Hope y’all are having a decent day ❤ here’s the free meditation i mentioned winning-writer-8322.ck.page/26454c7a9b

Padraig O Morain talked about the imperfect garden, to be comfortable looking at things being imperfect and accepting that. This video reminded me of that and there are so many other themes addressed here. Excellent video.

Thank you David 🤘

Interesting, people have tried to push me into self improvement & meditation etc etc. All it’s done is make me want nothing to do with them or anyone else. They must have thought the job & money they were also offering interested me. You can’t buy me with no amount of money to ever get me back into society. 50 yrs of that crap is enough n 5 yrs to recover enough to be even well enough to function enough to even scrape by. People are obsessed with trying to control me n I mean obsssed😳no self improvement changes other people & it’s them what are the problem.

I really love you’re videos they help me a lot. Thank you for continuing to create and share your perspective, it’s beautiful and you’re great.

@thedavidboland

3 ай бұрын

:) thx

I had an unscheduled, unforeseen moment of realisation recently that lifted my spirits and helped me appreciate something. Due to poor planning and events I walked 7 miles home, in the dark and rain with totally the wrong clothing. I would never normally do such a thing, I would take the car, a lump of metal that I always complain about, but such a car journey nonetheless that would take less than 10 minutes and I would be dry and warm whilst travelling. Storm battered I eventually arrived home. The next day I sat in the car, but this time paused, said thank you to whatever forces of nature exist for enabling such a mode of transport, and started my journey. It was 7 miles back along the same dark road, it was wet, but I was grateful for the first time in many years for having access to such a lump of metal. I originally got into the predicament of having to walk 7 miles the day before because my mind was in a deep dark space. I feel slightly more lifted, connected and at peace with myself at the moment, until next time. Thanks for the video, I appreciate the effort you make David.

@stanleyfamUK

3 ай бұрын

Forgot to add that my problem with self improvement is how temporary it can be at times

There is something wrong with me. I do not like it and I would like to fix it. I realize that I end up resenting anyone who tries to fix me so I must fix myself. But how do I fix myself when I'm the one who needs fixing? This is the paradox of self improvement. Which stick on the forest floor is more perfect than the rest? If a dolphin could do a backflip then a front flip with a thirty turn counter twist would that make it more than a dolphin? 😁 You are simply what you are and what we like and do not like are as irrevocably linked as the joy of birth meaning the eventual grief of loss. One can't exist without the other. Within those parameters is the individual we want to be. Our potential. Within the individual definition of who we think we are, we can realize who we already are. You're going to trip when learning to walk, swallow a little water when learning to swim, fall on your face when learning to balance. Then one day we realize we are walking well, swimming easily and have learned how to hold our masses. You know, it'd be really cool to watch a dolphin do that trick. 😉

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