I’m here for all of this man! Been wanting to do an ayahuasca ceremony for quite some time now. But wanting to do it with someone who i can trust because you ever know what the hell might come up. Glad to see that the psychedelics have been helping for you bro. Wish someone would have told me about them during my dark night. Would have made that whole thing alot easier! Just ONE more little helpful life hack you won’t hear about on Sunday mornin’. Amen?!

@ThePhilosophicalMisfit

2 жыл бұрын

AMEN!!! haha

I've got cPTSD and Fibromyalgia. thought I had everything under control then a cancer scare and a kidney removed. Now it's more like ME/CFS with Non-Epileptic Seizures woohoo 🎉 I'm done with the drugs that my body flips out over I'm being extremely gentle with myself and microdosing. I'm more present for the seizures and I'm more able to feel them coming on. This last week I have had them but I just kinda space out and can't talk I haven't had my muscles decide they aren't playing and I fall. The twitching in my muscles is a lot less too. I feel like laying down for a rest instead of feeling like I have no choice but to get in bed before I pass out and praying my way there because I just don't know if I'll make it. I feel like my brain is getting stronger and that I am getting more rest allowing for that deep healing the brain can't do when it won't relax. I still have terrible days but my mood is generally better throughout those storms. If my mood tanks I will dose again and I find it's when I have skipped a few days that are the worst so I'm only taking 2 day breaks and they are not as valuable as my piece of mind. I've let the shadows in mind that whisper evil things have too much control no more. I have a magic position that gives me strength to speak truth and love to my wounds and bring them into balance and understanding. Without the help of psilocybin I wouldn't be holding my phone right now. I'd be lost in my own mind unable to speak. Just adjusted my routine to .5 grams 2 days off and variable days on but shooting for 3 days on. The only downside I have had is from going too long in between doses and getting what feels like bounce back pain I used to get when I Percocet and whiskey shooters wore off. Dark times ugh No RX's without trying other stuff first. Nature seems to love my body, Pharma not so much. Bless you on your journey wherever you are xx

sounds similar to me been spiritual my whole life and left religion no diagnosis but i have chronic pain and issues for my whole life tbh ... healing must come from within.

around same years for me! 2016-2017 was the breaking point and finally found out I had Lyme. Grew up in similar background full of pastors in the family. Very interesting that our timelines are so similar.

maraming salamat po!!! MABUHAY!!!

Weird spam comments lol. You always make great content! Keep it up!

@ThePhilosophicalMisfit

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah I deleted that lol. Thank you!!!

thank uu

Thank you for sharing. A lot of it sounds familiar from personal experience. Traumatic experiences and high sensory sensitivity (intense senses) is also the core of so-called autistic symptoms. I have written a partly autobiographic book about it in a non-English language.

Did you do this while still having Lyme or post treatment?

Have you tried the carnivore or lion diet? I have heard good things about them.

@ThePhilosophicalMisfit

2 жыл бұрын

Been really interested in the carnivore diet but havent tried it yet!!

@meals24u

Жыл бұрын

Yoooo hahah, Love the CARNIVORE diet, hell I don’t even call it diet anymore because dieting sounds painful lol. I’m now 7 months on MEAT only, sometimes eggs cheese and butter, but 90% just beef/ruminant animals. Truly life changing for me as I’m dealing with severe ME/CFS, and after thousands and thousands of dollars in other treatment, going Carnivore has had the best effects on my health yet! Unbelievable! Anyway, now micro dosing at .45 grams for about 2 weeks and feeling significantly more optimistic.. Am currently in a massive crash/PEM, because I went ice fishing yesterday, it damn neat killed me due to the physical demand of being on the ice all day etc. But I loved it, good times with friends.. I’m hoping to experience more healing from these amazing little things called mushrooms! I’m preparing and building up to the big trip, because I know I will never experience true healing till I’ve battled all my Deamons and ironed it all out: the old trauma, the grief, the anger, the disappointments, everything that is now hidden from me. Thankfully I have super nice and very supportive Wife and a rock solid marriage. That’s been making this journey a lot easier so far. Thanks for sharing! Best of healing to you

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