I remember watching this when it originally uploaded. I break at the "it was never your fault" line. Your videos help a lot. I'm happy you can upload these videos. You have no idea how much these help🖤

@shannap.lawnerd8107

2 жыл бұрын

💯🎯💯🎯💯🎯💯🎯💯 ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹👏🏽👏🏽 Stay safe out there. Be blessed!! 😎🤘🏽💋🔮⚖️

Oh man, I did not want to be emotional about this but your ending statement of it not being anyone's fault (as in, the people who were abused) really brought me to tears. I still give myself the blame for bad things happening to me, so it really hit a nerve. Thank you. Keep up the good work you are doing. This is really validating, love all of you!

@chocmintsify

2 жыл бұрын

That got me teary too... It's just so powerful and healing to be sincerely told that by someone who understands trauma and the significance and extent of how much damage it can do 😢

My Mama has DID & CPTSD. I have some dissociation & traumatic amnesia. DissociaDID has helped me so much to understand & be there for my Mama. Also helped me so much to understand some of the things that happened in my childhood that didn’t make sense before. Thank you!

slowly but surely winning this copyright battle💪

I really wish my father could watch this and understand what he put me though. Thank you this was extremely validating.

One thing our Abuser's do is underestimate our Persistency and ability to RISE. No Matter What! You didn't deserve what happened to you Now or then. You Are a Warrior! I'm so Proud of You...all of you. Happy You're Back Missed You. 💞Tonya

i immediately started bawling when you said “it was never your fault, you are deserving of love, you have a right to be here and you did not deserve what happened to you” this unlocked a deep traumatic memory that i thought i had forgot, i felt like my feelings were finally being seen and validated. i can not thank you enough.

Oh dear, my heart melted. I felt like you were talking privately to me, I felt cared and heard. Thanks to all of you.

The ending is everything to me. I’ve been thinking I’m totally broken for so many years that now it’s almost imposible not to hear this quiet voice deep in my head… especially that as an adopted child I know that my biological mother did not want me, and the adoptive mother openly said that she regretted it, which was ofc just one of the many forms of psychological abuse. Anyway hearing that it’s not true really helps. Thanks ❤️

Ya know whats crazy? I had no idea the effect of trauma until the day I found out my husband had been having a 6 month long affair while I was pregnant. Ever since that day I absolutely can NOT process new information. It goes in one ear and out the other, I am overly forgetful and cant learn new life skills. I literally never would have thought that the brain could do that just based on a traumatic experience.

i know, i know.. drama aside. god i fuckin missed you. i don’t know why a stranger brings me such comfort but every single one of you makes me feel like im heard. we haven’t even talked or interacted ONCE yet here i am emotionally overjoyed that you’re back. welcome! gosh i hope you dorks are okay

I've been a fan of you guys for YEARS and I missed you guys so much. I'm so glad that you are back!

So proud of you for pulling through and being able to repost this content again. Hopefully you get all of your property and videos back! We all believe in you!

I like this video, I don’t have did but I have disassociative disorders such as amnesia due to childhood trauma and your explanations are oddly comforting :)

Thanks for this information about how trauma affects the mind and body. It made me sad to think that the people being abused would blame themselves for the abuse. It was not their fault. Makeup is stunning as usual. Keep up with the reuploads, I'm going to binge them all, so glad that you can reupload them all.

I know you’ll pull through this with success and Grace. You’re such a positive bright light in the world of the mental health community. Beauty inside and out. Love you all!

It is so amazing that you are back and still doing this. People have treated you guys awfully but you still have the biggest heart and want to help people 🖤 Thank you for being your incredible selves The rude people will not win!

Glad to see everything coming back! I hope we get to meet Kya soon, but if you just stay to yourself from here on, that's fine too!

One system to another, thank you so much for your videos (past and present) and for putting so much work in removing the bias. -JNX system

I could never understand why i loose all my energy every time i experienced the trigger. Thanks!! Now i can figure how to work with it

I’m so happy that you are finally able to bring all of these videos back. I hadn’t really realized how many there were, until now. But, there is so much in them that can help others who may be struggling with mental health issues, and so much to help people understand those struggles. I’m very glad that this content was not lost forever. As to the situation that necessitated taking them down, I have confidence that you will see it through, and be stronger for the experience. Your system exists, at least in part, because you have survived far worse things than a legal battle. From what I have been able to find, all of the evidence is solidly in your favor there. It just takes time for things to move through the courts. Hopefully, the emotional stress will be limited. But, I believe you can overcome that, as well. I look forward to seeing where life leads all of you, once this mess is in the past. 🤠👍💕

8:43 what she said here made me cry because I always see every problem as my fault My parents divorced, my parents arguing, my moms pain, other’s people emotions and why they leave me when all I do is open up about my emotions.. they all just leave and I’ve noticed now I’ve been extremely closed off about it

I love how informative you are and shedding light on these topics is so inspirational

Keep up the good work!! I know it is hard but you guys have helped many with this channel so if we as viewers can do anything let us know!!

Really loved the deep explanation of why we blame ourselves or create a negative self image. I've started therapy recently and realised I've done this to cope with emotional neglect. But I never knew why I did it when I was young. This cleared many confusions. Thank you ❤️

I’ve been a fan for years now, I’m genuinely happy that you guys are back. Hope to see more and more of your videos back!

I’m so glad you’re back. It’s good to see your bright beautiful self back helping to educate us. You are appreciated.

You reuploaded this just in time i was just diagnosed a couple of months ago with cptsd after years of being said i had bpd and just had a flashback and im trying to understand myself more and you helped a lot.

Thanks for your kind words! I am just now coming to terms with my own trauma I received as an adult- I didn't know that it was okay to consider it as traumatic until very recently. May whoever reads this find strength to escape and heal. It's hard, but so incredibly worth it and empowering.

Me with asthma, immune deficiency in some category of my immunoglobulin, migraine since 12, ibs since 9, ect 🤧. My chronic depression and anxiety has already taught me that my mental health can have serious consequences on my body, especially when they become severe, but I had no idea that my c-ptsd could have these kinds of consequences on my body (I don’t remember my doctors or therapists talking to me about it, or maybe I wasn’t ready to hear it) My tears at 8 minutes 🥺 Thank you so so much for your amazing work Lot of love ❤️

So so so glad to have your videos coming back. Thank you for all of the extra work y'all are doing - the education is changing so many lives. Thank you.

Thank you for everything you’ve done and continue to do for the community; I’ve watched all your videos and learned a lot about something I knew very little about initially. Sending love and best wishes always 💕

So glad to seee these videos back up! Your stories have helped guide and educate so many people. Take care and stay strong

I love the fact that your explanations are so easy to understand! Tysm for making these episode

awe i’m so proud of youuuu 💕💕 i’m glad your videos are back i haven’t been on yt for a while so watching your old videos again feel like new 🧚🏻 thank you for being a light… your energy is everlasting babe

That last part really hit me. You looked into my inner child and gave her the biggest hug. Thank you for that.

I find it so easy to follow your words and to understand what you are talking about! Thank you for your work and especially for re-uploading

I cannot tell you how much this video has meant to me in the last several years. Your compassion and validation always illicit such a deep emotional response. Thank you from the depths of my soul.

Thankyou so much for re-uploading this one. This video means so much to me and it makes me feel heard and not alone ❤️🥺

These videos help so many people and I’m so glad they can come back to help people again :)) thank you for your strength

Thank you for making videos like this!! It’s really amazing to be able to learn about these things in a way that feels more personal, comforting, and welcoming than a documentary style video or an article.💕💕

Yay you’re back! Love this for you all. You guys deserve it :)

🖤 this video was really helpful and informative. Every reupload puts a smile on my face!

thank you so much for the little message at the end, no one has ever said that before and I just want you to know, that it really helped me a lot, thank you again

Man... This hit really hard. Thank you so much for your sharing and validation! 🥺

Thank you. Y’all have bourn the brunt of so much misinformation and negativity from people unwilling to accept change- because this world IS CHANGING. You didn’t deserve it, definitely didn’t ask for it, yet you stood strong & maintained your incredible attitude. Thank you, from those of us who don’t have the platform, strength, or knowledge to articulate subject matter of such importance… No matter how hard people fight to suppress voices they don’t understand, THE VOICES OF THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE SUFFERED DESERVE TO BE- AND WILL BE-HEARD. 🗣🗣🗣❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 Thank you, thank you, thank you. Keep being your AMAZING selves- we will keep supporting y’all!! Stay safe out there, be blessed!! 😎🤘🏽💋🔮⚖️

I'm so glad to see your videos returning to youtube. I'm watching them all again as they are reuploaded.

I’m so pleased to see these videos coming back online. This video, at the time it was first out, jog started my journey to recovery as it helped me realise that my body was suffering from ooooold trauma and helped me understand a lot of things about myself that prepared me for an excellent healing journey with an amazing therapist that really just sorted me out (with some effort from me of course hehe). I hope it stays for a long time now and helps many other young people who don’t understand themselves or why they are the way they are.

✨THANK YOU✨ This is THE BEST video on KZread!! Many Joyful Adventures & happy blessings to all of you❤

Another one back up. Again welcome back & lots of love ❤️

OMG, Nin, I'm crying so hard right now 😭 That's exactly how I felt as a kid, till my mid 20's 😔 Thank you so much for the beautiful, healing words! 💜 I'm 34 now, doing pretty great, I got myself back and I love myself so much now 🌷 I really love you Nin, you are an amazing, caring and very intelligent person 🦋

Thank you so much for educating us! This has been incredibly helpful

Thank you so much for sharing this information and helping the world to better understand DID!

when this channel suddenly stopped uploading and the videos went away i kind of felt a really deeply hurting feeling , it was like seeing a good friend suddenly disappear , i always found your videos so helpfull and well ...i just appreciate you and your videos...and its such a relief seeing you back now , it really does feel very good to see you back and just know you will always have my full support and best wishes and cheer and love with you , thank you for everything

Nice to have you back!

Ahhh! Hello! It’s great to see your videos again!

I’m so happy for you getting your videos re-uploaded

Thank you for this video. Sending you love and appreciation.

This made me cry in a good way. Thank you 💜

love youuu and the work you did over the years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gotta like back all these videos once again for you guys uwu

Thank you for making these videos. especially what you said at the end. i hope i can think like that one day

Hey! Just a question out of curiosity -- at around 7:12 when you're talking about how children are not neurologically able to view family/caregivers as enemies (because it goes against our evolutionary rules), at what age/s WOULD children be able to see them as such -- or at least start to recognize that that they're being put in danger rather than being kept safe? Would it be maybe 11-12, or even later like early adolescence? (And of course it might vary from person to person). No worries if you don't remember or know, I was just wondering:) Hope you're well! xoxo

She is so good at being comforting. Thankyou 🙏

honestly not enough people discuss the physical results of trauma. i had a traumatic childhood and recently found out i have heart issues and will have them for the rest of my life as a result of living in such a highly stressful situation for years as a kid. i didn't even know that can happen until it happened to me.

We all know you giys are genuine and noone can stop you all from spreading awareness!! We believe in you guys!!!

felt this before when I first watched this (the time its originally posted) until now, I still can't or won't accept the line "it was never your fault" its like even though how much I or someone tells me its not me I still cancel it

Nice, next wave of re-uploads :D

Thank you for this. 💗

Just made me cry. Thank you

I hope you win the copyright battle. Your videos are are nothing but helpful, kind and informative about not just D.I.D but mental health in general.

So glad your back :)

I'm crying now love your videos

I am just plying it in the bacground, because I watched those videos before, and I want my views to matter, even if only a little bit. Comment mainly for algorithm. But also sending much love and support to Your system! Take care of yourself :)

This is one of the most helpful videos on the internet.

I know it's a lot of work to reupload all your videos. We appreciate it!!

wherever you are, i hope you find peace. you are such a lovely human. bless your heart :, )

Once again solid explanation!

Glad to see you back everyone!

Glad to see your videos reposted!!

I dont have DID but i do dissociate alot, and i was while watching this video but the moment i heard "It was never your fault" my inner child immediately listened.

Nin I love your emo/goth look and I hope you continue spreading out DID talks to everyone forever I love you guys

Thank you for sharing!

Am i commenting a ton bc i feel some sort of validation when dissociadid likes my comments? Yes. Do i really support this channel and really hope that other people will see this and understand DID more? Hell yeah! We learn about trauma and mental health diagnosis in grad school but its so important to hear stories from people who have these disorders to truly understand how life is with these disorders

if it is at all possible, could you put your videos in playlists of the years they came out? Like in order of when they originally got posted? Watching things chronologically is just easier for me but no pressure- just a suggestion/request

@DissociaDID

2 жыл бұрын

we're reposting them in chronological order

@kelpcookies

2 жыл бұрын

@@DissociaDID oh amazing! That's awesome :)

@kelpcookies

2 жыл бұрын

@@DissociaDID thank you so much for all your hardwork

@oldsoldier4209

2 жыл бұрын

@@DissociaDID Thank you, for sharing your lives and experiences, and for being so strong in this situation. You have helped others grow and understand so much, and I’m sure you will continue to do so. 🤠👍💕

wooooh let's go!! rewatching :)

8:27 - that made me start to cry. I just realized nobody said that to me before... thank you

Fight, flight, freeze, and.. fawn/flatter is the fourth "f" response to threat

I am going to be writing a speech on DID I would love if you could give me some aspect’s about DID to cover in my speech, I love your content and keep on doing what you are doing ❤️

this made me cry so hard because I actually felt understood for the first time.

ah yes. ~trauma~ . i joke about my trauma so i don't CRY about it. the daddy issues are quaking right now :'D anyways, thank you so much for these videos, i'm so so happy you're back.

I forgot about the reassurance in this video.. I needed that..

thank you

Im new to the channel. Im really intrigued by all of your stories! Im still very bad with names sorry! I would love to see more videos. Much love

Thanks ❤❤❤❤

brb crying while watching this, love this video :(((((

I’ve learned so much from you all about myself and others.

They are so organized... I cannot work on my own, imagine sharing a life with other identities... true I'm battling depression and anxiety, but still... a lot of work

hope you are finally able to repost all of your taken-down vids! love you all

i freaking looooove your makeup

Hello im new in your channel bc my sibling recommended me to watch your vids so, Hi! 👋