I think everyone just wanted to know how you were holding up. Mark would want you to live life to the fullest!

@hiddentruth8741

2 жыл бұрын

Jesus said, ‘Whosoever shall seek to gain his life shall lose it: but whosoever loses his life for my sake shall find life eternal.’ Our time on this earth is a vapour when compared to the eternal, what we do in this life has profound repercussions in the next, lay down your life for Jesus and seek him now while he may still be found.

You don’t need to apologize. I figured you would in your own time.

Revisiting in 2024. I carry your family in my heart every day still. All love to you.

If you're reading this, I know Mark would be so happy you did this. I know he lives in your heart forever. For him, be happy. :)

Really suprised Mark didn't get a Play Button? YT needs to get their crap together, and send one out to her, ASAP! Bc Mark was one of the greats! Really funny, entertaining, and an all-around great person! And, don't worry, Jaci. No matter what, we're all here for you guys. God Bless your whole family, from Michigan!

@Matt-fw3xw

3 жыл бұрын

He will. KZread is behind quite a bit though.

@cwilczewski23

3 жыл бұрын

He will, Matt's Off Road Recovery just got his months late at 400k+

@dcricket1

3 жыл бұрын

That would be so wonderful, I hope they get it soon!!!

@Alec_Huizar

3 жыл бұрын

She can put in a request for it manually aswell instead of waiting for it

@richardwaldron222

3 жыл бұрын

She has to apply for it. I have a feeling this will be her last upload/update. Her and her kids are young. She's going to heal, it's already started, there's no tan line on that finger. She's needs someone just like we all do and those kids need a good father figure. She has a lot of life left and to think she's gonna do it alone is ridiculous. What sucks is everyone on here is gonna freak out when it happens.

You don’t owe anybody a single thing. Especially strangers on the internet. Thank you for the update, you’re still in my family’s prayers from time to time. Take care

@joeh470

3 жыл бұрын

Absolutely

@kimmattler2419

3 жыл бұрын

Mark touched us all in so many ways. Amazing man! I hope you stay well, live life to the fullest 🥰 Kim in New Zealand

@abysswalker2594

2 жыл бұрын

The only thing she owns is just updateds on how she’s doing a thing like that can send anyone down a dark road

Mark was such a cool guy. He shared a lot with us. 2024 - still haven't forgotten. Hope you and the kids are doing well.

@cindyblair1283

3 ай бұрын

Amen❤ keep them all in my thoughts and prayers. I watch Matt’s channel and Dr, lee❤ miss your videos and family R.I.P. MISS YA MARK❤

Hey Jacqie. I just wanted to drop you a line and tell you I found Mark when I was diagnosed with throat cancer in Sep 2019. Mark was an inspiration to me then and he still is today. Unfortunately, I recently found out (7 months after chemo/radiation and surgery) my cancer is back and I'm terminal, so even though I've elected to go through therapy, eventually I'll be following in Marks' footsteps and there's nothing I can do except document it on my KZread channel like he did. Maybe someone can use the information he and I provide to help them deal with this disgusting disease. I can only pray I'll have half the courage Mark did. God bless you and the kids and take care of yourself!

@govetagotrun9952

11 ай бұрын

I hope you’re okay, I’ve seen your channel Edit: I’m so sorry, I’ve seen the description now, I hope you’re at peace

@ALLWILLBEOVERR

Ай бұрын

Rest easy brother

You don’t owe us anything Jaki! Everyone here cares about you and the kids because of Mark. Your only obligation is to your family and although we all feel like a part of it, we’ll be happy just to see you check in whenever you find the time. Glad to see a smile on your face and hope you continue to make the best of things!

Mark may be gone and the channel vastly different, but we still care about you and the family. Glad we got an update and you're doing well.

@MyMirandaRose

3 жыл бұрын

💯

Its nice to see people are still here. However, Mark's dad did put up a update on his channel about the family. The channel is Out on the Ranch (with Dr. Lee) and he said its been hard losing Mark but the family is doing well and the kids are older. That's just a short summary, but everyone should go watch his update. Merry Christmas and good health and blessing to all.

I had the privilege to work with Mark at best buy in Killeen. I met you a few times and you were always so kind. Mark loved you with everything in his heart as you know but a person standing outside of your relationship I want you to know everyone else around the 2 of you saw it. I spoke with him several months before the end of his incredible life. I've never in my life known a person as great as Mark. Thank you for giving an update to everyone. The people that know you 2 care about your future. Jim

Hi there, please don’t stress about content, just coming on saying hi, letting us you know you are all ok. 🌸❤️🌸

@mrolsen6987

3 жыл бұрын

X2 on that comment 👍

I think I speak for the most of us here when I'am saying: we don't need content, we just want some update here and there because we think of you 3, and I think many of us would think it's fun to see some clips of your everyday sometimes. I hope you doing well. Cheers from Northern Sweden.

@catherinenelson4162

3 жыл бұрын

I agree. We just want the best for you and the kids, and we realize that the "New normal" takes a good amount of time to start really feeling totally normal. I went through a tremendous amount of loss and surgeries and changes in a short amount of time. It took more than 2 years for me, and even then I was subject to a crying jag once or twice a month. But mostly, it is a case (after the first year anyway), of each month being better than the last.

@SouthFLMudClub

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah this channel is a excellent start for the kids to take over the channel as they get older...

@morkovija

3 жыл бұрын

You said it best, proud of this community

Jaci I know we would all love a video of u and the kids. Mark made us feel like we were family. Thru the videos I felt like I was watching the kids grow up. From u being pregnant with Abe making brownies, when Ellie B was just sitting up as Mark played the guitar for her. Marks videos for “wifeys eyes only” he introduced us to the people he loved the most. I miss Mark ALOT, I also miss u and his children. I’m sure they look at act just like their Daddy. It wasn’t only Mark we loved, we loved his family as well.

Dec 16, 2023 I'm a woman, and I'm here to see how you and your beautiful children are doing. You help a lot, just letting people know that day-to-day you're getting a little bit better. You don't have to put anything really deep, or thought provoking or intelligent. Just seeing you laugh is really nice. I just watched Mark's dads tribute to him, and it was wonderful. It sounds like Mark really packed a lot of living and loving into his 31 years. He was lucky to have you, and you all were lucky to have him. What a great guy, and father and husband. Sending love to you, !! You're both still making an impact.

Always happy to see you and the kids over on off the ranch

@RBelairjr

3 жыл бұрын

So glad to see you smile again Jackie, saw kids on Matt's channel, they look great also. God Bless you and the family... Byyeee

KZread, if you're listening, a little customization is needed to put some wings on that play button 😇

@AArceneaux

3 жыл бұрын

I’m here in San Antonio and can make that happen by laser or vinyl. Would feel privileged given the opportunity.

@Foxys10

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

Celebrating Mark's life one year later. I rewatched Matt's video that popped up in my feed. Mark was a remarkable young man and I am looking forward to meeting him in person in heaven

@Joseph-ki6wj

Жыл бұрын

hope you are still ok man

Sure would love to hear from you again. Your husband was a real inspiration to me and I just had my first kid. I keep thinking of all the people we have lost along the way and how she won’t ever meet them. Can’t imagine what you think about your kids missing out on. Really hope you’re having a great holiday season full of joy and love. God Bless your amazing family.

@iMaNii4k

2 жыл бұрын

Man do I miss new homemade everything videos, Mark is such an amazing man. I wish I could’ve turned some wrenches with him

@FreedomsLife1776

2 жыл бұрын

@@iMaNii4k that’s the truth man. What a hell of a man he is and was.

@theemblemguys

2 жыл бұрын

@@FreedomsLife1776 he will be forever missed. A truly amazing guy

@user-qz6tl8rx7i

7 ай бұрын

Because we care❤❤

It took me two to three years proceeding my wife's passing to be able to function properly you are doing a very good job and you should be very proud of yourself

@jgjg3848

3 жыл бұрын

Took two years for me to come out the numbing cloud of grief. I remember the day it happened. I was driving in the car, just running errands, and a Christmas song came on the radio & I remember how happy the song was making me feel. It was just that sudden...I had broken through it. I felt joy for the first time in two years. I remember feeling so happy that I could "feel" again.

@tk-2m430

3 жыл бұрын

Grief is different for everyone. And one way isn't necessarily any better than another. God blesses us all in different ways, and some people have been blessed to process hardship better than others. He is faithful though and brings us through whatever we have to endure. Whether it's a short or long journey he walks it with us. And it's our own. It shaped us into who we are today, and prepares us for tomorrow. "There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing, a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away, a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak, a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. What do workers gain from their toil? I have seen the burden God has laid on the human race. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end." Ecclesiastes 3:1‭-‬11 NIV

@markthiergartner1955

3 жыл бұрын

GOD BLESS YOU and your family. Definitely miss Marks humor a d knowledge .Thanks for the update.

@grammiecopper9024

3 жыл бұрын

I'm still grieving over the loss of my Mom and two relatives that died back to back in 2017. Mark died on my birthday and that was a very sad day. 😢 I miss him but know he is in heaven 😇 looking down on HIS family. 💓💞❤❣

@suzannerobinson1208

3 жыл бұрын

Agree

My favorite part of watching Matt's Off the Ranch videos is the end where they're on the 4-wheelers and Matt dumps the camera in the water and Mark says "errr... what camera is that?...number...." Makes me smile everytime even though I hadn't really watched anything until he was really sick.

@MrAlenita

3 жыл бұрын

Me too

@janfuger1517

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah, isn't that what a Go Pro is for? I know, it's a little late, sorry.

@circlegtrashfarm

3 жыл бұрын

Dont tell Mere....

Please make a short update video! would love to know how things are going! Continuing prayers for your beautiful family! I think about Mark all the time, and all the things I learned from him! We all miss him too! Take care!

After watching this video, I realized I hadn't seen Mark's last videos. I was on my own roller coaster that ended positively. I'm glad Mark posted as long as he did, but you could see it was harder and harder for him. I respect him for his effort. It was hard to watch. To post some good news! On March 11th, when Mark passed, I was awake in hospital on the transplant floor waiting to hear if the 4th attempt at a kidney transplant would happen. I could never sleep the night of waiting. After 5.5 long years and a lot of work, I received a kidney the next afternoon. It was an emotional rollercoaster for 2 months after the first call. Recovery still has some bumps, but I'm looking for things to get smoother soon.

Girl! We are here for you. Rain, shine, etc. Hugs to all three of you.

Of course we want updates on ya! Remember, you don't know us but for years we have known you and your family so there's a lot of people out there in the world that care about you. Even though we'll likely never meet its still nice to have the "connection". Glad to hear your doing well. 👍

@dignamontoya4758

3 жыл бұрын

I miss your videos from🇸🇻🇸🇻🇸🇻🇸🇻🍷

Just wanted to check in and make sure you know your still in my prayers. i feel like i watched your family so much over the years that im one of those friendly neighbors you invite to barbecues! Anyways, I hope you and the kids are thriving. I hope you know we still love you guys. I dont know. I get to thinking,... then I get to wondering how you are doing. Hope all is well.

I love this so much. Your laugh is contagious it’s nice to hear ya laugh. Please know there’s no need to Apoligize for anything !! U had the weight of the world Thrown at u guys ! So proud of how strong ya are !!! You got this all the way young lady. !!! Xoxo

@leahnardo67

3 жыл бұрын

Tausha Berry totally agree, best laugh ever! And she is naturally funny. Oh and cool 😎

We loved Mark, and through him, we came to love, and care for you, and your children, and we just want to know you are as ok, as you can be.😢

Wishing you and the kids the best - enjoyed your “ramble” tonight😊

Oddly I thought about y’all yesterday. So glad to see you’d doing good... as good as you can be. I never did see the channel until your husband passed on, but instantly loved him & your family. I sill morn his loss, great guy... & we often wonder how your doing... always in my prayers, keep posting when you can, now y’all are like a cousin to us! Lol also your not boring, 😎🙏♥️

I stumbled upon Mark's video about his decision to stop treatment. I saw a beautiful, loving, funny and courageous man who was FULLY alive and living totally in the moment. I was so happy that he chose to take care of himself, to be more comfortable in whatever time he had left on his journey. Then I saw your final update. Of course I'd already learned from comments in his video that he'd already passed. I wept along with you, a total stranger to me, for the obvious pain of your loss of Mark. You too were completely present in your grief, instead of denying it, and thank you for sharing with Mark's audience. I was afraid I'd go to bed totally depressed after watching those two videos. Luckily, I happened upon this one. Your warmth , your smile, and the grace you displayed so soon after your loss gave me great hope for you and your family. May God bless you all. And yes, Mark won. In heaven, he is healed.

@AntonioKH2

2 ай бұрын

The sad part is that he could have been saved very easily with Thomas Seyfried's treatment.

I’m sad with you. I think of him every once in a while because I stumbled upon his channel here during the last year of his being here. I’m so sorry he is gone, from you and your children. 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

I love watching Matt's vids - I always watch the endings to see Mark!

@dustinfritschle8874

3 жыл бұрын

Shut up! Don’t tell Mere.

Such an infectious laugh. I actually thought you were nervous but as you say you’re not, I think it’s just a beautiful natural laugh.

We all miss Mark too! Still think about Mark and all the things he taught me. I know it's been a rough 2 years. I hope everything is going as well as it can be! Bless you and your beautiful family!

Mark started the KZread channel to tell a story, that your family was part of. And the story continues with you and the kids. Whatever updates or content you put up we will support you guys. It's refreshing to hear that y'all are doing great. We love you guys.

Just thinking about you the other day and wondering how everyone is doing.

@Touay.

3 жыл бұрын

me too.

@sherrym893

3 жыл бұрын

Same.

@deicygarcia792

3 жыл бұрын

Same here!!!

@normhart3606

3 жыл бұрын

Same here, went to the channel to see what was happening.

@jerryhernandez7077

3 жыл бұрын

Keep on keeping on girl we are here for the long run

Hi Jaci, wondered how you and the children are doing. Mark was such a wonderful guy and yes he was soooo entertaining. I miss his channel and I watched him but never commented. So I hope you are doing well and know how much Mark and his family was loved.

I just came across Mark's story. What an incredibly strong person. And you are incredibly as well. I watched a few of his posts and was in awe. Makes me walk a straighter line. I wish you and your kids well. Ray

Don't apologize. We are so glad to see your face.

0:37 Just think of us as your unwanted adopted family

@thomream1888

3 жыл бұрын

Yep, that's us!!! Is that couch in the backyard still open? Dibbs!

@thomream1888

3 жыл бұрын

Nuts! I almost forgot those. Thank you Cameron! Now who's bringing chips? And will someone unlock the bathrooms please?

@normabrammer39

3 жыл бұрын

Relate!

@janesanders3330

3 жыл бұрын

😂😂😂😂😂😂💪💪💪💪💪👍

I’ve binge watched as much of Marks life as I can I actually just learned of him 2 days ago...I don’t think you can go wrong with content even if it was just to come on and talk once a month for 5 mins there is comfort in these videos

Hope everyone is still doing well. I'm finally building Mark's kitty cabinet. 😺 Hope to see some videos soon. Would be awesome to see some unedited , etc or just an update. RiP Mark.

Thank you for stopping by and letting us know y'all are doing ok. Wine Wednesday's that should be your thing. Stop by say hi and enjoy a glass with us on Wednesdays

@seratonin7004

3 жыл бұрын

Love this idea! ! 💗💗

Jackie, You’re so strong 💪🏽

Mark was an incredible man, and you are so strong for dealing with this. You are absolutely not obligated to post anything, but it was so great to get an update.

@markshiman5690

3 жыл бұрын

She literally said she's "bad at phones and don't reply or even read texts." Classic woman. It's a miracle she's even posting at all.

Miss him and his music.... God will put us all back together some day.

I think of Mark, you and the children all the time...

@michaelboyle1983

3 жыл бұрын

Please pray for them every time you think of them. That's God putting them on your mind. God bless you!

@rydaddy2867

3 жыл бұрын

Every OffTheRanch video outro; "Oh, what camera is that...number...."

Also an idea for content. Just vlog one whole day and see how it goes. Share cooking breakfast and getting your kids ready and errands and anything you do. You have a very receptive audience for pretty much any content. Only problem is that it requires editing but vlogs are the best way to learn! Obviously no obligation or anything. If not vlogging/editing actual videos, one or two livestreams a month would be extremely appreciated and well received. And maybe good for all of us. Again us internet weirdos love you. The live was good btw you are a natural.

@JrPotterVlogs

3 жыл бұрын

If you really want to take a go at KZread, write down 20 things you love to do. I mean really really love. And if you can't think of 20 that's ok. Then bring along a camera when you do what you love. The just tell Matt edit for you.😉 But, it's still just good to see that you and your kids are doing well.

@ethan7353

3 жыл бұрын

@brown bird exactly just smash the clips together and press render! I bet Matt would make a pretty willing tutor...

@melissagreen1117

3 жыл бұрын

So agree with u Ethan.

So glad that you and the kids are doing well, wishing you all the best! Youre nothing short of an inspiration to so many

He made a community. Him and his brother started a KZread family. That will never go away. ❤️

We've missed your pretty face. Glad to see that you and the kiddos are adjusting to life. Love seeing the kiddos on Matt's channel.

It's so good to see your face and knowing you and the kids are doing well. My hubby and I are continuing to pray for all of y'all. Mark is looking down and smiling on y'all.

We still remember him, and love him and his family❤️❤️❤️

I think we would all love another update. I know it’s been awhile, but I would love to hear what’s happening in your life and how the kids are doing!

❤ thank you for sharing. We love you even though thats SUPER weird. Any updates on you and yours are appreciated. ❤❤❤❤❤

Good to see you!!!! I knew that Matt had brothers I did not know that Mark had a channel until the video where Matt told us about Mark having cancer and posted a link to his channel, the DIY and crafts Mark was doing is something I regret not being around for. Put Matt to work he can help you get the play button it would great to know you got the button?

You are an angel for being there to love him. Bless you and the family.

So glad you were able to update us! Thank you 😊! Your videos are not boring...praying for you and y’all’s sweet babies!💖

Thank you for taking the time to update those of us who love your family. So good to hear you laugh and that the kids are doing well, they’re so resilient and so are you!

Thanks for this Jackie, I don’t know why I needed it but I’m so much better off now after watching it. Never wanted to hug a complete stranger more in my life, but seeing as I can’t I’ll just say: good job, I’m proud of how you’re doing and could only hope to be as cool as you in a situation as cruddy as yours. I Look forward to hearing whatever you and your amazing little family get up to next, peace from one of the homies ✌️

Great to see you're all doing as well as you can during the awful year, hope those beautiful babies are blossoming.💕❤️

I'm glad to hear you laugh and happy y'all are adjusting so well. Love from NC.

Praying for the family, miss Mark's smile and his laugh. God Bless you all,

We're all here to support you. You can do things on your terms. If you need to remember how many people are rooting for you... Or another source of income. We're here!

Thank you for updating! I’m glad you and the family are doing well. Much love from London, England.

Thank you soooo much for updating us! We’ve missed you and are super interested in you & the kids!! Continued prayers!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

I'm glad y'all are doing ok. Y'all are still in our prayers.

Just cause Mark lost his battle doesn't mean we all don't care how y'all are doing. Cause you can still smile thru this current video and still adjusting...doesn't mean we all don't still care. Thankful y'all are doing ok. Kinda adjusting to a different normal.

Happy new years. Hope yall had a nice Christmas! It's easy to see why Mark fell in love with you! How blessed he was to have you by his side!

Awww... so nice to see you doing a follow up. I think people naturally want to know if you are ok, because Mark had such a following and was so well liked and loved. Good to see you and know you are making your way through things.❤️ Wish you the best.

It was great to see you again, and hear that life is moving along for you and the kids. No worries about content - like catching up with a cherished friend, it's good to just see you for a few minutes and hear how life is going. The kids are at the age where they change so much in just a few months and it is nice to hear what they're up to. All the best to all of you, and Mark in heaven. God's peace and light shine on us all.🤗💕

Hi Sweet Girl of course we are still waiting and watching to see how you and those beautiful Babies are doing! We will be here praying for y’all. God bless you and THANK YOU SO MUCH for letting us see how you are doing. God bless you and bless those precious Babies!!! 💙💗💗🙏

I followed your husband's story. I am sorry for your loss! You are so amazing! I pray that God showers you and the kids with blessings!

Hope you and the little ones had a BEAUTIFUL Christmas and New Year celebration! God willing, 2021 will be better for all of us. God bless you and yours.

Of course, we're interested. You're all an integral part of a person's life we care about and miss. So, very very glad to see you :-) Thank you for coming to see us.

Great to see you!! Keep positive and remember we are all on Earth temporary. We will meet with our friends in family in heaven when we are called upon. I have Brain Cancer stage 3 and God says I’m not ready. Gotta keep pushing and be positive for yourself and your kids 👍🏻🙏🏻🇺🇸

@minniesmomma6374

3 жыл бұрын

Jasonups5 prayers for you that your cancer goes into remission or even disappears. That you have many more yearsto come. I have stage four lung cancer since June 2017. Which is actually a long time ago in lung cancer time. I am on Keytruda, chemo did not work. My doctor said I wouldnot be here without it. I thank God for this medicine every day. God bless and good luck.

It's so good to see you. We just wanted to know how you and the children are doing. You look wonderful. Thank you for the video.

Always enjoy seeing your kids and you occasionally on Off The Ranch.

Hi Jaci! I'm so happy to see you again. I cherish the few times I've you or the kids in one of Matt's videos. They are beautiful, and so are you. Those eye lashes of yours are incredible, almost distractingly so! 😮😊. Love you very much. 💕😘💕🇺🇸

Always bring me joy to see the kids on the ranch enjoying themselves.

@aled702

3 жыл бұрын

Are you welsh?

Mark, Lee and Matt all helped me so much when I really needed it. Love them and their family very much. Jaci, you and your LittleOnes are simply wonderful people, I can see that from 7,000 miles away. xxx

It's so nice seeing you and knowing that you and the children are doing ok!! God is good. You are so sweet!!!

Been wondering how you and the kids are lately. Take care of yourself ❤️

@jeremeerxleben6671

3 жыл бұрын

They are definitely a blessing. : )

Hi...I have missed him often ... can’t even imagine how you and your family have been missing him. Good to see you are travelling ok. Cheers 🍷 from 🇦🇺

We have not forgotten! Sending love and prayers!

It is wonderful to see and hear from you. Mark, you and the children have endeared yourselves to me always. God Bless you all, 🙏🏼❤️🌻🐾🐾

Hi so good to hear from you we've been waiting for you & praying for you & the kids (wow I didn't expect to get likes (thumbs up) so fast after posting it) 😍😏🙏

Glad to hear you and your children are doing as well as can be. You have been missed ❤️ but totally understand your time needed away from the channel. God bless your family 🙏💖

I walked the journey with you, Mark, and your family- prayed for you and suffered with him and you. So nice to see you doing videos again. My heart bleeds for you - you have handled it so well. May He bless you and your darling children!

So awesome to see your face and know you are doing well. As subscribers our hearts will always have a spot for your family.

It is so easy to see why Mark loved you so much smart,beautiful,great mom. Play time with the kiddos would be fun to watch, bedtime story. Start up a wine Wednesday please. 2020 can’t get over soon enough. I just hope it’s not the trailer for 2021 😮.

Hey hon🤗 I'm so glad to see you. I saw you in Off The Ranch and was happy to see you over there. Thank you so much for the update. I know it's not you're favorite thing, but thank you for doing it. You're doing great!♥️

I was thinking of Mark today. He was an amazing person. Thank you for the update on you and the children. You are all in my prayers.

Love you girl. Hope you and the fam are doing awesome!! Try an update if you can. You mean a lot to a lot of people. You are a strong woman!!

Thank you for taking time to post an update, Jaci. We've wondered how you and the kiddos were doing. You all are in our prayers. Dave

People do care and just like to know how y’all are doing.

Glad to hear y'all are doing okay, don't ever feel the need to apologize for taking your time to process everything. Stay strong!

So very glad to see you smiling and able to laugh! Mark was a great guy & I'm sure he is watching over you & wanting you and your beautiful children to be happy !