Isn't this world a bit too cruel ?

@izumi-nyan9320

Жыл бұрын

this world is cruel but also so beautiful, that's how despicable this world is

@Alina_monroe

Жыл бұрын

So cruel

@zara5577

Жыл бұрын

💀keeps getting more cruel tho

@jeaniquepaul9549

Жыл бұрын

Yes 14 years n depressed is really annoying

@zara5577

Жыл бұрын

@@jeaniquepaul9549 "13"🥲

To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏

@Fenrir2883

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much that really helps. now I'm crying again.

@user-sx1oc2st9s

Жыл бұрын

thanks a lot for this worlds ❤

Feeling empty every day is not that bad after all cuz you can easily move on to something that just happened

here you are crying... for what?? you crying is the satisfaction they want but you know its ok to cry its ok to want love and affection u mean a lot to ME don't have to be anything or anyone else because there is gonna be a lot of people that will support u and that's ok

Isn't it the worst feeling when you sit alone in class with no one to talk,looking on the window or anywhere bcuz you're bored and no one actually cares about you and no one wants to talk to you? When you eat alone at lunch, taking your face mask and you hear your classmates making fun and judging you? When you walk from school and when you arrive at home feeling drowned/tired? And when you overthink at night about school?

@sarahlynn123

Жыл бұрын

Sorry for my grammar (it's not my first language)

@pigslaughter6047

Жыл бұрын

Im so sorry ❤

@kingwolfie3173

Жыл бұрын

@@sarahlynn123 it's ok man I went through the same thing I'm 20 I still got no friends just got to live the best you can

@minry678

Жыл бұрын

Forget them I rooting for u ❤

@Pokhiba

Жыл бұрын

The fact that i lived all that and more and now at 22yo I’m still didnt get over it I just paint my pain i just put all my emotions my suffering into my paintings

When mom said she can't live without me but she make me feel like she's getting tired of my existence

@fairybread_eater2

Жыл бұрын

my mom says she would be devastated if I ever left..but she makes fun of me and it pretty much makes me feel like she dosent really love me and that she really is tired of my stupid existence..

I wanna cry until i have no more tears

I was thinking about ending my life several times but when i remember that i have a family to think about to make them proud.I was alone for a long time i went through a lot and i want to say that think about ur emotions about everything be thankful to the god ur self and ofc ur mother who gave u ur life.Love u all and i hope u get better.Also im 14 so it doesnt matter what age are u at everyone has tough times.Love u and be thankful to the god himself

It's the crushing weight of my own mortality I'm not scared to die but it's the knowledge of the fact that I will and so will the people I love that makes it hard. Hard to make friends. Hard to look for love. hard to do anything but sit and watch as everything I have and care for wilts and eventually disappears

Amazing comments, if only we could see our beacon of light to unite us. It’s crazy we want company but don’t know who to call for or talk. But if those who feel it, we look up at night and follow the light in us , may we unite and shine. It’s just so dark…

Love this so much It helped me break free😓

This playlist is great since I find sad songs calming in some way to me this was great for studying and working on my projects

I keep coming back here . Imagine if it could all end so I can go forever...I wish

Thank you for making me cry i needed it

i sit here. looking at these comments on these type of videos. i realized I'll never have someone in my life. someone that actually cares for me.. i wish someone asked me how my day went. or how i feel. maybe im asking too much. either way. My time on this earth is coming to a close.... I don't have people to talk to... they find accuses to not talk to me. they don't want to talk to me,,, you're ok. im ok.... either way im a lover. so i love any of you who reads this...

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Hey axel... How was your day? How are you feeling? Sometimes a new day can bring a new perspective... I'm hoping its better today for you 👊

@axelva5479

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 Thanks. My day was ok. I'm feeling okay now because you went out of your way to reply to a comment on a KZread video. Yes you're right, sometimes a new day can bring new perspective. Thanks. It was...

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

@@axelva5479 are you from Virginia?

@axelva5479

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 sadly no I am from. Nebraska, Macy

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

@@axelva5479 Oh my bad I just thought based on your username. How is it in macy?

Depression i fight evryday nothing seems to make me smile and to be happy is not the kind that has been coming my way. I want to break nd cry to the point i cant i keep fighting to keep going but i can hold on so much

Wanted to commit suicide by jumping out of a window because of a argument with my parents. No phone no pc, couldn't call the suicide hotline, my parents laughed it off, my mom even said "Ok, do it." I closed the door and prepared to jump, wrote 10 letters, one for my bff, familly members and my crush. When i was ready, the curtain holder fell off and hit me in the head. I fell unconscious on my bed. Never was i ever more thankfull that our house was falling apart. I got my life back on track now, sort of. A close call.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

God was not ready for you to go. You still have a purpose... I don't think that was an accident at all. I'm really sorry about how your parents reacted. You're never alone. You can always reply here if you need to talk. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalms 34:18 ❤

@celinevinsmoke7762

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 Amen!🙏

@Please...Just....Dont.

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 Thank you alot. You are a very nice person!

One of my friends has been going through some tough times, and I wrote this awhile ago, for them, for those who are struggling. The first part is from the perspective of the person who’s struggling, the second part is from mine/the person trying to help them. I hope this brings some light to some of ya’ll, cause you need it. Would anyone notice if I disappeared? Would anyone chase me, tell me the words I need to hear? Would anyone cry, would anyone notice if one more star disappeared in a sky of a thousand lights? Would anyone come to my rescue, tell me that I’m no burden, that I’m not as worthless as I think. Would anything change, would the world change if I was gone? Would you notice? Yes, I would notice. I would notice you were gone, I would notice the hole you once filled. I would notice if you were no longer here You are worth so much more than you realize, You are priceless, not worthless. And yes, the world would come to a screeching halt if you were no longer a part of it. I would notice that the brightest star in the sky ceased to shine, that you no longer shed your light. I would tell you the words you need to hear, I would pull you back to your feet. I care for you more than you know, so please take my hand so I can show you That I care if you disappear

@Gristian_

Жыл бұрын

🥺thank you

We're too young for this guys

I will be fine 🤍 We will be just fine ❤️

thks for this playlist :) I hope you are well and have a good day

Venting cuz i cant keep it in anymore So this started in feb 2021 when i shifted into a new society and one i was just standing in my gallery and i saw this cute boy, i didnt knew anything abt anyone so it was confusing, i eventually made a friend who lived infront of me and we were walking around in the society and we made another friend and she asked who my crush was and my friend answered the boy who looks like this or that cuz we didn't knew his name and she said his name, lets say matt she said "matt?!" I didn't knew his name so i wasnt sure who she was talking abt but she was right and they were childhood friends then i started hanging out with her but not matt cuz i didn't want a relationship and the friend alr told him that i liked him without my permission and after some weeks the friend said that he like me back but since i didnt want a relationship I didnt talk to him cuz i wanted to wait till i was mature, after she told me that he liked me back i started to fall harder and harder each day and eventually it felt like love, july 22 i was hanging out with my friends and the friend whispered something in my other friend's ear and said to not to tell me and my other friend who lived infront me were really good friends so she took me somewhere away from the friend and told me that "matt never liked you" my heart just dropped i thought she was joking but she wasnt and at first i acted like I didn't care but that only lasted 5 seconds and i bursted into tears and i couldn't breath but my friend hugged me through, we cut off that friend, after that day i was really sick and i was crying every night i wanted to live someone else so i dont love him... That lasted only 2 weeks and i started to hate myself so much that i couldn't even look at the mirror without crying and i starved my self, my sense of smell and taste changed everything smelled the same.. like shit, its still the same but better it doesn't smell like shit but my sense of smell and taste are the same idk if this is connected to what happened, now i cant love anyone at all even if i want to, im way better now its been a year when this happened but I cant seen to forget it i wish i could.. my love for him was real it never felt so real i was so happy but everything's temporary. Moral of the story is never love someone before you love yourself or you'll end up hating yourself.

@Ariii263

Жыл бұрын

Oh my god. I cant even read it all its so long

@kio_ae8769

Жыл бұрын

@@Ariii263 its ok you dont have to

@unknown_Ashforlife

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry to hear that , I hope everything is alright now x

@kio_ae8769

Жыл бұрын

@@unknown_Ashforlife yes it is better now, thnku

@IkeaFridge

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry... you deserve so much better. You will find someone one day who loves you for who you are. Everyone deserves love, remember you are worthy. I hope everything gets better, and I appreciate you for taking the time to tell your story so stay safe and you will be happy one day!!!

Here are the time stamps~ 0:00 ~Lovely 3:50 ~I love you 9:13 ~Ocean eyes 12:55 ~Its okay 16:27 ~sleeping at last

These music heals my heart😭💔

самые лучшие песни.

THIS IS BAE

es perfecto para llorar mientras mis padres se divorcian 😀

@sergiojhonnyvallemanrrique1891

Жыл бұрын

chuta bro F

@ulanaluns3525

Жыл бұрын

Hold on bro..

Its hurts when you tired your best but still not full for them, i did my everything for my family for my friends for my love but nobody understan me why ,,why is im so burdan for them , i dont wanna live but i dont want to die also ...i love my family so much , i just want to my pain gone

I had a Bestfriend I fell in love with we both fell inlove with each other. After two years he finally asked me to be his girlfriend. Of course I said yes I loved him so much. This was long distance. I live in the US and he was from the UK but not long after we dated we finally met each other in New York. I felt like all my dreams were coming true. But because stuff hit the fan with my family and my work I wasn’t able to be myself and things got messy. So not long after we both got home. He ended things. 💔

Can I just vent? I am tired of crying, I am trying to ask for help for my sadness and depression but nobody seems to notice.. instead of me just asking for help straight up I just cry in my room alone and so quiet so nobody hears..And the next day I put a smile on my face..

I am depressed but my friends family forse me to smile but inside I am crying everyone bully me in university I am not a bad student but.... no ones likes me one time man punched me soo hard that my blood coming from my nose everyone thinks that I am happy but I am not 🥲🥲🥲

Does people actually think that I am living the life out here, well they are wrong because they just think that I'm the joyful and happiest soul walking of earth but in reality I'm just another lonely soul that doesn't wanna breathe/live..But at the end of the day I never complain because there are people who have it worse..Its crazy how much the world can damage you..🥲

I am fine

@JoJoyaa4ever

Жыл бұрын

No your not

@aicha933

Жыл бұрын

yes you are honey :) love u

Parents are getting divorced. I feel like it's so wrong. I dont want THIS man to be my step-father. I dont want to leave my dad. Even if he's depressed and doesn't see worth in living, it's not the reason to leave him. For me it's betrayal. I just don't wanna hear, see, feel all this new things with my mom's new man. Deep ocean, where i put myself to not be able to even remember a thing about my past, will never let me forget about the loneliness my mother gifted me saying she's "found a lover" It's obviously okay of her to have somebody new, she had an arrangement with my dad, but it hurts observing this separation. And there is a question: was it worthy to wear a disguise of a happy family, if u didn't love my dad. I just want to throw up my guts. Just want my mother to realise, she's the problem. Never being mature, she's the most mentally unstable woman. And now.. Now I barely love her I just want to disappear I just want to become ash. No one.

@SapientSuren

Жыл бұрын

I love you. Don't burn up, don't turn to ice from your tears you never show. Don't leave us. To be consumed by feeling after not feeling anything is so blissful. Don't leave me when you have so much to regain, to feel. To live for. I love you.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry... that is really hard. I've been through several divorces. First my parents, and recently my wife left too. I'm definitely not blameless at all. But one of the reasons she gave is that I'm depressed. So... I know how hard it is. Keep supporting your dad... He's going through a hard time but he can make it. Take it from me. I'm certain he knows how much you love him. You're truly a source of happiness for him. But that doesn't mean you can't ever feel sad, or be vulnerable with him. He wants you... not any kind of false front. He loves you for who you are. Praying that God will be with all of you and hold you close in His arms.

I like it

POV: Listening to this on full volume to block out your step parents arguing :)

Я всё ещё люблю тебя ...

creia em deus ele pode fazer infinitamente maior e melhor animasse .

♡ nice

I live my life without colours

I think it's rime to leave ..so I don't have to keep coming back to this video

Be nice to everyone....

Starting sh at 8-9 and now 13 still doing it at 8-11 wanted ro get hellp 12-13 dosent want hellp just wants to dissapier

Nobody cares about anyone else in this world all that matters is looks these days sometimes I think maybe I'd be better off dead due to the lack of confidence and increase of lonlyness suicide is the only way out of pain no matter how hard u try to get rid of it the guilt will crawl back into your life you don't know true pain until you have experienced loosing family losing loved ones loosing friends and loosing all you care about don't go down the same sad path I went down have faith in yourself for me it is too late focus on positive stuff and u will be fine

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Hey sadness loneliness. I've been through the same thing. I had a really hard time in college. I got bullied hard and it destroyed my confidence. It was so hard that I basically withdrew into my apartment and cut off all my relationships, stopped going to class and just kind of waited to die. I know how that feels, completely. Maybe we can help each other, at least to make it through the days. How was your weekend?

@JC_Spice

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 my life was terrible from the start surviving off of drug money just to feed myself while my so called family was eating well they didn't care about me at all so I'm barely surviving atm but I'm finding my ways but when shit goes downhill so much that I'm literally useless then that's when I'll end it

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

@@JC_Spice do you have school/work tomorrow?

@JC_Spice

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 no I don't work anymore

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

@@JC_Spice how come?

Im not fine

Me thinking the fun stuff I did with your bff's then there not there then u sit there looking at the wall crying u bff's taking pictures and then u just play with u fingers with a black hoodie holding back the fun stuff that u did with them and holding the tears back 🙁

@jaimicowan626

Жыл бұрын

And then u bff's calling u names making fun of u calling u emo prick and bullying u then u try and hold back the tears

Tired of acting ❝Okay❞

I wait for him to message me but when he does i say "later."

@adamantium4797

Жыл бұрын

Smh have u ever stop to think .maybe he feels the same way?

I dont wanna sucide just bcz i dont wanna hurt my mom or else there nothin left.