The phone call I wasn’t prepared for.

Тәжірибелік нұсқаулар және стиль

I received a call at work telling me my mam had passed away last Thursday. Nothing prepared me for that and I keep replaying that call over and over again in my head.
It haunts me.
I never got to say goodbye to her and il always regret that but I think she came to say goodbye to me that morning in the kitchen. Il take comfort in that.
Please go and tell your loved ones you love them now after this as you never know what’s around the corner and you might now get that chance again.
I will be back online properly soon, just have lots to sort out right now with my family.
Take care everyone!!
Zoom zoom!
Lauren

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  • @TheDDD235
    @TheDDD2352 жыл бұрын

    In 2008 I had watched many of your beautiful eye makeup tutorials. Today I thought of you and searched for your channel.... finally found and subscribed😊 .. so sorry for your loss.. take care of yourself 😇

  • @IridescentMermaid
    @IridescentMermaid2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m sending lots of love your way, and take all the time you need for yourself. ❤️

  • @shellytalker248
    @shellytalker2482 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry Lauren. Sending you so much love and comforting thoughts.💜

  • @betyourbottomdollar7
    @betyourbottomdollar72 жыл бұрын

    I'm So Sorry for your loss. My Prayers are with you & your family.💛🕊💛

  • @hummingbirdsofjoy
    @hummingbirdsofjoy2 жыл бұрын

    So sorry my sweet. Bless your heart. Love, hugs, and prayers.

  • @sheebs74
    @sheebs742 жыл бұрын

    I am so very sorry for your loss, Lauren. Sending hugs and prayers to you and your family. ❤️

  • @nellyzen1096
    @nellyzen10962 жыл бұрын

    So sorry for your loss, Lauren! Sending you a hug ❤️

  • @jayde30
    @jayde302 жыл бұрын

    So sorry for your loss!💔 sending so much love to you🤍

  • @LullabyeLaura
    @LullabyeLaura2 жыл бұрын

    Much love to you Lauren. So sorry for all you're going through, thank you for sharing with us. Please take the time you need for yourself and do what you need to do. Love you tons ❤️

  • @xtaffy
    @xtaffy2 жыл бұрын

    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how much hurt you must be feeling. Bless you and your family

  • @siobhan6152
    @siobhan61522 жыл бұрын

    I'm so very sorry for your loss, Lauren. Love to you & your family x

  • @janciepants
    @janciepants2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your sudden loss. I hope for the best and that happy memories can help you feel better. 💜

  • @SaintDiva
    @SaintDiva2 жыл бұрын

    I am so very sorry for your loss and for your sisters having that experience. Sending you all the love I can from FL my friend. You are loved and not alone through this dark time.

  • @micleahug
    @micleahug2 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss Lauren. Thinking of you all in these incredibly difficult times x

  • @trinity5842
    @trinity5842 Жыл бұрын

    Take all the time you need. I cannot imagine what you are going through but I'm sending a lot of love your way x

  • @KatiaBarbanell
    @KatiaBarbanell Жыл бұрын

    My deepest condolences 💐 May your mom be at peace. Condolences to your sisters as well 💕🕊

  • @Fishnetfreud
    @Fishnetfreud2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss! My heart and love goes out to you and your family. ❣️❣️❣️❣️

  • @tkelly1072
    @tkelly10722 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry hunny!! Much love and hugs to you!

  • @theonethatgotaway680
    @theonethatgotaway6802 жыл бұрын

    Sending you love, light and comfort at this very sad time. My condolences to you and your family.

  • @jserbia
    @jserbia2 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss Lauren. My heart, thoughts and prayers are with you, your sisters and the rest of your family. ❤

  • @Mitranadesigns
    @Mitranadesigns2 жыл бұрын

    So sorry for your loss and sending you lots of love Lauren♥️

  • @Phsyduck
    @Phsyduck2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you lots of love.

  • @MsMakeupjunkee
    @MsMakeupjunkee2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss Lauren! 💔 🙏sending love and hugs!

  • @Loopylily03
    @Loopylily032 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss darling girl. Take care of yourself xx

  • @janiceg7661
    @janiceg76612 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry for your loss. Prayers to you and your family. Hugs, Lauren.

  • @feliciax
    @feliciax2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry Lauren, my condolences for your loss, sending you love and light ♥️

  • @ZipperTx
    @ZipperTx2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss, prayers for comfort and love. May you feel God's blessing on you and your family during this difficult time. ❤❤❤

  • @lucy83060
    @lucy830602 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Wishing you strength and comfort.

  • @farah872
    @farah8722 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss. May she rest in peace. I lost my mom 25 years ago, the pain lessens with time, but never really goes away. You just learn to live with. My condolences. ❤️

  • @hannahktess
    @hannahktess2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss, and your family’s grief. Sending love.

  • @IrishTracy
    @IrishTracy2 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @joannclinard6657
    @joannclinard66572 жыл бұрын

    Sending my deepest condolences! Please take all the time you need. I know exactly how smashed your heart is. You’re in my daily prayers Sweet Girl.

  • @JennyFlutterbyeChronicles
    @JennyFlutterbyeChronicles2 жыл бұрын

    Oh I’m so sorry Lauren. Praying for you 🙏🏼

  • @ijumar
    @ijumar2 жыл бұрын

    I am sorry for the loss of your mother, sending you hugs and love, take care 💔❤

  • @truehazeleyes
    @truehazeleyes2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry to hear your mom pass away. My heart goes out to you and your family through this difficult time. My deepest condolences go out to you all. Sending you all lots of healing, strength and hugs.

  • @tammysaienniriograndeinsur7886
    @tammysaienniriograndeinsur78862 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss. God bless her soul. Much love from New Mexico

  • @Jane-loves-shopping
    @Jane-loves-shopping2 жыл бұрын

    Sending all my love Lauren. I lost my beautiful Mum in January and I know how you are feeling and it's perfectly natural. Please look after yourself and take each day as it comes. Big hugs, Jane xx❤️

  • @juliecox7770
    @juliecox77706 ай бұрын

    Bless you Lauren I’m so so sorry I do know what you’re going through as I had lost both of my parents within 5 years. It will get easier ❤❤❤❤xxxxxxx

  • @asis3832
    @asis38322 жыл бұрын

    Lauren, I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.

  • @curiomeeks
    @curiomeeks2 жыл бұрын

    Lauren, I am soooo sorry that this happened! I also just lost my dad on 10/7/22 as well, very suddenly. My condolences to you and your family at this time.

  • @journeytothinify
    @journeytothinify2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry Lauren. Grieving is a process. There’s different stages of it, go easy on yourselves as ya go. My Da passed a year and a half ago now and well remember this beginning stage. We all love ya dear, take good care of YOU as ya go now.

  • @Exelia
    @Exelia2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss 😢💛 much love to you and your family

  • @jazybelle24
    @jazybelle242 жыл бұрын

    All of my love to you and your family. May her memory be a blessing.

  • @rosechely4465
    @rosechely44652 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss and may she Rest In Peace. Sending thoughts and prayers to you all so that you may have strength. Now I see where you get your beauty…gorgeous! 🥀🙏🏻🕊

  • @nika9356
    @nika93562 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry Lauren!This is heartbreaking! Hang in there💜

  • @rosepetal0913
    @rosepetal09132 жыл бұрын

    Sending love and hugs. I am so sorry for your loss!

  • @Klafflen
    @Klafflen2 жыл бұрын

    My heart is breaking for you. Sending love and healing

  • @TheXohu4life
    @TheXohu4life2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss love. Sending love to you and your family 💕

  • @sorcierenblk3000
    @sorcierenblk30002 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry hun, my love goes out to you and your family

  • @hyonlif4488
    @hyonlif44882 жыл бұрын

    I’m so, so sorry for your loss. Sending love and prayers to you and your family. Just take it one day at a time. Cry when you want to cry,.......smile when you can, it really helps. ✨🙏✨🙏✨🙏✨

  • @karen757
    @karen7572 жыл бұрын

    I'm so so sorry for your loss Lauren. What a terrible time for you, please take care of yourself. Just take one day at a time, that's all you can do. Sending love and hugs to you 💕 x

  • @MirageEspejismo
    @MirageEspejismo2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry to hear that Lauren. Sending love and positive vibes to you and your family❤ I hope you take what ever time you need to process this whichever way you feel comfortable. Again, I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @YouTubeGalPal
    @YouTubeGalPal2 жыл бұрын

    Sending you hugs from the US.❤️❤️❤️❤️ I'm so unbelievably sorry. I'm thinking and praying for you.❤️

  • @michmoe85
    @michmoe852 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss 💜

  • @discod
    @discod2 жыл бұрын

    Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry! My condolences 💐

  • @CupcakeHeaven
    @CupcakeHeaven2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry Lauren. Sending you love

  • @rachel243
    @rachel2432 жыл бұрын

    Love you Lauren 💗 xxxx please take care of yourself. I’m so sorry for your loss xxxx

  • @Hels64Hippychick
    @Hels64Hippychick2 жыл бұрын

    Aw Lauren I'm so sorry to hear this. Big hugs to you & your family xxxx

  • @natashad25
    @natashad252 жыл бұрын

    Bless you, I lost my mum in January so I’m very much sailing through grief and loss, all I can say is hang tight over the next month or two. It’ll be a blur of shock and funeral prep and lots of emotions. Just hold on tight and cry as much as you need to cry. I haven’t seen one of your videos on my feed for a while, and I believe it was meant for a reason for me to see this. Lots of love and so sorry for your loss ❤

  • @requelattemptslife386
    @requelattemptslife3862 жыл бұрын

    Oh, love I’m so sorry to hear that. Sending you so much love, Lauren. 💙

  • @CherelynnBaker
    @CherelynnBaker2 жыл бұрын

    Big hug from me to you - I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @currylover0
    @currylover02 жыл бұрын

    So sorry to hear about this. Sending prayers to you and your family. Never easy to say goodbye, especially when things finally seem to be going better or hopeful.🙏💗

  • @pakola131
    @pakola1312 жыл бұрын

    So sorry Lauren. I've been there too hun. Sending you lots of love. Look after yourself xxx

  • @ingridarnot3162
    @ingridarnot31622 жыл бұрын

    Blessings my lovely, saddened by your news,my condolences to you and your family,take care and be strong Xx

  • @anikarhodes4026
    @anikarhodes40262 жыл бұрын

    Lauren, I am so sorry for your loss 💔 Sending you and your family love and strength through this hard time 🌈

  • @cherylfox2817
    @cherylfox28172 жыл бұрын

    So sorry to hear this Lauren, sending the biggest hug and strength your way ❤️

  • @laurenstlouis91
    @laurenstlouis912 жыл бұрын

    Take care of yourself Lauren. My love to you and your sisters. May your mammy rest in perfect peace. 💗🕊 Also your the spitting image of your mam. Wow. Just beautiful 😍

  • @emilymay6418
    @emilymay64182 жыл бұрын

    I wish i could give you a big hug so badly. So much love from Canada. We love you so much

  • @kar120cus
    @kar120cus2 жыл бұрын

    Sending love and prayers. I lost my beloved dad suddenly so I have experienced all the feelings you are having. Hugs to you and yours.

  • @sanapres
    @sanapres2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so very sorry for your loss, Lauren. I'm sending you so much love and hope you take care of yourself.

  • @fl0wer1234
    @fl0wer12342 жыл бұрын

    Bless you, so sorry for your loss xx

  • @hellagood628
    @hellagood6282 жыл бұрын

    Praying for you and your family Lauren. 💜 love you

  • @faux_andrea
    @faux_andrea2 жыл бұрын

    Lauren, I'm very sorry for your loss. Sending care to you and your family. Grief is hard, heavy and an unpredictable journey and there's no wrong way to go through it. Take care.

  • @Merche74
    @Merche742 жыл бұрын

    Sorry for your loss Lauren! May she rest in eternal memory.

  • @willowmoon7173
    @willowmoon71732 жыл бұрын

    Sending lots of healing, love and hugs to you. Your mum is always with you. Take time with yourself and go slow. Bless you xxx When my grampa passed a few years ago that night I cried myself to sleep and I woke up with a jolt in the night after hearing his voice saying "that's me away now", I knew that was him speaking, it was as clear as him in the room, I don't even question it. I believe when we go we don't really go, we stick to our loved ones, they're with us everywhere.. The connection of love doesn't go away, and in that way they're never really gone, they're in our hearts always.. Bless x

  • @dreamerbookslover9470
    @dreamerbookslover94702 жыл бұрын

    I'm deeply sorry for your loss. Sending you a tight hug, hunny.

  • @sleepy2349
    @sleepy23492 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry :( I’m honestly really struggling to watch this the whole way through because it’s so upsetting but please know we’re here for you and find strength in your family in this time ❤️ you’re incredible Lauren you’re an icon and you have so much strength x

  • @LaurenHill96
    @LaurenHill962 жыл бұрын

    Sending a massive hug and lots of love your way, Lauren. So heartbreaking. I'm thinking of you during this difficult time in your life, take all the time you need to grieve, we will be waiting for you whenever you feel ready. Look after yourselves, and each other. So glad you have support around you from your sisters, husband and Jordan ❤️ xx

  • @lynnes1883
    @lynnes18832 жыл бұрын

    So sorry for you Lauren. Sending big hugs ♥️♥️

  • @Dreamylady45
    @Dreamylady452 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss, Lauren. Thinking of you. Big hugs x

  • @katyrafferty9584
    @katyrafferty95842 жыл бұрын

    Sending lots of love. I’m so sorry x

  • @TamaarN
    @TamaarN2 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry for you loss Lauren! ❤️

  • @Meditatienl
    @Meditatienl2 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry Lau. Take care dear Lauren. Give yourself time ♡ big hug.

  • @MamalovesTea
    @MamalovesTea2 жыл бұрын

    Bless your heart, Lauren XXX sending love. So sorry to hear this

  • @clairethecrazycatwoman679
    @clairethecrazycatwoman6792 жыл бұрын

    Condolences Lauren to you & your family. So sorry for your loss ❤️

  • @aprillinder1977
    @aprillinder19772 жыл бұрын

    Oh love.... I'm so sorry! My heart breaks for you! I just can't imagine what you are feeling. I'll put your family in my prayers. May God grant you comfort in this time of grief.

  • @sugarandspicex1x
    @sugarandspicex1x2 жыл бұрын

    Love you , Lauren. You’re amazing. You’re so strong. Im so sorry for you and your sisters. Glad u have family round you and a lovely husband and son. You’re blessed even if it doesn’t feel like it now. Also, the afterlife is real! Continue to talk to her. She’s only gone from earth. She lives on. I’m sure. Lots of love xxx

  • @7arboreal
    @7arboreal2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry about your loss. X

  • @boboHuman
    @boboHuman Жыл бұрын

    Baby. Sending you love. So sorry for your loss and your pain. I’ve been there and 20 years later if I think about it the pain is still there. But not as raw. Love to you and your beautiful family

  • @michellegomes4905
    @michellegomes49052 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss Lauren There are simply no words I can put here so I’m just gonna say I’m sending all my love and best wishes please take care and be gentle with yourself much love xxxxxx Your beautiful mom will rest in peace xxxxxx Love and healing Michelle xxxx

  • @clairegraham9083
    @clairegraham90832 жыл бұрын

    Lauren I’m so sorry for your loss of your Mam that’s heartbreaking stay strong she Is with you and that was her that morning 😇

  • @VJamester
    @VJamester2 жыл бұрын

    Oh Lauren i’m so sorry, heartbroken for you xxx sending you a massive virtual hug xxx

  • @clarec3
    @clarec32 жыл бұрын

    I'm so very sorry, Lauren. We can all relate to the feelings you're expressing so well. The waves of shock and emotion are real. You deserve to give yourself time and space to go in and out of them as they come. I got chills as you described your dear mother coming to say good bye. That bond of love is forever. What a beauty she was, and so are you. Sending love and sympathy ❤️❤️

  • @hanara24
    @hanara242 жыл бұрын

    So sorry for your loss Lauren 💗

  • @Laura-mr5pu
    @Laura-mr5pu2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry about your Mam Lauren❤️ It really does help to talk about it like you did today. Also there’s no right or wrong emotion to have at the moment so allow yourself to feel all of them. I pray every day so I’ll be praying for you and your family too ❤️

  • @findingthesimilarity
    @findingthesimilarity2 жыл бұрын

    Lauren, I’m so sorry. Sending all my love to you and your family in this impossible time! 💗

  • @melodyshomesteadlife
    @melodyshomesteadlife2 жыл бұрын

    Much love and prayers for you all! I am so sorry you have lost your mom!

  • @Justthatgirlish
    @Justthatgirlish2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry, Lauren. Don’t feel guilty, I’m sure easier said than done. Sending love xx

  • @princessprilly80
    @princessprilly802 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I have lost both of my parents and I know that pain well. I am sending lots of love and prayers for you and your family. My heart breaks for you

  • @keeleyflynn2962
    @keeleyflynn29622 жыл бұрын

    I am so so sorry for your loss! Sending my love and condolences to you all! My thoughts are with you all at this extremely sad time!❤ xxxxxxx

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