Don’t worry about people asking about another baby. Have another when you’re both ready. Enjoy those 2 littles as much as you can.

@disneygirl16

11 ай бұрын

@@beccaplanselite question😂

@Prism_ism

11 ай бұрын

​@@beccaplans I'm siding with it being a yt name, not a real one.

@sherrybrockway8176

11 ай бұрын

Nobodies business!❤

@jacquelineremillard2400

11 ай бұрын

You have the perfect family😊😊😊😊😊

@livriot2740

11 ай бұрын

Tru

As a mom who went through Endometriosis and infertility...I loved having my 3. This is your family and we don't get to say when or if you're ready for more kids. Enjoy your babies. Enjoy each other.

@LuvPTX

11 ай бұрын

If you are on "the pill," then the endometriosis doesn't grow. So don't worry about waiting to have another child. You might ask your doctor, and see what she says. 😊

@beckyklepper315

11 ай бұрын

@Rosie Krzywda in most cases. I have a connective tissue disorder that grows rampant endometriosis. I do think that using "talk to your doctor" is the WISEST words anyone offers, because unless someone is a doctor to someone, medical advice can be risky. You are super sweet to say that. I had a hysterectomy at 32... and all my children are over 18 now.

@Tammy-ci6yk

11 ай бұрын

And your youth kids!!!

@DerikAndSarah

11 ай бұрын

Thank you so much 💗💗 It's so nice to hear from someone else who has struggled with endo

@sheryldye4259

11 ай бұрын

It takes 2 years for your body to heal from having a baby. Our home ec. teacher taught use girls this in the late 60's. No rush.

That’s the best attitude to have regarding having more children, regardless of medical issues. Plus, you’re super young and have plenty of time. Don’t let people who won’t be affected by your decision push you into making one. Relax and enjoy your babies, if God thinks you need more he’ll let you know.

@DerikAndSarah

11 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for these words!! 💗💗💗 Happy with our stage of life right now

@caroleroy4038

11 ай бұрын

Très bonne réponse ❤

@dianebannister4591

11 ай бұрын

@@caroleroy4038 Oui.

@sox1085

11 ай бұрын

My friend had 2 kids at age 20 and 22, then got married at age 35 and had 3 more.

@tracysummers7081

11 ай бұрын

Yes he sure will!!! AMEN

Sunnys hair...😂😂😂😂 she is so darn adorable. Her smiles are so amazing, you can see how happy she is in her eyes, plus that little tip of the tongue...❤❤❤❤

Years ago, I was patient with my husband's ''not being ready" until I was about 29, and decided to go off the pill. So I went to the doc for a checkup. The endo was so advanced that I was infertile. Totally. Biggest regret of my life. (In fact twice it threatened my life - like once for cutting off my bladder function! I had three major surgeries.) I know you have 2, but you're young and optimistic and could handle more while you're young and have that energy. Your body has only been healing for 5 months, but on the other hand you wouldn't give birth for nearly a year from now. You know all this. Just - don't avoid the question. Don't avoid thinking about it. Because when you are 35 and CAN'T you will hurt in a way you cannot imagine. Believe me.

@lesa6498

11 ай бұрын

I waited as well. Had complete hysterectomy @ age 34(oldest in my family) mother 27 grandmother was 29 Aunt was 32. Needless to say, I'm almost 60 & my biggest wish was to have a child. You're blessed you gave 2 healthy kids one of each. You do what right for you, Derik, & your family. I love y'all's videos & children thru the screen. Y'all are amazing parents. 💚💚

@greenshp

11 ай бұрын

@@lesa6498 My heart goes out to you Lesa. I'm 62. In my case, the first surgery my uterus had to go (as well as some intestine and stomach). They left my ovaries so that in vitro would be possible (not my idea - but at the insistance of my wonderful surgeon). By the third surgery my ovaries had been destroyed as well. It was God's plan, and I accept it. But it does leave a hole in your soul, doesn't it?

@whiteraven69

11 ай бұрын

@@greenshp I had a tubal pregnancy when I was 21 and learned the other tube was scarred. It took me years, to come to terms that I wouldn’t have a child . When I finally accepted this fact I understood that my life was to be dedicated to children who needed love . I have worked and lived to protect and to care for children even adopting ” special littles in my life , who are now young adults . I am 63, and have no regrets , understanding that so many need our attention and love 💕

@lesa6498

11 ай бұрын

@@greenshp indeed it does.

You seriously have the cutest littles. Don't let other people rush you into having another baby, relax, breath, enjoy the 2 that you have & when and if you decide to add another little to your family, you will know when the time is right, or if you decide not to have another, it will absolutely be the right decision for the both of you. Love your videos, and Jack & Sunny bring a smile to my face everytime you show them.

@DerikAndSarah

11 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for this 💕💕 And thank you for following along!!

@ruthbrower8152

11 ай бұрын

And DON’T call them “littles”. It’s stupid

@b.a.906

11 ай бұрын

@@DerikAndSarah ​​⁠ Of course you want baby #3 for content, so that you can milk their entire existence. Why do you expl**t your kids online and use them to make money? You put the content out there for p*dos to consume. Bravo 👏🏻

@LaylaOlsen

11 ай бұрын

​@@ruthbrower8152your comment alone, is stupid.

@thesinfulyogini2073

11 ай бұрын

@@ruthbrower8152Ruth, calm down. Let people enjoy things. Commenting an unwarranted opinion thinking that people actually value what you say is stupid.

As a very recent subscriber I’m really loving listening ( I’m blind) to your family journey. So much love, and inspiration to others. Positivity in everything you do thankyou From the uk

Y’all have the cutest kids. You are awesome parents. ❤️

Sunny is such a smiley girl. Love your kiddos.

@micheller2283

11 ай бұрын

No you don't

@lukehartman9386

11 ай бұрын

@@micheller2283 pathetic comment. You have no idea how other people feel. Keri💜

@as19J01

11 ай бұрын

​@@lukehartman9386it's not pathetic. It's weird to love strangers' kids. Adore, yes. But not love.

@lukehartman9386

11 ай бұрын

@@as19J01 you have a right to your opinion. I have a right to mine.

@LaylaOlsen

11 ай бұрын

​@@lukehartman9386shut up Keri.

I don’t understand why people are so curious about baby #3 when it’s so intimate decision and also Sunny is so little!! Love your new house ❤

@LaylaOlsen

11 ай бұрын

Right? Sunny isn't even a year old. People have some straight up audacity. I sometimes wonder if those who are asking, are only asking so they can turn around and talk shit. Anyone with sense, knows that a woman is not ready to have another baby, right after she has one. When those kind of pregnancies happen, it's never planned.

OMG Sunny's little sleepy face after her nap is the CUTEST thing EVER!

@samwallaceofscotland

5 ай бұрын

She is just stunningly beautiful ❤

I recently lost my mom from I’m inflammatory breast cancer. Normally people live for 1-2 years. My mom was fighting so hard that she lived for 6 years. She was hospitalized 9 times and she was on the news 2 times. As a nine year old, losing your mom is pretty tough. I miss my mom so much but I know she is in the right place right now. Your videos cheer me up and I really love Jack and Sunny and the whole entire family. Don’t let anyone pressure you to have another baby. I love you guys so much!

@s.j.867

11 ай бұрын

I’m sorry for your loss 😢

@charlottecarter197

11 ай бұрын

@@s.j.867 I appreciate it!

@cindyfitzgerald4500

5 ай бұрын

I completely understand how you feel I lost my dad when I was 10

Love you guys, Sarah don't let anyone pressure you into having #3 baby until you are fully ready your body needs this time to rest, but active at the same time, and I just want to put Derek in a bubble so he doesn't hurt himself, lol😂🤗

You guys are great at showing the ups and downs of life and how you roll with the punches. I think you are fantastic parents and partners to each other, even while acknowledging no one is perfect and neither are their kids! Thanks for sharing!

So happy to see Jack and Sunny who is the cutest little girl ever😍💯💞 When she smiles my heart brightens and I will start my day with happiness 😆💝🥰

@micheller2283

11 ай бұрын

That's such a creepy, weird comment! You don't know these people

@Prism_ism

11 ай бұрын

​@@micheller2283 My thoughts exactly. Lol

@lukehartman9386

11 ай бұрын

@@micheller2283 such hate. Hurt people hurt.

@lukehartman9386

11 ай бұрын

@@Prism_ism same goes for you.

@cherylmcintire649

11 ай бұрын

She is one of the prettiest baby I think I have ever seen and I don't know anyone personally. I watch because it's fun watching everyone make choices and live life the best they know how.

Sarah, when you're a mom of teens, heck when you're a mom of adults, you NEVER stop yawning!!! It's a lifelong ailment as far as I can tell!!

@sourgir-wh6xd

11 ай бұрын

This is so true. I have 4 adult children, 20 to 31, and being their hasn't slowed down yet 😂

@businesswoman6238

11 ай бұрын

Amen!

@DerikAndSarah

11 ай бұрын

I'll never stop 😂😂😂

@jenniferwolford4646

11 ай бұрын

@TheBeestonFam Welcome to the club mama!! 😅😅😅

@b.a.906

11 ай бұрын

@@DerikAndSarah ​​⁠ Of course you want baby #3 for content, so that you can milk their entire existence. Why do you expl**t your kids online and use them to make money? You put the content out there for p*dos to consume. Bravo 👏🏻

Two children is perfect.🌸

@sandik7591

11 ай бұрын

you still have to raise them and even 2 children is not a vacation…

@grammichal6759

11 ай бұрын

Perfect for you?

So glad to see you again. I love seeing the babies and how big they're getting. Sunny's hair is starting to lighten up

Sonny’s hair and smile is so sweet!

Don't let people bug you about when you're gonna have a baby. You decide when you have another baby...nobody else.

@DerikAndSarah

11 ай бұрын

So true! Always good to have that reminder 💗💗

@b.a.906

11 ай бұрын

@@DerikAndSarah ​​⁠ Of course you want baby #3 for content, so that you can milk their entire existence. Why do you expl**t your kids online and use them to make money? You put the content out there for p*dos to consume. Bravo 👏🏻

Absolutely love Sunny's happy hair. She's got the cutest smile ever. ❤❤❤

Take time to enjoy the beautiful ones you have now. When the time is right you will know. You are such fantastic parents.

🥰 I can't believe how big Sunny is already! Such an absolute cutie! I'm also really lovin' that wild hair of hers after nap time 😂

So glad you guys had a wonderful time on your cruise ⛴️😍 Fingers crossed you can move in July 🤞😎

Living as if the endometriosis doesn't exist is a life philosophy I can get down with! Love that! There are too many unknowns otherwise and it's already so stressful as is. Thanks for sharing!

My sister has 4 beautiful girls, and they are well in their mid to late twenties with kids of their own. She was diagnosed with endometriosis prior to her first daughter. She's is now 59 and just had a hysterectomy because the endometriosis flared up once again. Enjoy life and God will bless you when the time is right. ❤

What awesome news about the house!! Very happy for you guys moving in much earlier than expected. Thanks for sharing a house tour/update 🩵

For some reason the number FIVE just appeared in my head while I was watching your video. I chose not to have children.. absolutely no regrets. I just give my friends free babysitting and I’ll even take care of the kids overnight if necessary. I live vicariously through all the Beeston clan💜. Wishing you ALL a lifetime of love, health and prosperity💜

It probably doesn’t help to hear but everything will happen when it’s time. I have stage 4 endometriosis, underwent surgery, we didn’t have any trouble with our first, waited 4 years and struggled to have our second, but we had a lovely surprise a year and a half later when we found out we were having our third. It can be such a struggle at times but it’s so worth it, they are such little blessings ❤️ enjoy all the little moments!

Love the colors of the siding, etc! Looks great!

Sunny is adorable as is the whole family love you guys many blessings thankyou for sharing 💐💐💐💐

Y'all are terrific parents. You are awesome parents. I wish I had you as parents

I have a boy and girl. They are now both grown with families of their own. Now enjoying grandchildren and 1 great grandchild! Life is awesome. Sometimes two is the best!! 💕

Oh I absolutely love the siding. Looking forward to seeing your house once you move in. Love the four of you❤❤

My third son was 8 months old when I found out I was pregnant with my 4th son. You do what you guys want to do, not what other people want you to do.

I adore your little family! I lost my beautiful boy in a car accident. I wish I'd have overcome my fears of being overwhelmed and had that 3rd baby. My only child is so alone and scared.

@leeciaweems8508

11 ай бұрын

I’m sorry for your loss bless you and your kid and family I hope your feel better soon

Sunny's smile and hair are so adorable.

You two are wonderful! YOU decide when you want baby number 3. Sunny is only 5 months old! Let your body heal, as you said. The people asking you when do not realize how tired a momma gets. And if they do, well, still not their decision. Your house is looking beautiful so far! So happy it will be ready sooner! Jack and Sunny look beautiful! Sunny's hair is definitely lightening! And Jack is his smiling adorable self! You are wonderful parents! They smile constantly, and I can see the love! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

She changes every video! Happy Sunny girl!

Sunny is so cute - her personality is coming through.

You're absolutely amazing parents ❤️ Please believe in yourselves.

I have 4 kids, 2 boys 4 years apart, and 2 girls 15 months apart. That was ROUGH! Now as adults in their 30's they are close so that's a plus. But having 2 car seats, etc was rough. But having them that close, they both were sick up to the age of 5 years old. Your body takes years to recover after a pregnancy because it takes so much out of us. But take it slow and enjoy those littles for a while. So happy for your new house!

This was a packed video. Love you guys. You rock our world. And omg, Sunny’s hair after she wakes up. Priceless. Yes have had the cortisone shot in knee. So bad for a couple of days, then ahhhh. So good luck and have fun on the trip. ❤️

Sunny has the cutest smiles 😍 Guys you have the right attitude regarding more bubs, whatever happens happens, you have 2 beautiful children regardless and are very lucky xx House is looking great so fingers crossed for July!! xx

Oh my goodness Sunny’s bed head and smiles are so adorable!

Hoping all went well with your knee surgery today Derik ! 🤗

Don’t let people pressure you to have another baby, your health is more important. You are fantastic parents to Jack and sunny. You can see how they are thriving. You do what’s right for you and know you have alot of people out here supporting you both. Xx

My goodness Sunny is still a young baby! Enjoy her and Jack and only you and Derik get to decide if and when your ready to add to your family!! It’s now the end of July and I’m guessing the house is not ready. Early August is my guess. Still have trim, railings, driveway, leveling the lot, and all the finishing. I’m anxious to see it finished!

I loved seeing Sunny after her nap. What a cutie. Her hair was wild. Looking good. Alot of blonde coming in. Such a happy baby.😊

@bonnieplattner3094

11 ай бұрын

What is with this obsession with her having blonde hair!?!

My sister had endometriosis and had 2 kids. I had it also and I had 3 kids. We both are very happy with our kids. They are grown by the way. I'm just happy I found your channel! I think I've said that several times in the last few days lol.😅

@greenshp

11 ай бұрын

But all endo is not the same. I had "pre-cancerous" Stage 4 endo (at that point it is growing outside the uterus and on other organs, and forming huge tumors called endometriomas, which can become cancer). I became completely infertile before 30. Sarah is not you or me, but from what she says it sounds like hers could be a serious case.

@DerikAndSarah

11 ай бұрын

Thank you!!! So glad you're here 💕💕💕

@greenshp

11 ай бұрын

@@DerikAndSarah I'm old enough to be your grandmother, but so often my heart goes out to you about this. I wish I could share more with you, if it would help you in your own journey! ❤

@vickycorey8195

11 ай бұрын

I've gone back to when you guys started your channel. I'm binge watching. You guys are so sweet. ❤

@bonnie4241

10 ай бұрын

I had a terrible time with endometriosis.... BUT.... when we were in our early days of marriage and being told by a doctor that it would be difficult to get pregnant, I ran out of my pills and we had unprotected sex. 7 days later, I was at the doctor to get refills of birth control pills. The doctor came back and said "too late"!! You're pregnant! Yes, 7 days pregnant! Once he was born, the endometriosis came back BIG TIME. He was my only child and he's now a very healthy 52 year old son! So, with all the new methods of treating it.... I'm sure you'll have as many babies as you two want! I just had a lot of other issues that lead to a historectomy. You're going to be an awesome momma to as many babies as you want! ❤❤❤

Amazing family. Your kids are so adorable. You are such great parents! Luv your channel.

You guys are awesome! Keep up with the vids. Your kids are 2 real little cuties. May God bless you and your family.

Babies are a gift. If you are blessed then be thankful. Everything will work out perfectly no matter what. DO NOT WORRY ABOUT THINGS, IT STRESSES YOU - THEN ALL AROUND YOU STRESSES TOO. Just breathe, be happy & always take actions with love ❤️

Hey guys! I love both of you and your babies are so beautiful!! I am 31 years old with 5 babies my oldest is 14 and my youngest is 3 months! I would have have more if my husband could handle it haha. It is hard for sure but so worth it!

Hi Sarah and Derek, I truly enjoy watching your family and it brings me a lot of joy. I suffered with Endometriosis for probably 30 years and lost my right ovary and tube to the disease. I was never able to have children so I am so happy for you that you were able to have 2. Whatever you decide about having more children, I wish you peace and happiness 😊

@TheBeestonFam you guys are incredible! You brighten our days certainly but what's most important is that this is your life, therefore your choice. We might enjoy the parts of your life your kind enough to share, the bottom line is we aren't the ones living it... you are. Therefore it is your choice and your choice alone. Please don't let anyone pressure you into more children. You have to put your health first, endometriosis is nothing to mess with and I can tell you from experience that we were blessed to have our two daughters after several miscarriages, not counting the increased pain due to being off the pill trying for a third and eventually forced to have a hysterectomy at 30 years old. It's your life, your choice and Sarah, Derik, you have been blessed with a gorgeous son and beautiful daughter as is meant to be. Focus on enjoying the blessings you have, only you two and God will know when/if more are in your future. I've learned from experience the two we have are blessings and each stage of their life have brought new surprises and experiences which may not have been possible otherwise. You are loved!!

so glad to see you guys back I was going through withdrawals😅

Hey guys, don’t worry about having more babies or not God will decide for your future If you want to have more for now be happy with the ones you have I’m happy with the ones you have as well too.❤

House looks great!! So much progress

Girl... Your nails are crazy gorgeous 🎉

It was so good to see you all, especially Jack & Sunny. (Just want to see a little more of Jack & Sunny, if you can). You all are wonderful. 😍

@bonnieplattner3094

10 ай бұрын

There are so many dangers involved with kids being exposed on social media . And more and more kids are now old enough to talk about how they hated it. Many parents are now not even putting kids pics on face book. And requesting relatives to please not post their childrem

Hello lovely fam, I’d like to thank you for inspiring us with your positive and fun parenting style. I’m not sure if you accept suggestions for next episodes but if so, it would be cool to watch how you both are able to do so much, and how you plan/incorporate your channel into daily routines, work, and all the annoying parts of life! Hugs ❤

That hair!! Love it!!💜💜💜💜

Sarah your lipstick is pretty. How exciting about your house 👏🏻👏🏻 Love y’all bunches 💙🩷💙🩷

I have endometriosis and I am 38... I have 2 babies in heaven and 3 kids here on earth. My kids are 7 , 4.5 and 2 . Take your time.

But, y’all make such cute adorable babies! Girl don’t pay attention to anyone about when and if you have babies! It’s you life!

Omg the house is huge, I'm so pleased for you guys 😊 wishing you all the love, health and happiness 🎉❤😊

I'm so happy for you,💕 the new house is great!

2 kids are great. One day at a time.🩷💙Sending love hugs prayers and kindness 🩷🙏🏼🩵

3 is a game changer. You're outnumbered 😂😂😂

@carriegreene4261

11 ай бұрын

VERY TRUE 😅

You guys and Lo and Tanner are the best family ever, I love you All so darn much. I'm so excited for your new house and I'm sure it will be beautiful when it's totally ready to move in and once it's decorated. Derrick, I am so with you, I have had a Cortisone injection in my knee and Oh my goodness, it hurt so much !!!! Wishing you all the best and a fast recovery with your surgery. Sarah and Derrick, please don't listen to everyone it's not their decision to make when and if you have another baby, Sarah if your body is healthy enough to have another baby when you and Derrick are READY then and only then, you both make the decision together that when you guys want to start trying to get pregnant. This conversation is just between you both and no one else. Love you guys so much, enjoy your two beautiful babies now, look forward to getting the house ready, decorated ( that's so much fun is to decorate, at least for me) and you both need to get through Derrick's surgery. You both have a lot going on right now...... Enjoy yourselves right now. Hug's 🤗🤗 🤗 🤗 and lots of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️ sent your way

You two are so adorable, genuine, and positive. ❤❤❤

Sunny's hair is long enough for little bows. Her name fits her personality.😊

Hi guys glad to see you how was your trip looks like u had fun!

You have another when you are ready. Never forget how amazing special loved and incredible you all are take care.

Let life and more children come when your ready health wise!

praying for y’all ❤everything will end up being okay!❤

I love your beautiful, happy family!!! Live life to the fullest!!! Thanks for sharing your journey with us!!! ❤❤❤

It's good to see you guys!! You guys are way cool!! Hope everyone is doing well!! Have a awesome day!!

So glad Sarah had a day with the ladies, she deserved every hour!

You are absolutely gorgeous without makeup! So happy to you all for your amazing family!!!

Can you please talk more about your sleep training!? I would love to hear more how you did it :) love you guys ❤

Sunny is hair and mood when she got up from her nap was so cute! If it is in the cards, God will bless you with more children, if not you have such a beautiful family already. Have a great day and God Bless!🐢

Your kids are so cute!!

Whatever you decide regarding having more children, I do hope you take time to recognize the importance of a internet privacy with your kids. I feel so bad for family vlog kids, having to grow up with their entire lives online - they really dont understand the permanence of the internet and that sheer amount of content and access given to strangers around the world.

@bonnieplattner3094

10 ай бұрын

Social media is getting scary. Can be down right dangerous for kids. We and None of our relatives even put children on face book. Think we use to feel we were in this little bubble where nobody noticed us but friends and relatives.

You guys are so adorable! Your house looks amazing!

@GlennaChapman-yt9lo

11 ай бұрын

😅

Hi guys. I feel for you when it comes to your knees. Both mine have been what they call bone to bone since I had a fall on ice in 2009. I had surgery on my right one at the time to remove some chips of bone under my knee cap. I still have problems with it, mostly because of other falls. Good luck with your surgery. Have baby #3 when you feel ready. You're sure to be blessed with another cutie pie. Sending hugs your way. Take care!!🤗

you are all a very sweet family. i don't know exactly how old is Sunny, but that program of sleeping routine is just for babies over 6-8 months, depending on their development.

You will know if & when it's time for baby #3 in your own time 👶 enjoy Jack & Sunny. Move into your new house and get settled 😊

Before you move in, or give them the final payment, get a home inspection done!!! VERY IMPORTANT !!!!

Love you guys! Just leave everything up to God’s will. Derick, have fun on your trip & be careful, lol. Sarah, I’m sure you’ll do fine. You’re a great mom. Much love from Cobbs Creek, Virginia ❤✌🏻🙏🎚️

Your house is so pretty 😍 I can’t wait to be a homeowner and your little ones are adorable you guys have the cutest kids 👦🏼👧🏼 I can’t wait to see what your third will look like but no rush you are ready when you guys are ready and you guys look sleepy 😴 lol so take your time lol 🥰💕

I hate when people think it's okay to ask about pregnancy updates. You just take your time and when it happens or not is up to you. Sometimes our best hope is not what reality gives you. We wanted a couple of kids but my pregnancy was hell from start to finish and recovery was horrible. Suffice to say we only have one child. I couldn't put myself through that again. You have such adorable and precious babies and I know you are grateful for them. Get some rest. 💚

I was 9 mos postpartum from my second child & was reaching for a box on a high closet shelf, when my spine cracked all the way up! I didn't even know that my body was still out of alignment but felt so much better after, so no, you have a while before you're post-postpartum! (Oh, btw, I was 5 mos postpartum the first time when I learned I was pregnant again! hahaha) God is blessing you! And so am I!

love you guysss❤❤❤

Love the house. Beautiful babies.

I love these kids so much. Their children are absolutely beautiful. I had my first child at age 19 which was a girl 20 months later I had my son. Than came my 2nd daughter. It was the best thing I could have ever done. I’m know going to be 76 next month and I have the best kids ever. My advise to you both have your # now. It’s like growing up with them. The best part is they have all given me a total 7 beautiful grandchildren. 5 girls and 2 boy. Go 3!!!! Love Shawn Seamans ♥️♥️♥️♥️

So glad to see you guys back again.

Your babies are always so happy 😁 && Sarah is always so beautiful🩷💜

I was just diagnosed with endometriosis, I'm 27 and have 3 little boys. It took us over a year to get pregnant every time. And sadly i thought my pain was "normal" and dealt with it for so long. But thankfully i was able to have my boys! Theyre all close to 3 years apart. And i LOVE that age gap. ☺️