Pov: you fell in love with right person in wrong time (walking while its raining)

#playlist #slowed #reverb

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  • @Leah-dl6fd
    @Leah-dl6fd2 жыл бұрын

    -Time stamps- 00:00 - 03:09 Young - Vacation 03:09 - 06:05 Heather - Conan Gray 06:05 - 09:05 The night we met - Lord Huron 09:05 - 12:35 First love / late spring - Mitski 12:35 - 16:03 River - Leon Bridges 16:05 - 19:25 Apocalypse - Cigarette After Sex 19:06 - 22:48 YNWIM - Yot Club 22:49 - 25:33 Space songs - Beach house 25:34 - 28:59 I can’t handle change - Roar

  • @matthewperez7919

    @matthewperez7919

    2 жыл бұрын

    what's the first one

  • @Leah-dl6fd

    @Leah-dl6fd

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@matthewperez7919 young by vacation

  • @ssaccot

    @ssaccot

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@matthewperez7919 young - vacation

  • @Kiisulaura2810

    @Kiisulaura2810

    2 жыл бұрын

    Helppp, its the song from “13 reasons Why” 😭

  • @jsrjeeni1202

    @jsrjeeni1202

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's actually vacations not vacation. I've tried to search it anywhere and didn't find it before...

  • @random7278
    @random72782 жыл бұрын

    "The worst feeling isn't being alone, its being forgotten by someone you could never forget" -dude

  • @user-yx7wi6jh8n

    @user-yx7wi6jh8n

    2 жыл бұрын

    i like its just -dude

  • @popculture264

    @popculture264

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ayo , true ;-;

  • @ch3ssa.h37

    @ch3ssa.h37

    2 жыл бұрын

    Fr

  • @MinecraftRex16

    @MinecraftRex16

    2 жыл бұрын

    Prefect 555 likes lol

  • @shylajune9594

    @shylajune9594

    2 жыл бұрын

    this

  • @createandevolve
    @createandevolve2 жыл бұрын

    Daily reminder, You survived another week in a very tough world, even though at times it felt like you wouldn't, and I'm so proud of you.

  • @PodDaGoat

    @PodDaGoat

    2 жыл бұрын

    No I’m proud of u 👍 ❤️

  • @kiaaaaaaraaa3656

    @kiaaaaaaraaa3656

    2 жыл бұрын

    Aww Iloveyousm

  • @mercyydaddyy6173

    @mercyydaddyy6173

    2 жыл бұрын

    Merry Christmas

  • @visafendler7516

    @visafendler7516

    2 жыл бұрын

    this made me cry sm thank u

  • @aryyytenoid

    @aryyytenoid

    2 жыл бұрын

    thank u for this

  • @Wolfsta
    @Wolfsta10 ай бұрын

    You don’t miss her, you miss the version of what she could have been...

  • @klaser22

    @klaser22

    10 ай бұрын

    i miss her so fucking bad

  • @Spideyjosh__

    @Spideyjosh__

    10 ай бұрын

    Real

  • @Zero.-_

    @Zero.-_

    10 ай бұрын

    I miss the the version of who she was.

  • @flyinglobster5324

    @flyinglobster5324

    10 ай бұрын

    I'd take a happy and joyful fantasy over facing a sad and lonely reality any day

  • @sikk7062

    @sikk7062

    10 ай бұрын

    Thanks

  • @gwenky6155
    @gwenky6155 Жыл бұрын

    the worst feeling is not being able to stop loving someone you know you can never have.

  • @LivClement

    @LivClement

    Жыл бұрын

    i cant have her anymore bc she died

  • @WafflesBooboo

    @WafflesBooboo

    Жыл бұрын

    i am going through that know and i cant get over her I LOVE HER, I WANT HER!!😞

  • @iampagliacci

    @iampagliacci

    Жыл бұрын

    Why are we like this? Why are we doomed to suffer from those feelings that don't want to go?

  • @menooj6683

    @menooj6683

    Жыл бұрын

    shat up

  • @illcomeupwithacreativename4096

    @illcomeupwithacreativename4096

    Жыл бұрын

    @@menooj6683 die

  • @theaayushbansal
    @theaayushbansal2 жыл бұрын

    "If you got chemistry, you only need one other thing. Timing. But timing is a bitch." Been feeling this a little too hard lately.

  • @prefix253

    @prefix253

    Жыл бұрын

    Depends on how serious u want the relationship to be. There must be common ground in morals as well if ur actually planning on raising a family with the person.

  • @WackAlan

    @WackAlan

    Жыл бұрын

    I love that quote

  • @jesusofbullets

    @jesusofbullets

    Жыл бұрын

    Where’s this quote from?

  • @theaayushbansal

    @theaayushbansal

    Жыл бұрын

    @@jesusofbullets how i met your mother

  • @WackAlan

    @WackAlan

    Жыл бұрын

    @@jesusofbullets himym, that’s how I know that’s quote

  • @coolname5418
    @coolname54182 жыл бұрын

    It hurts even more when the person that gave you the best memories becomes a memory.

  • @dxmono7626

    @dxmono7626

    2 жыл бұрын

    Corny💀

  • @tiffanybowman8196

    @tiffanybowman8196

    2 жыл бұрын

    It really does suck, it's the worst, you spend every day with them, nurture their dreams, you realize that even tho you both are kinda young for all this but you still try to make it work through everything, it becomes something run through and old, it sucks it has to be the right time and right person, I hate time, it's either wrong or right, not enough or too much, and sucks when other people get in the mix

  • @eyxzm7505

    @eyxzm7505

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@dxmono7626 L

  • @zachburris6519

    @zachburris6519

    2 жыл бұрын

    Facts

  • @QuazyRaccoon

    @QuazyRaccoon

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@tiffanybowman8196 I agree

  • @GeneralKammy
    @GeneralKammy Жыл бұрын

    the part that hurts the most is knowing that you’re never gonna find anyone like that again

  • @8_bug094

    @8_bug094

    7 ай бұрын

    Yeah but when you'll finally find someone else it will be easy becoz of that person to accept the tragedies in the past and ultimately you'll conclude time heals everything ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

  • @0okcin605

    @0okcin605

    6 ай бұрын

    for real bro

  • @justarando1365

    @justarando1365

    6 ай бұрын

    Not even in the same person

  • @SunsetsOrStars

    @SunsetsOrStars

    5 ай бұрын

    Maybe, you could find better Who knows

  • @0okcin605

    @0okcin605

    5 ай бұрын

    nvm we’re gonna make it

  • @dawnteei
    @dawnteei Жыл бұрын

    And you've realised that when u fall for someone,,, every romantic song u listen to... feels like it's made for u🙃✨

  • @xandercholette7479

    @xandercholette7479

    10 ай бұрын

    Yea, but it bends the other way whenever they leave, every song reminds you of what once was, seeing the same situation mirrored, looking into through the rose tinted window,but this time being on the other side of the glass, alone. Tasting and reliving those memories. Getting hit with what feels like dejà vu, only that after it goes sour sitting in your mouth, that bad after taste now being a constant reminder that it was once so sweet.

  • @joe2134

    @joe2134

    10 ай бұрын

    She has her broken heart but that was the least of her problems...

  • @raydson_S

    @raydson_S

    9 ай бұрын

    That was the entire 'Harry's House' album for me 😅. Btw even after me and her broke up its still such a good album imo. But nowadays it is like a different meaning here inside.

  • @ISWEARGIVEMEAMOMENTTOEXPLAIN

    @ISWEARGIVEMEAMOMENTTOEXPLAIN

    5 ай бұрын

    Ikr? It's like eyes don't lie by Isabel larosa

  • @TheVincentVanGogh
    @TheVincentVanGogh2 жыл бұрын

    *right person; wrong time,* *right script; wrong line,* *right poem; wrong rhyme,* *...and a piece of your heart that was never mine*

  • @isachuntic

    @isachuntic

    2 жыл бұрын

    oh shit this is great

  • @yeevz9701

    @yeevz9701

    2 жыл бұрын

    damn..

  • @phonecharger9958

    @phonecharger9958

    2 жыл бұрын

    im crying asadfsfgv

  • @Viatique.

    @Viatique.

    2 жыл бұрын

    MAY I HAVE THE PERMISSION TO PUT THIS IN MY BIO

  • @elrika_mae

    @elrika_mae

    2 жыл бұрын

    Omfg shit!

  • @benjaminmartin8263
    @benjaminmartin82632 жыл бұрын

    One of the more complicated things about falling in love with someone is maintaining the mindset that you are still a complete person if they decide to leave.

  • @dinamita2870

    @dinamita2870

    2 жыл бұрын

    I knowww

  • @osacrpro

    @osacrpro

    2 жыл бұрын

    you become dependent in a way almost treating them like a brother / or sister that will always be there but the sad reality is unlike being bonded by blood you are bonded by love and sometimes that can fall apart or fade away

  • @samantharackley3882

    @samantharackley3882

    2 жыл бұрын

    damn

  • @chloegeil158

    @chloegeil158

    2 жыл бұрын

    that was one of the most beautiful and painful things I've read holy cow

  • @lostcoc_

    @lostcoc_

    2 жыл бұрын

    this def hit

  • @itiswhatitis1315
    @itiswhatitis131511 ай бұрын

    "You're the sun, you've never seen the night but you hear it's song from the morning birds. Well I'm not the moon, I'm not even a star but awake at night i'll be singing to the birds." -Mitski One of my favorite lyrics

  • @adarshmalodia302

    @adarshmalodia302

    10 ай бұрын

    Now it's one of my favs tooooo.

  • @adelcathey308
    @adelcathey308 Жыл бұрын

    he was the only person ive ever been able to love, ive never felt happiness like that. ive also never felt loneliness like this.

  • @anthonystarkey587

    @anthonystarkey587

    10 ай бұрын

    Hope ur doing better now

  • @adarshmalodia302

    @adarshmalodia302

    10 ай бұрын

    It feels like, she is writing it to me, as a last goodbye, of which we weren't lucky enough to have.

  • @NeoEddie-de8be

    @NeoEddie-de8be

    9 ай бұрын

    I know how you feel my friend lonely....😭

  • @sassyhasty-mx1jd

    @sassyhasty-mx1jd

    7 ай бұрын

    Life is so unexpected for a mere human 💀

  • @sadnessmaximus7155
    @sadnessmaximus71552 жыл бұрын

    POV: Its 1am and you're listening to this, realizing you're in love with a person you can't be with...

  • @laibakhan7122

    @laibakhan7122

    2 жыл бұрын

    same its 4am and and I am thinking about the person who I fell for 2 years ago but I can't be with him

  • @aubrie2001

    @aubrie2001

    2 жыл бұрын

    It’s 5:50 am and I’m still thinking about the same person I’ve been in love with for 2 years and she likes me back but I don’t think she’s ready and I don’t wanna rush her

  • @simrann9

    @simrann9

    2 жыл бұрын

    wtf it's currently 1:10am in here omg-

  • @Chupacabbra1121

    @Chupacabbra1121

    2 жыл бұрын

    1-47am she’s getting married, first girl I ever met, grew up together, figured we’d be together.

  • @deandrashaquanie-jackson677

    @deandrashaquanie-jackson677

    2 жыл бұрын

    2am but yes

  • @ffi0n.e
    @ffi0n.e2 жыл бұрын

    Yea and it hurts even more when you both agree that rn isn't the right time but you're perfect for each other, it's painful :/

  • @figtree6090

    @figtree6090

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thats literally my situation😩

  • @ffi0n.e

    @ffi0n.e

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@figtree6090 it'll get better just be willing to wait for it

  • @figtree6090

    @figtree6090

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@ffi0n.e thank you, I have hope that the day will come. ❤😊

  • @raf.fo_

    @raf.fo_

    2 жыл бұрын

    Literally me and her have been liking each other for a long time, she told me last night that she cant get over the last person and gets me messed up because ive never felt that free with someone in my entire life.

  • @whispersweetnothingsuwu

    @whispersweetnothingsuwu

    2 жыл бұрын

    ooof! hurts but true v . v

  • @my_little_dove
    @my_little_dove Жыл бұрын

    I lost him due to suicide.... he didn't tell me how he was feeling I found out he was very stressed working 4 jobs paying for his parents bills at the age of 15 and trying to make time to spend time with me he was the sweetest funniest guy he was amazing and to lose him was the worst day of my life... and to others around him...

  • @yduhxz471

    @yduhxz471

    10 ай бұрын

    Espero que sua dor diminua❤️‍🩹

  • @Scarpez_

    @Scarpez_

    5 ай бұрын

    may his soul rest in peace, i hope you’re feeling better

  • @my_little_dove

    @my_little_dove

    5 ай бұрын

    @@Scarpez_ im doing quite well thank you

  • @callmevec638

    @callmevec638

    4 ай бұрын

    Im sure hes looking down on you smiling, and happy that you continued to live your life, idk him but i swear thats what he wouldve wanted for you

  • @Marianadesouza8

    @Marianadesouza8

    4 ай бұрын

    Hey, its been a year. How are you now?

  • @djporter5029
    @djporter502911 ай бұрын

    I met him in 8th grade, his 7th. In my 10th, we became best friends, always joking about dating. Prom was around the corner, and on the day I planned on asking him, we were sent home, and COVID began. We fell slightly out of touch, but I reached out about a month later. I invited him to come camping with me, my sister, her bf, and our roommate. On the camping trip, it rained, soaking my blanket. In response, me and him shared a blanket and cuddled for warmth. The next night we went back to my place and all stayed, trying to still somewhat camp. That night he told me he loved me for the first time, and the next day, I asked him out. I came to learn by continuing to talk to him, I saved his life. I came to learn so much about his pain, his uniqueness. I came to learn about my own. For 2 years, we were happy. Then I graduated, I got depressed, and my toxic family affected me more than I wanted. I became such a horrible person. I chose every night to ignore him, and just hang out with my dad smoking. I stopped showing that I loved him. I pushed him away. He cut things off. I persisted, wanting so desperately to fix things and clouded by the pain. I said some hurtful things. I did some stupid things, just trying to get him to come back. Now he has me blocked on just about everything. I haven't seen him in almost a year. I've missed so much. Him, and all of his friends, hate me. I've come a long way since then, sought help from friends and therapy, began my dream career. But every day I feel hopeless. He made me want to be a better person. He wanted nothing but the best for me. I undervalued him. I haven't felt much of anything since it happened. I don't expect forgiveness. I can't even forgive myself. I'm sorry, for everything. I don't know if I'll ever be able to move forward without you, but I will keep trying. You showed me both how much I have, and everything I don't. I'll always love you, I just wish I knew better.

  • @yellowpineapple9158

    @yellowpineapple9158

    7 ай бұрын

    Im so sorry to hear that, I really hope he unblocked u or something, try talking to him and maybe ask if you could have a second chance :(

  • @theonebman7581

    @theonebman7581

    7 ай бұрын

    "I undervalued him" These words resonate with me. I never appreciated him when I could, and pushed him away for... literally no idea why, ig we humans really are brain dead idiots from time to time, like we purposely try to fuck things up when we know we're on the right track, or maybe we don't know who they really are and what they mean to us and we just did unexplainable things we regret to this day I miss him.

  • @destinygonzalez5617

    @destinygonzalez5617

    7 ай бұрын

    the same thing happened to me. we met right around my 14th bday and instantly had a connection, constant phone calls, hanging out and within a month we started dating. he was everything to me, he helped me grow so much and pulled me out of my reality. we dated for almost 3 years but about the 2.5 year mark something changed in me and I became so cold towards him. I got super depressed and felt like I didn't deserve him so I tried to push him away. I wanted him to hurt so he would never come back to me. I guess I got my wish. looking back I got better but I don't think he'll ever talk to me again. I just wish I could apologize and explain to him none of it was his fault. I dont expect him to forgive me but I just hope he's doing OK and he doesn't blame himself. I still listen to his favorite songs I would always act like I hated. sometimes I'll call him every once in a while on a blocked number just to hear his voice

  • @Lucifer_X305

    @Lucifer_X305

    6 ай бұрын

    ⁠@@destinygonzalez5617 In that age it’s hard to hold a relationship with someone, it can be both mentally and physically exhausting and I assume you were having those kind of feelings or you just lost the connection/feelings towards him. Should have thought abt it but I don’t blame you, young love is blind

  • @rozpyro

    @rozpyro

    6 ай бұрын

    🫂

  • @Keala09
    @Keala092 жыл бұрын

    Crazy theory: The two people that split up could be in the same comment section. This comment section

  • @HyperTerorristX

    @HyperTerorristX

    Жыл бұрын

    You damn right

  • @sfxcu

    @sfxcu

    Жыл бұрын

    ayo u got like 200 likes and only 1 (2 now) replies

  • @Keala09

    @Keala09

    Жыл бұрын

    @@sfxcu lol

  • @teahoodie4603

    @teahoodie4603

    Жыл бұрын

    Let's hope they find each other then

  • @cerine9137

    @cerine9137

    Жыл бұрын

    Daaaamn

  • @ibnuqasya9630
    @ibnuqasya96302 жыл бұрын

    "may sad endings brings happier beginnings" - me.

  • @mainjibe77

    @mainjibe77

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes 😌💜❤️

  • @snowfyy

    @snowfyy

    2 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful😊

  • @alisyaismywife3591

    @alisyaismywife3591

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are shakespear reborn

  • @SturdyLiz

    @SturdyLiz

    2 жыл бұрын

    thank you :( i needed to hear this 😭

  • @charliesclater4075

    @charliesclater4075

    2 жыл бұрын

    *Bring

  • @lujantroche3809
    @lujantroche3809 Жыл бұрын

    My love for him is strong but the wall that separates us is also

  • @kanewien
    @kanewien Жыл бұрын

    This playlist speaks to me right now. Right person. Wrong time. Maybe in the next life we will meet again.

  • @Undermist

    @Undermist

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope

  • @kanewien

    @kanewien

    Жыл бұрын

    Well, finally find a right person, right time. Seems like the person before was the wrong person, wrong time.

  • @Saultemeorshootme

    @Saultemeorshootme

    Жыл бұрын

    Hopefully me an him will meet again😢❤️

  • @crusader9026

    @crusader9026

    Жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @typhoonsmd7696

    @typhoonsmd7696

    Жыл бұрын

    Dude that’s so sad to read 😢

  • @shaneyevans9639
    @shaneyevans96392 жыл бұрын

    I’m not here for a person, I’m here because I feel isolated from the world and I can’t fucking live like this anymore

  • @gabriellepatino191

    @gabriellepatino191

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same 💔

  • @DM-vy3bw

    @DM-vy3bw

    2 жыл бұрын

    X2

  • @duckingduckmc5173

    @duckingduckmc5173

    2 жыл бұрын

    Oh im sorry bro:(

  • @americanoo_joha_joha_..._j2916

    @americanoo_joha_joha_..._j2916

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @okay3650

    @okay3650

    2 жыл бұрын

    Me too

  • @tatianaromero1517
    @tatianaromero15172 жыл бұрын

    I’m a hopeless romantic but I’m always unlucky with love… it’s like being stuck between a rock and a hard place

  • @safaab3597

    @safaab3597

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/Yq57ls6Sl7yzkZs.html

  • @Cruz_ignatius

    @Cruz_ignatius

    2 жыл бұрын

    Me too!.

  • @davenorton34

    @davenorton34

    2 жыл бұрын

    SAD reality 👉🏻 kzread.info/dash/bejne/eoWorsifnsfbfrw.html😭

  • @shreksleftelbowpeircing4904

    @shreksleftelbowpeircing4904

    2 жыл бұрын

    me too, and i liked this guy who i thought would be a horrible boyfriend, and he pleasantly surprised me and ended up liking me back, it took like..... 3 years but he ended up liking me back, and now i get little messages and he tells me how pretty i am and smart and how much he likes me and he gives me hoodies and warms my hands. it will happen, i was in the same boat as you i promise. im also a hopeless romantic, you just gotta wait for the right guy. i lowkey hoe'd around while i was waiting lmfao

  • @noon__

    @noon__

    2 жыл бұрын

    ☹same tho

  • @Dingus3
    @Dingus3 Жыл бұрын

    I remember having a friend in highschool he's a really close friend of mine, we did almost everything together and we were enjoying both of our lives, I grew so much feelings for him but he never knew that fact. I enjoyed every single moment we had with each other, simple texting or simple conversations at the campus, everything was a treasure to me, I always liked his company, he made me feel so safe. Sad that we had to part ways as college came along, we went to different schools and barely talked afterwards. The thing that pained me the most was that during the time I watched him leave for the last time, he was walking beside someone with his hands entwined to another, I sat there at the bench watching them laugh to each other, he looked so happy, much happier than he did when we were together. To deepen the wound even more is the fact that he did not say goodbye to me anymore, he was too focused with her.

  • @bebravechannel9052

    @bebravechannel9052

    Жыл бұрын

    May your heart be still my dear, sometimes we encounter things that we can never control. It hurts badly, but in turn there is someone just waiting for you. If that hasn’t already happened. We are here on our personal journeys. I send you peace and love. I may not know you but I do know your feelings all to well. You got this ❤❤❤❤

  • @Dingus3

    @Dingus3

    Жыл бұрын

    @@bebravechannel9052 i'm still at the process of moving on, as much as i try to forget the pain, it remains the same. But reading your comment made me feel quite better, and knowing that someone out there cares lightens my mood. Thank you for your advises, I appreciate it :)

  • @tiffanyarmenta1506

    @tiffanyarmenta1506

    Жыл бұрын

    This comment made me shed a tear it's so sad

  • @natuska3811
    @natuska3811 Жыл бұрын

    I listen to this playlist everyday. I put it on when I do my homework, scroll or try to calm myself down. It is not because of some sad love i listen to those songs, they're just a real deal mood. To my dear traumatized, lonely friends that are reading this comment- I'm chilling with ya my guys, whatever you're going through listening to this song- I am with you. Lets vibe together

  • @sevens1806
    @sevens18062 жыл бұрын

    god, i want to say i wish i never met you. but honestly, regardless of the pain that i know i would go through, i would still want to meet you and fall in love with you again. if it means i could spend some time with you.

  • @soojin5021

    @soojin5021

    2 жыл бұрын

    Gosh!! That stings man! I can feel and agree with every word of yours

  • @keepingupwithkneysa

    @keepingupwithkneysa

    2 жыл бұрын

    i absolutely hated him, but at the same time i could never forget our memories from the past.

  • @kampfpanzer709

    @kampfpanzer709

    2 жыл бұрын

    I know that feeling painful well

  • @eduardopaniagua5625

    @eduardopaniagua5625

    2 жыл бұрын

    Man this girl likes man and were going out but were on and off, she's been hurt so much times and i tell her i will never leave her side but it hurts knowing i make her happy but she scared to lose me. Edit: we have been doing a lot better know im happy but she still don't trust me enough to tell me how she fells when she's mad or sad but its ok in time she will trust me. im just glad she trusts me more then she did last time.

  • @eduardobartoline9623

    @eduardobartoline9623

    2 жыл бұрын

    Bro i fell you

  • @NaveenKumar-gy4df
    @NaveenKumar-gy4df2 жыл бұрын

    The worst feeling is when you know you can't be with them but you can't stop yourself from falling for that person because they are just perfect...

  • @itsyaboykev438

    @itsyaboykev438

    2 жыл бұрын

    fr

  • @sinysstudios5706

    @sinysstudios5706

    2 жыл бұрын

    my feelings exactly

  • @archmathen1820

    @archmathen1820

    2 жыл бұрын

    I am feeling this still :(

  • @Golskull

    @Golskull

    2 жыл бұрын

    Perfect way to describe how I'm feeling I know they have 0 interest in me but I've known them for quite a while and I'm close with them and they make me laugh, smile etc

  • @kshitij99951

    @kshitij99951

    2 жыл бұрын

    Living wasn't supposed to be That Bad, Hard, Difficult , COMPLI fckng CATED

  • @pokorpookie
    @pokorpookie8 ай бұрын

    this song helps when you want to finally let out all the emotions and stress and tears you have been holding in..

  • @anicio.0
    @anicio.0 Жыл бұрын

    To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don't know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something-to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you're not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it's not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You're not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what's wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love. You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it's tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don't let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won't let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down. Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you're still fighting. You're so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you're beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don't have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That's why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don't blame yourself, don't think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn't see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don't feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is. If you aren't accepted at home or in general than am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn't be ashamed of, accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me. You’re not useless, you're not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don't starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it's hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain. you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish/hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you're reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you're reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you're here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, know you will make it I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don't let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn-Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you're unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you.

  • @anicio.0

    @anicio.0

    Жыл бұрын

    Anw, my youtube channel it has music playlist if you’re interested. If you find something you like let me know! :>

  • @lii9vn

    @lii9vn

    Жыл бұрын

    لا تعلم كم أن تعليقك أثر فيّ كنت احتاج هذا الكلام بالفعل ، شكراً لك من الجيد حقاً وجود أشخاص مثلك وأنا هنا أتمنى لك ايضاً الحب ...💗

  • @vemarianshaniaferry8548

    @vemarianshaniaferry8548

    11 ай бұрын

    Thank you very much, I myself have no much to say for the way you make me feel is something I cannot describe, will it be words, picture or an emoji, but still thank you for your encouragement and a minute of warmth you make us feel, may you have a good day, good night and tomorrow. May your path be blessed a thousand times 😊

  • @yduhxz471

    @yduhxz471

    10 ай бұрын

    Isso está tão perfeitamente completo, é tudo que eu gostaria de dizer as pessoas, é tudo oque todos deveriam ouvir agora, obrigada por isso❤️‍🩹

  • @muechiii

    @muechiii

    7 ай бұрын

    oh to be loved by you

  • @welcome7723
    @welcome77232 жыл бұрын

    Sometimes I wonder how many times a heart can break until it finds the right person...

  • @adezra5991

    @adezra5991

    2 жыл бұрын

    Damn...... That's hit hard Can I repost on Twitter

  • @adezra5991

    @adezra5991

    2 жыл бұрын

    That*

  • @sunflower11.11

    @sunflower11.11

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes I just can't

  • @daddyyulix785

    @daddyyulix785

    2 жыл бұрын

    My heart broke 6 times and now I’m here with the one living life with her couldn’t be happier Dont give up you’ll find her one day

  • @mrmoon1590

    @mrmoon1590

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@daddyyulix785 i needed to see that. been heart broken 4 times already. that gives me hope

  • @damonisch5801
    @damonisch58012 жыл бұрын

    SENDING VIRTUAL HUGS TO EVERYONE HERE!!!! I'M SOSOOOOOOO GLAD YOU'RE HERE RN AND ILY ALL VERY MUCH!!! STAY SAFE & HEALTHY YA'LL

  • @danielpellegrini2673

    @danielpellegrini2673

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thanks mate, I really need those

  • @davenorton34

    @davenorton34

    2 жыл бұрын

    SAD reality 👉🏻 kzread.info/dash/bejne/eoWorsifnsfbfrw.html😭

  • @rileywelton3652

    @rileywelton3652

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, i just split up with my gf lastnight, its all kicking into reality and i cant handle it.

  • @szyyyy

    @szyyyy

    2 жыл бұрын

    tysm

  • @chriismuq8513

    @chriismuq8513

    2 жыл бұрын

    🫂

  • @devon1298
    @devon1298 Жыл бұрын

    Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming here to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, dont worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I`ll try to help as best as i can. I wont judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I cant begin to imagine how you must feel. Your so tough for getting through all of that. Im so proud of you for not giving up. Of course i understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You cant go into a battle already wounded. You cant wave the white flag without trying your hardest. And hey. If you need to take another break, Im always here. Helping you is my specialty They always find there way. One way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. Ill try to lend some advice, Or just an ear to listen. My job is done. Take life on with all your energy, and remember that you always have a soul cheering you on. Youll always have my support. I cant wait to see the great things you achieve. Before i go. I love you

  • @AngelinaLunar

    @AngelinaLunar

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this! ❤ You don't understand how helpful this is.

  • @elihatezU

    @elihatezU

    Жыл бұрын

    Thanks bro

  • @SuperEmimax

    @SuperEmimax

    Жыл бұрын

    I love you too

  • @samcoucail_yt9481

    @samcoucail_yt9481

    Жыл бұрын

    damn... I'm not really the type of guy who cry, but this comment... Truly, from the bottom of my hurt and mind, thank u. No matter who you are, where you live, what to do fora living, just wanna say that your comment was perfect. Thanks again for all your love, your kindness. Hoping that you're living the life u want to, Zach.

  • @devon1298

    @devon1298

    Жыл бұрын

    @@samcoucail_yt9481 nah bro this made me cry-

  • @Dinonuggies214
    @Dinonuggies214 Жыл бұрын

    I fell in love with the idea of him. Barely knew him but he was always so kind to me when I was going through some of the hardest moments these past few years. Simple “hellos” and “how are you doing”. He’d sit with me and we’d chat and joke. Deep down I always knew it wouldn’t end well but I’m so happy for him. He found his person and his smile is so wide compared before he met her. It makes me sad but I couldn’t be happy for him and I hope and pray that they treat each other well.

  • @tomriddlegf
    @tomriddlegf2 жыл бұрын

    "i know we weren't perfect, but i've never felt this way for no one."

  • @lgh13r35
    @lgh13r352 жыл бұрын

    She even told me….”I will never forget you doesn’t matter how long we don’t talk you were my first love and the right person but not the right time…” I literally crying right now and I haven’t cried in months

  • @mightyfastfeline1703

    @mightyfastfeline1703

    2 жыл бұрын

    Okay, it is time for the gym arc and the "Working on myself" arc to both start. Get them Champ

  • @user-gj6sk1gx6j

    @user-gj6sk1gx6j

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's life...

  • @lgh13r35

    @lgh13r35

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@user-gj6sk1gx6j fr

  • @luarafreitas6413

    @luarafreitas6413

    2 жыл бұрын

    EXACTLY like how I feel

  • @lgh13r35

    @lgh13r35

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@luarafreitas6413 wanna talk?

  • @Rem1025
    @Rem10255 ай бұрын

    This video will always have a special place in my heart; this comment section is like a place for broken souls... For anyone here that has been hurt... or even hurt someone... I just want to say a few things. It's going to be okay. Just give it time. If things didn't work out, it was for a reason. Everything is a part of God's plan. I'm sorry you went through something like that. But you will heal. Don't give up, no matter how hard it might get. You will meet the right person for you one day, and they will love like you deserve. Stay strong, everyone.

  • @222sjskdjsk
    @222sjskdjsk Жыл бұрын

    i’ll never be able to forget her but i hope she’s truly happy with who she’s with

  • @jxn.a
    @jxn.a2 жыл бұрын

    hiding feelings from a friend so you can protect the friendship is one of the hardest and most painful things ever

  • @fantoms6839

    @fantoms6839

    2 жыл бұрын

    worst thing is when they’re somebody that doesn’t really care about you but you can’t move on because sometimes they’ll smile and boom.

  • @olive4724

    @olive4724

    2 жыл бұрын

    i've been going through this for at least 5 years so far I can say it hurts a lot

  • @ashley_rodgers

    @ashley_rodgers

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ik that feeling all too well

  • @mahmoudwahida3323

    @mahmoudwahida3323

    2 жыл бұрын

    Just say it. But say it in a mature way. For example i just told her the way i feel for her and she doesn't even have to say anything back. Because i don't care i just wanted to let her know about how i feel how bad i felt for her and how heavy it made me everyday and night. And for her to be mature enough to understand that i can't control how i feel and i can't control how she feels so i understand that too. She texted me back after a long 6 days and said she always saw me as a friend and i was just as happy as always because i just didn't want to lose her as my best friend and we went bowling the next day😁. But if it ever happens and she decides to give us a chance then good. If not iam still focusing on my self making my self better everyday

  • @antonettepatagan6507

    @antonettepatagan6507

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@mahmoudwahida3323 love your attitude!

  • @taylorsnyder4752
    @taylorsnyder47522 жыл бұрын

    POV: you’ve made it another day, and I’m damn proud of you 😘

  • @shannilove2801

    @shannilove2801

    2 жыл бұрын

    😪

  • @saitama._.6778

    @saitama._.6778

    2 жыл бұрын

    yey💀

  • @dodororo9248

    @dodororo9248

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @Cristian-wu9fk

    @Cristian-wu9fk

    2 жыл бұрын

    You know the fact that reading this comment and having it bring me to tears just shows how deprived I am of affection at the moment :/. Sometimes all it takes is a little praise or love to make everything better, even if it’s a random persons comment

  • @mr.nobody4183

    @mr.nobody4183

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Cristian-wu9fk stay strong. It gets easier.

  • @midnight_ty
    @midnight_ty11 ай бұрын

    Her eyes are pure magic, but her tears are painful Her ears love hearing the sound of the rain, but hate hearing people talking shit about her Her hair loves my hands, always petting her, but hates when someone pulls without asking She is an angel, but surrounded of demons who try to hurt her I want to protect her, but the demons possessed my brain, and I'm afraid of them, because they might hurt her, my little sunlight, my caring angel, my soulmate A broken soul is trying to heal another broken soul, but it has no energy for both souls If I have to sacrifice one, it'll be mine, I don't need to think it twice

  • @ghostk1151
    @ghostk1151 Жыл бұрын

    It’s hard to fall asleep when both reality and dream are painful

  • @dutchvanderlinde9400

    @dutchvanderlinde9400

    Жыл бұрын

    I get that.

  • @RAHHHHHHHHH90

    @RAHHHHHHHHH90

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope you're okay

  • @kathleenjobe

    @kathleenjobe

    Жыл бұрын

    I realize that no one‘s gonna like me so I’m always trying to be nice to people like you😢

  • @RAHHHHHHHHH90

    @RAHHHHHHHHH90

    Жыл бұрын

    @@kathleenjobe I like u

  • @mochihousemaid5163

    @mochihousemaid5163

    Жыл бұрын

    let me knwo when you get married

  • @AL-df3cd
    @AL-df3cd Жыл бұрын

    Free hugs for anyone that fell in love with the right person wrong time or just wants one.

  • @fatyoshi318

    @fatyoshi318

    Жыл бұрын

    Thanks, you’re the first person to offer

  • @pieseeds

    @pieseeds

    Жыл бұрын

    I love you

  • @scouts-out

    @scouts-out

    Жыл бұрын

    thanks c:

  • @Adrioop

    @Adrioop

    Жыл бұрын

    Thanks ml❤

  • @strawberrytae69

    @strawberrytae69

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you :(

  • @Littlestaxolotl
    @Littlestaxolotl Жыл бұрын

    I love him so much... It hurts so badly knowing that he'll never feel the same. It's like I'm trapped in this box of feeling and I'm drowning but he's able to be free without the burden of knowing I like him

  • @rin47273
    @rin47273 Жыл бұрын

    This playlist gave me some inspiration to write- so enjoy! Roses are beautiful They also have thorns That sting and hurt while the gap bleeds Never before have I thought I could suffer such pain From a beauty like you Never before have I considered myself weak Until you came along Never before have I seen myself as a bad person Until you hurt me like you did Did I do something? What did I do, to become your enemy? I didn't want to I never wanted to But you broke me down Burned me to ashes Then made me into clay Where you made me the bad guy Does that make you, the bad guy in this fairytale? If so, then I still shouldn't love you, like I did a year ago When we laughed and whispered secrets on the hood of my car, in the moon light, when I realized I was in love with you But why did that have to hurt our friendship? Why did you leave, once I told you Why did you cut a gash in my heart Why are you leaving me, to bleed out on the cold, hard ground And why, do still want to buy you a rose and tell you that you, are the most beautiful flower I have ever seen, and that you remind me of a rose So beautiful and full of love But so dangerous and full of hate at the end of the day

  • @user74821

    @user74821

    10 ай бұрын

    this is so beautiful.

  • @YuriEnjoyer52

    @YuriEnjoyer52

    10 ай бұрын

    Same thing happened to me and then I saw your comment and decided to share (Beautiful btw) Work, eat, and sleep. Cycle of this freedom. Fault of us all. Work, eat, and sleep. Cycle of this price. Dopamine extracts heavy fees. Work, eat, sleep, and grow old. Work through rain and drought. Escape.

  • @SheerPuppet
    @SheerPuppet Жыл бұрын

    POV: You weren’t gonna cry today but you found this

  • @notsecretgaming4013

    @notsecretgaming4013

    Жыл бұрын

    🥹

  • @acat6637
    @acat66372 жыл бұрын

    I found the perfect girl everything was right about her. Her smile, her laugh, her personality, her looks. But she had abusive parents and she took her own life after one bad night and now I sit in my room and listen to her favorite songs and I cry. She left me an empty shell which she would fill but now I remain empty

  • @nadiaazzabi9549

    @nadiaazzabi9549

    2 жыл бұрын

    I really wish you the best💜

  • @acat6637

    @acat6637

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@nadiaazzabi9549 thank you that means a lot

  • @yosua9889

    @yosua9889

    2 жыл бұрын

    bro.. I'm speechless. All I can say is that I wish u the best too..

  • @pioupiou5762

    @pioupiou5762

    2 жыл бұрын

    I’m really sorry bro..

  • @rini9936

    @rini9936

    2 жыл бұрын

    im sorry bby... wishing you the absolute best, you got this

  • @arandomperson9694
    @arandomperson9694 Жыл бұрын

    She's a coworker, and we are having a perfect time together, it's a chemistry that I never felt before. We complete each other when it comes to literally every single thing, our ideas and thoughts are entirely alike. I make her laugh really hard all day, we never run out of subjects to talk about, we lose the sense of time when we are having those conversations, and we sometimes have those moments when we look deep into each other's eyes disguising ourselves shyly. It's been a while and the feeling strengthens as time passes. We do everything together at work and she shows that she wants to be close to me and so do I. She's someone whom I always have dreamed of and I can tell that I am someone whom she always wanted but... she's married and I totally respect that, I never hit on her and those moments just happen, I never think about doing them because it's everything so natural. She sometimes tells that her marriage is not going really well because of tons of things and she mentions that they are entirely different from each other, but at the same time I don't see them breaking up, those problems that they are having are just problems that almost every couple have to go through... She complains about him saying that he's been doing something that is really not good for her making her suffer, worry, and wonder if he still cares about her, but then he suddenly does something showing that he still cares, he buys her things, he asks her out and so on. Again, I never did something to damage their marriage because that's not like me. They won't break up and that's ok. It's completely painful, I feel like a monster for liking someone married but I didn't choose it, I just feel it and if I had a choice, I would choose not to feel it. I am so angry at the world for being an unfair place. I won't do anything but wait, and one thing I know for sure: I would wait hundreds of years for her and I wouldn't regret it.

  • @Mack10011
    @Mack1001110 ай бұрын

    i've never been in love, letalone a relationship, but this playlist is just making me so emotional. idk if i'm just tired, or what, but it is. goodnight, friend..

  • @window4234
    @window42342 жыл бұрын

    I fell in love with him. He fell in love with me dated for a bit. He Distanced himself from me later he broke up with me. I was confused why until I found out he had cancer. He didn’t want me to worry about him. He died six months later. I just wish I was with him in his final moments. His smile still cheers me up.Btw I just want to say thank you for all the support because it really makes me smile!

  • @darling8347

    @darling8347

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm sure he's watching you from heaven.

  • @window4234

    @window4234

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@darling8347 :)

  • @eunice_oftheday

    @eunice_oftheday

    2 жыл бұрын

    Let’s continue to live and be happy as he made us happy and full of life and keep in mind these good souvenirs of him ! 🥰❤️

  • @user-jp2hh1jy6b

    @user-jp2hh1jy6b

    2 жыл бұрын

    im so sorry for your loss, but let me tell you...you're strong. i know it. he's watching you from heaven and smiling at you and very proud of you. keep going ml, i believe in you🤍

  • @Ohidgaf111

    @Ohidgaf111

    2 жыл бұрын

    I just want to give u a hug☹️ im sorry

  • @aaliyahfaith8985
    @aaliyahfaith89852 жыл бұрын

    I love reading everyone’s stories. It makes me feel not so alone. Thank you❤️

  • @aikauchiha6765

    @aikauchiha6765

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same :””)

  • @arturoadramian3506

    @arturoadramian3506

    2 жыл бұрын

    Samee

  • @hik317

    @hik317

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/lJZ5yJhpfNibldI.html

  • @dont_be_shy._.4239

    @dont_be_shy._.4239

    2 жыл бұрын

    Me to

  • @zulfar1193

    @zulfar1193

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@arturoadramian3506 why does yours have translate to English when it's literally English. I guess Samee is probably an alternative language

  • @charls6383
    @charls6383 Жыл бұрын

    when im an adult ill be walking in the rain with an unbrella and a cozy coat with headphones listening to this playlist

  • @Ochi1985
    @Ochi19859 ай бұрын

    i miss listening to this kind of playlist... but im not that broken anymore.. every time i listen to this kind of playlist it give me flashback about me and him. and it just makes me even more sad😥😥😕😕

  • @Everythingever-seeing

    @Everythingever-seeing

    8 ай бұрын

    This is the beauty, my dear. Healing is the purpose. This kind of music isn't made to serve you forever. The best part isn't the "other side". There isn't really another side. You can't know what could be until you do. Keep growing. Loving. Laughing. Crying. Run far and quickly and fall asleep with a twinkle in your eye. It's the growing that makes it worth it. To stand on a rock and look to see the progress you've made is a blessing. This is the point of that pain you once had. Now go and live with your whole soul. Good luck, and keep growing

  • @darling8347
    @darling83472 жыл бұрын

    Listening to this playlist while reading the stories in the comments gives me a feeling. I don't really know what the feeling is, but it's there.

  • @Aemaya

    @Aemaya

    2 жыл бұрын

    Damn, didn't think I would relate to someone like this XD

  • @user-oh6gy5ui1f

    @user-oh6gy5ui1f

    2 жыл бұрын

    Gives a very weird and sad feeling

  • @evelyn_1197

    @evelyn_1197

    2 жыл бұрын

    Melancholy?

  • @darling8347

    @darling8347

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@evelyn_1197 possibly

  • @momoka4529

    @momoka4529

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes literally thats it

  • @supii3374
    @supii33742 жыл бұрын

    it hurts realizing it was the right person for you, but distance and insecurity tears you both apart..

  • @anonymous-xe5it

    @anonymous-xe5it

    Жыл бұрын

    I can relate to this so hard

  • @phantomdj8592

    @phantomdj8592

    Жыл бұрын

    thats whats happening with me and her rn.

  • @therealmariamm

    @therealmariamm

    Жыл бұрын

    😭

  • @zwhite_0879

    @zwhite_0879

    Жыл бұрын

    This is my problem guys

  • @chaa4119

    @chaa4119

    Жыл бұрын

    Can relate :'' (

  • @MlsslingL3ftS0ck
    @MlsslingL3ftS0ck9 ай бұрын

    Nah cuz it’s almost been a year but it doesn’t hurt any less. I’ve been getting these chest pains lately whenever I think about him.

  • @Hannahthe.equestrian
    @Hannahthe.equestrian Жыл бұрын

    POV: Your listening to this an entire hour, rewatching it over and over. Realizing your more alone then you thought

  • @madisonwong686
    @madisonwong6862 жыл бұрын

    I imagined us dancing in the rain in a parking lot with these songs blasting out of the car

  • @moonrilla3932

    @moonrilla3932

    2 жыл бұрын

    crying rn

  • @chisasharma2561

    @chisasharma2561

    2 жыл бұрын

    **depressed fake scenarios in the bg**

  • @alicethecat556

    @alicethecat556

    2 жыл бұрын

  • @artsy_me6439

    @artsy_me6439

    2 жыл бұрын

    I shouldn’t have read your comment

  • @hik317

    @hik317

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/lJZ5yJhpfNibldI.html

  • @user-ef5cr1wt5j
    @user-ef5cr1wt5j2 жыл бұрын

    I can't put into words what I'm feeling right now, I just know it hurts.

  • @vanesaymeri4942

    @vanesaymeri4942

    2 жыл бұрын

    I hope you are in a good place now

  • @zeynepbicer7081

    @zeynepbicer7081

    2 жыл бұрын

    :'))

  • @bellsbellss

    @bellsbellss

    2 жыл бұрын

    that’s how i feel too, idk what to think of the situation i’m in bc there are just so many feelings and no one can be honest. it hurts so bad and i don’t know how to protect everyone but i hope that everything ends well for you. goodluck 💕💕

  • @KlassicCloud

    @KlassicCloud

    2 жыл бұрын

    I understand

  • @sunflower11.11

    @sunflower11.11

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes

  • @crewrowles1645
    @crewrowles164510 ай бұрын

    I remember when we were best friends. In high school our families would laugh on hours on end, and they were considered family. During covid she was the person who I would talk to for hours on end, and we would do anything for each other. She had a smile and laugh unlike any other. I finally assembled the courage to ask her to prom, when I created a "stache" from the movie Up - full of badges that were symbolic of key moments throughout the years we knew each other as friends. I already loved her going into dating. That first kiss was transcending. I actually have a picture of my bewildered face after that night in front of a mirror with a gaping mouth open. I was shocked with the number of people who were totally "shipping" us. My favorite moments of high school were with her. She introduced me to a life of bewilderment and comfort unlike anyone else I've ever met in my life. Time flew. When she was sick for prom, I drove her to my house and set up hundreds of candles and had my younger sister be our butler for the evening (don't worry I paid my sister with fruit snacks). There was no one else I wanted to be my best friend than her. When we went to college together we danced in the snow. Effort is important in a relationship, but it felt so natural with her, like we could have fun no matter what. When we were slow dancing, she said that it was a core memory. She even treated me to a lantern festival where we wrote down all of our ambitions on a lamp as we floated it into a water. This was the type of relationship where no one else was allowed in. We were completely enfatuated. We were Flynn Ryder and Rapunzel for Halloween. It was around the beginning of this year though. When I started doubting in my own ability for our future. I didn't have a lot of stability and we decided that the best course of action would be to end it. A few weeks later I kept wanting to see just my friend, but she said that there would never be any future for us. Her eyes looked different and pained. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to hear in my life. I still remember the first time when I saw her face more than 6 years ago, and feeling that one day I'd get the opportunity to date her. Just a few months ago she looked like a stranger. If I had the chance to rewind time would I? I would. But should I? I don't think so. Perhaps we were both kicks in each other butts for the rest of our lives. If I had to choose between feeling it or not at all, I think you already know my answer. I know that we had what most people look for their whole lives. Since the breakup I have gone on a few dates, but why do I think of her still while I'm on them? None of them have come even close. Am I just romanticizing the past? There were some days that were frustrating or annoying here and there, but we were there for each other. It's been near 6 months now, and I didn't appreciate her the way she should've been treated. I'm changing several aspects of my life, but I hope and pray that there is someone out there ready to treat her the way I couldn't. To be honest, I don't know if I will ever find love like that again. But maybe that's a good thing about life. Her birthday is this week, and my mind is flooded with memories. I still know what her smile feels like, and what her eyes signify. How could I forget? Despite everyone telling me to move on, and determine a future for myself, a part of me will always love Bella.

  • @starwars4life644
    @starwars4life644 Жыл бұрын

    I’m reading these comments and I’m ngl they kinda scare me. I’m dating the most wonderful person I have ever met right now, and all these stories are talking about loving someone then losing them and I’m scared I’m gonna lose her. She is the best thing that’s ever happened to me. It started off as just friends, then 20 hour phone calls. One day we went to a dance together and I kissed her. She pulled me closer to her and I will never forget that feeling. The feeling that I am loved. I made a promise to myself to protect her and never lose her and I’m gonna stick by it. But whatever y’all are going through you need to stick through it. It’s gonna get better and you’ll someday find someone that when you set eyes on them you’ll get this feeling. You might not know what it is at first but eventually you’ll come to find out it is love. When you find that someone never let them go. Love them like you’ve never loved anyone before. I love her and every time I look at her I get this feeling inside and it makes me feel so warm. I’m never letting go of her.

  • @airreloads4152

    @airreloads4152

    Жыл бұрын

    Good luck

  • @berderk2796

    @berderk2796

    2 ай бұрын

    You both still dating?

  • @urgirlmerve522
    @urgirlmerve5222 жыл бұрын

    I’m just casually listening to this and reading peoples stories and crying over them. I have tears running down my face right now. I wish you all the best and you guys are sooo strong ❤️❤️

  • @Lassmichinruhe3

    @Lassmichinruhe3

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thats so sweet 🥰 I wish you the best too

  • @simplynotthere7478

    @simplynotthere7478

    2 жыл бұрын

    Life just be hard all around

  • @minarifantasy6594

    @minarifantasy6594

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yea same.

  • @alexswin2.778

    @alexswin2.778

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@minarifantasy6594 but hey at least you got a umbrella

  • @iamthecrimsonking119

    @iamthecrimsonking119

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you ❤️

  • @kazeaf5210
    @kazeaf52102 жыл бұрын

    "One of the worst feeling is loving someone but not being able to confess, then, you lose your chance"

  • @mitzuu553

    @mitzuu553

    Жыл бұрын

    The painnN

  • @adven4615

    @adven4615

    Жыл бұрын

    I confessed, I failed, but then I still loved her no matter what... Now she already has someone

  • @arsindmp9202

    @arsindmp9202

    Жыл бұрын

    I had a whole plan to tell her we’re 14 and we’re both tipsy in the Down stairs room and my friend started snapping her about how I feel about her it didn’t make it awkward we both laughed about and she had to go back home in 10 minutes but when I got back to my house which is a while away from her house my friend told me that she said she also liked me I haven’t seen him yet since then since this was a couple days ago so I haven’t seen the messages but the hope I have that he’s not lying is all that keeps me breathing right now

  • @neverland8688

    @neverland8688

    Жыл бұрын

    @@arsindmp9202 good luck!

  • @Yuki-wb2jg

    @Yuki-wb2jg

    Жыл бұрын

    Fax

  • @aayushijoshi2499
    @aayushijoshi249910 ай бұрын

    It never ends right? This feeling doesn't go away right??

  • @Everythingever-seeing

    @Everythingever-seeing

    8 ай бұрын

    What feeling?

  • @ivannaar2953

    @ivannaar2953

    5 ай бұрын

    It does, be patient. Everything will go back to normal, you just have to give it time.

  • @anarchygoose0222
    @anarchygoose02228 ай бұрын

    I think laufey said it the best: “Everybody falling in love but I’m falling behind” Everyone is finding their soulmates in girl in red season while I’m over here creating stupid attachments to people when they end up liking others. Why can’t someone just love me back.? The more and more I think about the more I realize that I should probably learn to love myself before others but I think that literally just someone finding the slightest interest in me would cause me to be happier in life. I just want someone to truly love me back but no one will. When will it be my turn?

  • @potatocatstar

    @potatocatstar

    8 ай бұрын

    Laufey? Tell me more.

  • @anarchygoose0222

    @anarchygoose0222

    8 ай бұрын

    @@potatocatstar laufey is simply mother

  • @brandogarcia5353
    @brandogarcia5353 Жыл бұрын

    I lost her to a drunk driver... we were in high-school she was the one. She went to all my games and vice versa. We were both also into music. And just did everything together. We would sing all the time. Do covers and endless hours of conversations in the phone. We had the deepest connection went from being a player to a one lady man. I couldn't see or think about anybody else but her no matter how many girls approached me. I knew she was the one. The day I had finally asked her to be my girl. She went to a cousins birthday party. Also her first time driving by herself. On her way back home. She never made it. The driver did though... I remember not getting replies from her after that. And stayed up all night the next day I got the news from her friend... never has anyone ever seen me broken. I was the example of a guy who showed no weakness no fear no pain nothing. And at that moment I just remember my heart tearing. It hurt physically.... my mind went blank. And my body went numb... I dropped to my knees I couldn't cry I couldn't speak I couldn't do anything. I remember I just got back up and walked. I ended up going to see my weight training coach. I just asked if i could hide there for a while. I remember picking up the weights and as I started my set the tears started flowing... I thought that by lifting weights i could lift the weight off my chest and numb the pain. My coach saw me. And just let me cry on his shoulders... she was perfect for me.. her light brown hair.. beautiful hazel eyes with a thought of green closer to the middle the purest most innocent smile... that brought warmth to you. Her laugh that just filled you and forced you to laugh with her and even though you don't remember why you were laughing it was still funny. Her voices. A soft sweet angelic melody after that day. I can no longer sing or play.. it hurts too much to even touch a guitar. It's been years now... and although I've made my life worth while. I still am reminded of her. And I will never forget her.

  • @nickjoseph5258

    @nickjoseph5258

    Жыл бұрын

    im so sorry

  • @drey2798

    @drey2798

    Жыл бұрын

    Idk why but I just had the urge to say your doing the best man, walk forward to your new life goal even if it's full of needles, its hard but its worth it

  • @simondenis1234

    @simondenis1234

    Жыл бұрын

    Your comment made me cry Your story broke my heart I’m so sorry for you

  • @necr0marker650

    @necr0marker650

    Жыл бұрын

    i hope youre okay. i know losing someone extremely close to you and you feel like you cant be separated from them is so incredibly difficult to deal with. really and truly, i hope life treats you well from now on. please take care of yourself and do what you desire. remember to drink and eat, and sleep. im so sorry that such a horrible incident happened and i wish you well with everything you wish to do. stay safe, mr garcia

  • @ulfricsturmmantel6795

    @ulfricsturmmantel6795

    Жыл бұрын

    Bro, you‘re doing your best and it’s important that you keep going. I’m really sorry for your loss. Life is hard, but it sure has a plan for you, always remember that

  • @clover4523
    @clover45232 жыл бұрын

    remember, lads: the only similarity we share is not that we have all fallen in love, but we have all had our hearts broken. love to you all.

  • @Apple-lp4fd

    @Apple-lp4fd

    2 жыл бұрын

    Lad be speakin truth lol

  • @emmanuelramirezvera4459

    @emmanuelramirezvera4459

    2 жыл бұрын

    How can our hearts have been broken if not for love

  • @clover4523

    @clover4523

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@emmanuelramirezvera4459 love to me is a two way street; should it not be returned, your heart is broken and its the absolute fucking worst

  • @lyvgore

    @lyvgore

    2 жыл бұрын

    True

  • @paolobuella1283

    @paolobuella1283

    2 жыл бұрын

    facts

  • @spaceysomber
    @spaceysomber Жыл бұрын

    Feeling safe here so i’m gonna express my feelings for him… I’ve never experienced something like love at first sight. But when I first saw him, ofc i'm not instantly fall for him but there’s definitely a spark deep inside my heart. He was confident, surely successful and charismatic, while I’m obviously someone who will never be on his mind. Although I can see some flaws in him (he is pessimistic and kind of aggressively determined sometimes), still I absolutely adore him. We had several eye contacts before, I’m one of those people who can’t really make eye contacts. I can’t really explain it but I just really enjoy having intense eye contact with him and it ofc gives me butterflies. These days I’m just very very sad that I will probably never gonna see him after I graduate and well, we will probably not gonna be friends let alone something more than that. I don’t really wanna be sad over a guy but it’s just so hard to suppress the feelings for someone sometimes. I hope that one day either we will be friends or I’ll get over him…

  • @CrisisMoon7
    @CrisisMoon75 ай бұрын

    It’s been two weeks since I learned my friend(crush) already has a bf. I genuinely thought we could have been more than friends but no point in orbiting around someone who’s taken. It just hurts a little having to accept that I can’t protect her smile and laughter. I was so stressed cause the last time I caught feelings it didn’t end very well I was depressed for months and it was dangerous. But thankfully she’s a better person and the feelings aren’t as painful. I’m glad she is part of my life even though her stay won’t be permanent. Thank you Viky for being an amazing friend in my lonely life. 8:33AM Dec 29 23 Friday

  • @Belle_glvr
    @Belle_glvr2 жыл бұрын

    What's worse than falling in love with someone you can't have, is then realizing you're living your life in a fantasy. With only romance novels and your imagination to have someone to call your own Edit: oml I have never got more than 5 likes on a comment and now i'm over 3k, thank yall so much. Just wanna say you will find someone whotruly loves you. I wish youall theluck in the world! Edit again: Back where I started. I know she’s the one, she just doesn’t want me anymore. Isn’t that fun.

  • @AMVeduar10

    @AMVeduar10

    2 жыл бұрын

    I just knew a swiss girl in my travel to Costa Rica some time ago, I fell in love with her at first sight. We both of us were traveling alone and we pass the day together, we explored a park, went to launch and walked on the beach. But she told me that she has a boyfriend. I can't stop thinking about her since that day and I hope so that I can see her again one more time

  • @stranger6568

    @stranger6568

    2 жыл бұрын

    You just discovered my life

  • @urmomdfghjkl

    @urmomdfghjkl

    2 жыл бұрын

    holy shit relatable

  • @c2rmen

    @c2rmen

    2 жыл бұрын

    i'm crying

  • @mathisgarmyn2565

    @mathisgarmyn2565

    2 жыл бұрын

    :(

  • @Getawaycarll
    @Getawaycarll2 жыл бұрын

    I think there's no such "Right person wrong time" there's always a reason why you meet a person in your life. It's either they're a blessing or to teach a lesson in your Journey:)

  • @raquel3222

    @raquel3222

    2 жыл бұрын

    i think you can have a “right person wrong time” situation while still knowing/appreciating why the person is or was a part of your life

  • @unknown_5956

    @unknown_5956

    2 жыл бұрын

    And in the Bible it says that love never fails so if it does fail it wasn’t true love

  • @iceregachuelo

    @iceregachuelo

    2 жыл бұрын

    yes, they'll come to your life to teach you a lesson and then they'll leave

  • @unknown_5956

    @unknown_5956

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@iceregachuelo the lesson that fucking ruins us till we accept to learn that lesson

  • @iceregachuelo

    @iceregachuelo

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@unknown_5956 yes, they come they go. but, once you heal and built yourself again don't let anyone ruin you again

  • @blurk979
    @blurk979 Жыл бұрын

    my ex cheated on me with 2 guys and now i cant even sleep anymore because of what she did, she literally told me what she did with those two boys “nicely”, she literally explained me EVERYTHING of what she did. she also said “they are better than you”, “hes hotter” etc. the worst feeling you could feel is being treated like this by the person you love most, she said im inferior and stuff than them but while i was saying i was feeling destroyed and stuff, i didnt touch her or insult her because she was still my life. im a person that if hes in love with someone then he doesnt leave it alone. because love its like a drug. you cant help it, expecially if you’re sensitive.

  • @male_katy

    @male_katy

    Жыл бұрын

    Bro are you alive ? Don't do anything stupid leve her she don't deserve you

  • @eliashopmann8323

    @eliashopmann8323

    Жыл бұрын

    She's not worth it

  • @lukehiggins2282

    @lukehiggins2282

    Жыл бұрын

    @@eliashopmann8323 you fucking think so buddy

  • @airreloads4152

    @airreloads4152

    Жыл бұрын

    She ain't worth your time my dude

  • @juliehoward2785

    @juliehoward2785

    7 ай бұрын

    You deserve better, not all of us girls are like that. You'll find someonebetter who'll love you so much you'll forget that she ever existed. ❤

  • @noah2829
    @noah2829 Жыл бұрын

    thank you everyone for sharing your stories along with the music you cant help but be invested thank you everyone!

  • @lavendarscarso4212
    @lavendarscarso42122 жыл бұрын

    She once told me: "No matter how much you love me or show care for me, it doesn't mean I will love you. Just because you love me doesn't mean I love you. Keep that in mind." But ofc I still told her i'll love her even if she hates me. Then she started crying and hugging me saying "Why and how can you still love me after I constantly hurt you." I honestly didn't know but I responded with, "Even if it kills me i'll always love you." Before she died she told me that she can't live with the guilt of hurting someone who loves her as much as she loves them. She confessed guys. I'll always love you F

  • @petofromghetto

    @petofromghetto

    2 жыл бұрын

    now this really made me cry, damn, im here for you bro. hope shes in a good place...

  • @Rileyboi69

    @Rileyboi69

    2 жыл бұрын

    It seems like she was trying to distance herself so her death would hurt you less but felt guilty that she was doing it for nothing because no matter what you wouldn’t love her any less. I think she wanted to love you but couldn’t bring herself to get too involved if she knew she was going to die. But I don’t know the situation enough to be certain. I feel for you and can’t believe how much you truly loved her. It sounds quite beautiful.

  • @yooim1215

    @yooim1215

    2 жыл бұрын

    dammit..

  • @leopoleon6832

    @leopoleon6832

    2 жыл бұрын

    smoking on that pack

  • @user-sy7hm5uz2w

    @user-sy7hm5uz2w

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@leopoleon6832 youre not funny

  • @jonclaun1481
    @jonclaun14812 жыл бұрын

    worst part is accepting you can't be with them it's right in front of you but you cannot take it it's infuriating and god knows i've cried so much because of it but after a while you come to terms with the facts i know i won't be lonely forever i'm still young and there is so many possible opportunities to find someone to suffer with in this fucked up world much love to anyone going through something like this (which most people here probably are) stay strong and keep your head, it'll do wonders in the long run

  • @ellieabernathy6505

    @ellieabernathy6505

    2 жыл бұрын

    Your right… I have cried for weeks at a time I love him and he knows but he still doesn’t care even if he begged for me to keep him in my life I don’t know why he did it all he does hurt me he knows I like him I told him but watches me in pain and he laughs but I can’t leave him…it hurts

  • @Supyopeople

    @Supyopeople

    2 жыл бұрын

    me too dude. my boyfriend (of 3 and a half years) and broke up a few weeks ago due to long distance and it hurts. we'll be okay though, i hope :')

  • @chili9084

    @chili9084

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel that. It it doesn't feel fair or right. I miss that kind of happy when you saw a notification from them

  • @victoriacapps1075

    @victoriacapps1075

    2 жыл бұрын

    I like your pfp

  • @makandcheese7086

    @makandcheese7086

    2 жыл бұрын

    i'm going through the exact thing

  • @mockingbirdnore
    @mockingbirdnore8 ай бұрын

    So, I really fell in love with this guy. He's a Godsend to me. Made me feel like things I never felt before and turned my blue days into sunny beautiful days. But the distance just messing everything up. Me moving to another country and having problems to stay in touch like we used to. I just hope that if it isn't me, he finds someone who can love him like I couldn't do and please keep that smile and red cheeks there. I pray to God every day for you to be okay. And I wanted to say that I'm very glad I met you and for you I still believe in love. ❤

  • @agustinserrao-fitness970
    @agustinserrao-fitness970 Жыл бұрын

    It is so good to see so much love and support from everyone to others in need. Restore my faith in humanity, at least some of..

  • @nickhundley21
    @nickhundley212 жыл бұрын

    They say there is no such thing as the wrong time with the right person. The right person will always be at the right time, or come back at the right time. Have hope...

  • @Ziora_came

    @Ziora_came

    2 жыл бұрын

    I just really hope it’s just wrong timing

  • @andrejuan4395

    @andrejuan4395

    2 жыл бұрын

    Have hope, gives us such a positive energy and lessen the pain :)

  • @doonue2440

    @doonue2440

    2 жыл бұрын

    Claims hope 🖤

  • @Lucas-tq3lb

    @Lucas-tq3lb

    2 жыл бұрын

    Mhm true God knows when the time is right and he'll put the right person in the right time together and make it perfect. God bless amen 🙏❤️

  • @Ziora_came

    @Ziora_came

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Lucas-tq3lb so is it really just wrong timing?

  • @animeedits1298
    @animeedits12982 жыл бұрын

    It's amazing how deep a person's emotions are. It's something that's totally out of our reach

  • @xineyoyo
    @xineyoyo10 ай бұрын

    playing this on loop rn,tysm.

  • @dobby2219
    @dobby221911 ай бұрын

    He makes me feel like a princess.. a queen even.. He listened to what i had to say when no one listened- He showed me beautiful places and lit up my world like the sun If you opened a dictionary he‘d be found as the definition of perfection.. it‘s just the wrong time.. Maybe in a few years the timing is right.. i‘ll hold him in my heart until i can hold him in my arms

  • @Sasa-ie4lr
    @Sasa-ie4lr2 жыл бұрын

    I remember the first day of school, she walked into the class, in the middle of everyone and she was the first thing that I kept my eyes on, and I thought "wow". I still remember when I asked her if she listen to girl in red, our first kiss, when we started dating, how she made me feel when she was around or when she texted me. I always knew that there was a chance that she move to far away, but at the same time part of me had hope, and still has it. when we broke up I cried so fucking much, she was my first love as I was hers, and I agree with her "I never knew the meaning of right person wrong time till I met you''.

  • @cavewoah

    @cavewoah

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hearing this story made me cry, I am here for you dude

  • @Jvxlca

    @Jvxlca

    2 жыл бұрын

    Damn

  • @sophiadeakin266

    @sophiadeakin266

    2 жыл бұрын

    It gets better don’t worry x

  • @uno9915

    @uno9915

    2 жыл бұрын

    sad story but your pfp is a girl?

  • @Sasa-ie4lr

    @Sasa-ie4lr

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@cavewoah thx

  • @eytnoodles308
    @eytnoodles308 Жыл бұрын

    “Love is the most twisted curse of all” -Gojo Satoru

  • @user-wb1qo9nz5l

    @user-wb1qo9nz5l

    8 ай бұрын

    Nah bro he died

  • @user-ub9ei9jd7f
    @user-ub9ei9jd7f7 ай бұрын

    I can’t cry anymore. I’ve cried all of my tears out.

  • @josseli143
    @josseli143 Жыл бұрын

    POV: Your eating while listening to this and you know you cant have that person.

  • @mournovrmoon1e
    @mournovrmoon1e2 жыл бұрын

    She was perfect, her affection, her personality, everything was worth it. I was the one at fault i wasn't ready and i pushed her away, my mental health is shit, and im so guilty for hurting her.

  • @itsnoxside3135

    @itsnoxside3135

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel that man. Wishin you the best.

  • @tasnimalghussein4644

    @tasnimalghussein4644

    2 жыл бұрын

    You did the right thing. Even tho it hurts , it was the best decision. Because taking care of yourself is more important than anything. You didn’t want to hurt them and so you didn’t take a move, it’s all alright tho. Breath in and out... there’s a lot of people out there. Yes I may not know you and sound stupid but I just wanna tell you that before finding the one , you should find yourself. Your mental health is fucked up and that’s totally okay. You hurt them but you would’ve hurt them more if you were in a relationship and you weren’t sure of who you are and being just fucked up. Belive me when I say you would’ve hurt them even more. Stress , anger issues ,....all these overwhelming emotions that you must feel right now , it’s okay that you’re feeling this way. Everyone would’ve felt that way. Just know that what you did was absolutely right and you’re gorgeous. Yes , even tho you’ve made mistakes , hurt people , hurt yourself , you are still gorgeous. It’s these things that make us human. And you can still change if you really aren’t comfortable with yourself. I am proud of you for being here and It is not your fault. ❤️

  • @sannemkimsing3966

    @sannemkimsing3966

    2 жыл бұрын

    But you atleast said goodbye to her. In my case she just disappeared.

  • @08g85

    @08g85

    2 жыл бұрын

    man same happened to me, I called her something I would never want to come out of my mouth again. We broke up and now shes dating one of my friends litterally after our breakup, the girls we used to love change so quickly

  • @scooby_1doo188

    @scooby_1doo188

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@tasnimalghussein4644 i tried to tell her that but she convinced me to and she left me thursday 5 months of me trying to open up for nothing she would get mad when i tried and make it seem like i was in the wrong and make me apologise foe every thing even when i got mad when she hugs her exes and gets all flirty with them even when she went to the fair with ME she asked her ex to come and she spent most of the time with him walking with him talking with him. and she had him buy her shii. but no im the bad guy for saying how i feel. i cant talk to anyone but she can do that shit with her exes........

  • @thedownandaround1870
    @thedownandaround18702 жыл бұрын

    I thought to myself “I think I can.” But the universe had a different plan. As I lie in pain getting old, I wipe my tears with the hands you were meant to hold.

  • @andreaxgi

    @andreaxgi

    2 жыл бұрын

    damn

  • @zzzqueasy9350

    @zzzqueasy9350

    2 жыл бұрын

    you have a talent

  • @thedownandaround1870

    @thedownandaround1870

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@zzzqueasy9350 Thank you. I genuinely appreciate it.

  • @l0nley_l0ser86

    @l0nley_l0ser86

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@thedownandaround1870 wow this hits :)

  • @foolso8402

    @foolso8402

    2 жыл бұрын

    'pon showered silver, He will be There The groom's dismayed, and Juno Her Harp lyeth up on the Mount. As she watched him go, Speaking little and stating less. Eli, Lamma sabach t'ani. Left with four and three betwixt Returning from the Galilee, The Father sheds one lone tear And the quake shall bring Him Back to you. Amen. Sorry for being cryptic but I needed to vent. Thank you for your time and pleased are thoughts on words.

  • @user-he2zq6oj9f
    @user-he2zq6oj9f5 ай бұрын

    I've known her for 3 years, been with her for 3 years, and talked with her for 3 years. Both of us have a lot in common, we match. Sadly we both live far from each other (Yes we had a long-distance relationship) which led us to separate. If only I was with her, right now. None of this would happen, we'd be inseparable. Anyways, cheer up everyone. This ain't the end for us!

  • @pigs_snoot5153
    @pigs_snoot5153 Жыл бұрын

    I remember the first time I saw him. I walked into a room and he looked up, his gorgeous eyes meeting mine. A smile crept onto his face. A few months later, I got to know him very well. We became friends. I was happy. But then out of nowhere, he disappeared. Now I see him at school, but we don't talk. I missed my chance, and now he's gone.

  • @idontknowwww259
    @idontknowwww2592 жыл бұрын

    It's 4am.Im lightly drunk. I'm just sitting on the floor listening to this. It's hard being in love. It hurts. It hurts when it's the wrong person.

  • @thfr6433

    @thfr6433

    2 жыл бұрын

    Stay strong brother 💪

  • @jamiesummers3005

    @jamiesummers3005

    2 жыл бұрын

    This will pass and when it does you'll be a better person because of it

  • @muhas076

    @muhas076

    2 жыл бұрын

    k.

  • @HomelesswaRoof

    @HomelesswaRoof

    2 жыл бұрын

    If you can leave, leave. If you can walk away, walk. Don’t corner yourself. It hurts too much when it’s the wrong person. 💔 ❤️‍🩹

  • @samo4955

    @samo4955

    2 жыл бұрын

    Cringe

  • @caitlin26
    @caitlin262 жыл бұрын

    my heart goes out to everyone in a rough place rn. we’ve got this 💜

  • @itznicolee3478

    @itznicolee3478

    2 жыл бұрын

    :(

  • @SamuelBlack84

    @SamuelBlack84

    2 жыл бұрын

    I have the knife, the noose and the pills. I haven't decided yet

  • @jacobhebbel6448

    @jacobhebbel6448

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@SamuelBlack84 our identity is this sorrow. its not our choice, but it shapes us in ways nobody else will understand because they are not touched by it. We are unique for it, and therefore hold the power to tell a new story nobody else can. However it takes too much strength to get people to understand, and every day I gravitate closer and closer to the ladder and tree.

  • @SamuelBlack84

    @SamuelBlack84

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jacobhebbel6448 Then, make them understand

  • @medievaltrap7285

    @medievaltrap7285

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@SamuelBlack84 please dont

  • @DCMB
    @DCMB10 ай бұрын

    People here pouring their hearts out, and I'm here just to read my book and chill with the music and the rain.

  • @WNMUSIC143
    @WNMUSIC143 Жыл бұрын

    bro, thanks for heaven in my ears

  • @cait9541
    @cait95412 жыл бұрын

    If you are reading this I am so proud of you. Life is hard and throws things at you that you don’t deserve but, don’t quit before the miracle happens. You got this!

  • @SWXGD0GEY_

    @SWXGD0GEY_

    2 жыл бұрын

    Gosh man i love u so much thank u for saying that im Crying Rn but thanks man :,)

  • @asdasasdasdasdasd3831
    @asdasasdasdasdasd3831 Жыл бұрын

    Met her over discord. We started gaming daily and eventually the gaming sessions turned into 20hour calls where we both fell asleep and when we woke up, we just repeated it. 2 weeks of gaming, chatting and laughter later we decided to meet up. It was the most scary thing I've ever done. I walked through her apartment door and saw the most breathtaking person I have seen. Pictures didnt do her justice. I remember shaking and my heart going in circles. The connection was magical, to the point where I stayed over at her place for 8 days. Nothing happened during that time cause I didnt feel like something needed to. She was prerfect, my first friend. A week later she comes over to my place and we went to the beach one night. After a few hours of chatting, there was a silence, we held eye contact and I said "fuck it" out loud and leaned over to kiss her. She kissed me back. That kiss was so electric, full of emotions that it made me realize that I fell in love after a month. I still to this day come back to remember that feeling daily. After that we kept talking, went home and everything was perfect. Fastforward 2 months. She was my girlfriend, found out by that time that she also felt everything Ive been feeling. We both thought that we are meant for eachother. Then her life got tossed into chaos. Her parents didnt agree of me for no reason. They thought I was the reason their daughter was unhappy but I was the one helping her, staying up til 6 am to make sure she went to sleep safe. I did everything to make her happy, so she would feel safe and loved again. Her mom got really mentally abusive to her and so did her father. Last week I sent her to a plane to Australia to her sister. We went from chatting, sending pictures and video calling to maybe 2 conversations a day. Sending her on that plane was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do cause I knew after that she was gone. Now I realize its one of my biggest regrets but I know shes happy now, shes away from all the negativity in her life and is there to start a new one. Im so proud of her.

  • @dutchvanderlinde9400

    @dutchvanderlinde9400

    Жыл бұрын

    That’s so fucked up.

  • @snuffle2405

    @snuffle2405

    Жыл бұрын

    Jesus man that fucking sucks.

  • @user-dk9pj8sz5w

    @user-dk9pj8sz5w

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry soldier 😞

  • @whoisanya

    @whoisanya

    Жыл бұрын

    What in the kdrama?! That was true love, I believe youll meet her again ❤

  • @rafi-ww9gb

    @rafi-ww9gb

    Жыл бұрын

    Bro sacrificed

  • @callmebaqa6522
    @callmebaqa6522 Жыл бұрын

    I don't know how to fall in love. It makes me feel the saddest.

  • @Warabihime_oiran
    @Warabihime_oiran Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this.. This actually made me realise of how stupid I saw to start a "relationship" with that guy at 14. I really did think that he was nice....but my mother was right. They do just act. He is a pervert. I hope he realised his mistake and does not do the same to the next girl. If you are going to chose someone, please be careful and know the person first. Hugs and kisses to the people who lost the person they loved. Remember, you are always going to be loved

  • @cl_ei.b3
    @cl_ei.b32 жыл бұрын

    POV: you fell in love with someone who was lying to you about everything and he never actually loved you but you can't let go because you always see the good in people even when they did horrible things to you.

  • @osacrpro

    @osacrpro

    2 жыл бұрын

    Keep that hope its what makes us us and don't let a person ruin that I fell in love with a girl who had only thought of me as her ex but once she got done with her ex she was done with me so now I am just her friend nothing more

  • @outspin

    @outspin

    2 жыл бұрын

    OOF i feel attacked.

  • @burakdincer1745

    @burakdincer1745

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@osacrpro we are selected people for to be lonely people

  • @jasd8788

    @jasd8788

    2 жыл бұрын

    Even though I'm only 14 years old, I can DEFINITELY relate to this POV. I've moved on though.. but it still hurts every now and then :/

  • @emilymalfavon7149

    @emilymalfavon7149

    2 жыл бұрын

    This is happening to me right no, I still love him and I stay even if don’t anymore 💔💔

  • @levatuuuu
    @levatuuuu Жыл бұрын

    i love him too much. He’s so handsome and has the most amazing singing voice ever. His hands are warm and when he’s present i just wanna hug him or hold his hand. All my others were never like this. He’s different and it hurts since I’m moving. I regret so many things. I wish I told him sooner and i wish i spent more time with him. I will forever love you Braulio.❤❤

  • @lazyyy966
    @lazyyy966 Жыл бұрын

    I just found it with no reason... But now is night and I love this playlist... It makes me feel happy and sad in the same time, such an undescribable feeling♡

  • @adoreemiley
    @adoreemiley2 жыл бұрын

    i love how its posted 1 day after my breakup Edit: To everyone in my comments, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CARING FOR ME! I LOVE YOU ALL

  • @bebekpitonlar4809

    @bebekpitonlar4809

    2 жыл бұрын

    sorry for you :( i hope it makes you feel better

  • @hanilabean7263

    @hanilabean7263

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's been a when how are you feeling today

  • @kermitcult4845

    @kermitcult4845

    2 жыл бұрын

    Aww bby I’m so sorry :(❤️

  • @reintoe5672

    @reintoe5672

    2 жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry :((

  • @frankeechico1395

    @frankeechico1395

    2 жыл бұрын

    It was also posted the day after my break up

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