Ren - Diazepam (Lyrics)
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Ren - Diazepam (Lyrics)
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Lyrics 🎤:
Oh my my my my
I seem to feel so much better when it
Kicks in, chemical kitchen
Feel my brain destruct
Oh di-, di-, diazepam you
Turn the volume down on my demons and you
Give me relief just for a second and you
Make it all so numb
Oh why, why, diazepam do
You make me feel like everything's not dissolving?
Spinning doors are revolving
Swallow a tablet I’m over-indulging
I’ve tried, tried diazepam to
Be the optimist and resist cards folding
You’re the crutch that I’m holding
Don't want tomorrow ‘cause right now I’m golden
Oh di-, di- diazepam
Don't lie, lie diazepam
Oh my, my, my, my
When you leave why can’t I breathe like you’ve stolen?
My very essence my coding
Went for a swim and then drowned in your ocean
Don't lie lie diazepam you
Promised me the world but now I’m rotting and moulding
And my face it feels swollen
Anaesthetic I block that emotion
Synaesthetic dreaming I’m carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding; a place for the pain
Self-destructive healing it's one and the same
Oh, di-, di- diazepam
Synaesthetic dreaming I’m carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding; a place for the pain
Self-destructive healing its one and the same
Don't lie, lie diazepam
Oh di-, di-, di-, diazepam
Synaesthetic dreaming I’m carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding; a place for the pain
Self-destructive healing it's one and the same
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*Quote Of The Day :* *_Drugs and Music are an escape from reality._* 🙍
@Thatz_lyfe_dude
Жыл бұрын
I hope you never make another song for as long as you live
@suzannef138
Жыл бұрын
When they find something better... Please inform me immediately...
@okbets
8 ай бұрын
You spaz it's not his song😂
Don’t want tomorrow because right now I’m golden. Felt that many times in the warm embrace of an Opiate escape.
@louise11854
Жыл бұрын
so true, me too
@Nono-mm6zs
7 ай бұрын
It’s not an opiate tho
@Len_M.
7 ай бұрын
@@Nono-mm6zs I know, but they make you have some similar feelings.
@Stu-McGuuu
12 күн бұрын
I feel u Len. I've had 15 years of feeling golden and not wanting tomorrow
@Nat524Ricci
19 минут бұрын
My DOC was benzos. It’s a very similar feeling. No warmth or immediate high, but, once it slaps, it slaps. I know exactly the feeling, just from something else I suppose. ❤
As a former benzo abuser, I feel every word of this. It’s many years later. We learned my unrelenting anxiety and panic attacks were due to some rare endocrine tumors. Now, I don’t use medication and I just deal with it. I do use medical marijuana. Sometimes we’re just seeking to self medicate. Perhaps if this world wasn’t so DARK and scary, we could sustain without substances. Maybe one day. ❤
I remember once when I got high af on weed and played this on my speakers while laying down on the bed. It actually felt like I was floating above the bed, away from all the shit that keeps my head occupied all the time. It truly felt like an escape. P.S. I'm not trying to advocate the use of marijuana. Just sharing an experience.
Lovely as always.!!💗
Only problem with this is that ends pure genius Ren .
"Don’t want tomorrow because right now I’m golden"i felt this the night i overdosed on heroin i took 50mg up my nose and i knew if i took more there would be a good chance i died but i decided to snort 50mg more and my first thought when i woke up a day or two later in the hospital wasnt oh my god im so glad to be alive or anything like that it was why didnt it end there
@HappyGoBunnies
2 ай бұрын
how did the high feel on 100 mg?
@billnyethescienceguy7938
2 ай бұрын
@@HappyGoBunnies nothing i instantly stopped breathing because i did it in stages i waited for 50mg to kick and i didnt feel much it was boring asf so i snorted 50mg more and literally no joke instantly fell out my chair and died for a bit
@HappyGoBunnies
2 ай бұрын
@@billnyethescienceguy7938 that’s insane! Hope you’re in a good place now and doing well.
@billnyethescienceguy7938
Ай бұрын
@HappyGoBunnies still got issues, but i also realize now that if i collapse under the weight of my mind, i end up hurting others thats sonething i can't allow. Thank you for the positive message, my friend 🙏
@HappyGoBunnies
Ай бұрын
@@billnyethescienceguy7938 that sounds like progress to me. Keep safe🙏
listening to this on xanax rn as i try to ignore all the stress and problems closing in on me...i fee this song rn more than ive ever felt any song before
@mfvitt8000
2 жыл бұрын
its a relapse too to add to that
@jordanluxford4342
2 жыл бұрын
Hey are you me?
@k377y1977
2 жыл бұрын
@@jordanluxford4342 he’s not but I am. I am your clone 😵💫🫥
@Ida-Adriana
Жыл бұрын
Me three
@ADHDENTERTAINMENT
Жыл бұрын
Going through Xanax withdrawal all alone in my room wish me luck..
I just Like the way he says synthetic
@ninacooke4480
Жыл бұрын
He actually says synaesthetic; the feeling that diazepam induces where your senses work together, you smell something when you see a colour or see a vision when you hear a sound. It's my favourite part of the song too!
Oh, Di, Di, Diazepam
Freaking brilliant. Sad to say, I can relate...
No one can deny blues give you that break from reality. Just wish it could be a permanent fix bit we know it’s not 😔 what goes up must come down I suppose
Brothers and sisters I hope when you read this use are keeping well. We all fall off the wagon but it’s important to climb back on. Short term fixes like alcohol, weed and downers are ok at times. Just don’t let it become your identity. Get high on life, it’s free dance to this tune, just in cold water laugh with friends. I love you all ❤ look after your spirit
the recommendations we actually need from youtube
Love him so much and god relate too much
Don’t want tomorrow cause right now I’m Golden.
Love all your music. 😂they called Stl or DJKII
Always looking for a fix for something that ain't broke.
@royboy69rt
2 ай бұрын
Not a fix. Was never broken. It's who I am. A small break from hell I live. Demons behind me. But never out of sight. So they don't sneak up on me.
@brianknipes7520
18 күн бұрын
@@royboy69rtI’m a war vet. That was the answer until I lost everything. Fuck the benzo’s. I’m sober of them but the pull is still there 20 years later.
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Although ive indulged in copious amounts of liquor, weed, psychedelics, blow, meth, Ive never had a recreational pill. This is wizard level music
gotta fan in me n mates
I love diazepam k. On it now
Serious question, was Ren recovering from alcohol addiction, or general anxiety? I've been prescribed this for both so just curious. Also, how do I play this on repeat?
@shurngirdleh3936
Жыл бұрын
He has Lyme disease, spent most of his life being told it was a mental problem so he spent a long time taking painkillers for the pain and not actually getting proper treatment so more and more painkillers
@Tobsson
7 ай бұрын
Not alcohol, but Im guessing opiats since thats what diazapam is.
Sahi hai niraj ke bhai
@itzjustysss
4 жыл бұрын
@Gamer's Zone huh?
@THEFLORIOZGAMING
4 жыл бұрын
@@itzjustysss AAP NIRAJ KE BHAI NAHI HO
@itzjustysss
4 жыл бұрын
nai
onya sun~❤>>>>🇦🇺🤕🏴☠️
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