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  • @debbiebsbooty
    @debbiebsbooty4 жыл бұрын

    Most of us aren't here for the tractor, we are here for you. Hang out when you can. ❤

  • @Twangtown7

    @Twangtown7

    4 жыл бұрын

    100%

  • @cksnsue

    @cksnsue

    4 жыл бұрын

    That's why I'm here too Debbie. I loved seeing Mark with a project , but was here to support. Thanks for saying it.

  • @91foxbodyplaya47

    @91foxbodyplaya47

    4 жыл бұрын

    How about it!

  • @jackiec7596

    @jackiec7596

    4 жыл бұрын

    Just dropped in to keep you company and see what you'd get into. Hang in there.

  • @mattgustwiller738

    @mattgustwiller738

    4 жыл бұрын

    We love you not that 🚜

  • @Iloveidiots1
    @Iloveidiots14 жыл бұрын

    "I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end." Gilda Radner We love and support you through this. Your soul is already in that tractor, and no matter who builds it, and when it gets done, it'll be your accomplishment.

  • @kathleeneggert9342

    @kathleeneggert9342

    4 жыл бұрын

    Perfect.

  • @dduffy1835

    @dduffy1835

    4 жыл бұрын

    Paul T yes,that is perfect! That is going to be one amazing tractor!

  • @WRKF0RAMMO3

    @WRKF0RAMMO3

    4 жыл бұрын

    Awesome quote. Perfect.

  • @greytallcloud5695

    @greytallcloud5695

    4 жыл бұрын

    I pray for you man. You need rest. Spend time with your family. The rest will fall into place. I just found your videos. I wrote to you on one few weeks back ...the one with your daughter on title page in little car. I hope you read my message. God bless.

  • @GayleSchlaefli

    @GayleSchlaefli

    4 жыл бұрын

    Paul T I love your comment Paul.

  • @griskosamohonka4486
    @griskosamohonka44864 жыл бұрын

    In this video.... He knew it was coming. He was such a good man he dedicated his last days to his family,friends and even fans on youtube. That's what i call a good man. Rest in piece.

  • @nawwafhusein6702

    @nawwafhusein6702

    4 жыл бұрын

    Rest easy mark. Stay safe slayer. Rip and care

  • @2025944

    @2025944

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@nawwafhusein6702 rip with care?

  • @kati4684

    @kati4684

    4 жыл бұрын

    Keep ripping those demons apart

  • @germank7924

    @germank7924

    5 ай бұрын

    Dedication to family and friends is just average, and anyway we don't need to be calling each other names, especially after death!

  • @sweatyonipadyt5303
    @sweatyonipadyt53034 жыл бұрын

    This is what bravery looks like in flesh and blood. Rest easy ...

  • @tassinmonkeys
    @tassinmonkeys4 жыл бұрын

    Your level of bravery, optimism and humor under these painful circumstances is awe inspiring!!! God bless you!

  • @akdevers8696

    @akdevers8696

    4 жыл бұрын

    He is amazing. Damn good guy.

  • @stokely418

    @stokely418

    4 жыл бұрын

    Czech Warrior & AK Devers... I totally agree!

  • @haydeetorres3602

    @haydeetorres3602

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm sitting here watching your video and sad, not for the tractor, but for your pain. Praying!

  • @rich8381

    @rich8381

    4 жыл бұрын

    14065468678 this dr matt's number. The reason the treatment failed is because you need a chemotherapy compatibility test. Look up RGCC, they are in Texas. They will hook you up with a person near you that can draw the blood. They will send it off cultivate your cancer and than test it against every chemotherapy and a wide variety of things. Dr Matt will tell you if he will have good response or not. They don't take you in if they don't think they will have success. Look I know you're in a tough spot. I cant guarantee they can cure it,but I can guarantee you'll do better there than here. Your chemo hasn't seemed to have helped at all, which is why you need that test. Chipsa has just hired one of MD Anderson's top oncologists. They hit it from all sorts of angles and they do chemotherapy there also but in a way that you don't get the side effects. You're still full of life which says your pretty resilient considering what you have. Trust me and make the call I've been there and seen people were given up on in the states make complete turn arounds.

  • @micheleroberts908

    @micheleroberts908

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@rich8381 I really hope Mark sees this. I pray that he just might consider one more time. If not for him, for his family. I watched his father Dr. Lee on a video done I think this past summer. And at the end, it just broke my heart when he mentioned his son Mark. He had tears and broken up speech. Mark is in pain but, if he can recover it would be worth it. God Bless

  • @susanvaughan4210
    @susanvaughan42104 жыл бұрын

    I've a confession. I'm a retired opera singer who could care less about tractors, or ANY kind of DIY. I just love spending time with you and your whole family. From your great uncle Floyd all the way down to your little ones, you have an impact on my life. Being with you is a total privilege. Your humanity, your willingness to be real, your just plain "Mark Carrikerness." We love YOU Mark.

  • @sandramaynard2164

    @sandramaynard2164

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same. The tractor didn't really mean much to me either. I just like Mark and his wonderful family.

  • @ritabenavidez2379

    @ritabenavidez2379

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mark thank you and your family , for letting us all in to you life. I have watched all your videos , my prayers are always with you and your family.

  • @michelewestover9330

    @michelewestover9330

    4 жыл бұрын

    Susan Vaughan I cannot love this comment enough!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @kittywizard7598

    @kittywizard7598

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @irisheyesofbelfast

    @irisheyesofbelfast

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ditto! I am just so sad and have been all day. ❤😪

  • @Valcirin
    @Valcirin4 жыл бұрын

    *He had a huge tumor in his head and he like: i wanna show u my tractor xD* RIP Mark :(

  • @TiagoMartins-yy6fx

    @TiagoMartins-yy6fx

    4 жыл бұрын

    It´s savage af

  • @PepeSnow

    @PepeSnow

    4 жыл бұрын

  • @understandingautism1389

    @understandingautism1389

    4 жыл бұрын

    @Микс Тейпъра same here i balled more for him then i did for my grandma

  • @debdahlke8543
    @debdahlke85434 жыл бұрын

    They say Mark passed away 2 or 3 days ago. He was such a brave wonderful young man, husband , father and brother. He lived life to the fullest even though he was dying. What an inspiration to everyone. God welcomed him with open arms.

  • @jamieb7581
    @jamieb75814 жыл бұрын

    I can’t even believe how much I’ve grown to care about a stranger who will never know how much I care about and think about him all the time. I just lost a close friend to a sudden death and this is hurting like that and I don’t know him at all. He’s just such a strong man and wonderful person my heart hurts for him and his family.

  • @MrSpeedysChannel

    @MrSpeedysChannel

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same...

  • @pattytaylor2425

    @pattytaylor2425

    4 жыл бұрын

    I feel the same way 😔🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @maggiemend8429

    @maggiemend8429

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same here..

  • @77teahupoo

    @77teahupoo

    4 жыл бұрын

    Rodger that

  • @luannshort9215

    @luannshort9215

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yes, I feel the same. 💔

  • @gcmacyman
    @gcmacyman4 жыл бұрын

    I just pray for you being as comfortable as possible. Prayers for strength and peace dear God.

  • @Dumboi
    @Dumboi4 жыл бұрын

    When he said “it’s hard because its 5 in the morning and Im hurting” I really felt bad

  • @StarFuryG7
    @StarFuryG74 жыл бұрын

    Nobody gives a damn about the tractor, Mark. Everyone is upset and worrying about you.

  • @zachz699

    @zachz699

    4 жыл бұрын

    I like the tractor... I like that he still likes the tractor

  • @draxxsklounst6595

    @draxxsklounst6595

    4 жыл бұрын

    I give several damns about that tractor, solely because this man does. Well, that and I do have a thing for tractors.

  • @zachz699

    @zachz699

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@draxxsklounst6595 draxx....................... them........................... sklounst

  • @1982MCI

    @1982MCI

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hobo Soup and unfortunately, folks that have not had to go thru any life altering, traumatic events in life, or chronic pain situations, really don’t understand what it’s like for us to live thru some of these things and it is a huge coping mechanism for us to have something like a tractor, woodworking projects, gardening, etc, to focus on because it does help us to “escape” or “block” the pain mentally for awhile and focus on other things that we’ve enjoyed during our lives and it’s the closest we will ever get to being “normal” again. And there’s nothing wrong with the rest of the world not understanding, I wish nobody understood it, then that would mean no one is experiencing the pain as we have. It’s brutal, it’s life altering, it affects everything we do and it affects the relationships with our friends and loved ones and I pray to God no one out there ever had to experience anything like this!! This is why it’s so important for us, even tho we may no longer have the same abilities we used to, to keep trying to put focus on tractors, making videos and other hobbies because we love to spend time on, it allows us to escape mentally from the grasp of evil pain or illness for just a bit, and that’s what keeps us going longer. I pray that no one out there that is healthy and able bodied ever had to go thru something like this! I pray everyday you all stay healthy and happy and are safe cause trust me, it has the ability to break the strongest man quickly if we were to allow it and that’s why I’m so Proud of him for not giving up, not giving in and allowing this evil to win and asking for some help when he knew he needed it. He’s a very strong man and we can all learn some very powerful life’s lessons from him and his experiences right now and it will make us all better husbands, friends, and brothers/sisters because of it. God bless every one of you and please lay your healing hands down on this man and bring him comfort and understanding Lord, he is a good man and is a man that we need many more of in this world today.

  • @GeoffreyBronson

    @GeoffreyBronson

    4 жыл бұрын

    I get you were trying to be nice but you're shitting on his passion

  • @onetry7406
    @onetry74064 жыл бұрын

    No worries, it's a mature man who can make a tough call.

  • @rhondam883
    @rhondam8834 жыл бұрын

    My heart is breaking for what you are going through. I'm 68 years old, I have my children grown, I've seen my grandchildren grow up. I'm healthy. I honestly would take this from you if I could so you could enjoy the same experiences. I don't know why God allows these things to happen but I do know He has His reason. We are all destined for where you are right now, some of us will get there quicker than others so if nothing else, you have taught me how very very blessed I am and to embrace every minute. I hope it helps you to know that you are being prayed for every day that God would give you strength to finish this race with your eyes on Him and your eternal home that will have no pain or tears. I pray for your wife and especially your children. Please know in your heart that God has those babies and He will take care of them. He knew of this day long before you were ever conceived in your mother's womb. Trust Him and hold His hand through this terrible process. Better days are coming I promise. Much love to you and your family and thank you for your bravery. You will win in the end. 💖

  • @evalinawarne1337

    @evalinawarne1337

    4 жыл бұрын

    You have won. You are saved. The way you ✍ write these words are hiw U feel too. Just COULD NOT say it like you t.y.

  • @turquoisepinecone

    @turquoisepinecone

    4 жыл бұрын

    Well said!

  • @neva5326

    @neva5326

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen

  • @pattytaylor2425

    @pattytaylor2425

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen

  • @denise11864

    @denise11864

    4 жыл бұрын

    Beautifully said! I pray for peace, no pain and that his wife and children truly know how much they are loved by dad. Cancer sucks always.

  • @khorneflakes2175
    @khorneflakes217510 ай бұрын

    I can't imagine these long hellish days walking in circle in your garage unable to even sit due to the pain watching yourself being eaten away by some demonic disease. He kept a brave face all the way through, such a warrior, an inspiration to anyone facing any kind of battle in life. Thanks for keeping the videos up these are teaching moments.

  • @davidwilson7217
    @davidwilson72174 жыл бұрын

    Strongest Man I’ve ever seen. I’ll pray for you and your family.

  • @user-ve2xp3du6b

    @user-ve2xp3du6b

    4 жыл бұрын

    David goggins would whimper

  • @4321watts

    @4321watts

    4 жыл бұрын

    For real he is a beast

  • @VeryWellCouldBeHigh

    @VeryWellCouldBeHigh

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@user-ve2xp3du6b I'm sure there are many great people too but is this really the time or place to start listing "yea but" names? I know you didn't have any mean or asshole'ish intent but...just saying. Much love to everyone

  • @steveward8724
    @steveward87244 жыл бұрын

    As others have said on here, my heart is breaking for you. I have been asking God to take away your pain and to be merciful to you. You have been so strong through this whole battle. You have not disappointed any of us. You have pushed yourself farther than most of us could. You are a strong and honorable man. You have my respect and admiration. Let your faith in God carry you. Psalm 23 reminds us that "Even when I must walk through the darkest valley, I fear no danger, for you are with me; your rod and your staff reassure me." You are my brother in Christ, and I will continue to pray for you.

  • @lynnarmbruster4353

    @lynnarmbruster4353

    4 жыл бұрын

    beautifully said. we dont care how professional a video is -- what matters is how genuine you are in sharing your journey. you have helped many people with your humor and love. May the Lord give you comfort and peace.

  • @dothatch5147

    @dothatch5147

    4 жыл бұрын

    He speaks for us all.

  • @michaelmcginnis9029

    @michaelmcginnis9029

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@dothatch5147 amen

  • @chadorico2480

    @chadorico2480

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen Steve!

  • @rockip9864
    @rockip98644 жыл бұрын

    Father in Heaven I pray,mercy,peace, comfort and strength for Mark and his family! 🙏

  • @drewwhitehead7646

    @drewwhitehead7646

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen.

  • @mimimc8685

    @mimimc8685

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen

  • @muchtested

    @muchtested

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen

  • @jeffreyroot6300

    @jeffreyroot6300

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen!

  • @Monkeymoon940

    @Monkeymoon940

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen 🙏🏼

  • @drdmom9700
    @drdmom97004 жыл бұрын

    I am living (don’t know for how long) with stage 4 colon cancer. You have been an inspiration for me to keep going with my hobbies and when some of them get physically tough move on to different projects but mainly enjoy my family. Thinking of you.

  • @EmiliaJay

    @EmiliaJay

    4 жыл бұрын

    From one cancer fighter to another - prayers for you my friend♥️

  • @curtiswilcock5628

    @curtiswilcock5628

    4 жыл бұрын

    Pray for you all when the going gets tough keep on fighting it’s hard but try hang in there keep strong

  • @brandonmay6287

    @brandonmay6287

    4 жыл бұрын

    My grandma quit treatment and has colon cancer. My world will crash forever the day she leaves it. I pray for you and her both.

  • @mariaianasi7728

    @mariaianasi7728

    4 жыл бұрын

    God bless you!!!!!!

  • @dongambino5308

    @dongambino5308

    4 жыл бұрын

    I hope you all beat the odds, I hope you all enjoy every day, life is ugly, but it’s so sacred. I know things suck, but keep your heads up I’m sure it isn’t easy 🖤

  • @royleeborn6445
    @royleeborn64454 жыл бұрын

    Rest in peace Mark. You may not have had one million subscriber's but you certainly have one million followers. Your inspiration lives on Thank you.

  • @dnastrand
    @dnastrand4 жыл бұрын

    Mark, I love you man. God bless you now and forever. I’m going to miss seeing you.♥️ Jaci, if you are able, keep us posted. Praying for you folks. Thank you for being such a testimony.

  • @TireFill

    @TireFill

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen!

  • @mixmasterjt
    @mixmasterjt4 жыл бұрын

    “He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away”. Thank you for sharing your story and continue to pray for your comfort. I am so sorry you had to go through this.

  • @mirkatu3249

    @mirkatu3249

    4 жыл бұрын

  • @zoer144

    @zoer144

    4 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful comment! ❤️🙏🏻💔

  • @rossannejenkinsadams

    @rossannejenkinsadams

    4 жыл бұрын

    I agree with every word. Amen

  • @elzaaltmann

    @elzaaltmann

    4 жыл бұрын

    Trying alternative treatment in Mexico. DO NOT give up!

  • @franoswald6403

    @franoswald6403

    4 жыл бұрын

    Well said, mixmasterjt. Thank you. We love you, Mark.

  • @GloriouslyDead
    @GloriouslyDead4 жыл бұрын

    They’re pushing this guys channel so hard it’s kinda weird this is like the fourth different video of his to pop up in my recommended. RIP buddy, I wish I knew about you sooner

  • @legendarycinematics3091

    @legendarycinematics3091

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same I watch demo ranch and drewski not every video but I still had no idea this is sad and I will remember this for my whole life

  • @joelsolotv7960

    @joelsolotv7960

    4 жыл бұрын

    Watch his older videos.

  • @thisisnotme4245

    @thisisnotme4245

    4 жыл бұрын

    Enough with the "recommended" crap it's an ALGORITHM and you clicked the first video so it recommened the others

  • @samanthasimental3788

    @samanthasimental3788

    4 жыл бұрын

    If you watched all his videos plus his family videos you get to know him. He is a true hero. RIP.

  • @christiandyer2622
    @christiandyer26224 жыл бұрын

    Seeing how frail he is in this video, especially from the other days when he was so vibrant. Just shows the absolute damage and pain cancer does to the patient and others around them. Be thankful for those around you.

  • @IsaacIKE
    @IsaacIKE4 жыл бұрын

    Your in my prayers man whatever happens Earth is just the beginning of life.

  • @robinsaba3888

    @robinsaba3888

    4 жыл бұрын

    King Ice Shard Yes! this life is like a blink of the eye compared to eternity in Heaven,where there is no pain or sickness!Hold on my brother,you are in God’s mighty,awesome,loving hand!!!

  • @IsaacIKE

    @IsaacIKE

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@robinsaba3888 Amen, we all are.

  • @Nan-59

    @Nan-59

    4 жыл бұрын

    Seriously!! The BEST is YET to COME!!😊 The Lord has you, my friend!!♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️😘

  • @IsaacIKE

    @IsaacIKE

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Nan-59 Thank you, indeed he has all of us!

  • @deemariedubois4916

    @deemariedubois4916

    4 жыл бұрын

    King Ice Shard A Sunday school teacher gave us an example of our time here, we 6-10 years old, in a way we could understand. She picked up a large bucket and an eye dropper. We went outside and she had us fill that large bucket with the hose. We filled it until it was all the way to the top of the bucket. Then she told us the water in the bucket stood for eternity telling us how we could live for eternity. Then she took the eye dropper, took a drop of water from the bucket and said this stands for the time we have here in our human life. She squeezed the drop of water in the bucket and said do you just want to live that small time of that drop of water or do you want to live for millions of drops of water...do you want this entire bucket of life...do you want to live for eternity? I was only 6 years old but I have never forgotten that lesson.

  • @deebee5677
    @deebee56774 жыл бұрын

    I don't come to see the tractor, I come to see you. I love your voice, your calm, your up-beat-ness! God bless you today. Praying for you!

  • @corykent7
    @corykent74 жыл бұрын

    Unfortunately, I'm just now finding out about this channel. It's very obvious that everyone who was fortunate enough to encounter this man, admired and cared about him very much. His bravery and ability to control his emotional state is remarkable. Rest in peace sir.

  • @joanhagemier784

    @joanhagemier784

    4 жыл бұрын

    Keep watching them; we all need to keep watching them bc every time we watch them, Mark's channel gets money for Jacki and the babies.

  • @understandingautism1389

    @understandingautism1389

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@joanhagemier784 exactly i watch at least 4 videos a day

  • @joanhagemier784

    @joanhagemier784

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@understandingautism1389 👍❤🤗

  • @Billiesavocados

    @Billiesavocados

    4 жыл бұрын

    i hate that i didn't know about this channel before he passed too it hurts

  • @jayryan2900
    @jayryan29004 жыл бұрын

    R.I.P. happy your home in heaven with no more pain. God bless your family and help them get through this 😢

  • @stephshields8839
    @stephshields88394 жыл бұрын

    Don’t you dare be sorry, sending love and strength to you as you are one amazing bloke x ❤️🇬🇧

  • @JaiTaylor19
    @JaiTaylor194 жыл бұрын

    Honestly , I was never here for the tractor, I have been following your story , praying for you every day. I am so sorry , I love your family , and it hurts my heart to see you going thru this I wish you nothing but peace

  • @marypatton1122

    @marypatton1122

    4 жыл бұрын

    I am like his sweet wife Jackie who doesn't care anything about mechanics but cares everything about Mark. We watch Mark but not the tractor.

  • @jamiemedinger7761
    @jamiemedinger77614 жыл бұрын

    I lost my husband to stage 4 lung cancer. He was diagnosed 3 weeks after our daughter was born. I wish we would have documented his fight. I know it must be exhausting but keep it up. Your children, family and others will cherish it all. You are strong and incredibly brave. I love you brother. I am praying for you and your family.

  • @js70371
    @js703714 ай бұрын

    When Mark said “God I need to stop talking this hurts” my heart shattered into a million pieces and I can’t stop crying. FUCK YOU Cancer!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @pcred2002
    @pcred20024 жыл бұрын

    This is heartbreaking; honestly, I don't watch for the tractor stuff, just like you and your sense of humor and grace. Hugs and prayers...byeeeeee!

  • @mommaofcutie
    @mommaofcutie4 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry you are dealing with this. I understand and validate your decision to receive palliative care. Continued prayer for pain control.

  • @MehranJabbari
    @MehranJabbari4 жыл бұрын

    My wife was diagnosed with Leukemia about a year ago and we have been fighting it ever since. Watching you go through this hell of a nasty ride, makes me think of how life is unfair to some people - some good people - some people who absolutely don't one bit deserve any of this. I'm sure I'm preaching to the wrong person, but keep up that positivity. keep up that amazing attitude, and don't you ever give up. doing so you have accomplished 50% of the job. You and my wife have both given me the opportunity how simple and fragile life is and how to really appreciate every moment to the fullest and be grateful of the simplest to the most complex things you have in your life. My thoughts are with you from Toronto we pass on our love, positivity and encouragement to battle this together. Peace upon you friend!

  • @happymaskedguy1943

    @happymaskedguy1943

    3 ай бұрын

    I hope you are doing okay now

  • @joyburgess536
    @joyburgess5362 жыл бұрын

    I am a 70 year old lady and came back to watch you again. It is February 2, 2022. I am still so sad that you had to go through this. You were a very special man.

  • @peggyh2637
    @peggyh26374 жыл бұрын

    The fact that you still have humor, under the circumstances, is amazing. You are a wonderful person, and you have a beautiful family. I'm so glad you have Faith! God bless you and thank you for all of your videos. 💖

  • @ryandelehanty8368
    @ryandelehanty83684 жыл бұрын

    Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. ❤️

  • @julieclegg5262

    @julieclegg5262

    4 жыл бұрын

    royan thegoat love this quotation

  • @TheHungarianchick

    @TheHungarianchick

    4 жыл бұрын

    ❤️

  • @tracyball8491

    @tracyball8491

    4 жыл бұрын

    Is that Shakespeare?

  • @ryandelehanty8368

    @ryandelehanty8368

    4 жыл бұрын

    Tracy Ball - Do not go gentle into that good night by Dylan Thomas

  • @tracyball8491

    @tracyball8491

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you. I have heard and loved this quote for years but I didn’t know it’s origin.

  • @chriswright8464
    @chriswright84644 жыл бұрын

    There are times we hate life, THIS IS ONE OF THEM.

  • @priscillawhite5971
    @priscillawhite59713 жыл бұрын

    I miss seeing this guy..he was so awesome to watch..He had the most amazing energy so more love to give so many u tube family that loved him..RIP Mark Hope your partying with God and all your loved ones ones up in heaven...God Bless...Miss your videos..

  • @deborahjohnson2386
    @deborahjohnson23864 жыл бұрын

    No apologies needed. You are such an inspiration. Please take care of you and enjoy your precious family! Sending love and hugs!

  • @wendydoyle7555
    @wendydoyle75554 жыл бұрын

    Mark I am soo sorry you’re going through this!!! I wish there was something we could say to make everything okay again. Just know you and your beautiful family are in my prayers!! Our Lord is with you!!! Please lean on Him. 🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @MsJayneA
    @MsJayneA4 жыл бұрын

    I wasn't here for the tractor I am here for the inspiration that you are by just being you. Your soul shines bright.

  • @merson812
    @merson8124 жыл бұрын

    He was a real man with huge dignity. RIP.

  • @cavalierguy6754
    @cavalierguy67544 жыл бұрын

    I will Always Regret not Having the opportunity to Meet You or be Near You as a Friend! I used to believe People were Overrated and not as good as we have been led to believe! You have Changed that! You Lived to Restore that Tractor and Your Mission has been Interrupted! Take what time is Left and Comfort Your Family! I am 72 yo and look up to you for You Optimism, Faith and Strength! I would be proud to call You "Son". I battled My own bout with Stage 4 Cancer in 1972! The Changes that makes in Your Life are Astronomical! Your Drive, Your Will Power and Compassio skyrocket to the Top! I see that in You! May God be with You and My Prayers will Contiue feverishly! Bless You, My Friend!

  • @jphickory522

    @jphickory522

    4 жыл бұрын

    amen

  • @TrishBlassingame

    @TrishBlassingame

    4 жыл бұрын

    My husband and I drove to a Meet and Greet in Killeen TX 3 years ago and met Mark. He radiated joy and has a strong loving heart full of love you can see in his eyes. It's an honor to know him.

  • @nocturnus7615

    @nocturnus7615

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yep Amen

  • @oliverwhisper

    @oliverwhisper

    4 жыл бұрын

    Your a good kind man Mr. Kurzhals.

  • @junicepeloquin2160

    @junicepeloquin2160

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen as well!

  • @caroldoles6042
    @caroldoles60424 жыл бұрын

    I was a hospice nurse. Had a patient with similar problems you are have it so together just want you to know that. Have been watching for a while. No sorries necessary. I know you pain and weakness are so extreme. But your still making videos and talking to us. You amaze me. I love you and you’ve touch my heart so much. Just know I and so many are here and feel the same. Prayer for you and your family.

  • @BrokenMedic
    @BrokenMedic Жыл бұрын

    Do you know how brave it to admit your defeat and accepting your near future is death.

  • @didierlason6453

    @didierlason6453

    Ай бұрын

    We're all facing death -- most of us just don't know when. I will die one day and so will everyone else. It's part of life and has always been that way. Nothing sick or twisted about it. It's nature. We come and we go. We'll be ashes at some point. Peace.

  • @carbonsanity3792
    @carbonsanity37924 жыл бұрын

    I feel bad for him man. Its not fair...who decides this kind of thing? Who decides who lives and dies and the ways it comes about. I feel so bad for him😞

  • @mcarriker5

    @mcarriker5

    4 жыл бұрын

    The big man decides. All of these questions you have are questions I had prior to my return to the church. I was lost and sad and very confused. Even now being faced with this evil I find much peace because I trust the work of our God to be for the greatest good beyond my comprehension. I spent a decade actively struggle and searching for the meaning of life and it is only when I gave up my pride that it all made sense. Please attend church and listen. It’s free! And brought me to a wonderful place in my religion. I feel invincible through my relationship with God Death here is simply that and nothing more. The spirit lives on in an eternal paradise. See ya there :). GO TO CHURCH ! I love it ......Free coffee too.

  • @Ingerimm

    @Ingerimm

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@mcarriker5 Amen buddy. The bible tells us exactly what will happen and where we are going. I was very sad to lose my mother a couple months ago, but she lived her life for God and she had incredible peace when she was diagnosed with terminal illness. We all will meet our end in this human life, but it is not the - end - of us at all, we are just moving on. I know a lot of people aren't ready for when things well outside their control are dropped into their laps, but I think what matters most is how we live with the time we are given, and who we reach out to and help along the way. Prayers are with you, friend.

  • @harleygarcia8943

    @harleygarcia8943

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@mcarriker5 you are a stronger man than most and i wish you the best in your endeavors my man

  • @evilcowboy

    @evilcowboy

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@harleygarcia8943 He passed a couple days ago. Thought you'd like to know that he went to go be with God and Jesus. RIP.

  • @susansollee1839

    @susansollee1839

    4 жыл бұрын

    Homemade Everything I wish I believed. I forget where I heard this. Someone said if you’re not sure, what harm does believing do if at the end there really isn’t a higher power. You still would have been a much happier and peaceful person for believing. I hope someday I meet up with you and my loved ones so you can say I told y’all Homie, Love and Peace to you Byeeeeeee🌻😥💕🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🌷

  • @billymadisonsshampoo8223
    @billymadisonsshampoo82234 жыл бұрын

    I'm not gonna lie..a wave of relief always follows seeing your posting of another video. Keep kicking ass man.

  • @janetalten8011
    @janetalten80114 жыл бұрын

    Mark for me it never was about the tractor rebuild specifically. I want you to know what you have done is show me how to LIVE EVERY DAY EVERY MINUTE. You are a hero to so many. God Bless you and the family.

  • @user-mw6ws3qz2d
    @user-mw6ws3qz2d3 ай бұрын

    Thank you, Jesus, for sending me to this page to witness this brave young man. I hope I never get Cancer but if I do Please grant me the strength to handle it as well as this wonderful man, Amen

  • @Isabella-nh5dm
    @Isabella-nh5dm4 жыл бұрын

    You are probably the strongest man I have or ever will 'meet'. I admire the way you have fought through the progression of this horrific disease. I admire your choices on how you wish to live with this disease. There are so many that fear that not trying one more treatment may be the wrong choice and they dont understand why people choose not to pursue every possible chance. You decided that you preferred to spend whatever time you had available with your family. Your wife and your children, your other family members will remember every precious second of your presence and love. I say only one piece of advice. Do not fear taking advantage of every bit of pain control available to you. Everyone understands and you deserve the relief of not having pain anymore. You will leave us all with very strong and large footsteps to fill. Peace be yours.

  • @debbiehill9715
    @debbiehill97154 жыл бұрын

    I,m so sorry Mark , my heart goes out to you, Jackie and your little ones😥❤️

  • @maggiemay97
    @maggiemay974 жыл бұрын

    This breaks my heart. You’re an amazing person and i hope you can be pain free and enjoy the time you have with your wife and kids.

  • @mikem1633
    @mikem16336 ай бұрын

    Man, I just met this guy and I miss him. What an inspiration. What courage. I hope I have that grace when it's my turn.

  • @thrillbillyjp1
    @thrillbillyjp14 жыл бұрын

    Hi Mark, I'm not sure if u recall seing my comments In any prior vigiueos lol. I just realized that these projects that myself & all these flocks of people have been watching & following have not been simply fixing and overhauling of lawnmowers & general house /farm equipment. It's alot deeper than that, I belive in my heart that this tearing down tractor piece by piece to assemble again but cleaned up, new pistons, clips, sleeves, probly Lil valve work. This is all so deep, arou d the depths of " a message to you're self & all whom cares for u etc" that message is if we take the time to disect life's obstacles, rearrange using priorities as rule, purify our wrong doings and actions by replacing with brand new true & balanced parts. Once we ut it all back together the tractor will be reborn in the sence of there will be no reason for this machine to do anything but run optimal. Brother these projects are all personal art pieces, they are u speaking metaphoricaly to "YOU'RE SELF" you can not and will not give up on purifying all parts that arnt working in Harmony with ur bodies mission of love and life. Uve thought us so much, but this was all just the precursor of the class ur gonna start teaching and walking all of us through. Bro please step back to reassess ur choices. When a man is egsauhsted he tends to trickem self into folding unless the job he had took on is finely completed, at that point a man may step back to admire his craft & skill, to verify his creation certainly relays the message he so designed it to say... Either way I admire ur work and craftsmanship, may every single man or woman who watches you're videos come to extract all the wisdom and courage u continuely use as the common materials to complete any & all projects.. U are a profound artist of his own craft. GOD BLESS u and you're family & friends, may u be blessed with all ur heart desires. Thx u for opening my eyes with grand message of live and life...

  • @boyertb
    @boyertb4 жыл бұрын

    Continued prayers for you and your family, brother.

  • @triciareed1576
    @triciareed15764 жыл бұрын

    Awww. It is a sad day. Sorry to hear hon. Do what you have to do for you. Sending love and prayers

  • @darlenearagon6735
    @darlenearagon67354 жыл бұрын

    So sad to here of Marks passing my God bless him and his wife kids and family and friends you will be missed God Rest your soul love light and peace.

  • @peterdewitt6841
    @peterdewitt68414 жыл бұрын

    Your entire disposition, the way you carry yourself under these circumstances, to me seems almost superhuman. Inspiring.

  • @pjmundy8257
    @pjmundy82574 жыл бұрын

    Never apologize to us, you are an amazing human being. It breaks my heart to see what you are going through. I wish I had the power to take cancer away from you!! We all love you!!!

  • @sherrym893
    @sherrym8934 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for allowing us to follow you on your life’s journey. You have touched many. Peace and decrease pain.

  • @larrybriggs2920
    @larrybriggs29204 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Mark, for reminding me how blessed I am. I just subscribed and I'll continue to support your channel. I know you have inspired everyone who comes here. Stay strong brother.

  • @BernieDiaz
    @BernieDiaz4 жыл бұрын

    I'm simply speechless. My heart has sunk just watching you go throughout this. I follow your dad's channel. What a sweet man he is and, as a father myself with two boys and a girl, I know exactly how he is feeling. I pray for you always, wear your shirt often, think about your kids. I cry. You are an awesome individual.

  • @lisalettenmaier6718
    @lisalettenmaier67184 жыл бұрын

    You’re such a good man, husband and father! Sending prayers snd love! 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️

  • @fundamental1020
    @fundamental10204 жыл бұрын

    okay man, we always cared about you more than tractor, we just knew you’d love playing with it. You are still so the Dude. Peace and hospice nurse help. XX

  • @blaisecorvin9047
    @blaisecorvin90472 жыл бұрын

    Coming back to this video, it breaks my heart all over again. Fuck cancer.

  • @honeys.9579
    @honeys.95794 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for chronicling this for anyone experiencing illness it's good to see other perspectives on it. Also helpful towards others to understand. Wishing you and others in palliative care some comfort and rest during difficult times.

  • @michellewerries7433
    @michellewerries74334 жыл бұрын

    The " things" left behind mean nothing. Your comfort and family mean everything. Peace be with you.

  • @pdk9capt104
    @pdk9capt1044 жыл бұрын

    "Go rest high on that mountain..." It's ok to say goodbye, Mark. Thank you for everything you've given us. Be with God...

  • @livingauthenticallyonmyownterm
    @livingauthenticallyonmyownterm4 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry you're in so much pain Mark. You're such a fighter and I respect that. Love, blessings and strength to you and your family ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @BrokenMedic
    @BrokenMedic3 жыл бұрын

    2020 is a year we will never forget. I have been watching cancer stories and for the most part everyone that lost the battle fought so much with everything and still can joke and smile til the end. These videos will help the ones that are lost.

  • @jddroid86
    @jddroid864 жыл бұрын

    "Sorry not sorry." 🤣 Damn right man, you've got nothing to be apologizing for! You may not be the one finishing that tractor, but you are the one who got the process started! Every project and team has to start somewhere!

  • @rossannejenkinsadams

    @rossannejenkinsadams

    4 жыл бұрын

    Absolutely!! I've enjoyed watching it come together!! You did it!!

  • @lynnenaylor4224
    @lynnenaylor42244 жыл бұрын

    At a loss for words. You're such a good man, person, human being. Sad day.

  • @jonbean4523
    @jonbean45234 жыл бұрын

    Your bravery is truely Inspirational to anyone who has had the joy of getting to know you through this channel and in person. God bless

  • @dannytyner8753
    @dannytyner87534 жыл бұрын

    You are on my prayer list brother!! There’s a bunch of people from Mississippi that are pulling for you. God bless you. You have touched my heart!

  • @teddysalad8227
    @teddysalad82274 жыл бұрын

    Be strong brother. Lean on us. Stay close to Jesus.

  • @sandygrunwaldt1780

    @sandygrunwaldt1780

    4 жыл бұрын

    AMEN, I'm pleased to know that he does Believe in GOD and he knows where he'll be going. I also Love the fact that he keeps his channel Family Friendly. Who doesn't love this.

  • @nanabarker8140

    @nanabarker8140

    4 жыл бұрын

  • @kristeelrod3367

    @kristeelrod3367

    4 жыл бұрын

    Zippy The Clown, WORD!

  • @tracy7612

    @tracy7612

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen, Zippy! We're here, praying fervently.

  • @maryjette1034
    @maryjette10344 жыл бұрын

    Your journey has touched so many people. You’re an inspiration. That’s rare. I pray God holds you in his loving arms.

  • @michelewestover9330

    @michelewestover9330

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mary Jette ❤️

  • @logicwurx

    @logicwurx

    4 жыл бұрын

    It would be nice if a “god” would heal people. Fairytales don’t work.

  • @BaldMancTwat

    @BaldMancTwat

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@logicwurx Agreed but this isn't really the time nor place.

  • @stephenberg9268

    @stephenberg9268

    4 жыл бұрын

    I ain't a religious man but I know in my soul that there will be peace at the end of this journey.

  • @iselasotolongo6695
    @iselasotolongo66954 жыл бұрын

    I don’t know anything about tractors. I’ve just been following your difficult path, sometimes crying for you. At this point nothing can help and you are such a trooper for keeping this going. All of us following you love you and your family.

  • @notbetamale9639
    @notbetamale96393 жыл бұрын

    This man is a good man he had the strength to get up and film a video for his fans and I appreciate this great man who dedicated his last days to everything he could. RIP Mark😪

  • @brendaanne0810
    @brendaanne08104 жыл бұрын

    No apologies needed Mark!! This cancer you're going through breaks my heart. My continued prayers for you and your family. 🙏 My love to you y'all as well!! You are an AMAZING man Mark!! 💜🙏💞☮️

  • @bsideadventures2180
    @bsideadventures21804 жыл бұрын

    I would love to just shake you're hand. The bravery you show is amazing.

  • @BESHYSBEES
    @BESHYSBEES4 жыл бұрын

    I’m rooting for you mate👍keep your chin up I’m a stage 4 cancer survivor so I know the struggles you’re having, I feel for you and your family and I’m choked as I write this. You need to take the time for you and your family, forget anything else, clear your thoughts and enjoy every minute you have

  • @jeannereed-neidigh1192
    @jeannereed-neidigh11924 жыл бұрын

    Only just found your channel, and I am so toughed and overcome at your courage. To read the lovely comments of your peeps put a lump in my throat, as well as tears in my eyes. There are a lot of fine people here that really care about you. Not many can call this large a group "friends" as you can. A fine legacy you have earned. God Bless you, and give you peace. Feeling down? Read these messages again and know you are not alone and loved greatly.

  • @bethbupp445
    @bethbupp4454 жыл бұрын

    So sorry. You have been doing great on this tractor really loved seeing how much you were enjoying this project. God bless and you and your family.

  • @freyallarganswald4746
    @freyallarganswald47464 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry to hear this Marc, you are loved so much more than you will know. Sending love to u all from Scotland xx

  • @popjensen3972

    @popjensen3972

    4 жыл бұрын

    And from Denmark. 🙏🏻

  • @user-fz7bd3nb7w
    @user-fz7bd3nb7w21 күн бұрын

    This man..makes me feel ashamed bout myself! God bless you....what an awesome person!

  • @distantsoil599
    @distantsoil5994 жыл бұрын

    I was never hear for the tractor. I didn’t even know about it, I just watched your story, You’re and incredible human being, you’re stronger than I think I ever could be, let alone in this kind of situation. Your bravery is inspiring to a degree I didn’t even think possible. Thank you for sharing this, even though you never had to. Even though this isn’t getting better, I’m still wishing you well for the time you have. That it is as free of pain as you can be, and that you are surrounded by the people you love. My heart breaks for you, but it is also tremendously thankful for you and your humor and strength.

  • @robertmcadam2216
    @robertmcadam22164 жыл бұрын

    It was never about tractors youngster. We are rooting for you. Right now pain management to get as much as you can out of every day is truly what matters. kindest to you and your fantastic family.

  • @monicalovesmark

    @monicalovesmark

    4 жыл бұрын

    You are right. It's not about the tractor.....

  • @mizzmary861
    @mizzmary8614 жыл бұрын

    Thoughts & Prayers sent your way. Sounds like you have some pretty amazing friends willing to help finish your project😊

  • @sherrymason1757
    @sherrymason17574 жыл бұрын

    “Your” tractor will be finished by someone else, but, it is, and will always be your tractor Mark..your vision, your project 🚜. I am so very sorry for your pain and I pray for some relief from it for you. Sending love and prayers to you and your family ...❤️ 🙏

  • @1982MCI
    @1982MCI4 жыл бұрын

    We love you Brother!! You didn’t give up, you just had to ask for help and none of us can do everything and that’s what makes each of us special. I’m disabled also, and I can’t do anything the way I did a couple years ago. Some days I can’t hardly get dressed so folks just have to deal with me that day the way I am. We love ya, and we care about you and sometimes it takes a bigger man to ask for help when he knows he’s in trouble and for that, I’m very proud of you!!

  • @NovaScotiaSunshine
    @NovaScotiaSunshine4 жыл бұрын

    I’m proud of you for knowing when to say when and sad that you had to give up on the tractor but no one will fault you. You did what you could. As for the other channels I think people watch you because you are real, not professional. Love and prayers from Nova Scotia ❤️🇨🇦

  • @tishbowman2990
    @tishbowman29904 жыл бұрын

    As much as we love hearing from you and seeing what's going on with you and your family... PLEASE take care of yourself first and don't worry about us here on the interwebz! If that means not hearing from you personally, so be it! Your pain is clearly intense! Please know you are thought of with the utmost respect and love! Bless you and yours!

  • @rsmith2916
    @rsmith29164 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry you are going through this illness. I wish no one would ever have to go through this ever. Sending you good vibes.

  • @jimren5638
    @jimren56384 жыл бұрын

    Your strength is amazing. I don't think I could ever be as strong as you are going through this. Take care and know you are in our thoughts and minds.

  • @blookieblay
    @blookieblay4 жыл бұрын

    Feel the hugs and holds...we have you in our arms and hearts!! We embrace you and hold you up, we are your family. Love you always!

  • @christygib
    @christygib4 жыл бұрын

    You're so brave and strong! It hurts my soul to see the pain in your eyes and to hear the sadness in the tone of your voice.But clearly the pain in my soul comes nowhere near as close to the pain you must be feeling physically and mentally. Yet you still have the strength to bless us by sharing such a private and personal time in your life. Not many people would be brave enough to share their cancer journey and precious moments with their family like you are. Thank you for all that you do!

  • @otsiege
    @otsiege4 жыл бұрын

    You know, I try to come back to this to remember him and everytime I just can't manage to watch a video all the way through. He seemed like such a genuine man, a really kind guy who just enjoyed sharing his life. I've always wondered why some of the worst things happen to the seemingly best people. I'm really glad his creations will be available for everyone to see though, he made his mark on the world and I hope he enjoyed it. Love to his family and him, rest easy, one of my inspirations. His videos paired well with a beer after work! ♥️brother

  • @michelleestes8897
    @michelleestes88974 жыл бұрын

    My heart goes out to you and your family and friends; its a hard road living with cancer for everyone involoved. But documenting it will help your kids later as well so they know the fight you faught. As for the tractor its wonderful that your friends are going to help out by finishing it. I had a wonderful friend who was in the middle of restoring a 65 malibu when he was diagnosised with ALS and his friends stepped in and met at his house once a week until it was fully restored. So be grateful for all those who love you and know they will take care of your family after this is all over for you. Continued prayers for pain relief.

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