NPD. The only mental disorder where the victims have to go for therapy and the narcissist is beyond change.

@annastinehammersdottir1290

6 ай бұрын

So very true! As a recovered co-narcissist I concur and the good news is you can recover.

@biondna7984

6 ай бұрын

You say you were a "co-narcissist?" I don't mean to intrude; I'm curious because recovery from narcissism is a faint hope I have for my younger son, who is following in his narc father's path, unhappily. I would love to believe some narcs can recover.@@annastinehammersdottir1290

@dianagarrison3138

6 ай бұрын

@@annastinehammersdottir1290. What is co-narcissism?

@221b-Maker-Street

6 ай бұрын

It's certainly not the own disorder where this occurs - sadly.

@douglasmiller1212

5 ай бұрын

True dat, and I am going ...

The true narcissist gets worse as they age they go backwards not forward, they don't learn from their mistakes.

@knuck003

6 ай бұрын

They need jesus

@Humama23Boyz

6 ай бұрын

@@knuck003they think everyone else does

@knuck003

6 ай бұрын

@@Humama23Boyz Then they haven't found jesus

@wellnesspathforme6236

6 ай бұрын

@@knuck003Many corporate churches enable narcissism.

@wellnesspathforme6236

6 ай бұрын

Denutrification and toxification play a big role here. Rusty iron filings are toxic. Seed oils are fuel for that toxic iron.

A narcissist gets worse with age. These people can become dangerous! Never be alone with them.

@pyramidhead138

5 ай бұрын

something ive been noticing during the past 10 years with my dad

@daynapeterson9033

5 ай бұрын

@@pyramidhead138 My mom is 89 and she's horrible. I walked away when she did something so horrible I knew she was too far gone.

@BELLA23384

5 ай бұрын

Very true.

@nhvanonerz8244

5 ай бұрын

dated a narc girl, 23 yo model. lovebombed devalued and discarded me after 9 month. at the end she hit me on the shoulder. i laughed it off, year later she assaulted her best friend in public hit him in the face multiple times. i can totally see how she could have turned into a violent frenzy like jodie arias. They look like the sweetest angels but there are wolfs. danger.

@pyramidhead138

5 ай бұрын

@@nhvanonerz8244 yup, beauty can hide a bitch

I refuse to make excuses for adults who lie and/or have been lying for 50 years. I don't care what they went through as children. As an adult, you have a responsibility to do right. Many narcissists actually do belong in real prison not just their mental prison.

@laquamartin4602

2 ай бұрын

Exactly Only God Can Redeem Them!!!

@Anne_Myriam_

2 ай бұрын

Exactly because at the end of the day , we all have traumas but that’s not the reason to harm others .

@theoryofpersonality1420

2 ай бұрын

That's not the issue. It's called a personality disorder because it's their personality. Personality is developed in childhood. It's not something that can be changed. It's a disability.

@justmeandmyrucksack

2 ай бұрын

@@theoryofpersonality1420 what came first? the enabler or the narcissist?

@bobtaylor170

2 ай бұрын

​@@theoryofpersonality1420the gratifying thing is that so many psychologists, Dr Carter included, don't hesitate to invoke the word, "evil," to describe what these people do. I could never accept that Cluster B is a nonmoral thing. The Universe I live in is corrupted with evil, which is always eager to damage good and destroy it if possible. It may be that eventually, psychology as a discipline will conclude that these "personality" disorders are character/spiritual disorders. They are, and that explains why psychologists can do little if anything to "improve" them. Their problem isn't hard knocks early in life - few of us have not had those - but rotten character.

The final sign to me was when I bared my heart to him. I said that we could start fresh and try to make our marriage better. It was hard to be so honest and vulnerable. I even told him that I apologized for my part in the problems. I really laid my heart and feelings open. After I finished speaking, he said nothing! After a couple minutes of dead silence I asked, "Don't you have anything to say about what I just said"? He took a draw off his cigarette (didn't even look at me) and said "NOPE"! At that moment, I knew it was over and that he wasn't worth my time or effort anymore. I took that as the ultimate sign of contempt towards me!

@Lyoungministries

6 ай бұрын

Beware when you open up to the narcissist in your family. Many times it will be used to against you.

@mncat7034

6 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry - I had the identical experience, after sharing your most intimate thoughts and emotions you get, “nope”or “yep” while staring at a screen.

@kaycampbell8532

6 ай бұрын

It's almost unbearable pain this type of behavior causes. I've been in that same situation. A cold knife in my heart wouldn't have hurt any worse. That's what really opens your eyes to how evil they are.

@libertycan6959

6 ай бұрын

​@@LyoungministriesAmen that is why they ask and are interested and get into your circle because they "care"

@wisconsinfarmer4742

6 ай бұрын

Similar response from my first wife. No interest in equality.

The Sign That A Narcissist Is Beyond Redemption: They have a pulse.

@wendyhare1600

Ай бұрын

Hahaha true

@karamason2340

Ай бұрын

Lol

@homegown1234

Ай бұрын

It's been hard trying to forgive her all these years because a lot of what has happened to me stems from her lack of responsibility to be an adult parent. While I got older and became more efficient and responsible in my own right due to neglect from this parent.

@WinterWarlock261

Ай бұрын

@@homegown1234 You're not REQUIRED to forgive those who abuse you. I choose not to, and never will. And I'm good with that. I'm at peace with it. I might understand more what brought my mother to be abusive, but it doesn't excuse her behaviour. But I think of it as "forgive and forget". I forgive myself, I forget them. It's a personal thing to decide if you really want to forgive them or not. That's up to you. But you need to do what's best for you, whatever you think and feel that is. You don't owe THEM anything. It's about you doing whatever you think and feel is best for you.

@tah2606

Ай бұрын

😂

I've watched two narcissists go to their graves never changing a single part of their personality. It was a sad waste of life and a terrible, destructive disruption to those around them for decades.

@Wayoutgurl

5 ай бұрын

Thanks for sharing.

@drumming_as_religion

5 ай бұрын

AMEN!

@trumpeterswan4177

5 ай бұрын

Yes, a waste of a life, so sad.

@cooldudicus7668

5 ай бұрын

Same here. Not to speak ill of the dead, but I have seen it happen. It is tragic.

@nothomelessonyoutube

5 ай бұрын

Well they will come back and start over. Hopefully they can learn their lessons this time.

99% of Narcissists are beyond redemption.

@MsBettyRubble

Ай бұрын

Exactly! The other 1% is dead.

@DaytonsGrammy

Ай бұрын

@@MsBettyRubble😂😂😂😂🎯🎯🎯

@steadypace1262

Ай бұрын

👍😄🤣😂 too funny.

@homegown1234

Ай бұрын

I still have a problem with God expecting me to forgive such a person that didn't want me to have my own life - but luckily due to my stubbornness as a child of 9, I learned to take care of me. That gave me the fortitude to fight her from keeping me from leaving high school when I knew deep down once I have a full job I would not be able to finish high school. All, of my mother's excuse so we can continue to work to support a married woman that couldn't get her 4th husband to work and support her. Unbelievable, since my mother wanted "a free ride" in life but not in the my life because I finally at 28 moved out for good and found my destiny to be the independent that eventually found someone to marry and eventually have a family of my own.

@steadypace1262

Ай бұрын

@@homegown1234 Even at age 9 you knew your value that you deserved better.

Going no contact is the only way to find your way back to sanity! Thank you Dr Carter ❤️🙏

@CFF903

6 ай бұрын

@aquagirl: "Your comment is the only way." I had to walk away from a family member for good!

@ginnywalker184

6 ай бұрын

I agree! Yet, because I loved my mother, I still tried after intervals of no contact and nothing changed. Take care!

@rahrahrobbbieee

6 ай бұрын

I feel for you. I know this al too well. 🫂🫂@@ginnywalker184

@jeannedouglas9912

6 ай бұрын

Seems to be the way as going Grey rock all the time gets old. That number one hook of "trust me" is very real and very harmful with these types. The intimidation domination forms of communicating don't stop. It is also quite true that those hate filled types get worse with age. Anyway, hope the spirit of love and truth gives generous hugs to all the true empaths that have suffered by these cruel types. Ultimate betrayal if family members. The rage inside the abusive narcissist is deadly but knowledge is power. I often wonder if it's organic in nature as the irrational rage and hatred is unending. Also true how the empathic ones are always open to therapy to grow and the perps won't ever consider their crimes. Happy Holidays to everyone. I pray no one is injured during this season. There is a pattern during such gatherings of hypocrites and perverted minds that plan to hurt someone they claim to love. Very epidemic and very real. A virus of the soul. Anyway...sorry too wordy.

@steadypace1262

6 ай бұрын

@@jeannedouglas9912 True words. Take care too.

ALL narcissists are beyond redemption. The sooner people accept this and stop projecting their hope onto the narcissist the better off they’ll be.

@homegown1234

Ай бұрын

Problem I had was to help my parents, which were useless immature individuals lacking any interest in working. Prefer to lean on my older sister and me to support and have a "free ride in life." Got tired of this and moved out at age 28. I wanted my own life not dedicating more years to my mother who didn't care for us and called us "parasite." instead of children or by our names.

@ElenaIzquierdo123

15 күн бұрын

I agree.. I think it's dangerous to say that some may be redeemed. That must be like 0.0001%

They can be quiet, smarmy, smiling and sinister. Contempt can be tightened facial muscles & tightened lips. It’s all about control. Not all narcissists are extroverts! Covert is scary.

@proudamerican2133

5 ай бұрын

Yep, 30 years wasted on a covert, and the worst is the behind the scenes manipulation of the kids against you. They are willing to destroy a parent and child's relationship in order to feel like they won some freaky game only THEY were playing.

@XiaoGuanYin104

5 ай бұрын

The narcissist I know best is a stark loner.

@trumpeterswan4177

5 ай бұрын

Smarmy....so that's what I couldn't put my finger on lol!

@ElaineSimon-jw5tp

5 ай бұрын

Yes my mom was a covert narcissist and I spent most of my young adult life reading self help books trying to figure out what was wrong with me. It is the most insidious because you are truly the only one who knows it is happening because they are the most wonderful person to the rest of the world. I was married for 29 years to someone who was not as bad as my mom but his montra was "I don't care". The conversation that made my final decision to divorce was explaining to him how I felt. His response was "What about me? and "I don't have to change". I said "No, you don't". Best decision and my true freedom day was the day my mom passed.

@louisemaree3459

5 ай бұрын

Yes, covert is scary because there is always this passive aggression lurking that can flare up at anytime for anything

Ruins every holiday, birthday, anniversary. Withholds anything that you show you want or need. Including all emotional and physical intimacy. There are literally endless ways they can hurt you by withholding.

@wendyhare1600

Ай бұрын

This is exactly how I feel too

@reason4being868

Ай бұрын

Exactly! Well said!

@SevenBenches

Ай бұрын

So very, very true.

@thelukeewan7602

Ай бұрын

My husband to a T.

@julieannsheridan6438

Ай бұрын

💯

Contempt dosen't feel as harsh when you start to realize that it is born out of hate for things like truth or love. ❤

@suzynnnnn

6 ай бұрын

That is a very good understanding of what it's really all about.

@SurvivingNarcissism

6 ай бұрын

I like how you think.

@MagicalCreations-fw7pj

6 ай бұрын

So many words when only 1 will do. Hatred!!! Indeed! Hate for themselves and everything else. Dr. C helped me see that many videos ago. Leaving everyone in confusion to describe that basic truth. Which is another thing they HATE~Truth!

@An-mei

6 ай бұрын

@@SurvivingNarcissism Thank you 🌹

@nikkibaning361

6 ай бұрын

🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️‍🔥

The main characteristics of a narcissist are manipulation and deceit.

@SurvivingNarcissism

6 ай бұрын

Tracking with what you are saying here, I've said the single ingredient that pushes a person across the line into narcissism is the willingness to exploit, which is pretty much what you're saying too.

@Alliecat670

6 ай бұрын

@@SurvivingNarcissism absolutely 💯

@hibiscushoney3759

6 ай бұрын

Selfish & abusive too

@MrWhiteSuperman

6 ай бұрын

If it wasn't for their personality disorder. They would have no personality at all.

@user-lw4fv2hn5c

6 ай бұрын

I have been abused, shouted at and hurt in multiple ways by siblings who should have cared for and helped especially as they had taken my help so much earlier. I have now cut off all contact and its peace by God for sure. I still see some folks falling into this web of deceit of use and manipulation - Pray for all people who have been abused and are still going through such abuse

NO CONTACT. PERIOD

@DouglasNicholson-ff6ep

2 ай бұрын

Believe me or not, GOD Himself told me that, concerning my former wife, and my brother. NO CONTACT. Both happen to be adulterous.

@shahin6671

Ай бұрын

Agreed! Only thing that saves the survivor.... Experienced twice over

@LaMesaC

Ай бұрын

​@@DouglasNicholson-ff6epdealing with narc abusive husband and currently divorcing. Been no contact. You are right! I had to go that route. Mine adulterous even before the marriage really. All his past relationships he thinks it's okay to cheat and his exes did the same but NOT ME! He moved on with the new supply and it's only been 4 months and not divorced. He will have H$ll to pay after fumbling an Earth Angel.

@ellenrobinson9736

Ай бұрын

Done ✅

@shahin6671

Ай бұрын

Done! 12 days now...

Hardest part is not having support of anyone who knows them Everything gets manipulated to be as if we are the ones doing something to them and everyone else

@mervyngreene6687

6 ай бұрын

Welcome to my world! I grew up in a HUGE extended family/community. About 15 years ago, I was forced to end contact with my eight siblings. I knew that my decision might jeopardize my relationship with everyone. It was MUCH worse! It has been difficult, but there was no other option for me DECADES

@tpowell2072

5 ай бұрын

I feel you .

@Hatbox948

5 ай бұрын

This has been my problem. There seems to be no way to reverse the damage.

@proudamerican2133

5 ай бұрын

EXACTLY. I particularly love it when people who have spent maybe 2 weeks worth of time total with the person YOU lived 24-7 with for 30 years, yet they somehow think they are a better judge of the narcs character and motives than you are. Ridiculous.

@rch1jr

5 ай бұрын

Omg yes 😔😔😔

that's a nice phrase "I refuse to be a receptacle for your internal chaos" x

@user-dz4us2wk7r

3 ай бұрын

I loved that phrase when you said it!!! That’s what I felt like since I was little! Beaten, told I was soooo negative, never any positive or comforting words. Slapped and backhanded, for standing up to her.(When I was a young adult with a sweet, lovable baby and hardworking, compassionate, very supportive husband!) She was vendictive, had a GREAT OUTSIDE PERSONALITY, and then an opposite home one. No one would ever believed she abused us, even some family members who saw and heard the abuse. No one ever tried to help. But, back then that’s what happened. It was the Parents prerogative to do what they did to “straighten us out “!!!! But I know FINALLY, That is was NEVER MY FAULT!!!!! No matter how badly and hurtfully I was treated, I would always come back. You know why?? Because even though I didn’t receive love from her, I still craved any attention I could get. I JUST WANTED HER TO L O V E ME!!!!! Now in my old (69) years, with therapy, and listening to the great Dr. and his so helpful videos, I am finally able to see and understand the true meaning behind the behavior; she is a horrible NARCISSIST!!!! Sorry this is so long , but I hope and pray that someone will read this and find help, compassion, love, and forgiveness. Yes, forgiveness!! Realizing that you are not a loser, you were abused by a NARCISSIST!!!!! And you have got to get help and finally know what a wonderful, caring, loving, compassionate and empathetic person!!!!! Thank you for reading this!!!!

I’d think blatant and repeated crossing of obvious boundaries is a telltale sign that they’ve become irredeemable.

@SurvivingNarcissism

6 ай бұрын

Here's a big hint: Think of John Gottman's ingredients.

@melb2734

6 ай бұрын

Also blaming you for why they need to keep crossing your boundaries. That shows they have no interest in changing behavior anytime soon.

@alisonkutchma1763

6 ай бұрын

@@melb2734 yes! This exactly!

@MartinSlidelMusic

6 ай бұрын

Agreed. Yet keeping their boundaries closed. Poking fun at ordinary things - projecting hang-ups and complexes upon others. Dangerous, unhealthy, toxic.

@lindadunn8787

6 ай бұрын

​@@SurvivingNarcissismingredients? Elaborate please? Thank you.

Being angry with a broken computer is wasted energy.

@KelliCoalburner

Ай бұрын

Well stated.

@netta96

Ай бұрын

When I finally had a name for what was going on, I called him the Borg....destroy and assimilate.

@fridaytieday

Ай бұрын

​@@netta96Good one!

I was at an all time low last night. My sister is a soul sucking demon. Narcissist enjoy destroying the hopes and dreams of others without batting an eye and are so proud of the pain they know it causes them.

@SafiaGray

5 ай бұрын

Realize that she is in her own world, you only have a role as source of Narc supply. Ease yourself out and don’t let any Lovebombing delay your escape.

@BELLA23384

5 ай бұрын

Sad but true.

@sueannnatter5295

2 ай бұрын

I hope she doesn't live with you ?

@rosemaryraplar8

Ай бұрын

I had to go no contact with my brother. It's the only way I can stay sane.

@Rainyydayytodayy

2 күн бұрын

I'm sorry to hear that. My sister is the same, I grew up in her storm and I'm finally breaking free at 28🎉 I wish you all the luck on your healing journey. Keep your head up

Honestly, Jesus showed me all the narcissistic people around me when I gave my life to Him. It was amazing how my eyes suddenly opened

@jackoneil3933

4 ай бұрын

Indeed... A friend who practiced psychology for almost 60 years, said "There are some conditions not even Jesus could not fix"

@rosalindr4975

14 күн бұрын

Love this.

@aeri878

7 сағат бұрын

I trusted on someone who claimed and seen to be a mature christian externally but turned up to be a total narcissist and that is very dangerous. It is like Wolf in Sheep's clothing. The Lord provides you discernment for protection against such whom were beyond redemption.

I’ve noticed that a person who continually refuses to learn his/her lessons in life is hardening their personality, and not in a good way.

"They displace their problems onto you and they see in you the problems they can't come to terms with themselves." That was so brilliantly said.

@amystuckey5900

Ай бұрын

Omg! Thank you for letting me know these facts about living with a narcissist! It helps to know I’m not alone

@netta96

Ай бұрын

Ugh. If I only knew sooner rather than later.

@Rezz316

Ай бұрын

@@netta96 Yup, that's one of the first things I used to say when I discovered my ex-friend was narcissistic. Best thing I can say is thankfully we at least know about this now so we won't have to go through the bullshit again.

"You are a loser because you have not propped up my ego."

@mosaicowlstudios

6 ай бұрын

I just want to say back, "You are the true loser for relying on other people to prop up your ego in the first place."

@dfwguy7149

5 ай бұрын

I still get mad at ppl close in my circle and want to 'do this to them'! I still get stuck in my grandiosity and get pissed at friends who aren't appreciative enough of my beneficial place in their lives! God help us all........I was raised by 2 narc's....in my best opinion.

@cacatr4495

5 ай бұрын

@@mosaicowlstudios Some might ask why they need their ego to be propped up in the first place!

@SusanaXpeace2u

2 ай бұрын

wow. yeh. i realised a while ago that my mother loves the self that her ego tells her she is. She says ''I love you but......'' and it's always something along the lines of ''can't hear this'', ''can't hear you'', ''what you say makes no sense''. She has a forcefield around her false persona to prevent her from receiving the tiniest bit of feedback. I don't mean criticism when I say feedback! That isn't code for me being critical! I asked her, pleaded with her, to stop labelling me sensitive and paranoid. She got so defensive and cold shouldered me for four years (so far) because she is perfect and the victim. I've acummulated more labels, aggressive, insane, detached from reality et cetera

@rodneyharrison5996

Ай бұрын

I'VE LEARNED SO MUCH WATCHING & LISTENING . . . . MY FAITH IN JESUS CHRIST PISSES OFF MY ( NARC . ) WE WERE BOTH RAISED IN A LARGE CATHOLIC FAMILY MY ELDEST BROTHER 👺👹♨️ IS A " TEXT BOOK " NARRASISTIC SOCIOPATH

I can testify that the narcissist gets worse with age. They take no accountability for their actions and the discard becomes evermore present to where there’s almost no relationship at all. Like two strangers living in a house doing their own thing - nothing that even slightly resembles a marriage with support and love. this is the loneliest most hurtful relationship that I’ve ever been in and I have so much deep, rooted anger for how we’ve ended up he accuses me of being the narcissist because my rage over the top and I can hardly contain it

@brandnewmein09

2 ай бұрын

Yes, they do get worse with age. After 38 years I had to separate. I feel like I wasted my life.

@suzettewalsh2854

2 ай бұрын

Just got divorced after 25 years three children he was leading a double life going to prostitutes and transgendered bring home STDs. This is unbelievable, but I am so happy just to be alone and have some kind of peace of mind although I do have complex PTSD I believe because my mother was also a narcissist I’ve dealt with this my entire life.! But even if I’m alone for the rest of my life, I’d rather be alone then deal with any craziness anymore! And they sure do have contempt he keeps on saying he loves me and I said you don’t love me you can’t stand me you hate me still trying to beg for me back even after this! I’ll be happy if I never have to see him again in this lifetime! a cord cutting this lifetime past lifetime and any future lifetimes! I see him on the other side I’ll just walk right by! I pray for him for one nothing to do with him! I’m repulsed

@thelukeewan7602

Ай бұрын

I understand your suffering. Yes, this sounds exactly like my marriage. They will never see their abuse of people. It's the worse roller coaster ride unless you get off. When you start living not for them, be prepared. If you go out and about without them, they will find ways to ef with you, in your absence. Breaking things that matter to you or hiding necessary things for your daily life is justified in their mind. They are not above messing with your food and drink. They will go through all of your personal things. But, you will be having a life outside their control

@SongMom8

Ай бұрын

Rage is a very common response to narcissism. I got to a point where my anger was out of control. I had to learn to accept my anger and recognize where it was coming from. Once I gave it a voice, so to speak, the anger no longer controlled me. Oh I still get angry, but now I am the one in control of my emotions, and not the other way around.

I never knew they could be redeemed. And I'm not going to let them "practise" their redemption on me either. If they believe they've changed - let them create a new life for themselves - as I have done. I owe them nothing.

@margyeoman3564

6 ай бұрын

❤️❤️

@tinyvr7036

6 ай бұрын

🙏

@miker4430

6 ай бұрын

Yep it’s too bad for them but it’s their behavior. We aren’t responsible for them they are

@lindac6919

6 ай бұрын

They don't deserve to be redeemed.

@eurokay4755

6 ай бұрын

My narcissistic sibling lived in the same community as our mother and me. In the space of a few weeks, he raged at his few clients, packed up his belongings from the home our mother built for him, and moved to distant state to live in the same neighborhood as his only child, her husband and their young family. Mom, his lifelong enabler, is thrilled because "he's finally happy." I wish him no harm, but firmly believe he's learned nothing, wouldn't recognize or accept true happiness if it was hand-delivered to him, and has merely shuffled the deck of potential narcissism targets because he'd run out of candidates here.

"No willingness to accept the ugly truth".

He mocked me in my grief following my mother’s death. Low blow even for him. My last straw! Couldn’t deny this display.

@user-ti2sc7hw5z

2 ай бұрын

Yes, they always use your list vulnerable moments to hit you even harder. Typically narcissistic

@AlisonBSL

Ай бұрын

When I told the narc I know that my father had passed away he said "well I hope you're not going to ruin my evening". 😢

@reesewitherfork6142

Ай бұрын

I’m speechless. That is diabolical. I’m so sorry for what you’ve experienced, I’m sure this was the final straw among numerous egregious acts. I’m so glad for you that you were able to separate from this creature.

@marciamatteini7604

Ай бұрын

I am so sorry this happened to you. At a time of ultimate grief and shock at your mom’s passing, I wonder how anyone could be so cruel. I pray you had others to help you and listen to your sadness and be a true friend to you. May our Father in Heaven bless you and be your best friend always. Sending love and my prayers to you✝️❤️

@alonzomosley7

Ай бұрын

My ex said the night after my father’s funeral I thought you didn’t love him .Totally toxic

They hate you they look at you like they hate you!

@yvetteandjorgenlarsen9753

2 ай бұрын

Yes!

@greentooth3097

Ай бұрын

They hate you for loving them. They hate themselves.

@julieannsheridan6438

Ай бұрын

💯 pure hatred in their eyes.. their eyes are dead like a shark. A dead soul

@nicholecornes1915

Ай бұрын

@julieannsheridan6438 there's been so many times I looked at my husband like WTF??.

@julieannsheridan6438

Ай бұрын

@@nicholecornes1915 It’s weird how their eyes look ‘dead’ no emotion, no warmth just black & my ex ‘s eyes got darker before he entered into one of his ‘rages’

“I refuse to be a receptacle for your internal chaos!” THAT is going to be my internal mantra when I think about or deal with the narcissist in my life! And I will say it to them. I will also say, “I refuse to allow my children to be the receptacles for your internal chaos!”

@SurvivingNarcissism

6 ай бұрын

#TeamHealthy

@roadtrip808

6 ай бұрын

Team Healthy!

@LiveforHim73

6 ай бұрын

Totally agree. I writing this down to practice if and when there has to be a contact. Probably a family funeral. SAd!

@lilysleisure1918

6 ай бұрын

It's unfortunate when you can't get your children away from their abusive behavior 😢

@VenturaIT

6 ай бұрын

@@SurvivingNarcissism I understand these concepts and how to deal with narcissists... my parents and family are acting like this, but I need a way to convince my mom to leave a dangerous situation where the doctors have advised she move due to over EPA limits of chemical exposure in the air on a full-time basis. I need a way to get past her defense mechanisms and denials and stalling and get her to listen to the doctors and move out. A lot of changing topics, manipulating, getting emotional, trying to flip the situation and accusing and blaming... all ways to take the focus off her needing to move. We have 10 dead neighbors since we discovered this chemical exposure, these are ALL the neighbors... all dead, 1 dead dog and everyone got sick or symptoms.... local officials can't/won't help, nor will the police... so I need a way to temporarily get past her defense mechanisms so she can see the danger she's in. Edit: she desperately wants to see a therapist with me but I know it's just so she can triangulate and gang up on me and try to weaponize the therapist and the therapist will know nothing about chemical exposure and physical sciences.

Anyone had that light bulb moment, after years of knowing this person, that it is THEM. They are the Narcissist. Like being in a scene from a horror movie.

"They can't grow because instead of growing, they displace and they project". Exactly! I've seen that so many times.

@wissn2112

5 ай бұрын

You Send them videos like this to learn.. And they won't look at it and then swear at you. Then yell = Stop sending me this crap.

@fainitesbarley2245

3 ай бұрын

So true. The narc “friend” once said to me ‘I may lack empathy but I’m not a c…” I thought - ah - so you do know then. You know there’s something wrong with you. Didn’t stop them playing emotionally abusive mind games and treating people who befriended this covert and tried to help them with increasing contempt and disrespect. They were indeed a c….

@jackiepowell7513

2 ай бұрын

Nor repent.

The last words my narc mom said to me were that "I betrayed her and that I'm a traitor." After she betrayed me for all those years. So sad honestly. I'm now 35. It still hurts. 😢

@davidstanwix4697

Ай бұрын

You know, look think this way. If THEY have a problem with everyone, and most people love and respect you. Well who do you think is the problem. Here is a hint it’s not you. Move on, even good parents die. I’m sure many people think your a great person. You gave enough of your life. Live your life, enjoy the person you are. God bless.

@gigiw.7650

Ай бұрын

My Narcissist mother's last words were basically F you. I had just quit my job so she wouldn't be alone. You can't make this up!

@Maria-fu5vh

Ай бұрын

The narc will accuse you of what they are guilty of.

@voulafisentzidis8830

Ай бұрын

Please let go of her anger which, essentially, is based on her fear that you're better than her. Become the mother to yourself, that you should have had. Accept your shortcomings (we all have them) and strive to be your best self. None can take that from you.

@todddanforth8853

27 күн бұрын

Your mother was a selfish pig. I am so sorry you were cursed with having her as a mother.

"These are individuals who don't want your input." Hahaha. So true!

@arsenelupiniii8040

3 ай бұрын

Yup, and when you grey rock them, their insecurity kicks in and they have to "induce conversation" to bait you back in. Rinse and repeat.

@SusanaXpeace2u

2 ай бұрын

yeh, just reflect back their view of themselves and act the part they wrote for you. That's all.

A healthy person can eventually become very contemptuous against a narcissist also, in a healthy way. They end up feeling angry and hateful about all the abuse when they stay determined to not be run over roughshod by the narcissist. In this case the contempt is healthy and they’re able to use this contempt to exit the relationship and seek better for themselves.

@cacatr4495

5 ай бұрын

And to maintain boundaries, to be honest with themselves about new people so as not to inadvertently let a N in.

@CreaticityIsLife

5 ай бұрын

Good point. It is normal to feel angry at being the target of abuse, and the best use of that anger is to end the relationship permanently. The problem is when people either can't or don't leave - they stay connected and their anger and contempt takes on a life of its own. They start to take pleasure in taking revenge on the other, and it does become a kind of prison.

@nhvanonerz8244

5 ай бұрын

my narc ex is the only person i have ever felt hatred and disgust towards out of hundred and hundreds of people i met in my life. normal people make mistakes its easy to forgive. narcs are fundemantally evil.

@Juke582

5 ай бұрын

That’s not healthy! It’s very toxic both ways! I have been in relationships where there was no contempt! No sickness!

@adedotunajibade

5 ай бұрын

Well said

I did have children with a narcissist, but I raised them with love and compassion because of my empath ways and taught them as best I can to teach them values. My two children are good individuals that I am proud of them.

@Cara96

Ай бұрын

Did the narcissist have contact with them?

@DogMomCMF

Ай бұрын

My two were so warped that their narc dad showed nothing, they spend their lives trying to get his attention while kicking me to the curb. They couldn't see I was enough. I'm glad you got to keep your kids 🥰

@homegown1234

Ай бұрын

I was the one that divorced him due to his verbal and physical abuse. However, he asked me "not" to take his kids away from him and I remembered not having my father who was also a narcissist too, but I didn't want to take my children's father away from him which I feel I have too much empathy, so I wanted to do the right thing for the children's sakes. I never married again.

@DogMomCMF

Ай бұрын

@homegown1234 I didn't tale my kids away either, turned out to be a grave mistake..

I tried the delicate detachment, setting boundaries route with my family member. It worked for a while. Unfortunately, once I let my guard down, she snuck in through the "back door" and came back with a vengence!! I had no choice but to totally cut her out of my life . How my life has changed. I never knew life could be so uncomplicated., so peacful. There is no other way to go. No contact is the answer. Boundries do not worK! Blocking is imperative.

@nikkibaning361

6 ай бұрын

❤❤❤💯

@jewelgazer

6 ай бұрын

Delicate detachment was also not an option for me. My narc had psychopathic traits and there was no other option than to 100% walk away.

@mariafarley7602

6 ай бұрын

Yep, 100% agree.

@martinbisschoff988

5 ай бұрын

Yep. The idea of boundaries is pure fiction to these types.

@GraceClaireMarshall-jr5mm

5 ай бұрын

That sounds like my mother in her own way she did much the same

I realised my narc was beyond redemption when she not only chose her false reality and desire for control ahead of her relationship with me, but I watched her do the same with her adult daughter (from a previous relationship). She was literally so committed to her behavior that she chose it over her relationship with her own daughter, who went no-contact on her. That's truly incredible to me.

@Picca65

6 ай бұрын

As a daughter of a narc mum I can tell that that indeed happens. It's confusing at first and devastating as soon as you realise what's going on.

@ericnorthman9410

6 ай бұрын

Yes it is confusing and it took me a lifetime to figure it out. I didn't get educated about narcs till I was in my 60's. I knew just a tiny bit but finally I got the full picture because of videos like these. I guess "better late than never". And I'm trying to salvage my last years.

@ericnorthman9410

6 ай бұрын

INSECURITY runs their lives. They always have to get you first - Before you get them ! That's their life - Pathetic. They waste their lives and try to waste yours.

@sideswiped6874

6 ай бұрын

I know a few mothers like that.

@psalm2764

6 ай бұрын

@@Picca65 to me it was even more devastating not realizing what was going on. Now I know and I am free.

"I refuse to be a receptacle for your internal chaos!" Excellent, Dr.C

I found simply laughing directly into the narcissist face, looking them in the eye, and laughing at them is the best feeling in the world. Thanks, Doc.

@sagrammyfour

6 ай бұрын

SWEET!

@wisconsinfarmer4742

6 ай бұрын

That is most injurious to them because when you laugh at them they have been uncovered. Being seen is what they fear most.

@philomena1999

4 ай бұрын

However, many narcissists laugh at everyone else they think is less than them. It can be confusing for some who are unaware.

There are some who say that they forgive you, but then later on, they throw the thing in your face. They can’t even be honest. I say it’s like storing your faults like a squirrel stores nuts, and they use it later.

@yvetteandjorgenlarsen9753

2 ай бұрын

YEP! BTDT!

@theoryofpersonality1420

2 ай бұрын

Or maybe you say sorry and then do again. Then say sorry and do it again. Then say sorry and do it again. Then say sorry and do it again. Then say sorry and do it again. Maybe they are tired of you doing the same thing over and over and over after they said they would forgive you only for you to turn around and do it again.

My narcissist becomes difficult when he's angry or hurt. He can't handle his anger and he acts out then pretends to accept accountability and apologize. It's a cycle of bad behavior and apologies (not just with me, he has to often apologize to our kids and other people because his tantrums have happened in front of the kids). He apologizes because he knows he's backed into a corner and HAS to admit fault but he still deep down blames others. I've finally put my foot down and filed for divorce. Initially the shocked forced him to say "I'll do whatever it takes to fix this and not to lose you" but then once again, even facing divorce, when his anger comes out he can't even resist playing the victim and blaming. He angrily signed up for therapy, he angrily agreed to do couples therapy, and even something like praying every morning has turned into a huge debate. Me not allowing him to place blame on me makes him so angry...he can do 900 things but wants me to get on my knees and apologize if I FINALLY react. In other words he wants to be able to behave badly and I should NEVER react, even if the reaction is divorcing him. He behaves as ir even though he has messed up tremendously I should chase him or beg him 😂 yeah right!!!! I'm not a good victim because I have standards, expectations, and boundaries and not that all of those things have been crossed and disrespected, IM OUT! I'm not his mother, I'm not his therapist, and I will no longer be his wife so he will no longer be my problem! The more time he's away from me the more I realize how much I've lacked peace and how much I need it back in my life ❤

@annemurphy8074

5 ай бұрын

Their disorder DEMANDS that they behave this way. It's like being with a rabid dog, it can't help being dangerous. All we can do is get away. They are severely dysregulated with no self containment. Something went severely wrong in their developmental years.

@proudamerican2133

5 ай бұрын

Every word here is TRUTH!!

@lindaphillips5194

5 ай бұрын

Happy for you and your strength to live YOUR best life possible while learning to BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!!! Peace and love to you ALWAYS! ❣️☮️

@bethzaidarivera8380

3 ай бұрын

I’m there now 😢🙏🏽💯Blessings to you

@anwylhsm954

3 ай бұрын

Damn, I could have written this. We have two teens and then almost exactly a year ago I had a surprise pregnancy. This was during a time where he was making a whole bunch of promises to me. When I found out I was pregnant I told him that I will NOT raise another kid in a yelling, dysfunctional household, and that things needed to be well on their way to improving or I had no choice but to leave. A YEAR ago. We have a wonderful four month old but my husband has not changed anything. He's forcing my hand. And both of our teens are 100% behind me because they adore their baby brother and both said they won't let this happen again, that if he doesn't get help we all need to leave.

I went no contact with my narc sister in June of 2020 after she said she didn't respect me or love me and that there was only one person in her life that she never wanted to hear from - me. So much contempt! On April 1st of this year, I received a letter from her. My daughter offered to open it up and read it, but I wrote 'Refused. Return to Sender' on it. I know now that she will never, ever change and to go back to having a relationship with her would mean I would be back to being abused by her.

@SusanaXpeace2u

2 ай бұрын

yeh, I doubt the letter said ''im sorry, i took my anger out on you and i shouldn't have. you didn't deserve it''. I really doubt that. xx

@fridaytieday

Ай бұрын

Nice strong move. Congrats.

@anneriffe2886

Ай бұрын

Stay strong. Don't even wonder about what it might have said. Not one thought!

@kayfitzgerald309

Ай бұрын

Good on you, friend ❤ I've been n.c. with my blood sibling, after she inserted herself into my dying stepmother life, where I couldn't go say my goodbyes, becuz "she" was there..my "father"(another narcissist) told me to "wait a few days"!! While "she" was there!! "She" who had treated mom like crap & even told her she Hated her!! Soooo, yeah, N.C!! Much better off now!! I will occasionally call the father, just to see of he's still alive!!😊

@filly3594

Ай бұрын

Good for you!

If there is contempt, the relationship is over. If you can't leave then start planning your escape.

I feel so sad for people who cant leave!

@caroleminke6116

6 ай бұрын

It’s a lesson we learn in life or are doomed to repeat it

@nicholecornes1915

6 ай бұрын

@@caroleminke6116 no repeats of this! Ill

@nicholecornes1915

6 ай бұрын

@@caroleminke6116 I'm done

@sharonsmith9332

4 ай бұрын

That’s me. Married 28 years to narc and just now I’m learning what he is. Never knew there was a name for his behavior. I’m not leaving my home which is my refuge. I cant

@SevenBenches

Ай бұрын

They strategise -so you cant leave. Alligator bite-force equals 2000 pounds per square inch.

As a christian it strikes me that Satan is the epitome of narcissism and C.S. Lewis' depictions of hell (prison locked from inside) is a world full of narcs getting more narcky every passing day.

@Alice-pk9yc

6 ай бұрын

What did CERN release? Demons to infest narcs or low vibrational people? Certainly seems like it the narcs are everywhere and making life very hard.

@morebirdsandroses

6 ай бұрын

I need to go look at that again. (it's been years) With what I've been learning, that sounds very like truth! Thanks.

@rationalevidence9095

6 ай бұрын

@@morebirdsandroses CS. Lewis in "the weight of glory" i believe says something like "we fail to realize that every person we pass by will one day be either a being so angelic we will be tempted to fall down and worship them, or a creature so vile we will turn away in disgust. Every day we make our decisions which lead us, one step at a time, towards one destination or the other.

@daynapeterson9033

6 ай бұрын

I find it interesting that none of these narcs know Jesus either and you better not speak of salvation to them either!

@rationalevidence9095

6 ай бұрын

@@daynapeterson9033 in the church there's plenty of narcs who THINK they know Jesus.... of course, Jesus mentions a whole group of people who think they're on their way to heaven....but aren't. The best way to love a narc is to warn them that God doesn't approve of their life (just run away quickly once you pull the pin on that grenade).

My mom was a Narcissist. There were problems from the day I was born, doctors were well aware of this. So many problems with her. I recall when I was very young she was putting on make up and left her lipstick out. As any toddler will do, I put the lipstick on to and showed her how pretty I looked. She then took her hairbrush to my lower back and spanked me with it HARD, very painful all the way from my low back to my foot. She spanked me so hard, she broke a thick handle brush and then had the audacity to accuse me of breaking her expensive and best hair brush. LMAO There would be other things, but I would end up grey rocking her. My boundaries didn't count, because she would over ride them. I don't know how a child, and even a teen can set boundaries with a narcissistic parent. So the only thing I could think of doing is emotionally detaching myself from her for my own protection. I often wonder where all the adults were that were well aware of what was going on.

@lisayerry3694

Ай бұрын

Did we have the SAME mom??!! Love to you!!!

I have been blessed with great therapists! I divorced my narcissist and I'm so much happier!!!

@SurvivingNarcissism

2 ай бұрын

Pleased for you!

@kayfitzgerald309

Ай бұрын

Me too❤

Contempt is the black hole of relationships. Once the narcissist exhibits that toward you, it continues to grow. Dr Gottman's study showed over 80% of married couples in therapy where one partner exhibited the micro expression of contempt were divorced within 10 years. While not exclusive to narcissistic relationships, contempt is certainly dangerous ground and a good indicator of its healthy aspects! Stay healthy, Team Healthy! Continued Blessings Dr C and Gus!

@barbarakelly1916

6 ай бұрын

i agree with your viewpoint. Contemptuous remarks from a family member made me see that I needed to "detach discreetly", with polite, pleasant birthday and other greeting cards and messages; no personal information......Dignity, Civility and Respect, as Dr. C. advocates. I am enjoying the peace.

@BaraSchmidt

6 ай бұрын

@@barbarakelly1916 I hear you! Protecting our Peace is a crucial step on our journey through these difficult relationships. It's not easy, but the rewards are worth it! We are worth it!

@bridgetmcbride6634

6 ай бұрын

Yes, contempt is HUGE.

@DevorahTafus

6 ай бұрын

I've heard about that study, and believe it's true.

@tammywallace5611

6 ай бұрын

That's scary

Their contempt is your sign to establish stronger boundaries.

@rationalevidence9095

6 ай бұрын

This is 100%. Narcs respect strength and dominance, they despise weakness....AND they interpret your backing away as weakness (think wolf or bear in the wild). Contempt is an invitation to strengthen your boundary. It sucks but toe-to-toe is the only way to gain their respect (they still won't admit it, but they will internally value you and treat you differently).

@neilmurphy966

6 ай бұрын

​@@rationalevidence9095is that kind of combative connection worthwhile though!? I think careful retreat and leaving is better and finding new connections with people who are healthy.

@rationalevidence9095

6 ай бұрын

@@neilmurphy966 of course you're right, but in instances where distance is not possible (or contains tremendous sacrifice), you should turn and face the bear instead of playing dead. I can't imagine my children seeing a narc win and then internalizing the lie that narc is the way to win in the world.

@cindylong624

6 ай бұрын

​@@rationalevidence9095In certain cases you have to be direct with the narc and let them throw their toddler tantrums.

@dct1238

6 ай бұрын

​@@rationalevidence9095Lol, they don't respect anyone!

Dont fall for their projections. Their projections are their confessions, when u listen carfully, without fear. ❤

@fridaytieday

Ай бұрын

Yes. Very true.

"If I have problems, it's because of you" That hit hard. Exactly what he would do to me.

One sign that a Narc is beyond redemption is the sense of contempt. Contempt means feeling others as inferior, inadequate to the point of worthless. The feeling of contempt leads to strong disdain, condescencion and hatred. Narc's thinking, "The world ows me!" "You are a failure because you don't have promped me up!" The Narcissistic mindset: 1. They want you to fear them 2. They want the seat of power 3. They wish to prove their significance 4. They wish to disguise their ineptitude 5. They wish to keep a comperative upper hand Narcs deep history: > feeling "not enough" > feeling misunderstood > inability to forgive or accept > attitude of paranoia > strong compensation mode > they displace and project 》Be a big picture thinker 》Don't try to force insight 》Don't exchange negative traits with them 》Maintain delicate detachment 》Practice boundaries 》Maintain your initiatives Dr Carter 👨‍🦳 and Gus 🐶 thank you for another lesson full of insight 🌞🌟🌝🌈

@lishmahlishmah

6 ай бұрын

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@antoinesimeon728

6 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for these notes! Was looking and hoping for this! Am saving these somewhere of course! Massive cheers to everyone's recovery and peace and truth and love!

@roxymovie3938

6 ай бұрын

@@lishmahlishmah You are welcome, Lishma. 🙏💛🙏 And thank you for the wonderful garden you sent me, which is beautiful and quite relaxing 😍 (BTW your comment was invisible once again but I immediatly thought: this must be Lishma 😅 and I was right indeed 😊)

@roxymovie3938

6 ай бұрын

@@antoinesimeon728 You are very welcome, Antoine 🙏💛🙏 And thanks for your good wishes of peace 🕊, love ❤ and truth ⭐. Wishing you the same on your healing journey 😍

@yukio_saito

6 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for taking notes. 📓✍ A big mistake I made was to try to force insight.😆

I’m still in the final stages of a divorce from a narc after 25 years. I’ve been doing so much personal work, which has helped me immensely. I had to go no contact with him during the divorce, but when he finds a way to “get” to me he always adds a snide or demeaning remark. It still initially triggers me, but now I have grown to love it because it reminds me what this person is really like no matter how I try to romanticize having a civil relationship with him. He’s just not capable. 😕

@joanlynch5271

6 ай бұрын

You are right 👍

@tammygallo1006

6 ай бұрын

It has been THE hardest lesson. That they just can't. As much as you try or wish, it just is not possible. But, but, but. No. Move on and focus on yourself. No contact has been a sanity saver!! Highly recommend.

@emmabovary1228

6 ай бұрын

Right there with you!

@trumpeterswan4177

5 ай бұрын

When they take off their mask, it is so clear that we have nothing to talk about because we have nothing in common and they are not for us but hate us.

@kellynicholas4629

5 ай бұрын

You can’t put everyone in a box.

It’s a sad destructive condition. They experienced abuse, rejection and abandonment as a child and spend their adult life pushing people away through their actions and behaviour which means they get rejected and abandoned!!!……It’s a totally nuts self destructive behaviour

@gayleb9656

Ай бұрын

My daughter did not experience abuse, neglect or abandonment as a child yet she is an awful narcissist. So, you cannot say this is the cause.

@lostribe5130

Ай бұрын

Getting spoiled as a child can also cause it so it's not always abuse. You have to teach children to have empathy.

My heart broke when my mother started looking at me like a was worthless and didn't deserve basic needs. I still remember here looking at me with such hatred and like I was scum of the bottom of her feet. She has passed, but I still have nightmares of those looks...it's been over two yrs.

@deborahcarder4270

6 ай бұрын

Well you’re very valuable. I want you to start replacing those looks with God looking at you with loving kindness and compassion in His eyes.

@mday3821

6 ай бұрын

@deborahcarder4270 Thank you, and I will keep asking God to help me see myself the way He sees me. Your post is very helpful and kind. Thank you.

@justinroconnell

5 ай бұрын

it is pretty horrible when it comes from Mom and Dad. It's a whole other level than marrying one... We were children...

@qwave1322

5 ай бұрын

You’re lucky she’s gone.

@lindsayschilling8707

5 ай бұрын

I am so sorry! I too have a human woodchipper of a mother. She will be 95 years old in 2024. Yes, they most certainly get worse with age. And, I know that look of contempt, because what follows is a vicious attack on my mere existence. Thanks to Dr. Carter, I have a whole new perspective - my life has improved tremendously!

My mother has never been able to accept anybody's friendship unless she could feel superior to them. She needs to feel that she's doing them a favor by gracing their lives with her presence. But of course, the other person must also not be "too far below her". One of her permanent complaints about life is that she's been "badly received" in every location she's lived since her teens. But when my neighbors of an age similar to hers were having a chat outside, as people here will do when the weather is nice, and invited her to join them, she walked in scoffing "pfaugh! Do _they_ expect _me_ to change my lifestyle for them?" No, Mother Dearest: they expect you to act like a normal human being.

@salauerman7082

5 ай бұрын

She always has a sob story? Could I ask you how to italicize words?

@NavaSDMB

5 ай бұрын

@@salauerman7082 place [a space plus an underscore] at the beginning and [an underscore plus a space] at the end. Note that it won't work if it doesn't have the spaces: for example, _this works_ but _this does not_. (because of the dot) And yeah: not only does she always have a sob story, but many of them leave normal human beings wondering what's the sob in there.

@moarawkwarder

Ай бұрын

I have seen this exact same pattern in a parent! Discarded their best friend of 30+ years when they were dealing with health problems. Kept telling me about the friends issues, I kept offering to drive her to visit them - and could not understand why she didn’t want to visit her best friend?! After seeing the pattern repeat a few more times, it’s obvious now. ‘Friends’ are status symbols for narcissistic people - in this case, it’s the status from appearing to care about someone’s ill health/divorce etc. then telling EVERYONE ELSE AROUND THEM about that persons problems, sucking up all that narcissistic supply they get from it - the attention, secondhand pity, martyrdom etc. - without ever having to do the ‘icky’ stuff like, y’know, spend quality time with your godamn friend and help them take their mind OFF their problem. If you have a friend who’s only there for the bad times, be careful, it may actually be a narcissist basking in your misery 😢

I said repeatedly, "we don't HAVE to communicate like this - there are healthier ways!" He responded, "who do you think YOU are to question ME?" It's absolute insanity, and you're spot on, Dr. Carter.

@Alice-pk9yc

6 ай бұрын

I had this exact same conversation with my mother and step father. I asked them at the diner table how we can best communicate. Step father just said he knew how to push my buttons. Wild.

@philchristensen2787

6 ай бұрын

@@Alice-pk9yc They actually derive pleasure from demeaning their victims, and will not give up the addiction, Alice.

@Alice-pk9yc

6 ай бұрын

yep I learnt this the hard way. Demons. They are blocked but my nervous system is getting serious tlc now.@@philchristensen2787

@caroleminke6116

6 ай бұрын

They enjoy button pushing & he actually complained when I went gray rock thanx to Dr C 😊 then he just disappeared nine months ago while I was taking a walk 🙏✨🦋 peace & quiet at last!

@Alice-pk9yc

6 ай бұрын

happy for you@@caroleminke6116 freedom is bliss!

Dr. Carter after hearing your description I believe the narcissist husband I married is incapable of change. I haven't had internal peace since I married 18 years ago. When single I was happier, peaceful, growing. He slowly took away everything I cared about that made me, 'me'. Preventing me from the gym, my art, my music study he literally unplugged my electrical instrument and forbade music lessons etc.....I hardly recognize myself now and has taken a toll on aspects of health. He literally physically smiles when being at his cruelest , downright evil, almost demonic. I want my life back I miss who I was. Growing up I had received both my parents physical/emotional/verbal abuse. Ironically I met my husband in church. When our relationship became serious, in an attempt on my part to prevent a 'cycle' of past parental abuse from repeating in a potential marriage, as a precaution I asked him if he had any temper issue he looked me in the eye and said "no". I never saw signs of temper/anger/hate/ disregard/ lack of empathy, etc. etc. etc. before marriage. He had been charming, agreeable, generous. I didn't know at that time it was his 'false self' or whatever you called it. His verbal/emotional abuse toward me began exactly 1 week after we were officially married....

@sallyjune4109

5 ай бұрын

Sounds like my story. I hope you got out.

@maryglo1

5 ай бұрын

Could not move on. Fifteen years, 16, 17, 18... Moved on. But that was short lived. Smear campaign. He could not move on. Kid was 18 mos. Curtains blowing in the wind. Kid is 25. Psycho suggested we get married. After 2 blissful years of no contact. I asked, "Another bait and switch?". Did not hear from him for another year. He loves to destroy holidays. Did it again! Kid graduated from college. Moved 1,500 miles away! Psycho dad lost control. Threw a fit. Grey rock. No contact ASAP! It is the best way to preserve your sanity. You do not want PTSD or Complex PTSD. Screen carefully! Most have a haughty attitude. They cannot go too long without their frustration expressing itself as anger! Then they do projection, punishment, devaluation, abuse, insults to your core.

@Earthy-Artist

4 ай бұрын

@@maryglo1 Wow! That's a lot to go through! Especially with your child involved. Are you out? I wasn't sure by what you wrote. I'm sure I already have PTSD, don't know if it's 'Complex' or not. Do you have it? Your description of "They cannot go too long without their frustration expressing itself as anger! Then they do projection, punishment, devaluation, abuse, insults to your core." is exactly what my narc husband does to me.

@Duchess-nb9ch

Ай бұрын

You’re not the alone on this one, my husband represented himself as a wonderful, kind, fun, loving, supportive understanding person; until I said I do. 20 years on he’s a monster. I’ve learnt to step around , play possum and lie to for my little pieces of freedom and sanity. Stay strong ❤️‍🩹

It takes a certain personality type to love, care, control and contain a narcissist. Expecting them to change is the first mistake.

@susanthepowerseller

Ай бұрын

I think it is a mistake to try to control and contain a narcissist. Like having a pet tiger, you can love them from a distance.

When contempt reveals itself, it's irredeemable.

@salauerman7082

5 ай бұрын

…irredeemable, at least without a miracle!

A narcissist will never own up to their actions. No contact at all.

@justmeandmyrucksack

Ай бұрын

it's just a matter of time that some come to this realization

Thank you Dr. Carter, for all your kind wisdom. I'm almost 18 years out from 24 years married to a narcissist, and since he's turned his entitled-ness on our grown children, alienating one entirely, and causing the other to suffer for now, I'm finally learning about narcissism and why we went through all the crap we went through. Plus, I was a practicing alcoholic most of the marriage: I was part of our problems. I'm twenty-plus years sober, which gave me the freedom to leave him. I'm healing and taking responsibility. He's stuck in the same, suffocating mindset of blaming the rest of us. What a sad, lonely way to live. I had 8 magnificent years with my late second husband. He showed me what's possible sober and being cherished.

@SurvivingNarcissism

6 ай бұрын

The difference? You took responsibility and committed to growth. So pleased for you.

@biondna7984

6 ай бұрын

Thank you.@@SurvivingNarcissism

@lynfawcett221

6 ай бұрын

I am happy for you that your second husband was good for you. Also, a huge congratulations on your sobriety. That is a huge achievement. I was trapped for 41 years, but KARMA helped me there. Stay strong and be happy that you found a good Nan.

@aerotube7291

6 ай бұрын

Just doing the same re drugs chick, sorting my addictions to avoid the codependance and acceptance of negative traits. Keep on Rockin'!

@aerotube7291

6 ай бұрын

7 months no contact with drugs, ready to live my best life

In the last three years of my marriage to my narc wife, her transmissions of utter disdain and contempt for me became palpable without the need for words. My mere presence was such an inconvenience for her that the hatred toward me oozed out of her wherever we were in the same room together. I actually began to fear going to sleep in my own house.

@CS-fq6yz

6 ай бұрын

Gosh this is almost identical to my journey the last few years. My Husband left me, and at the end I slept in the spare room with the door locked, then finally moved into a friends while we were selling our house. I really thought the disdain and loathing for me was all in my head, do to my not being good enough, until I finally understood and got educated. Trying to get people to understand what you have lived through will only be supported by some and that's okay, as long as you have a support system and tools. Blessings to you.

@SootyGrouse

6 ай бұрын

“…my mere presence was such an inconvenience for her…”. Well said. I have been feeling like an inconvenience and nuisance. The fact that I am here seems to cause all the problems.

Contempt translates to pure old hate in my opinion. You MUST get away from them. Permanently. The hatred of you will only grow and become all encompassing.

Back when I was still talking to her, my sister accused me of "thinking you are special"--she resents that I'm an artist, and she is terrified my family will think I'm better than her. Which is a joke since I'm the scapegoat 😂. Thx Dr. Carter for another great video ❤

@rhondajoy320

6 ай бұрын

EXACTLY! I think we have the same sister!

@graveyardghost2603

6 ай бұрын

@@rhondajoy320 oh dear, I dont wish that for you or anyone! 😭

@mariafarley7602

6 ай бұрын

Yep, my sister exactly.

@morebirdsandroses

6 ай бұрын

Well, my sister comes from the same bad batch!

@cassiebennet4262

6 ай бұрын

Imagine living in terror over some made up shit in your head that doesn't even vaguely resemble reality.

This is absolutely true!!!! They mask their contempt in subtle ways when younger hoping to hide it from others but as they get older their life is set, they have gotten away with so much they begin to be openly mean thinking others will remain loyal to them.

@Ax.DaEdge

5 ай бұрын

💯💯💯💯💯💯💯

I am a narcissist and this was helpful to hear, thank you. I fear and feel that point of beyond redemption and that is why ive been focusing so much on personal inventory. Like how, where, and why this contempt comes about. It winds up doing nothing but damage to others in the face of my empty pride. I've purposely stayed out of relationships because I've seen the unnecessary hurt that it causes. Gratitude lists have helped but negativity creeps in like hiccups i can't shake. Whether or not it's reversible or even manageable in any sort of relationship setting, I strive to know, and with vigilance. Regardless, no one deserves to be dragged down by my internal chaos. Really good points made in this video for me to sit with. Thanks

@deborabielik6017

5 ай бұрын

Good for you that you have this insight. Keep working at it.

@aorinz

3 ай бұрын

@@deborabielik6017 thanks for the encouragement, sincerely.

@whoohooles123

2 ай бұрын

I think that the fact that you're even concerned about your personal issues and how they may hurt another person is a step in the right direction

@cliffmichelle2981

2 ай бұрын

Thank you. Thank you for taking responsibility and recognizing the issues. Keep up the good work. Everyone deserves peace and love. You got this.

@netta96

Ай бұрын

Face the trauma. Which is the cause.

I found it so hard to believe that a friend I (thought I) knew for over 20 years, revealed her covert narcissistic personality disorder. I hadn't seen her in that time but when she and her husband (another dominant narc!) asked me to stay with them on a small farm property in a separate cabin I thought there'd be little problem as we had earlier gotten on so well. What I found hard to assimilate was the revelation that the person I had related to in a 'close' friendship 20 years earlier was nothing but a facade - her mask, as she was much older, was now showing cracks and the attempts to CONTROL were coming out left, right and centre - things like manipulating to get pity, flatly denying what she'd said even just 10 minutes earlier, and blatantly lying about events and things said and done by her. This woman claims to be a Christian, as I am, but in this case it's not God who has control of her behaviour, but very obviously to me something quite evil. I was alarmed when she started even using her 'religion' to dictate to me a 'need for conversion' blah blah blah! Our 'friendship' came to an end a short time later when I discovered through a 3rd party that she and her husband had lied about and slandered me online to a legal representative acting for me in a tenancy dispute matter. How these people can think they really 'know it all' and control it all, is beyond me. I've never seen anything so pathetic (but nonetheless destructively powerful) in my entire life. It is a power that destroys its victims, bit by bit, and the fear this instilled in me took about 2 years to lose its grip. Narcissists are in for an incredible day of reckoning when that time comes.

@Antonocon

5 ай бұрын

Both my parents are extremely narcissistic. My father on the violent bullying kind, and my mother on the machiavellian kind that directs him. My younger brother's wife for years would always complain to me that I didn't go home enough and visit my mother. Obviously my mother was triangulating her like everyone else. Then after her and my brother had a baby, my parents went to visit them in another country and stayed with them for over 4 weeks. The next time I met my sister's wife she said to me, oh my god, you should never communicate with either of them again in your life and cut off all contact. I told her, I guess now you know why I keep away from them. Of course it's impossible for me to keep away completely as their is no end of chaos they can cause for me without keeping some contact, including finding my address from random people, or even, with my elder brother ringing a national radio station, for something. So, I try to grey rock them as much as possible, something I've naturally done since I'm 5, in order to not let them destroy good things in my life. I have though, moved over 10,000 km's away from the toxic pair. I will say though, I am always in awe of people who have not come across people like this so much in life. I spent most of my life around people like this, in workplaces and hobbies too, and it's only in the last few years where I have been able to get away from them. What really shocks me though, is how they can pull the wool over so many people's eyes. I do have to say though, that people like this are running many companies and organisations of power, and most people are clueless to it.

@proudamerican2133

5 ай бұрын

I agree. My now ex and my son claim to be God's but inside they are pure evil. I am safe now, 3 states away.

@salauerman7082

5 ай бұрын

@@proudamerican2133which god?!

@proudamerican2133

5 ай бұрын

@salauerman7082 the ONLY one. Make your choice. Face the consequences. Nobody else can do it for you. Deep down you know.

@salauerman7082

5 ай бұрын

@@proudamerican2133 I was wondering which god your ex and son claim to belong to, because they can’t possibly be serving the Holy God who tells us to forgive, show mercy, do justly, and walk humbly…

I kept telling myself for years that my ex would get better. He only got worse with age. It only gets worse. Get out

I lost my son and my grandchildren because his narcissist wife lied about me and turned them all against me. She won't let them have any contact with me. She called me names and attacked me repeatedly. No contact is the only way to live with a narcissist. It's a huge price to pay but at least you can live in peace.

@Stardustpal25

6 ай бұрын

Im sorry you've experienced this. Me too, son didn't believe me, now 5+ years and just last month, I have chosen no more crazy train even if it's my son. I won't list the horror, but that's only word for it. I choose Life, Joy, Peace, Respect, Dignity. 🤝

@dct1238

6 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry 😞 🙏 DIL are the worst 😢

@Onewholovesrock

6 ай бұрын

Unfortunately this is all too common

@robbrewer2036

6 ай бұрын

Same situation with us,just can not tolerate the narc crap.

@kwesley73

6 ай бұрын

@@dct1238not all daughter-in-law are bad! - I’m a caring, giving daughter-in-law that is dealing with a narc mother- in -law… please don’t paint the all in-laws with the same brush

I had no idea until recently what I was dealing with. 24 years of degradation could have been avoided had I known that there was no chance of better with my narcissist husband. He is beyond redemption. Now I know and so I’ve put permanent distance from his contempt for me. He can have a fit and fall in it.

Wow you really described my ex husband. Our 30 year old daughter is the one dealing with him and he makes her cry constantly. He makes her feel sorry for him then treats her horribly if she disagrees with his behavior. She’s gone no contact several times but he threatenes suicide to make her feel it would be he responsibly if he did so. It’s so abusive. I really hope at some point she can break free the way I did. Thank you for this. I will send this to her. Truly appreciate it. Its so hard to deal with.

@ln8885

6 ай бұрын

I can relate to your daughter and I wish you two the best. I encouraged my mother 3 years ago to leave my father after 44 years together! I have always known something was not right within our household, had to tiptoe and always watch his mood. I have always been the one with "the big mouth" who defended my mother and tried to put her in a good daylight with him. My mom was his scapegoat and I was (for a long time) his golden child (and only-child), but I could always see past his behaviour. I went no contact 3.5 years ago when my first child was born, because I could see his effect on me and my new family, because he made me so upset and cry so much. Now he came back in to our lives, and I unfortunately let him. Out of guilt and empathy (he is 70 and has almost nobody anymore). But now he wants to keep talking about the past and how good he did everything and how my mom and I ruined him (his body for example: he is very unhealthy and he tells me that is because of stress because he always took such good care of my mom and I, especially financially - not because of the fact that he is a smoker that takes a lot of painkillers and sleeping-pills, eats horribly and never does any sports). I have told him now for many times since he is back in our lives, I don't want to talk anymore about the past, but then he threatens to end his own life. It is evil manipulation and it triggers me so much. I need to do a lot of work on myself to not get so triggered and angry... But that is difficult. And the sick thing is: he doesn't mean it one second: He got a heart-scare last month and now he is seeking pity al the time for the fact that he almost died and he is so scared to die / leave soon. It is all craving attention and a reaction. Hope your daughter can distance herself and start to live her own life. She is not responsible for him at all.

@lindac6919

6 ай бұрын

Print this out and show it to her.

@Earthy-Artist

6 ай бұрын

I myself am a survivor of parental abuse and neglect. What her father does is his own problem not hers. If he does that to himself it has nothing to do with her. She is not married to him he is her father. She can go on ahead and have her own good separate life apart. If he is 'capable' of loving her he will come around. I believe some narcissists can't love others, don't have the ability to love others, because they don't first love themselves. Although it 'seems' like they do love themselves they really don't. As the old saying goes 'to love others, one must first love themselves'. I don't think most narcissist's love 'anyone' including themselves.

@drivethruabortion280

5 ай бұрын

Why. Did. You. Procreate with him?

@Earthy-Artist

5 ай бұрын

@@drivethruabortion280 Procreating. That's. What. Most .Married. Men. And .Women. Do. Together. F.Y.I. Didn't they have the talk at home or in school? It can take years before personality disorders may destroy a marriage. Be gone. With. Evil .Agenda.

"I refuse to be a receptacle for your internal chaos." Well said, Doctor!!!!👏👏👏 And yes, no contact is the only way to go. That's exactly how I started 2024. Happy New Year to all!

@SurvivingNarcissism

5 ай бұрын

Best wishes as you move forward

Thank you for all of your hours of support free to us. I am heartbroken to believe that your video exactly describes my marriage of 19 years and 7 beautiful children. I am awake now to what is going on after years of gaslighting and emotional abandonment and smear campaigns behind my back. I am in a horrific situation that I feel stuck in as a Christian with so many children, and I live in a no fault state where I will, apart from a miracle, lose my home and half of my time with my beloved children. It is very dark. I have been pushed into a corner like a weak and wounded animal with seemingly few choices to salvage my family. Pray for me.

My sibling is a narc and she's gotten worse with age. I had to go no contact after her most recent stunt. It's always a game of "who's better" and the narc has to win. Get out and stay out. They don't change. And they do in fact hate you.

@amystuckey5900

Ай бұрын

Ur right my twin really does hate me, I’ve tried for years to help her.. she’s abusing my mom of 94. She’s abusing all of us, her siblings. I try to protect everyone from her, I’m tired. She will not see what she has done, damage everything around her. I have to pretend to love her because of mom.. it’s killing me emotionally

I think when narcissism gives way to antisocial tendencies,they have reached the point of no return, I may be wrong let’s see 😮.

A disordered personality like this cannot be redeemed, fixed or changed. It's innate. Environment can worsen the destructive traits; but IMHO, it's at the core (or lack thereof) of what they are. Best bet is no contact, no matter what. Having a beautiful, healthy & stable relationship after a narc is 100% possible - sending hope & strength to all those trapped & abused by these human monsters ❤️

Get the hell away from them- forever. Refuse to see them in the afterlife, too.

@LaMesaC

Ай бұрын

😂

I was my father's caretaker. Every morning, once in his presence, I felt his contempt, his sneering contempt, his despise for me. It was hard to take care of someone like that. It was so hard to feel hatred from your own father every single day. That is the #1 word I used to describe him: CONTEMPT 😢

@jesuswarnedusaboutthem7710

5 ай бұрын

Must be incredibly difficult. I’m not looking forward to that day if I have to take care of my parents. Especially my father. I can feel the contempt in his face. I don’t think it will matter when their gone bc their voices are stuck in my head

My narcs are dead silent. They almost convinced me that it was me My gratitude to you, Dr. Carter 🎉❤

@meplife7313

6 ай бұрын

they like to play games :(

My narcissistic husband, who I divorced in 1992, didn't even say the things you are giving as examples. He just shut down or walked out and drove away. I was stuck at home with our children. He did this year after year, and I didn't bring up the topic we disagreed on because I realized he wasn't interested it resolving important issues. We both acted as if nothing was wrong in order to keep from fighting in front of our children anymore than was inevitable. It took a huge amount of courage for me to escape from him. It's clear to me now that he was a narcissist.

@Cara96

Ай бұрын

How did your children turn out?

@wikif6550

Ай бұрын

This is exactly how it is in my mariage.

@susanthepowerseller

Ай бұрын

I have learned that narcissists don't want a marriage, they want an arrangement. Great post.

"They displace and they project." Very profound! After 46 years of such abuse from our mother, her aiding and abetting the same from her golden children, I finally walked away. No, leaving them to their devices didn't stop the abuse, but at least I wasn't there dealing with their crap, I was busy making great memories with my own family. While they sat home drunk and lying to their codependents, I'm sure they were bewildered when confronted by pictures and clips of me in magazines and on television having a great time without their input, without their overt attacks.

I always personally felt bad about the "finishing a sentence part" because I noticed with the heavy anxiety I developed from my relationship I would over talk and sometimes interrupt people and I'd talk a mile a min but I wouldn't noticed when I was doing it so if someone pointed it out I'd immediately get embarrassed and apologies profusely.

@rhondajoy320

6 ай бұрын

oh my goodness...me too! Blessings to you. You are loved!

@djmandyland

6 ай бұрын

@rhondagiacomelli9659 So are you! ❤️ I think as long as we realize it's because we're feeling anxious I try to remind myself to breath and calm my nervous system during any conversations. I'm sure this will subside the longer we're out of abuse 🙏

@MrAbsalomdavid

6 ай бұрын

a narc will never apologize unless it is for something mundane and not important, ie; they thank you when it isn't needed, but don't thank you when they should. they also never apologize genuinely when necessary, but only when it doesn't matter. and they never learn.

@djmandyland

6 ай бұрын

@@MrAbsalomdavid Very true

@christinebeames712

6 ай бұрын

Oh yes me too ,

They study people, they watch all the human interaction, find your weaknesses, then use it against you, evil incarnate, stay away from them and Dr Carter thanks for all your work on this, it is valuable

He hated me and discarded me because I wouldn't turn a blind eye to his multiple affairs and pretend that everything was wonderful and that I should have been happy and thankful because he was such a generous, kind and amazing partner.

I showed that narc that fear was not going to keep me in his grip. I moved into our garage. The yelling and screaming stopped, when I no longer fed the beast. SILENCE is your best friend when dealing with a narc! ❤❤

They are monsters and they never get better. Run. FAST. Do not look back.

@shannonjackson576

Ай бұрын

Truth.

When he led worship during Sunday service, I never attended. I knew it was mocking God. But his family recorded videos and sent them to me. I let it go, stayed in my own church, the farthest away from them I could be.

I lived with a malignant narcissist who was literally sucking my soul out and left me in the dust til I had lost myself- I finally wised up and knew I had to remove myself from this evil asap- lest death was the only way out! It was unbearable and I was living in misery and fear of him- which went on all day ever day- he held me contempt with every breath he took and emanated pure hatred towards me- I’ve been free of him for over 10 yrs now- he remarried and then recently died after her had BBC alienated his children and me- awful that I couldn’t let go long ago!! Dealing with sanely is not possible

I've been working with one for over a year now. Known him since childhood. This week was really hard. It's true no sympathy. I see him lie steal and cheat while writing a book about obeying the Bible from A to Z, etc. Very warped religious mind. First senior caregiving job where I'm planning my exit. It will have to be a no contact one. He's aging, moving files around and blaming me etc. I'm an empath and I see what he does to his grown children. Always flying monkeys. Also the king attitude of wanting anything done/bot at his whim. I'll lose my bonus at the end but my sanity is worth more.

Being told "I don't care" many times over, finally got to message through to me. He didn't care and I had to accept it. That callous contempt hit home. That was the deal breaker. John Gotman understands. Thanks Dr. Carter, once again.

@caroleminke6116

6 ай бұрын

Because of course he doesn’t care… my narcissistic bf had an ex who told so & said that she’d never trust him again… I learned the hard way he’s the shamed child not me

@marjoriemurray4381

6 ай бұрын

The man I was married to use to say “I DON’T CARE” and I replied “YOU SHOULD” and he said “ WELL, I DON’T!”. The other mantras that I grew tired of were “ I’m not, you’re not, we’re not and I can’t, You can’t and we can’t”.

@susanparker9877

6 ай бұрын

@@marjoriemurray4381 Years ago I had a psychiatric patient who'd say, "you're no good, you never were, and you never will be..." Your ex's mantra has a familiar ring to it. Just words going around in circles. But that 'I don't care' is brutal. Courage and peace to you Marjorie.👩‍🎨🐕🐕

@melisherwood5300

6 ай бұрын

This is what I heard so much lately. When I told him I was leaving he shot back at me: “I don’t care!”. So I left and he looked upset at first but then recovered his fake false front soon enough. Will I ever know what he really things and FEELS? Now I am gone.

@melisherwood5300

6 ай бұрын

@@marjoriemurray4381 I was also told that he doesn’t have to tell me anything. Yes you do. NO I don’t. Nice life, eh?

Thank you for being there for who are being tormented 😢

I didn't know how serious this stuff was til I found these videos. For years, I've labored under the delusion that I'm a bad guy, and that my family was perfect and far above me and that I wasn't worthy of them. I now know that I was trained by them to feel this way since I was five years old. I was beaten, mocked, ran off, scoffed at, looked at narrowly, scorned, lied about, and forgotten by my siblings and parents. I became a victim. I think my whole family is a narcissistic family. Some of them came by it naturally, and some of them chose that lifestyle in order to protect themselves. And to think that I thought we were a good religious family.

My father, the epitome of an entitled, beyond reproach narcissist was unloading his pistol with the barrel pointed toward my mother. I told him to watch it! And he looked at us with contempt and said "so what!" My mother, ever the enabler, responded "your father is always careful". He is not careful. He's extraordinarily dangerous and I swear my mother would rather get hurt by him that ever admit he may be wrong.

Thank you, Dr. Carter for what you share. My mother was truly beyond redemption and she even told me that everything that was wrong in HER life was my fault, and once even added the cherry on top by telling me it was too bad I had lived. She blamed me for everything including things I didn't do or had no knowledge of and when I would finally figure out what she was ranting about I would try to defend myself and told her it was my younger sister my mother would come back with "she would never have done that if you hadn't told her to do it." That "logic" is no logic at all. Yet, every time she would create some kind of crisis in our family I was always there as the "steady eddy" to keep life on track. And while I was still in my teens, she spent an entire summer in a mental hospital (she was diagnosed with serious mental health issues) and it was left to me to keep the family together and things going smoothly. It really was the best time in our lives with little to no discord. As I grew older she told so many lies about me that weren't even close to the truth, and even when I did interact with her she would twist a decent encounter into something else that ended up being my fault. I stepped away many times because my heart and soul were so hurt by her lies and yet I'd try again after several months hoping things would be better. They never were. I do not have any hate in my heart for my mother but it is filled with sadness that she could not and would not see my worth. I loved her and still love her because she's my mother but I do not like her. She died never knowing the person I became and that's because she didn't want to know that person. She was also very rude to people who were so kind to her in her last years. My mother was in a nursing home the last 7-8 years of her life, and the last time I saw her was about 3 weeks before Christmas in 2016. She did not speak directly to me but talked to my sister about me and I would answer if she had a question. Before I left that encounter I did try again to engage her and she only asked me what I gave her for Christmas. She passed about 2 months later and I am hopeful she has found peace in passing where it eluded her in life. But, I can almost guarantee that she was arguing with her Maker because everything, and I mean everything, had to be her way. May her troubled soul rest in peace.

@An-mei

6 ай бұрын

I understand so much of what you say but am so sorry to hear what she said to you! I am so grateful you are here and you survived!

@julianterris

6 ай бұрын

The "children" (not that we had "childhoods") often need extra help with the extra load they've been carrying for so long.

@ginnywalker184

6 ай бұрын

@@An-mei Thank you for your understanding. I am so thankful I accidentally found this site; it has really helped me understand all the questions I've had over the years. I've always had a feeling that my mother did not know how to love, that her definition of love was blind obedience, not something I am prone to, and Dr. Carter verified that very fact. I am so thankful to be here and to further my understanding and healing from life with a narcissist who was truly beyond redemption. Thank you for your kind words. I wish you all the best this holiday season!

@ginnywalker184

6 ай бұрын

@@julianterris You are so accurate; those of us who carried the extra load did not have a childhood.

@ginnywalker184

5 ай бұрын

@@An-mei Thank you for your kind words. I am a survivor and so thankful for the lessons she taught me on how NOT to treat people. They are invaluable.

I look over at him in church i was like what are you even doing here!!! Makes me pissed

This all hits home. My CN is full of disdain and contempt. The CN's longer relationships being the worst of course. I realized just recently that the more I know about them the angrier they get toward me. The little quirks and idiosyncrasies that aid in building a long friendship is exactly what destroys one with a CN. They are paranoid. They can't discern properly. They are flawed in this manner of relational intimacy. Just a comment about their likes or dislikes is met with criticism and defensiveness. It's mind boggling and sad.

When he told me he couldn’t stand to look at my face…something inside me just broke… I knew hope was gone.

@SurvivingNarcissism

5 ай бұрын

A comment like that says nothing about you and everything about him. I wish you the best.

@lisasteward6945

5 ай бұрын

@@SurvivingNarcissism you’re very kind. Thank you

@barbarakelly1916

Ай бұрын

Giving up on hopeless Hope for Change has freed you for a better life. I hope that you can get away and move forward! Nasty comments like you experienced reveal the speaker's cruelty and a troubled mind.

It's almost as if you were listening to my phone conversation today. 😂 This very subject was discussed. I believe God can use some people to be Grace for a narcissist until that Grace is abused and exploited. Assignment is now over. "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay."-The Most High God in the name of Jesus Christ. Merry Christmas 🎄

@hibiscushoney3759

6 ай бұрын

Agreed. I realized when it was time to walk away. I'm so glad U didn't get stuck in the gaslighting,trauma bond they tried to create. I accepted what they are and it was nothing I could or would do to continue to engage with a dark selfish heartless being.

@cindyrobinson3882

6 ай бұрын

Well said!! 🙌 😊

@scrappydappydoo

6 ай бұрын

P.S. The reason that I ended my message with Merry Christmas is in part because this "religious" narcissist HATES Christmas. God please help all victims of narcissistic abuse. 🌟🎁👑🎄

@sandrafuller9705

Ай бұрын

@@scrappydappydoo And Easter isn't any better!

@sandrafuller9705

Ай бұрын

Amen! This has been my living nightmare! But I trust the Lord and I know he finish this fight against evil