Deepest condolences. The worst part of having animals is when they go, but you gave him an incredible life. He'll always live on in your memories

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

thank you, I appreciate that

@Highlandpitcherplants

Жыл бұрын

@@leafystreet you go I’m so sorry for your lost ❤❤❤

@pattykochenower4222

9 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss, I totally get it . Hugs 🥺

@pnolos19

9 ай бұрын

@@leafystreetive never cried about a geko this hard before sorry for your loss

@jaeljoseph5126

8 ай бұрын

​@@leafystreetI'm sorry for you

Unfortunetly, even with vets with decades of experience it can be a huge tossup with animals and anesthesia. The smaller the animal the more risk of sudden death even if everything is done right. So sorry that happened to you.

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

I had a sinking feeling when he even suggested it. Such a tough spot to be in sadly

@roachmorphine8018

3 ай бұрын

All three of my gargoyle geckos passed away for unknown reasons. I've kept reptiles for 17 years, did heaps of research on the species, got their enclosures approved by breeders. They were all from different places. But even the reputable breeder I got the 3rd from never figured out how they died. I gave up on gargoyle geckos after that..

I’m a vet assistant… unfortunately putting such a small animal under does carry certain risks and it’s almost impossible to do super successful cpr on such a little creature. I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing my beardie was one of the hardest things that happened to me and it only gets better with time.

I am so so sorry for your loss. This gecko was a big part of your life and we are all so happy we got to meet him :) I’m so so sorry

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

thank you very much

@fluffybirb4455

5 ай бұрын

Fuji :(

I cried at you giving him a leaf to hide under in the afterlife. Thank you for doing everything you could for him, I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope he's up there in his alocasia happy as can be.

I am so sorry for your loss, Alex. You’re one of the most caring, compassionate keepers I’ve ever really engaged with, and we all loved Fuji so much. There is no doubt in our minds you did all you could do and gave him the best life a little crypto miner could ever have

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

Thanks Wyn, I really appreciate it. Perhaps this was how Fuji was finally freed from the bitcoin mines :(

dang dude, losing a gecko you've had for that long that was part of a dream you've had since a kid is really heartbreaking. i'm sorry dude

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

sucks a ton. Breeding is so brutal and this was the realest reminder i could have gotten

Anaesthesia is so rough on smaller animals. Even puppies and kittens. It’s why a lot of people don’t get their rodents, rabbits, hedgehogs, etc spayed/neutered. I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing an animal is so hard :(

As a friend and one who got to meet the little guy. I’m genuinely sorry, and still saddened by the news. Fuji’s name will live on through the frogs

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

thank you my friend, hugs and kisses, long ones even (we are friends in person if you're reading this comment)

@StonedSammieSue

Жыл бұрын

Wet sloppy ones even. (They are really good friends in person if you're reading this)

@Xantrahx

Жыл бұрын

​@@StonedSammieSue Perhaps even a lick or two (Your profile is funny in case you're reading this)

UPDATE: a possible MIRACLE :))) kzread.infoAoUJLONgYvo Sorry this video is such a bummer. Your support means so much and I'm going to miss Fuji dearly. Back to my regular antics next week

@BunnySpaceMachine

Жыл бұрын

Ughhh...this video definitely had me tearing up! Wish I could give you a hug. I don't even consider my animals "pets". They are my family! My children. It hurts so bad to lose part of your family. I'm so sorry this happened to you and to Fuji.

@devinroper9439

Жыл бұрын

God, I'm so sorry for your loss man. Hopefully everything works out for the female 🙏

@dragonartist22222

Жыл бұрын

Dont rush yourself. There's nothing wrong with giving yourself time to grieve.

@fahim7478

Жыл бұрын

Bro I was just showing my little brother your shorts of him. Sorry for your loss man

@h3xth

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry

I know I’m just one of what will be hundreds commenting, but I am sending my condolences nonetheless. From a gecko owners perspective, you did everything correctly and I commend you for the high level of care and research you put into your animals. Your love for your animals shows in not only your own research, knowledge and the execution of those things, but also in your desire to educate others. I hope that you continue this journey to fulfilling your childhood dreams despite this!

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

That means a lot, thank you

This is so sad. I saw one of your egg shorts that mentioned his passing and came all the way back through your shorts and then videos to find out what happened. I actually assumed Toes killed him like spiders will sometimes do.. This broken peepee situation is somehow better and worse at the same time. Sorry for your loss; it’s clear you loved Fuji and did everything you could for him. I hope you get his babies from all five good eggs. Rip Fuji!!!

Man, that’s super awful. I’m so sorry that happened to you and that poor precious little guy. It’s rare, but sometimes the anesthetic does kill the animal.

@JulieSpicer

Жыл бұрын

Yep. Even with humans there can be complications with anesthesia. It’s such a complex mix of medicines to put an animal or human under with so many outside factors determining the dosage that even the smallest error can be fatal. It’s so sad when that’s the thing that leads to death.😢

@puppydogs68

Жыл бұрын

That’s what I was scared of happening to my dog when she had surgery a day ago. She is alive and well now but when she sleeps she is sometimes left breathless and jolts awake. Never happened before, she is only 8 months old. Does it have something to do with the anesthesia they gave her?

@danival5746

Жыл бұрын

Yeah, this is how my brother's dog went. He went in for a surgery to patch up a skin wound on top of his head and never woke up.

@QueenOfCheetahs

Жыл бұрын

@@danival5746I’m sorry for his loss

@QueenOfCheetahs

Жыл бұрын

@@puppydogs68better consult the vet

Dude I grew really attached to Fuji, always thinking “when I finally get a gargoyle myself I’ll be sure to get one with a personality like his”… So sorry for your loss May his memory be a blessing

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

that means so much, thank you

My cat actually passed away because of anesthesia. I'm so sorry for your loss, I'm sure you gave Fuji a great little gecko life.

My condolences. Complete stranger to your channel but a big exotics and veterinary nerd here. This was definitely a freak accident and not at all your fault. For one, prolapses just happen. Sometimes they’re easy to fix like what your gecko’s breeder had happen, and sometimes they are life threatening ordeals and there’s not much you can do to prevent or predict it in breeding. With the vet visit, unfortunately little guys of any species and anesthesia do not mix well. It’s very easy for it to go wrong like it did for you and takes a skilled anesthesiologist with experience in the species you’re bringing in for the least risk but it’s always there. Not only their size but the unique anatomy of reptiles that make it so difficult and risky. Don’t beat yourself up about it too much, hope you get those eggs from Toes!

I had a Florida kingsnake that had an abscess on his face and he had to be operated on. I was a mess but luckily he pulled through because I was told reptiles are not good with anaesthetics. I lost him 11 years later to cancer and I was devastated. I had him for 15 years and was so attached to him. He was the first (and best) snake I had. It hurts so much losing a beloved pet. I was in tears watching your video. I am so so sorry you and Fiji had to go through this.

I'm sorry man. I know this was a hard video to make but I appreciate you sharing it so that people can know the risks and possibilities of a situation like this, maybe it helps somebody. RIP Fuji, he was a special guy.

I didn’t know Fuji or this channel until today but I can already see how much love you have for your animals and how much you care for them and Fuji in particular. I’m so sorry he’s gone and I hope you know you have him a great life Edit: I hope he was successful and he will live on in his little baby geckos

Im so sorry for your loss man… I remember the freeze I had to leave my house and leave all my fish, there was no power and a night later my parents said they all died. I was devistated and It was horrible. I’m so sorry you lost Fuji but his legacy (and maybe children) will live on.

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

thats such a sad story, im sorry as well :(

I am so sorry for your loss. You and Fuji where a massive inspiration to me to finally get a gecko. Both of you made an impact in my life because of that. Me and my own red, boy Arsene will be forever grateful of Fuji. Fly high buddy ❤

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

that means so much, thank you. Arsene sounds like a handsome fella

@Irrowheart

Жыл бұрын

@@leafystreet He is! I mean with Fuji as my basis of gecko perfection I had to at least choose a good looking one! (even if he does forgot to unlatch his tail from my finger before leaping XD) He is still a yearling, but let's pray you get some little red babies of your own soon!!!

i am so sorry :( this brought tears to my eyes. anesthesia is always risky, especially for small animals. what a beautiful gecko fuji was. luckily you have his babies now! may his legacy live on.

I think Fuji would be happy to see how you took care of him after death and even during life you took care of him better than most keepers♥️

A year later and we all still love and miss Fuji. Watching this it at least helps to know that there are a bunch of beautiful, happy and healthy little Fuji and Toes babies running around. You will always live on little man 💜.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I loved all the videos with him and you clearly loved him so much. hopefully there will be eggs so his kids can live on

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

thank you

As someone who's lost plenty of reptiles over the years, let me say that this is by far the hardest part of keeping exotic pets. Especially when it comes to breeding them, there's a lot that can go wrong very quickly. I had two little banded geckos living in a 40 gallon, one male one female. They got along fine for months, and had plenty of space and food. When breeding season came around though, the male got frisky, and the female retaliated. The poor male ended up with a broken spine and died a day before I could get him into the vet. This is one of the reasons I've decided that, while I love keeping reptiles, I probably won't be trying to breed any in the near future. I'm so sorry for your loss, but know that you did everything you could to not only save him in his final moments, but provide him a happy and healthy life in the time he was with you.

i’m sorry for your loss. it is so sad that you got the absolute worst case scenario. fingers crossed that toes is gravid so he can live on!

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

hoping for he best, thanks a ton

Gods bless you for being so kind and genuine with these creatures. You're a special soul

Sending thoughts and prayers man, i've been in your place more than once and know how it feels to suddenly lose a beloved pet, hope his babies do hatch and that they carry on his legacy.

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

I appreciate it, thank you. hoping for the best

I actually started to tear up, I am so sorry this happened to Fuji. I'm new to watching your videos and I love how much you care for these beautiful babies. I wish I had more time and space, I would rescue some as well. We have tons of green anoles and blue tailed skinks out here and I try to watch out for them, move them to a nice plant to hide. I have an outdoor terrarium/planter with a cover for my plants and it is nice and humid in there, I let the lizards chill there and bring them bugs. thank you for sharing and doing all that you do!

I’m so sorry. Poor Fuji baby. Sadly this happens to a lot of male geckos. Rest in peace buddy ❤

@somethingsomething404

Жыл бұрын

Is it a generic thing? Hopefully not something selectively bred into them so pet stores are the only ones breeding

@itsnotthatdeep6657

Жыл бұрын

​@@somethingsomething404 Hemipene prolapses are not genetic. They usually aren't fatal, and this one wouldn't have been if Fuji had survived the anesthesia. Some causes can include impaction, excess strain, mating, improper sexing, or a lack of humidity. Usually it can be fixed by keeping the lizard in a sterile environment and using lubricants or certain solutions to make the hemipene easier to slip back in, and slowly pushing it back into the body. It's advised to always contact a vet for advice on how to fix it first. Unfortunately it seems like too much of the anesthetic was given to the lizard which caused his heart to stop.

Oh man, this video made me cry. I cannot imagine how hard (and probably expensive) it was to lose him like that. Gargoyle geckos are so cool. They are one of my dream geckos for sure. I hope you got some fertile eggs at least out of this tragedy and can at least have a part of him in your life again. I'm going to go check your other videos to see if you got lucky. I sincerely hope you did! He was one of the most beautiful geckos I have ever seen, and his babies would be showstoppers for sure! Best of luck in the future with breeding endeavors. I just subscribed so I'll be watching. I have always wanted to breed exotic animals since childhood too (I'm 36 now.) I just picked up 3 mourning geckos and I cannot wait until they start laying. I've tried pairing my corn snakes with no luck, so I figure mourning geckos are fool proof as far as breeding goes lol!

I hope Fuji was able to successfully breed so that those babies can live on in his memory and be the silver lining to his passing. Good luck and good on you for doing everything you could to help him, even if it didn't work out. 🙂

@rhyswerner1748

Жыл бұрын

Well amazingly! The eggs are fertile! Dunno if you’ve been keeping up or not

I'm so sorry this happened to you & and I wanted to let you know that his passing was not in vain. This video popped up in my feed & i love your videos & now i have subscribed & I'm sure others will too. I love how you put in alot of info & the way it's put together makes me giggle! I can relate to you & your love of reptiles. It's hard to lose the ones you love, even if they aren't human. Keep doing what you do ❤

Oh man, I’ve seen this littlelittle dude’s passing referenced in several other videos but that didn’t prepare me for how sad this was! You give them the absolute best lives

Oh my heart breaks for you! I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your friend and pet. As awful as it was to loose your buddy under anesthetic.... this was probably the best way for him pass on, why?. He didn't die in agony. Because of your quick thinking, you got him to see a doctor and got him the relief he needed, he passed on without pain and discomfort. If you hadn't of intervened he would have slowly and painfully died. You gave him the ability to escape the pain. He got to live a life loved by you and when in trouble, you came to his rescue. Despite his life coming to an end, you gave him so much more than you could ever know.. sending condolences from NZ ♡

Really sorry to hear this bro. A few years back in 2018 I had a crested gecko who I had for about 8 years. He started having some health issues and I took him to the vet, they gave him a calcium shot or something… but anyway his little body didn’t react well to the shot and he basically died of shock the night we brought him home. I think the lesson to be learned at the end of the day, is often time these little animals are fragile and not designed for our certain forms of treatment.

Went out with a bang, wish we could all be so lucky. Rest in peace little hommie ❤

This is my first intro to your page. My fiancé is a big reptile enthusiast, and we just lost one of our scaly noodles. Watching him hurt hurt my heart. And I see that same love in how you talk about Fuji. I'm so sorry for your loss, but I saw there's a good hope for his legacy carrying on! Those two eggs are gonna be in a great great home. You're so caring for these little creatures. They are so lucky to have you. Fuji lived it up in your care for sure!

I've seen some of your videos before and enjoyed them but wasn't subbed or anything. I recently saw your short about him and I wanted more info. Now I'm sitting here heartbroken and crying over a stranger's gecko. I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I hope you have been able to allow yourself to grieve for Fuji, both you and he deserve it ❤

I only just found your channel, but I am so sorry for your loss. It's comforting knowing that at least his legacy has lived on through PP and Poo Poo as well as your love for him.

Bud, I just watched this video and heart broken. Loving your videos. Keep up the great work

When I saw Fuji. When you showed him blurred. I started crying. So badly. Im so sorry about Fuji, he was a big part of your life, and I hope that you make it out of this, I know how this feels so I am so sorry, if you need to talk im here.

😢so sorry to hear that, I have a gecko too, and when I leave for 2 day's I make sure someone is watching him, but I feel like I leave my heart with him 😢 I pray that nothing happens to him 🙏.

This was not a story I should have watched before bed,but I needed to. Condolences you gave that gecko so much love, awesomeness 🙏🏼

Thank you for sharing this sad story with us. It's important to be aware of this side of animal care as well. It's now a year later that I see this video, so condolences seem a bit... 😢 I noticed in other you do have offspring from Fuji, so it's good to know he lives on in other ways!

So sorry this happened. I had a kitten who passed from an engorged pubic area too so this really hit home. We brought him to the vet asap but they couldn't find out what was wrong with him before he died. Anyway I saw your Fuji from a youtube short and wanted to know more about this cute chunky boi, unfortunately it turns out he was already gone. I know how nervewracking it is to have that call from the vet, and then the blow of having the bad news being delivered. Wishing you love and hoping that his last moments were peaceful. Thank you for taking care of him, and thank him for bringing a smile to my face.

Omg I just went thru a rabbit hole of ur shorts finally come to ur videos and the first one is about how the lil gecko I’ve been watching passed- I’m sorry for ur ur loss - rip fuji

Randomly found your account today and you made me cry. What a story. Thanks for sharing

I'm so so sorry to hear about this... This is the first video I've seen from your channel and I'm subscribing.

you did everything you could for him. you gave him a good life

Sorry for your loss man

I'm sorry for your loss hun. I hope for happy healthy babies.

All my condoleances to both of you, I just adopted a Leo, and you made me think about their sensibility, how they can be injured by so much things, you also made me cry, but thanks for sharing this moment and your feelings about it

I am so so sorry for your loss. Fuji fought the whole way 💗. You and Fuji inspired me and many others to start keeping reptiles and I'm getting my first Gecko this summer. Stay strong and I hope Toes is able to deliver!

I've only been watching your videos for an hour and I'm already emotionally attached! Be seeing you Fuji 🦎

Oh my goodness I have been off grid a few weeks I came back to check on the progress of the mating to see this. I am so sorry for your loss.

Seeing this now, I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope you’re doing better and I hope you’re okay. Fuji was one of my faves. I know you loved him. R.I.P Fuji, you’re doing well in gecko heaven. ❤️

Hey man I'm sorry about your loss. I hope those babies get strong and chill just like he was

This is so heartbreaking. I’m so sorry you had to go through this. 😢

Sorry for your loss. It’s so hard to lose these special little animals that we grow to love as we take care of and interact with them every day. It sucks, but fingers crossed that he got the job done.

Dear god the first video of yours I saw was just recently and it was the one with you weighing them both and pairing them up to mate. I liked your personality and the subjects of your videos and I watched a bunch right then. I just earlier saw the short about the toothbrush containers working and toes laying eggs and I’m now grasping just how big of a deal that is. Poor buddy, I’m sorry. Crazy how quickly things can turn upside down. 😢

I’m so so sorry for your loss:(! Fuji was loved by you and had a wonderful life!! Thank you for caring so much for your pets and sharing this with us. I know this was a tough video to make. Take all the time you need ♡

i’m real sorry man. this type of stuff can be devastating. stay strong my friend. i know how it feels to be fighting as hard as you can for your little best friend. I keep fish and being someone who doesn’t have very many human friends my fish mean the absolute world to me and when one of them is sick it can be absolutely devastating. i’m very lucky to have some of the very best meds available a lot of which are restricted or straight up illegal where i live and also know a lot of really experienced people. this is especially important since there is no vets anywhere near me that deal with fish so you are really on your own. but still some times no matter what you do, what kind of meds you have, how hard you try you just can’t save them and it is absolutely devastating watching them slowly decline until they pass knowing that you’ve done everything you could and it still wasn’t enough. I feel your pain Man and i’ll be sending you good thoughts. Fuji will be missed dearly by many

Sending love and good vibes friend. You are a great keeper and content creator. Unfortunately these things happen with breeding, especially gecko's man. Gecko's are kinda rough when it comes to that. RIP Fuji, beautiful high red lover.

I’m sorry you had to go through that. :( i hope you can get through it. I know that’s hard

I am so sorry. You did everything you could, and it all was the right methods, but it was just an accidental loss. So awful. I hope you can find support from people who understand how much a little gecko can mean to you.

I am so sorry man, I just recently found your channel and was showing my family how cool Fuji was because I'm getting a gargoyle gecko soon. Truly hope he blessed you with 2 fertile eggs.

@leafystreet

Жыл бұрын

i really appreciate that. Love the dart in your pfp. If I ever kept any it would have to be a strawberry blue jeans

Even though this was 5 months ago, I am sending you my thoughts and prayers for Fugi. It must still be hard on you. I hope that you are doing better and that you are feeling better than you were in this video. Sending my love and prayers to you and your family 👪 ❤ 🙏

I feel your pain so hard, I was thinking about that would happen if my gecko died….and it hurts so bad. I hope you’re doing well now.

I am so sorry for your loss. he was truly an adorable little boy, and our pets hold a special place in our hearts forever. :( I'll be praying for you. He was a gorgeous gecko and he had a great home.

Oh my heart, I’m so sorry. I love this channel and hate that this happened to you. I hope Toes has his babies. 😢

Thank you for being honest and sharing. I can't relate, but I know the feeling of the guilt after a living dies.. and how helpless we can feel because it's not ourselves.. and then we think 'i could have done it better' and so on, i am really sorry that you had to experience this.. after decades of dreaming to breed. You made so much effort and was excited but it was unfortune. At the start of the video, i thought it would be some kind of disease, but this was just unfortunate. It's not your fault. Ofc you could have done it better but only when we had the superpower to predict the future. Keep up

@itsnotthatdeep6657

Жыл бұрын

Honestly he did everything right. Hemipenes are very common. They aren't fatal, and that's not what killed Fuji. Fuji died because he was accidentally given too much of the anesthetic which is a very high probability for small animals. When that happens, it slows down their heart to the point of stopping it. It's a small yet detrimental mistake that even professionals who've been doing it for years can make.

I’m so sorry for your loss :( I feel so bad for you, hope you are doing alright a month later

I'm so sorry for your loss man, really really hope you at least got some fuji bebes on the way

You just made me cry 😢 i’m so sorry for the loss

sending love and condolences. my gecko experienced the same thing a while ago and I also took him to the Avian and exotics center. Luckily he made it through the surgery, and today I realized that I am so grateful for the fact that he is alive

I’m so sorry for your loss, I understand how hard it is to lose a pet so suddenly. I hope that those eggs hatch and grow to be healthy geckos man.

Dude I’m so sorry for your loss I’ve felt a lot of things like that recently. I wish you the best of luck for getting new gecko babys

I'm just watching this now after joining his journey just s couple months ago. At least you got 4 healthy happy babies out of the deal! And you were there for the birth of every single one. You're the reptile father of the century!

Im sorry for your loss man i have one myself kind of like fuji was this hit deep.

Oh my goodness.i am so so so sorry for your loss.

Ive been watching youc shorts and im glad i found the story of what jappened because it swemed like toes was super aggressive but now I understand that it was an unexpected complication and reptiles don't do well under anesthesia. Sorry for your loss but thanks for sharing the full story. Makes the offspring that much more special.

Sorry for your loss,man. I know how it feels- i experienced something similar recently (but with baby birds instead of reptiles). To others it may seem like a small thing but this shit sucks ass. Hope you're doing well.

Heartbreaking. Im so sorry. It can happen so easily. I had to get surgery for my female beardie who had follicular stasis and i was so scared she wouldnt wake up, reptiles are always higher risk.. but thankfully she did. Im so sorry about Fuji, he was beautiful. It can happen to any pet for anything. You took such great care of him.

So sorry man , you did all you could and more then most , you are doing great

Man, i know this was about a year ago, but I'm so sorry for your loss

That is heartbreaking. I hope you can find peace knowing you did everything you could for him.

Sorry for your loss man.. the combination of the stress of his injury along with the anesthetic probably caused his heart to fail. Not your fault at all, or the vet's, just a very very unfortunate event. I hope Toes surprises you with a couple of fertilized eggs! 🤞🏼🤞🏼

Im so sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry for your loss.. I have raised lizards and turtles for a few years now and just recently had a leopard gecko that was very special to me die after unsuccessful treatment at the vet. It hurts and sometimes people don't understand cause it's "just a lizard" but I want you to know that it's significant. You caring for him meant something

I had a similar issue happen to one of my rats. No, I don’t breed rats. I noticed that one of my rats was quite congested and wasn’t really breathing properly. I left it for a week and by then I was pretty sure he had a respiratory infection, he wasn’t eating and lost almost 200grams (he was a juvenile so he’s only supposed to be around 300grams) I take him to the vet and it turns out he does have a respiratory infection but we have antibiotics for him, although due to his dramatic weight loss his peepee has come out and is swollen. They decided he should go under so they could put it back in. There is a risk with putting small animals under but I decided to go ahead with it. And… luckily he made it! He’s now doing better and has gained 30 grams in the past week! Luckily lemon is doing very well.

Deeply sorry for your loss friend

This made me so sad :(. I’m so sorry for your loss, Fuji is in a better place🥺. I’m gonna be so depressed when eventually my babies pass😭. Rn all I can do is give them the best life I can❤️

Im sorry you lost your lil dude. As a person who works in veterinary surgery, anesthetic is really touchy on reptiles in general, nevermind tiny ones. Their metabolism and biology is so wildly different than a mammals, and there just isnt as much knowledge about various reptile species response to anesthetic, or even individual variation within a species, so its *always* much more risky, even for a relatively minor surgery like fixing a prolapsed hemipene. Im sorry this happened. Losing a pet to anesthetic when a surgery was successful is the worst thing I can think of. At least the little guy was able to fertilize some eggs, and his kids live on!

I just saw you for the first time today. Live on my friend, live on. Your right we have no choice . But we can choose to live on

I’m so sorry for your loss, I honestly relate to your passion for breeding reptiles. I have always wanted to breed goldfish and koi.

That was hear breaking I am so sorry. Some would say its just a lizard, but they become members of our family. I literally cried listening and watching your video. I am truly sorry !

So so sorry for your loss man

I’m soooooo sorry for your loss 😢❣️I can see the pain and sadness in your eyes and hear it in your voice! I’m hoping that he was successful! I really admire your raw explanation of what happened and the ability to show yourself just as you are chilling in bed, talking about your favorite gecko and losing him and why and how it made you feel. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ By the way, I hear there’s apricot Pangea in heaven too ❣️😋