I really love that song, I didn't remember the name of it but I'm happy to accidentally hear it again. Novo Armor gives me such a really chill summer teenagers vibes

@lillucyvert

3 жыл бұрын

I really just want to like, be with someone, who accepts me for who i am and what i look like.

@relaxfriend9461

3 жыл бұрын

@@lillucyvert same : (

@jana-sc6nn

3 жыл бұрын

@@lillucyvert and someone will. I bet you're beautiful and have such a great personality, you deserve so much! don't over think too much on other people, take care of yourself and your happiness my love ☺️🤍 you are so loved and cared for, even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes. I love you! 🤍

@Life.of.Ri.

2 жыл бұрын

@@relaxfriend9461 me too

@xxkvngjayxx

2 жыл бұрын

XXKVNGJAYXX ALSO MAKES CHILL SUMMER TEENAGER VIBES🔥🔥🔥🔥

i didn’t realize this song could get sadder.....

@Motolani.

2 жыл бұрын

On God

im so glad this exists :))

@williameinbinder3714

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so happy you exist

@out_and_outer_1161

3 жыл бұрын

It's a simple sentence but I couldn't put it better ❤

@Yasmin-cq7hx

3 жыл бұрын

Parabéns pelo belíssimo gosto musical , quem gosta dessa música e de músicas em slowed já tem meu respeito

@buhlendlovu173

3 жыл бұрын

@@williameinbinder3714 you literally read my mind xD

@EmmaLow-bs6pc

3 жыл бұрын

Me too x

the PAIN I feel while listening to this is unmatched

@rehanahmed8466

3 жыл бұрын

Yes, that is

@Dailyn_Chanel

3 жыл бұрын

Hope you are okay now.

@hannacai3646

3 жыл бұрын

The beginning hurts sb

@rehanahmed8466

3 жыл бұрын

You see my comment that i posted 2 month ago, i am also surprised to see that because now i don't feel anything now. i didn't even realized that it been 2 month before that i feel like a year or so

@victoriam.7550

3 жыл бұрын

Agreed 🥺💕😭💕

to the 0.01% reading this : i hope you gonna have a good life and happy future i hope you gonna make all your dreams became true .. you deserve the world don't let anybody makes you cry .. be strong and smile and take a step to your dream .. maybe it will be hard but trust me it's worth it .. God bless you ❤

@mahaa9427

3 жыл бұрын

i hope the absolute same for you. god bless u angel.

@sofia-lf4zg

3 жыл бұрын

i know you'll probably smile seeing this comment. i love you and thank you for this comment...you made my day❤️

@kyro5319

3 жыл бұрын

thank you so much for this comment! you don't know how much it meant to me. I hope the same for you too. have a good day/night :)

@minasdigitaldiary

3 жыл бұрын

Ily thx for existing ditto

@xnikaxv8879

3 жыл бұрын

Same for you :)

I can't fall asleep, I'm scared and I don't even know why I really need my heart to stop beating so fast

@omal4

3 жыл бұрын

feeling the same way

@macigoodrich5207

3 жыл бұрын

@@omal4 hey i hope you find peace. you deserve it. i love you.

@omal4

3 жыл бұрын

@@macigoodrich5207 you just made my day. i love you too and i hope life is treating you well ;)

@leandrawoods8568

3 жыл бұрын

I understand you. I usually use books and music to help ground me... I mean I have a special playlist for this if it says anything... Next time it happens, try to distract yourself... try to count in your head, tap your feet and count it, put on soft music, I hope it helps and I'm sorry you have to go through this...

@allisonputnam7501

3 жыл бұрын

i can relate. i constantly feel scared to sleep bc my heart is always beating so fas or skipping beats. hang in there, and if you need to talk to someone i’m here :)

There’s something about this song idk what it is but it just hits. It feels good but painful at the same time and I keep coming back to it. Honestly all Novo Amors songs are so magical.

@kripashah9945

2 жыл бұрын

HE'S HIMSELF A GOD BLESSED ANGEL...PURE TALENT AND MUSIC✨

@thealtoftheblooberrie

Жыл бұрын

this is my feelings entirely

i’m 16 and i already feel like my life has come to a stand still. I feel like i have no future and if i have a future it’s not a good one. I’m scared and confused. I’m struggling

@itssara246

3 жыл бұрын

Stay strong even though I know it’s hard you’re not alone

@lemongrassbitch945

3 жыл бұрын

in the long run it doesn’t matter. just live even if it’s just barely. one day the universe will give you some inspiration for life

@annieg4042

3 жыл бұрын

I'm 19 and felt the same way at your age. you don't know it but it does get better and your future is good and in your control.

@fayesirico9455

3 жыл бұрын

Stay strong, you can accomplish ANYTHING that you put your mind to. I believe in you, we all do. Good luck, my friend.

@rosechoate9154

3 жыл бұрын

hey there. i’m only 20 so i don’t have many years on ya but i just wanted to let you know that i felt the exact same way at 16. sometimes i still feel that way. i’m sure i’ll feel that way in 4 more years too. something that keeps me going is knowing that the things i thought were devastating 4 years ago no longer matter to me. they’ve become memories in my mind. and things that trouble me now will not matter in 4 years. keep your head up. life is short. live it. you’ll have an amazing future, stranger. i know you will.

why is this song so peaceful for me

@aimeeanderson1605

3 жыл бұрын

nvm not peaceful anymore :(

@iluvmyscissorss

3 жыл бұрын

@@aimeeanderson1605 why what happened

@kau4u

3 жыл бұрын

@@aimeeanderson1605 lmao

@ahmadluthfihadi9925

3 жыл бұрын

@@aimeeanderson1605 hai , i hope u re okay

She’s somewhere, you just haven’t found her yet.

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

@mxrisa

3 жыл бұрын

god you have no idea how much i loved that. its so hard for me to even think about fighting but i’m trying so thank you.

@your_friendly_monke3488

3 жыл бұрын

I guess you been hurt so many times , and I pray for guidance over whoever hurt you my friend even if it was you that hurt yourself , but your heart is filled with love and joyful , even though your spreading positive love , I just wanna send love to you aswell , I have struggled to the point if I can’t put a smile on my face I put smiles on other faces so I can be filled with joy , but I hope that made since , I love you

@laynajones1767

3 жыл бұрын

i will forever remember your words. thank you for changing my mindset so positively.

@user-gs7zx4id2m

3 жыл бұрын

What an amazing human being, u deserve everything 🤗

@louisbreakdance1

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you man, that really helped :)

this song doesn't bring me pain, it brings me peace. for some reason it gives me hope for the future. i can close my eyes and listen to this and tell myself this song is how i'm gonna feel when one day i'm happy with my life. i can't explain how much i love it.

@hopeboyd2557

2 жыл бұрын

This is exactly how I feel, Hope for a better future

@joshuamann8458

Жыл бұрын

Same

i am in love with novo amors music, have been listening for years :)

I’m proud of you. And I truly mean that with the love within my heart. It doesn’t matter the size of the progress you think you made. Even if it was getting out if bed today. I’m proud of you because you chose to try and go beyond what you were feeling. Take small steps and remember that your feelings are completely fine and valid. Its okay to take things slow and take time to allow yourself to feel and go through it. Just remember to take care of yourself. I love you ❤️

@kenz1229

3 жыл бұрын

thank you so so much for this, the same goes for you too❤️

@ranaalaqeel8462

3 жыл бұрын

i cried .. i needed this. thank you so much, im grateful that there's still people like you so much love

@jana-sc6nn

3 жыл бұрын

thank you, that means so much.

@jana-sc6nn

3 жыл бұрын

I love you too

@briarc4235

2 жыл бұрын

Awe I love you too friend

damn this is the most i’ve cried in months

this songs feels how i imagine it would feel like to see him again and to see him happy but knowing he is officially gone and i eventually have to let the thought of him go. to anyone awake late and reading this, you were once happy and living without him/her. you can do it again. its gonna be okay.

@saahitip2809

2 жыл бұрын

this is exactly what i needed to hear.

the emotions i feel when listening to this

I'm so done with humanity in general, but this song makes me wanna take back every thought I have about it. so gentle and calm, it's POWERFUL.

i really love novo amor. their music is like nothing i've ever heard. their songs feel like the long warm hug that i've longed for since forever. i hope that novo amor stays our secret forever. our little secret. this is the only music i could listen to forever.

This is one of those songs that hits REALLY different at 3 AM

I’m 15 and I feel like my life is ending when it hasn’t even begun, I’m in so much pain I just wish it would all go away

@bonnienationbon1875

3 жыл бұрын

We’re in this together man

This comment section. You're all as amazing as you make your readers feel, you are what's right with the world. Honest humans that just want to help the next one get through their day

Here, I'll forgive my thoughts now Steer it, 'cause I forget the dots now Was it all any more faded after all? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know Are you sure, did you call, or did we ever really talk? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't Dear, I wouldn't bet your heart down Clear, but I couldn't get my head around Was it all any more faded after all? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know Are you sure, did you call, or did we ever really talk? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I've been awake in every state line Dyin' to make it last us a lifetime Tryin' to shake that it's all on an incline Find me a way, I'll be yours in a landslide

@Spookyy24

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks man :)

@vusandlovu5401

3 жыл бұрын

i didn't know these were the lyrics until i saw them on apple music

@darinaticha1309

2 жыл бұрын

❤️

the first time im feeling smth again...

LYRICS Here, I'll forgive my thoughts now Steer it, 'cause I forget the dots now Was it all any more faded after all? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know Are you sure, did you call, or did we ever really talk? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't Dear, I wouldn't bet your heart down Clear, but I couldn't get my head around Was it all any more faded after all? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know Are you sure, did you call, or did we ever really talk? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I've been awake in every state line Dyin' to make it last us a lifetime Tryin' to shake that it's all on an incline Find me a way, I'll be yours in a landslide

This deserve more likes

Thank you so much for this ❤

all i wanna do is just go away from everything and just be somewhere where i feel ok and comfortable. normal, because nothing about now is normal.

@Sofia.Hannah

3 жыл бұрын

Hey, let's both escape to the safest place on the planet and live there for eternity. Nobody has to know, just us two 🤭🤭

Hiraeth is a Welsh word for homesickness or nostalgia, an earnest longing or desire, or a sense of regret. The feeling of longing for a home that no longer exists or never was. It is most likely caused because you miss someone that you cared about, and when you were with them you felt at “home” so thats why you feel homesick, your not physically homesick, but you miss the feeling of being “home”. 🥺

everytime i hear sad songs im always crying... i cant stop it...the good side is that when ever i hear a sad songs is that im not alone that gives me strength to fight everyday...

@MrUnDecoded

3 жыл бұрын

Glad to know you're continuing that fight 💚

@neilgrieffienvillareal7371

3 жыл бұрын

@@MrUnDecoded i hope i can fight this till the end

This song is so sad and so happy at the same time

all of the balled up feelings surrounding my mind while im listening to this beautiful song. man.

Whoa….This hits different when it’s slowed down.

it really hurts. it hurts so much. i’m tired of feeling drained all the time. i keep telling myself that it’s definitely not going to get worse than this, but every day i’m proven wrong. i don’t understand the point of living if i have nothing i’m living for? it’s exhausting holding everything in. it’s exhausting waking up everyday and knowing the outcome. it’s exhausting being my only friend. i’m so tired of feeling out of place, and having to live with this aching feeling in my heart that won’t go away no matter what i do. it sucks. so much. it feels like i’m living through black and white. everything is so dull.

@lostflowersland

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@leo-vi3ht

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry, but please fight for the future bc that’s your chance at feeling better :) things get better and you will smash this x

@lilymclain9362

3 жыл бұрын

hi, i love you, and everything will be okay. i pinky swear it. i know what it's like to be so utterly exhausted- so tired of pretending things are okay when they're not. but i also know what it's like to heal. and trust me, you will too- whether it be a day from now or a year from now. please just keep going. if you ever need someone to talk to, please let me know and i'll be happy to listen. please, keep going.

@ursista5110

3 жыл бұрын

we all get it, feel like there’s no point in living but just know that’s the devil trying to keep you at a low point in your life, and THIS this comment right here is god trying to make your life bright as bright as that smile of yours, so lemme see them pretty teeth! take care of yourself and no matter how many times you tell yourself it’s not worth read this and I’m telling you it is, so this can be your daily reminder to get up brush your teeth, take a shower or bathe or whatever you wanna do just make a good day, a simple good day can do so much for you and a smile is all it takes I promise it will get better and I’m speaking from experience.

Omg thank you for the peace this brings my soul❤❤❤❤❤🙏

i feel so empty

@evexyanj

3 жыл бұрын

me too

@mr.faramund2609

3 жыл бұрын

edgy

this song has literally saved my life so many times

I didn’t know I needed this

can you please make an one hour edition of this song in slowed and reverb?

The last time I listened to this I was done w everything, here I am, months and months later, still here. I’ve come a long way, and whoever’s reading this, I bet you did too. I am finally proud of myself, I hope you take just a minute of ur time to step back and think about your journey, you haven’t given up, it’s all for a reason I promise. You should be proud of yourself too :)) I’m surely proud of you 🤍

@remasalshahrani6380

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so beyond proud of you love. :)) sending you all my love.

@emilydesrosiers1202

3 жыл бұрын

@@remasalshahrani6380 omg thank you so so so much :) those words mean so much to me, I am sending you all my love as well 🤍🤍🤍

Love it ♥️😢

AAAHHHHH "BATERA" OH MDS, Q FOFOOOOO ok chega, amei

@sergioarouca8150

3 жыл бұрын

Eu te amo por ser brasileira e ter comentado nesse vídeo ♥️♥️♥️

this song reminds me of the morning after a breakup.. it hurts listening to this.

@Vowsr

3 жыл бұрын

kind of going thru a break up, we were never really together, but we almost got together at the end😔

Wow this sounds magnificent.

One of the things that makes me sad. is that the youtubers i watch almost every day for years now will never know me. they will never know the impact they had for me. i’ve grown up with these strangers who feel like old friends. they will never truly understand the love i’ve gotten towards them other the time of watching them. i’ve seen their journey through life by just watching small moments in their lives. and even through those short times i see the heart and soul they have. i feel like i have some sort of connection to them. like my heart will always love them even if they don’t even know i exist. but i’ll still treasure these memories i share with them. they are my heroes cause they were there when i felt alone and when it seemed no one else cared or heard me. 🥺

this is the song that always makes me cry, even if i'm empty and numb

Subscribing cause this channel is amazing, keep it up

i feel sorry for everyone who hasnt found this song yet

@rubaril

3 жыл бұрын

yeah🥺

@jana-sc6nn

3 жыл бұрын

yup

this song has me feeling all sorts of things. and slowed as well ? brb crying and throwing up

Life is too stressful at times, music is a temporary escape from it all, sometimes the music brings out the emotions you've been hiding. _It's ok_ to be sad and _it's ok_ to have a bad day. _No one_ is perfect.

One of the only songs I've ever cried to, just had a really bad day and this song just kinda opened the floodgates.

Novo Amors songs are the definition of sadness

Listening to this on my last day of high-school. So many good memories staying with me.

Can you do Decimal by Novo Amor please!

@MrUnDecoded

3 жыл бұрын

Done :)

@allisona5403

3 жыл бұрын

Can you do terriform🥺

I look for moments that I feel alive, each day, multiple times a day, I search for anything and everything that will make me feel happy, something. I've come to the point I don't look for anything else, its a circle I've trapped myself in. There are times I find what I'm looking for, and at that moment I feel as though I can finally take a deep breath for once. But I can't remember anymore when I so finally feel how I desperately want, I forget. My life has become a game of treasure hunt, but the second the treasure is in my hand, it disappears into nothingness and leaves me searching for more.

@evexyanj

3 жыл бұрын

Me too. You are not alone. Let's be in this circle together.

I love Novo Amor. Their music feels like a safe place to cry.

dis is so relaxing that I could just close my eyes and think 'bout ma life

this is it. this is the sound inside me.

This is beautiful

This song >>>

I was looking for this.. 🌼🌼🌼

its okay not to be okay all the time i promise you that it will get better.

This song literally soothes my tired soul 🤍🧩

I'm only 13 and yet I feel like I've been dealing with this problem forever. My mom is forcing me to cut a year relationship off but I love him so much and I can't do that to him. He's helped me with so much. He helped me push through my depression, anxiety attacks, body dismorphia, and my anorexia. If I break up with him I just know I'm going to go back to square one. My mom is a little abusive to me and I've been trying to tell her I'm not supposed to be afraid of her, but I am. I really hope one day me and my mom can come to terms together and she understand what I need.

This song, it's depressive, melancholic but also freeing, and cathartic all at the same time! Like falling and flying, and it all depends on you.. you're the pilot..🧡🌼~~

whoever is going to read this.. forgive yourself. It is OKAY to just exist and to do "nothing". It is enough. YOU are ENOUGH. Don't ever blame yourself. I know you are trying your best. I am so glad you stayed. I promise you that, no matter how hard it gets - you will choose fighting and you will win in the end. You are so strong and I wish you could see HOW strong you are. You are a survivor. We would miss you so much, if you would leave. And I know that, somewhere, there is a person - your soulmate - who is waiting for you and is so happy to meet you. They are dreaming about you, because you are PERFECT. PERFECT TO THEM. When you look in the mirror next time, smile and be proud. You went through so much..and you're still here. Epic. You never thought you can ever get through this, look at you now. I LOVE YALL

What loneliness sounds like to me.

In life, sometimes it’s hard to remember that sadness is beautiful too. What truly has meaning if you didn’t fight for it, if you didn’t cry for it, if you didn’t hurt for it. The crying reminds us of what we love and who we love and what we live for. Don’t swallow the tears, don’t fight it. Just let it flow. Allow yourself to feel it all. For what else is life for...

Accidentally clicked & listening on loop. Love from🇧🇩 Bangladesh 💔

when i listening this song, it feels like im in the peaceful place and it always calm me when im sad.

Can we appreciate how beautiful that chord is?

in another universe

Could you please post this on soundcloud?🥺 It's beautiful😍

heY YOU, the person reading this.. you deserve to be happy! dont let anyone take advantage of your life! AYOOOOOOO JUST KEEP THAT SMILEOF YOURS TRUE AND REAL FOR ME! :) love to all of you.

@jana-sc6nn

3 жыл бұрын

thank you, I wish all the best for you too

Valeu mano, muito boa a música

I'm so glad I found this song again.

To anyone and everyone, keep going. One day. One hour. One minute at a time. Push through and stay on the path. Make your own path. You are in control of your own destiny. I have come to truly appreciate the light of the world because I know how dark it can get. I have lost almost everyone close to me including the love of my life. We were together for 10 years before she passed due to stage 4 cancer at the age of 27. I’m now living on in their honor and memory. Doing good things and helping others helps. Staying busy. Working hard and making it happen. Just don’t ever give up. It’s the worst thing you could do to yourself and to the ones who don’t get to walk and breathe in this earth today. Peace. Hope. Love. And many blessings to all. N.

@LindadlierSherko-ir6sq

3 ай бұрын

I hope you are fine

Went to this song when I was going through hell after being manipulated, gaslighted, and cheated on by a psychologically abusive partner, and over time I became free from the pain.

Why does this song give me summer vibes

The pain i'm feeling right now its beyond i can hold, i just wanna cry but i don't know how anymore...

*big love from kurdistan🥺*

magical

I couldn't name his works only songs/music. It's literal art.

love it xx

600th sub

It sucks when you are trying your hardest to heal but others around you keep reminding you of why you hurt.

this song feels like a warm blanket

I find me self alone, living on the other side of the world from my family and relatives, trying to fulfil my dreams, to chase my ambitions, but there are nights like tonight, in which I cannot fight the loneliness eating my soul, leaving me with nothing but tears.

You’ve had some darker times than the one you’re in right now but God got you though it , so what makes you think he won’t get you through this one. Keep pressing partner!💪🏾♥️

This song makes me miss someone, but i dont know who it is, i cant tell if its one of my friends, or him, or just my old slef, but i miss someone. It also makes me miss my home, but im at home, so im missing a home that doesn’t exist, i think i dont miss my physical home, i miss the people that I considered my “home” the people that i would laugh so hard to the point where I couldn’t breathe. I miss that home. 😕

“I forgive my thoughts” made me die a little inside, because that’s something I struggle with so much...

I’m so tired of this feeling that never goes away...ever.

@evexyanj

3 жыл бұрын

same

♡ Reasons to live ♡ 1.It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 2.It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. 3.Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4.There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5.There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6.So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7.You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8.You are amazing. 9.A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10.What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11.I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12.You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13.Killing yourself is never worth it. 14.You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 15.There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 16.You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 17.How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 18.You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 19.Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 20.You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 21.Listening to incredibly loud music 22.Being alive is just really good. 23.Not being alive is really bad. 24.Finding your soulmate. 25.Red pandas 26.Going to diners at three in the morning. 27.Really soft pillows. 28.Eating pizza in New York City. 29.Proving people wrong with your success. 30. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 31.Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 32.Being able to help other people. 33.Sitting on rooftops. 34.Seeing every single country in the world. 35.Going on roadtrips. 36.You might win the lottery someday. 37.Listening to music on a record player. 38.Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39.Taking really cool pictures. 40.Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41.Hearing crazy stories. 42.Telling crazy stories. 43.Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44.More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45.Travelling to another planet someday. 46.Having an underwater house. 47.Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48.Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49.Trampolines. 50.Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51.Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52.Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53.People do care. 54.Treehouses 55.Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 56.Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 57.I don't even know you and I love you. 58.I don't even know you and I care about you. 59. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 60.You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 61.WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 62.Starbucks. 63.Hugs. 64.Stargazing. 65.You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 67.You've changed somebody's life. 68.Now you could change the world. 69.You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 70.No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 71.You have the chance to save somebody's life. 72.If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 73.Making snow angels. 74.Making snowmen. 75.Snowball fights. 76.Life is what you make of it. 77.Everybody has a talent. 78.Laughing until you cry. 79.Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 80.The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 81.Its possible to turn frowns, upside down. 82.Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 83.Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 84.Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 85.One day your smile will be real. 86.Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 87.Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 88.Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 89.Eating crazy food. 90.Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 91.Sleeping in all day. 92.Creating something you're proud of. 93.You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit. 94.Being able to meet your Internet friends. 95.Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 96.The new season of Sherlock 97.Cuddling under the stars. 98.Being stupid in public because you just can. 99.Bonfires. 100.Being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years . If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? :) People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen. Remember I LOVE YOU, DON'T GIVE UP! ♡

this song reminds me of just how lost i am. just how far i’ve wandered, just how lonely my heart is. this song hurts, but it’s the only coping mechanism i know

It's gotten to a point where pain is so usual, that it becomes weird for you to be happy and you start to fall back into pain because you feel uncomfortable.

Pretend to not miss you is painful

@dinastiamuro

3 жыл бұрын

*pretend

@lindsaychildress5425

3 жыл бұрын

felt this

@mj193ay

3 жыл бұрын

@@dinastiamuro that’s exactly what he wrote lol

My dear Batto, this song reminds me of you. I play this song every night when I miss you too much, I’d listen to this song and weakly rest my head and try to fall asleep with you as my last thought. I get sad too many times thinking of the day we will have to part. Damn, I could only wish for us to meet earlier, I’m too young and I have my whole life ahead of me with so many dreams to accomplish, while you are now at the age to get married. Sometimes I’d tell myself to just let you go, starting at you from a distance while we keep company I would often decide to stop talking to you, to just keep my distance. But see, I just can’t. I can’t do that and I’m mad at myself for loving you too much, cause it hurts. But then again, I would think of the times when you so lovingly took care of me unlike any other. I get so angry at your melancholy sometimes it drives me crazy and I’d think “fuck it”. But all of that vanish right away as soon as you hold me.You tend to halt expressing your feelings but I know you care for me, deeply and truly. I hate that I’m too young and not ready to abandon all that my father sacrificed for me to be accepted in this society’s class. Batto, if not this lifetime, maybe we could meet somewhere, maybe in the next life, hopefully at the right time. I love you so much. I could only wish we could be for each other for the rest of our lives. I can only wish. I’m grateful that someone so mere could love you, though, now, from a distance.

Find me a way I'll be yours in a landslide 💙

im only 12 & I've experienced so much pain in my life , it just hurts so much that this generation is messed up😔💔

@Sofia.Hannah

3 жыл бұрын

Aww honey, a 12 year old should never have to go through so much pain. :(( I'm here if u wanna talk. big hugs and lots of love to you! you can get through this I believe in you 💗🤗🤗🤗

@zoyacassim6352

3 жыл бұрын

@@Sofia.Hannah thank you sweetheart 🥺❤️

@Itsnadiashah

3 жыл бұрын

Advice for you: just live through life it’s gonna hurt but it’s worth it in the end, don’t give up that’s not a choice I promise you, you are gonna regret it if you do, when I was 12 I had dreams and wanna know what I did? I gave up, looking back I wish I didn’t give up and I wish I kept going because now I’m nowhere so I don’t care what you do I’m not allowing you to give up on anything, not your passions, dream, life NOTHING you are 12 u didn’t even make it to 80 yet! You have so much to live for and so much time! Sit back and enjoy the ride beautiful❤️🙃 your life is just beginning! Whenever you are down just keep going and look up, hold that pretty head of yours! You got this I believe in you! You are gonna make it gorgeous :) focus on the goals not the obstacles✨

@zoyacassim6352

3 жыл бұрын

@@Itsnadiashah you just made my day thank you so much sweetheart 🥺❤️❤️🤧

God I love Novo amor