its our mental breakdown,, we get to choose the music

@W0lfi3y4b01

2 жыл бұрын

Yes

@Emmaisgay101

2 жыл бұрын

Agreed

@deadbyyeehaw8237

2 жыл бұрын

Yesssir

@asher8233

2 жыл бұрын

Yuppers

@lovekosiColet_

2 жыл бұрын

Yes

taste like anxiety and depression in a mug

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

I agree XD

@screamingcatlady9433

3 жыл бұрын

Delicious 👌✨

@acrylicapricots9832

3 жыл бұрын

Yummy depression

@iamgreywolf2953

3 жыл бұрын

i was crying last night

@Tati_kwt

2 жыл бұрын

yup👌✨

This hits different when you were a young kid who would always make hints about their abuse at home in hopes that someone would help. Your room becomes your only safe space, and you desperately went anywhere you could because anywhere on Earth was better than that house. Still now It’s not good.

@suphee__

3 жыл бұрын

Hope youre ok

@toiletpaperslays3512

3 жыл бұрын

Same but I wasn’t even allowed in my room

@bluetheturtle_

3 жыл бұрын

That's so awful! I hope you're ok.

@Dark.Disgrace

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, and then my family would scold me for staying in my room 24/7 and when I get out, an argument starts or it's just awkward

Lyrics for those who want them: Trying to be funny and stuck in a room There isn't much more to say about it Can one be funny when stuck in a room? Being in, trying to get something out of it Try making faces, Try telling jokes, making little sounds (aaaa) I was a kid who was stuck in his room There isn't much more to say about it When you're a kid and you're stuck in your room You'll do any old shit to get out of it Try making faces, Try telling jokes, making little sounds Well, well Look who's inside again Went out to look for a reason to hide again Well, well Buddy, you found it Now, come out with your hands up We've got you surrounded

@user-yy5ub2hp6h

3 жыл бұрын

TYSM

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

omg! thank you for adding lyrics! I need to start doing this more often, but I always forget XD

@hat7475

Жыл бұрын

fanks

@babymailing7782

Жыл бұрын

@@hat7475 FANK?

@hat7475

Жыл бұрын

@@babymailing7782 thanks*

This song makes me think of the little kid who would blatantly joke about how horrible her family was to her, hoping that someone would intervene, but they would always just laugh.

if home doesnt feel like home, where should i go.

@superdelusional3624

3 жыл бұрын

I have never related to something so much

@pokiastolfo2672

2 жыл бұрын

Go to your friends house and hug them

hits different when u stay in ur room for hrs at night crying while saying ur fine to ur friends edit: omg 69 likes

@zee_academia

2 жыл бұрын

It's suffocating..

@kurtisconnersmullet

2 жыл бұрын

@@zee_academia It really is

Okay okay, yall are saying this tastes like depression but consider; you need a huge hug, some reassurance, a nice warm bowl of soup, funny memes and just some love. I hope you're okay if you're reading this. Have a good day, tell someone you love hello, try doing an activiy! I believe in you. You can do this, you'll be okay.

imma be sleeping to this every single day

this hits different when you were actually a kid who used to hide in their room and lock it whenever their parents got in a fight and got violent. trying to give hints to the ones hwo are close to you that your household isnt doing fine but no one could tell, leaving you in the dust making you give up on life and try to do everything on your own in the end

I've always stayed in my room since I was a kid because of crippling anxiety. In 2020 I was starting to branch out and it thoroughly upset me that I was forced to stay inside again on a year that was so important to me. So I'm glad to hear a song that is so relatable.

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

I was the same way, I always went to my room when I felt overwhelmed and scared of how I was feeling, but my family never truly understood why. This song to me is exactly how it felt and for me its relatable as well :)

@corinacox4611

3 жыл бұрын

@@peculiarsounds yeah the song is so good. I wish it was longer-

@sm1thereens

3 жыл бұрын

yeah ive only hit that phase recently- its the only place im actually happy anymore

how did i not realize that was Kaneki-

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

Haha, dont feel bad (I didnt realize it was him until recently and it's my video-) X-X

@Yotes_

3 жыл бұрын

hes always recognizable for me haha

This song just reminds me of how much I’ll never be able to be myself because of my family.

i’d hate to vent here but i sorta feel the need to, so.. i really just want to be who i used to. i was like 10 when i joined discord, i met some people, that turned out to be hell. they ostracized me, told me to do all these horrible things to myself, belittled my existence, all because they knew i was younger and vulnerable. that only ended a year ago, from how often they’d drag me right back into my own little prison with fake apologies. now i’m being told i was just lying and trying to get attention when i opened up. now i can’t even tell if i was or not. :)

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry :( and dont feel any shame in venting or ranting in the comments. I read every single one and take them all seriously with the same amount of respect and thoughtfulness. I made this channel as an escape from outside issues and stress for not only myself but anyone who stumbles across my channel

@kittylover2993

3 жыл бұрын

they are some horrible people. ive had some horrible stuff said to do by my ex, i hope u are okay and i wish u the best year ever, please ignore these horrible nasty people its better to act like u never seen their text or block them. be careful love.

I had heard snippets of the special from tiktoks but yesterday I listened to the songs, watched the special and downloaded the album. I remember watching his vines and stand up a few yrs ago but nothing as impactful as this special. Ive been listening to it non stop. I even thought I wouldn’t watch the whole thing since I’d get bored but it was incredible, what I thought would be pretentious was impactful and one of those albums that genuinely make you feel like a changed person

pov. it's 3:33 am and you can't feel anything so you listen to this and end up crying

this song reminds me that i am just a kid and my room is a safe place for me to hide in after if i try to go on a walk or be productive. im always laughing at my own jokes or just being weird. i stay in my room for msot of the day bc of my anxiety. when i listen to this song i think about a certain moment that happened today. i was thinking about something that makes me cry very easily in my living room and i went to my room to go cry and hide my pain so my parents dont have to deal with me (they dont hate me or anything i just always feel like a bother or very annoying when im near them) my dad abused me for about 2 years and he used to call me bud or buddy. the lyric "buddy you found it" kinda gave me anxiety. (im alright btw i live with my mom now :) ) (im sorry if it kinda got personal)

@spongelover722

3 жыл бұрын

i feel the same way, i hope you feel better now, please take care

I usually listen to music and I am able to listen to it and criticize it, but this... criticizes me, it listens to us and focuses in on us and calls us out when the well, well hits... Its unlike anything I've ever heard.

I like how extremely lonely this song makes me feel

@Pumpkin_head007

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@gigi6850

2 жыл бұрын

me too :)

@zee_academia

2 жыл бұрын

Ikr

I had a request to do a 10 hour version of this song slowed down, but the download time would have probably blown up my computer :D, so instead I made a 1 hour version! I hope it turned out ok T-T

@MrLegendAsian

3 жыл бұрын

oof

@trapskull3103

3 жыл бұрын

How could anyone listen to a song for 10 hours😭

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

That's exactly what I thought too! T-T (like I love the song but I dont even get 10 hours of sleep X-X)

@Spac3b0y7

3 жыл бұрын

@@trapskull3103 it's called determination and being an insomniac : ]

@moonhe-they5623

3 жыл бұрын

@@Spac3b0y7 yes also if you add a bit of neuro divergence hyper fixation you could easily listen to a song on repeat of 10hrs and not realize it

And everyone reading this you are an amazing person. I am blessed to live under the same sky as you right now. I don't know you but i believe in you. I am also so SO SO proud of how far you came. I am so proud of the things you overcame. Remember to get water, and get yourself hydrated. Please remember to take deep breaths and remember you are loved.

This hurts being a toy and being easily manipulated by my family- it’s not there fault though -Excuses 🙄

I relate to this too much tysm for this

when you start crying bc you can relate to the song so much and the sound is scrumdillyishise lmaoooooooo

What a good slow song to listen to in the hospital

@izziebloomfield6541

2 жыл бұрын

hope ur doing better now

Neglected child anthem

Guys... I truly do understand. I have been and continue to be there. Please. Please. Just go outside in the sunshine. Just 10 minutes. it's not for you- it's a favor to me. please?

@thermodynamiclawyer

3 жыл бұрын

it’s 3am. maybe tomorrow

Tw/ mentions of kidnapping idk, this reminds me of a kid who got kidnapped and they are stuck in a room for the rest of their life until they are able to escape. and they are trying to entertain themselves “try making faces, try telling jokes etc” “Come out with your hands up, we’ve got you surrounded.” could be police and they’re brought to safety, or be the kidnapper

This song definitely is my favorite one, above all else. It just hits differently

Social anxiety who? Don’t know her..

Thank you so much!!! I was looking for this 😭❤️❤️

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

Of Course!!

this is so good for sad moments seriously

4:48 is the part i think you are looking for..

Me 2 seconds into the video: Oh oh yeah this sounds good I can stare at my ceiling for this whole video and then get up and act like I'm fine for the rest of the day to this.

idk what it is about this little part at 2:21 , but i love it sm! ty for making this!!

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

Ofc!

This is even better of a song when you hint at your issues and signal about the abuse but people laugh it off and now you are just socially disconnected from everyone else who you use to love

0:39-0:44 kinda resembling me when i was just a kid when i got myself in this mess of a mental health 👌🏽

this is so awesome, thank you for sharing:)

It just hurts

Imma listen and cry😀

Okay im sorry if i vent-: The fact that i play this when i want to cry and also when wanna escape my house. It just makes me wanna go see my online mom and siblings- And when someone ask's if im "Okay" Bestie i just lie- Also this like happened in class: When your classmate said to play music cause the teacher was muted: The song:

I just wanna cry.

you’re a legend x

Thank u so much ❤️❤️❤️

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

Your welcome ❤️

Thank you

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

You're welcome ;3;

i respectfully love you and thank you so much

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

Love you too bestie 😘 (and your welcome 🤪)

i needed this. thank you.

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

You're so welcome! :D

Thank you so much for this

@peculiarsounds

3 жыл бұрын

Aww your welcome! 😊

Respect my g

I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for giving it all to help all these people. I aspire to be you one day.

i’ve been crying for three hours now bc of my mom betraying my trust with her drug addiction. i’m stuck living with her and i can’t stand it. i’m lonely in my room. my parents don’t check on me. they barely know i’m here. i cry almost everyday bc my depression has been worse lately but they won’t listen to me. idk i just need to vent since my friends don’t have depression and don’t get it. i just want to get out.

I was just watching the news with my mom before going on the bus for school this morning and the news brought up something about Facebook. She then was saying that she only went on Facebook every 3-4 months and how my dad was posting there most of the time. Then she began to bring up the fact that my dad is trying to make himself feel and look younger. And it escalated to her saying that he might want to be with another woman and that a new employee that was a girl was hired for his business and that she didn’t know if something was happening between them. Then I realized how much of an amazing person my mom is. Then I left for the bus feeling really down just thinking about it. And I decided to make a thank you card for my friend since I was kinda forced to make a card for one of my classes. And in the card I mentioned that I was feeling down and that she brightens up my day. I’m still thinking about it and when I saw my dad again about an hour ago, I just had to force a smile and I realized how *different* he was now that my mom has brought it up. I hate this. I don’t want these thoughts of my family falling apart. And which one of the two would take me. Which one would *actually* care about me..?

So, who else has made it a habit to watch Bo Burnham songs like this and cry before you go to sleep? Edit was me adding the sleep part.

thanks so much!!! new sub :((

As a kid, I was physically, mentally, and emotionally attached and trapped to/in my room. As the yells outside of my door got louder every second I deeper implanted myself in the one thing that felt like a force field, even as the walls suffocated me, they also suffocated the sounds. As I ran to the basement [where my room was] after my grandfather was drunk and in a craze, As I ran with tears in my eyes I shut the door and everything was drowned. Scared to leave my room, scared to enter my room. Scared because if I entered I might never come out again. As though I had no choice. It's as though every time I left the world would crumble and my walls would break. Vulnerable. Loud. Scared. Of course I knew anyone could enter as they pleased, I had no control over anything in my life. Like I was an object. And yet I still trapped myself in that small storage closet sized room. So I stopped going out. I stopped looking for a reason to leave.

Using this song for my depressen and too help morn my grandad funeral 😭

I was listening to This in The shower cause it’s the only time I can really cry with out getting interrupted

kinda reminds me of my past, I would always put on a fake face when im around people and family and laugh and joke like nothings wrong but when im alone in my room with all my horrible thoughts telling me im us3l3ss and nothing and I should run away and d¡e. I would cry my eyes out at like 2-3 in the mornin until I wake up and repeat.

im listening to this to calm me down before my first day for senior year. fuck this shit man

pov: it’s 2:05 am and you can’t feel anything so you come here to feel numb and stare at the ceiling

gonna try sleeping to this

maybe my so called friends will understand my pain if they listen to this

20:52 :(

just listened to this for 4 hours straight i am not feeling good👍👍LOL👍👍👍 help its 9 am nowed zz i cant sleep👍👍👍

Can't tell if I clicked for the song or Kaneki but I stayed for both lol

i don't even know why i'm so depressed at the moment. there's nothing inherently bad going on... but there's also nothing good going on. idk what to do anymore. therapy just isn't helping and i just feel like a financial burden to my parents even tho they love me. like. they love me. i'm so privileged. i just want to disappear. not die, just disappear, just vanish

@onniekunnu2940

2 жыл бұрын

Depression doesn't necessarily have a cause, from what I know.. Even the most successful people can feel lost. Like something is missing or feeling no purpose with world or just thinking "what's the point?" this is quite common feeling everyone go through at some point. Some takes it okay and some takes it for worse. Therapy is not really the main help. They just pin point the problem, gives advise then guides you through the process of "being better". The rest is up to you on how you will help yourself. You could try new things yknow. Do something you wouldn't normally do. or have a new routine or just meet new people. or maybe do something crazy that surprises everyone. Find something that drives you. Something that makes you feel alive. this is just my lil attempt help you. I truly wish you the best dear stranger.

this.

I honestly thought I was getting better this time...

Yos

using this to distract from hallucinations 👍

Idk how to feel rn sad? Angry?

This is oddly hilarious.

What's the anime?

@fml4751

3 жыл бұрын

Tokyo Ghoul :)

I just wish someone would help

Tell me this doesn’t fit the Blair witch game!

I know this isn’t therapy or whatever people say but I’d like to pretend I’m talking to my brother for just a minute so I can say the things I wasn’t able to say to his face . *How do you (my 18 year old brother) Look at your 12 year old sister (me) sleeping with two stuffed animals (One she carries around because of anxiety and the second she sleeps next to so she thinks there’s somebody who is next to her so she can fall asleep “cuddling someone”) and think to touch her …? You’ve traumatized me . Why ? I fell asleep on the couch downstairs after a long day of swimming and you shook me to try and wake me up (?) And I did . I pretended to be asleep so you’d leave me alone but I didn’t know what was about to happen . I was awake the whole time you were touching me . You didn’t know that , did you ? You didn’t think I’d tell mom , did you ? Even if I were still asleep , I’d wake up to you shoving your fingers inside of me . I was in tears for all 30 minutes you were doing that . I didn’t know how to tell you to get off of me . ( Like I’ve mentioned before I have anxiety . I’m also a people pleaser and saying no is so hard for me please don’t say “you should’ve told him to stop”) what I’m wearing wasn’t important at all but since some people think that’s oh so important I was wearing Christmas Pajama pants and a St Thomas hoodie . Even if it were revealing it isn’t okay because if it was , he wouldn’t even be able to see me if he hadn’t pulled my blanket all the way down . It ended at about 3:30 AM or at least that’s about the time I checked the clock .. And the only reason it ended was because I was crying and shaking and in pain and I started moving around making it look like I just started waking up so you pulled my pants up and put my blanket over me thinking I wouldn’t notice what you have just done to me . What would have happened if I pretended to stay asleep? .. A while after you went up stairs , I went into the bathroom , cried for 15 minutes , got out , sat back down on the arm chair , played music and cried on and off for 5 HOURS until mom woke up . I was in denial . I didn’t think you’d do something like this I know we weren’t the closest but we had our moments . We used to play with bay blades . You helped me when mom and my dad fought you and Celi (my sister) brought me upstairs because I was four and I shouldn’t be watching anything like that . We built Tony Starks House out of LEGOs . We did so much together and you do this to me ? I thought I was imagining it for the first few hours . I’ve talked to three therapists about it . I thought I was dreaming until Me and ruby (Our 8 year old little sister who didn’t even know why we were leaving home for a week) were at Our uncles house to get away from you and mom messaged me and said “He’s admitted to all of it . I love you you’ll come home soon” . The part that I hate the most is that I can’t bring myself to hate you I hate that I wrote a suicide note for you when I did off myself . It was about how much I loved you and telling you to stay strong . I hate how I cared about if you would get in trouble for it . I hate how you made me so paranoid that I’m scared of falling asleep . I hate how now sleeping downstairs is where I feel comfortable I don’t know how to explain it but ever since then sleeping on the couch has made me feel safe . Do you even feel guilty for ANY of it ? Do you feel sad ? Do you regret doing that to me ? Knowing you , you probably don’t . You don’t feel much at all and yeah I get it you have depression and anxiety too but that is NOT an excuse to S3xually 4ssault your 12 year old sister when she’s “sleeping” I want to hate you so fucking bad . I want to get back at you I don’t even know how . I do care about you still which I hate but I don’t care enough to keep your name private . You don’t deserve privacy , Warren .

this has been reuploaded too many times...

Bruh which anime is this, or do nobody know?

@graveloan

3 жыл бұрын

Tokyo ghoul (if you still want to know)

i hate to break it to ya but its not called stuck inside a room

@luciferis

2 жыл бұрын

nobody cares what its called we just want to listen to the song ???

@cloudedponds6060

2 жыл бұрын

@@luciferis i was just saying..

@luciferis

2 жыл бұрын

@@cloudedponds6060 okay and nobody cares

@cloudedponds6060

2 жыл бұрын

@@luciferis dang hiding behind a screen bashing people because you’re dumb enough to think that ok? Yikes.

@luciferis

2 жыл бұрын

@@cloudedponds6060 you're literally just doing the same thing back lmao, at least i didnt insult you or call you dumb