I can also relate to the feeling guilty or proud part. I'm from the Philippines and I'm a student studying in the city while my parents are in the province so every time I experience something new and wonderful in life, there's this guilt that I feel deep inside and wish that my parents are here to share the experience with. To anyone who's reading this, I hope that we achieve our dreams in life so that when the time comes, not only can we spoil ourselves but also the ones we love, too.

@joaocoelho1626

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João jetaime you Portugal Jespere que eu casa férias portugal 📱👍 hoje

@uzaxna72

Жыл бұрын

Although i'm a 2nd gen in the United States and I feel this as well... im glad im not the only one

@nishita9724

Жыл бұрын

❤️

@jetenza2434

Жыл бұрын

I was the only child and yes when I am alone and experienced something good, the first thing that comes to my mind was I wish my parents were around to experience the same thing in which feelings like that made me feel guilty, nostalgic which is heart-breaking but at the same time I felt lucky as I knew it was exactly what my parents wanted. That is what good parents want, they want the best for their children and it is that mindset that I will carry when the time comes I become a family man.

@thenoobalmighty8790

Жыл бұрын

LUCY WANG forever

5:07 all i can think about is how Jing had to walk the distance, then walk back to get the camera hahah

@joaocoelho1626

Жыл бұрын

Olá Brynn João jespere que eu casa férias até dia férias famme China Japão hoje 🇵🇹 Portugal 😢❤

@somyasharma9775

Жыл бұрын

literally same lmao😭

@theoluwatomiubani

Жыл бұрын

SAME

@thenoobalmighty8790

Жыл бұрын

She had it on a string

@good-shepherd0156

Жыл бұрын

Same😂

im sure your dad is very proud of you ..when my daughters did the same thing i worked all hours i could ..knowing they were able to do well and go on adventures is all a father needs to know its what we work for to see our children do well in there life ..love for our children is endless.

@jingsuuu

Жыл бұрын

omg thank u so much for this. it means so much!!

Your content is SO GOOD. The photography, the music, the storytelling, the honesty of gratitude and humility, the revelation of the real you, the thought behind it all - just stunning. Thank you.

@theoluwatomiubani

Жыл бұрын

This video is literally art! 👏🏾

Your parents must be so so proud to have you. My mom always told me there's nothing more precious to a parent than having a grateful child, it makes the parents feel like they've lived a good life, raised reliable children and their sacrifices were worth it.

@thenoobalmighty8790

Жыл бұрын

Oh shut up korea boy

reading recommendation + fun fact: bath is also where 'northanger abbey', one of jane austen's earliest teenage works, is portrayed. would definitely recommend giving it a read Jing; I think you could relate to Catherine's struggles away from home and finding her own voice : )

As the eldest daughter who become the first in the family to study abroad, this video is really relatable. I understand well the feelings on keep being stalled either to be proud or guilty. I am confused whether it's okay to feel excited for the summer/winter break because wishing the holiday to come faster means the faster my parents get old too.

As an oldest daughter getting closer to college, I really resonated with this.

Her smile is so adorable 😭🤍 I’m out of words 😭🤍

@jingsuuu

Жыл бұрын

🥺 thank u

@official.kamooo

Жыл бұрын

@@jingsuuu 😭❤️😭you replied

This vlog is like a movie! Being alone gives you the perks of freedom but sometimes freedom by yourself can give you a sense of guilt as well. I hope we achieve the things that we wanted and be the pride of our parents and loved ones! You're in a beautiful city Jing!

Being an older sis and watching this at the age of 14 knowing that within 4 yrs I will fly out of my country made me feel so emotional but also inspired and made me feel safe,❤

A 20 year old girl , who can be a motivator , inspirational, hard worker , enjoying the life , loneliness , showing each and every moment as precious, family time , alone times , being bold !!!and so on !! Yeah ! That’s you jing!!!! Keep rocking !!! Need your videos as a dose in my horrible life !!!!

that last part about wanting to be the tangible dreams of your parents hit way too hard oh my gosh. as an eldest daughter whose plan is to live alone, this was the most comforting video i’ve seen all day.

As a parent, I feel fairly certain that I can assure you that your parents are so proud of you and happy for you. Lovely video.

@thenoobalmighty8790

Жыл бұрын

Erin the Tard😂

I always feel so inspired after watching these 🤍🤍🤍🤍

@jingsuuu

Жыл бұрын

awwww

I can relate to that feeling too, the guilt of doing better than your parents. In our minds we know, that guilt is unnecessary. With loving and supportive parents like yours, this life you feel guilty to have is also a testament to their success as parents. I believe your father didn't toil day and night for you to live the same reality that he has had, Jing.

I’m sure your parents are immensely proud of you. Your channel is a breath or fresh air. Also, I admire your depth of character and independence! Keep up your amazing work. None of us are perfect, but we’re enough!

you know what, even though i wont be the first generation child to go to college in my family, i know for sure i'd be the first to leave india and eventually never return to settle. oxford has been my dream since i was 9 and almost a decade later, i'm still chasing it. your videos not only inspire me but they also give me hope that despite all the hardships that may come my way, i can still enjoy life upon the policy that "change is the only constant" and i'll forever be grateful

@kiranmishra8164

Жыл бұрын

Hey i am from India too. You are from which stream? And you are planning to graduate from Oxford in which field?

Was watching your vid at literally 12 and started crying I'm also the oldest daughter in my family and i'm moving overseas alone for my first full time job after graduating and I feel like your story really resonates with mine, how you compared your Dad's working life to yours as well as always wanting to achieve the best for them. Im officially subscribed can't wait to watch more vids from you :)

Can we all appreciate the fact that she walked double on the trail to go back and get the camera!!

@molykarom5091

Жыл бұрын

Haha I thought about that too! 😂

I've never been this early before 😭😭 Been waiting impatiently for this since your last vid! You really inspire me with everything you do, the way you carry and conduct yourself, and most especially your hardworking nature and determination! Also, I love the little catch-ups, it feels like we're talking on a personal level. Thank you for everything you do Jing and keep going! One other thing, I would like to applaud you for how quickly your channel has grown! Congrats 🌺💙

@jingsuuu

Жыл бұрын

ahhh thank u so much for the sweetest message 🥺

Just thinking about your channel and you upload a new vid!!! I'm the eldest as well, and that part about "feeling guilty or proud" is true. OMG Bath has such a dark academic vibe, and I love it! Also, kudos to you for leaving your camera to take shots, but then having to go back to it after you made it up those hills.

I love the ending line, jing you are the most tangible form of making your parents' and your dreams come true!! stay proud and I hope you have more wonderful experiences because you truly deserve that

@jingsuuu

Жыл бұрын

🥺 thank u

@annet04

Жыл бұрын

@@jingsuuu aww you're always welcome

so glad i found your channel and the content you create in the midst of the oversaturated and similar contents the creators put out these days, thank u for doing what u do!

Hi Jing, I just wanted to say that your videos have been a massive inspiration to me, especially as someone who gets homesick really easily and you just seem like a really great person so I hope you keep doing what you’re doing. Lots of love ❤

@jingsuuu

Жыл бұрын

thank u so so much for the sweet words 💗

you make my day jing, thank you for uploading and teaching us about self love

@jingsuuu

Жыл бұрын

thank uuuuuu 💗

I LOVE EVERY single thing about this video! Omg I have the sheer canopy over my bed as well. That apartment reminds me of my own so much. I just don't have that amazing view. LOL The views on your walk were STUNNING and the 2nd place you ate out at is freakin AMAZING! WOW I have got to visit Oxford! THANK YOU so much for sharing doll!

cg on 200k

i needed this today. thank you

this was so beautiful 🕊️

I'm in love with your vidoes 🥺💜

love, love, love the vibe of this video

never stop making videos💓 love your channel!!

She speaks my heart everytime 😭

I love this video sm ily!! Btw the views of your window are gorgeous

Sawing that you posted made me so happy omg. I love your vids🥰

Jing, your videos are amazing, I have chills.

Your videos are amazing! So much inspiration!!! 😍

this is so therapeutic 😭 i love your vids, jing! 🤍

stunning as always🧡

you're such an inspiration jing-nim♡ thank you for all that you do >

“I want to be the tangible form of their dreams that my parent carried on their backs from their homeland.” Literally choked up in tears hearing this. I am sure they are so proud.

Thank you for these videos Jing :)

I loved this video so much and as a eldest daughter I could relate so much. I am so happy to see your progress since the first video ever! So happy to be one of your first subscribers! Lots of love

You are truly inspirational in every aspect of life

Finally I love your vlog and I'm waiting for it Love you 💖

best vlog ever❤ loved the serene vibe this video gave

You are such a motivation! Your videos always make my day !!🥰

your smile never changedd❤❤

I Always Feel Motivated By Watching Your Vlogs So Much!

I acc adore your acc

You're a good motivation for all of us ❤

Jing, this video was so beautifully made!! I used to feel the guilt that comes with leaving to pursue my dreams, but the alternative is that I stay put and don't do everything I can to make use of the life my parents worked so hard to give me! I hope you can find a way to ease this guilt and enjoy the pleasures of your life to the fullest potential!

i feel way to motivated after watching this😩💜

Ever since I was little and my dad would pick up antique items or machines for his business I’ve always loved going with him and seeing new places. Most of the time it would feel mostly like a mini family road trip where once we got to a destination we would explore and see what new things we can find. I think ever since then I’ve always loved the idea of traveling and have been wanting to travel to the countrysides of Italy, England, France, and Japan. It never came to mind of studying abroad but if I had the chance to go back in time, I definitely would have. The only thing that would stop me is my family and feeling this sense of abandoning them. I’m the eldest so I know how you feel about having a guilty conscience of thinking about or actually living in another country. I feel in my heart that Italy is definitely the place that I want to live at when the moment is right. Your videos give me so much inspiration and insight to exploring different places! ☺️

your videos are so unique and such a breath of fresh air 😩❤️ I love it so much

i love how the way you film so much😭it's so beautiful and adds so much to the vibes...

Hearing the canto, especially from the parents, just always hits a soft spot. It always reminds me of home and always makes me miss home. Sometimes life is so busy and hectic that I forget about home so it makes the emotions stronger.

As always such a beautiful video once again 🫶🏼💗

OMG the lil clips made me cryyy time passes sooo fast

I love your videos, please don't stop making them! They are so comforting, they are like a safe place! Thank you for that!

You inspire me so much to be better and do better 💗

So proud of you ❤️❤️❤️ youre living my dream

the camera angles of jing are just the best. one can see the hardworkkk

Since i found your channel i immediately fell in love. Ily

this is the most beautiful video i have ever watched

I love your content sooo much, which is delicate and inspiring me to confront life. Thx a lot!

This makes me feel overwhelmed I relate to all of it

I relate to this so much! I moved across the country to go to university, and especially aa the first generation to go (and the older sister to little brothers) it is a lot of pressure and a lot of sister guilt. My father also works in construction so that bit really hit home for me! It’s a hard thought to have when working in a corporate world, but it’s why I work so hard so I can provide for them. That pressure is hard to shake and I don’t think we ever will, but all that matters is that you’re happy in the process x

such a beautiful vlog ❤

this is now my fave video of yours

You are so incredibly inspiring. Thank you for teaching me about self love. Lots of love! ❤

Everytime I watch your channel I get so much inspiration omg I’m kinda proud of myself watching you

as always - marvelous!

Your videos are so powerful your content is so relatable and i love how you share your thoughts with us it feels like i know you,thank you fro such an immersive experience that i learnt such a lot from :)

I feel so related every time I watch your videos and also feel good after realizing I'm not the only one feeling this way. Thank you for your content and sharing your thoughts to us :)

I just love your videos. They make me feel calm through all the stuff going on around me.

aww love the intro

such a beautiful video jing! you inspire me not just with your oxford journeys but also your journey to self love

your vlogs and thoughts are truly insightful & admirable 👏 they're soothing and great to watch too!

your editing is so so amazing, plus each and every video you upload are inspiring and motivational!! i hope you’re doing well, sending lots of love + support 💗🫂

Girl, you don't even know how much i like your videos. They are so comforting and every detail is perfect

I really like your videos, Jing! ❤️You’re amazing! 😍 Just keep going! ✨

I love your videos Jing! They're just so calming and peaceful. I remember when you had 100K subscribers, your channel has grown so much And I can see why! Your content is absolutely amazing!!

Your vlogging style is absolutely perfect.

ur videos are so cinematic and poetic that tears involuntarily come to my eyes. u do an amazing job on the content u create, talk about such important things, about something personal with such trepidation that it is impossible not to immerse yourself in the story u are telling. it has become such a salvation for me now, thank u sm! u are an incredibly wonderful girl who creates one of the most cozy and comfortable atmospheres in her work. ♡

ur the best jing 🥨 i hope u keep fighting strongly and never give up! i am sure that ur dad is literally proud of you for what you are right now! lots of love and energy to you jing

an absolute masterpiece.

tysm jing for your videos!! they really are a part of my happy place. and your words and your storytelling really warm up my heart and make me wanna work hard like you as well. always looking forward to your videos! lots of love!! 🤍🤍🤍

made my day when i saw you posted !! been studying all day for my a-level mocks tomorrow and thought i’d reward myself with this video when i was done!

i love ur contents sooo much🥰

i don't know why but I cried while you showed the views from the hike...and then wheres my love played I COULDNT HOLD MY TEARS. I felt so peaceful and heartbroken at the same time.

Hi,you are so so brave!!! Every time I watch your videos I get so inspired and you gave me so much energy,I love it,thanks!!!!

I literally enjoy all they vibe u give us. It's insane (lol) the fact that your thoughts and experiences and the way you talk about them makes me feel like "home". I don't really know how to express it but I really want to live that life too and your videos get me super excited about it. So yeah, thank you for that

this was so relatable as someone who is also the eldest daughter! a beautiful video and loved the choice of syml for the hiking segment! 🤗💛

you're literally the most grateful person i've ever watched on youtube and it's so comforting to hear you talk about your experiences and to watch your videos.

You are so wise. I always feel and learn something with you. Thank you so much for that. Big hug from Brazil.

This vlog was soo dreamy ❤

This video made me cry in the best way possible

you’ve become my fave vlogger, your whole vibe is just perfect

@jingsuuu

Жыл бұрын

awhh thank u