I lost my husband to a drug overdose 3 days ago. I lost it when i heard this song. Id beg him to stop poisoning himself. Id always beg him to be there for me and our young boys. He was so tormented by wanting to get better but feeling trapped. And like it does for so many, one last time turned into his last time. I just wish i could have one more minute with him to tell him how much i love him.

@kupoqueen8378

10 күн бұрын

@@Mikesusendsadasdc I don't know you but your life is always worth it. Life is always worth it. I learned so much through watching my husbands addiction, completely strip him of all things that made him, him. All of the things he loved including me and the children got tossed aside. It wreaked havok on mine and my childrens lives to see him choose to hurt himself every day. He'd have moments of sobriety and get angry because there wasn't no immediate gratification. Now hes gone and so are all the possibilities that one day hed get back what he lost. That stuff is designed to take away everything from you and leave you at your lowest in pain and withdrawing, willing to do anything, give anything, take anything, hurt anything for just one more high. Then when you have nothing left to give to it it takes the only thing left it can take from you, your life. You're already doing so well. It takes strength to choose not to hurt yourself. You're getting stronger every day you choose life. It will pay off. Its just not imediate. Nothing good is supposed to be immediate gratification. Every notice how something you worked hard for feels better than something given to you? I was an addict 8 years ago. My husband and i would argue over this when hed get clean and want to use again because he couldnt see that it was worth it. It is slowly but surely. I remeber the first time i saw the sunrise with sober eyes. I dont mean the glance i took on day 1. I mean after a year of sobriety the first time i really saw the sunrise. It brought me to tears in its beauty. Every sunrise since has looked that way. I notice beauty in places i never thought to look when i was using. Things i took for granted. If you stay it will pay off i know it will. I know I'm a stranger but I'm rooting for you.

I’m a grown man of 35 and I was full on ugly crying at this 😭😭 what a beautiful track

@shermantracy2629

Жыл бұрын

Same I’m 51

@chrismckinney788

10 ай бұрын

Same however is there a pretty cry?😂

@JacindaPhi

3 ай бұрын

I’m 50 and just found out I’m not right in the head. This song is therapy to me. ❤

@GeorgiaGeorgette

3 ай бұрын

Anyone of any age and gender can be touched by the painful beauty of this audio masterpiece.

@rawke7279

27 күн бұрын

I'm 43 and wept like a baby. Had a girlfriend that would hurt herself. Reminds me of that period... Crazy

this is the music i wouldve needed when i was a teen.

Im a metal head, and this is my favorite song on the album.

@AtDawnWeKill

11 ай бұрын

Don't really see the reason for you to point out that you're a metal head in accordance to this song being your favourite

@christophermurphy8910

11 ай бұрын

@@AtDawnWeKill The narration in my head while reading your comment was hilarious😅

@friendlystoryphantom2043

10 ай бұрын

I’m a new metal head and Sleep Token is like chicken noodle soup for my soul. This song is so gentle and kind and feels like a warm hug, even though I’m okay.

@kristinvillarreal7

9 ай бұрын

Same

@grnmn033

8 ай бұрын

💯

I wish i could send this to younger me.

@juliaberthold978

Жыл бұрын

Just close your eyes, listen to the song and imagine hugging your inner child, it's still there and it heals ❤

Omg this was hard to listen to. Made me think of Chester Bennington. I cried so hard my chest hurt.

I lost my son due to addiction 8/16/21 and this song I’m dedicating to all those who are struggling through addiction , depression , self harm and the memory of my beloved Andrew who tried so hard to battle his demons and sobriety. He was my best friend and my life is so empty without him!!! I wish he could’ve heard this song and hopefully he is !! 💔 🪽

@mattmarkus4868

7 ай бұрын

very sorry to hear that. peace to you.

@GeorgiaGeorgette

3 ай бұрын

My heart breaks for you and goes out to you. Bless you and your beloved boy 💞

@kupoqueen8378

2 ай бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my husband and the father of my young boys on Wednesday night due to the same thing. It's a devastating pain. I'm sorry you've gone through it too. This song is about self harm but in drug addiction is another form of self harm.

@sven4923

Ай бұрын

So sorry to hear this...there are no words

This song opens up my heart I felt like I was gonna cry, I struggle with depression and wanting to self harm myself, I can relate to this song a lot

@raduapreotesei9458

27 күн бұрын

Don’t. Reach out to anyone in this community and be surprised at how much your fellow human beings actually care about you and you being ok. Really ok. 💙

This song hits me every time. I‘m struggling with self harm for many years. I‘m clean but it’s still hard. Whenever I feel the need, I listen to this song. 🖤

@corey5858

9 ай бұрын

Hey i know how you feel, if you need anyone to talk or understand, hmu i would be more than happy to talk

@Vega_McTavish

9 ай бұрын

⁠​⁠@@corey5858that’s incredibly kind of you 🖤 I‘d also be happy to talk

@brendachobanian567

5 ай бұрын

You are so loved 🖤

@FioTheCat

4 ай бұрын

same here

@raduapreotesei9458

27 күн бұрын

We got you. Inboxes and hearts open. All you need sometimes is someone who truly gets what you’re going through and wants to be there for you, for the sake of being there for someone in need, because we know… 💙

Coming from a parent, this song floors me. Beautiful.

I just heard this song for the first time a couple of days ago. I havent stopped listening to it since. I have personal experiences with losing a child to suicide and the aftermath of selfharm on my other child. This song tears at my heart. It is beautiful and powerful.

My cousin's son took his own life last year. This song touches my heart so emotionally.

@StaticChef

11 ай бұрын

i hope you are doing okay. that is rough. if you need anyone to talk to i'm here

@davidphilbey5861

10 ай бұрын

Thats nice

@GeorgiaGeorgette

3 ай бұрын

My heart goes out to you and all his loved ones 💓

The most beautiful song of the year 😭

@aimeehutchinson7203

Жыл бұрын

I agree this song and Euclid are my favorites!!

@vincentgraniti2892

Жыл бұрын

Absolutely!

Thank you sleep token for getting me through all of the pent up sadness I've had built in me forever. Having made jewelry with silver and leather scrap most of my life, Ive just started drawing. You guys have inspired.. everything🖤

Those moments in the dark, when despair takes hold. When there are more questions than answers, and the only answers are brutal oblivion. Right at the point when crushing finality seems like the only option. Then that's when you have to be stronger than you know, and face the suffering head-on and push past the pain. Are you really OK? Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, or next week. Maybe you have to suffer more, but please believe me when I say that the suffering is not forever. It does get better. And that pain you carry may be heavy now, but it gets lighter, and the dark recedes. And days become bearable, and who you think you are now, changes bit by bit. And I have come to tell you that one day, you'll feel compelled to tell someone, anyone who came so very close to ending it all, that there is hope. It can happen, as it did for me. This song reminds me how low I used to be and how far I've come. ❤

I’ve struggle with mental health since I was young. Depression can hit me hard on some days. In 2021 I was diagnosed with PTSD, Depression, and Dissociative Identity Disorder, we found this all out after hitting a breaking point and me along with one of my alter’s tried to self harm. My best friend found and stopped us before we could serious damage to ourselves. It’s been a very hard and long journey of healing. Today me and that alter listened to this song and we cried so hard.

I’ve never been a fan of metal and stuff but this is the best band I’ve ever heard in my life

I can't believe I've only found out about this band 6 days ago... this is what music is supposed to sound like! WORSHIP!

@arcadeeditsyt

Жыл бұрын

Welcome!

@Seanieknoxvill

8 ай бұрын

Same, and this song was my first experience..it’s a first time in awhile a band made me feel..

Holy Hell his voice, the hurt it conveys and the lyrics just tear my heart open.

Happy Heavenly Birthday Tim ❤

Fantastic. I've been in a bad place recently and this track feels like a ray of light breaking through the clouds 😀

Honestly, the lyrics are a perfect song from a dad to a daughter that self harms. This is my new “I miss you dad” song. RIP❤ 6 years clean from self harm. Did it for 10 years addictivley. ❤

@AriaOfBones

3 ай бұрын

I'm with you girl

@GeorgiaGeorgette

3 ай бұрын

My heart goes out to you 💓

Don't cry often but this got me. Well done ❤

No words can explain how brilliant this is…

I love metal and this band.. This is the best fucking song they’ve written in my opinion

@christophermurphy8910

Жыл бұрын

also a fan of metal and I 100% agree. its the most raw emotion on the album

@Kait-on5hg

10 ай бұрын

agreed

You know, after so long. You stop telling people what's wrong. "I'm okay" becomes a reflex. Once you get to that point it's really hard to open up anymore. I wish i could fix that.

This song is amazing🥹 Also feels so much like Pearl Jam too me.

@juggaloj4life95

Жыл бұрын

Dude I've been thinking the same pearl jam vibes on this and tool or a perfect circle vibes on chokehold

Made me cry so much ngl

@saintpendulous5264

Жыл бұрын

Dude...I'm about 2 bourbons deep and weeping like a baby in my man cave lmao 😂😭💔

@davidphilbey5861

10 ай бұрын

Me too

I wasn’t meant to hear this particular song until today. Until just now, five minutes ago, when I could finally answer “yes” for the first time in years. Thank you! Be there for one another. 🙏💙🌌

Wow this song is like chef’s kiss ❤. And I went to a concert just to listen to sleep token.

This song describes my exact point of view and everything I felt when my boyfriend was thinking about suicide.

This should be used in the new Crow movie.

@flutistnotflautist4740

Жыл бұрын

Wait. There’s a new Crow movie?

@polkod

Жыл бұрын

@@flutistnotflautist4740 yep... starring Bill skarsgard. Done filming too and yet no media on it whatsoever. It’s supposed to be a remake of the first movie. To be honest no media whatsoever is not a good sign. I wonder if it’s getting test screened right now.

@Stabby23

2 ай бұрын

Would work well👍🏻

Second time listening to this since the release. It still destroys me , but it’s Ok.. Really. Worship

beautiful absolute chills xxx

I lost my best friend early this year, it still hurts… this song helps though… thank you

Feel good hit of the summer

What a beautiful song! 🤗

This is definitely my favorite. Rivals "Cosmic" for my favorite of the year. Very impressed with this band. Gotta dive a bit deeper into their older stuff.

this song helped me facing my feelings instead of running away from it. thank you, sleeps

so beautiful🖤

LOVE!!!!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤😢😢

My ex did thee old warm tub slit and I cried like a baby with this song and I haven't thought about that since 2008 prior, you unzipped what I suppressed

Another great song. I hear Led Zeppelin influence right away.

Vessel. Thank you brother. 😢 🫂

Such an amazing masterpiece and discovery. I cried so much. Maybe the most beautiful song I’ve heard in 21 years of listening to music and metal !

Pure love in every note. God bless

Really feeling these lyrics right now as someone seeing someone in so much pain, wanting to end it all because they don't feel they are worthy. Tonight has surely been a night. I'm hoping he will be OK. 11 years is a long time to love someone but not long enough when you pledged eternity. My heart hurts.

this song is speaking to me right now :(

Epic and sad,and emotional, touches the heart

Yes I have hurt myself

@EmiliaJay

7 ай бұрын

Please don't again. You are enough. You have value. You are forgiven. You are loved.

I've lost too many friends to suicide and have struggled with my own mental health. I appreciate the message and comfort this song brings.

In the last few years, i havent been the happiest a person could be. Things people who're close to me have told me things that make me feel as if im unworthy of anything, like how im abusive, mean and hateful, being made fun of for my body (albeit, deserved), and just the things ive told myself for the last few years and months have had me consider suicide and selfharm (even recently). Then, like an angel from the sky, comes Sleep Token. This fuckin band is fantastic, and not one song have i heard from them i didnt like. Thank you for the beats, Sleep Token

I dedicate this to you Samantha, wherever you are, I hope you are really okay❤

cried like a baby ... 39 yo

I'm getting a real 80s vibe from this song love it.

In my mid 40s with health issues. A lifelong drummer (love you ii) This song rocks me to my core. 🫶🙏

Worship

This song is fucking amazing but anyone else get a led Zeppelin thank you vibe from this song!

@chadyoung7735

Жыл бұрын

I said the same thing!

🖤🖤🖤

Crying my eyes out… My daughter has been a selfharmer for many years and this song hits my so hard… It been long time since she hurt herself, but I am still watching her arms and wandering…. Are you really okey?

The beginning reminds me of Zeppelin Thank You.... Love it...

Really good song 😢

“Are you really okay” Hits hard..

Well, that got me in an unexpected feels place. Painfully beautiful. Choked me up.

I’m not crying, I’m not crying 😭

THIS IS THE BEST ALBUM EVER

Hits hard

Finally some good fuckin rock music.

Oh the feeleys

Metal heads here getting soft they are art

For a lot of Gen Xers and late Millennials, this song will touch a chord as it's similar to songs from bands we grew up listening too but also a childhood filled with power ballads.

Never self harmed but came close ,,betrayal is a sharp knife

Sunday I celebrated 3 full years since I last self harmed. I'm sobbing after hearing this song for the first time.

Vessel: Are you really okay? Me: NO 😭😭😭😭😭

sad song .. so real .. I am not okay .. but you asking me that does not change any thing

F*ck man...I am bawling...this just hits...hard.

Wow

This is for my love who’s battling his demons. I won’t give up I’m trying so hard.

I am really okay now. I won't hurt myself ever again.

My ideal self to my present self:

I cut two weeks ago.. Im still not okay but im gonna make it too that one month mark this time... Im 20. Been struggling with self harm since the 7th grade and it progressed into deeper cuts

I'm not okay.

@milesstruebing9866

Жыл бұрын

Ive lost a few of my best friends to suicide, This song hits incredibly hard, but it also connects us who listen. its a tough struggle, but were never alone, because the band who wrote this, and the fans who follow understand. We're right there with you, much love man 💚

Some how this song found me a couple days ago I’m glad it did

Oh my God I'm getting breaking Benjamin vibes that is crazy😮❤

I think he is talking about himself in this song

Why don’t they play this song live?

I really don't want to like this group....... But it's getting harder and harder ❤

@brendachobanian567

5 ай бұрын

Just let it happen 😅 🖤🙏🖤 Worship

My sister always takes the piss out of my music taste, but bitch i heard you singing this yesterday, So whos laughing now!!!!

😢😢😢😢

Ion no why this reminds me of 3 doors down with out you baby 🤷🏾‍♂️

Fuck. Im crying

1:17

If I were plaiyng this on any other medium other than digital, i would have worn it out to the point of it being unplayable at this point.

Fxxk! I'm not crying your crying! 😢

Fuck dude. I’m dying

No, no, thank you for asking I'm not okay I've been begging, pleading, and imploring with the rich man But nothing changes, it's the same everyday I'm still lonely with the clowns head games of lies for his plan I tell em' how to help me, to hold my hand And to take me to always and forever learning land But he just keeps on with his hidden agenda And I keep praying for God to be my defender Cuz in the end he has the final say Men and women can walk away But Jehovah and Jesus will be forever in ones broken spirit

buena letra... pero... le falta algo... no se que... me parece muy pop... la quiero escuchar mas metal...

not me relating to a song

Goodnight sweet prince. Take sweet solace in your dreams. Goodnight bold king. I'll still see you when you awaken. I see it, dying far faster than thou. I prayed for it, and found the angel of Death responds far better than God himself ever did. Goodnight.

I WOULD DISLIKE THIS SONG TWICE IF I COULD