that "you were my only relief" got my eyes sweating a lot

@tinyatiny3649

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@tinyatiny3649

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@raulfernandezlopez1850

4 жыл бұрын

G

@ruhaanjoseph79

4 жыл бұрын

I wish i found my bf anytime

@ruhaanjoseph79

4 жыл бұрын

I love it

When Ben said " oh my god I loved him so much" I cried so hard. I've never even seen the show.

@ShinyBulbauser

4 жыл бұрын

Ciera Parrish Same here! I was at the office then started crying. Jeez. The pain of a late realization.

@nourbekheet3065

4 жыл бұрын

bruh i started it today and just finished it and i’m crying so hard WATCH IT

@elynights1317

4 жыл бұрын

I’ve watched the show and I crying so hard at this moment rewatching this make me cry again 😭

@lamisamhaz7755

4 жыл бұрын

So I'm not 100%sure, been a while, but I think Payton was fake crying in that scene

@letstalk5845

4 жыл бұрын

Don’t you mean when Payton said he loved him so much Sorry if this came as rude

You would think when the school heard him say he tried to kill himself they would make him get some kinda help.

@greenlilac32

4 жыл бұрын

To not do so is a crime, and all staff who don't report it and knew of it would lose their license and be held responsible. At least in the US. It's a serious crime.

@Camille-ov8wl

4 жыл бұрын

@@greenlilac32 ok i thought so.

@greenlilac32

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah. It's called mandated reporter if you wanna look it up.

@uhneiceuh1979

4 жыл бұрын

Later In the show in an afterlife sequence he says that he tried everything possible and none of it worked for him

@Dawn452637

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah, as someone who has told teachers, registrars, hospital workers, psychologists, tele-helplines, family, friends that I want to kill myself, they don't usually do much. And honestly? There isn't much they can do. There is little that can help someone who truly wants to die, very little.

What is it with Ben and playing characters that are emotionally unstable

@elidanielgarciamartinez3313

4 жыл бұрын

Then give his debut album a try. It's like a rollercoaster of mental instability and heartbreak to the extreme

@StarGazerandSpaceShips

4 жыл бұрын

He’s so damn good at it

@defnotthepinkdrink7959

4 жыл бұрын

@@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 oh I've listened to them, they are amazing but such an unstable rollercoaster and when I listen to the album I have know I deal where to put my emotions or what to even do with them

@elainesanmiguel9635

4 жыл бұрын

@@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 Bad Habit will always be my favorite from Sing to me instead

@PrincessCelestia19

4 жыл бұрын

He's good at it.

it FREAKING sucks that they decided to kill river so early in the show. RIVER AND PAYTON DESERVED BETTER.

@lisbethlivingston6216

4 жыл бұрын

jas bane I knowww

@annatabner8459

4 жыл бұрын

It’s not what anyone wanted but i think it was necessary for Payton to explore his own emotional depth which he had been lacking before. I ship Payton and River so hard but this show isn’t about the relationships - it’s about personal growth and trauma. Besides, we still get to explore their relationship through Payton’s grieving.

@bibo3518

3 жыл бұрын

Yes !!!

I understand why River killed himself. I understand why the writers wrote it. But it's still horrible that they gave us River and Payton and took him away so fast. I loved them. I really did. And I still do.

@loeysphoenixexilir1388

4 жыл бұрын

Why did i even read this comment before watching this

@AngelusHale

4 жыл бұрын

@@loeysphoenixexilir1388 Never go to the comment section of shows you haven't seen. But this happens in episode 1 so...

@Camille-ov8wl

4 жыл бұрын

Dare - wait for it - Devil and they made home shoot him self in front of Payton which is cruel.

@TakoyakiAdventures

4 жыл бұрын

I felt this. So sad!!

@rauls2504

4 жыл бұрын

Dare - wait for it - Devil fucking same. I just watched this video and it made me SO sad.

I'm sad and I don't even know what this show is

@Waleed_el_cantara

4 жыл бұрын

The politician

@cagatayberkay5681

4 жыл бұрын

Its name is The Politician and my recommendation is WATCH IT RIGHT NOW.

@AlexanderFaux

4 жыл бұрын

@@cagatayberkay5681 what's it about?

@cagatayberkay5681

4 жыл бұрын

robotic chaos It’s about political competition at beginning but the place isn’t at White House or something like that. It’s at a High school and that makes interesting this series to me.

@cagatayberkay5681

4 жыл бұрын

robotic chaos Also, the director is Ryan Murphy.

When Payton sings "River" I honestly cried

he looks so much like henry cavill

@redzoom7857

4 жыл бұрын

Joseane Souza Sá Yeah, look like they could be brothers.

@delrey874

4 жыл бұрын

He is hotter than Henry Cavill.

@dewkc6421

4 жыл бұрын

Nd his voice so seducing..

@priyankadevlekar8951

4 жыл бұрын

Yesssss.. He does

@irmacommentsalot7380

4 жыл бұрын

he looks a lot like harry styles too

I’ve never even heard of this, and I’m still crying.

@tux_duh

4 жыл бұрын

Watch the show, it's even sadder lmao

@ariellanaena6148

4 жыл бұрын

Sammee

River looks like a mix of Penn Badgley and Henry Cavill omg

@flamesniper126

4 жыл бұрын

Brendan Cocos I got chills

@kangkanakalita9323

4 жыл бұрын

That's weirdly accurate

@iamrodrigues4939

3 жыл бұрын

Jam Rodrigues

@rubyangel2900

3 жыл бұрын

So true

these two were the best thing about this whole show. it sucks so much we got so little of them together :(

“No one is here man” :/

“I loved him so much. Oh my god i loved him so much, and now he’s gone.” 🥺🥺i cried

Ben platt!! Is so!! Talent!!

@lynmburu9697

4 жыл бұрын

Is he really gay in real life

@angasamon7956

4 жыл бұрын

Lyn Mburu yes he is and I love him. Big Fan :)

I know it´s a fictional character but it hurts me so much that River killed himself. Because it´s true that so many people feel alone, me included, and we are hopeless. When you can´t imagine a future without that feeling of emptiness is hard to keep going

@gtfothx7794

4 жыл бұрын

emilia barbeito just know that your not alone and if you need help please reach out this goes for anyone who is struggling or doubting them selves. We all feel alone at points but I try to embrace that feeling and get comfortable with it but it can be very hard. I like to control what’s going on around me so I try to see the future how I want it with positivity. But always remember that warriors are built in the battles of struggles and because of that you will get stronger. If anyone needs anything I am here to listen ! And thank you Emilia for expressing what most of us are afraid to admit.

@ilikechickennuggets4983

2 жыл бұрын

@@gtfothx7794 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

"I really did love you" river said to payton, right before he killed himself *that broke me*

This show sent me to a place I had never been emotionally. Like I watched this all in one sitting and was so emotionally drained that I couldn’t really feel anything and when I did feel things I felt them way to much that it was scary. This only lasted about 2-3 days but it’s soooo exhausting

@tannerwesleypope

4 жыл бұрын

I feel the exact same way!!!

@SEmme-ov6yy

4 жыл бұрын

That’s how I felt when I watched clannad lol. You might be an hsp

@Random-sk6hm

7 ай бұрын

I've never watched the show and this video just emotionally destroyed me. I'm gonna watch this but not sure I'm emotionally ready

The color of Ben's lips is better than my life.

@Ugendu

3 жыл бұрын

Lmaooooooo but it’s edit 😭

This show made me gayer and more depressed.

@petlover8381

4 жыл бұрын

Can you please help me to get a job there. Plz.

@swagneji1254

3 жыл бұрын

Exactly

@baconcomrefri-683

3 жыл бұрын

:')

@ceejayjacala2245

3 жыл бұрын

TheNamesAdam: Im waving here from PH

@collinanthonycyster7310

3 жыл бұрын

No but same

Hmmmm can we please have this River guy play a young adult Tom Riddle in Fantastic Beasts ? Thank You

@Milfuelle100

4 жыл бұрын

TheDrEamSpEcTral omg YES

@hiraeth4801

4 жыл бұрын

David Corenswet

@karanjawanjiru9897

3 жыл бұрын

A YOUNG HENRY CAVILL

I've never seen this show but that still doesn't mean I can't cry my eyes out

I had no idea what I was getting into when I started watching this... I’ve never cried more over a tv show

I don't even know the existence of this drama yet here i am lying on my bed crying my heart out

@jaydeny528

4 жыл бұрын

Same😭😭😭😭

@nikipooh62

4 жыл бұрын

Dude this video caused me to start binge watching it 😂 It's called The Politician btw It's REALLY good

@haie3986

4 жыл бұрын

@@nikipooh62 don't try to persuade me watching it bcos i might! 🤣🤣🤣

@Milfuelle100

4 жыл бұрын

Literally in my bed crying right now 😭

@haie3986

4 жыл бұрын

@@Milfuelle100 be strong! 😭😭😭

I'll never forget my first love. The crazy fun few years we had together figuring it out on our own fresh out of high school... and I'll never forget the weeks he slipped into a really dark depression, or the gunshot, his body sinking to the ground, the terrified look in his eyes... that whole night was the longest night of my life. Except for just about every other night since for the last decade or so. Pain never lets up, its always there, its just learning to distract yourself and divert your attention and energy to other causes. Finished college. Got a decent paying job. Bought a house. Tried dating but could never really open up and love again, try as I might. This kind of show takes me back, makes it all fresh, and the ache is felt again. Miss you, Will. You were my world.

@archiecraven6086

4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry this happened to you.

@christophercastanoslll420

3 жыл бұрын

I'm deeply sorry this happened to you

@remembertoloveyourselftoda4015

3 жыл бұрын

I'm just a stranger reading a glimpse of someone's life. But I'm sorry, it's fucking unfair. I really hope the best for you

the new superman !

THANK YOU ALGORITHM FOR BRINGING THIS TO MY RECOMMENDED FEED I LOVE THIS AND I LOVE YOU YONKI AND I LOVE,,, YOU? WHOEVER READING THIS- AND I LOVE RIVER AND, AND, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

@djouherait8517

4 жыл бұрын

Army get this recommandation. The algorithme is....

Damn, I need to be loved the same way River was loved by Payton

@philawsophy3197

4 жыл бұрын

really? because i want to be loved the same way River loved Payton. ❤️

superman is gay..... ain't no complaints 😭😭😍

@user-cg2vi5ub5i

4 жыл бұрын

Is that henry cavill?

@IMRamos-ul8ms

4 жыл бұрын

Bi*

@lisbethlivingston6216

4 жыл бұрын

Del R. Wait he’s Bi?

@lovingblueboy7686

4 жыл бұрын

Lisbeth Livingston the character is.

@Folfwi

4 жыл бұрын

No he is not

River speech still hit my heart. It's so relatable. When I watched this show without knowing nothing about the Show. Out of boredom I randomly watched it I never expected the show n character River will be Hit me so hard.

watching this hurt so much omg

I've never cried and loved a show so much.

@ozurucreates

3 жыл бұрын

I'm revisting this edit alot. 😭❤ I love this show.

When River said "because I see you" I almost cried.

I feel like the expectations we got from Payton and River's relationship, and the disappointment that follows, are similar to the ones we got with Evan Hansen and Connor

@idiomatic444

3 жыл бұрын

But Connor is dead most of the musical, however I think if he had lived that him and Evan would have ended up friends and maybe even more. Connor is cannocially bi too so that's cool

river hits way too close to home with me and i just feel so connected with him bc of our similarities and i can't stop myself from crying everytime i see him on the show or even think about him

@shayworld770

4 жыл бұрын

Rightttttt omg !!!!

This is an extraordinary display of powerful, delicate and true to life acting. Ben Platt's capacity to portray this character is a brutally honest portrait that awes, moves, grabs and commands you to ache and weep along with him...until you are obsessed with the goal of soothing his sorrow and lifting him into a place of love and acceptance. I am awestruck by his lavish and most splendid talent.

The Politician on Netflix. I've binge watched this show over and over again and there was not a time that i didn't cry.

I've never watched this show but this video left me crying an ocean for these two.

Oh man. That could have been a love story for the books.

Wow! This was perfect. Every single second. And boy did it hurt all over again. 💔

“Music gives us permission to feel.” Oh my god this man’s a genius

I'm here again after season 2 that I btw binge-watched on friday and I'm crying so hard because I miss these two, thay were IN LOVE and nothing will change my mind thanks

@universalpower419

3 жыл бұрын

Uhm Yes, it's a fact that they WERE in love XD

I'm never seeing this,i can't stand this heartbreak again.No tears left to cry.

I- This is just sad. Their relationship. They would have lived happily together.

River was so pure like while i was watching this i kept expecting him to do something dumb so it would hurt less, but he didn’t and it still hurts

Now we know that River definitely loved Payton with season 2

So im not the only one who doesn't like him and alice at the end of the series and either wants River to somehow be alive or at least (what I think he truly is) come to his true self and realize hes gay?

@marionagam739

4 жыл бұрын

yes, I think that in the second season they should introduce a male character just for Payton to realize he's bi (or gay or whatever). Honestly, I just don't want him with alice

@Jesusmendoza_

4 жыл бұрын

They say in the show that rivers sexuality is fluid and I’m guessing so is Peytons.

@lisbethlivingston6216

4 жыл бұрын

Tony Pepperoni honestly

@tinyatiny3649

4 жыл бұрын

It's only me but I Actually wouldn't want him to have another guy in his life, I want him to realize his dreams and then move on with River in the afterlife.

@lisbethlivingston6216

4 жыл бұрын

Baeks Mullet Jongins Dreads Are Life what why? So you want him to be happy but not really happy?

I can honestly see River as Payton as an old married couple and I am so sad that they'll never have a chance at that.

He didn’t want to die alone so he killed himself in front of the one person he loved

Ahhh I'm crying T.T Thank you so much for this

I need this story to be completed. It is so sad to think that River died so early.

River makes me thought of one perfect person I've never had

That last scene of 'I love you' got me. 😭❤️

River looks a little like the dude from man of steel

You got me all choked up over a show I ain’t ever watched and probably never will 😂😂😂😭

this edit makes me so emotional, thank you for making it. its absolutely beautiful

It’s been 3 years and I still come back…this hurts so much

River: you’re gonna change the world Payton Payton: How do you know? River: Because I see you. 😭

I love Ben. River was such a beautiful, tormented soul.. I was crushed when he died. 😳

I cried watching the show the first time and now I’m crying again watching their scenes.

I've never seen the show but I clicked on this because I saw Ben Platt and now I'm crying

This is so good! Love it!!!

@yonkistuart7346

4 жыл бұрын

thx

@petlover8381

4 жыл бұрын

Can you please help me to get a job. Plz

Its insane that one hour long episode of a show that I knew nothing about can do what episode 1 did to me.

i don't know how many times does youtube recommends this video to me, i don't even know this show but i gave it a shot today. this made me cry for real, i don't even remember the last time i cried and now im very sad

omg river really loved him :'(

For once I have to thank KZread for putting this on my recommendation because this was beautiful 😭💔

This is hurt so much 😢 I like the way you edited it, the colour, bgm, dialog.../sigh/ love it Thank you

i watched this all in one night and i never loved them so much.

I still miss them

I never watched this show before so I came in expecting this to be a cute little ship video or something. Now I'm sitting here with tears running down my face. 😭

"omg I loved him and now he's gone" my heart omg I'm crying 💔

I wish we had more river and Payton content

I’m crying now thanks a lot

I can’t stop crying, this is such a powerful show.

Omg.... This video made my cry.. Soo deep....calms u down.....

“don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cryyyyy”

Incredible story and perfect

I watch this whenever I need to cry

ok but the fact that river asks if he can kiss payton is just beautiful

this was good i cried 😭

This gives me shivers in a good way 😭💜❤️

That’s fantastic

I literally started to cry so hard watching this

I am surprised at how i am bawling my eyes out (might be the weed) yet dont know anything but felt like i went thru 2 seasons of feelings. Best know that im about to watch this show and come back to this vid to crii :(

I've never seen this I just stumbled upon this video but omg I wasn't expecting that. This was a sad but good video.

I haven't even watched this show and yet this made me tear up.

I just clicked on something random, I haven't even seen this and now I'm crying I dont need this

omygod my eyes are peeing

ive never seen this show but i cried watching this

i literally can’t do this i cried literally every episode

I've watched this for 3 times but I only watched the first episode one time.

Oh the colours ,scenography,I really like it

O my gaaaaad im dying with that kiss

Wow thanks for making me feel lonely and sad 😪 again

I'm an too emotional right now. thanks for that

Waaaw... Realy make me cry 😭😭😭

I’ve never watched the politician and this still made me cry😭😭

"Music gives us permission to feel" that hit me way too hard 😓

Omg this is beautiful 💕😭

@tropicodelrey730

4 жыл бұрын

Hi fam

@yeshomo3059

4 жыл бұрын

@@tropicodelrey730 hiiiiii

Why is Fanvid is always the best video