childhood may have affected your thought process about yourself. But I will say that I have no doubt in that you are going to continue evolving as a person and manage the things you set out to do! Keep up the good videos and take care.

I never seemed weak to me! And your struggles actually remind me of my own struggles. In a sense I can say that I am watching your videos because you are so real in them and I feel a connection. Like talking to a friend and we catch up from time to time ;-)

Why do I watch your videos? Because you make me smile and laugh. You have a very unique and wonderful sense of humor. I also love that you display a very strong belief in what's right and wrong, a good moral compass. I look forward to your next video. Watching from Canada. ❤

@chrishorst1318

2 жыл бұрын

I agree with your thoughts to a T.

We feel your pain. Its been a shitty few years for all of us. But good people like you give me hope. We have to feed off each others positivity and constantly work for a freer, better world.

@warpdirection

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly!

So lovely to see you Natasha. Take care of yourself. You are an inspiration and wonderful.

Natasha it’s good to see you again! Can’t wait for you to be free from suppression! Much love from Colorado 😊

Natasha, I’m only 29 seconds into this video & I’m just overwhelmed with how delightful you are. You’re a gem.

As an old man, I'd say you worry too much. But when I remember myself at your age, I too was very worried about the future. My worries influenced my choices and things turned out reasonably well.

Thank-you again for your Vlogs, Never doubt yourself! We all do it, but you seem to be doing very well. I see a great future for you. As said before,... your English is perfect. Love from UK!

I LOVE your videos - You are not a WEAK person at all - far from it ! I find you have have great strength in telling your daily life - as it takes great courage. I wish you luck the next few weeks to get your thesis completed !!

watching you I am so impressed with how strong you truly are at only 22, and wish you saw that in yourself as well! you are amazing and doing such important work, whether you believe it right now or not - you'll one day look back on these times and what you've done in your life and be proud of yourself and all you've endured and thrived through. take this from a woman about to turn 30. savor and recognize your abundant accomplishments. Будь здоров, Наташа

I watch for your authenticity! and I hope you never lose that as long as you make videos. Sharing what makes you feel weak, what makes you feel strong, it's all part of how people might learn to understand one another and have patience for each other. In your own way, you are doing something that brings the world closer together, whether that's what you meant to when you started your channel or not. These are all very good videos in opening a window to a slice of real life miles and miles away. I hope future Natasha is as happy as this Natasha sees her :) ps. nice glasses

Natasha I am so glad you're ok! No word from you is worrying. All the very best in the writing of your thesis. If you get the chance, come to New Zealand when you start your overseas adventure. We will ensure your stay is enjoyable and very cheap!!

You are awesome, experiencing many of the same emotions as many. You commented on how different your FANS are, as you are different too. You will have a community in every country you travel. It was the stories of your US adventures that amazed me. Can't wait to hear your thesis score!!🌹🇨🇦

I started watching because I was always curious about Far East Russia and seeing a young adult’s perspective was interesting. Also your editing skills are 🔥 Now I really admire your level of self-awareness through this whole thing and am looking forward to seeing what you do with it.

Really pleased to hear that you're taking control of your life and moving forward. Great news. Well done. Looking forward to seeing the new video. Congratulations from Australia 🇦🇺🦘🦘🦘🦘🇦🇺

@stephenharvey4138

2 жыл бұрын

Bazza you are not a real Ozzie. You failed to acknowledge the Rip Curl T-shirt,. A company manufacturing surfboards in OZ since 1970 and all of the wetsuits and clothing to go with the boards.

@divarachelenvy

2 жыл бұрын

g'day from Brisbane..

@teestees1115

2 жыл бұрын

@@stephenharvey4138 1969

@leoniebradford4410

2 жыл бұрын

@@stephenharvey4138 maybe he just prefers Billabong but was being nice by not bringing it up LOL #alsofromAustralia

@barrywoods9519

2 жыл бұрын

Fair point Stephen. Not many Rip Curls in the Adelaide Hills. At 76 I'm into Drizabone and our great local company R. M. Williams. 🐨🐨🐨🐨

Good luck with your future, Natasha. May you find your freedom and grow and prosper. Take care. Hugs from Australia. 💐🐨

Natasha, it must be awful to be so sane and smart and to deal with this. Good luck with your thesis. You’re not weak! Keep going! 🤗

Watching your videos is a "win win situation." They're enjoyable. It's easy to root for your success. You've got a good head on your shoulders and a wide open horizon.

It’s so good to see you again, Natasha. (Love the glasses!) I’m glad you still have your freedom and access to KZread - I admit I worry a little about you when I haven’t seen any new videos from you for awhile. You’re going through a time in your life I remember from own early twenties. Questioning everything, worrying about my ability to “find myself” and mature into a happy, successful adult. I have no doubt you will succeed in those things. And, remember, you have hundreds of thousands of supporters around the world wishing you the best! Good luck with that treatise! I’m eager to see you as you start your quest to find a new country to settle in.

Natasha, thank you for sharing your thoughts. What you are going through sorting out how things fit together is exactly normal, with the big difference being that the world is particularly crazy right now, which upsets the landscape. It's very challenging to sort out how to survive and thrive in the rapidly tectonic environment we are living in. So many people have been touched by you so don't forget the impact that you have. Best of luck to you!!

Hi Natasha, I watch as you, like my own children, give me hope for the future. I wish you well in your final piece for University and look forward to hearing from you again wherever that may be.

Natasha! It is so good to see and hear from you again! And yes, you are sharing with us your life's journey, but by doing so, you allow us to be part of that journey, and we want to journey with you. Your ability to communicate your thoughts and experiences is your excellence. Please keep us informed of your plans and continue to share with us your life's journey.