This is what pain sounds like

@OogaBooga_memes

7 ай бұрын

Are you better? Please tell me your better. Please?

@Frogos_buds

7 ай бұрын

True this puts me to sleep

@eduardobilli2402

3 ай бұрын

Need Christ my friend

@Kelaguen123

3 ай бұрын

Ya……

@Kelaguen123

3 ай бұрын

I think I’m getting depressed again.

"Fourth of July”, is a reflection on the night his mother died. Sufjan quietly cries and croons his love for the woman who bore him, the woman who weaved in and out of his life until her death. The words feel close, **like a private conversation occurring with the listener eavesdropping. He calls her many tender names: “dragonfly”, “star in the sky”, “my little Versailles”. These words are weighted, full of nostalgia and regret; realizations of how small we are in death. “Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook Burn? or the Fourth of July?” He poses a question without answer. Life is utter destruction and infinite joy. (this paragraph is not mine)

@dacoolguy2108

2 жыл бұрын

Cringe

@karmenmustdie-2440

2 жыл бұрын

@@dacoolguy2108 🤷🏻‍♀️

@vvampyz

2 жыл бұрын

@@dacoolguy2108 no you

@dacoolguy2108

2 жыл бұрын

@@vvampyz no.... you

@michaelc.5809

2 жыл бұрын

Interesting. I was trying to figure out the meaning of the lyrics

My favorite cousin died not so long ago and she had this playing on her funeral. It was her last wish :(

@joannas9627

2 жыл бұрын

Im so sorry for your loss

@leah-vt8vd

2 жыл бұрын

i’m sorry for your loss :( may he/she rest in peace.

@kiayah9168

2 жыл бұрын

im so sorry.

@JimTom

2 жыл бұрын

Rip, also cocos_lilac you can save time by using 'they' rather than she/he

@lustry

2 жыл бұрын

i'm so sorry for your loss :(

I’m nothing without my music. I just wouldn’t be here. edit: hey guys, please leave religion out of this, and respect everyone in the replies. not everyone wants to hear about God. And yes I am Christian, catholic in fact.

@chr.b2719

2 жыл бұрын

same here friend

@alvxriz9260

2 жыл бұрын

the music is my bestfriend.

@user-1-800-Nobody

2 жыл бұрын

same

@jencypetersen3410

2 жыл бұрын

Same. That’s why I chose to include it in my career path. Now I know it will be apart of me, always. And to those students who I share it with 🥰

@ajlueds6653

2 жыл бұрын

If music want here I would not live anymore

I love the fact that you posted on July 4th and basically that’s what the song is called, stay safe

@ashtonvn

2 жыл бұрын

that’s literally the name

@Ikacita

2 жыл бұрын

I feel sad 😢

@vestigial_tears7115

2 жыл бұрын

@@Ikacita Me too. 😭

@lauretka4602

2 жыл бұрын

@@vestigial_tears7115 z z

@youhaveaswollenheadbtw2325

2 жыл бұрын

@@ashtonvn they’re talking about them posting this song on the 4th of July which matches with the song title.

i played this on repeat while doing my homework, ended up bawling my eyes out.

@leilab1467

2 жыл бұрын

i cant stop crying

@zainabashraf4243

2 жыл бұрын

@@leilab1467 same

@tenalukacevic7576

2 жыл бұрын

same lmao

@alyssh

2 жыл бұрын

@@leilab1467 same

@lightyylight9480

2 жыл бұрын

me too

This song just hits different. My anxiety just keeps ruining my life and I feel so alone... I just wish I could go back in time and be a kid again...

@justncs

2 жыл бұрын

i relate to what you feel, it’s very hard but i’m sure it’ll get better.

@yxngh0st

2 жыл бұрын

@@justncs I am really sorry that you feel this way... It's good to know that I'm not alone tho, I hope u get better as well

@justncs

2 жыл бұрын

@@yxngh0st of course you’re not :), but thank you i really appreciate

@maymunaibnat3486

2 жыл бұрын

I think you described me everyday hahaha 🙃 but don't worry we'll both eventually find some sort of peace

@yxngh0st

2 жыл бұрын

@@maymunaibnat3486 sorry to hear that, you'll both get better :)

"did you get enough love my little dove" is utterly the most beautiful and utterly soul crushing thing I have ever heard

@flamingopower2637

7 ай бұрын

Why do you cry?

@nemanjaceperkovic3676

3 ай бұрын

BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AND REPENT FOR SINS MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHRIST JESUS LOVES YOU IN JESUS NAME AMEN✝❤

@cantfindchloee

2 ай бұрын

@@nemanjaceperkovic3676not the right time bro

listening to this while hearing muffled fireworks in the background is one of the most life-reflecting moments i've ever had

@AngelDust97

2 жыл бұрын

Damn I wish I was there

@tingybong

2 жыл бұрын

@@AngelDust97 you can recreate the feeling by playing this video at half volume! kzread.info/dash/bejne/dZ6a0LJqg8fZaNI.html

@AngelDust97

2 жыл бұрын

@@tingybong OH MY GOSH

@gigispace

2 жыл бұрын

@@tingybong thank you so much

@lexibailey7442

11 ай бұрын

literally did this now with another tab open playing firework sounds and I can confirm it is the best thing I've ever listened to

Anyone who listens to sufjan Stevens is automatically my friend. Edit: Oh thank you guys, now I have 300 friends❤️.

@basmaarab7772

2 жыл бұрын

@@lainros3 oh hey, i hope you're doing well

@azumieckart2390

2 жыл бұрын

Hello bestiee

@basmaarab7772

2 жыл бұрын

@@azumieckart2390 heyyyyyyy sending you a virtual hug

@pickledcucumber8693

2 жыл бұрын

Heyy friend with taste

@basmaarab7772

2 жыл бұрын

@@pickledcucumber8693 hello friend

this song reminds me of my history teacher this year because, he always sings quietly to himself, everyone dislikes him because he has a ADHD and dyslexia.. honestly this teacher is what I call my home he is so sweet and calm, he never yells and he saved me from being taken advantage of.. I want to tell him that I love him (NOT THAT WAY OF LOVE) but it's so difficult to.. he is why I'm still here.

@catowner3788

2 жыл бұрын

Definitely tell him, even if it’s hard (awkward) because everyone needs that and maybe you’re gonna be his reason to stay for longer(?).

@toastedloafofbread

2 жыл бұрын

@@catowner3788 he was talking about his mental health, and said there is not ready a way to help him, he admitted to being depressed and all I wanted was to run up and hug him

@toastedloafofbread

2 жыл бұрын

@@catowner3788 really*

@mnii_

2 жыл бұрын

You should tell him that it would probably mean the world for him.

@toastedloafofbread

2 жыл бұрын

@@mnii_ you know. I will

my comfort song im crying

@noexie

2 жыл бұрын

Oh my your mental health should be not okay.. Same here

@rawan8556

3 ай бұрын

@@noexie u ok?

@noexie

3 ай бұрын

@@rawan8556 I'm so much worse

@coffee_pigglet

Ай бұрын

@@noexiethis probably won’t mean anything but sending you a hug 🫂

@noexie

Ай бұрын

@@coffee_pigglet thank you

I miss my mom..

@xgmxrgp502

Ай бұрын

❤️❤️

@SourourNas

Ай бұрын

Same 💔

@esoo8381

20 күн бұрын

I'm So Sorry For You're Loss I Hope You Have An Easy Life 💔

@Yunastar825

20 күн бұрын

I'm sorry, I hope you are better now 🖤

@nadirassas2412

20 күн бұрын

She's watching you,make her proud

My lover, my bestfriend, my….future wife, she sadly passed away exactly 1 year ago today (17th feb 2021), she committed…..and there hasn’t been a day where I haven’t thought of her. This song is such a great example of how I feel because it too is written based on loss of a loved one…. *”Did you get enough love my little dove”* reminds me of when I used to beg her to reach out because of a unloving family….little nicknames; dove, sugar, love etc were always a big thing in our time together….I miss you so much Jennifer my life isn’t the same without you….. Edit: I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense, I was bawling at the time and english isn't my first language, to the person reading this I'm sorry for your loss....I know it hurts but I promise you it will get better, of course they'll be days you want nothing more to hear them again, see them and hear them laugh and smile but it'll be okay. 💖

@mr.potatohead3756

2 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for your loss.. ❤️

@PFTTT1

2 жыл бұрын

That's super sad.sorry for your loss

@thea7740

2 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry you lost her. I’m sure you were the best thing that ever happened to her. The only time she felt true happiness must’ve been the times she was with you. As someone that understands her pain… she didn’t want to leave you like that, she just wanted the pain to stop. Wherever she is now, there hasn’t been a day where she hasn’t thought of you either. Make the most of your life now, find any happiness and peace that you can, knowing that’s all she would want for you 💜

@user-nd5iv4up7s

2 жыл бұрын

@@thea7740 Thank you for trying to do something nice for someone you don't know. I'm writing this because i know everyone is going through something ( maybe you to) and you still wanted to help them. People like you helped me to recover from my brother's death. So thank you for doing this!

@tvesaatamannamohanty5948

Жыл бұрын

I feel so sad for you you are a warrior...

if i don't make it through this year, i want everyone to know that this song comforted me more than anyone ever did

@xlbed0

2 жыл бұрын

hey, you’ve gone so far ! if u ever need to talk to someone i am here. just a stranger but i’ll listen :)

@clynejenlarcx

2 жыл бұрын

@@xlbed0hey!! thanku so much, this made me smile :)) i hope u have a nice day

@xlbed0

2 жыл бұрын

@@clynejenlarcx thank you

@gracegordon4117

2 жыл бұрын

i hope you’re still here and doing better :)

@werob7933

Жыл бұрын

Pls make it.. ❤️🙏🏻 I wish you nothing but best and more so that you'll find help .. 🫂

this is what real depression feels like. nothingness, numbness, overwhelming sadness yet peace all at the same time.

@killme4795

Жыл бұрын

real

“It may get better, but it never goes away. The sadness is always there”

@theartistdesigner9338

7 ай бұрын

Facts

@goldencoin9670

4 ай бұрын

"it doesnt get better, you just get stronger."

“i’d like to go out just as beautifully.” “I’d really prefer if you didn’t go at all.” “Please don’t say that, not even as a joke.”

@maivylin7790

2 жыл бұрын

To Atsushi, Dazai is like a father. Every time he is in trouble e always says Dazai can fix this, like when he was stuck in Lucy's room and he was panicking and was ready to run out of the room to get Dazai.

The "why do you cry" so strong i wanna cry myself

When I die, I want you to put this song up for my funeral.

@Nothing-oq7xb

2 жыл бұрын

You not die

@alice-vc6bs

Жыл бұрын

!!!

@brittaniebailey4930

9 ай бұрын

Of course man of course

This song is so sad, it's basically about his mother dying and it's a dialogue between him and her if I remember correctly

@Iris_669

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah it is:)

@Sprout8467

Жыл бұрын

Indeed…

When my grandfather died, i couldn't cry. I had to not cry because i had to stay strong, a few days after his burial i dreamt of him laughing and having fun. He looked younger and really happy, he was in his favorite chair and asked me who he was and i said you're amma (which was the name i called him) and then he laughed. I saw white and woke up with tears .

@user-sq6hu2fo8g

2 жыл бұрын

I sorry for u, I'm sure he really did love you.

@eduardk03

Жыл бұрын

I cried of reading this

@kayee__555

Жыл бұрын

This literally happened to me but some parts are filled differently 😭

@Coldcloves

Жыл бұрын

I think he laughed cause he realised what life was.. i think you really met him

@erasibuthhigie2627

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️‍🩹

2:40 _"and i'm sorry i left, but it was for the best, thought it never felt right. My little versailles"_

@unknown.6093

2 жыл бұрын

damn that hits home

i have anxiety and paranoia. One Lunar eclipse night I gathered the courage to put both headphones on, and go outside of my apartment building. My family was asleep. 3 AM. This song played as I stared at one of the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen. I had never felt so alive. Even fearless. And I didn’t allow anything to distract me for a solid 3 minutes. it seems so insignificant ….. but to me, a whole galaxy of pure bliss. What a strange existence.

@lilooo2421

Жыл бұрын

i'm so proud of u

@ecchstore2939

3 ай бұрын

Your authentic personality suffering and ask for peace. This happening was a multi pass key of talking with it without words just feelings. And it has much more spectrum and power than words. Releasing whole trauma will be very hard and painful it was a littls sign.

I had a friend, a best friend. Whenever I felt sad, I talked to her, she was always there for me. We were best friends in 10 years. But sadly, she passed away. 7th Dec 2020. 1 year without her and Im still not over her. People tell me to get over her and try to move on. Im trying, but it's hard without her. She was my everything and she's still my everything. I really loved her. I know she's with me, always. But I cant see her and that makes it so much worse. I just wish I could see her 1 time again, just to say goodbye. You wanna know why? Its because she died when I was in school, so I couldnt say goodbye. I just want a hug from her, and I know she wants a hug from me. Shes finally happy, and im so proud of her. She always bring light to people when they doesnt feel good. Shes my light, my saviour. Shes the most beautiful and kindness girl I have ever seen. Shes the sun and im the moon. She will always be the sun in my life, even if she's gone. I still remember the day when I come home and my mom told me she was gone. I cried so much. I layed in bed and my mom come in to my room, she gave me a big hug and layed her body next to me. She taked her arms around my stomach and huged me hard. I dont think I will ever feel that love again. I also remember that after 10-20 mins, I eated a sandwich and cried so much lol. It took me almost 15 mins to eat 1 sandwich. At the same day, on the night, I couldnt sleep, I was so destroyed. My heart was so empty, my eyes were full of tears. I still cant get over her and I dont think I want that. I dont want to feel the pain, but I also wants to feel it because it reminds me of how much we loved eachother, how much fun we had and how much we went trought together. I really really miss her. And I hope that no one of you guys that are reading this, feel the pain after loosing a bestfriend or just someone you love. I wish we all were ghosts or angels so we all could live forever and never die. So to you that are reading this, please, for me, go to your loved ones and tell them how much you love them, because one day you're gonna lose them and never see them again. Go to your mom, sister, brother, whoever it is, and give them a big hug. Please, for me? Have a great day and remember we all love you.

@benisha602

2 жыл бұрын

This is beautiful. I am so so sorry…

@pengxins

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss... let's hope she's in a better place now 🤍 Have a good day ✨ *here's a hug*

@filippaDewill

2 жыл бұрын

@@pengxins shes ofc in a good place now. And thank you so much, means a lot for me.💕

@filippaDewill

2 жыл бұрын

@@benisha602 thank you and its okay

@e.wallacerobin7000

2 жыл бұрын

" I wish we all were ghosts or angels so we all could live forever and never die."...that hit my heart. im sorry for ur loss, it's beautiful that you have someone who's loved you so much and who you love too

To me this song feels like the empty hollow fear you get in your heart when you realize that one day you WILL be old and one day you WILL genuinely die. And no one knows what comes next. What does it feel like? Why do I feel sick whenever I think about it.

@idkp.9507

2 жыл бұрын

I get super stressed and i cry, and unfortunatelly i remember this every night.

@margotquinn9169

2 жыл бұрын

Ive been struggling with thinking about this a lot too recently..

@camerongoodall7453

2 жыл бұрын

we do know what comes next, total oblivion, for example think back what your life was like in 1845, thats what being dead will be like

@mars-ck9kp

2 жыл бұрын

everything will be okay, i promise. try not to think about that stuff, because in the end everything will be at peace. you're going to be okay.

@sarroumarbeu6810

2 жыл бұрын

Being aware that I'm a living thing that will experience death one day makes me feel like this sometimes

If KZread recommended you this, believe me you have an awesome taste in music!

i’ll forever cherish the memories we made together and all the ones we’ll never get to make. the little things everyone takes for granted in this lifetime. listening to this just breaks my heart all over again. it’s impossible to ever exist in a world without you, and yet i have to wake up everyday and try.

My family told me that I'm so weird cause I'm listening this song while laying down in my bed. But they don't even know this masterpiece always cure my soul

@illdottore279

Жыл бұрын

Why.. :( that's so sad. And mean of them :-:

@akito.281

Жыл бұрын

my family thinks im weird too

@stolenyetgood

Жыл бұрын

@@illdottore279 actually its fine, they were just wondering haha

Now we can all cry on a holiday about how crappy this would has become :")

@elizabethfrutis8780

2 жыл бұрын

;(

@ajlueds6653

2 жыл бұрын

yayyy :( I hate the 4th me and my dog don’t like the booms and I never get to spend time with my family like many others

@ray-isrllycool

2 жыл бұрын

i just cry on the 4th bc i have seen A Silent Voice (if ya know, ya know)

@kristoffrosty

Жыл бұрын

The world is reflection of your thoughts, focus on the good stuff and see what happens

i lost my best friend 3 months ago ; when i listen to this i imagine him hearing the same words. Asking him why he chose to leave me here. The sadness creeps in, but being in this dark place of grief- i find solace in the idea of keeping him alive in my thoughts. Although my thoughts are a horrible place atm. thank you for listening to this art with me.

@alextremblay7198

Жыл бұрын

May his soul rest in peace, and in calm

@arindaackerman8884

Жыл бұрын

@@alextremblay7198 may you be blessed loved one x

The evil it spread like a fever ahead It was night when you died, my firefly What could I have said to raise you from the dead? Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July? Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like Junior High Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction Now, where am I? My fading supply Did you get enough love, my little dove Why do you cry? And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best Though it never felt right My little Versailles The hospital asked should the body be cast Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth Do you find it all right, my dragonfly? Shall we look at the moon, my little loon Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rife While it is light Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die

@brave_second

25 күн бұрын

thanks

my grandpa died yesterday and this song has been the only piece of music i've been willing to listen to. so sad but its very healing at the same time.

@kkfizz12

2 жыл бұрын

i know this is late but I hope you're doing well. losing someone we love is so hard. sending love!

I personally don't see this sound as everyone else sees it, as a reflection of their mother or sister or friend dying. But when it states "why do you cry" It makes me feel as someone is asking me the question why do you cry. Like someone is finally asking what is wrong but in a beautiful way. "We're all gonna die" hurts me because it's true some may be sooner or later, some may cheat the system and go sooner like I wish I could but this song and music save me in a way people cannot but this specific song creates a feeling of comfort for the depression that stirs inside and I will forever be grateful for sufjan

I miss you Mom how do I even go on without you? My highschool graduation, dying my hair, getting married. I’m so glad your not in pain. I hated seeing you so hurt and I was so mean. I hope you loved me till the last breath ❤️ it’s been 6 months already

@willturner3174

2 жыл бұрын

I sit and look at the plain of the sky in front of me, thinking of small stars and deep black holes. I know I have to go when the time comes. I know when the time comes, the bells will ring and my heart will be silent forever. When the time comes, I will cut my roots from life. And I know that when I go, one thing with me will leave this world, I know one thing will be buried with me and will be reunited, and that is love. It's eyes of my beloved

I sit here on the floor of my bedroom with my frightened dog listening to this song. My mother is drunk, she yelled at him for no reason. I’m scared. I hate it when she’s drunk. I hate all people when they’re drunk. They’re scary and there’s nothing good that comes out of drinking. I’m promising myself here and now, I’ll never touch alcohol for as long as I live, I’ll never be the monsters these drunk adults have become.

@ok-7865

Жыл бұрын

U good bro,

@ok-7865

Жыл бұрын

?*

@isabellenelson1723

Жыл бұрын

That sound awful, you are so so strong stick to your words i too have seen what alcohol can do. I belive in you ❤❤

@lexipickett4633

9 ай бұрын

I remember the days I'd spend hiding in my room blaring music into my ears so I wouldn't have to listen to my mom and dad get drunk and start arguing. You will get through this, I promise. It wont last forever. Eventually it will get better for you.

this man is a complete masterpiece

What I feel while listening this? I feel nothing, empty. It’s nothing special. Life is boring and sometimes I wanna end it. But one think is holding me, maybe it’s my friend or my family. I don’t know. Im just sorry to be like this.

@arsacesv2715

2 жыл бұрын

I was there too, I have some sense of that feeling of disconnection. Don't be sorry, do something about it. Be brave and be willing to get hurt. Be courageous and honest. Experience life. Think and then aim for something and march. As you grow that aim will change course but at least your still moving. Life is confusing, hard and not fair, but I believe in you because I believed in myself and that was the hardest truth to bear. You should believe in yourself too, in spite of the scars.

@killy3044

2 жыл бұрын

Arsaces V thank you.

this has to me one my favorite song to ever exist… the lyrics are just… so perfect

This is the first time I’ve genuinely sobbed in months. My German Shepard, Faith, was barely 4 years old when she was diagnosed with an incurable cancer crushing her internal organs. She was the most devoted dog I’ve ever met. She followed me every step I took, lied by my side, comforted me with any negative emotion I experienced, looked into my eyes with so much loyalty. She loved me so much that she fought the pain of the tumor to exist with me as long as possible. Eventually, I had to call the vets to put her down in my home. It was too much to see her in so much pain. Even then, she still fought the drugs as they attempted to shut her body down. She wanted to see why I was sobbing so harshly, if I was safe. After she passed I could still feel her presence the next morning, a ghostly weight of her body pressing against my legs while I lied in bed. I will never be able to find a living angel like her ever again. She was my one and only best friend, and I’ll never forget her presence. This song reminds me so much of the grief I went through and still go through. It’s been 3 years now, but I’ll never stop mourning her absence.

@eddie1417

Жыл бұрын

Hey, just checking up hope you're well♡

@RubenLilithGrey

8 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. I also lost my German Shepherd, Nuba. He passed this year on July 1st. And it was 3 days later a friend shared this song and I could not stop crying as I listened. All I could think about was my sweet boy and how badly I wished I could’ve been there when he passed. He was almost 10, I’m 21. I spent almost half of my life with him and now he’s gone. Dogs truly are a blessing and their absence is.. so tangible. Losing him is the worst grief I’ve ever felt. But reading your comment and knowing I’m not alone in that grief is incredibly comforting. Thank you for sharing and may we both heal with time 🥺❤

Perfect for my mood, i need to chill right now

i imagine myself sitting on a rooftop looking out at a city while the sunsets and people start doing fire works, im sitting with them. they don’t love me irl but in this moment they do. 🙂

"And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best Though it never felt right" hits me harder than anything ive ever felt.

This song is so beautiful, it gives me some sort of emotions that I even can't explain

To anyone having/went through a difficult time, you are so loved and cared about. I am very proud of you for continuing to push forward and being alive. Keep on going bubba muffin, no emotion is forever and you shall get through any obstacle that may be presented your way. You are so so strong, brave, important, enough, intelligent, gorgeous, talented, and you matter ♡ You got this, and you can do it! Set your heart ablaze, I believe in you and am here by your side encouraging you to continue living life 🤲 It can get hard, but there are so many moments in life that can be wonderful. You can accomplish many incredible things and meet so many extraordinary people. Find healthy ways to cope with stress and get comfort. 🌱 Sending a ton of love, positivity, comfort, support, care, happiness, good luck, best wishes, wellness, amazing thoughts, kindness, and may you all be surrounded by wonderful bubbas who care for you, love you, and treat you generously 🤲 Please please take very good care of yourself, take breaks, take things slow and at your own pace, stay safe, stay hydrated (drink at least seven cups of water a day), eat food (at least two meals, get in those nutrients, vitamins, proteins, etc.), get rest (at least eight hours at night), and do not overwork/overwhelm yourself 💕 May you only have spectacular days to come, hun 🧚‍♀️

Back here on the 4th of july.

currently sobbing on my bed to my cat, I haven’t cried in awhile, I’ve kinda been bottling it up, in December my nana passed away, I didn’t tell anyone except one of my closest friends, my grades went down and teachers mentioned it at parent teacher meetings but they never knew what was going on in my life, no one did, I miss her so much it hits me randomly, I forget she isn’t across the road as she usually is, I haven’t been to her house since she was alive, I couldn’t handle going over there and it’s being put on sale soon, it hurts me so much knowing she won’t be there like always, someone else will be to make new memories and people will forget her, I never will. I loved her so much and I still do, I forget she’s gone and when it hits me it hurts so so bad. I’m so scared for when I loose anymore of my family or pets, it’s the worst feeling and this song gives me so much sadness and comfort, I was listening to this on repeat while stressing and doing my maths project and I broke, for the first time in a while. I came into my bedroom and just started balling after I closed the door, I just miss her so much and the lyrics match her story so well. have a nice day or night everyone ❤️

@skritbox

Жыл бұрын

i understand u. my nana died 10 days after her birthday, may 28th, 2018. i miss her so much and the things that we did. her old house is next to my moms and her newer one was next to my dads. we are moving away and i just wish to relive those moments in those houses one last time. i still miss her 5 years later. im sorry for ur loss and want to let u know u arent alone stay safe out there and rest in peace nana

@olivia-oo7eg

Жыл бұрын

@@skritbox You are so kind, I’m so sorry for your loss and understand you, you seem lovely and I wish you well 🤍

i listen to this constantly thinking about my farther figure. for an explanation my farther was a violent and sometimes abusive person. but he had a bestfriend called billy. my mother and farther have been spilt since my little brother was born (2011) . so me and my little brother would have to visits my farther. most of the time billy would be there. when he was mad he would take me and my little brother away. he looked after my family so well, even though my dad was a horrible person. when he became homeless he took him in. when my mother couldn’t afford dinner, he would pay for it. but 2 years ago he passed away. in 2022 it will be 3 years. i miss him so much. i still see my dad. he’s kind of a better person thanks to billy. i miss him so much.

@kayleamckay8736

2 жыл бұрын

Very similar story 💗

This song helped me through the grief of the passing of my great grandma recently back in August. I love how Sufjan continuously says "we're all gonna die" because it's a realization people who have only experienced death understand completely. We understand the fear and the shortness of ones life. For others who have lost someone I see you and I feel your pain.

@bootymeatpanicoaks423

Жыл бұрын

❤

This is by far, one of the most hauntingly beautiful songs ever written.

My dad was fighting against cancer for 2 years. Lot of churgeries, chimio, radiotherapy... On Octobre 1, he passed away. He was in an establishment for people dying. It was very beautiful, calm and nurses were so nice. We visited him everyday. This day, we received a call to tell us that the night was very long and painful for him... She told us that he's not going to pass now, but maybe in few days. But two hours later we visited him, he passed away 5 mins before we saw him. I feel like he knows that we were here. He knows that It was time to go in dignity, like "ok you are here I know it, you came to see me, that's all I got to know. I want you to be here when my soule left my body. Now I've got to go in peace, the pain was hard for you and myself, time so stop". He will leave till I leave.

Even though hes a streamer...it hurt like hell He was my happiness And when it was his time I slowly died inside from tears of sadness He was a father figure Nearly a brother to me And it felt like something emotionally scarring R.i.p technoblade You were a good man With a good heart And humor that i felt attached too..

@hotdogsauce2174

Жыл бұрын

TechnoBlade never dies!

@dollicans4643

Жыл бұрын

my heart still aches. its already been a month without alex

@Sprout8467

Жыл бұрын

Just think though… he’s probably pvp-ing god and laughing at all of us nerds down here… fly the highest Tech…

@jeongberri

Жыл бұрын

miss him

@celestiasheart

10 ай бұрын

its been a year today and im sobbing. it doesn’t feel like its been a year yet but it is. it has gotten better to accept it but its still so hard to wrap my head around the fact that hes dead. i sobbed for 10 hours when i found out he died. i think about it everyday. i didnt sleep for almost a day because it felt wrong. i had to pretend everything was okay and when i woke up it felt like everything was okay until i remembered and i almost immediately burst into tears. may he rest in peace.

"my star in the sky" that made me sob

I love this song I love this picture

@willturner3174

2 жыл бұрын

I sit and look at the plain of the sky in front of me, thinking of small stars and deep black holes. I know I have to go when the time comes. I know when the time comes, the bells will ring and my heart will be silent forever. When the time comes, I will cut my roots from life. And I know that when I go, one thing with me will leave this world, I know one thing will be buried with me and will be reunited, and that is love. It's eyes of my beloved

@invayy

2 жыл бұрын

@@willturner3174 owwhh

My dad passed away when I was 7. He died in the middle of the night, with no warning (a heart failure), and the only likely reason being over-exhaustion. It's been over 10 years and I can barely remember him anymore, but there's still this ache in my heart whenever I'm reminded of his sudden absence.This song always reminds me of him, I don't really understand why. Maybe I relate to Sufjan's pain of losing a parent so dear to my heart, maybe I enjoy imagining that it's my dad calling me a little hawk or dove, or maybe it's because I wish I could become the sky on the Fourth of July, just to see him once more.

i just got my last hug from my favorite person. i already miss her so much...

@marissa.divita

Жыл бұрын

that wasn't the last hug. i'm still here :)

We’re all gonna die. But not now, so go out and live your dream life ❤️

@enigmalarsson656

Жыл бұрын

@valerie ! Wanna talk ab it?🤍

I lost my dad last year on 18th May...because of COVID And before leaving us.. He appeared in my dreams on 17th night... Spend some time with me but never came back home with me... It was a message from him... He again appeared in my sister's dreams where he said that he left mom behind so that I can have a guardian and after I get independent enough then he will take her with him... Everytime I listen to "Did you get enough love my little dove? Why do you cry? And I am sorry I left, was for the best Thought it never felt right" makes me feel like he will say this to be when I get to meet him afterlife.

It’s the Fourth of July and while everyone else is partying I’m listening to this work of art.

It's been a whole year and I've been listening to this version every day to remember how happy we were before 2020 May we find our happiness again 🤍

@killme4795

6 ай бұрын

I thought I was the only one who listened to it in a year 😥, You can see my old comments

@senior_moosa

6 ай бұрын

fr? @@killme4795 lets try to find our self back in 2024 shall we?

@killme4795

6 ай бұрын

​@@senior_moosaI wish

Why you gotta make me cry like this-

@willturner3174

2 жыл бұрын

I sit and look at the plain of the sky in front of me, thinking of small stars and deep black holes. I know I have to go when the time comes. I know when the time comes, the bells will ring and my heart will be silent forever. When the time comes, I will cut my roots from life. And I know that when I go, one thing with me will leave this world, I know one thing will be buried with me and will be reunited, and that is love. It's eyes of my beloved

Pov: it's the 4th of July...

It hurts to live when you don't want to......

I love this song, it hits so different

This sounds so gentle and I love it so much

This is my new comfort song

Can i give a hug ? i hardly ever feel what it's like to be in a hug

@yagmursu8767

10 ай бұрын

Of course my friend give you a big virtual hug from me 🤗 I love you ❤️🌼

This thing make me awake.

@7l5.

2 жыл бұрын

Ohh

"we're all gonna die.."

Today is 4th July. I wish everyone reading this that things will go well and only get better.

Rest in peace Technoblade you will forever be missed ♥️🕊

We’re all gonna die so whatever you decide to do in life, don’t be afraid and do it for yourself

I’ve recently reached a point in my life where I don’t even feel the pain or the hopelessness I should feel through my body I’ve become numb to all of that, I know there’s no hope of finding true friends, succeeding in studies, having a boyfriend, being happy in the real world, living those moments I would love to experience, doing all those things regular people get to do I know life will never be good for me, I’m just part of these people, who will never get to have the life they wish they had, who will always fight to have nothing in the end But I think I’ve accepted that, I’ve become used to having no happy future I just want to live in my virtual world now, and give up on life, just have the bare minimum to experience love, happiness and success in video games, books, films/series, and with my imagination I wish I could just live in my own little world, because I wasn’t made for the real world, and I’m only really happy in my virtual world

@realneoxde

Жыл бұрын

Same...yea...same... i understand

I was born on 4th of July and I can relate to these lyrics. This is like my theme song

@aitachx

Жыл бұрын

Happy birthday 🎈🎉

@emmapirttijoki2352

Жыл бұрын

@@aitachx thanks

@Laura-uu3ct

Жыл бұрын

That’s also my birthday:)

Walking through New York with this playing in my headphones. Makes me remember all the heartbreak, trauma, PTSD and betrayals. This life is shit

summer 2022, u still not end yet. but i will never forget u, with this song, vibes, people, smiles and tears.

3:54 ’make the most of your life, while it is rife, while it is light’

I’m back for the 4th July, that year flew by

hits different on 4th of July

i hate this life

it’s today

Listening to this in the 4th of July hits different

I'm so glad this song gained popularity. I discovered it a long while ago before it was blown up.. I knew it would get somewhere :)) love you sufjan

YESSSS HERE THE MINUTE THE NOTIFICATION CAME THROUGH. ALREADY KNOW I’M GONNA LOVEEE IT. TY ESSA. ❤️

RIP Technoblade 1999-2022 o7

@avocadobrainzz2211

Жыл бұрын

o7

my mom works tirelessly. but she thinks it’s an excuse to treat our family like shit. my sister is deaf and the reason my mom is working so hard is so that my sister can hear again. But i wake up in the morning to say good morning to my mom, and in return i get an earful of shouting and my own mother saying how useless i am and how i am never enough. my mom doesn’t make me feel loved. she says mean things to me that make me cry. i wish she wasn’t so mean. i wish my mother would wake up just once and smile and hug me in the morning to say good morning. but for the past 10 years i’ve been doing everything i can to help and to try to prove to my mother that i’m not useless. but i’m never good enough. no matter what i do. i work at an early age and it’s not enough, i clean the house not enough, i get good grades not enough, i go to work with her not enough, i overcome my depression not enough, i graduate highschool being accepted into college with it being fully paid for not enough. no matter what i do i’m never enough. i could never be enough to anyone and that’s what made me depressed, so i focused on myself and didn’t worry about pleasing others. I tried to only worry about me and those i love and not even those i could please. not even my own mother. i can’t remember the last time my mom said she loved me. i barely see her because as soon as she gets home it’s back off to work again. i don’t have the best luck when it comes to relationships and i can’t keep a girlfriend. so i decided that all i need is my mothers love. yet i can’t get any. what’s wrong with me? i can’t talk to anyone because no one understands. am i unlovable. no matter how i change no matter what i become or accomplish not even my own mother will look me in the eyes and say she loves me and she is proud of me honestly. i’m a mistake. i’m am easily forgotten. and i am an easy target. i crumble so easily at the words of my mother. no one could ever hurt me except my own mother and even still i love her with everything in my heart. i love you mom

For me This song sounds like a sunset where in the sky there are colors like yellow, violet, dark pink. with a calm wind and the sun hitting your face in the midst of the beauty of Switzerland. i feel like this song belongs to switzerland… manages to heal me of my wounds.

@willturner3174

2 жыл бұрын

I sit and look at the plain of the sky in front of me, thinking of small stars and deep black holes. I know I have to go when the time comes. I know when the time comes, the bells will ring and my heart will be silent forever. When the time comes, I will cut my roots from life. And I know that when I go, one thing with me will leave this world, I know one thing will be buried with me and will be reunited, and that is love. It's eyes of my beloved.

2:31 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘷𝘦? 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘳𝘺?

@user-1-800-Nobody

2 жыл бұрын

Love that

@almas77

2 жыл бұрын

I don't get any love bc I always empty it on others, I cry cuz it's life 🤍

@sophiewalts1858

2 жыл бұрын

@@almas77 Im...sorry

@jz5839

2 жыл бұрын

@@almas77 🥺🔥

@MoonshineVDP

2 жыл бұрын

12 years of isolation from my parents. Didn't get a chance to experience full childhood now I have to make it up by being childish.

"You can't save everyone max", he said staring into those baby blue eyes. They stared back at him incredulous. " yeah well i'll die trying ...i don't care everyone deserves to be happy", she said and tunred away from him. An extract from my book for him.

@willturner3174

2 жыл бұрын

I sit and look at the plain of the sky in front of me, thinking of small stars and deep black holes. I know I have to go when the time comes. I know when the time comes, the bells will ring and my heart will be silent forever. When the time comes, I will cut my roots from life. And I know that when I go, one thing with me will leave this world, I know one thing will be buried with me and will be reunited, and that is love. It's eyes of my beloved

Omg..seeing this on the 4th of July on my recommended. 11 Months later.. this song still makes me so emotional. Im missing that special someone right now..

I wish this was on spotify

this song makes me think of my first love. we met when we were 12 and I fell in love. I am now 16 and I am falling out of love with him. we made each other our happinesses, but things happened between us and we grew apart in the end. I’ve always loved him and I have always felt like he loved me back. until recently. we have grown older and I don’t know what will happen to us. we fight so often but we know that we fight for us to stay together. i love him so much and I hope we meet again, in the future or maybe in another life. My little Versailles.

@abby-vo2se

Жыл бұрын

@አደዳይ ኣባይ ፩፫ he died, hence the “in another life”

@kurikoKazumi

Жыл бұрын

@አደዳይ ኣባይ ፩፫ yeah it might be but, I don’t think the comment is even comparing anything.

I always thought the lyrics were “did you get enough love? my little girl, why do you cry?” so i would cry every time i listen to this song because it feels like what my mom might felt when i went through depression and she had to see how broken i was which broke her heart too.

I want this at my funeral. I never had love.

@MotherMilkers

Жыл бұрын

I love you dude

i know a lot of people like sped up songs now but please never stop posting your account means sm to me and ur vids are so comforting

Bro music is my therapy.

my dad died October 2, 2020 due to cancer. he used to call me his dragonfly boy, seeing as how I light up a dark sorrow room and how I lot up his life. I miss him every single day. yesterday marked 2 years since he's been gone. I didn't get enough time with him. I'm 15 now and I don't even know how I've come this far. when it happened I wanted to die. I never thought I'd make it this far without him. I didn't just lose a parent that day... I lost one of my best friends. I lost the person I first came out too. I lost my Dad. I miss you...

I'm not well liked...not even by my family. Nobody likes me...exept for one person, my only friend. This was her favorite song. She would always be there for me. When my parents hit me or yelled. When I got bullied. When I'm going through stuff...she was always there. It broke my heart to hear she passed away. She died to a rare disease. They found out to late and she didnt make it...may she rest in peace and be remembered and a hero...

i can't express how much this song has done for me i love it so much

Music helps me relax when I have panic attacks related to social phobia

@shahidy

10 ай бұрын

Same