Quitting My Job to Be a Full Time Artist · The Under-Painting #4 · semiskimmedmin

Here's the story of how I made the decision to leave my job and pursue a career as an artist, the journey it took to get there and how I deal with being self-employed. Grab your sketchbook and have a listen in the background while you do some drawing.
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  • @minniesmall
    @minniesmall6 жыл бұрын

    First! But seriously, thanks for watching. Apologies for the loss of camera focus midway through. Things can never go perfectly can they?

  • @tanvigorthi3411

    @tanvigorthi3411

    6 жыл бұрын

    Minnie Small Your hair seems to be going perfectly, though! It is flawless!

  • @Coratison

    @Coratison

    6 жыл бұрын

    I wasn't sure if it was my eyes or not , got a bit worried for a second haha

  • @AnastasiaR

    @AnastasiaR

    6 жыл бұрын

    Thanks so much for this video! I'm so happy that you do what you do

  • @tak4e4

    @tak4e4

    6 жыл бұрын

    It's alright, those plants in the background look crisp af

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    tak4e4 haha I'll take that!

  • @luvurobert
    @luvurobert6 жыл бұрын

    "Don't wait until you're ready... because you will never be ready." This is SO true! I'm always making excuses for not making art more of a priority. I constantly have this guilt like I should be getting chores done around the house first. I should be prepping and cooking some fabulous meal, etc. I have all the tools I need... I just need to make it happen and believe in myself!! =)

  • @JPoupard

    @JPoupard

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm in the same boat...every day.

  • @mariarascon5031

    @mariarascon5031

    3 жыл бұрын

    LuvU Robert La perfección es infinita, la vida no. 🌾 (More or less: The perfection is Infinity, but the (our, your) life isn't). Excuse me this 'english'. 😓

  • @CookingForAll
    @CookingForAll6 жыл бұрын

    Holy crap do we live the same life? After finishing college and attaining my dream job, I've come to realize that it's a massive nightmare. I've been working towards it for 11 years, and my world has completely fallen apart around me. I feel like I don't even know myself anymore. Depression, anxiety, and everything in between have filled up my being. The only thing I have consistently loved throughout my entire life is drawing, but I always put it on the back burner because it "wasn't a career" and I needed to focus on my real job. I finally picked up my drawing pencils a week ago for the first time in six years. There isn't anything I want to do more with my life than be an artist, but I've told myself (and have been told by others) for so long that it isn't possible. But fuck that noise. I just have to figure out how to make it happen. Thanks for letting me know I'm not alone.

  • @karathompson7780

    @karathompson7780

    6 жыл бұрын

    You can do this! I'm so happy for you that you've finally picked up those pencils. If you start sharing your anywhere let me know!

  • @aaaaddddaaa

    @aaaaddddaaa

    6 жыл бұрын

    this is why I'm hesitant about grad school. I want to think about what I do before falling into more years of school. I want to try to accomplish something creative, despite what my parents believe I should do.

  • @TheSvartdemon

    @TheSvartdemon

    6 жыл бұрын

    How is it going?

  • @rhythmandblues_alibi

    @rhythmandblues_alibi

    5 жыл бұрын

    You are not alone

  • @victoriannecastle

    @victoriannecastle

    5 жыл бұрын

    Cooking For All keep going!

  • @Coratison
    @Coratison6 жыл бұрын

    That's actually a really good idea to use google maps for your art, I really liked that idea

  • @manzanillita

    @manzanillita

    6 жыл бұрын

    i've used google earth for drawing neighborhoods of my childhood that I'm currently unable to visit. it really is!

  • @reedbej4822

    @reedbej4822

    6 жыл бұрын

    Mel Beltrán I've done the same thing :)

  • @Sunanwidyasoendoro

    @Sunanwidyasoendoro

    6 жыл бұрын

    i love the idea, thx for inspiring

  • @universalassistant1461

    @universalassistant1461

    5 жыл бұрын

    I use magazines .

  • @pengangguranterselubung6969

    @pengangguranterselubung6969

    4 жыл бұрын

    W.O.W. ....

  • @jennyvindin6976
    @jennyvindin69766 жыл бұрын

    Thank you young lady I absolutely loved hearing your story. It didn't just speak to young people, even though the content is so good for a young person to hear. It also spoke to me, I am 61, have never focused on my love of creating art because life got in the way. I am doing that now and your words are perfect to hear right now.

  • @renee6841
    @renee68414 жыл бұрын

    She’d be so great to sit down and have a conversation with

  • @studiosherlen
    @studiosherlen6 жыл бұрын

    i hope you'll be doing podcast series some time in the future, i love listening to your voice!

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    This series is kind of like my visual podcast I think. Maybe one day I'll go full podcast, we'll see :P

  • @chark3459

    @chark3459

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@minniesmall I admit, I was multi-tasking and coming back to check on your drawing, but mostly listening to it like a podcast

  • @afernandez3348

    @afernandez3348

    5 жыл бұрын

    I second that! Your voice is perf for a podcast series, i hope you get to do them : )

  • @laurenpatton7482

    @laurenpatton7482

    4 жыл бұрын

    I third that. Haha. New subscriber. I love Art!! Love to listening to British English accents.

  • @michelepastele5347

    @michelepastele5347

    4 жыл бұрын

    She's wonderful - very calming.

  • @ghalone
    @ghalone6 жыл бұрын

    It's an interesting juxtaposition. I'm an artist and my first job was a factory job. I repeated the same taste every 6 -7 min and I loved it. My brain was free to day dream while my hands went through the muscle memory or the task.

  • @ItsLizV
    @ItsLizV6 жыл бұрын

    Are we the same person? I love repetitive jobs as well, and I like to joke that I was born in the wrong era, because my dream job would be a filing job in a huge company, where I'd just sit in a little area sorting files according to date or name. But everything is electronic now so that doesn't exist anymore :P

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    Oooh yes! That's another thing I'd love to do. I once worked admin in an office 'packing envelopes', literally folding letters, putting them in an envelope and sealing it. I never thought of how great it would be to live in an era where those jobs were so much more common!

  • @Cami6597

    @Cami6597

    6 жыл бұрын

    Liz V. Art oh my gosh I'm doing that now! I enjoyed it at first but now... When you spend hours looking at names and repeating the alphabet all day 😂 all the name sort of blur together and I spend way too much time starring at one page 😂 oh I can't wait for another job! I applaud anyone who likes that kind of stuff!!

  • @GoldiRockRecords

    @GoldiRockRecords

    6 жыл бұрын

    It's an artist thing...

  • @-zephyressence-2018

    @-zephyressence-2018

    6 жыл бұрын

    Actually it's still around. My former boss in embroidery retail was very old fashioned, so on particularly dull and uneventful business days I would sort all files both name, business and numerically. It was very time consuming. Lol.

  • @paulamaichable

    @paulamaichable

    6 жыл бұрын

    omg so happy to find you two... feeling kinda normal now.

  • @14butterfingerz70
    @14butterfingerz706 жыл бұрын

    Found this to be one of the most useful and most "real" experiences about taking art from a hobby to full-time. Thanks for sharing and for all the advice! :)

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    You're so welcome!

  • @katepatoot
    @katepatoot6 жыл бұрын

    I went around my friends house the other day and she showed me a travel journal and my first thought was you and I told her and turns out we both love you so we sat and fangirled about you!!

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ah that's so cool! Tell your friend I love you both!

  • @missbrsnider
    @missbrsnider6 жыл бұрын

    I loved hearing your story. It's so relatable. I also wanted to be a forensic scientist, then anthropologist, then clinical laboratory scientist, then I finally changed my major in university to Spanish. I dropped out. I was lost. My parents did not support me on that. They made me go back to university and get a job (retail grocery store). That was really tough, going to school full time and working as well. After I graduated, I got married. I had to stay working that retail job for a long time (personal reason). Finally the personal reason ended at the end of March, so it's been a month and a half. I initially was going to look for a job as an interpreter but I realized I would be so much more happy if I could sell my art. I quit my job after 6 years and started my Etsy shop last week.

  • @giannatan8357
    @giannatan83576 жыл бұрын

    I LOVE listening to your videos while I do everything, from cleaning my room to drawing, to really just sitting there. Your voice is so relaxing and calm and ilysm

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    ily2

  • @teapotlizard
    @teapotlizard6 жыл бұрын

    ah yes, university... my experience is quite similar. i applied to uni to study english (after some peer/family pressure, plus not getting into art school), and after the first few weeks i was like "fuck, this is not me at all". in finland getting a master's degree usually takes 5 years. so it was either dropping out and disappointing my family, or staying at uni and suffering for 5 years. it was a good uni, i liked some of the professors a lot, and it felt good to be able to tell people i was a university student, but god it was all so theory-heavy and intense and i kept failing my exams and falling behind. all the assignments and emails would just pile up to the point where i just stopped checking my email. all of this triggered a really bad depressive episode (i didn't have a diagnosis at the time though). i would stay in bed for days, and if i managed to drag myself to uni i would just skip lectures and cry. knowing it would have to go on for 5 years was suffocating. i got incredibly anxious, i was suicidal and self-harming, i had panic attacks. people kept telling me to just stick with it, finish uni and get a "real job", "you can always have art as a hobby". eventually, after about 6 months, i just stopped going. it hurt like hell to disappoint my family but i honestly felt like i was barely a shadow of myself. i got help, started going to therapy, taking medication. i know my parents really wished i'd go back to uni once i felt better. but i knew i wouldn't ever go back. it's been about 5 years since i quit, now, most of which i just spent at home, on sick leave bc of depression. occasionally i'd apply for jobs but always got rejected bc i didn't have work experience or a degree in anything. i applied to art school several more times but didn't get in. however, last week i had my first day at florist school. i did a two month internship at a flower shop this summer and i loved it. it's creative, it's visual, it's actually doing something with your hands, it's making people happy, it's an art form of its own. i should graduate in 2 years. i'm also thinking of setting up an online shop sometime in the future, for my more traditional art. things are pretty good now and i hope they stay that way. :) thank you for this video and sharing your story! it's always comforting to know that even artists i look up to (like you!) have had a hard time finding their path. also, i drew while watching/listening to this video and it was the most relaxing time i've had all weekend. kind of like sketching with a friend even though we don't even know each other. keep up the beautiful work, i'm always so inspired by your drawings and paintings. x

  • @deathwish766

    @deathwish766

    6 жыл бұрын

    teapotlizard That sounds horrible but I'm glad your life is looking up now!

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    You say we don't know each other but I feel like we know each other a little better now. Thanks for being so open with sharing your own experiences, reading about your time at uni sounds so similar to how I felt at the time (suffocating is the perfect word). It's great to see that you've come out the other end though. Floristry is such a beautiful craft and I can just imagine what joy it must bring you. Thanks again for sharing and best of luck with everything.

  • @ethiea_

    @ethiea_

    6 жыл бұрын

    Very happy that you found what you like to do! Sounds really fun! I hate that suffocating feeling, I actually feel like I have it now (I'm in the midst of looking for a new job) but everything will be fine eventually, I hope. :)

  • @shayla5781

    @shayla5781

    6 жыл бұрын

    very happy for you lovely! I feel like so many people don't admit it but feel the same way. There is this pressure to get a real job and not much for us artists except really graphic design or animation. I don't feel good enough at art for it and wanted to feel more grown up and get a more serious profession so I am a psych major art minor. It has gone thru waves of good and bad. Having shitty jobs. Alot of people i think come to a realization they don't know what they want and you feel trapped being in uni because its like I wasted so much time and money. I more days than not hate college so much. But its an investment and im an art minor now

  • @teapotlizard

    @teapotlizard

    6 жыл бұрын

    Deathwish, thank you x

  • @MH-ql4nh
    @MH-ql4nh6 жыл бұрын

    I relate to liking repetitive jobs. I suppose it's mostly about it being predictable, and I find that very comforting (I hate surprises!).

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ah yeah I'm the same with surprises, gimme predictability any day!

  • @pawsnotclaws2772

    @pawsnotclaws2772

    3 жыл бұрын

    Sameeee I love them too 😅

  • @jasminthaflower9684
    @jasminthaflower96846 жыл бұрын

    This is my story too. The only difference being I only realized I want to do art full-time last month. Its crazy how similar people's stories and processes can be. Thank you sharing. You've helped alleviate some of my anxiety, and I feel reaffirmed in my journey.

  • @SaraFaberDraws
    @SaraFaberDraws6 жыл бұрын

    Ohh this video is so helpful! I also quit my job to pursue art full time and it has been super scary but also super rewarding. For now it feels like a rollercoaster and I never know whats going to happen tomorrow. I needed this video to cheer myself up:) Thank you!

  • @1Ma9iN8tive
    @1Ma9iN8tive6 жыл бұрын

    21st century She puts a tape cassette on and pushes play ... I subscribe instantly I'm 49 a sneeze away from 50 I retired from the rat race two years ago to create a creativity career change I enrolled in The Learning Connexion Creativity and Art Institute here in Wellington New Zealand I'm concentrating in Drawing, 3D Sculpture, Print Making and Painting I enjoyed this vlog immensely You hit on a really important message here for many when you talked about your "Who Am I" moment. My decision to pursue my creativity wasn't so much a "Who Am I" moment but rather a "What the fuck am I doing with my gifts" realisation. Too many of us native creatives are great at many things serving the myth that life is for seeking reliability, security and job satisfaction. Mistake!!! Identifying your gifts is one important thing every should do - Understanding your gifts is another thing every needs to undergo seriously but putting your strengths and gifts into action as a career that is allowing yourself to live the life you love and love the life you live now that is the golden duck egg to pursue. Surrounding myself with a tribe of native creatives was exactly the momentum I did to create my tipping point back to a life I love to live and live to love creatively. Your vlog inspires me to consider blogging as a means of sharing my own creative story. Much respect to you, your parents who obviously brought you up beautifully and your creativity path(s) you create for yourself. I leave you with my fav artists quote by the late New Zealand artist ceramicist train engineer poet wine maker drinker Barry Brickell ... "...it's in the doing not in the thing ..." Note: Your talk was so interesting I didn't even notice you that there was no music from your tape which is what I originally subscribed for ha ha ha - of course background music would have detracted from your voice and presentation delivery ... In essence the tape deck was a click bait trap for a tape cassette kid at heart. Mixed tapes - good times I look forward to watching your career develop creatively Blessings for 2018

  • @Juliana-Bub
    @Juliana-Bub3 жыл бұрын

    This video is three years old, and it's still helping people. You're so educational, inspiring, and reassuring. I'm in the middle of something similar to what you have gone through. I graduated with my BA in literature right when I turned 21. I got a "temporary" job at a big department store in my area to hold me over until I found a "real job" that was relevant to my degree, but my town just has no job market other than retail, tourism (essentially busier retail), and the giant corrupt hospital. After working at my temporary part time job for three years and getting a promotion, I decided it was time to get a different degree before my whole life sped by. I'm currently majoring in art history with minors in new media and art. I only started doing art a couple years ago, so no KZread channel yet, though I think it could be a good idea. I've also started doing design and illustrations at a small magazine a couple months ago, and I'm getting paid for that (not enough to live on yet). I kept working at my retail job until a couple weeks ago... but I just got another job at a bigger retailer that pays more. So I'm still working in retail while I'm in school, but I feel good about covering a lot of ground with my current major and minors, and I'm getting experience and exposure with my contract work for the magazine. This is the first time in my life that I've felt any amount of hope for my future. I come from a poor family, so I never had any opportunities, but now things are falling into place, and the decisions I've made seem like they're going to be worth it. And of course creators like you are kindly informing and inspiring viewers like me. You are an absolute treasure.

  • @alexiscolby9415
    @alexiscolby94156 жыл бұрын

    Watched 45 secs of your vid, considering that I've waded through the bog of youtube artist type vids and the varying personalities (some annoying some not) I knew you were the "one" - vibing with your vibe, subscribed instantly!

  • @studybuddy36
    @studybuddy363 жыл бұрын

    I can never forget this video. This was the same video after watching which i started my art journey three years ago in 2018. Thank u Minnie.

  • @Bexx74
    @Bexx746 жыл бұрын

    I loved this. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your low points. I loved your story, your drawing and of course, your voice. I could listen to you for hours. I'm so glad you are making a good living doing what not only makes you happy, but what makes your fans so happy and proud for you. Keep up the good work.

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    That's so kind of you, thank you x

  • @ofboriken
    @ofboriken6 жыл бұрын

    I'm over the moon with happiness knowing that you're taking this big step in your life! I wish you the very best. My eyes are watery thinking how I'm nowhere near close to doing this myself. Don't think I'm jealous though! I'm WELL AWARE that what you're doing isn't easy and you didn't achieve your level of talent through luck alone. Any success you have now or in the future, will be well deserved because of your hard work, long hours, and dedication. Good luck, my friend. -F

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    Aw thank you, this is really kind of you x

  • @monikahthehuman2365
    @monikahthehuman23656 жыл бұрын

    As always thank you so much for sharing. I'm so depressed at my current job. I'm the only person who provides for my family so I don't have and option to do otherwise at the moment. Drawing is my only outlet. But I've been considering starting an etsy shop since I crochet and make cards. (I work at a call center my hands are always free) The bit about how you saved up and the advice you had was more helpful than you know.

  • @brookeplested7151

    @brookeplested7151

    6 жыл бұрын

    uneventful life of monikah I am a single parent to a 5 year old and I decided to go self employed as a catalogue distributor, got working tax credits. I do this job around family life, now my spare time is utilised by creating my drawings and I'm wanting to now take my art work from a hobby, to another level of earning. Comment if you'd like to do the same. Don't let life get you down. There's always a different way to live xx

  • @valerietg
    @valerietg4 жыл бұрын

    This is SO timely with the calling I’m feeling right now. Thank you for your openness and transparency. It’s very helpful to hear someone else working through this on their own terms.

  • @whitrulzes
    @whitrulzes6 жыл бұрын

    Your channel is amazing Minnie. The production value, the planning, as well as your talent make it a blast to watch.

  • @unwoven921
    @unwoven9216 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for taking the time to create this video. I was working as you talked and I enjoyed hanging out.

  • @olganovillosanjuan8358
    @olganovillosanjuan83586 жыл бұрын

    I'm always looking forward to you videos, not just because I love your artwork but because I love to listen to you talking! You say very beautiful things and you're always encouraging people through your words :)

  • @RealBlackEssence
    @RealBlackEssence6 жыл бұрын

    Ms. Minnie, this was such a sweet and beautiful video watch and help us get to know you better in how you live your life. The eerie thing is that though you and I live on separate parts of the planet, we have very, very similar interests and experiences and I just felt like I was hearing myself talk. I mean, you and I even went to schools that had the same name. It's crazy. But, you're very, very much a long lost sister that I definitely consider a blessing in finding you. I'm very blessed. Keep doing these videos as you're a beautiful person inside and out!

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    Oooh I love coincidences like that! People have so much in common and you'd never know! I'm really happy you found me, it's lovely having you here

  • @RealBlackEssence

    @RealBlackEssence

    6 жыл бұрын

    It truly is! I've been following you for several months now and I just find you, your work, and how you carry yourself as an artist and person to be such a God given blessing to me. God has blessed you in such a way that radiates with my spirit. I'll continue to support you in any way that I am able to. You are truly an amazing young lady!

  • @mmmmlllljohn
    @mmmmlllljohn5 жыл бұрын

    What an honest and candid video. It’s a kind thing to do - I’m sure you have helped many people by being so open and honest. God bless you.

  • @AshenAGrey
    @AshenAGrey6 жыл бұрын

    Recording enough material to use in a chat without rambling or becoming boring is definitely a practiced, acquired skill. It's what I'm struggling most with right now. It's nice hearing about that sense of aimless chaos and laziness from you though. If you've been there too and made it, then I will, too.

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    Definitely! This is the fourth video I've made like this (plus 10 or so long voice-over ramblings for my real-time videos on patreon) and I finally feel for the first time that I'm getting into my stride with it. Not nervous or forced or lost! It's a struggle but practice makes perfect!

  • @yellpatzy2764
    @yellpatzy27646 жыл бұрын

    I can relate so bad to this video

  • @kivzzzz

    @kivzzzz

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yell Patzy oh my god, if this is you on the profile picture - you ate gorgeous!

  • @bakad5458

    @bakad5458

    6 жыл бұрын

    kivzzzz you know what they say, you are what you eat 💁🏻‍♂️

  • @themel8542
    @themel85426 жыл бұрын

    Honestly I could listen to you all day. The way you describe things and your perspective is so inspiring, your voice is so calming and when you're drawing or painting I just enjoy to watch. Thank you for doing this!

  • @nikitaiszard8263
    @nikitaiszard82636 жыл бұрын

    And thank you so much for putting yourself out there. Our stories overlap a lot, and I appreciate you making me feel a lot less isolated.

  • @quinetteadaobiartsofanapos9756
    @quinetteadaobiartsofanapos97563 жыл бұрын

    I just joined your beautiful journey. All bells ringing. Absolutely love the insights.Thank you for sharing and giving hope to people like me to to follow our passion in building our art career .

  • @miriampippaart4960
    @miriampippaart49606 жыл бұрын

    (I'm in the middle of watching your video....but....) Ha forensic scientist! I can relate! I really liked hearing about your point of view and journey on carriers. I appreciate the fact that you were so open about the fact that your "ideal" path wasn't always certain and / or channeled towards art, but rather a journey of different goals, components and challenges. Also, it's so amazing how you manage to talk so casually while painting without getting distracted! :D I love your videos!

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    Haha I love that you can relate! (Also I used to find it really hard to draw and talk but the more I do it, the easier it becomes lol)

  • @hyelimchoi_
    @hyelimchoi_6 жыл бұрын

    Man I just used this video as my morning podcast and I absolutely adore how candid and inspiring you are. Your raw honestly is making my creativity struggles feel less lonely and inspire me to continue to be creative and make videos myself. Bless you a thousand times over, Min, and I wish you the best

  • @WYLTEN
    @WYLTEN6 жыл бұрын

    You are honestly, one of my favourite youtubers, thank you for sharing you own experience and your story!

  • @FROZINATOR
    @FROZINATOR6 жыл бұрын

    The "timing" of me feeling this same way/you posting/making this video/universal entanglements is kinda crazy - but it all resonates. Thank you - a giant heartfelt thank you. Already a fan of the videos and art, it's really neat to see a glimpse of the humanness in you too. Much love and thanks again! :)

  • @AbujaYummyMummy
    @AbujaYummyMummy6 жыл бұрын

    This is so inspiring, art is not something i ever though i could pursue full time but after watching i have more faith and motivation besides whats the worst that could happen, going back to watch all your other videos just to get a bit of idea of how you started, thanks for sharing.

  • @kelciemakespatterns5202
    @kelciemakespatterns52026 жыл бұрын

    This video is just what I needed. I was/still am in the same position as you were and it took me a while to realize that I wanted to do surface pattern design as a career. I have been working nonstop towards that goal with little success but it is encouraging to know that if I stick with it people will actually read my blog.

  • @lev4392
    @lev43925 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your experience! You’re a fantastic artist and a great inspiration. It means so much to me to be able to hear from someone farther in their career than me.

  • @jirehtv1322
    @jirehtv13226 жыл бұрын

    The timing for seeing this is insane. I had never heard of you until today. This is so helpful. Thank you!

  • @stardresser1
    @stardresser14 жыл бұрын

    Wonderful vid! You are not just an amazing artist but a wonderful teacher as well. Thanks!

  • @sekaihatsu
    @sekaihatsu6 жыл бұрын

    I'm relieved to hear I'm not the only person with that awful feeling of being behind the wheel. Your story is inspiring and I can relate to several aspects. I wish I had been as brave as you have been with Uni and your job, but I am encouraged to look at what it is now and what I can do going forward. Thank you for sharing!

  • @theartistnyc
    @theartistnyc4 жыл бұрын

    Wow you are describing the symptoms I have been researching lately for female autism, Asperger's Syndrome. And you sound like me! Great work!

  • @Laura-jt4pg
    @Laura-jt4pg3 жыл бұрын

    I love how honest and down to earth you are, thanks so much Minnie!

  • @janalonso6711
    @janalonso67116 жыл бұрын

    It is so kind of you to share your story.

  • @IvonneSpinoza
    @IvonneSpinoza6 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing this! It's inspiring to hear other artists talk about their bumpy journeys so we all feel less alone ❤️

  • @suewilkinson910
    @suewilkinson9106 жыл бұрын

    Wow! Congratulations. You did it. I love how you talk about it all. It's very helpful for others to hear how it can be achieved. But the very best piece of advice came at the end. You said " don't wait until you are ready, because you will never be ready". I've run my own business for 10 years now and this is a perfect piece of advice.

  • @Biohazardia
    @Biohazardia4 жыл бұрын

    You are very inspirational! Thanks for detailing the process of how you switched over, really appreciate this video :D

  • @LaLaLand2.0
    @LaLaLand2.04 жыл бұрын

    Im 52 and you just inspired and tought me some valuable lessons. You can be very proud

  • @ruemoriah6865
    @ruemoriah68655 жыл бұрын

    Your rawness and honesty is amazing, thank you for sharing and inspiring people to not give up

  • @Jadead23
    @Jadead236 жыл бұрын

    This helped me a lot, to feel more confident that my current meandering when it comes to career and interests, isn't a permanent state of flux. Thank you for giving me some courage and insight into a path I've always wanted.

  • @morganfairclough263
    @morganfairclough2636 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story with us. It's reassuring to know that it can be done with hard work and dedication. I'm currently doing an art course at university, and I felt the love for what I do fade a bit as well; but I'm keeping at it as best as I can, and videos like yours help to inspire and motivate me as I work. It's also nice to hear from a youtuber directly that growing a following and making a channel takes a lot of time and effort - it makes me feel more confident after starting my own. I can do it!

  • @ginscorpio621
    @ginscorpio6214 жыл бұрын

    Please make more of these, I love these type of art related podcast like videos. I tend to divert my attention from my assignments when I have other videos on but with your soothing voice talking about art is enough to motivate me to focus more. Thank you for making these videos! ❤️

  • @whotheheckispip
    @whotheheckispip4 жыл бұрын

    you're one wise lady !! i needed this video

  • @brennabeloved8540
    @brennabeloved85406 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for this video, your wonderful artwork and your kind, supportive and down to earth advice. Really excited about this new series!

  • @Vuty00
    @Vuty006 жыл бұрын

    Your story about what you went through at uni is literally the same experience that I'm going through now. Feeling lost and just not knowing who you are......I know the exact feeling. However knowing that you went through the same thing and you came out of it okay and you doing what you love everyday , makes me feel like maybe this isnt the end of the world. Thank you so much minnie. Just... Thank you

  • @reefprayerresin
    @reefprayerresin6 жыл бұрын

    Thanks Minnie. I just loved this. I’m at the older end of the spectrum, but my plan is also to support myself with my art. I could so relate to what you’re saying. All the best with your career.

  • @sweetmontse
    @sweetmontse6 жыл бұрын

    This is the first video I watch on your channel and I loved it, it felt like having a nice conversation over coffee with a friend. Thank you for sharing, it was very enlightening and interesting.

  • @artsyminmin8990
    @artsyminmin89903 жыл бұрын

    I’ve never watched a more relatable video ever, love your content 🖤

  • @dearestteddybear
    @dearestteddybear6 жыл бұрын

    Hi Minnie! I just wanted to say that every time I feel lost, you upload a video like this. I'm only 21, but often times I'm still not sure what I want to do with my life. So when one time I found your gouache painting videos, I was actually so inspired to start experimenting with gouache as well. Art is something that has been a part of my life and something I always come back to. Maybe one day I will have the courage to do the leap aswell but I know it's no easy task. Thank you and I wish all the best for you.

  • @minniesmall

    @minniesmall

    6 жыл бұрын

    This is such a lovely comment, thank you so much :)

  • @beheshtah.3091
    @beheshtah.30916 жыл бұрын

    I really enjoy listening to your videos whilst I draw or paint. Your calm tone and the relaxed pace of your voice over/chats really bring me into the art zone. I really appreciate your videos and hope that there will be more to come

  • @rachel.louise
    @rachel.louise5 жыл бұрын

    Absolutely loved this video and really resonated with it! I think it's such a scary decision to leave standard employment but I've never heard anyone say they regret it and for me, it's been the best decision I could have made. It's so encouraging to have people like yourself to look to and kinda see the light at the end of the tunnel, I'm almost 6 months in and it's been TOUGH at times but it's allowed me to really feel like myself again and start really enjoying life! Thank you so much for this video, I wish more people would tell their stories! x

  • @brooque
    @brooque6 жыл бұрын

    I am SO glad I found you and your story. We are WEIRDLY similar and have very similar stories, actually, and knowing someone out there like me has succeeded in this journey is so encouraging. Thank you for sharing about everything!

  • @AllisNelly
    @AllisNelly6 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being so honest and open with your journey. It's kind of eerie how much we have in common! I've been facing a similar kind of crisis in my life recently and listening to your story has inspired me so much. I always had an affinity for art but never took it seriously as a career and switched my plans around constantly, always doubting myself and finding it hard to really push myself in anything I did. Now I've been drawing frequently for the first time in years and falling in love with it all over again. I may not be entirely sure where this will take me but I'm enjoying the ride! Keep up the gorgeous work. xoxo

  • @TheSophieRaw
    @TheSophieRaw4 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your struggles alongside your successes! I can relate to your story a lot, and loved hearing you become more confident over time

  • @Sugarsheila.
    @Sugarsheila.5 жыл бұрын

    Fantastic! I really enjoyed watching this. I like hearing your story and watching you work at the same time. Very good. Happy for you.

  • @hydratheorganism9639
    @hydratheorganism96394 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your sharing. It means a lot to me. I needed some real advice and some courage.

  • @anne6630
    @anne66306 жыл бұрын

    thank you for this video and talking about what you went through to get where you are now, it really comforts me because I just dropped out of college to focus on my art and I applied for a job at a supermarket and it's quite terrifying to try things on my own. I just stumbled upon this video and I relate to a lot of things you say and the timing just makes me feel like maybe I made the right decision (oh and I also like "boring" jobs)

  • @arleebean
    @arleebean6 жыл бұрын

    Thanks so much for making this video! You've been a massive encouragement to me in everything from video production to beautiful art and relatable personality ♥ I've been pursuing art professionally for a few months now, and you've been a huge source of inspiration and motivation. Thank you ♥♥

  • @yolandabenz4115
    @yolandabenz41155 жыл бұрын

    I've just made the leap today! You're massively inspiring!!

  • @kaylaanderson5349
    @kaylaanderson53496 жыл бұрын

    LOVE hearing you encourage young students to work hard towards a well-rounded education while creating in the meantime to build a work ethic that they can apply to their art and their craft later in life! I graduated with a degree in Financial Accounting and work as a Financial Analyst now, but create in nearly every spare moment and have been pursuing art more seriously in the last year and half or so. I have found a new gratitude for my "day job" because the income it provides me allows me to explore my creativity without the pressure of generating an income from art while I learn.

  • @maggiekgreen
    @maggiekgreen6 жыл бұрын

    Hey Minnie, first time watching - I quit my job earlier this month to pursue my art, and I really needed to hear your story. I luckily have money saved, but I'm jumping off the deep end. Looking forward to watching more of your videos and thanks for your honesty!

  • @sparklesparklerainbow
    @sparklesparklerainbow6 жыл бұрын

    Waauw! That's great news, about you leaving your job at the store and becoming a full time artist. I love your story and your courage. And hope you enjoy every minute of your new opportunity :) Thx for sharing

  • @mariellazapata384
    @mariellazapata3846 жыл бұрын

    This helped me loads, it's great to find someone relatable. I appreaciate the great art and story😊

  • @minihoney13
    @minihoney135 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, Minnie. This was exactly what I needed to hear in my life right now xx

  • @clairetubb7439
    @clairetubb74396 жыл бұрын

    so inspired by your down to earth views and practical points.i am in the process of studying and wanting to change jobs so need to make sure that i paint for myself and not just for college work which doesn`t always inspire me to be creative as the subjects aren`t always the most brilliant to inspire and get my creative juices flowing. Will also pass on to my son who is wanting to write electronic dance music as a job. I am now going to check out your other videos as this is my first foray into your channel. Keep on going - you`re doing a lovely job.

  • @missfish11
    @missfish116 жыл бұрын

    I go to a college that's completely focused on the music industry - watching your videos make me feel super motivated to overcome any creative projects or any other work that seem daunting! Thank you~!

  • @Bloq7
    @Bloq76 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your story Minnie! I'm in the process of getting back into my creative roots. This video was comforting and inspiring at the same time. Wishing you the best from the States!

  • @nikitaahuja9860
    @nikitaahuja98604 жыл бұрын

    This was a really amazing watch and I'm so happy I came across your channel. I see many of my own habits and wants in the things you shared and seeing you reap success is incredibly inspiration, so thank you!

  • @FiraFlame
    @FiraFlame6 жыл бұрын

    I really appreciate the emphasis you put at 33:00 on committing to your school work and how it translates to the rest of your life. I have two college degrees and certificates and honestly what the diploma says I learned effects my artwork very little, it's what I learned in the PROCESS of learning that has had a huge effect on my career in the long run. Thanks a bunch for this video. It's a very long, slow process to form an art career, and a lot of soul searching too. There's no 'one-size-fits-all' model. Thanks again.

  • @samawhidden
    @samawhidden2 жыл бұрын

    I just stumbled upon your channel a few days ago and I have been binging girl! I identify with so many parts of your journey and your quirks are similar to my own which makes me so happy to know I'm not alone! lol I adore you already and I thank you for sharing your journey, you inspire me and I feel very encouraged to move forward now! thank you!

  • @eunagiii
    @eunagiii4 жыл бұрын

    thank you so much for sharing your story :') i really enjoy your videos, it's very calming to watch, very informative, and very inspiring

  • @annasemizhonova4614
    @annasemizhonova46144 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for a kind and reassuring video. Just discovered your channel and really like it.

  • @jademason7233
    @jademason72336 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for posting this. My story is similar to yours, and it is so inspiring to hear how you worked through the self-doubt and uncertainty to get to where you are now. I'm just beginning to take art more seriously, and this video is just the encouragement I needed. Again, thank you so much. Best wishes to you.

  • @scoobydarwin3979
    @scoobydarwin39796 жыл бұрын

    This is one of the most helpful videos I've ever watched, so thank you so much. So very glad I subscribed years ago and was able to find you again.

  • @angelaviolet
    @angelaviolet4 жыл бұрын

    I love your art Minnie, I often paint and draw along with you. Glad you made the decision to do this.xx

  • @stuartayre7618
    @stuartayre76186 жыл бұрын

    I'm glad I watched this. You're honest, clearly analyze your situations, and have lots of practical advice.

  • @robertv.reid-artist1168
    @robertv.reid-artist11685 жыл бұрын

    very good .. thanks again . I keep coming back to this one …

  • @alzippideedodah326
    @alzippideedodah3263 жыл бұрын

    What a lovely and talented lady you are. Honest and modest 😊 You’re also relatable, inspirational and motivating. Thank you.

  • @Nadaa242
    @Nadaa2426 жыл бұрын

    "Don't wait till u be ready"! this piece of advice is the one I needed the most !! Thanks

  • @Farahysm
    @Farahysm2 жыл бұрын

    Minnie thank you so much for this video. I’ve related 100% and I’m so glad I found it and found your channel ❤️

  • @anknaparkin7510
    @anknaparkin75106 жыл бұрын

    I was glued to the seat the whole afternoon watching various videos by you. You are amazing and so wise for your age. I am impressed with your success and hope 2018 will bring you all the best fortune and remain committed to Arts. I finished my fine arts degree but did not have your wisdom so I had to do another degree to enable to work in the office and earn a living. I now retired and paint for fun and wish I could have done better in Arts. Thank you for sharing your wonderful story. By the way, you are very beautiful.

  • @kerrypattison-christie1166
    @kerrypattison-christie11663 жыл бұрын

    Thanks. I love your humbleness and the clarity that comes from being that. I’m in Streatham and so enjoyed being close to a local and found you so relatable. Fascinated at how you can draw so well and talk at the same time. Good luck to you and bless you for making an inspirational video to listen to at the start of my day- gonna jump into my art now✌️🌈🌈🌸✌️✨

  • @hyg612
    @hyg6125 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for your sharing, your story is so inspiring.

  • @matildahoneyford5947
    @matildahoneyford59476 жыл бұрын

    i had this playing in the background and it was just like a podcast it was so interesting and motivating, so thank you.

  • @KcinLaLaLand
    @KcinLaLaLand6 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Minnie for posting this video, I mean this as a compliment that I get so much work/cleaning done when I watch your videos. This video really spoke to me as I am currently going through similar circumstances. It was very nice to hear about you and your situations and some steps I can apply moving forward. I think for anyone at our age level it can be a difficult process finding and pursing your passion especially in the creative field. The best first step is to take that leap of faith and just go for it.

  • @bvainkidd
    @bvainkidd6 жыл бұрын

    I love this video! I relate so much to the things your talking about. Thanks for putting this out there and showing that people like us are not alone

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