Schizophrenia Psychosis Awakening - Surviving Schizophrenia

Hi everyone! I'm Stephen. I had an awakening from deep psychosis in schizophrenia in February 2014 after six months of clozapine (Clozaril) therapy. This occurred after two years of persistent psychosis and the failure of aripiprazole (Abilify), olanzapine (Zyprexa), and Latuda to lift the positive symptoms of schizophrenia. My dad and I discussed my awakening and the psychological issues that arose, including the persistent "negative symptoms" of depression and anxiety and the feeling of loss in my life.
Journey Through the Mind: Surviving and Thriving After Childhood-Onset Schizophrenia.
In this video, we dive into the raw and profound journey of Stephen, a courageous individual who grappled with the challenging circumstances of childhood-onset Schizophrenia. We will venture into his experience of falling ill with psychosis at the tender age of 12 and discuss how he emerged from the depths of this debilitating mental health disorder through sheer resilience and determination.
In February 2012, Stephen's life took a terrifying turn when he began to display symptoms of psychosis. In the next two years, his condition worsened into persistent psychosis, which saw him struggling with disordered thoughts, delusions, and hallucinations. Stephen's experience during these two years was marked by confusion, fear, and an overwhelming sense of alienation from reality.
To alleviate his condition, Stephen was treated with a series of antipsychotic medications, including aripiprazole (Abilify), olanzapine (Zyprexa), and Latuda. Unfortunately, these medications failed to mitigate the 'positive symptoms' of his Schizophrenia. This struggle and the apparent failure of the treatments brought about frustration and a deep sense of despair. The absence of progress left Stephen and his support system in a challenging and heartbreaking position.
However, in February 2014, after six months of clozapine (Clozaril) therapy, a glimmer of hope emerged. Stephen began to wake from the long sleep of psychosis that had haunted his teenage years. This was a turning point, a breath of relief, and the beginning of a new chapter in his life. Clozapine, the medication that ultimately proved effective for Stephen, is known for its potential to treat Schizophrenia when other medications have failed.
Yet, emerging from the clutches of deep psychosis was not without its psychological repercussions. Alongside Stephen's father, we unpacked the toll this journey took on Stephen's mental health. Notably, the persistent 'negative symptoms' of Schizophrenia lingered even after the positive symptoms had largely dissipated. The depression, anxiety, and an overwhelming feeling of loss posed their unique challenges as Stephen navigated his way toward recovery.
A significant portion of our discussion revolved around this feeling of loss. In many ways, Stephen had lost his childhood to Schizophrenia. The condition had stripped him of what is often considered the carefree years of one's life. Moreover, the loss was associated with the years he spent enveloped in psychosis, removed from the world around him.
However, our conversation was not just a recounting of struggle and loss. It was also about resilience, hope, and the power of effective treatment. Stephen's story is one of survival and, in many ways, victory. His journey offers hope for others who may be grappling with similar conditions. It demonstrates that recovery is possible while the road may be challenging and lengthy.
Stephen's journey through Schizophrenia underlines the need for persistent, individualized, and comprehensive mental health care. It also highlights the importance of a robust support system, with his father playing an instrumental role throughout the journey. It was an intimate exploration of their shared experience, the highs and lows, and the strength they found in each other.
The story of Stephen's battle and subsequent victory over childhood-onset Schizophrenia is essential. It shows the harsh realities of the condition, the strength of the human spirit, and the potential for recovery.
Thank you for joining us on this journey, and we hope it has illuminated the struggles and triumphs associated with Schizophrenia. As we continue our series on Surviving Schizophrenia, we look forward to sharing more stories, providing information, and fostering a sense of community for those affected by this condition.
Remember, no one is alone in their struggle. By sharing our stories, we can help reduce the stigma associated with mental health disorders and inspire hope for recovery and a brighter future.
Stay strong, and keep surviving.
Your Friend, Stephen.

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  • @franskel9647
    @franskel9647 Жыл бұрын

    I lost my old life after the illness hit for me. I was doing well in college, had friends and lived a care free life feeling I could do anything. After getting psychosis by the end of my first year of college, I was fully dysfunctional and had to go back and live my parents, leaving my friends and old college life behind. I started living a lonely life after that barely going outside but now I've been picking myself up again. I'm on my third semester of college in a completely different part of the world now and going strong

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you very much for sharing Fran! That’s amazing that you are now going strong again! It is encouraging to me as well!

  • @micheller2802

    @micheller2802

    11 ай бұрын

    Are you on medication now?

  • @Slidehhy

    @Slidehhy

    11 ай бұрын

    Well done bro

  • @picilocarnal

    @picilocarnal

    10 ай бұрын

    @@SurvivingSchizophreniathank you for putting yourself out there to help us understand this condition a little better. You come across as a great human being. 🤩😇

  • @debragillen255

    @debragillen255

    10 ай бұрын

    Wow .. good for you . Stay positive and find your happiness

  • @elainegoldstein2120
    @elainegoldstein212011 ай бұрын

    I am a psych nurse who had a brother with schizophrenia. I worked in hospitals first and then in community mental health with people with schizophrenia and am so impressed by your videos. Your relationship with your dad is amazing. The hardest part is getting people with this disease to accept their illness and to continue to take their medication. You are an inspiration and are going to help a lot of people.

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    11 ай бұрын

    Thank you Elaine for your very kind words. They inspire me!

  • @firstchoicetuber3757

    @firstchoicetuber3757

    10 ай бұрын

    How long one has to take these antipsychotic medicine..because these medicines can cause akathesia and cardiac arrest..why you didn't leave these ..

  • @familyworth2

    @familyworth2

    9 ай бұрын

    @@firstchoicetuber3757 good question! My son is in a Psychosis and I am also concerned about the meds side effects.

  • @martinbrousseau2560

    @martinbrousseau2560

    8 ай бұрын

    Seems society hasn’t yet learned to talk to someone with schizophrenia in the same way as we talk to someone with Alzheimer’s by meeting them where they’re at…

  • @martinbrousseau2560

    @martinbrousseau2560

    8 ай бұрын

    @@familyworth2try to identify all the stressors the person is struggling with from their perspective, and labeling it for them will allow them to feel validated thereby relieving putting those negative emotions to rest.

  • @kitandsons173
    @kitandsons17310 ай бұрын

    What a beautiful relationship of Stephen and his Dad. My brother in law had a mental break and was hospitalized. He was completely depleted of Vitamin D. It totally messed with his version of reality. He had to get injections of Vitamin D. He is doing better. I am so happy for Stephen and hope he continues to feel good. What a brave, handsome young man.

  • @carolyngreen5458

    @carolyngreen5458

    10 ай бұрын

    Unbalanced minerals/vitamins is often misdiagnosed as mental disorder…

  • @kitandsons173

    @kitandsons173

    9 ай бұрын

    @@vidaverde5047 Wow. I think doctors should start with bloodwork when stuff like this happens. My neighbors daughter went through the ringer, with counseling and they finally found she had a brain tumor.

  • @Wilbyos1
    @Wilbyos17 күн бұрын

    I sat here feeling for you both. My Mother suffered from this all her life and was hospitalized many times. You know what i would never have changed her for anybody else. she was caring, loving, clean, tidy and looked after us all and managed to run a perfect home even when she was at her worst points. I bet your dad is worried about the future, but you will cope and live a normal life as possible as long you have loving people around you. My mum had years of suffering this condition and lived up to 89, she would still be here if it was not for cancer. She settled down in her later years with no more episodes. Your relationship will always be special together like me and my late mum. Keep up the good work. Look forward to restarting your new life. It will come and you will find happiness. Thanks for you Videos

  • @jenniferhall3186
    @jenniferhall31869 ай бұрын

    I am a mother with a son with severe schizophrenia. His first hospitalization was in August of 2010 at 18 years. He was on Risperadal but in the beginning went off it because he felt well again after taking it for a while. He became psychotic again and had to be hospitalized again. He went off again in 2012 when he went to massage school because he feared the medication would go through his hands onto the people he massaged. He had another psychotic episode but managed to go back qnd finish massage school. I took him to Toronto to a doctor who prescribed a meat diet , no carbs and vitamin therapy instead of Risperadal. Six months later he had another psychotic episode in January of 2014. The head psychiatrist of the community hospital at that time was sending the more severe ill patients to the state hospital which was a nightmare far beyond One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest or Snake Pit, more like the movie Shelter Island. The psychiatrist at the state hospital loaded my son up with Halidol at such a high dose that he had to shuffle to walk. The other patients were so heavily medicated they were like ghosts. It took five months to get my son out of there, even though they let him go home on the weekend for the last couple of months. He was discharged on monthly injections Risperadal which did not work so he was back in our community hospital behavioral science unit with another psychotic episode after a month. Risperadal no longer worked so the doctor decided on Clozaril. It took over a month to get him on a high enough dose for it to work. During that time my son was catatonic, unable to move, at one point on an IV and needing to be turned in bed because he couldn't move at all. The Clozaril eventually took effect and as soon as my son could walk and eat again the head psychiatrist insisted on sending him to a state hospital. We managed to have him sent to a different one which was much, much better. He was released to our care after three weeks. He was so much better on Clozaril, and Vraylar and an anti depressant was eventually added. He was still hospitalized every two months or 5 or 6 times a year when he would become distressed by the voices he heard, which can be quite bullying. My son does not have anosognosia. He knows he has schizophrenia. Nevertheless, he hears voices whom he believes are disembodied people. He is able to maintain many of his hobbies, writing music, playing the guitar, drawing, fishing and fly tying. He has made friends fishing. He often catches trout, bass and salmon from the huge lakes nearby. He sleeps 12 to 14 hours a day so does not work. After 10 years of being hospitalized, roughly every two months, he has now been home for 3 years without a hospitalization. He still hears voices that lead to poor judgment when he listens to them, so we still have a ways to go. Clozaril has been a tremendous help, though, in actually addressing his symptoms of schizophrenia rather than just tranqilizing him. I am grateful for the doctor who put him on it. I wish we had known about Clozaril from the start as it would have spared us all much pain.

  • @DJ-rp3gg
    @DJ-rp3gg2 жыл бұрын

    Awesome relationship you and your Dad have! The hug.... tears. I wish I had the same support

  • @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, DJ, for joining us on this journey. Be well. Steve

  • @starrhall8160

    @starrhall8160

    11 ай бұрын

    U were chosen as many have been.... schizophrenics are important to our world. They see and hear and feel and even smell what the masses do not. Honest people..We honor ur path. Many great ones walked it before you.

  • @dolores5139
    @dolores51392 жыл бұрын

    Good Morning Stephen, I am so glad that you have came so far. You are a very strong young man to have been through what you have been through and can talk openly about it. Your video have been good for me to get a better understanding to what it is to be schizophrenic and how to be supportive to a love one who has just been diagnosed. I’m so happy that I found your channel. I love to see how your parents have been there to support you through your journey.

  • @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you very much, Dolores, for your support and gracious comments. Families need support and you are giving that to us. Thank you!

  • @VegasUnicorn
    @VegasUnicorn10 ай бұрын

    I wish I had a dad like yours. So clear he loves and cares about you. Lucky!

  • @Robindigsit
    @Robindigsit10 ай бұрын

    Shout out to Steve! Worlds greatest Dad!

  • @shivaninaidoo9489
    @shivaninaidoo94892 ай бұрын

    I am so grateful and glad that you are talking about the grief aspect after coming out of psychosis. I was diagnosed with epilepsy at the age of 14 and it feels like I am stuck at the point in my life and cannot get past that because I've missed so many milestones and now I'm 30 constantly comparing myself to those around me and who have gone through all the milestones and it causes me a huge amount of internal pain. I thought that this was just me. I've been drinking diagnosed with depression and anxiety in the last few years as well and it's something I try to cope with everyday. It's hard because I am not the person who I was before epilepsy hit me. This video is extremely comforting to me. Thank you both very much and God bless you

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    2 ай бұрын

    Thank you very much for sharing and for your support.

  • @silviareyes5267
    @silviareyes5267 Жыл бұрын

    I am deeply touched by your video Stephen. It has been a difficult journey since my son was diagnosed with schizophrenia. Thank you so much for helping break the stigma by sharing your story! Blessings to you and your father.

  • @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you, Silvia, for joining us on this journey. Be well and stay in touch.

  • @hannabarbarawojcik
    @hannabarbarawojcik10 ай бұрын

    Stephen, you and your dad are just incredible. Thank you

  • @robinpouw8326
    @robinpouw8326 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing this. In a few weeks, I will start as a researcher at a hospital in the Netherlands. The goal of the research is to predict if patients will be treatment resistant and should take clozapine immediately based on their DNA. It would be amazing if we could achieve this, as it might have saved Stephen some years of non-effective medication if we were able to make an accurate prediction based on his DNA. Thanks again, I will come back to this when I feel demotivated to remember why I am doing this. Love from the Netherlands!

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for comment and good luck with your research!

  • @ishouldbesleeping1354

    @ishouldbesleeping1354

    10 ай бұрын

    WHOAH. 😲

  • @Carol-qv3mk

    @Carol-qv3mk

    8 ай бұрын

    I hope the research job is going well.

  • @MrUranium238
    @MrUranium2387 ай бұрын

    Your dad is so supporting... you need a good support group when dealing with this ...

  • @Miriam-fk9wr
    @Miriam-fk9wr10 ай бұрын

    I truly admire you Sir, you are such an inspiring Father to your awesome Son, May God continue to bless you with abundant health and wisdom 🙏🏻

  • @annettemarado3668
    @annettemarado36689 ай бұрын

    You can see the love this father has for his son. Quite beautiful.

  • @megansargent2938
    @megansargent29385 ай бұрын

    Wow!!😭😭 Thank you for sharing your story. Just dropped my son off at B-MED again. He was just diagnosed and i understand how lonely it can feel for the person suffering as well as the fanily. What a beautiful relationship you have. ❤️

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    5 ай бұрын

    Thank you. Best wishes for your son

  • @pibrochrocks1
    @pibrochrocks1Ай бұрын

    My son has been ill with schizophrenia for the past 12 years and has tried many different medications, but continued to have a lot of symptoms. He's starting a trial of Clozapine this week, and I'm hopeful he'll finally get his life back.I'm very happy for you and I hope you continue to improve.

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Ай бұрын

    I wish you and your son the very best. Thank you for watching and sharing.

  • @pibrochrocks1
    @pibrochrocks16 ай бұрын

    Hi Stephen, your story is very inspirational. My son was diagnosed with schizophrenia 12 years ago, and it's been a really tough journey for him. He may be starting a trial of Clozapine in a couple of weeks, which we pray will lift him from his ongoing psychosis. Best of luck and take care.

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    6 ай бұрын

    Thank you!

  • @stephaniespc
    @stephaniespc8 ай бұрын

    Steven gets his compassion from his dad and that helps them ..i live these humans ..such good humans

  • @lyneserobinson3290
    @lyneserobinson32908 ай бұрын

    Hello Stephen. I just want you to know how happy I am for you that you have awakened from psychosis and are doing well now. I can relate to your story and have been on a myriad of medications including some of the ones you've mentioned as well. I came out of psychosis a couple of years ago and have made many strides in my life. I am now a certified Peer Specialist, which is a person with lived experience with mental health challenges that provides support and advocacy for people in those same situations. What I've found that helped me heal the most is my belief in God. My earnest prayers and faith that I could get better and that He would protect me from all evil, danger and harm. I really love the fact that you are taking your experiences and turning them into a platform to break down the stigma associated with schizophrenia. More people suffer with it, than many know and there are many medications that do not work. It took 14 years and countless meds for me to find the medication that truly worked for my symptoms. I look forward to using your KZread channel as a resource in my new career. All the best.

  • @nickbachur8475
    @nickbachur847510 ай бұрын

    Your family support is awesome, your doctors heroic. Steven I wish you the best outcomes in your journey. And I hope that your channel and productions help reduce the stigma associated with illness. I believe we have lost a good deal of our humanity in this modern rendition of our society. Let us all recognize the value of the spirit. All the best! Your dad is amazing. And so are you.

  • @catherineyoung46
    @catherineyoung46 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your experience with us. My daughter has been suffering from schizophrenia for 8 years now. She couldn't go on Clozapine because her neutraphil levels fluctuate and sometimes go below the threshold. Recently, there has been a change to treatment policy and with the review and approval of two haemotologists, people with low baseline neutraphil levels can have a trial of Clozapine. She is now just into her fourth week and is starting to show some small improvement. Very small but encouraging. It is inspiring to hear your story and we hope our daughter can recover as well.

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you very much for sharing! I hope your daughter recovers soon. Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!

  • @loriejohnston839

    @loriejohnston839

    10 ай бұрын

    Dr. Laitman has written a book on challenging people with lower neutrophils with continued use of Clozapine. I believe they used Lithium to help keep neutrophils up at a low dose.

  • @dardan9218
    @dardan921811 ай бұрын

    Thanks for the openness and clarity guys, i definitely feel the grief of a lost life personally, but it is a new challenge and a new life we can face. Wishing you and your family all the best, thanks once again

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    11 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing Dardan! I wish you the best as well

  • @neurosciencegirl
    @neurosciencegirl10 ай бұрын

    I'm so glad to hear of your progress in your journey. I'm sorry for the time you have lost. It's really wonderful to see that you have support from your dad. Wishing you all the best

  • @RamrodRedfish
    @RamrodRedfish10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing all of this, it’s valuable to learn!

  • @bigken66
    @bigken6610 ай бұрын

    it is nice the affection you guys show each other considering what you all went through.

  • @AHD2105
    @AHD21059 ай бұрын

    They've found that having no sugars or carbs leaves people with schizophrenia, symptom free. In the same way epileptics respond to a ketogenic diet. They've now since this finding, discovered many other psychiatric conditions respond positively to this. My husband had Schizophrenia Bi Polar Effective disorder. If I had k own that a strict Keto diet would've saved him. Its so sad. He hates any of the meds. You can find the research reports, its still very new.

  • @TeaSpiracy
    @TeaSpiracy10 ай бұрын

    You're both making changes in how people view this illness! You should both be very proud!!! ❤

  • @Trendlespin
    @Trendlespin10 ай бұрын

    You two are great. Thanks for sharing your hearts with the world.

  • @noahgenatossio7166
    @noahgenatossio71669 ай бұрын

    Proud of you and your strength

  • @GlacialRidgeHomestead
    @GlacialRidgeHomestead10 ай бұрын

    You and your dad are amazing. Thank you for your channel. I’m sure you are helping thousands of people/families. ❤

  • @chaosdweller
    @chaosdweller11 ай бұрын

    I found yer guy's channel a lil bit ago, and am just now saying how much I like it now , i think what you guy's are doing is great and is helpful for people like me with a recent pychosis diagnosis .

  • @marytrausch5230
    @marytrausch52309 ай бұрын

    I appreciate you and your father being so open and honest about this illness. Your helping others deal with their own problems with their own journey with Schizophrenia.

  • @Put-that-down
    @Put-that-down9 ай бұрын

    Thank you for this. I’m glad you mentioned the ptsd.

  • @rebeccaketner816
    @rebeccaketner8169 ай бұрын

    LOVE this video, thank you!

  • @hopeful188
    @hopeful1882 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story. This gives me hope.

  • @kzl7711
    @kzl77112 жыл бұрын

    I look forward to your videos 💕 we are only six months into clozapine after suffering for 10 years. This information helps me alot so I know what to look forward to. Thank you

  • @Meli0710
    @Meli07109 ай бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your story. I’m grateful for you sharing. Catching up on your videos.

  • @denisearevalo5568
    @denisearevalo556810 ай бұрын

    You two have such a relationship that is so beautiful to watch. Your so strong. Thank you for making these vids❤

  • @whatif2336
    @whatif233611 ай бұрын

    Thank you and Great Job Men!! Blessings 🙏

  • @celestevorster6790
    @celestevorster679011 ай бұрын

    You are succeeding...keep going!!

  • @berglettemom6045
    @berglettemom60458 ай бұрын

    I love to see the caring and affection between the two of you. It’s very heartwarming.

  • @jessicamurano9673
    @jessicamurano96739 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your story. We need to hear more from people in recovery, from both the people afflicted and the supporting family because it brings hope and inspiration to all those who are still suffering and cannot yet see the light. Congratulations on your successes!

  • @TigerSeven86
    @TigerSeven869 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry you are going through this, but it’s an amazing story!!! So interesting to me how you came to realize yourself. Hard to learn how to do human adult things after being in psychosis so long, but you’re doing phenomenally.

  • @alishafay83
    @alishafay839 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing 😊

  • @celiari9702
    @celiari9702 Жыл бұрын

    My daughter has tried Olanzapine, Abilify, and Respidone. She had the worst psychosis while on Abilify. She’s now starting on Clozapine. We’re very hopeful. Thanks so much for sharing your story. This is very helpful.

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing and joining my journey!

  • @sthrnbll2u65
    @sthrnbll2u6510 ай бұрын

    You are amazing Stephen. You are making a positive out of something that could be a negative. You are going to help so many people. What a light you are!

  • @MB-gv3zs
    @MB-gv3zs10 ай бұрын

    You guys are fantastic for sharing this. You are helping many people in many, many ways. Besides the benefit to other folks living through similar experiences, you are educating those of us with little or no knowledge of schizophrenia. Thank you for the blessing of your open generosity.

  • @laurastarchild2149
    @laurastarchild214910 ай бұрын

    You two are brilliant teachers! Bravo, Stephen and Steve!! Sending you both much love and gratitude for the insight you bring to understanding Schizophrenia. I am hooked on your videos!

  • @haereecho4328
    @haereecho43289 ай бұрын

    Youguys are true love. Being very aware of your mind and body is sooooooo hard to do for people in general. But you have an amazing Dad that can truly teach you how to live the best way you can. So amazing and beautiful.

  • @kjpiper8398
    @kjpiper83989 ай бұрын

    Your transparency and willingness to be vulnerable is an incredible blessing to those with Schizophrenia and to their support people. There are other mental illnesses that the person suffers same symptoms as Schizophrenia therefore your videos are reaching more people than you may be aware of. I will be sharing you to my friend, who's brother is Schizophrenic. Thank you so much!

  • @tamarabradberry9299
    @tamarabradberry9299 Жыл бұрын

    The best video yet. Totally touches on post psychosis and the reality of the illness. My son takes Envega injection and positive symptoms are gone, but still flat.

  • @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you, Tamara, for joining us on this journey. Stephen's affect was flat for a long time. He has come back, but it has taken time. Be well and stay in touch.

  • @charlyshay1013
    @charlyshay101310 ай бұрын

    Thank you very much for sharing your videos to increase an understanding of schizophrenia . It's very nice to meet you.

  • @joannecabello3439
    @joannecabello34399 ай бұрын

    Sending you both love❤❤❤ You’re relationship and you both are incredible!!!!

  • @NARwarsgalaxy
    @NARwarsgalaxy10 ай бұрын

    I've personally seen many people who finally benefit from Clozapine when nothing else has worked. Glad to hear it has helped you. Others need to know there is always hope!

  • @simonegacia4429
    @simonegacia442910 ай бұрын

    What a difference you BOTH are making in others lives. Who knows what would have happened if you had never gotten sick, BUT you are teaching others in one of the BEST vlogs on KZread!!! Love you just the way you are. Love watching you guys.

  • @sallyvasquez6897
    @sallyvasquez68979 ай бұрын

    Hi, my mom took her life earlier this year. I believe that she was misdiagnosed and she was not sharing a lot with me. Mom was ill with anxiety and depression when I was 17 over 30 years ago. She got ill again the end of last year but I didn't know what it was and then it hit me..but I never thought it would have been schizophrenia. All the symptoms are so similar. The first time she was ill for over 4 years which I know believe she was in a psychosis. We were left speechless and in great pain. Thank you for sharing. This video confirms to me that she was in a psychosis then and recently. God bless!

  • @valeriemyers6596
    @valeriemyers659610 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I know it takes a lot for f courage and you are telling your story beautifully.

  • @pamc7307
    @pamc73078 ай бұрын

    you guys have me teary eyed, to see the empathy and connection you two have for each other .It seems (ironic) that schizophrenia, brought you two closer than ever. You are doing an awesome job sharing ,your struggles ,milestones and achievements. You bring hope to so many people out there 7.72K subscribers and 20K views in one year!!!!WOW!

  • @paulbrimstin3793
    @paulbrimstin379310 ай бұрын

    Thank you for every thing you are doing to help people and families dealing with this disease. You and your father are doing a lot of good, Again thank you.

  • @familyworth2
    @familyworth29 ай бұрын

    Thank you Stephen and Steve, for sharing and helping others! And what an AMAZING relationship you two have! I am sure it helps your healing process and also with your successful recovery. Good Bless!.

  • @susannadvortsin
    @susannadvortsin9 ай бұрын

    Stephen is so lucky to have such a wonderful dad.

  • @nick-qh8mk
    @nick-qh8mk Жыл бұрын

    stephen, great to find your channel. i myself take clozaril, along with other medications i wont further disclose. its done wonders for me man. as long as you stay on your meds things will only improve for the best. lots of love

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Nick, thank you for joining my channel! It’s cool to meet someone else who takes Clozaril. This means a lot to me, Nick!

  • @nick-qh8mk

    @nick-qh8mk

    Жыл бұрын

    btw, im barely turning 27 this month. in my personal experience, it's been tough at some points, but theres a point where i feel like leaning more towards the light, and everything sort of becomes less of a storm. but ive realized that i sort of just have to see reality the way my own mental processing puts me through. but for all is well in my life now, and theres more for me to learn.. again, very glad i found your channel, ill be staying tuned. peace, love, and happiness

  • @nick-qh8mk

    @nick-qh8mk

    Жыл бұрын

    @@SurvivingSchizophrenia of course, good to hear.

  • @carkrueger
    @carkrueger9 ай бұрын

    You are an amazing loving father. God bless you!

  • @mrsm482
    @mrsm4828 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing, Stephen and Dad. You are very helpful to many people. I work in the field and I know how hard it has been for you. My patients are lovely individuals, the same as you are. Blessings. 🥀

  • @Sentinelfoodcourtracer
    @SentinelfoodcourtracerАй бұрын

    Thank you for your channel. Abilify, while hopeful, had a difficult effect after breaking up with my romantic girlfriend. Waking in the middle of the night, craving nicotine. My awareness of possible "wellness", started with olanzapine. Reduction in voices. Less delusional thinking, much better sleep. Way to go, guys!

  • @bradleypmayo
    @bradleypmayo9 ай бұрын

    Thank y'all for sharing. I hope the act of telling your story helps you as much as it helps others to hear it.

  • @r.c.miller6161
    @r.c.miller616110 ай бұрын

    The KZread channel is amazing. So are Stephen and his Dad.

  • @marcio.roberto
    @marcio.roberto9 ай бұрын

    Hey Stephen! I write from Sao Paolo, Brazil. My mom and my brother have the same ilness as you do. I have learned a lot from your report. You have a great dad and you are a wonderful young man. Please keep up this wonderful channel. All the best to you and your loved ones. Márcio.

  • @LifeAtTheCrossroads
    @LifeAtTheCrossroads11 ай бұрын

    Great info! I know the strength and the struggle. Lots of love involved. ❤️

  • @kbs7340
    @kbs73408 ай бұрын

    Beautiful people and inspirational for all. Thank you both. Sending much love 💖💖💖

  • @shitsugane
    @shitsugane10 ай бұрын

    You are a good father. And well done Steven.

  • @Yaa7700
    @Yaa770010 ай бұрын

    Amazing dad I just can’t get over the support during a hard time

  • @rpink8531
    @rpink853111 ай бұрын

    Excellent channel. Good for you. Thank you for creating this resource!!!🙏

  • @user-sm8by9wj2n
    @user-sm8by9wj2n9 ай бұрын

    God bless you both. My nephew suffers with schizophrenia and he's in college. Thank God mathematics is a second language for him. It's extremely sad to watch him unable to connect. This is a fantastic uplifting video!!! I would love to hear you Stephen, talk about how you felt and what your thinking process was like when you was in the throws of the illness. Bless you and congratulations on your comeback! Thank you both for this video and for sharing your experience.

  • @gigahorse1475
    @gigahorse1475 Жыл бұрын

    I have so much respect for both of you. You are a very strong father-son duo! I’m so glad that you found out medication that works for you. I have been praying every day for two years that my friend will have the same experience. She is very ill with schizophrenia, but she hasn’t tried clozapine yet.

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you very much for sharing and for watching.

  • @jillbodoff8850
    @jillbodoff885010 ай бұрын

    You are both amazing!

  • @beebeeramone4641
    @beebeeramone46419 ай бұрын

    I think it's therapeutic for you 2 to be talking about that difficult time and when you're talking about something difficult in the moment, you guys embrace each other. Not only is this perhaps making your bond even stronger, you're talking through traumatic events, dealing with them head on and at the same time helping other people not to feel alone and make others aware.

  • @irenemorales5624
    @irenemorales56249 ай бұрын

    Wonderful. Love the video, a parents love and their un breakable family spirit! Steven, keep moving forward! Parents-you are the perfect parents for Steven!

  • @schalkloots6988
    @schalkloots6988 Жыл бұрын

    My son also now in psychiatric ward with psychosis for the second time after he decided not to take his medication. It's hard to comprehend for a parent and do the right thing. Glad Steven is better and back in reality. It seems it is the hardest thing to do for schizophrenics to keep on taking their medication.

  • @kareendeveraux1847

    @kareendeveraux1847

    Жыл бұрын

    He can't stop the drugs coldturkey. But it should be his choice to take them or not. When so. is vulnerable to psychosis it's inevitable that a sudden withdrawal causes a new episode. Even the chance for people without psychosis-history ranges from 30-70% to contract a psychosis if stopped suddenly. You should offer him a slow taper if he wants to come off, it's 5-10% from the recent dose each months reduction. Get more info online for tapering. Psychiatrists sadly have not the right information to taper them off. It can take up to years. There's a yt channel called medicating normal for further information. Good luck to you and your son. There are many who recovered and sometimes it's easier to live with some positive symptoms than with the side effects.

  • @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    Жыл бұрын

    @@kareendeveraux1847 This is an EXCELLENT comment and very educational! Thank you very much. I also saw your recent excellent post on another video (noise sensitivity) and want to let Stephen respond to that one before I do. I'm going to suggest to Stephen that we do a video response, in part, to your comment on that one as it materially contributes to what Stephen is trying to accomplish with his channel!

  • @mariacrouch7109

    @mariacrouch7109

    10 ай бұрын

    My son has schitzaphrenia and is on a depo injection and has other meds he is on a CTO community treatment order so if he refuses his mads his care co ordinator in the community can order my son back to hospital via mental health team I don't know if this will help

  • @mariacrouch7109

    @mariacrouch7109

    10 ай бұрын

    Meant to say MEDS A TYPING ERROR

  • @mariacrouch7109

    @mariacrouch7109

    10 ай бұрын

    The depo he has was because he wouldn't take his meds so the depo was for his main meds and the rest are pills ect

  • @markblacker9425
    @markblacker94252 ай бұрын

    what a great dad you have Stephen

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    2 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much!

  • @toniamoller
    @toniamoller Жыл бұрын

    you guys rock! thanks so much again for your honesty and bravery.

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you! I really appreciate it!

  • @cherylmiller2272
    @cherylmiller22722 жыл бұрын

    Good morning Steven, another great video! So thankful for your desire to shed light on schizophrenia. And so glad to hear about your journey back to reality. Keep up the good work...you give me hope for my son.

  • @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    @SchizophreniaSurvivor

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, Cheryl, for supporting Stephen. It means a lot to me. God speed!!

  • @congguo4429
    @congguo4429 Жыл бұрын

    thank you for your video

  • @FlyinDogRecords
    @FlyinDogRecords10 ай бұрын

    Thank you. This is inspiring.

  • @carolinefrechette9526
    @carolinefrechette952610 ай бұрын

    You are a good example for a lot of peoples!!! Keep on going😊😊 look FORWARD!!!! And by the way i wish i had a Father just like yours❤

  • @celestevorster6790
    @celestevorster679011 ай бұрын

    Your relationship inspiring.

  • @madamechapeau7112
    @madamechapeau7112 Жыл бұрын

    You both are AWESOME! Thanks for sharing your stories with others. AWESOME!!!

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you very much!

  • @rosebuddud0307
    @rosebuddud0307 Жыл бұрын

    Glad to hear you went through the process of awakening. You 2 have the most precious relationship. To watch you relate to each other feels like a gift. Thank you for these videos. Each one I watch touches my heart ❤

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you. I am so touched by your comment! Have a great rest of your day!

  • @user-yf7dz9ry6p
    @user-yf7dz9ry6p Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this open descussion. You help a lot of people.

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you very much!

  • @beautifulg6886
    @beautifulg6886 Жыл бұрын

    Hi Stephen,you are a great young man. Thank you for sharing.

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you!

  • @jwhite5396
    @jwhite53969 ай бұрын

    “Carl C. Pfeiffer made his first contribution in 1974, contributing 22 papers by the time he died in 1988. He made major contributions to the understanding of trace element and mineral metabolism in the schizophrenias; made a rational division of the schizophrenias into three biochemical groups, and discussed amino acids in medicine. His contributions were of the greatest value. Carl Pfeiffer was one of the original members of the Committee on Therapy of the American Schizophrenia Association.” You’ve probably heard of Pfeiffer, but thought I’d post just in case you hadn’t.

  • @botabotilde
    @botabotilde Жыл бұрын

    Congrats to both of you... it's so nice to see the familial love between father and son...

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you!

  • @jessicarettally6534
    @jessicarettally653411 ай бұрын

    Love you Stephen❤

  • @nabisayed84
    @nabisayed842 жыл бұрын

    Much love. Trying to support a family member through your amazing videos

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you!

  • @jessicarettally6534
    @jessicarettally653411 ай бұрын

    God please heal Stephen❤

  • @garyh5541
    @garyh55414 ай бұрын

    HAPPY Christmas Stephen!!!

  • @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    @SurvivingSchizophrenia

    4 ай бұрын

    Thank you! Merry Christmas!

  • @terrioestreich4007
    @terrioestreich40079 ай бұрын

    My dad had his first episode when I was 2 years old. Such a good man but tragic. Thank God the medication has gotten so much better, there wasn't a whole lot to choose from and he would quit taking it because of the side effects that took over his whole life

  • @NF-im1wq
    @NF-im1wq8 ай бұрын

    Society has all kinds of weird ideas about mental illness because 0f Hollywood and lack of education or the way they were brought up I am so glad you and your dad are helping to change the way people think